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Similar 84889: s with a simple liking , ‘ I blue ’ , ‘ My favourite c 86428: pigtails , he sometimes makes . The polluted landscape , an 89387: ther , and make war , and make , and they may mix these acti 91586: ica . The local queen falls in with him , and it seems that 92018: ng the prominence given to the affair . The plot states that 92448: ess to an experience of sexual which is liberating and drama 93812: ons , but Ronald Fraser had no for horses . The poor little 94538: embering the days when he made with this daughter , if she h 95973: the place where the young make . Their elders make it upstai 96488: nancy . She had known that his for her would remain , and 99651: other than himself . ’ Greek is virtuous , Wilde is also r 99708: rt may imagine one , and Greek may . Paranoia imagines one , 100918: sonnets in Meredith 's Modern ) . The three tales are deftl 102613: ce REVOLUTION , literature and , and the roads and side-road 102800: fiddles , the cimbalom — and shows its face in country hot 103029: eing into free speech and free , and for what he has to say 104238: rvived him . Alas , my aquatic , said another line , and Jar 104250: Jaromil knew that the aquatic was Magda ; but he also knew 104475: of parading throngs , physical and revolutionary slogans ’ 105529: yric author of poems ‘ about . About suicide . ’ The sec 105690: he may be , with whom he makes , and who alarms him with wor 105906: yrical . A person who accepted was like a passenger . Maybe 105951: ht rise and swamp you . But to someone meant to fly , to ris 108381: the country , having fallen in with Savimbi . As in the earl 110532: bian . His own vicissitudes in are a feature of the story he 111098: a romantic programme , whereby and death converge , and dyin 111565: explain my conduct . I do n't you . ’ The colour faded fr 112326: than the progress of this mad — to which he did not stand 112378: more to be said about the mad than he allowed himself , or 131019: of reflecting : ‘ He was in with Alison Houston . And he 134369: sent day . William Congreve 's for Love and The Way of the W 134371: . William Congreve 's Love for and The Way of the World are 139764: Phoebe 's ‘ Think not that I him … ’ from As You Like 140160: y are all vital young men with on their minds , full of colo 140918: iet are directly enthralled by and the declaration of love t 140923: by love and the declaration of to another person . These are 143057: rits , teasing Romeo about his as they prepare to go to the 143251: rains , and then they dream of ; O'er courtiers ' knees , th 143498: about the ‘ sickness ’ of . King John by William Shakes 144472: g one idea lead into another . 's LaboursLost by William Sha 144482: peare Berowne confesses to his for Rosaline , with a good de 144503: BEROWNE O ! and I forsooth in ! I , that have been love 's 144510: h in love ! I , that have been 's whip ; A very beadle to a 144565: -dwarf , dan Cupid ; Regent of rhymes , lord of folded arms 144634: e a tumbler 's hoop ! What ! I ! I sue ! I seek a wife ! A w 144698: of all ; And among three , to the worst of all ; A whitely 144784: l little might . Well , I will , write , sigh , pray , sue , 144800: ue , and groan : Some men must my lady , and some Joan . Act 144840: ys the sensation of falling in , even though he presents the 145221: nced SeMIRamis not SEMiramis . 's Labours Lostby William Sha 146627: , fasting , for a good man 's ; For I must tell you friendl 146656: markets . Cry the man mercy , him , take his offer ; Foul i 147302: wry Mead gives fresh Alarms to . — Besides , you 'll find 147848: the truth , madam , let a man reading never so well , when 149339: to stop undergraduates making . Well , we got caught , of c 149666: oung student who has just made to her . MAGGIE He was in a b 149929: be your fault , you have made to the most brilliant and bea 150318: after all . That 's what free is free of — propaganda . A 162510: to do the heavy parts . But I playing comedy and then I 'm 162987: Merchant of Venice and Moth in 's Labours Lost . Recent work 163969: ample by Nigel Williams ; I 'd to have a go at doing the par 164362: Laertes and King of Navarre in 's Labours Lost at Stratford 169375: completed a feature role in Mr for David Puttnam . A.R What 171852: te freelance is a strain and I the family feeling of a compa 223918: ets to them all , even Hilda , at last , her very words , wh 223995: net , a major disappointment . at last , so she said . At la 235093: e drapery falls . How he is in with flesh and conveys that l 235099: ve with flesh and conveys that to us . Bah ! So Harsnet . An 250073: sies . The self-deceptions . I you but I love her more . The 250077: -deceptions . I love you but I her more . The dictates of th 251722: I would be surrounded today by and wives and children and th 258023: t ) . Usual stories about true at last . About need to pay f 262700: atalogue introduction , latest . He tried before leaving , a 271610: raw forces of nature . People to be awed when they enter a 291192: tunate to find a career that I and , what is more , get paid 310490: o keep her away from her first forever , and she started to 315497: bought the property ‘ out of ’ from Verger for £280,000 330619: es , to the belle cuisine , to , to life and above all , of 350924: , after a night of passionate ? ’ asked the irrepressible 350939: e 's been nights of passionate in this house that have left 364989: friendship , pain , danger and combine to form reality . Tre 366367: win town , has had a life long affair with cinema . He origi 369551: d throw away cinema . I do n't films … I have used the cin 397939: t do you think this place is , , the Ritz ? It 's either tak 399777: her tears . ‘ Thanks , I 'd another one , ’ she said . 401414: . I wanted you to know that . , Sarah . ’ It must have ta 403336: re are you thinking of going , ? ’ ‘ Rome . ’ ‘ Eh ? 403740: going on . ’ ‘ Cheer up , , it may never happen . ’ I 414917: 's time for us to close now , . ’ I looked up and deep in 414951: Well you ca n't stay here , , we 're closing . ’ I got 417322: was n't the sort of stuff that stories are made of , to be h 426271: o you all feel ? ’ ‘ We 'd to have you here . When do yo 427156: . ’ ‘ Yeah — too right , ! Are you wanting to take any 427663: ey . ‘ You hang on to that , . They can afford it . ’ In 440080: zoning of its leaves . Hostas moist clay but suffer very ba 440410: Willows like to wallow Willows the wet . From a vast range i 440506: may be bit bizarre , but they heavy soil and will make a br 440606: nd , of course , snowdrops all heavy soil . Spring can retur 444164: st . As Joan points out , bees apple blossom and will range 445517: 't suppress weeds well . Birds the seed , so you may need to 453261: ork . Tadpoles and young frogs a pool chock-full of oxygenat 453531: between man and wildlife Frogs to bask on the surface of den 459148: ok out too for earwigs , which dahlias . ‘ Prospero ’ is 461139: conservatories . Lazy daisies to bask in the sun I wonder i 518715: p to three hours before making so it need n't interfere at a 519580: nown . Not all people who make want to have a baby . However 519712: ome pregnant if , after making , a sperm released when the m 520133: th control every time you make . It should be available from 523218: tted relationship , founded on , caring respect , honesty an 523238: fulness , chastity and married are not just old-fashioned ne 523309: en that there are ways to make which are safe , and there ar 523321: there are many ways of showing other than sex . They also ne 523450: need is our understanding , , prayers and support . What 526899: lly it 's fine to go on making during your pregnancy . You m 551451: is time to end the service 's affair with education ’ . A 584873: nd Jay was given to Falling in . She joked that it was her f 584956: y . ‘ I have been savaged by , ’ she would declaim , whe 584983: , a wise old man said fall in and you may fall flat on your 585067: ood stars were safe to fall in with , dead or a million doll 585142: r friend long absent . Once in , always loving . Never letti 585161: the flash-fire gut-lurch of In seemed distant , ludicrous , 585170: , ludicrous , incredible . In again , the new beloved was p 586750: laire Rayner ! ’ ‘ But you it , darling ! ’ ‘ It 's 586809: as springtime when she fell in with Lucy . On St Patrick 's 586853: nchor to the swooping light of . Lucy had asked her to suppe 587035: . Thank you , she said , I 'd to . She ignored Francis 's f 587629: had come to the hotel to make . Lucy was shy as hell , and 587719: heartbeat that they would make . In their room the lights we 587753: queur and crystal glasses . My , my dove , my life , I love 587762: y love , my dove , my life , I you ! Oh , the mandarin old g 588046: Like all new lovers they made all night , laughed , stopped 588097: r . Nothing could disturb this . Then back to the exhausted 588247: a story , it flowed . It was a letter , it was what she want 588279: ER THREE Jay had not fallen in very often . Well , apart fro 588479: school , face lighting up with and joy as her little girl pe 589265: her teenage . All you need is . ( I am unlovable . ) The ol 589473: 's up to you to take control , bites are a sign of a man out 590235: ssion ? Dedicated to the one I ? Drive , you ridiculous bitc 590292: he one man she 'd ever been In with had taken her for the fi 590994: you 've done it now . ‘ I 'd to read it , ’ said Lucy , 591319: . ‘ You do know how to make . ’ ‘ Sorry dear , ’ sa 591783: o . Like writing . Like making . ’ Right on time ! Enter t 592354: care . My heart , my life . I you ! Lucy was her immaculate 592448: ep meaningful questions : this had no confidantes , not even 592822: ith lust ! ’ he said . ‘ I that . ’ ‘ So do I , ’ 593011: m glad if it helps . ’ ‘ I you , ’ said Jay , very sof 593829: only by silence , that talk of panicked her . Better to writ 593932: too free . She 'd given up and had not visited her lonely sh 594202: oes with rainbows on the toe . lit her from within and the l 594281: cis about the impossibility of . Francis , who knew Lucy , s 594475: need for Jay 's perfection to her ? — was her racetrack . 594489: s tingling alive alive-o ! — — was her rigorous coach . 594638: they had been free and easy . added uncertainty , love lavi 594642: asy . Love added uncertainty , lavished all her extravagant 595311: es the way a face moves . I 'd to photo you . I 'd have to t 595348: of yourself — people fall in with people who look like the 596072: ke one of the three wise men , , enjoy ! It 's Maui Waui , I 596365: 'm a poof ! Business is bad , , ’ he said , plonking a fl 596481: rang . Jay opened the door . I Lucy . Lucy in white silk Dyn 597800: d went into the street . ‘ I you , Lucy . ’ Lucy wound d 598019: ghtful queens we both know and . Three : she likes you a lot 598303: proud to be a surrogate . Make to me , Jay . ’ ‘ You rea 598365: Jay dear . Shame we 're not In , really . It could be very p 598467: wine you and dine you and make with you for the rest of your 599323: first sip of pink champagne . her whatever . One of the bes 599586: ought . Glad for the glasses , lustre . Your eyes . Mouth on 599762: out and touch your face … I you . Enter alter-ego . Lousy 599813: ginning to go . When I fell in with you , I say , feeling ly 599830: … I do n't think you are in with me , you cut in , fixing 599993: ourite occupation . With you . your cheeks , your chin , you 600010: rs , your brow , your neck , I your perfectly beautiful brea 600031: when we might not stop , oh my , my virgin forest and me you 600069: want to make hasty and furtive with you . Got to do this wit 600271: o wears a bra before . God , I you . You give me your breast 600356: ips kiss my brow so gently . I you so . CHAPTER TEN Jay 's d 600470: e front , and missing the word on the back . Ho hum . Three 600923: and almost , as good as , made … but I will and she will . 601034: ot a good idea . ’ File this under N.B.G. I am mute , cata 601367: . I 've waited long enough for , for her . Does she mean day 601450: comes out doggerel . But my In body forgets about food and s 601583: ine-wheel the second I fall in with you . And has been ever 601625: es n't know just how amazing a is about to transform it into 601792: . One thing about us , before and ever since — B.L . and 601827: , over the table from you , my , I feel safest pouring wine 602380: ed as a child 's arm . I am in with you , the feeling drives 602753: nge , Jay . I 've known you In , but never quite like this . 603736: All these lines ! ’ ‘ I your lines , ’ said Jay . 604297: to emigrate , she 'd fallen in and put it out of the questio 604314: In fact , the day before the I Lucy St Patrick 's Day , she 605094: you 're with me . It 's OK . I you . ’ ‘ I know you do . 605303: ed her friends when she was In , and regretted it afterwards 606089: ast and wonderful caress , shy , love you are gone into the 606091: wonderful caress , shy love , you are gone into the early m 606412: swore never to doubt again . I Lucy , she breathed on her ei 606532: had for years . It was n't In , they knew each other too we 606888: knew Dionne was right . ‘ I touching you , ’ she said , 606910: on , we 've always touched . I fucking with you . Best lover 606936: is n't — hell , it is n't in . And you know it . Against t 606958: what I want . I want to be In . And it is n't you . ’ And 607017: them . OK , suppose she was In with Dionne . Just suppose . 607031: ement theorists said you could more than one person , and ha 607089: bones and marrow . So what was ? Licence to kill ? A crime o 607140: r . The last time they 'd made , or would , probably . What 607155: What would it be like to be In with Dionne rather than just 607190: ucy . To Lucy ? To Dionne ? To itself . CHAPTER SIXTEEN You 608564: ant to hold you , want to make with you , you know and we do 608873: she and Dionne never fallen In ? Perhaps it would have been 608886: e been too easy : they 'd made the first night they met , bo 608941: e , boogie … Why not fall in with someone you actually lik 608956: eel easy with ? Jay was now In with the impossible Lucy , Di 608979: ch other 's hurt away and made like some people offer Kleene 609154: e and palely loitering for the of your Lucy-o ! And Dionne ! 609729: ring it anyway . ‘ Jay 's In with an impossible woman , 609773: ‘ How long have you been in then ? ’ ‘ Oh , about thr 609915: Piggy-wig . Friends can never each other 's lovers , but if 610916: never get over you , Lucy . I you . ’ Lucy held her close 610978: moaned into her mouth . ‘ I you , Jay , ’ she said , vo 611005: re you are , I 've said it . I you . ’ ‘ I 'm so glad , 611316: . For chrissake , you said you me . Say it . What am I suppo 611433: 's eye … ‘ Lucy , for the of God , ’ said Jay , ‘ i 611453: 's you . You . I want you . I you . Stay with me . Now , An 611847: Francis knew what it was be in . His raptures over pretty st 611902: iously , have you ever been In , like a big one ? ’ ‘ Da 611937: the desk , ‘ I have been in most of my life . As to ‘ a 612046: s confession time . Francis In . ’ Francis lit a cigarette 612113: t says it all . I was madly in once , darling . And for a wh 612268: en Kleenex style bitch when in . I did not feel sisterly . H 612312: , darling , I do want to be In . Of course I do . What else 612364: y for it , I shall retire . In , in love , Oh Love ! I 'm ju 612367: I shall retire . In Love , in , Oh Love ! I 'm just rather 612370: etire . In Love , in love , Oh ! I 'm just rather despairing 613073: her empty time , time without , without Lucy . She looked p 613847: unsold hours . Lucy , I 'm in with you like I 've never bee 613893: of when Lucy had whispered : I you , I love you , there you 613897: had whispered : I love you , I you , there you are … And w 613921: ision of lovely Lucy , Lucy in with her ? From another life 614164: ss of me is what I want her to . God , I 'm doing this all w 614222: water . ‘ I know you 're in with me , ’ said Lucy , mak 614262: 'll say it here and now . I do you . I 'm not in love with y 614269: . I do love you . I 'm not in with you — there 's a diffe 614462: lem . I did n't ask to fall in with you , but by God , lady 614669: mplicated situation to fall in with . And I bet no man has e 614760: , where people accept you and you just the way you are . Sh 615010: wn if you let yourself fall in with me . ‘ I still think y 615762: as just time ! You ca n't make at pistol point … her being 615836: eat healer … ’ Camp screen courtesy of Judy Garland and 615958: with a look Jay thought of as . CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE Giving i 615997: be something rich about her to and desire . Having wrested f 617727: people I have to meet , you 'd them . Sling on something gor 618065: ite . Did you just fall out of , or what ? ’ Lucy lit anot 618466: darling , she pledged , let me you , and I will never give y 618857: thering Lucy . Another side of . Making lunch for Lucy and F 619957: y definition of the quality of . Shit , I 'm trying to talk 623108: Jay , you 've hurt the one you ) , but I said it would n't w 623633: could write … ’ ‘ And I your poems ! ’ said Lucy , 624029: sus , all I ever wanted was to you , you to love me . ’ Lu 624034: anted was to love you , you to me . ’ Lucy flung herself f 624551: ’ ‘ The woman is me and I you , ’ said Jay . ‘ Just 624568: t hold tight , Lucy , Lucy , I you . ’ She kissed Lucy 's 624944: e she burned to have Lucy make to her , that sudden in contr 624977: ow the sheer delight of making to her . And then Lucy had to 625589: she 'd got Lucy in bed , made — had sex ? — fucked with 626845: ins . Jay gags , this is where has brought me , rooting thro 627049: ritans . But before falling in with Lucy , she was not the t 627104: , be unable to cope . All this had brought her , taught her 628164: e room was Lucy , Lucy without . No longer so important . So 628221: e , said Lucy , I was never in with you . I 'm very fond of 628242: t the ceiling . I was never in with you . She 'd said it . S 628266: r delight , and if not ever in , then why , what the hell ha 628314: er never never had she been in . Chin up , Jay , she told he 628376: g in her guts . I was never in with you . CHAPTER THIRTY She 629307: ly prepared her for falling In , still less for I was never 629316: still less for I was never in with you . How to make sense 629376: ormations when she had been In , desperately seeking pattern 629433: rstanding . Baby where did our go , what went wrong , what d 630736: ay , ‘ it 's OK . Please . I Schubert . Really . ’ ‘ R 630776: Yes , ’ she said , ‘ I 'd you to play more . Here 's to 632088: perman ; the summer she was in with a difference . The summe 632128: ey presto , head over heels in with Astrid ! And she was Ast 632175: coming to the end of being in with Jay . Some you win , tho 632401: such a div ? After she fell in with Astrid , she became Drag 632650: and the sunshine of Astrid 's . But she , she shed her love 632741: he went to Timisia . They made in Jay 's co-op basement and 632782: inted Astrid 's house and made all the time . They flirted w 632849: , evening light . Ho hum . In meant all the colours , all t 632869: ights , sheer joy . But out of brought ice-age chill , endle 632941: avel , and oh the cold ! After , it was night in the desert 634170: prise it had been : Falling in again . With Dionne . Delight 634212: d out . Dionne said it was n't , but who 's counting ? The s 634257: times . Jay had then sworn off . Too painful , darling ! And 634359: n … at least you know how to . Words bubbled in Jay 's min 634417: ed . There would be no more In redemption , thought Jay , in 634435: was that she did n't know what was . Some conclusion , Baby 634458: ood as she would if she was In with Jay . For example , now 634587: d best when inspired ; for her had always been the inspirati 634656: overing angel face of a new In ? Did she only feel good beca 634687: was a part of it : fear of in and rejection had sent Jay al 634713: loves-me-not . It was n't even . I fancy her , said Jay alou 634831: l alive and brimming without a object . But , suddenly , spo 635216: , Armagnac at sunset ? Out of and in again ? Do you really 635225: again ? Do you really believe can save you from you ? ’ J 635689: until St Patrick 's Day and In . More or less fancied hersel 635854: t . Just wait till you fall In again ! Oh , it 's threat tim 635883: Fee Fi Fo Fum — I 'm Not In With Anyone ! And now , she t 672843: ed obsessed them and they made as though each time was the l 685776: cLaggan , Mary Stewart — you each other , and must wed eac 687564: the thickets To cut a wand of And searched among the saplin 700764: back and told him . Ah , young — she was sitting with her 717085: ns . Their life was founded on and mutual respect : father f 720106: ciousness : ‘ And thou shalt the Lord thy God with all thy 725343: xcellence of God 's attractive , ’ to use another of Greel 726213: He also recalls his father 's of Sir Harry Lauder 's songs 727635: art . Yet another is Lorca 's of the city , a curious contr 730925: the Chinese poet Li Po . ‘ I Pound , ’ Leonard said to u 745341: my dearest grandmother , with and gratitude . ’ It was no 747179: and despair , war and peace , and loss , beauty and brutali 748817: witness he bears ; celebrating and sex and intimacy . He spe 751820: aningful pressures of life and . Leonard had tried to get El 752047: small degree to the legends of which keep the world sane and 752615: , in responses , in work , in and friendships , in food , i 754318: orld except the heart , man 's , and his striving to know th 754369: the depth and beauty of human and the song to which it give 755586: uses tend to be . It was , ‘ God , love the Law , love man 755589: o be . It was , ‘ Love God , the Law , love mankind . ’ 755593: ‘ Love God , love the Law , mankind . ’ It gave rise no 757350: cs ) … In my work I meant to you , but my voice dissipated 757718: ltant sense of the delights of , of its mellifluous sensuali 757753: than a joyous celebration ( of ) richly seasoned . ’ ( His 758532: ge of each other 's skin , our which is a proverb on the blo 758573: e else is the mood and tone of more beautifully expressed th 758690: h understands the fragility of as well as its strengths , it 764171: ough . ’ ‘ I 've fallen in with someone . ’ ‘ They s 784703: going to have a shot at making sideways instead . ’ Finall 786601: ile they worked : ‘ Words of ’ and ‘ Peggy Sue ’ and 794458: e two of them together . ‘ I your boots , ’ Simon said . 847038: rrived . He 'll ring again . I the Deep South honey in his v 847365: pe . ‘ Oood luck and tons of from 2.3 . ’ X 's everywher 847660: where their mouth is … ‘ I teaching . It 's just that th 848005: elieve those funny Green men , , it 's all a scare to queer 849511: skeletons dance for joy , for . ’ Poor Daddy . Poor Daddy 851025: riet says softly . ‘ Harriet . ’ Her heart melts . ‘ I 852150: you . No . ’ Salamander , I you . Rescue me . I 'm incred 854611: ank , d' you know , actually I you ever so much . ’ Harrie 860407: fulfilment Orgasm without end without responsibility Miracl 860654: wans . We talked of painting , , and adventures . My friend 867320: ray four times a day and still me . Now I had to be on my gu 868120: is parents , and that he would to visit my country one day . 868400: d black like a big rat , but I you because you 're English a 870247: lish molest their children and their dogs . ’ This is the 870261: e sort of cheap bitter jibe we to say to each other when we 870877: ill take these . Y'know , kids a stick . ’ The kids on the 871306: 't really know what to say . I it in the summer when London 874992: or greater than those whom the of God chooses , and if the l 875000: ve of God chooses , and if the of God had chosen to choose t 882667: loathed him . He was the great of her life . In photographs 897690: ssing the crazy fan with ‘ I Steffi ’ emblazoned on a fl 897819: o owns a rather fetching ‘ I Steffi ’ fluorescent T-shir 899057: playing for the money but the of the sport . This was maybe 899317: me Illegible Shrewsbury P.S. I Tennis World Role Model There 899393: excellent attitude and obvious of the game . Ann Fitzpatrick 930066: one by the manufacturer ? I 'd to know . D. Mann , Essex Rou 942870: l reasons . Firstly , I have a off good tools of all types , 1054085: e danced ’ . That passionate of ‘ music as movement ’ 1054272: feel Rachmaninov 's passionate of ‘ music as movement ’ 1055498: gainst fate if he had Action , and Frivolity on his side . T 1055596: wards through time to seek his in a ballroom , on his way to 1060221: solitary figure mourning lost and youth , e.g. A Month in t 1060771: his death , so strong is. her that she helps him to dance u 1062181: rom a simple peasant dancer in with Albrecht to a tragically 1062411: n the emotional content of the theme , Tchaikovsky 's are th 1062490: flict between life and death , and hate , youth and age — 1063176: s red umbrella , Alain 's only — or so it would seem — f 1067822: of the plot . He contrasts the themes of Romeo and Juliet wi 1068298: d Juliet , and Natalia 's lost are the inevitable result of 1068440: ss Natalia 's realisation that has now escaped her . Prokofi 1068490: ude such a passionate story of and hate . 5 Similar consider 1071949: ench before telling her of his . But it can also be very bri 1073592: e two characters declare their , for example , when Oberon c 1074940: icates the growing feelings of and frustration of the partic 1078110: ce comes , sees her , falls in and kisses her awake . ' ) an 1078401: nise the personal tragedy of a that spoke no words . Althoug 1083063: the world , of women and of - . In such dances physical con 1083100: ttle to express the passion of , which he would later convey 1083260: eak of Youth , of Beauty' , of , of Parting and of Death , t 1083669: The eternal round of man 's , life and death ’ ( Natali 1085866: e based on tales of passionate , often frustrated or unrequi 1085967: Comedy and the sad tale of his fur Beatrice and by medieval 1086532: he replied : ‘ Perhaps he is himself in a romantic , nosta 1086855: t , and particularly when true did not run smoothly , other 1088083: Variations , that of awakening . The episode of the ‘ ench 1088215: se of complete withdrawal from and happiness . Dorabella 's 1088291: e them . Her shy confession of is in deep contrast to that o 1088337: rence between youth fulling in and experience demanding it , 1089417: nt context , that of awakening . When he leaves her for the 1089730: c ballet , it is involved with affairs . In the deterioratio 1089817: struggling with his desire for and power as well as for an e 1093927: ses she can not frustrate true and dances out happily with t 1100592: they embrace . The ecstasy of being felt to rise through th 1101054: looking tenderly at those they for they are always aware of 1202085: ? SEEING FOR MILES A story of , devotion and miracles TOP D 1205191: . FASHION DISASTERS ? MONSOON having dogs in the store . Sp 1207440: tely , he 's been very much in because he saw the April issu 1209784: nknown past . She continues to children and mothers all smal 1211759: cal reader you ? If so , we 'd to hear from you ! The most t 1217826: providing hours of pleasure , and immense fulfilment . This 1218040: w puppies and Marjorie fell in with the smallest bitch . Mar 1218456: e could live forever . All the and devotion which had poured 1218709: Dogs Today DOGGIE POST BAG We reading your letters and we ' 1219490: e the dogs at the kennels will your prize . EAR EAR ! My nam 1219810: y 're all pussycats but if you and respect them , they will 1220205: . My dog , Tess , and I would to stay there . Mrs June Ingr 1220673: og shower and do very well . I all dogs but , to be fair , B 1220688: ull Terriers are my first real . My home is a shrine to them 1225051: ey knew already , was to apply and patience to Moby 's upbri 1226257: ul … bigger is better It was at first sight but , little d 1226885: d but then I met them . It was . I came into the room with s 1227501: est of us , a real and genuine of dogs . BREEDIN' DISGRACE P 1229952: ikov , now in prison , through and suffering . No such novel 1239262: and his own wife were once in with each other ; and perhaps 1243658: tebooks put it , ‘ Sonya and broke him ’ . On the same p 1245858: take place was disappointed in as a young man and consoled h 1249786: ent notebooks that we read ‘ and Sonya broke him ’ . Con 1256851: o not feel a need , and if you nothing , it follows you are 1262298: indulging all vileness and in with the good . In the novel 1371375: the English Ezra Pound 's long affair with England , and his 1372324: lieves , Pound never ceased to Dorothy even while he loved O 1377401: ght whereby t is called ‘ to ’ Or if man can show it to 1383602: , two contrary conceptions of . Anyway , in the present con 1390664: ses to her confidante that the she once felt for her now dea 1393320: nd imperishable If time is , a of past things tenous As the 1393330: As the hesitation of receding . Here the first four lines a 1414564: ter write Her Privates We , in with Dorothy , and wounded wh 1415737: the great ( though virginal ) of Pound 's life , but it 's 1433572: or skills . It is possible to , and to aid , thy neighbour 1436409: y puny and starved of parental , each was condemned to a lif 1436601: out , he only felt entitled to insofar as his deeds merited 1441195: asant answers , ‘ but I just to hear you say it . ’ Anot 1450704: and last king guided by innate and respect for their history 1461135: the national average . The ‘ affair ’ with company cars 1466391: er dreams of ‘ making tender to the Monarch … she was th 1495760: stretched you to the limit . I playing great players and he 1518283: by the pattern of self-giving revealed in that life , Weste 1522138: nfessions were made purely out of the police ? At the very m 1538014: rchers , ‘ It is no crime to your country . Long live demo 1557006: titutions all foundered on his for the college and for the s 1557861: which led early to his abiding of the Italian Renaissance gi 1558157: is own paintings , his intense of music , and in his relatio 1558754: ge , a divorce , and a serious affair ; learnt Russian , wri 1559112: rd is covered with postcards , letters from old boyfriends a 1559266: er . ‘ I desperately want to and be loved , ’ she types 1559324: efore , but there is a natural and empathy between them : sh 1559905: was then that she met ‘ the of my life ’ : he answered 1559954: ’ she writes . They fell in ; eventually he moved in . 1560169: s to be free : free to fall in , work hard and have fun . Al 1579279: Canterbury was yesterday shown letters written by King Henry 1579338: Vatican statement said he saw letters written by Henry VIII 1591790: tion that every racegoer would to witness , will take place 1601582: rieg classics — Spring and I You — and then the Prokofie 1615702: espite Dick Crossman 's native of a row , there was not suff 1618674: ed with the warmth of family , , friendship , security and h 1662556: not wicked or evil — but the of power is there . ’ Nor d 1686942: south to Helsinki and falls in . ‘ I 've got a kid , ’ s 1730271: e Bush presidency . Many would to know , for instance , whet 1747365: gardens — which the British — where once they huddled i 1761886: evision come with a promise to , honour and obey ? ‘ Any r 1780664: le , the old Motown number ‘ Pains ’ and , rather curiou 1780751: d to Liza 's strengths : ‘ I you , you pay my rent , ’ s 1783506: that the Friar knows nought of seem misplaced , it does at l 1784518: -ranging — as if they really them ; sensitive to the ebb a 1784626: sed as ‘ aspects of pastoral ’ — or how each might fur 1801259: thout destroying the places we ? ’ In essence , his answer 1822313: infamous toast to Marcos ( 'We your adherence to democratic 1831469: rk by R W Symonds . Collectors to be able to show friends th 1845533: south to Helsinki and falls in . Dispensing with longueurs ( 1846011: Gerard Depardieu in unorthodox triangle ; 8.45 NFT2 James Ba 1863191: nowing , knowing . Feeling the of God burning through creati 1871619: ly practised an Eastern art of known as Imsak , which allowe 1873622: sly : ‘ HELPED are those who the lesbian , the gay and the 1873634: gay and the straight , as they the sun , the moon and the st 1878017: ly friend , is passionately in with her . Disturbed , she at 1878187: n the superb egotism of female — ‘ It is painful for us 1901579: shmucks who were n't UMC would it , while those who 'd worke 1916019: catches sight of them . But I them . Basically they are tit 1931174: his man Jesus , because of the for his Father and for his si 1931271: estruction at our hands out of for us the loving obedience t 1931466: the sacrament of our unity in . For it was on the night he 1932951: tignant ) gradually falling in with her but refusing to admi 1946947: she knew that , because of his of the house , it would be di 1962153: ers By BILL COLWILL THE FRENCH to lay on the style and their 1978245: sults are achieved rapidly . I bright colours and knit most 1995994: Japanese classic . Suicide For is adapted by Matsuyo Akimoto 1996366: su dramas on which Suicide For is based were originally pupp 1996891: there another classic he would to tackle ? Ninagawa , still 1996929: e the energy . ’ Suicide for has eight performances at the 2014975: nly concern South-easterners . it or hate it , the South-eas 2018418: isation or institution which I and admire . Letter : Libel d 2029455: rs … hold to God 's word and your neighbour as yourself . 2035102: administrative capacity . His of international law he commu 2051432: do n't speak the language . I to play Cardiff though , I 'm 2052099: e voice , you know . Americans to talk . I just want to get 2052220: opulent red curtain . ‘ I 'd to take my clothes off on sta 2066079: romp to hearten supporters who nothing more than spirit and 2080396: ntrigue and jealousy , of true and forgiveness , the politic 2081186: let alone two , should fall in with such a bizarre creature 2127015: and Belinda fell completely in with her daughter . ‘ I fel 2127422: ud to have her in our lives to . ’ Like so many women of h 2129524: y really could give or receive . For others it provided a sa 2129594: ked on an expensive promise of and everlasting life . Knock 2170003: inagawa Company 's Suicide for at the National By PETER KEMP 2170019: Yukio Ninagawa 's Suicide for , a geisha puppet — picked 2170111: d unruliness . For Suicide for — a synthesis by Matsuyo Ak 2170404: , sensitive youth , falling in with Umegawa , a courtesan ch 2170782: u of the popular nature of the dramas you are witnessing . B 2187553: on the transcendence of human over the coercions of church 2187662: devout Catholic . They fall in , but before they can consumm 2187900: h points to the sovereignty of amid the warring clamour of C 2194549: dence ) years there was little lost between the Smith regime 2208678: nial to him and he developed a for Arabia and Islam , which 2230406: ield , who idolises but wo n't him , are natural stand-up co 2234328: the consistent combination of and firmness , which are more 2235185: adolescent , and although they the child , regret very much 2255359: obstacle to the course of true comes not , as is traditional 2255414: uring the King , if he can not her ? But your ability to sym 2258575: ogy , to produce raw feeling , even , loss and rage . She mu 2259475: foetal fluid ) , they learn to each other again . Though the 2288346: servatives have even learnt to the deficit : it helps to res 2293657: where she acquired a lifelong for Brazil . She served the C 2294177: When you say peace , justice , , I say God . Obituary : Tony 2324163: ole career might be up , but I it over here , ’ he said . 2336224: mbarrassing , like discovering letters you 'd written when y 2338439: t a cover for the inability to , ’ he says of Littlechap , 2338568: eal sense of a man who can not . In the arrangement in my ac 2338970: ted ? Why do you create ? I 'd to be a record success again 2339000: 't write songs about those you , your children , and expect 2375766: ican cause were profound . His of Africa was paralleled by a 2381018: cal Corrrespondent ‘ GREATER hath no man than that he lays 2404433: Midnight ) post-World War One story , Life And Nothing But 2415373: ound from the American , Davis III . ‘ I 've shot nine und 2415505: been restricted by bad light . , 25 , had two eagles and fou 2417170: lfields , a 466-page labour of by Brian Hunt , is a rich sea 2430877: ms ’ enshrines the notion of as essentially menacing and p 2431010: here and in his earlier First And Other Sorrows , inescapab 2431039: r more nor less than the ‘ I you ’ , ‘ I love you too 2431045: the ‘ I love you ’ , ‘ I you too Momma ’ curtain-lin 2434292: place of turmoil . Ackerley 's live , a central feature of t 2435773: Reserve Board is a man people to hate . In his role as the 2440551: replaced by a new era of human . That cosmopolitan mouse Mic 2448866: or anything else on the road , it or hate it . As unusual as 2453744: ernment . Denis Healey Greater hath no man than that he lays 2462915: ed in the restaurant , fall in in the pantry and are expelle 2463898: . ‘ Twenty Silk Cut , please , ’ a middle-aged woman ask 2480286: xpression of His pure outgoing and indeed traditional Christ 2480384: d we know . Yet because God is and creation is a manifestati 2480392: tion is a manifestation of His , He continues to love the wo 2480397: of His love , He continues to the world and wills to ‘ pu 2480510: does not the fact that God is mean that when His creation s 2480722: with an outbreak of invariable , the expression of His uncha 2480731: ion of His unchanging nature . which was forced on God would 2480741: ced on God would not be divine at all . Further , it is noti 2480906: of His eternal and unchanging . It is here , one feels , th 2518042: ros , for one , would probably to know exactly what he meant 2518942: e from inside six feet . Davis III , the American , slipped 2523061: he United manager would dearly to sneak out by the tradesmen 2539147: y a property in Venice : ‘ I the palce so much : a five-ro 2542664: os 's daughter Ariadne fell in with him and gave him a ball 2542729: xos , where , after a night of , he slipped away at dawn wit 2648297: Q How can one possibly write a letter to someone when someon 2664322: Millin Tha gradh ogam ort ( I you ) . I picked up my pack , 2749821: be well received by those who the countryside , and particu 2758373: rm Graham Tiso . For those who wild places and are concerned 2774440: e used to elephants , but they them and would come out and b 2774919: ortant of all . It 's also the of living outside . I enjoy p 2774982: £14.99 . Tara the elephant 's of water caused some embarras 2777523: rngorms . He then tells of his for the hills and their wildl 2878179: our in Frank 's position : the of liberty ; the excitement i 2891340: ed by the conflict between his of biblical study and the cho 2892321: ction : in him . My heart , to him ; my will , to do his wil 2896146: ghest truths ; against turning of the Bible into bibliolatry 2901271: am to see a friend and fell in with the city and began to he 2919844: It was in part because of this of the specially religious li 2922918: . But Ramsey , who had come to Halifax , wanted what Halifax 2945685: Perhaps in the command to ‘ thy neighbour as thyself ’ 2968372: mpire : The more ardently they liberty , the more perfect wi 2980367: teen anyway . But whether they you or loathe you , never exp 2990879: record buyer who has fallen in with the band , and goes to s 3003883: list Michael Ball 's hit , ‘ Changes Everything ’ . It i 3029048: ng Fitzgerald . ‘ Do n't you the Oleander ? So clean in it 3031423: n ‘ we look into the eyes of ’ and obtain ‘ for one su 3032194: ‘ and finds too scenes of ‘ For ever warm and still t 3032412: ning of traditional notions of , through repeating love 's r 3032416: ns of love , through repeating 's rites in such a way as to 3032439: Marlowe , invoked his pastoral to be with him ‘ By shallow 3032472: odious fountain falls ’ that is made , but we are forced t 3040661: it has divested itself of the of created beings . ’ But S 3047733: in the cyclic world of ‘ the of created beings ’ , Eliot 3048792: between those who have been in is one of terrifying intensit 3054551: pel . When his characters make — or perform Mr. Lawrence ' 3054754: harply against the sort of ‘ of created beings ’ seen in 3056182: real things ’ , including , the weed smell of it , Fron 3059018: n at this time is a mixture of and hate . Through the summer 3066989: entually , empty . So timeless is distinguished from tempora 3071505: air . ’ The God behind this is a savage God as well as a 3077379: s that , in order to prove his for Jodie Foster , he must go 3083087: orld , where comfort , joy and were possible . Movies were l 3083146: ir anxiety to eliminate sinful they presented lovers as rela 3088746: s that linked all those wars , affairs , catastrophes , come 3090447: a , who always took anybody 's affair for her own , would re 3100573: and Anter , a classic Bedouin story . Half an hour later an 3106714: preciate . These bits were the scenes . Suddenly , once they 3107265: le it was enough to heckle the scenes and cackle at disaster 3123624: isfaction , nor the demand for , but the difference resultin 3124547: to Debasement in the Sphere of ’ : ‘ It is my belief tha 3125555: exuality , a true openness and for the heteros , the other , 3130251: uals ( e.g. Loerke in Women in ) as decadent others who draw 3130556: let himself go in heterosexual and runs away from his three 3132585: uppressed prologue to Women in : it was for men that he felt 3132654: nly , vigorous movement … He his friend , the beauty of wh 3132803: d by anality , and in Women in ( ch. 23 , ‘ Excurse ’ ) 3133011: tment ) the anus in homosexual symbolizes the vagina and ‘ 3133139: otorious than that in Women in : Though a little frightened 3133169: ndations … It was not really … . It was sensuality sharp 3134573: k ? ( Jean Genet , Prisoner of ) The Cartesian cogito — co 3135595: dern England In Surpassing the of Men Lillian Faderman recor 3140573: , and licentiousness a kind of , albeit a debased one ? — 3142873: Transvestism and Masculinity : 's Cure The most interesting 3142890: rs in Fletcher 's little-known 's Cure ( 1624 ? ) . Indeed , 3143277: r prevails . We might say that 's Cure produces transgressio 3143974: now masculinized by falling in , and Lamorall ) . As they sq 3144327: that murtherer : If thou canst me then , I'le marry thee , A 3144643: ions should promiscuously Dart and hate at once , both worth 3145765: done in this consideration of 's Cure , trom the transvesti 3145842: containment of transvestism ( 's Cure ) masculinity and sex 3158007: y rate … Some people fall in with what is like them ; othe 3158372: I am not convinced that sexual between men exists in places 3159323: rding to Gide , Douglas was in . On discovering that Ali was 3162193: ervades the history of illicit . It is also an image which t 3163056: God knows how [ blacks ] make ! It must be terrifying . ’ 3164544: ible for me to discover and to man , wherever he may be ’ 3166531: among other things Prisoner of , a record of the time he spe 3166995: inclined to speak rather of a which alters perception and c 3167823: e wants his book ( Prisoner of ) to be read he must write it 3167851: p. 151 ) . With the fedayeen , always at once complicates an 3167918: ath , expressing and eliciting ( pp. 36 — 40 ) . Elsewhere 3167968: d especially : ‘ Yes . It is . Do you think that at a time 3168110: sness , courage , humour , and for each other , he is also p 3168169: n , the lyrical meditations on , is the sense of a truly dis 3168663: anarchistic , his Prisoner of is nothing less than an affir 3168672: ess than an affirmation of the that Fanon envisaged and whic 3168699: xual dissidence by speaking of it is without apology and sim 3172547: s were into that pop group The Affair . They all went to the 3274586: Liberalism . They had no great for Conservatism , but , give 3284621: by way of intimacy or romantic . ’ It is not part of Stone 3290825: d giving each other hugs . And was standing outside the loca 3291639: Jim again , that the bonds of were snares and that she must 3292808: aviour out as the price of his . There was no space anywhere 3293293: ne , somewhere , would have to her and take care of her ? At 3293646: ot save her father , could not her mother , could not satisf 3293690: So , with it , was the focused of her friends . They had not 3293858: the pain that she found their and tested it and found it so 3293888: in . A night , a nightdream of . Inseparable . A period of a 3294166: gentleness like Lisa 's fierce ; and she tried to respond to 3294366: ne not ? How could one fail to a small person so infinitely 3295868: w she had been defeated , that , love for her mother and for 3295870: ad been defeated , that love , for her mother and for her da 3299819: tly well she was going to make to him sometime , so there di 3299882: , they went upstairs and made . He was undemanding , unemot 3299951: mutual consent they never made in her house , any more than 3300366: ie , ’ he said , ‘ she 'll it . I 'll find you somewhere 3301335: the Villa Lante . ‘ You 'll the garden , Bea , ’ he ins 3302226: tired , Tom . ’ ‘ My sweet , you 're tired a great deal 3302662: e having a scene like this . I you , Bea , you know that . 3302694: om anything else we could make at breakfast-time , lunch-tim 3302789: manticism and that ‘ all for and the world well lost ’ s 3302868: she had used for the word ‘ ’ . ‘ You 'll never want 3303064: gardens . She would never make to him again , though . She d 3303337: he would have liked to fall in with him . And instead she ha 3303347: And instead she had fallen in with her own tumour . ‘ You 3303369: e had said , and she was . All was folly ; a grand passion w 3303382: ssion was madness . This was a worth dying for , at last . A 3303635: ue . She had wanted to fall in , she had willed it , and her 3303907: consciousness of passion , of , of choice … She had found 3303923: lover where there had been no . The patterns were broken be 3303936: use she had broken them . This was a new pattern , a new Cat 3304638: The result of such a burst of and energy from such an assor 3307164: g gained his strength from her , had flown away . Being for 3308149: , to embrace a dragon , and to and accept the darkness and t 3310457: ier . All she knew of self and she knew through Fenna , and 3311780: e realised that she must , for of them both , never let them 3315636: least wanted to find out about and sex . One more guilty sec 3315768: see the light of day . Dragons virgins , but they hate the c 3316098: tiny child that Phoebe did not her as she loved Phoebe , and 3316288: her there , had not wanted her and concern and caring . She 3316338: was not going to devour her in and thus keep her safe from t 3317099: . Fenna came offering now only , huge steady love and joy an 3317103: ng now only love , huge steady and joy and that seemed the h 3317268: d you . ’ Fenna came full of and sorrow and joy . Maggie w 3318178: let me , please let me go . I you . But it is too much . Le 3318485: knowing that all was lost and had departed , that she had b 3318738: they would not ; the fears of and hatred . She would never 3318952: tretched , but tautened by the and knowledge of all the wome 3319188: e we wasted in all our endless tragedies and their complicat 3319208: and those younger than we that is not the most important thi 3319228: hat if she must choose between and work , she should never h 3324672: o the job . Please ring soon . , Rachel . ‘ That 'll get h 3326220: e it a magnum of champagne . I you . ’ When she put the ph 3327753: eeting , the apotheosis of the affair . She would raise her 3329201: oo could be naked with joy and . Now , coiled here , she tho 3330613: g not to herself and her inner , but to doctors and chemothe 3331023: em . Of course there was still , there was healthy , growing 3331030: , there was healthy , growing and its name was called Work 3331042: alled Work . She had fallen in with it so slowly and gently 3331137: ings , but now it was work and . She saw her work laid out t 3331270: If a woman must choose between and work , she should never h 3337714: at home , ’ he reasons . His of writing , he believes , st 3337769: may be similar reasons for his of gardening . ‘ I think I 3344932: he country near Hungerford . I being in France and I recentl 3345017: with , he has not allowed his of good design to become a fe 3367160: what he had just said . ‘ I our business and I take great 3377061: her mid-twenties . She fell in , married and opened a restau 3390754: uthority … inspired by sheer of power ’ or by another : 3416297: care . We care very much . We you . ’ ‘ God help your w 3417378: ters ' continuing goodwill and , love that usually he seemed 3417380: continuing goodwill and love , that usually he seemed inhere 3420575: the many private languages of . The dishes had been washed 3423101: across her back cheeks . I 'd to have seen her face when sh 3425784: sm . This unseemly chase after was viewed with a hostile , o 3425796: , overall amusement , for ‘ ’ had left Annie and Lizzie 3427803: et my crowd now . ’ ‘ I 'd to meet them . ’ ‘ One of 3429660: y house . ’ Shame as much as prompted the denial . ‘ How 3430908: ight but it did not lessen her . In the car , leaning her he 3430967: of our getting married , and I you , Michael . ’ ‘ When 3431300: hat what you say makes sense , , ’ she placed her hand on 3434538: ow about anybody else but I 'd a nice hot cup of tea , ’ R 3437334: DELIGHTED TO MEET MAGGIE STOP STOP LUKE he had to struggle 3438388: nfusions : fear , insecurity , . Her instinct told her she s 3439460: y . ’ She looked at him with . Though they were alone they 3440157: here every year . ’ ‘ I 'd to see the ocean , ’ she sa 3442063: ooked at him with the light of as she kissed him good night 3443571: de the lake . She sent lots of and a whole line of kisses . 3446091: attempted to pull away . ‘ I you dearly and I love the hou 3446096: . ‘ I love you dearly and I the house but I could n't liv 3466268: e Dave and Mick Vincent , Andy , Keith Arthur , Jimmy Randel 3485188: t year . Any one of them would to take away the £1,000 winn 3533008: the difficult terrain . ) This for their land is refreshing 3539489: lized that climbing , my first , was losing its appeal , Ton 3540872: my pains had gone . Oh , how I the light . Am I all there ? 3545401: my fumes for a photo . Jesus , is … having to stand in a s 3547405: aflor Ferdinandson has been in with 4WD vehicles . He bought 3552917: he shared many a story of his of the outdoors . In practica 3559640: t we wish to learn and that we the Ocean as much as he does 3559982: sledge trip I had talked of my of whales to Odd-Knut . He te 3572190: half turns and looks my way , for the reindeer bones in his 3610949: soon these feelings change to and affection . She often bec 3611739: al . There too her parents who her so much and suffer so muc 3612251: life . The importance of this and its physical demonstratio 3613673: of all contact with those who him . In the city he is just 3619384: es , told me of the enveloping and care a woman with her fir 3619444: life . There she gets a lot of and care . She is asked ‘ W 3621233: the afternoon or evening they to hear Rupkotha ( fairy tale 3621343: Snatched from the security and of their sisters in the joint 3621685: ck I experienced a eat deal of and consideration . But I fou 3621947: that there is no tradition of in marriage . The oldest stor 3621960: Indian mythology are after all stories , accounts of the rel 3622001: s women make , tell stories of and romance . What I do mean 3622219: presence of other women — to them , caress them , sing son 3622690: them ‘ how can there he any between husband and wife . Th 3622769: n our minds because of all the and happiness we can get from 3627314: ith the family 's approval and but also so that women can lo 3632509: nts brought me up with so much and care ? Ask them if they a 3632614: heir husbands are well off and them , but they often stay in 3637911: into unoccupied floors to make . When this came to light we 3648844: t a new life , with people who her … Her in-laws do n't ac 3649856: ot live without my husband . I him so much I can not ever im 3650344: hey get plenty of security and . At five they are then pushe 3657387: ch an offence when I really do my parents so much ? Muslim g 3671038: agic . I mean , we all want to him , do n't we ? It 's just 3679384: dream . Ferrari aside , he did European sports cars . His fi 3680107: he ‘ traditional ’ British of wood has extended to this 3696203: ked more of light and energy , and space than the car . • 3703338: lain Prost , the man the media Senna to hate . They started 3718474: cts at BRM . Sir Alfred was in with the Cosworth idea of mak 3727091: th was not good — he fell in with it immediately . ‘ Thi 3728790: e of it . What you will really , though , is the buckets of 3732213: n a run . I 've also fallen in with the stereo . Renault is 3779868: oring , practical reasons . We walking , but I do n't like w 3779947: rry Wogan she insisted , ‘ I standing in for Wogan but I ' 3780459: kes my life a misery ’ ‘ I standing in for Wogan , but I 3780753: is age difference they fell in , and five years ago got marr 3782878: mistreat him . I 've tried to my stepson but I really resen 3783021: and is worried that you do n't him any more . Your stepson h 3783153: amily . Both are desperate for and affection so do n't hold 3784918: that he 's trying to test your for him . His logic seems to 3784948: e staying with him because you him , and not because of his 3784980: he case . Tell him that you do him , but you will have very 3784995: e time and energy to show that while you are forced to worry 3785205: Joy Should she give in to her for another woman ? Sally is 3785471: a friend and gradually fell in with her . I caused a lot of 3797750: alised message inside . He 'll it . Take your pick Choose a 3799634: retti biscuits you 're sure to it . If you prefer , use any 3803773: ma Blair ( Bantam , £4.99 ) . and politics clash when Maggi 3808183: t hast thou been unto me ; thy to me was wonderful , passing 3808191: me was wonderful , passing the of women … ’ ‘ I reckon 3810120: f them loved women and in that as in every emotion they were 3810353: and Jack was an electrician . was between a man and a woman 3810362: as between a man and a woman , was for marriage , and each w 3810734: tile . ‘ Good night , me old . ’ ‘ Night , Charlie . 3810824: s . Many waters can not quench , nor the floods drown it . D 3811852: xhorted its hearers to give it or let it die in peace . ‘ 3824448: will let bygones be bygones . from Mummy . ’ That all rig 3826935: neither the character nor the to make coping and organisati 3828992: ept when he 's actually making to her ? ’ ‘ I sincerely 3831213: he rights of man and brotherly without the energy or courage 3832176: on what you 've been through , . ’ ‘ I do n't know what 3836075: g benevolent , have called her . On the other hand , he coul 3846343: ford waited for her to talk of and instead heard her say wit 3861391: e brush her hair sometimes . I doing that . It 's long and s 3863651: say . I do n't really mind . I Marie touching me like she 's 3883145: have n't got enough for that , , ’ she says , friendly lik 3883199: ‘ Not if you want a drink , . ’ I du n no what to do . 3889653: t we was killing ourselves . I these pictures — they 're m 4032298: find trust and confidence and . Every totalitarian state ha 4051589: d mountain , River and lake My for you will never fade … . 4052035: entation , structures , and of and caring , too , it had nev 4052535: esistibly comic . ‘ He 's in with me ! ’ Erika thought , 4052861: rich von Ströbel . He fell in with an English girl just bec 4052906: us realm summed up by the word when , maddeningly , the phon 4056023: t and the heroine finding true with the detective . As Herr 4070234: prose work — The Allegory of — took about eight years to 4070278: ionate admiration , as well as , for Lewis himself — did n 4070997: which reflected his father 's of ‘ wheezes ’ . Albert ' 4071005: of ‘ wheezes ’ . Albert 's of recording the essential tr 4073873: iful girl to whom he once made will come back to him : I wou 4076258: of joy ’ , to the man whose of Autumn , of Northernness , 4076514: shadows . So of his falling in with Mrs Moore we are merely 4077729: tion and suppression of erotic . Phaedra , the all-powerful 4077749: n Hippolytus , who rejects her with speeches hostile not jus 4081062: sh maiden Luthien and falls in with her . Thingol , Luthien 4082050: Lewis and Greeves had been in since early adolescence . Lew 4086576: onal fulfilment not in acts of but in being made to scrub ki 4091202: of anyone who claimed Jack 's ; this meant that they were b 4093125: was to become The Allegory of . Letters to his father in 19 4093139: 8 revealed how he had grown to the oldest part of the Bodlei 4093256: d of a complete history of the allegory from Ovid to Spenser 4093316: — the history of allegorical literature from the early Mid 4093542: rly 1930s that The Allegory of began to take shape as a book 4093891: scurity before The Allegory of was written . Moreover , in s 4094002: 's dullness in The Allegory of . Its readability partly cons 4094333: m he dedicated The Allegory of , describes a moment when he 4094862: odd for that . The Allegory of was sent in manuscript to the 4095400: s had accepted The Allegory of for publication , it was sent 4096029: ms was reading The Allegory of with great admiration . ‘ I 4096066: this very peculiar identity of and religion means , ’ Will 4096104: the strange pseudo-religion of which appears to have origina 4096139: nes between sacred and profane , that he should have read Th 4097381: e were other loves besides the of Jack which bound them toge 4099376: ves were , apart from the mere of a fight for its own sake , 4102186: t disconcerting , to those who The Discarded Image , is the 4109061: ct that all the talk about His for man , and His service bei 4113894: ld equalize my fortune wth. my , ’ Alice Sherard wrote in 4114726: bears are sold by mail order . STORY ‘ I feel sad when I d 4114817: Valentine 's Day to complement , Penhaligon 's latest Scente 4114834: nd little-known meditations on by Donne , Rossetti , Shakesp 4114855: ntings that prove the power of to inspire artists , too . Th 4114870: f Elizabethan rose , flower of , permeates each book . To wi 4124625: imals inspire such extremes of and hate as the fox , and thi 4141881: osimann than to Mrs Beeton . I it just as it is but it can b 4154380: er beams , but everyone should them . All the bedrooms have 4156356: y on the macho theme : ‘ Men a fast and powerful car , esp 4158889: py times with them . I used to cleaning them out . I had my 4177889: stantial meal . ‘ Although I traditional British desserts 4205818: ip , art , friendship , fear , or commercial exploitation , 4209469: tortoises we want , we 'd also a few hares , a few gorillas 4211775: rried because he had fallen in . At the age of thirty-three 4214162: very potent force for good . A MATCH It was a love match . D 4214167: r good . A LOVE MATCH It was a match . Despite all the schem 4214200: 981 , they were undoubtedly in . Diana had been in love with 4214206: ly in love . Diana had been in with Prince Charles for sever 4214317: ister who fell passionately in that day . That was November 4214445: er . He had been in and out of , but never found quite the r 4214974: ke the Prince , she had had no affairs when their friendship 4215351: . The Prince loved opera ; her was ballet . He hated pop mus 4215538: me . She had met and fallen in with Peter Shand Kydd , a wal 4217192: how ‘ the two young people I so much … the country which 4220855: xed and obviously very much in . Within days of arriving the 4231502: 1968 . He had grown up with a of the countryside . The Roya 4236484: ince it was the beginning of a affair . In a gondola in Veni 4238076: ce , it was the beginning of a affair , one that has taken h 4238793: endings , such as ‘ Lots of ’ or ‘ All my love ’ 4238799: Lots of Love ’ or ‘ All my ’ — even to members of he 4249493: era — and that her principal was ballet . ‘ But my husba 4250073: ehind her . Diana 's principal has always been ballet . At a 4250884: and she 's still very much in with Prince Charles , ’ he 4250992: hole for himself : ‘ She 'd a large family because she kn 4251247: re children . She would dearly some daughters to be able to 4256976: dialogue and protestations of . But now it seemed as natura 4271114: repugnant and ugly , which no could ever be large enough to 4271140: f , that uninhibited leap into and happiness . Vincent had s 4271150: incent had sworn that he would her to the grave and beyond . 4273200: ssence made him long to lie in with her , to taste the sweet 4273429: all he had ever wanted was her . He prayed that she would be 4276449: t to what she had intended . I you and that 's all I know 4276561: d not been empty , because her would live on , wanning with 4278239: talogue the lot ? ’ ‘ I 'd to , ’ he said . ‘ Good ! 4280062: People , friends , someone to — and beyond that nothing a 4280784: r heart . ‘ Do n't give in , ! ’ she whispered fiercely 4286456: h and , like himself , fall in — or imagine he was falling 4286464: or imagine he was falling in — with his nurse ? He wonde 4286475: se ? He wondered if falling in with the nurse was n't a nece 4286559: ity . Not to know her , not to her ( at the very least , not 4286571: he very least , not to want to her ) was to deny oneself the 4286586: of experience . Could he still her when she had ceased to be 4287093: hem with the knowledge of your and restore them to full heal 4288035: His Spirit to fill us with His . BIDDING PRAYERS : Be with u 4288089: hem with the knowledge of your and restore them to full heal 4289182: hem with the knowledge of your and restore them to full heal 4289683: t they may continue to grow in of him and of their neighbour 4289823: hem with the knowledge of your and restore them to full heal 4290651: hem with the knowledge of your and restore them to full heal 4291325: ng can come between us and the of God made visible in Christ 4291392: hem with the knowledge of your and restore them to full heal 4292230: hem with the knowledge of your and restore them to full heal 4292842: hem with the knowledge of your and restore them to full heal 4294394: tive on others behalf . God 's and support is known and expe 4303328: d prisoners to share Christ 's . As you may have heard , I s 4303420: ould use us to communicate the of Jesus : b ) for safety — 4306164: is the hate of social strife , ; where there is the error of 4309196: ved the mosquitoes and grew to the people and was just looki 4309352: ield ’ I have come to know , and admire so many of you . A 4309646: ves us with an all-penetrating . He wants us to be with Him 4309663: m , so that He can show us His . He will teach us how to pra 4309788: p at it . A third says : ‘ I to read a few words of the Go 4323253: simple girl robbed of her true by a heartless flirt , the so 4329559: ia , and the fascinating It 's Again ( 1936 ) , in which Mat 4333941: e disasters as Dreaming Lips , from a Stranger and The Marri 4334158: d studio work on Whom the Gods , Dean 's film on the life of 4334735: nat , that did n't amount to a affair with the British film 4335580: lands where poor girls fell in with handsome officers , was 4336397: lter Greenwood 's bestseller , on the Dole , were turned dow 4337243: lust after her but not deeply her . Fearful that the widowe 4338605: institutions from criticism . on the Dole ( 1941 ) , with i 4339287: , works most of the time as a story , but the messages that 4342044: r dancing , until she falls in with a composer . Forced to a 4342059: f achieving perfection in both and work , she is driven to s 4345324: ions . A blitz baby hungry for tries to get her hunted Germa 4347785: y assignments as To Paris with ( 1954 ) and School for Scoun 4352335: duo who bicker , moan and make all the way to Brighton , the 4357705: No ( 1962 ) , From Russia With ( 1963 ) and Goldfinger ( 196 4359817: Lawrence adaptation , Women in ( 1969 ) , The Music Lovers ( 4366396: h are so good for you . I also those individual dinners from 4367615: that make-up ruins the skin I hats , headbands and scarves 4369469: THY 'S STORY ‘ I 've been in with new clothes ever since I 4369855: for clothes I 'd fallen out of with . I was running up an un 4370764: great , ’ he smiled . ‘ I clothes — but I hate traili 4371516: s of biker gear . ‘ I really leather jackets and jeans . 4372027: earing trainers . Now I really dressing up and I 've given a 4372121: oo . Sure enough , she fell in with the Arabella Pollen dres 4372227: ison Clarkson did n't like . I Betty 's outfits — the clot 4372318: ou always see me in shorts . I this , though , because it gi 4372439: one of them ! ’ RACHEL ‘ I my poncho ; it keeps me very 4375563: Oleta Adams to Jesus Jones . I Frank Sinatra . I love Def Le 4375568: nes . I love Frank Sinatra . I Def Leppard . My taste is pre 4375634: ve to interview people which I doing . ’ Even so , all her 4375971: ce . She 's head over heels in — but them so am I … ’ 4376060: anding , we were hopelessly in . We 'd been friends for so l 4378642: -dresser ( far right ) : ‘ I this look ! ’ said Denise . 4378711: 19 , student ( left ) : ‘ I the jacket . ’ All-in-one , 4379118: e make-up is very striking . I the leggings , ’ said Sarah 4388668: ligans from Turin to Tokyo all to give attitude in their Arm 4388722: , Tom Cruise and Harrison Ford their Armanis — and so , in 4389616: f the staff ’ . Still , they him — and he loves them . H 4391481: do n't drink any alcohol but I papaya juice and drink tons o 4393644: illed : ‘ It 's gorgeous ! I it . ’ When asked if she wa 4395197: Oh , do n't get me wrong . I dressing up . Since I spend m 4399745: o go out ’ Pepsi ‘ I 'm in with this belt at the moment 4400019: end ’ Pepsi , far left ‘ I this outfit — I feel quite 4402075: met , the Payers have shared a of fancy dress and playing pr 4403640: inary , too ! From Russia with . Andy Ward and his bridge , 4404317: re funny things — you either them or you hate them . There 4404605: hairdo or a hat ! ’ Caron 's of hats is nothing new . ‘ 4406893: t apply my make-up well . I 'd a true professional to give m 4433342: hion-show style that hinted at rather than war . The uniform 4444394: rmany . But if you did not ‘ ’ the Germans then you had 4453936: elong To … ’ ) Glaswegians to hate . Standing barefoot o 4455747: Bottomley . They are still in with her . Tory MPs have alwa 4455973: o appeared to be hopelessly in . He cooed total infatuation 4456042: hom Mr Pawsey was swearing his was now Kenneth Clarke . Stil 4467843: t flies up from the ditch . We it here because it is unspoil 4487269: to . WET FISH enthusiasts will this entertainment offered to 4489597: HERE are many people who would to buy the work of young Brit 4489617: g artists in Britain who would to sell it . Often , the main 4491174: rebellion . ‘ My tremendous of language and languages mus 4491186: must be the main reason and my of nature and the North . ’ 4491374: ral orthodoxy . Aside from his of the open spaces , rugged l 4491466: s unrepentant . His passionate of the English language is ab 4492173: that ‘ war is the source of and hope and satisfaction . 4492521: as his mutinous sister , Patti as the pining Penny and Sylve 4492626: b . By Steve Dodd The House of . IT was an important homecom 4492644: ic guitar group . The House of admitted it themselves , apol 4492755: your bid in now . The House of inherit their particlar brand 4492840: e it before . But the House of do offer something of their o 4492885: best songs like Christine and In A Car . Live , their bette 4494427: ford ( a businesslike woman in as in other affairs , making 4494762: long time before that you can a person without loving what 4495992: iverse … Such a mind must be rather than hate … I believ 4525631: ts . ‘ We are starting now , David ’ , said the first sh 4543871: ting to pass on the passionate of his hobby to his children 4544438: by kindling interest in , and for , the subject . I believe 4555210: , Baggio admits that he would to play in what he and many o 4584152: et inside . ABC-The Lexicon Of ( Neutron , 1982 ) . STILL Ma 4584191: and Fry 's songs . The Look Of and All Of My Heart remain pe 4584988: ortal section . UB40-Labour Of ( Dep International , 1983 ) 4587267: elite : his A Short Film About can , like the Ray , be seen 4589871: Killing and A Short Film About were made for the cinema . Th 4590107: the cycle , A Short Film About with top honours at San Sebas 4590158: premiere of A Short Film About at the Berlin Film Festival p 4590473: eslowski 's A Short Film About , where an adolescent voyeur 4590691: months for A Short Film About . Initially the Polish press 4597774: he cinema at least , where men men best and occasionally try 4599078: uth African policeman falls in with a woman of mixed race , 4599659: esse of the line drawing , the of the macabre . ‘ Wonderfu 4602628: e paint . Lee Krasner 's first was a Russian painter called 4649898: . ‘ I never feel my age . I speed . It 's a relaxation to 4651305: l of the medical teams and the expressed by those who cared 4652666: alk Gift of the gab GOSSIP . I it . Unashamedly , unrepentin 4655863: ntary grew into a feature film among the bigots . THE source 4656059: He took her out , they fell in and started to live together 4675391: ( 6d ) , including ‘ yuppies them . ’ Allan 's prize is 4726505: I am deprived of her company , , and laughter because some c 4762128: oliseum . By Edward Greenfield for Three Oranges . EVERY yea 4762187: tomime in years , Prokofiev 's for Three Oranges . It is the 4774691: Punjab have given me a lot of … I will now move in an ope 4774861: official visit . ‘ With the and co-operation of Punjabis 4813555: nt , health , family or merely of the place ] has a sufficie 4818592: ellzapoppin , Anchors Aweigh , is a Many Splendored Thing , 4828033: the more you want to play . I the game . ’ After yesterda 4864091: Punjab have given me a lot of … I will now move in an ope 4864261: official visit . ‘ With the and co-operation of Punjabis 4922832: the more you want to play . I the game . ’ After yesterda 4932205: I am very competitive , and I winning too , though it 's ve 4964304: alth district . Will You Still Me ? — New Opportunities fo 4973185: urrent darlings , but found no in the velvet bag , being des 4987871: and work , families and first , get right to the real heart 4990308: ted world is one that children . Top three Are You My Mother 5021938: ’ she told her housekeeper . to loathe , page 24 Effect of 5059071: s take place . But advertisers it — it means more air time 5115204: roving seven-year-old who will the ground . He won the Kim M 5115492: e , yesterday said : ‘ We 'd to run Norton 's Coin against 5145238: riting about dancers , I would to write about horses . Not t 5147588: solitude ( ‘ I am no good at , ’ he poignantly records ) 5147832: abit of rendering heterosexual in terms of recriminatory bic 5151642: e couple were naked and making . She started a court action 5154319: he spaceship driver , falls in with Geena Davis , whose pool 5154850: er that he ca n't give her the she wants because he 's a pla 5157473: I wanted him to produce me , I his work , but I only wanted 5160475: to desire than to enjoy — to than be loved . ’ Yet altho 5163989: , and vice versa . Success in only bores her . I suspect th 5164049: iters contribute stories about and lust in an urban — not 5176500: were forced into spying after affairs . In advance of their 5200710: t pic Joan Russell ‘ S. ORRY , no taxis today , ’ said M 5200765: t think anyone 's open today , . ’ The shutdown yesterday 5210789: nd confidence and Brazil would to add England to their victi 5214625: ich it seems remains his first — while Corrigan delves int 5219030: the darkened dome-car and made softly , to the rhythm of the 5219179: a nice way to travel . I would to have a chauffeured Cadilla 5232739: the time when Colin was making with a girlfriend and Bella , 5233161: getable garden . ‘ I fell in with this place the first tim 5233296: ludes them because they are in . Melville says she would pre 5235610: through her caring spirit and in serving others , encourage 5236280: ave of passion , all I have of , I will pour into a message 5242929: r and were ready to send their across the footlights . Bruno 5243400: ty numbers but The Language of is the nearest to a heart-sch 5244618: e . It is described as a comic story for clumsy people , and 5244676: le people , who meet , fall in , and get married . She is st 5245598: , as we are fully expecting , triumphants . Not a wildly ex 5249149: liar collaborators . Directors that power . But it 's not on 5292113: ion , fashion — oh yes , and and affection — well , some 5296878: e distance is the key , he 'll it . Three miles is too short 5306951: ry Commission is noted for its of lichens on old trees . In 5307048: ought that anyone whom I could , would stoop to love ME . An 5307053: I could love , would stoop to ME . And now when it comes in 5307130: in the world under the name of ; & that a distrust of the th 5342222: . It is nothing to do with his life or his own business but 5356209: g in general : ‘ evidence of ; but not of art … Merciful 5357464: orget to water too often ) and hot weather . However , if yo 5361180: , intent on making respectful to sugary heroines in lacy cr 5364159: , cushions proclaiming one 's for the falls , key rings , t 5393286: e reasons , may have fallen in with the place . You will fin 5405164: I can see the narrowness , and to sing about it . But I do n 5407304: ne , the difference that makes possible but makes possession 5408757: sic paper readers that critics to sneer at : students , ex-s 5411024: groups like Gang of Four ( ‘ like Anthrax ’ ) , Delta Fi 5411082: scourse , with their notion of as contract . Men 1982 : atte 5411096: fted to the public language of , to pop 's sexual iconograph 5411111: words were the ‘ language of ’ , ‘ the lexicon of love 5411118: love ’ , ‘ the lexicon of ’ , ‘ the lover 's discou 5411207: the dream of the redemptive that will bring heaven-on-ear 5411252: us . Maybe the superstition of is our last reservoir of spir 5413950: d to go to Another thought — in Throwing Muses is not the 5413973: des yuppie consciousness , but as being devoured and possess 5414019: . ‘ Well , that 's because and fear are really inseparab 5414028: really inseparable . Being in leaves this huge hole in your 5415553: to the slight pangs of mundane and small sadness . Progressi 5419070: e problems than it solves . In , the sensitive , reflective 5419101: a partnership . This vision of as healing or therapeutic , s 5419150: teria , oblivion , truancy … JUICE TOPSOIL ? The demand fo 5419173: re forced to accommodate their of pop within their new sense 5419972: within the same song . And his songs return over and over to 5421131: ic positivism and cosmology of . Indeed , in his formative y 5422472: low of this new power , erotic and spiritual love are someho 5422475: er , erotic love and spiritual are somehow conflated ( in a 5422524: always sacramentalized erotic , and eroticized religion ; m 5426403: , junk food , hoary sexism , a of trash culture … hip hop 5426639: r narcissism ( ‘ learning to yourself/is the greatest love 5426643: love yourself/is the greatest of all , ’ as Whitney Houst 5427342: pirits ) that Butthole Surfers to induce : hence the fascina 5427609: irl ( Passing Gas ) ’ , is a song of sorts , an excrementa 5430405: xchange . Against this view of as contract , Cave , in The B 5430421: was almost alone in reinvoking as malady , monologue , abjec 5431041: ivity at the heart of romantic , because love is nothing if 5431044: art of romantic love , because is nothing if not the always 5431088: now , and maybe the fact that is doomed from the off is one 5431151: o n't particularly believe all is doomed . But I guess , one 5431167: da suffering from some aborted affair or association , rathe 5431198: ffering goes on in the name of than the little happiness you 5433967: Buzzcocks ' ‘ Ever Fallen In ’ . THE ORIGINAL : a sullen 5438015: tentions , an anxiety to avoid clichés — all these are th 5438674: ay . Sure the world needs more in it ; sure , the brutal and 5440428: erica . Which is the America I — the America of classic sh 5441176: o doolally , lose yourself . I the consistency of the theory 5441812: onography/mythology ( absolute , the perfect girl ) which dr 5444548: n the sleeve of The Lexicon of ) and Scritti Politti ( affir 5458191: es a play as well as I , and I him for it ’ . Being a cult 5460057: t the title until 1705 , but a of hunting he certainly did . 5461362: ousin , collaborator and first of Percy Bysshe Shelley . Har 5463890: esisted all advances , for her of coursing far outweighed he 5478869: vicarages , and he had a great for bricks , which he used br 5481915: n Surrey and developed a great for that county 's local styl 5482137: people might have been making , and living and dying there 5485731: e golf links and both shared a of collecting antiques . Alth 5494995: . Then we did things like ‘ You Till Tuesday ’ which we 5495251: , there in fact was an angel . at first sight . It had alrea 5495260: st sight . It had already been at first hearing . Bowie and 5495623: — there was a great deal of and a great deal of admiratio 5495641: l you know . I think that when , and emotion , and passion , 5495771: e we always are when we 're in — blinded you know . Then , 5497107: . There 's no such thing as a affair unless there is an exc 5497119: n exchange . When I talk about affairs , I also include plat 5497126: airs , I also include platonic affairs . I also include the 5497133: e affairs . I also include the affair I have with the public 5497529: n't believe that anyone could me and a lady equally , altho 5503667: f — hardly your Daily Mirror nest , if you get my drift . 5506653: , he said , ‘ it 's about a story . ' ’ Tony Visconti : 5509680: 't . I was n't by any means in with the man . I thought he w 5510093: sing that it might actually be , it might actually be someth 5510941: ians on one side and the great of his life on the other and 5517984: . They remember that and they you for it even more , so whe 5522480: on the cheek and said , ‘ I you , Mary . ’ That was the 5528890: e did together when we were in — when we were working happ 5552237: osing we had grown to know and nuclear power ( as the French 5573271: en unaffected ; he had been in for over a year with a young 5574449: had failed . He looked at his 's shuttered , miserable face 5574831: heavy cost . ‘ Do you still me ? ’ she asked anxiously 5574961: rious with me . I 'm sorry . I you . ’ ‘ I do n't think 5578202: Her brother watched her , with and anxiety , as she checked 5578744: , ’ Francesca observed with and Charlie sighed . ‘ All 5582112: ering if he had really been in with her for over a year . 5590169: at her sideways with familiar and exasperation . She just d 5611568: ng darkness . ‘ What is it , ? ’ he asked , anxiously , 5663411: g to share their knowledge and of food with you . Chatting o 5666314: rge pieces of fat . You either it or hate it . It is usually 5679343: nt to say about capers , but I them . They have a unique fla 5707787: f Aquarius , when qualities of , peace , and harmony have th 5707917: ing , socialising , and making . Their society is co-operati 5708111: ociated not only with innocent and friendship , beauty and h 5708121: eauty and harmony , and erotic , but also with darker areas 5721262: e . They are exponents of free , and generally seem to be pr 5721274: promiscuous and ready to make with everyone , including mot 5721305: any as 20 females , after much play , over one and half hour 5724194: he sexual organs are sought as charms or amulets . LA PLATA 5761806: he desire for a normal life of , work and friendship runs th 5780253: nd Maputo THE rich world would to forget Africa , but its mi 5829666: mits flights leaving Dallas 's Field to fly only to cities i 5829808: ers passed through last year . Field , just 15 minutes from 5829862: nly commercial airline serving Field , can not offer its che 5829972: d lose 6m passengers a year to Field . So American Airlines 5830027: w . Anti-noise protesters near Field have also squeaked in o 5830115: tive short-hop routes . And if Field is opened up , American 5837935: st Muslims . ( There is little lost , on the other hand , fo 5862463: altering world economy . Young , great riches , first tiff M 5892930: ot a lyrical evocation of lost but a graph showing Hans Eyse 5965689: great old theme of disaffected . There have been Dylanologis 5966906: also pulsed and shivered with of the Light . ’ This passa 5981803: ts . Iraq The man they hate to SO LONG as Saddam Hussein is 5993392: 1960 . So Elvis Presley 's ‘ Me Tender ’ , which came ou 5993657: Sinatra . Their lordships will it . BRITAIN THIS WEEK Embatt 6012642: n . In Japan , as in Germany , of consensus and the absence 6033366: show the painter 's particular for the local landscape and c 6075492: ow that the foreigners have no for a country that pays them 6083666: e 26,500 names would therefore to follow the 6,000 who have 6097222: OOKS AND ARTS Arms and the man of great cities and vainglori 6098786: haviour , his idleness and his of proving everyone wrong wou 6100556: pitomised by his opera ‘ The of Three Oranges ’ , which 6101156: rs , a sort of Renaissance ‘ Story ’ . His ‘ Hamlet 6101434: st , his films — ‘ Endless ’ , ‘ The Champ ’ , ‘ 6113733: dent , Salvador Laurel , would to take over from Mrs Aquino 6122045: n born and bred who has little for Bonn but none at all for 6129924: ment believes that people will it for abolishing counties li 6155230: ciation ( newsletter : Fall in With Fainters ) and the Tenne 6188720: s better moral values and more for the family than the avera 6196966: and the famous toxic waste in Canal , not enough to habitat 6198872: place in its heart ; Americans the praise heaped on them in 6198967: that Western Europe shares its for the new democracies of th 6209269: Maghreb Whatever he did , they him FROM A CORRESPONDENT IN R 6251025: nly with a view to inspiring a of virtue that he read ‘ Ab 6251320: s aloofness , shyness , sudden of fun , and self-contained n 6252020: other and keep undisturbed the that was between us . I somet 6252821: into which the ordinary man 's of Nature is divided . First 6254318: ference to Philip 's new-found of poetry and Shelley , drivi 6255095: spirit . The boy 's hedonistic of naturalist pursuits is lin 6257152: s children . He held on to his of unregimented activity in t 6257565: Thomas had somehow combined a of nature and of literature , 6260899: and Edward could ever fall in , so convinced was she of her 6261331: y into an expression of mutual — symbolized , as Helen ins 6261427: 1896 . The intensity of their , and their readiness to spea 6261703: the intense trust in him that had given her , was surprised 6261999: mprehended , Edward 's intense of the special happiness that 6262629: eager to experience fully the that she knows will be hers f 6262899: d to offer herself in complete , without demanding in return 6262920: So convinced was she that ‘ conquers all , that she was p 6263251: . All the most lovely words of and passion could not express 6263540: r a brother or sister ever did with such a love as ours . Oh 6263544: ster ever did love with such a as ours . Oh I used to think 6263571: , but I had no idea that such was thought vile . It seems s 6263650: brain ) you doubted my perfect , truth , sincerity and striv 6263678: ned , and gain daily , by your and mine . I should become ba 6263799: I write this , throbbing with and passion , yearning to kis 6263905: soul , a little body , ours to , to form , to live for and l 6263914: ve , to form , to live for and . When each day shall add str 6263928: trength to its limbs , and its . When its fairness of mind a 6264005: beauty , we will teach it that is the most beautiful thing , 6264028: rs go by . We will teach it to as we its parents purely ever 6264149: d , so confident is she of his and so secure in her belief i 6264961: desires for fulfilment of her , in perfect sexual freedom b 6265009: d herself to him — ‘ for I , and there is no loneliness 6265140: . Helen was confident that her would remove all doubts : ‘ 6265158: darkly feel ’ what it is I in you . I know it is all of 6265182: thing dim or mysterious in our that we can not fathom or und 6267262: riendship with Helen grew into . She was determined to leave 6268396: include a passionate youthful , courtship , and marriage . 6271072: vive which chart the growth of . Here , in sequence , are qu 6272122: ften feel that you teach me to you . You remember , how once 6272150: led into true understanding of ? But I do love without limit 6272155: derstanding of love ? But I do without limit or doubt , you 6272588: y is very passionate , and his for me making life now utterl 6272636: would say we were too young to truly , they would have us wa 6272698: incapable of true and lasting … I , since the time when I 6272714: ecame morally certain I was in , seem to have grown years ol 6272791: deeper sympathy , and so on to and feeling our love , knowin 6272795: so on to love and feeling our , knowing it to be true , pur 6272828: g the world the benefit of our by a little child . And so fo 6272967: ers of whom I have read . This was the outcome of our friend 6273529: how can Winter come , when we . ’ When she arrived at Wal 6273857: elp my Mother , and surely our will help us more than anythi 6273870: anything to do well . And our does not depend on anything , 6273890: f each other , still we should . And I feel if now we deny o 6273906: r greatest delight and say our alone shall make us strong , 6273922: not depend on anything but our then indeed I think we shall 6275380: near her long , at this time , and poetry together , not to 6275442: the Fiction . Reliving Keats , for Fanny Brawne , Thomas ( a 6275887: ussed the relationship between and poetry much later in Femi 6276058: of woman , and yet is full of and fit to awaken and to sati 6276066: d fit to awaken and to satisfy … . At this time when youth 6278344: g between them . Even if their were to die , nothing should 6278692: his over-readiness to fall in with an attractive outward ap 6278710: dependence upon his engrossed for her : We men , we know no 6279147: g ’ . The consistency of her still surprised him . He was 6280997: ected on his own mother 's ‘ and uncertainty , in her mela 6281102: s of distrust ’ he needs her . ‘ How utterly you love li 6281108: her love . ‘ How utterly you life . Nothing lies hidden in 6281165: certainly talks too much , of . Human beings need many thin 6281175: gs need many things as well as , if not more . ' ) When Edwa 6281591: form the best picture of their as Edward described it to Har 6282934: , which would be weak , but by for me , which is strength . 6283324: and Abelard and their strange ? By the way , after writing 6283529: e , unhastily , of naught : Of not now , ’ I moaned with h 6283554: en , she stept To lift me with 's best , though Looked not , 6283608: not kiss . ) We can not always . One merit it has — each v 6284429: n that their new way of making brought no ill effects for he 6285182: ll feel that it is possible to another even though I am all 6285898: ng away out of sight , since I life too much to die . ’ So 6286186: and parental disapproval . Her for Edward was constant and r 6287560: was , Aubrey tells us , ‘ in with geometry ’ . The idea 6292726: nd ’ — desire , aversion , , and benevolence . In studyi 6332187: sceptics ‘ exaggerate , and to enlarge on ’ that part o 6435993: who I notice has the words ‘ ’ and ‘ Hate ’ tattooed 6441065: st summer afternoon . I should to meet the guy who thought u 6446037: r Susan , Never have I known a so great , nor suffered so gr 6446045: reat , nor suffered so greatly 's penalty … ’ And two da 6447263: nd booked . Only a whore could this Turkish bellyache . Dan 6450530: written , he maintained , were stories and chronicles of the 6455213: t was a sign of his bewildered , but it irritated her even m 6455269: t the same time that he was in with her , a sense of justice 6456779: rench her out of it : concrete towards a concrete person . I 6456857: . Was it true that she did n't anyone ? And what about Paul 6456910: s pursued by the idea that her for Paul was merely a matter 6456924: r of will : merely the will to him ; merely the will to have 6456948: this will for just a moment , would fly away like a bird re 6457533: re . ’ ‘ So then those who over there , how do they diff 6457821: ould amount to saying , ‘ No ever existed between us , and 6457829: er existed between us , and no exists between us now . ’ A 6457870: been based on the illusion of , an illusion which both of t 6458097: ible to him — the concept of unfamiliar , so that he can n 6458159: or shutting on the illusion of . Next month , exclusively in 6473516: Holmes replied ‘ No way . I Ali . ’ With compassion , h 6475634: she hugs him and says : ‘ We you so much . ’ What is it 6476703: Houston doing ‘ The Greatest of All ’ , a song written e 6481038: cture about Mary and me making on my mother 's spare bed . 6481054: e been painting about being in with Mary for the past thirty 6481078: ct matter . ‘ We are more in now than we 've ever been . A 6481173: is n't strange to be madly in at the age of fifty-one . It 6481208: STARTED : ‘ After falling in with Mary in 1961 ’ . WHEN 6485266: ear 4 Satin sheets 5 The K-Tel Album 6 Nail clippings 7 The 6485331: dio One DJ 6 A cot 7 The K-Tel Album 8 Pop socks 9 Any ceram 6526563: naughty you are we will still you . ’ It was as if a grea 6527234: is that of Christ 's life and possessing him fully . The ou 6531712: Rather we go with a gospel of which invites others to meet 6532770: urs into it his creativity and . It is wholly hallowed and c 6535410: we have a pattern of care and for all things which can be t 6535503: ick . Harriet Ann Dear God , I you God . During arithmetic a 6536953: t day it was in the context of and acceptance of him as a pe 6537827: de right with God . We can not God with our whole hearts , s 6538213: our duty to respond to God 's by a discipline which , for m 6540352: re oppressive than one without . Many of our blessings and o 6540477: eople to receive his grace and . I want to let you in on a s 6540983: poured into her his grace and . The best definition I know 6541380: to understand God as a God of . God to him was a figure of 6542051: self to our hearts as a God of but at the same time as a God 6544582: can say this with sympathy and even though I am , as many kn 6545007: st-order question : ‘ Do you me in the way Mary loved me a 6545035: shall leave here with a deeper and , if I dare suggest it , 6545047: suggest it , a more confident . We might say , however : 6545096: y Christ , of course , and our for him which is fed and wate 6545224: Evangelical essentials — the of God , a burning desire tha 6545236: re that people should know and his Saviour , and a great bel 6545428: s of Christ in his Church , to him and to promote him as Lor 6545634: th ‘ declines into death . I the opening words of the Magn 6545714: stians — never lose the warm for your Lord , because that 6545733: of your service for him . I 'd to see the warmth and enthusi 6546075: d a new community of faith and . I would like to enlarge on 6546110: ages of Scripture . Much as we our Church , we know it falls 6547513: hat we abide in God 's eternal . ‘ There lives the dearest 6547555: im the death of his Son . That continues , and one day will 6548837: r at this point the reality of at the heart of the sign . Ju 6548853: think for a moment of the way is expressed in our giving . 6548909: e , our gifts are signs of our or respect for one another . 6548946: house has to be broken open . gives . You see , there are m 6548999: their local church . It is not if it is locked up in the vau 6549020: ter world and a happier life . has to move from idea to real 6549108: ery cross and saying : ‘ You one another or I 'll come dow 6549135: own — not to thump us but to us in Jesus , to teach us the 6549310: od will never leave us and his will endure for ever , which 6549451: : come home . Come home to his . Come home to an understandi 6549493: us invitation to celebrate his personally by welcoming him i 6549569: and celebrate the gift of his and life . the Epiphany : Str 6550690: e can make sense of it all . I the rabbinic story of Rabbi S 6551756: icularly by mysticism based on . Peter Abelard himself was a 6551783: elen Waddell about him and his for Héloïse . Peter was a m 6551807: d . There was a tragic , brief affair which was doomed to fa 6551834: rn , though , is the notion of which he saw was at the centr 6551960: etration . He saw the power of to inspire and transform . In 6552019: esenting us with an example of and sacrifice which overwhelm 6552056: within . For him the power of is paramount . For Abelard th 6552068: re is a transforming energy in which can change people . Per 6552083: om his own experience of human — we do n't really know . W 6552095: really know . We have all seen change things . Look what the 6552102: change things . Look what the of another human being does t 6552116: n behaviour . Look at what the of literature , art , sport , 6552145: then , the cross was an act of which , though past , still h 6552171: bout the power of the story of : Put yourself in the positio 6552319: lard 's theory of the power of . First , the one I have alre 6552332: already drawn attention to — is infused in us by revealing 6552339: is infused in us by revealing . The cross , in his view , i 6552414: was an example of sacrificial . Christ ‘ illuminates ’ 6552473: rings true to our experience ? has that effect on us . But t 6553114: help to guide us . The way of . When we look at the cross i 6553132: ell us how much God loves us . is only fully understood by w 6553146: it does . We only really know when it is expressed in actio 6553227: little ’ ( Luke 7.47 ) . Her showed in what she gave . In 6553249: of Jesus an example of God 's ? This is the Achilles ' heel 6553314: y , redemptive , self-emptying ; love which lays down its li 6553316: emptive , self-emptying love ; which lays down its life for 6553338: o God . The way of sacrifice . and sacrifice , of course , b 6553348: urse , belong together because is never wholly platonic . Lo 6553354: ove is never wholly platonic . is a sacrifice that comes in 6553386: ed person or thing . Yet , for , it is never called or named 6553512: e way of understanding . Human can also be misunderstood . W 6553564: a vicar ? ’ The point about is its unpredictability ; it 6553665: tury saint who lived a life of in a radical way . Her name w 6554257: rly has he loved , And we must him too , And trust in his re 6554968: ifies it with his presence and . I must confess that I find 6557887: guing that Christ shows God 's by identifying with us in our 6558404: speak to the people of God 's . The fierce Pathans saw this 6558963: still plenty to come . But the that surrounds that boy is ha 6559406: in Jesus ' prayer of suffering : ‘ Why hast thou forsaken 6559629: ' sufferings draw us into the of God and show us how much h 6560812: The door is always open . I you so much that Christ is th 6560912: and song — and runs out with and says : ‘ How good it is 6561268: something amazing about God 's ? He who is the blameless par 6562429: row in our appreciation of his and of our own deep unworthin 6562853: acrifice , expressing care and . The point about sacrifice i 6562888: ir talents and money to God as offerings , thank offerings , 6564235: me into atonement as vicarious . Our problem is that we alwa 6564244: lem is that we always separate from justice and love from ho 6564248: separate love from justice and from holiness . Going back to 6564264: em just mentioned , much as we that child in spite of his pr 6564318: . We would say : ‘ Much as I you , I can not condone this 6564344: he heart of the problem : holy . Love which wants redemption 6564346: t of the problem : holy love . which wants redemption , heal 6564382: simplicity to : ‘ You shall the Lord your God with all yo 6564407: ll your mind … and you shall your neighbour as yourself 6564477: time and again ! It is in holy that we glimpse the meaning o 6564507: Son ’ ( John 3.16 ) . God 's is outgoing , outpouring love 6564512: love is outgoing , outpouring . It is a love which redeems 6564517: ng , outpouring love . It is a which redeems sinful people , 6565322: his creation spirituality and of the environment . I agree 6565445: oved with grace , strength and among men and women , so the 6565796: mportance of human dignity and . Christ 's death was that to 6570570: oman wants so much as to be in , and the odds are very much 6570612: ew from bitter experience that is a rare thing , so she felt 6579130: yn , but upset Jane , with her of order . Looking back , it 6582883: these upper class women making at all ) . Mrs Pyg lost no ti 6584089: ion and her clothes showed her of display . Everything was f 6587238: re , tied to a wife he did not . She was a small , emaciated 6587618: her , otherwise I ca n't make — ’ He was still living o 6588013: w occupation . With their male of machines , he and his frie 6597968: you 'd like to come ? ’ ‘ to . ’ She strove to keep h 6601388: 'd buy whatever I produced . I pottery — and so it 's gone 6603972: demeaned herself by falling in ( which she considered a weak 6605042: ow you the smugglers ’ den . C. ’ He appended the time o 6605638: nk of it ? ) ‘ Of course , I it . It 's like something out 6606641: . I was in such a tizz — in , I must admit . ’ ‘ Alas 6607980: re had been no mad paroxysm of , with the inevitable bathos 6608631: r point of view . ‘ No — I it . I 've never been so happ 6608643: ve never been so happy . ‘ I the place — and — I love 6608650: I love the place — and — I you . Oh dear — not in that 6608693: ir sou'westers . ‘ And how I you ! Thank you for being her 6608819: pen tree similes — let alone ! ’ He stopped and looked i 6654393: chen . ‘ I 'm really sorry , , ’ he said . ‘ What ? 6670902: he beggin' bowl line . They 'd to see him down there . Lambs 6670922: llocks for dinner . He 'd just that . I 'll be in touch shor 6675383: ill you have a drink ? ’ ‘ one . White lady , ’ she re 6685498: a week , yacht included . I 'd that for two or three weeks , 6688390: he . Be OK in a minute . Would a cup of coffee though . ‘ 6710058: e passion and that she was the of his life . One or two of t 6712309: ith them and pretend that they them for what they can get ou 6714492: the old Nigel we all know and , ’ Fran said . ‘ The mos 6733605: ort stories about the pangs of , drawing on past memories an 6733931: e year before with ‘ Lots of ’ on it . He thought hours 6741034: ess in the world and the one I ’ ’ , he lied . Again the 6741891: s . The old man said they were songs he had written when you 6742221: tered , ‘ I must be dying of . ’ Then he remembered the 6747581: believed that Eleanor was the of his life . She was too old 6752626: Now . ’ ‘ I know you do , , ’ Bella said , patting he 6752847: It 's always the people you who trap you like that , Jinn 6752885: wanted to . It 's because you him that you feel like killin 6752914: r . If you kill the people you — or run away from them — 6774085: Napoleon , or that they 're in with the Queen . Mad Philip D 6784498: family is corrupting . That my for my son has interfered wit 6784715: . It 's always the people you who trap you like that . Jinn 6791840: re , in anguish because of her for her son . Without fully u 6791884: words . ‘ It 's because you him that you feel like killin 6792791: k late , promise . All right , ? ’ She took her best outfi 6798964: films Gloria liked were about and people singing to each ot 6799030: ? ’ ‘ She 's pretending to him . Really she 's after him 6801560: tand , it 's better this way , . You will behave proper when 6802012: . Suck your thumb , there 's a . ’ Dot looked at it and wa 6816394: ray . ‘ You know , my dear , 's a funny thing . If you wan 6823296: om and that tells her that you her and you 're thinking of h 6828652: looked after and enveloped in , by day and by night . ‘ L 6835244: he wondered , did Gloria still him ? ‘ What kind of funny 6835576: ia said , ‘ All right then , . You do as your Dad says . H 6837787: our little world of passionate . We stayed there a long time 6842227: a tender rage And pledge with its naked shape . - It will n 6842873: ape . Unamuno also wrote : ‘ is the child of illusion and 6843071: e buen amor ( The Book of Good ) by Juan Ruiz , dated 1343 i 6844652: oo , had shown me the folly of , analysed it as an illusion 6844686: ring . For Zen teaches us that breeds fear , and fear breeds 6845455: purity , comes , and gives his to me ? ft is as they tell us 6845494: n earth , to give us of God 's . How beautiful are thy feet 6845542: ve , and know that this is the of Christ . - But put an arm 6845578: ives that are plain , bringing , but also fear ; hope , but 6845718: Each fevered quest for a true left me more adrift than ever 6845978: of impossible and unimaginable that , even if we knew it onc 6846100: ored , bourgeois family , made to them all indifferently , b 6851336: rowing feeling that without my the whole project would colla 6851345: roject would collapse . It was that kept me going ; it was a 6851381: nk there was a certain kind of — detached but concerned 6851396: e background of all he did , a that steadily grew , without 6851417: d I , too , never spoke of ‘ ’ . I realized I just had t 6853834: satisfied , the happy , do not ; they fall asleep in habit , 6853904: y only weapon against a life I and abominate . Being bisexua 6855248: ill to be given and received . gives each morning 's air , C 6855640: one round my resistless mind : blinds , but makes me see Lif 6855669: othing come to stay . Only the I flee Is true , and will not 6855695: of the purity and truth of my for you . Then why did I want 6855716: were bitter memories of broken for Alan , a good-looking Lon 6855814: unhappy there , away from the and warmth Madame had always 6855825: had always given me , and the affair that accompanied the c 6855868: n experience for me to fall in with love and then be led up 6855870: ce for me to fall in love with and then be led up the garden 6855912: clung to the concept of ideal for you , at the same time ho 6856030: gists . I struggled to keep my pure , remembering at the sam 6856059: What you need , Jimi , is the of a bad woman . ’ Well , I 6856075: ll , I did find that , and the of bad men , too , but it mad 6856138: — on a true course : True alone can write Because it as 6856245: All men may use them , for my is true . From time to time , 6856378: n 's eyes that I first fall in . Jordi 's head was set beaut 6856562: ad of a despair , believe True is never lost . Though no han 6856600: the body finds no peace , True is in the spirit 's care , An 6856641: , And is not lost , because my is true . Most of the square- 6857005: for one another , not just to love but to inscribe it as Ge 6857006: one another , not just to love but to inscribe it as George 6857161: st had ever gifts as rare , Or more substance , than this on 6857547: ove The wrecks of solitude and . Yet as our relationship dee 6861164: heavy in my hanging skies . My 's asleep and far away . Late 6863841: that simple . The purity of my was something that to me rema 6865048: s Her gesture nth the faith of . He leans above her like a l 6865156: fully reciprocal , passionate . MY DISTRACTED WINTER Nur an 6865357: as now in the very presence of itself , in the form of the h 6865491: Is the seed of books … . Our had become completely exclusi 6865920: ours of the day and night make upon the unmade bed , for oft 6865942: aid in to make up the room : I your nakedness displayed In b 6867854: All the time , we were making as we wrote our poems , in a 6868555: ful faces and shown me all the and care they had always give 6869072: y last touch rest your ashes , … . ’ My Father 's Rule B 6870171: At that moment my feelings of for him became somewhat abstr 6870351: d there would never be another like this in my life . But he 6870415: be entitled . But I needed his so much , and he knew it . Al 6870430: it . Always at the end of any affair I had wondered if ther 6870471: left me , I knew I would never anyone again — or at least 6870544: e thing I was ashamed of in my for Dana , which had sprung f 6870928: for the sake of friendship and — or what I imagined to be 6870936: e — or what I imagined to be . Was it not infatuation , ra 6871112: nce , after we had been making , when he took my hands very 6871441: ce said that the real proof of was the sharing of a single t 6871807: oday , of course , the test of between men would be their wi 6871920: on I ever felt I might fall in with again in the same way wa 6872019: fraid of falling hopelessly in with this protégé of Yukio 6872426: itual courage that entered our and our poetry . I felt as if 6873046: t I could not let him go : his was too precious to me , and 6873096: I must choose between Dana 's and my own identity as a pers 6873741: eets until dawn . There was no left in Jordi . But he had re 6873845: the refugees of a forbidden . I felt this was a rehearsal 6874789: ouch its burning tip will give life . I shall not reach it i 6875870: LOR GAY FOR ME REST OF MY LIFE JIM . Her reply was an almost 6876403: ed him , however impossible my might be . I remembered our l 6879209: now . ’ But it was not . Our affair was over . But it live 6879249: r ever , I did not believe our was lost . Mine , at any rate 6879288: e when I did not remember that and think of Dana . I sometim 6879340: ses perfectly the state of our at that time . It was about t 6879365: e called it ‘ The Anatomy of ’ : How comfortable they lo 6879527: d parts that want the whole of . The coffin is displayed in 6879636: t poem about the ending of our was one we wrote in my apartm 6879665: . We called it ‘ The Last of ’ , and it commemorates the 6879676: emorates the last time we made in Salamanca : Behind the shu 6879701: of light , We take our last of ; then float The battens open 6879753: each other 's arms , we end A that left no gentle wish to t 6879859: dent . If we had gone on , our would have brought us the dea 6879906: o light and share after making was the last symbol of warmth 6882147: an not telephone him . My deep for him still remains . But I 6897937: is , to remember , and to show for , the aged at Christmas-t 6901106: ; and respected my husband 's for her , I did not take much 6901334: my duty ( as I thought ) , to her … Perhaps now , but not 6901619: uncing ball , her eyes full of and welcome . Only now have I 6902734: urned to me . ‘ How I should to do that rockery for you ! 6904507: e married her particularly for , but for the sake of his dau 6969930: nineteenth century morality . and death have always been th 6972116: to part for ever from those we . The hospice movement , in i 6976654: ener ; for the lingerer with a glides Lower than death and t 6984103: O may the memory of Charlie 's and his earnest desire that y 6984871: there are but few persons who to meditate upon scenes of de 6985292: remembered that God was God of ; in such families , religion 6989448: heir faces neither grief , nor , nor fear , nor pity , but t 6990374: y exclaimed , ‘ How one does a girl in a consumption ! ’ 6994214: ctims of the Act , as if their for the dead were in some way 6997614: et Smithson . He had fallen in with her when watching her pl 7008409: it all , out there . I used to that place . — ‘ Course , 7014190: her Dad had only pretended to her . But , this time , she w 7022901: ut of her . She thinks I 'm in with her , see . ’ Next to 7039218: you . — Never trust ‘ em , , whatever they look like . 7062385: dearest , darling Charles . I you . Do n't do anything sill 7064540: ere 's moonlight and music And and romance , Let's face the 7064733: should he ? I believe he would to do a deal . ’ It was tim 7065466: ‘ I owe her above all … . ’ Charity was as he had f 7066016: slay me , Charles , much as I it . ’ They danced in silen 7066854: her again . ‘ No , wait . I you , my darling and … . 7076100: Marvellous audience ! We all them . ’ ‘ You were gorge 7080237: Russians . ’ ‘ I know you the Germans . ’ ‘ Used to 7080750: g a jolly evening . She did so a feast . They kissed her and 7081050: he chandelier . ‘ Do n't you it , Clarissa ? ’ ‘ Charl 7083178: Censored . ’ ‘ Oh and … from Uncle Willie and that go 7085356: ow . Put in for ENSA . They 'd to have you . ’ ‘ Clariss 7091396: rackers about Christopher , in with him from the cradle . An 7091434: 're not . All that crazy calf of Adolph and his Nazis . Tha 7091448: is . That 's all it was , calf , whatever you say . A young 7094329: ve this bottle of Krug with my to Charity when you see her . 7096804: later on . ‘ Give Charity my , bags of it . Is n't it funn 7098947: , the friendship , support and of those close to him , every 7101428: son , your only son , whom you , Isaac , and go to the land 7101638: son , your only son , whom you , Isaac ’ ( this is the ord 7103962: edience must be tested again . always makes demands . We all 7103973: . We all know that . Complete , such as God 's is , demands 7109775: ( and well he might ! ) of the that God has shown him alread 7109792: oo small for all the steadfast ’ ( that is a literal trans 7113433: t in abundance , and images of and great nobility of spirit 7114012: come for revenge , but out of . Showing none of the great d 7114167: th Esau 's spontaneous show of . Jacob reveals by his first 7115119: y his tears spoke of brotherly . For the rest he has persist 7124651: eaven and a garden bright with through unutterable sadness , 7124867: guilt , moving declarations of and all fear finally removed 7124964: erstanding , a new maturity of was created in the family . T 7125078: pt , Joseph showed him all the and respect that were a fathe 7125090: were a father 's due , all the and respect that Ham had fail 7125783: with him , how to requite his . And so indeed he does . In 7126588: deny the reality of the divine is to enter the dark territor 7127008: uctions include the famous ‘ your neighbour as yourself ( 7128058: cy of God , and of that fierce that simply will not let his 7128102: l always find God 's mercy and hiding beyond his anger . To 7128143: and whose eyes blaze with his and his anger at one and the 7131666: ient longing to enjoy requited , should insist that they be 7141724: arie Stopes 's books , Married and Wise Parenthood may have 7205684: he sexual expression of shared between two people and the se 7223667: get too sentimental . You can somebody without going all go 7228326: elly babies , dolly mixtures , hearts that said ‘ Kiss me 7228414: m at Miss Annie 's to prove my . But Kathleen Mary Butterfie 7232721: Ancientski PS Maggie sends her . ‘ What you staring at ? 7237334: eam in my eye . ‘ Do n't you me any more ? ’ I asked , p 7245049: eft him there . ‘ You know I you , ’ he said when he got 7246303: young bride , she had grown to it and would defend it with h 7249390: e doing ? Not that I care as I my dandelion friend , Tony , 7249400: on friend , Tony , more than I Otley . But he 's not going t 7250622: ing steam . ‘ Here you are , , have a sit down and a cuppa 7256307: e I met Tony but we do share a of mother earth and I want to 7257117: ut yourself . ’ ‘ I do , I you . I just do n't want you 7288996: does not automatically receive and a secure position . She i 7289144: stival , her husband shows his for her by presenting her wit 7289193: any open show of their mutual . After childbirth too the mo 7289220: mily is generally an object of and joy not only for its pare 7293252: her courage , ‘ remember my , that the bed of the cross o 7293265: the cross on which I died for of you was harder , narrower 7293774: was disposed to suffer for his ; for she showed an incredibl 7293802: ighty God sent to exercise her and fidelity . In summary , s 7294309: erce and dangerous gods to the and freedom that the Holy Cat 7299366: s examples of one woman making to another using her huge cli 7300719: student of biology , discusses , in particular , physical lo 7300725: ove , in particular , physical , with a keen Fabian Socialis 7300842: rrible things ! We are souls . lives on a higher plane . We 7300863: ever I did meet a man I could , I should love him ’ — h 7300867: a man I could love , I should him ’ — her voice dropped 7303530: ories in the Bible about great between men and women , but t 7303583: osest one can get to God ; the that a man and woman feel for 7303603: f spirituality . The thread of running through the story of 7303705: cob and Rachel illustrates the of a man for a woman , a love 7303714: love of a man for a woman , a which is human and normal , b 7303758: nse of the word ; the word ‘ ’ in Hebrew , which is the 7303795: o want to give ’ . The ideal of a man for a woman and of a 7305797: she felt like doing was making to her husband — she could 7308793: ecause she is not saying ‘ I you ’ to one person , she i 7308853: when understood as a demand of . When nuns make vows of celi 7308904: t is being said is that God 's makes its home in human being 7308979: the Trinity , the communion of within the Godhead . Celibacy 7309056: live people God gives them to . If it is lived in that worl 7310669: tal intimacy , a life lived in . I would now like to turn to 7311837: PANIONS PRO Dogs awards dinner KNOWS NO FEAR PAT Dogs who go 7315235: ust to say thank you . Lots of , Max ’ . Times are hard , 7319103: nner bell . DOGGIE POST BAG We reading your letters and we ' 7319899: has been boot polished ! ) . I having my photograph taken , 7320749: e and Bonios afterwards . They their work ! Us poor workers 7321354: admit , I ca n't claim it was at first sight , but within a 7324291: ues bearing simple messages of or remembrance to mark the gr 7324657: itself , but remember that the for your pet will be buried i 7330930: l the training , attention and shown to him with an avalanch 7332747: d sometimes windswept , but we the remoteness . Our two dogs 7333109: ? Yours sincerely Manuel Ward knows no fear ALAN COMBES Und 7334506: ? ’ she replied . ‘ He 'd it , ’ and to her pet , ‘ 7336982: he rest of us , a real genuine of dogs . Remember to listen 7337340: ut what to feed my dog ? Mrs L , Leicester I admire Leslie K 7338638: ace by Jean Baptiste Mondino I Leeds According to FACE 20 , 7339446: YADA CANAROZZI LYONS Brotherly We hate : The Blues Brothers 7341161: star TOUCH OF SOUL We Get The ( Cooltempo ) An unbearably c 7341933: nal members Michelle and Linda ( above ) have left to follow 7342770: dge during the first summer of , Halo used slide and film pr 7343013: There 's also a shot of doomy interest ( Keaton trying to g 7344323: f biker movies and interracial stories , get ready for … R 7346266: taining . JEREMY CLARKE God is ( Get It In Writing ) ( Fourt 7350121: hite coats Minamata , Seveso , Canal , Bhopal , Chernobyl . 7350977: mantra : Minamata , Severso , Canal , Bhopal , Chernobyl 7351169: n ? A face only a mother could . ’ ‘ He would n't last f 7352705: l-wrenching tale of unrequited . Her inner emotions are clea 7353859: One , a plaintive song of lost , is a duet with Mandy Patink 7357227: o a more communal thing . They the idea of community , commu 7357718: too many bands full stop . ’ TOWN Indeed . The problem her 7358185: like U2 called their last tour Town . That 's Dublin ! ’ F 7358201: What ! Ballymun 's not fuckin' Town ! ’ Carmody ‘ I 'm t 7361036: ow how music and the summer of has affected everything . Whe 7363164: o convince local people of his and respect for the community 7366131: ry Hall accents . And they all Jerry because they can talk r 7369262: t . And on Saturdays I used to doing something I miss very m 7373092: lmost like writing fiction , a story . ’ Working with an e 7374737: s a really good atmosphere . I the music and there 's no tro 7375926: ggest hit was called ‘ But I Sergeyevitch ! ’ which was 7383294: usy filming his own series , I Keith Allen , for BSB . In it 7384064: e a lot … ’ Bruce Dessau I Keith Allen is on BSB on Thur 7384525: the world ’ stuff , there 's songs too . To me , love is t 7384532: re 's love songs too . To me , is the most important thing o 7384739: vy 's eye in 1980 , it was ‘ at first sight ’ , and a 7387256: ortly . RAP BITES BACK ! Monie Gang Starr X-Clan The Afros T 7387297: he Shamen/Danny Rampling MONIE photographed by Eddie Monsoon 7387460: views and attitudes from Monie , Gang Starr , X-Clan , The A 7387672: 29 MONITOR Why do advertisers the Fifties ? Plus Hollywood 7387776: ism of the X-Clan , from Monie 's glorious pop to Gang Starr 7389897: , about the American public 's affair with the bomber plane 7390550: e-effects of a third Summer of , the Elland Road faithful ar 7390561: hful are declaring ‘ Peace , and United ’ . The old yell 7390611: rds like ‘ peace ’ and ‘ ’ on their backs , ’ says 7390661: ’ Harvey Marcus ‘ Peace , and United ’ T-shirts are a 7391162: led-for use of graphic lesbian scenes . Leading man Michael 7391244: ory , written by Richard Se Of Price and directed by John Mc 7393208: Knows ’ and ‘ Waiting For ’ LONDON POSSE Gangster Chr 7395450: new solo comic Birdland , from And Rockets man Gilbert Herna 7395859: e rights to make a film of the And Rockets comic . ‘ We kn 7400518: ed it up with some patronising interest and turned it into a 7402292: ery directly . They were about and death , very basic things 7404741: another way of saying , ‘ I Johnny Rotten and Ronald McDo 7405765: ved quite naturally out of his of DJing . Norman began cutti 7406033: What else can I do though ? I black music . But I understan 7414663: Afros , crossover queen Monie and militant activists X-Clan 7415715: a 'fro ! ’ Steven Daly MONIE From London to Brooklyn with 7415721: E From London to Brooklyn with : Monie shows , crossing over 7415768: o . Twenty years old and Monie already has the world on hold 7416605: That 's where my heart is . I rap but in the future I want 7416965: deo or read a book . ’ Monie , NWA — Nerd Without Attitu 7417200: s . Down to earth . Like Monie . Ekow Eshun X-CLAN Rap as a 7421164: JEFF KOONS now claims to be in with Cicciolina , the Italian 7422429: canvases of the couple making . Predictably , the Koons exh 7422720: etter lovers ‘ if two people each other ’ ) . But he app 7423879: and conquest this person as my , and I succeeded , ’ he la 7424008: session , that 's when I think on a high level happened . Se 7430760: e contender the boxing critics to beat up in print . At 24 , 7431755: attracts crowds because people to see two men beating each o 7432961: d up on the day of her crucial scene with Patrick Swayze wie 7433722: ept his work as a DJ — ‘ I it and I 'd never give it up 7433941: g 's recommendations : Eve ‘ Come Down ’ ( More Protein 7442270: nd safely . It will thrive and her for it . Mine has . Tony 7464696: merchant . Farm manager Robert said it was an unusually earl 7484318: t for children . ‘ Teenagers them as keepsakes and most of 7512952: etty well the way they are . I my wife and children but I do 7519653: ce gets to the point of making to any of the girls he pursue 7519750: you been listening ? I was in . ’ It was still taken as s 7519768: -to-date fiction that being in normally had only one outcome 7520413: , Child Care And The Growth Of ( 1953 ) , which popularized 7520484: ompensate for a lack of mother . Such a theory might have be 7523212: s were narcissist . Their true affairs were with the camera 7523691: me Like It Hot . In Let's Make she had a well-publicized aff 7524494: rst declaration in a film that for pleasure is not sin . Eve 7524575: me they accepted the idea that could be filmed erotically wi 7524633: inematic euphemisms for making the misty dissolve , the rock 7525411: n't hold you properly or make to you . It hurts too much . 7547739: s enormous popularity was as a story set against the epic ba 7554077: rummer than Rainbow , is it , ? ’ Mungo shook his head , 7556645: my glasses for me , there 's a . ’ Relieved , Emily left t 7574765: y Ann intervened : ‘ Go on , . It 'll do no harm . ’ ‘ 7584772: said , ‘ very good for your life , is butter . Makes your 7605500: x , both of whom were madly in with her . Any one of them mi 7616416: ong now , Frankie . Do n't you your grandmother enough to co 7619724: ing ? ’ ‘ Go back to bed , . You 'll be catching your de 7623840: ch his lime-hating plants will . Competitions and Offers Com 7627205: t among local wildlife . Frogs it , and in springtime birds 7633272: er is clever planting . If you plants , the chances are you 7633622: y bloomer Mahonia japonica . I the smell of those yellow win 7642335: s reticulata and its cultivars dry conditions . Good winter 7655042: ncess ’ and silver-edged ‘ Song ’ are both striking . 7655075: sh-black ‘ Lord Bute ’ . I the very dark flowered ‘ Bl 7659452: e for cutting , I asked Daphne who , with her husband Sid , 7661250: ’ , a retired teacher with a for nature who wanted a low-m 7669002: e following year . I really do the hardy Gladiolus nanus suc 7670183: ontrast gardening , much as we it , is generally a bit stati 7674233: n or even British plants which an arid home . Obviously , it 7674744: , but have much character and heat . Most buddleias will be 7679946: name his favourite wife — I then all ! However , if I hav 7679964: pick one , then it must be my of the moment , and that is t 7683136: self-seeders ’ , plants that their patch and which are cat 7683156: eds , according to how much we them as they make their appea 7683634: n't remember now , but I still it and continue to be amazed 7691105: o exercise , it hurts . If you sweet or fatty foods , it is 7693382: this is that if you absolutely certain items like cake or ch 7704953: you get on . If you absolutely butter and hate polyunsaturat 7706690: porridge ) . In fact , if you cake and sweet things but you 7712568: e too . For example , children to join in with what they see 7721784: a certain time when you always to sit down with a relaxing d 7730336: een and Isabel , with our dear and remembrance . ’ ‘ Rem 7730359: , Alida Thorne . ’ ‘ With from Dorothea . ’ And a thi 7738109: till as dearly meant , With my good and true , Is this birth 7755804: d daily pain , and the loss of , she had held to her expecta 7759516: to a mother she can no longer , with whom she has no patien 7775054: picked up what I could . But I them , I would be lost withou 7828613: the enthusiastic expression of for the Royal family and deli 7858041: r it would be repulsive making to an intersex , even one who 7859035: d to be stronger than physical , Ari , it had to be deeper t 7859368: ed him to be someone she could and idealised the future in h 7859944: en Grover was grinning . ‘ I this place ! ’ Justinette c 7861703: nsive . ‘ Goddess , he 's in , ’ he thought dismally . 7868682: Tammuz' face . ‘ Tell me . I you . I 'll keep your secrets 7869726: fingers . ‘ My dear , sweet , once you have seen , the wh 7870228: es . Aesthetically , he was in , but it was still hard to th 7870598: , join natro groups , travel , and live in complete freedom 7873818: as that Zambia and Tammuz made with the door open . Subseque 7875032: ious shiver . ‘ Honey , I 'd to , but I 'm more or less st 7876955: Float people run fast leave lust power girlpower boypower 7881982: e . ’ Tammuz grinned . ‘ I life , ’ he said . ‘ And 7882432: someone else , someone new . I Tammuz Malamute much more tha 7882725: n you have become learn how to … ‘ He stopped himself ab 7884967: doctor and patient falling in , is n't it ? How quaint ! 7885323: , Crevecoeur . It 's not just , is it ? ! ’ Jahsaxa Penum 7888257: heart ached : for the death of , for the death of innocence 7892539: g him fiercely . She wanted to him . What a lonely man he is 7902792: ect the delicacies of romantic in the company of a hired pro 7903704: worried about you and I would to see you . Hello ? Hello ? 7906390: ake the simple statement ‘ I you ’ mean ‘ I own you , 7906440: e , own , exploit , deceive or you , love , love you . ’ T 7906443: xploit , deceive or love you , , love you . ’ This inheren 7906445: , deceive or love you , love , you . ’ This inherent ambig 7906577: -time Polish airman . Oh , how and trust can be betrayed ! H 7909217: meone I used to know , used to . I have again the impression 7909377: f the person to whom I gave my , my hope , my talent . Every 7911515: ncial security , the trust and of friendship , and the divin 7912678: yes , your green eyes , my icy . I hope I do not fall asleep 7928221: It 's just round the corner , , ’ she said . ‘ How much 7933311: set fire to one of them . True blazed in her hand . She held 7933454: dropped what was left of True at her high-heeled feet . The 7934681: ations of one of the form , of . They value me , in fact . T 7937429: elf-deception turned it into a letter from you . I see your 7937503: on the end of his name , my . Poole . Thomas Poole . Reme 7937820: that I can reply to your last letter or apologize for that 7938404: . Drowsy , you wanted to make . And , yet again , I could n 7938528: hose moments after we had made . The gloom that fell upon me 7938821: In the education of children , is first to be instilled , an 7938831: t to be instilled , and out of obedience is to be educed . 7944706: overt influence . Despite her of the Commonwealth , and Pri 7968084: e is second only to the act of in conferring pleasure on all 7982106: a : he taught non-resistance , to enemies . Yet he certainly 7982877: new and more excellent way of embodied in Jesus ' life and 7983474: who has been favoured with the of a god ought to forgo morta 7983482: of a god ought to forgo mortal . The apostle insisted that m 7985524: ether or not it contributed to and edification of the commun 7988822: o into schism is to break that between believers which is co 7996352: ked will be purified by divine and fit for salvation . Then 7999524: the proclamation of peace and to enemies would make the emp 8019699: in Ely , was so kindled in her towards the Ely monks , becau 8041318: ken amiss if , despite all our for the Führer , we ca n't c 8072928: ct to the loss of someone they , whether that person has die 8073497: ; second , to demonstrate the of the church by offering com 8074545: is probably restricted to ‘ divine all loves excelling 8075618: y the death of the person they . It is hard for them to find 8084259: eed proof that the person they has actually died . This is a 8085217: f the death of the person they . If they have not seen it fo 8085716: t when the death of someone we is sudden it does not have to 8088133: imminent demise of someone we , as in the case of a very el 8110411: s for mile after mile . Horses to canter up hills : they wan 8111146: nd through people they learn a of eating grain . Most horses 8111413: s , including such extremes as and hate , depression and ela 8114649: , aggression , optimism , and . People who have spent a lot 8114725: Plutchik 's basic emotions of and acceptance . Horses need 8136826: d be avoided . Although horses chewing rope , there is a hig 8141141: oud of me . And I want John to me for ever and ever . It doe 8149585: for children , which all kids . ( Even little boys , they l 8156606: er friends , white and Black , Black music and styles of fas 8163362: itch off the television during scenes in a film , for instan 8165913: anted , that no one would ever me , and this was all I was f 8172267: of myself that drove me , not of dancing . Exercise , measu 8173815: r people show that they like , or respect you . I have been 8173832: ong time that people could not , accept or respect me for th 8207007: . The trouble is , organisers 'em ! One of my bigger irrita 8260314: s . All played directly to his of the theatrical . The old m 8273659: s could not believe that their for their country had caused 8274307: was told . ’ Considering his for the country , her queasin 8274864: ork lawyer his bad case of ‘ at first sight ’ , ‘ that 8274876: ‘ that the radiation of that — it really immediately pen 8279851: onal questioners , ‘ for the of God and the love of this n 8279856: for the love of God and the of this nation ’ . This , h 8280011: ther voice , as necessary . At Field , a tin-pot airport out 8280661: hat particular , ‘ and still God , and still love this cou 8280666: and still love God , and still this country just as much as 8305041: t weddings . Celts and Negroes funerals , Orientals of every 8305048: rals , Orientals of every kind weddings , while for inward-l 8314029: , never teach your children to folklore , for folklore and h 8319346: ave written so ardently of the he felt for Phoebe Kirkwood , 8319371: twelve . Nothing came of this , but it might have been more 8335683: les and Scotland , most people Royalty but hold elected poli 8335705: its leaders , but where is the ? At this point I fell asleep 8345740: invisible shaping powers in a tragedy that comes to a cruel 8351486: horal society . I have a great of the choral music repertory 8358876: led archetypes . Fear , hate , — this fascinates me . And 8360661: ted — a man with an enormous of music . He came to me and 8361975: occasion ! Suddenly I fell in with that piece all over agai 8367247: is perhaps also to do with my of remote places , my love of 8367253: my love of remote places , my of mountains rather than citi 8375549: ayers , ‘ Do your best , and what you are doing , because 8376329: ut then she is back . Her real is nature : plants , animals 8382244: ave made a great secretary , I organising things . I always 8383907: at she was bitten by the Puppy bug from quite an early age 8383938: in later years . ‘ I fell in for the first time while I wa 8384481: e she was in senior school her of fashion was firmly establi 8386890: e what my musical style is . I the songs they write for me a 8389154: with her single ‘ Shake Your ’ , were greeted with scorn 8393950: trange thing . It 's a thing I and hate at the same time . I 8393959: and hate at the same time . I it because it means I get to 8394109: fter all it 's my choice and I my career , I 'm very lucky . 8396306: ording career . ‘ We share a of singing and music , ’ sh 8396334: ’ To prove not just a mutual of music but a mutual love of 8396340: ual love of music but a mutual of each other Kylie and Danni 8398096: ht now . Yes some of them have scenes which I will do if the 8398885: IES AND DECEPTION They fell in on screen . They dated , they 8399163: certainly seemed very much in . And then came the bombshell 8400219: Are they or are n't they in ? ’ riddle reached its most 8400801: t like the idea of us being in , ’ he sighed at the though 8403512: vered life , rock and roll and with a boy named Brownie Hans 8403533: ents celebrates the passionate story of Lola Lovell , played 8403590: t they were too young to be in , too young to really cope wi 8403612: ver , life , rock and roll and . All their lives they were t 8405992: aled to me . It is about young in the 50 ’ s and has a uni 8406045: ying to stay alive and fall in . ‘ Lola is very powerful a 8406441: do n't mind the idea of doing scenes if they are part and p 8406815: w heavy they should get in the scene . Apparently Kylie was 8407324: and it calls me to do a hefty scene why not ? ’ she added 8407771: was keen to do her bit . ‘ I the clothes from home . There 8407793: everyone knows just how much I shopping for clothes , ’ sa 8410994: uickly dismissed . ‘ I would to have seen 400,000 kids com 8415475: said the young Kylie . ‘ I them , and I 'd love to own s 8415481: e . ‘ I love them , and I 'd to own shops selling them . 8415534: this is the sort of place I 'd to have , ’ says Kylie , wa 8416159: hop full of Green products . I shops anyway , so it would ma 8416435: ery kind to her . ’ Kylie 's of nature is now a huge influ 8416878: the words , ‘ The real me . , Kylie . ’ ‘ We could sa 8417053: ng feelings : Kylie wanting to and be loved at the same time 8417220: Schlatter 's character to make to her . And that was only in 8417253: a screams passionately : ‘ I it when he kisses me . I love 8417261: love it when he kisses me . I the way he looks when he 's j 8417423: before . I had never had to do scenes and neither had Kylie 8417474: e a free for all ’ . ‘ The scenes are all finely choreog 8417525: two young people very much in and all that goes with that . 8417540: I think anyone who has been in will like this movie . It is 8417582: ation . I play a guy who finds and then people try to take i 8417606: harlie feel kissing and making to one of the pop world 's la 8418081: le . It is about two people in after all . ’ As a new deca 8418912: bours : The Scott and Charlene Story , in which Kylie would 8421855: here his mother and father who him greatly await him . Tell 8429826: simple : food , wine , sleep , , and as little work as decen 8429838: as decently possible . Of the , she knew he was growing tir 8433152: faith , Wilson ? Can not your conquer this jealousy ? You a 8437671: eemed Annunciata had fallen in with one of the Papal Guard a 8440573: ord it is hollow for how can I one who no longer has the lea 8442655: rseness in general . He has no of beauty that I can see . I 8446196: ught us closer together in our and concern for Miss Henriett 8448012: r materially or of a mother 's for you have supplied both ab 8449210: ‘ Poor little boy . I will him , Lily , like this , ’ 8451303: son upon whose life I swear I him truly and want only what 8451355: his real mother could not but her sister and believe she ha 8452500: All was not dead in her . Her for her mistress refused to d 8467515: . Some poems were conventional poems ; others were historica 8511114: ted towards the subject … in or fear … as he moves pace 8512972: ny inflected by compassion and . The human eye , which is bu 8555223: sted . ‘ Of course you are , . It would n't be the same fo 8555265: ing energy , ‘ I know who 'd to use my ticket . ’ ‘ Wh 8571755: , and they were going to make … or they 'd done it … an 8585085: tening . He said to me , ‘ I Mackie very much . ’ He 'd 8587463: on Perkin . Intelligent men in with their wives were n't imm 8588032: been the end of hope . He did Mackie . His universe was los 8597824: t . Surely she was too much in with Liubov ? An image of Liu 8598164: rinciple , in creating a Swiss affair for you : real people 8599666: icism be so disturbing ? Girls their fathers , fathers love 8599671: s love their fathers , fathers their daughters . Caresses ar 8599679: . Caresses are expressions of . What is this incest taboo ? 8605944: happy , Anna . I do n't simply you , I 'm still in love with 8605951: imply love you , I 'm still in with you , after twenty years 8608575: lean there , it 's just that I reading and sometimes I feel 8612735: ing all over the place . ’ I that colour detail , do n't y 8612791: oblem page ? I 'm beginning to Deirdre 's column … ‘ I l 8615539: great , ’ I said . ‘ And I your dress . ’ ‘ Do n't b 8621962: ore on the face of a woman you . The First Pillar , the Shat 8622823: wrote in the spring . I would to hear from you again , if y 8623186: even more than … than making normally . ’ He drew her do 8626055: erotic charm . Frankly I would to go to bed with you ; but t 8626129: ommunication channel . I would to have yours open for me . 8627579: f so much hair excited in me a of nature , wild nature , tha 8627633: having exhorted my readers to the forest depths ; to feel t 8628156: of you . We lay down and made , in extreme danger . Since I 8629027: wonder its most common term is . Anna , my mother , is stand 8630844: woman had allowed him to make , but afterwards had started 8632099: oom . When they started making she protested a little , but 8632462: be so , ’ said Rozanov . ‘ is the most irrational of ins 8633273: he 's a good husband and I do him , I suppose . But there ' 8633285: . But there 's no language for after twenty years of living 8633363: ere has to be some dynamism in . She thought of the Richard- 8636612: unt , he had continued to make to her when he knew she did n 8638135: deaf florist into ‘ We shall you forever ’ . So the worl 8642576: ess of the historian is not to or to hate Mary Stuart , to j 8646470: James IV , for his learning , of his religion , humanity an 8648163: , they found civilization and of learning ; for Giovanni Fe 8649356: e enthusiasm and affection — , as contemporaries would hav 8675023: and proclaimed the doctrine of of God and neighbour to the P 8689474: hers now recognized ‘ God is ’ as the central truth of t 8717006: blic ’ across the Atlantic . of the Empire and a belief in 8718581: are going to forget our inborn for the mother to whom we owe 8787381: wspaper , could write that ‘ of the Soviet Union does not 8789415: Oh , I know . I know . I just to hear you say it . ’ I as 8802800: Why drama ? MV Oh , because I it , I love the theatre . I g 8802804: MV Oh , because I love it , I the theatre . I grew up close 8859303: ing . Was that the language of ? She had forgotten . Or was 8867422: lated , ecstatically , how her was unfolding like buds in Ma 8868321: arest , dearest friend . How I you ! ’ He sank back and st 8868465: e another ; they insisted that can not die . But they did so 8868484: ce of the unsure . For what is to lovers who are torn apart 8868599: ve a child ! ’ And they made again and again , for it was 8871536: ble deeds in the cause of true , perhaps ? All peasants beli 8874350: lisabeth , whose knowledge and of Møn were demonstrable , c 8875546: do n't really understand . You it here , and I could make it 8875626: d n't live with a man I do n't , or I do n't think you could 8875766: with another who had a similar of the island . He liked to l 8875940: ail and pretend he had come to as well as respect her . Love 8875947: love as well as respect her . : the word would be utterly m 8878911: story of Marie Grubbe is not a story but a story about love 8878917: a love story but a story about — a love that does not depe 8878920: y but a story about love — a that does not depend upon rea 8878945: self-generating . This kind of is so rare as to be almost un 8879444: a description of all-consuming . A passion so intense , a ca 8879647: you . When all else is gone , remains . I have a feeling th 8880265: al but hallowed ground , where ruled and all other subjects 8880274: l other subjects were exiled . is a capacity : some have it 8880287: : some have it , most do not . is not initiated by or nurtur 8880374: Marie Grubbe 's was a story of . The path from the cliff top 8884137: Because my first experience of was here , I have never wholl 8884500: t could only have been born of . Early Sunday morning a fish 8887149: house somewhere and fallen in , but it had all gone wrong . 8887494: ng into my hand . ‘ It was a token to your ma , ’ she to 8896421: ‘ Give it to me straight . I a mystery ! ’ And Evelyn an 8907814: supposed to feel . ‘ D' you your dad ? ’ She tipped her 8913290: 'll kill him ! ’ ‘ For the of God ! Is that the only ans 8919057: ’ ‘ It 's some play about he was in . ‘ Romeo and Jul 8928436: son wanted to go . She fell in with Nutmeg , our Norfolk ter 8931146: awkins ' book Shelley 's First , the first exhaustive examin 8931723: o had a hit with World Without , was cleared at Bodmin yeste 8931841: morable aspect of their doomed was Henreid 's gallant — an 8932605: te story ; Schumann in Song of ( 1947 ) ; the arms dealing l 8932692: is wife they were very much in . One week later they were pr 8932725: and fall on their path of true was recorded by the mass medi 8934088: laying footsy with the Italian party , a coalition of pornog 8934125: de up when Ilona renounced her party tendencies . It was the 8934240: of Green : she is in favour of hotels and the environment ) 8934668: hose early days , the words of that they shared over breakfa 8939714: that , ‘ in the old days , a of music was taught in the ho 8942765: rity . His last LP , Tunnel of , a touching , low-key medita 8943404: ) and Faith ( in the Power of ) that are the true '90s succ 8945388: he frank accounts of two early affairs , adding some notorie 8945822: but fear not : she finds true and the psychopathic policema 8946189: ns going to the game . It is a affair . Perhaps that is why 8949568: victoriously to the grime and of their Lancashire womb . To 8951224: is there when she says : ‘ I to think how Joan Didion woul 8952748: page . In some ways Brotherly is similar to Dexter 's excel 8952990: st , kidnapping , incandescent , drug addiction and the horr 8953246: rnalist Toni Balser finds true against a backdrop of gruesom 8954944: busiest in the world . ‘ We coming to work on Friday and 8956210: says Haig . ‘ I absolutely this job . It 's the busiest 8972263: roying herself with unrequited for the seducer Steerforth . 8974018: oked over the wall and fell in with it . The house was re-ro 8978593: de this little horse , I would to be considered . ’ How qu 8979304: friends and admirers , I would to see Ghofar win him today ' 8995826: e , when it is all a labour of . Besides , what nobler work 9010842: d for inspiration to the PM 's of curry . I have chosen a sp 9027755: x-wife . In a novel called For Alone , described by the publ 9045114: Her successor in the Party of , Moanna Pozzi , has been vot 9050342: oman Lord Chancellor , but her of hunting could prove an emb 9058255: protested that they showed no of the craft of film-making . 9058280: od make its Rambos and leave a of the craft to the rest ? 9061461: of her tether . The story of a affair involving a fashionabl 9062649: ays — as the Venus of sexual and the Diana of virginity . 9064871: the pungent , almond smell of ’ , ‘ the soft milky smel 9066032: o truckled to no man . Books : makes the world go round — 9066054: reudian philosopher 's hymn to By DR ANTHONY DANIELS Love an 9066059: to love By DR ANTHONY DANIELS and its Place In Nature : A P 9066327: vitably to the conclusion that is a force immanent in the wo 9066397: sertion that ‘ it is through that humans , and the rest of 9067441: mour . Hutchinson , £25 ‘ I a mob . I headed a mob once m 9068847: stakably English . The English affair with Tuscany is so wel 9069252: er . Matthew Spen der falls in with an Italian girl called V 9070461: bbs ’ . Books : Triangles of among the Liberals Roy Jenkin 9070485: ENKINS Politics , Religion and : The Story of H. H. Asquith 9072137: despite her pose as a loser in and dieting , Cope is as good 9072363: unhinge reason : Come back my . Give me another chance . I 9073206: I never loved nor pretended to her , but a man is a man , an 9080759: a doorstopper . Her legendary of horses is further evidence 9111714: : Porth Madryn ) , named after Jones Parry of Madryn — whi 9115977: Watson , Mark O'Meara , Davis and , for the hell of it , Ra 9117251: Watson , Mark O'Meara , Davis and Raymond Floyd have all sh 9120078: pears a very sad little book , Match , Mariana 's ‘ belate 9120123: days after that wonderful ‘ doubles ’ in London , when 9120152: ds won that encounter , though deserted both partnerships in 9120400: nd Lloyd , ghosts from the ‘ Match ’ of long ago , were 9132656: rd drive in the 15th minute by , who was making his first-te 9132792: ck . Hibs : Burridge ; Milne , ( Hamilton 46 ) , Orr , Beaum 9134828: rilled he won . I bred him and the horse , and I 'm delighte 9138819: ay , it 's the only colour . I what I 'm doing . Excuse me . 9142765: ertag By LUCY BAILEY I FELL in with jazz even before I fell 9142773: ith jazz even before I fell in with wine — I 'm talking ab 9145226: ever eaten ; the staff seem to children , and bread , butter 9154928: o find the redemptive power of or romance . Director Mike Ne 9157569: se , early beauty , even early , ‘ all will come to bad en 9158714: read : ‘ I 'm your Mom and I you and you love me very , ve 9158718: our Mom and I love you and you me very , very much . Say tha 9158736: mes . ’ Another said : ‘ I spending time with you . I 'm 9171215: cks , had always professed her for the rough , tough ex-mine 9174422: ew detail on the challenger 's life and psychological scars 9180199: and , of course , the Party of , headed by Italy 's self-sty 9182767: dget speech of 1852 , does not coalitions . He said it corre 9183506: once again proved it does not coalitions . Election Focus : 9187563: oved John Major , so they must the party . ’ When the mood 9190892: talk about hating the one you — and I think the NHS would 9198242: ess , but without the American of liberty ; people with the 9244882: d in a motor-car crash ; and a affair with Walter Carr , a m 9263476: se they are also cursed with a for sport have to get fit the 9264620: till beat them . He also had a for soccer but his father , H 9267478: grown irresistibly fond of the of his life , Senora Isabel-M 9285733: on , I name that commodity the of which is said to be the ro 9296815: Heaven 's gate : for thy sweet remember 'd such wealth bring 9300330: ucation . ’ ‘ The children it and are absolutely fascina 9301832: hter to come home . ‘ We all you , Marie , and we want you 9307477: sent via Geneva . ‘ It is a poem , ’ she says with a sm 9315554: This time he made it . I would to have such strong nerves . 9345973: ing very well . ‘ We want to these people to death , ’ h 9347835: er a Labour government . But , or loathe the frocks , it is 9352107: thoughts get inta / describing as Araminta ’ . As Whitley 9363562: ver the past 12 months . Davis III has muscled his way into 9363581: ing The Players Championship . reports he improved his putti 9371098: his relentless involvement and with the game . Others pay a 9382948: n : J Smith ( Lab ) 22,649 ; J ( Con ) 6,260 ; K Gibson ( SN 9396238: as there is suggests that his for his wife had been deepene 9403589: rror every day and you fall in with it . ’ He predicted th 9405380: ay Matters:At last , my secret seizes the day By LESLEY GARN 9405697: their nicknames and falling in with the same classmates . Bu 9406397: h form he had been silently in with me — why did n't he sa 9406628: to acoustic guitar for Give Me — the only sadness being th 9408509: f time scribbling on walls — letters , advertisements , se 9429342: ous bomb hoax . The book , For Alone , tells the story of a 9431301: EL Teachers like it and pupils it , but parents dread the pr 9460259: is Partridge on a 19th century match — she loved his By CH 9460819: Earl of Shaftesbury . It was a match — she loved his money 9462303: earby equestrian centre . They walking the dogs on Bude beac 9480998: . It drives them all crazy . I it , ’ he said gleefully . 9481490: ause I believe in Labour and I talking to people on doorstep 9488083: i , co-founder of the Party of . Both the Christian Democrat 9503179: the £40 reward , marriage for is regarded as a family disgr 9504536: ed gossip about Hardy being in with Gertrude Bugler , but ag 9506365: ucation ’ to prevent the ‘ of chastity ’ being displac 9506507: ust exhibit ‘ a preferential for the poor ’ , and a comp 9506516: poor ’ , and a compassionate for sinners , in other words 9506762: ish Hamilton . Daring to Speak 's Name by Dr Elizabeth Stuar 9532680: Most distressing to those who the game of golf is the appla 9532801: y and do n't choke . ’ Davis overheard the comment of ‘ 9573872: bands , the ex-wives find true with , variously , a lesbian 9575608: like an obsessive , unrequited affair with their client . 9577095: sang of big men made small by , prison cells and cattle tow 9577299: country , when we come back we it a whole lot more than when 9606490: Devoy again , she said : ‘ I that court and I 'm confident 9643996: rom South India . They fell in , and after she had obtained 9657929: bmission . The recent single , You All My Lifetime , should 9658268: ome lingering reminders of the decade — chanting and a hin 9661274: s — Annie Hall , Manhattan , and Death , Sleeper et al — 9664077: ause he never loses the NCO 's of discipline through drill . 9666955: heir eventual separation ; his of dancing and dinner parties 9670416: cayed cornucopious form of the goddess ’ is amusing as a p 9670459: Jacob and the Grail , he is in with the idea of ideas , but 9671785: this will prevent their ‘ of chastity ’ being displac 9686911: ot noted art lovers , but they houses that appear in famous 9687712: ro had rejected and falling in with the black-and-white prin 9690335: after his first round . ‘ I the fans . Everything I do is 9690465: ng it . ‘ Hell it could be a letter for all I know , ’ h 9690492: rgia . She had offered him ‘ , companionship and support 9690563: y of companionship , let alone or support , yesterday . It w 9756751: of our time . ’ ‘ I would to see only flowers marking t 9770602: ion ’ for this architectural is that he was baptised in a 9771894: n you diplomatically conduct a affair with a poet whose work 9772113: r Richard as he fumbles toward and sanity with his dark-hair 9772577: en women , and of the bonds of that bind the generations tog 9773586: ed by a brutalising absence of or understanding or any sort 9776567: es groups crooned of peace and , Reed and his band , the Vel 9779328: style . Books : The sorrows of and the joys of political hat 9779390: beautiful and that I strove To you in the old high way of lo 9779398: ove you in the old high way of , That it had all seemed happ 9779864: you not yourself say that our must be holy ? ’ or when sh 9780363: myth of his high , unrequited ( he even proposed marriage t 9780467: eart-broken verses to his lost — who by this time was an a 9781032: quoted as saying : ‘ I just it when I arrive somewhere an 9781079: tion marks : ’ ‘ I fall in quickly ’ , Prince Charles 9781107: hormones insist that I fall in regularly . I do n't like bei 9782052: stantly , desperately falls in with her . She , lately retur 9782072: can instantly understand this when she eventually suspects 9782107: Hill deals with the themes of and jealousy with such delica 9782214: headings : Self-Love ( ’ To oneself is the beginning of a 9782229: omance ’ — Oscar Wilde ) ; , Jealousy , Libido ( ’ No 9786931: the best reason — or for the of it . It was never to make 9788286: e ended , he was distracted by , and for a while at the time 9842876: V . Sean Day-Lewis FILM CHOICE and nothing but By ALAN STANB 9843134: s and learn to recognise their and need for each other . It 9843336: fice lies a generous salute to , life and theatrical illusio 9859333: ged in justice — to show … for the the voiceless who liv 9864605: e do n't hate blacks . We just whites . ’ It 's baloney , 9881816: . The prize for Best Car Park Song went to Patsy Hubcap , k 9881867: ry of a young man who falls in with a girl as he is driving 9925463: njoy it , but he had fallen in with Mickey Mouse himself . 9935609: time , though , he sealed the affair with a sensational goa 9946667: ng part are doing so through a of their chosen sport , and n 9949022: with whom he shares not just a of cricket , but a firm adher 9951591: ent thread of his life — the of his family . As with many 9952990: ent thread of his life — the of his family . As with many 9964913: n Steve Edwards ' long-running of perfection By MICHAEL CALV 9965869: ambition . He said : ‘ I 'd to be running marathons when 9965884: when I 'm 84 . In fact , I 'd to end my life in a marathon 9965914: I 'd finish doing something I … ’ Test for breast cance 9990792: t a footman had once fallen in with Princess Margaret , and 9995826: 814866 . The Arts : Falling in again BY RICHARD LAST STAND b 9995897: ilippa Lowthorpe 's film about among the over-65s to come ou 10040659: -burners two years ago . ‘ I it , ’ says Mrs King about 10041759: iate that … Diesel Cars : In with the D badge on the back 10045093: cks , French makers have had a affair with diesel cars since 10051324: dies liked them . They fell in with them , and we have since 10076302: ‘ Nonsense , David . You 'll it there : they still have th 10076771: em from America and Canada — all this . Indeed , you can s 10082693: Tin Drum ) , Proust ( Swann in ) is no purveyor of the sacch 10083122: ara Sukowa , as Faber 's early , has a robust mystique . YOU 10085625: d to know and found so hard to . Though part of its subject 10087866: still reigned . The horizontal scenes , which now ‘ educat 10108980: ting ; with a private client I it when she trusts me . I hat 10110357: PUR ( J A McGrath ) PURSUIT OF shot to 5–1 favouritism for 10110455: cored in 1976 , but Pursuit of is a genuine contender and it 10110503: t . Hill 's slashed Pursuit of 's price to 8–1 from 33–1 10110550: ecil explained that Pursuit of had been working at home with 10110626: soft surface suited Pursuit of , Sheikh Mohammed 's Steinbec 10110667: d . Pat Eddery rode Pursuit of yesterday , but is committed 10110749: genuine hopes that Pursuit of can succeed where the owner ' 10131894: her , from whom he inherited a of poetry . ( The belief of a 10138980: bout £100 million . ‘ Dream ’ for hammer victim By Mich 10143351: orn-again Christian . Price of for GI brides US airforce wiv 10150773: ke of the ANC , the movement I ’ . Her move , she said , w 10151052: ciple of permanence in married , the possibilities of achiev 10156826: trations , though , he fell in with the country and eventual 10156857: oney and certainly none of his for money . When he built up 10158848: emotions . The joy and pain of and separation — not to men 10158946: ke the exultant Friday I 'm In as well as woe-is-me epics li 10159043: climax . Fat chance . They 'll him all the more . The Arts : 10159726: o giant balls and a moving ‘ symbol ’ . Is he insinuatin 10164390: n that these should be ways of and concord . All the more re 10167589: esting in Paris . He had a big affair with France and tried 10177370: wearing thin . ‘ Ah , but I getting back to the North , 10178670: work in computers . ’ ‘ I the North , ’ he says again 10181291: day weekend demonstrates , our affair with the car shows no 10181414: l in talking about ‘ our ’ affair with the car . Who are 10184449: lieves may displace Pursuit of at the head of the 2,000 Guin 10185851: d the Cecil-trained Pursuit of are completely different type 10186045: They then bet 4–1 Pursuit of , 6–1 Rodrigo de Triano , 8 10197166: ion budget — and there is no lost between the two men . Fo 10206853: RNICE DAVISON I have fallen in with American names , The sha 10219196: SUZANNE LOWRY FRENCH magazines telling their women readers t 10226052: get engaged and to share their of jazz . Mr Frederick Garnet 10293247: ommitment based upon the sheer of learning and an earnest de 10381081: tories about girls who fall in with handsome , exciting youn 10381253: to here . I miss you . All my , Courtney . That was all . G 10381383: anted her to come . ‘ All my . ’ Inside her head , Gilly 10381580: r so much and sent her all her . ‘ You all right , honey ? 10381791: more . ‘ I miss you . All my . ’ I do n't need help from 10382050: chool-work too . She wrote ‘ ’ then changed it to : Your 10387031: e us happy , like friendship , and the feeling that we are d 10389811: o Trust . Lead me from Hate to , from War to Peace . Let Pea 10394886: great creativity , reason and . It also has the capacity to 10397424: iful eyes of a child … For I youngsters , and I want every 10400285: I feel different about you . I you . And not only that , I ' 10400346: d my mother say , ‘ I do n't you , Nicky . ’ I thought , 10400362: If your own mother does n't you then no one loves you — 10400541: h . But he came saying , ‘ I you . ’ And I had never com 10404009: not mine . ‘ O God , if you me , come into my life . I 'm 10404085: I was literally baptised with . After the emotional crisis 10404522: give thanks for the example of and compassion shown to us by 10406482: as for his message of hope and . Amen Faith Day 1 God Knows 10406785: have faith and trust and feel for someone that we can not s 10406920: d : ‘ The names of those who the Lord . ’ ‘ And is min 10406997: ht , And showed the names whom of God had blest , And lo ! B 10407048: her people that Ben showed his for God . May we also learn t 10407067: and , through our concern and for other people , come to be 10407260: ay we know Thee more clearly , Thee more dearly , Follow The 10410710: forge some names on them . ‘ and kisses from Linda . ’ 10419050: is face shines with effort and of the TEAM . The TEAM comes 10451236: said to her . ‘ Gissa kiss , . ’ Anne knew she was back 10456282: r 's vision , zeal for God and for the souls of men . May Go 10457158: me … . He opened up more the of God to me and gave me a li 10457677: alling into sin . Although his was faint , it was , neverthe 10457691: ss , genuine and he really did God , His word and His people 10463798: his children and lavished his and care upon them instead . 10467338: time that she began to fall in with Richard Baxter . She str 10467393: that he suspected Margaret 's for him was more than just ad 10467416: against excessive ‘ creature ’ . Anyway , there is no hi 10467559: r when Richard Baxter began to Margaret . Late in 1661 , a r 10472934: , Who shall divide me from Thy ? ’ ( A verse from one of R 10483208: rk , I 'll … ’ ‘ For the of God , take care , you men 10486564: arren of gardens and lanes … Loan , Angel Close , North Po 10511498: at all . ’ ‘ People would to live at this height above 10514131: guy , Ben . These Limeys sure queueing . ’ ‘ Scotties , 10527787: spirit , reverence to God and for their home country . It i 10581538: eeling of , ‘ how can anyone me ’ ’ She had kept this 10627465: hat converted the Saxons , not of Christ ( who must have see 10632530: howing a depth of interest and of order that far exceeds mer 10645624: . Miller his due , both from a of truth and from a sense of 10651315: and the Duke of Richmond , who new things , continue to cont 10655190: ‘ Our Collinson taught me to flowers and who that shared h 10659895: me , yet , notwithstanding , I to peep into the abstruse ope 10798980: l valley of winding waters . I that land more than all the r 10798997: he world . A man who would not his father 's grave is worse 10800927: dismissed Joseph 's intrinsic for his land as a reflection 10800962: y , explaining simply : ‘ We the land . It is our home ’ 10812471: ng in it but kind feelings and for him and them . ’ On 1st 10846106: onstantly sought his Mother 's and affection , he did not su 10855763: ung , possibly even falling in for the very first time . Tha 10856305: he sea . If you ca n't fall in here you ca n't fall in love 10856312: n love here you ca n't fall in anywhere . Majorca — Hotel 10971460: ght , but we 'd both fallen in with it right away . Built in 11006827: t of performance art we may so the mask we overlook the face 11019957: d our scientific skill and our . We saw her doll , always wi 11034052: r the broad aim of fostering a of reading , an objective mig 11142385: xture . Just in case , lots of , Mum . He had forgotten all 11142500: . I hope you get better soon . Endill ( the person who left 11151682: of you all the time . Lots of , Mum P.S. Are you allowed to 11168739: ent to Cambridge , and fell in all over again with its more 11168888: y seeing a place I had come to through a poem — that had b 11170169: the same . chapter 9 O joy of 's renewing Could love be bor 11170173: joy of love 's renewing Could be born again . Relenting of 11170191: d pitying my pain , ; O joy of 's awakening , Could love ari 11170196: y of love 's awakening , Could arise from steep , forgiving 11180039: E . TRY JOIN . REPLY MY HOME . LESLIE . I at once applied fo 11181120: I think that you do — that I you more than I ever did befo 11183803: our wedding . I feel that our has grown stronger , and I kn 11183971: e that it must be . My dearest , I chatter about all sorts o 11184081: hundred times worse . Oh , my , after the war , wherever we 11187907: bit faint-hearted … Dearest , I do understand how we are 11187979: hough I beg you not to , and I you all the more for being so 11188369: ish you were here , my dearest ; I know you 'd like it . My 11188807: 0 HOURS TUESDAY . BRING BELT . LESLIE . This referred to the 11189550: deep and yet so clear … Dear , I get plenty of time to thi 11189588: erson as you to be my wife . I you utterly and completely , 11189747: ings you even closer to me . I you so much that I just ca n' 11189824: ntrose 's ‘ My Dear and Only ’ : He either fears his fat 11189897: . ’ CHAPTER 14 Therefore the which doth us bind , But fate 11189928: ew Marvell : ‘ Definition of ’ The dread excitement of D 11190020: ters to overwhelm me anew with and foreboding . Another thre 11191261: lationship , I felt an aura of still about me , and Leslie ' 11191738: nd unobtrusively , she gave me and support , and perhaps in 11193022: u never will … I send you my and thoughts , and God grant 11193991: w finally to conclude that the and the joy and the laughter 11194528: ssed so often the depth of his and had made it clear to me t 11199070: in Edinburgh . He had grown to the city as I did , and had b 11206605: ody who is reasonably fit will it ! The tour takes you to pa 11212848: oo late and ca n't book it for nor money … What to see and 11231289: people are renowned for their of singing , and throughout t 11239677: If you like walking , you 'll Kitzbuhel . There are in fact 11326894: ereignty . There are those who to confuse the fundamental is 11387152: um , a fitting memorial to her of Scottish botany , as is he 11518402: ect upon the problem of God 's in the face of evil , rather 11532514: he Lord is One ; and you shall the Lord your God with all yo 11537131: al images run side by side : I thee , O Lord , my strength . 11542909: emotions towards creation — , wrath , anger , sorrow , me 11543630: qualities like conscience and are significant for more than 11545410: ve of Judaeo-Christianity , to one 's enemies , to support t 11546853: t some simple formula like ‘ ’ or ‘ supreme being ’ 11555152: nk of all that he had missed . . Always love . The fantasy o 11555155: he had missed . Love . Always . The fantasy of living with 11557169: ntry which Trent had learnt to for its simplicity and innoce 11574572: biscuit tin . ‘ What greater can man have for woman ? ’ 11585125: d admiration in her eyes , and — and that protectiveness o 11585139: ung for the old that came with . He thought that she must be 11592769: xtra . Lazy Days For those who to do nothing but just soak u 11595400: RCA The British have fallen in with this Mediterranean islan 11654345: ced in need of some care ( and ? ) . Major Ian Kennedy repai 11705793: best ever student and her deep for him surely withheld the m 11760417: demonstrate genuine Christian by committing the church to c 11813451: dvised the measure ; and yet I that genius should shew its p 11815858: her poems , ‘ The Temple of ’ and ‘ The Month of Augu 11815966: he reprinted ‘ The Temple of ’ . J. Churton Collins incl 11819787: ormal for women to write about , but they were expected alwa 11822705: ible to women through romantic and marriage , remains in thi 11823003: awry , as in ‘ The Temple of , ’ and family feeling defo 11824295: ose the deceptions of romantic , and the concealed dangers o 11824924: ting company with conventional poetry , leaving that to othe 11825417: atures which once inspired his , but now leave him cold : 11825819: Strephon to Celia : A modern Letter ’ . In each of these 11826042: eing consoled by stories about . Interestingly , John Clare 11826101: hasizes stories of betrayal in : Long Tales she told , to ki 11826562: e rejecting idealized romantic . Although the poem is conven 11826673: young woman who has fallen in with an unsuitable man . The 11826778: marry a dashing young man for . In Leapor 's view , her fri 11828088: ander on the slender hope that will prevail . In Leapor 's v 11830944: e ! I hate the Sex : And yet I Terentia [ ML , 2 , 156 ] . L 11831100: e jealousy . Leonardo forges a letter from Emilia , and brib 11833785: not interested in conventional poetry , but in describing so 11840364: r charge was , that he did not clean linen ; and I have no p 11845348: hicken 'd well thy Mess . Ah , me more , or love thy Pottage 11845353: Mess . Ah , love me more , or thy Pottage less ! The parodi 11853801: ing to echoes of the ending of 's Labours Lost , and also of 11864478: ot to think , that Poets , who Ease and Pleasure , and the m 11910669: wler shook his head . ‘ I 'd to but I 'm afraid I just do 11911504: f the round table ’ ‘ I 'd to , ’ Charlie agreed . ‘ 11924859: , I still believe in Him , and Him , ’ the Salvation Army 11937376: d if you 'd like to come we 'd having you living with us . 11949318: lightly husky voice . ‘ I 'd to go to the pictures with yo 11951748: u like horses then ? ’ ‘ I them . And the countryside . 11952190: and-kidney pudding ? ’ ‘ I it . My own mother … ’ Sh 11953636: Head over heels . ’ ‘ In ? ’ ‘ In love , ’ he co 11953641: . ’ ‘ In love ? ’ ‘ In , ’ he confirmed . ‘ I fe 11953658: he same about you . ’ ‘ In ? ’ ‘ In love , ’ she s 11953663: . ’ ‘ In love ? ’ ‘ In , ’ she stated . They were 11954131: n . ’ she asked . ‘ That I you ? ’ She nodded . ‘ I 11954140: e you ? ’ She nodded . ‘ I you . ’ Her lips curved int 11954594: ut the future , and later made once more . The second time w 11955190: g , the accusations of lack of for her to that . But he 'd h 11956611: can see through that ! Making and loving are n't the same t 11956639: y are n't . The only thing you is the workings of your own m 11956654: wn mind . I 'm here to be made to when you need to , or when 11959848: consciousness . I wish I could her as little as I like her . 11966096: bout good old-fashioned mother ? Do n't tell me intelligent 11966106: ll me intelligent women do n't their children ! My wife 's g 11966132: ’ ‘ No doubt . But mother is a compound of involvement 11966714: you suggest , have no need to him . But has n't he a need t 11974616: nts . That 's all . He did n't his rats , and I do n't love 11974624: t love his rats , and I do n't this baby . How could I ? Acr 11976651: e , with real parents who will him as he deserves to be love 11984308: ut of some great disinterested of science — you do n't kno 11985552: I 'm not as head over ears in with it as you are . But you 11990838: ing parents who created him in , is as well cared for — 11991363: ob of rearing those children . sounds like an important word 11993140: . He 's three months old and I him and I would n't do a thin 12046730: te children , capable of great touched with a sense of real 12066382: ill keep the child and grow to him and her in the fullness o 12068832: ls the magnitude of Cynthia 's . ‘ After some months in th 12071052: handicapped people who fall in and wish to marry . Although 12153983: ade . Wilf Medlam 's labour of has not been in vain . The co 12168646: , a guide to the local teenage pairings , and sometimes a fr 12192624: and alluring person , madly in with Modi . The love affair g 12192629: madly in love with Modi . The affair gave him new life , he 12192847: ernal friendship . Without his of women , so often reciproca 12192881: id models , and his success in affairs and his access to ‘ 12195526: lse . ‘ You must n't fall in with me … it 's no use — 12195636: nt money all day long and make on Sunday … ! ’ But when 12199407: , brushes and canvas . More in with art than an artist himse 12200311: into a drawn-out brawl . Their affair was carried on against 12201166: were nevertheless full of the of life ’ , Then he told Eh 12202421: and always discreet about his affairs . Beatrice 's column 12203413: . There is no doubt of it . I her but I take an intense , c 12203536: course the people here simply me for it . There has n't bee 12204304: d his life was , he retained a for Eugenia and a sense of fa 12206373: the handsome Italian with his of liquor and of women . In t 12206663: an sculptor Alfredo Pina . ‘ ’ , she wrote in July 1915 12206692: way of calling men onwards … … has nothing to do with se 12206749: at artists whose works are all , though they may never indic 12207552: striking and original book of and infidelity . Modigliani m 12209277: ishwoman ’ , but by 1916 the affair was effectively over . 12213268: kiss the mouth of the woman I . ’ Lipchitz felt sure this 12215028: but although she was deeply in , Modigliani 's emotions neve 12218879: usly appealing . They shared a of music ; Jeanne played the 12219266: erted people , conducted their affair in secret . Surprising 12219307: r three months Jeanne kept her for Modigliani a secret from 12220109: ski was enthusiastic about the affair . With a loyal and lov 12222925: hint that , although deeply in , she could grow exasperated 12226939: r described as a series of ‘ letters ’ . In some of the 12228733: , the joy with which you make to a woman . Before I paint , 12229032: e to place . She was deeply in with him . That he loved ‘ 12249701: valuable . ( Compare ideals of of which this is true with th 12267723: of becoming a priest , but his of music had led him instead 12281540: lete confidence in your filial , and know that you have take 12282524: ng his knowledge of his son 's for Aloysia Weber , who had g 12290369: struction work . Was William a child , kept in the backgroun 12293996: e of Sioux Indians . His first was the theatre and , as a yo 12298621: tely downhill . After a torrid affair , he lived in abject p 12301852: s a local landowner who had no for Darrel at all . There had 12307256: nd all men kill the thing they By all let this be heard Some 12307730: stated the soldier 's undying for his wife but also made it 12308122: viewpoint of the young man in , and a spontaneous killing b 12322795: side with her , professing his . Things were going well unti 12322850: ing his alliance with his lady , that George set out to rid 12363518: be Aphrodite , the goddess of , rising from the sea … Qui 12376648: at moment on was work . It was at first sight for me and Dan 12394889: ncentrating on , who needed my and attention more . Eventual 12398155: has become vacant and we would to hear from anyone who may b 12417772: t two volumes , The Search for 1856 – 1898 and The Pursuit 12440009: overeign , Napoleon III was in with Eugénie . As he said to 12440651: e la Comtesse , I have been in with Mademoiselle your daught 12441870: gh the Emperor had married for it was expected that the unio 12460079: used the Emperor of ‘ making to her ’ . He was certainly 12480333: p pupils to develop a personal of reading which will continu 12504045: . The critics are thus half in with the concept — in conde 12509819: nationality with pleasure and can always celebrate its rebi 12510002: gious conversion or falling in , the nationalist finds a new 12510962: t seems rather like falling in — obsessive , emotional , v 12511006: stability to the fickleness of is the material framework of 12577585: nians were treated with little by the Lebanese . Since most 12581373: haracteristics were a declared of Lebanon , a publicly expre 12587504: y as ‘ an envoy of brotherly and peace ’ , brusquely jum 12632584: have to be imported . We would to see companies producing in 12642936: , and science-fiction writers to populate the Universe with 12649288: that the process of falling in was being studied at the Univ 12653625: of his daughter in the act of , her white knees parted , a 12656338: ing and whispering of women 's , its joys and disappointment 12666778: te without a man . Women could other women , and themselves 12672395: as well as fall in and out of , marry and have children , p 12676057: e of good fortune resolves the stories in Shirley and North 12676620: oughout the UK — ‘ He does acronyms , does n't he , ’ 12680522: . Lawrence — was it Women in or Lady Chatterley ? — come 12681852: st — ‘ ‘ No trouble , my , I 'm going there myself . 12684715: he door . Robyn said she would some . ‘ Have a seat . ’ 12700020: ybody 's . Trouble is , people to sneer at British products 12701287: plenty of examples of his deep of women , not merely for the 12701324: r met . He invariably falls in with his leading ladies . Yet 12703898: her off when she met , fell in with and married a handsome R 12707578: e Kelly , with whom he fell in from afar before she ran off 12712681: p 's subtleties . Too Soon for was , like Cry Baby Killer , 12717646: of Buddhism , nonviolence and for all creatures . He was a 12723441: er . Jack , they said , was in again . As their relationship 12724350: her ‘ Would you like to make to me ? ’ She smiled sweetl 12724366: nd replied . ‘ Yes . I would to … ’ He discovered she 12726224: the story , it is one of free and excessive drugs and of Am 12726846: spotted the place and fell in with it . When they returned 12730026: o epitomize the institution of not war . Mick Jagger put on 12737263: ar in Five Easy Pieces fell in with him , but they never man 12737305: where he personally falls in with his co-star . ‘ I was 12737765: ey would have fallen deeply in , said Anspach . But they wer 12737994: with her for three years , in . After she left I could n't 12741040: er were convinced they were in , but between engagement and 12793125: lict of mixed emotions … the , anger , frustration and gui 12807565: eart of the complex mixture of and pain which then as now un 12808653: nniless . ’ Lack of trust or framed his view of the world 12809831: en ill for a long time … . I to watch the things grow . Ju 12813131: aps I had a special bit of her , for she corrected me with t 12814200: , and together ‘ we used to to listen to stories about th 12815424: sea experiences . I used to to sit and hear her talk . 12822230: not him , he never gave us any . ’ He was ‘ a very very 12828191: gran ? ’ She said , ‘ No . casts out fear . ’ She was 12828207: very , very fond of him . ‘ casts out fear ’ , she said 12828801: from this : a special sense of , even devotion , in the gran 12828847: nner 's son — ‘ she were a … We 've grown up as if she 12831279: nd confide ; still open to new from the young . To Clare , A 12831690: ay be of interest to those who Cumbria and cherish the old b 12832377: often beautifully carved as a token , onto which the prepar 12839083: gn , but her natural ability , of flowers and colour enabled 12842672: n lovingly carved and given as tokens or dowry gifts . They 12852017: Together we have the power of . ’ She stares at me uncomp 12857683: ly to her smile and she sang a song about a bird . Shakily , 12857705: N CARIÑO DE KUKULI ’ ( with from Kukuli ) . Kukuli was Qu 12862846: runk , sit down and listen . I it , though some people just 12871130: are similar pursuits . If your was true and you lose it , wh 13017854: ic property , and many of them to have their picture taken . 13025278: to improve , too . ‘ I would to shoot from a blimp — a l 13035151: e of Comedy Calcutta , City of contents NEWS NICK COLE Nick 13035475: future . CALCUTTA — CITY OF Calcutta must be the worst pl 13038389: and recreation , a land of our and pain . Call out to this l 13041276: ome photos instead . I fell in with the camera immediately . 13046991: . Rena Pearl CALCUTTA CITY OF Calcutta has to be about the 13050996: hy , hope , tender care , even could have anything to do wit 13051573: of him , run to him as to his for her : a love which had ne 13051578: him as to his love for her : a which had never existed and c 13051752: ain motive had been simply her for Jack , her desire to beli 13051785: mental that he must be happy . had stopped her mouth . But h 13051793: ad stopped her mouth . But had been right ? She had believed 13051853: ng , when he had said that his for her remained as it had ev 13054679: de ? There are people here who Pat and who will be deeply hu 13058353: a , noble lady , queen , oh my — ’ ‘ Yes , ’ said Fr 13059760: s children . He wanted them to him . Yet already they were u 13062794: ‘ How humble you are . You him . ’ ‘ Yes . ’ ‘ W 13063414: , that her strange feeling of for Patrick had waned and fin 13063459: thing else , someone else , to , a private place for wounded 13063466: , a private place for wounded to go to . But that had been 13064188: if she were not to die of her she had to poison it ; and ev 13064896: ? Does she like us ? Does she her father ? Franca could not 13068725: ife , more being , a circle of , a mystery , a stretching ou 13068760: deep , and depend on faith and . ’ ‘ It sounds rather li 13068861: ty , your goodness , your pure has enabled this possibility 13069004: ’ ‘ Yes . You know that I you and am nothing without yo 13069525: k , do n't worry — ’ ‘ I you — ’ ‘ Yes , good , 13069923: an appeal for forgiveness and . Then , as Franca stared at 13070894: discovery , of how total pure can be , in all its atoms , c 13071917: iated the quality of Franca 's for her husband , could , mor 13072606: u like , thanks . ’ ‘ I 'd that . Have you actually boug 13072770: ? ’ ‘ No . ’ ‘ Did you her ? ’ ‘ I never knew he 13073005: n't like them . ’ ‘ Do you your father ? ’ ‘ Yes , b 13080266: it , turning it all into pure . She had imprisoned her ange 13081844: t Pat , perhaps she 's even in with him ! Suzanne said , now 13084186: be here too . Ludens , I 'm in , I 'm desperate with love , 13084192: in love , I 'm desperate with , I 'm sunk in it , I 'm ruth 13084853: d it . He murmured , ‘ Oh my , be kind to me . ’ Franca 13087742: ‘ I 'm glad you say that . I you . I think I love you as m 13087748: that . I love you . I think I you as much as I love him . 13087754: think I love you as much as I him . ’ ‘ Then that makes 13088178: ’ ‘ That 's nonsense . You Jack , you love him very much 13088182: nonsense . You love Jack , you him very much indeed . If you 13088535: king , I know . And this great makes you both ruthless . Thi 13089452: ‘ No saris then . ’ ‘ I your hair . What wonderful st 13089636: In vino veritas . Franca , I you . Let's forget about men 13090015: and be kind to each other and each other . I 'm a risen man 13091082: silly , I do n't hate you , I you . ’ The ‘ packing up 13092895: to in Warsaw . The words ‘ I you ’ just uttered by Luden 13093824: me say something important . I you . ’ ‘ What ? ’ ‘ 13093834: you . ’ ‘ What ? ’ ‘ I you , I love you . I 'm in lo 13093838: What ? ’ ‘ I love you , I you . I 'm in love with you . 13093844: ove you , I love you . I 'm in with you . ’ The third clea 13093961: little uneasily . ‘ Well , I you . There it is . But pleas 13094770: happy , and I spoke to her of . He stepped out onto the lan 13171884: Priapus and The Grecian Way of . It was ten in the morning , 13174366: apt and bizarre declaration of , in 1356 , for the embalmed 13175127: ts , acts , atoms and wounds , , indifference and dislike ; 13176490: Robert Graves : She tells her while half asleep , In the da 13176859: Embla , was the work , not of but of narcissism , the poet 13194826: ? Desire is a dowsed fire True a lie To a dusty shelf we asp 13196235: -coloured Ramparts at your ear you for yourself alone And no 13200892: my vanished glass key , and I you dearly already . Though w 13201972: ven in the cradle , saying ‘ me , Rock me , and find your 13207042: We restocked — ’ ‘ I 'd to see the winter garden . I 13208495: ut end . Friends may betray us may Decay Dolly 's Discretion 13208539: shreds and relics Of our lost Which her small fingers Never 13209647: come across it . ‘ Was it a letter , then ? ’ Lady Bail 13211697: ou 'd found — Jane Austen 's letters ? ‘ You know , if y 13212328: al heritage . ’ ‘ They 're letters . ’ ‘ It seems so 13213486: ero wonders whether he may not ‘ words better than their a 13213505: : 167 ) . Competition between of words and of the world the 13216256: as been shattered , we can not or think except in fragments 13223559: nfirm the proposition that ‘ — power = sadism + masochis 13228768: y Amherst who records a stormy affair with one of Barth 's s 13228843: tantly blurring together . The affair parodies that stock fi 13228883: ith multiple notions of plot : intrigue ; a character trying 13251913: ri tells a story of adolescent and adult corruption in a man 13257623: when , under the influence of , he repents of his misdeeds 13261999: alleries . He had a particular for the work of Dürer and Br 13269357: nt Savery . Rudolf had a great for the Alps and sent Savery 13273747: ed female racing driver with a of Bugatti motorcars . The ne 13302654: . Vulgar speculation about his life usually enraged Richard 13304150: ‘ Do you ? I wish I did . I him , but he 's so difficult 13305538: , I wo n't let you do that . I you , Harley , I 'll always l 13305546: ve you , Harley , I 'll always you , and you 'll always love 13305553: love you , and you 'll always me , and that 's settled , we 13307251: h Prince Richard more than the of her children , and had any 13307957: 'm in conference , there 's a . ’ He handed the prints ba 13309235: I could n't change my mind . I Tory . ’ ‘ I can see that 13310012: nt as the two children fell in . At first they stood like st 13311084: n't I , Marie ? ’ ‘ Yes , , of course you are . ’ She 13312778: You will grow to know her and her as I do , ’ their fathe 13319557: ‘ You do n't eat enough , me , you got to put more flesh o 13321566: xtreme distress . ‘ Now , me , what the matter with you ? 13322646: This will ease the pain , my , ’ she promised . ‘ Drin 13328666: n't want that . She was n't in with Ryan , but he was cute a 13333114: p . ’ ‘ Oh , we 're not in or anything . ’ She shifted 13334150: you liked them but you did n't them or anything but you were 13334620: the time and she did n't even him . She advanced this theor 13336193: er ; but Richard was always in with someone and his passions 13390828: rning , and he knows she 's in with the English lad ! ’ 13392243: her says and have your English . Later . He 's not the man t 13395512: lass ; Lachlan 's rediscovered of fighting . Then , towards 13397114: s frown . ‘ But you are , my , you are ! ’ They laughed 13397977: achuinn Odhar . ‘ I know you Hector , my lord , but I have 13399521: maybe ; all she had . And her would impress them … But tw 13408097: ‘ No ! David Beaton , as you God , say it 's not true ! He 13414286: e might , memories of her true faded before the fascination 13428331: hat he meant , and in pity and allowed Hector privacy for hi 13431976: r , deserved respect . Or even , maybe . At the last , Mario 13436961: ifetime in the profession they . They have friends in their 13443654: gia for the past but a binding for the environment , produci 13445378: and true craftsmen , made with , a true brotherhood ; an exp 13468601: eveh and duty , or going where and Right beckon us ? As we w 13492042: er . In a remarkable labour of Charles Bohi categorized all 13499937: ther building the Victorians ' of spectacle and sentiment an 13516398: idge , just kissing and making right there , for at least fo 13519226: . He learnt that he could make and come both in haste and wi 13519269: timing . He learnt how to make in complete silence or to tal 13519338: hing he knew about how to make without getting hurt or hurti 13519598: at it would be like to be made to by two men at once , but r 13519749: went home with a man who made to him very violently on the 13519831: ver to assume that people made in the same way as they talke 13521556: ime , he asked the man to make to him right there in the car 13524836: she sobbed , Oh but Daddy I do him , I do love him , he stil 13524841: but Daddy I do love him , I do him , he still tried to reaso 13524920: e man they all expected her to , but with the one she really 13526070: American city ) was signed ‘ from all the Family ’ , ben 13526653: rinted across it : You made me you . The photograph that Boy 13527549: together , the couples making in the park and up against wa 13530217: , the one that we all know and , and so … would you please 13532167: to him some great and unhappy , and then surmised that he h 13532471: ice . O 's whole way of making was strange ; he worked on yo 13535178: LEFT HOME NOW . 3 ) Never make badly . 4 ) Remember who you 13535675: ard after dinner and they made on a tombstone . At seventeen 13536181: mple , conventional plot about and marriage running through 13536302: n , in the end , goes mad with for her . The fourth book had 13537088: ad curtains , red velvet plush seats , champagne buckets and 13540900: just imagine how that felt . I it when they put their hand r 13541675: ews and of course the children it . That Kevin is certainly 13541729: er . Everyone here sends their as ever , and asks about you 13541910: ay I wish you well and send my to you as ever , ‘ Father 13542276: . Since so many of us had made to either O or to Boy we felt 13542300: t how they behaved when making , and so when we saw them rea 13542772: e smiled sweetly and said , In . What he actually wanted to 13542787: ay was , I 'm struck dumb with . ( He smiled , and thought , 13542851: he said was , very slowly , In . In Love with Another Man . 13542854: s , very slowly , In Love . In with Another Man . They spent 13543040: Bar at that time , when I made , or masturbated by myself , 13545147: ll of those who are unhappy in , all of those who are puttin 13545813: y life I wanted to live out my for a man like they did . I s 13545869: it , because of course I would to do that . But that 's easy 13563326: ers of staff happen to fall in and decide to marry , it woul 13588144: pe been so close . Learning to luxury : the Romans and Greek 13588741: nor was there in the city any of what was charming and eleg 13593128: The Portland Vase : scenes of ( left ) and loss ( right ) , 13593221: each other and concerned with and loss . Much scholarly deb 13605892: the AKC . Thus began the great affair between the Rottweiler 13610305: erman breed . The Dutch people working dogs . Although their 13616372: r experience that Trinidadians their dogs and a good specime 13621268: dog will pretend not to enjoy , even when you can tell he d 13622685: ogs . I do not mean you should them any less , but disciplin 13623076: rt from receiving the care and of his owner , receives exerc 13624892: ife , hands will give praise , and food . Eight to Twelve We 13631609: AC , Ron Pickering showed his of and feel for grass roots a 13648822: ! I really like doing this — it in fact . The travel parti 13762160: it is to be alone and without . I order a second beer . We 13763394: Theatre tour of London If you the theatre , here 's a tour 13772153: rous . ‘ I 'm sorry I do n't you , ’ my friend said . 13773185: cheated and spared me , like a affair where there has been n 13776954: a plumber these days , not for nor money . ’ ‘ You simpl 13791088: bout . They 'll not return for nor money , because of the ba 13806519: nd scrolled message ‘ God is ’ . I stood one night outsi 13814628: g men before and since fell in with the place . Know ye her 13827256: om Jeremy Thorpe : ‘ Greater hath no man than this , that 13852562: sed to others ( the demand for or attention disguised as a n 13857090: must have wanted — all those affairs were about homosexual 13858087: e profound story of distressed in the history of the cinema 13860142: ouble-edged nature of romantic — simultaneously wanting it 13862233: nform , shape and intensify my of Brief Encounter and the te 13865881: audience the left would dearly to talk to ) , surely here wa 13893812: d understand medical science , of logic and new words , cont 13894227: mroth Wright , who had a great for such verbal inventions . 13934483: cted with self-love , learn to each other ? This is where we 13936253: apostle taught that Christian ‘ never fails ’ , and as 13936510: hole realm of the Gospel . The , forgiveness , presence , po 13936733: d with honesty , affection and . The obsession with sex in o 13936801: ndment in the Old Testament to God and others too . True int 13937069: ve , suggesting a short cut to and closeness , instead of be 13937210: erent and free in the bonds of . Intimacy is a living experi 13937397: have been brought about by the of God . Being in love with G 13937403: by the love of God . Being in with God helps us immensely t 13937412: od helps us immensely to be in with our partner . Intimacy b 13937448: presses the intimacy of God 's for us : O Lord you have sear 13937559: ge can cut both ways . Without it would be a terrifying expe 13937627: raight in with the fervency of : ‘ Let him kiss me with th 13937877: God promises : I will show my to the one I called ‘ Not m 13937966: ge of the Song of Songs as the of Christ for his bride , the 13938004: ality and validity from God 's given to us . Marriage as the 13938692: in life and marriage : ‘ We God because he first loved us 13938705: . ’ Only by experiencing the of God can we both walk in hi 13939001: needs to build communities of and peace . And yet the famil 13939166: to discover for themselves the of God in Jesus Christ . In e 13939243: our children . The collapse of , and the growth of irrespons 13940316: , ‘ consider one another in ’ , and so on . Without thi 13940877: about . This bond of Christian between Augustine and his mot 13941135: gives new prospects , when the of God flows through it all . 13941555: because God has poured out his into our hearts by the Holy S 13941590: d character , faith and hope , and forbearance with one anot 13941971: death was inflicted ; showing in the face of hatred . The c 13942006: it . Evil was destroyed by the , submission and death of Jes 13942067: ope with evil and the abuse of . For this reason , our happi 13942115: such a common faith , hope and in God . Suffering will not t 13942316: d . Know God and you will also God . You must avoid both kin 13942331: nce , because without fear and , salvation is not possible . 13944111: w self-esteem , the absence of in one 's heart , the loss of 13944203: over all these virtues put on , which binds them all togeth 13944300: en clothed the Prodigal in his . ’ That for Paul has been 13945035: them with gratitude for God 's and mercy . Our faith turns a 13945172: of our lives , we can act and , trust and desire , in ever- 13945459: y with God in faith , hope and . It is as if we are at home 13945697: rings them the warmth of human , while at the same time rais 13945713: d beyond their problems to the and healing of God . This new 13946173: r God . That is why awe of the and holiness of God must come 13946580: , Philothea , presupposes the of God , and thus it is simpl 13946591: and thus it is simply the true of God . We allow ourselves t 13946606: ne in to the personal life and of God , not to an abstract p 13946933: hem move At the impulse of thy ; Take my feet and let them b 13948826: rd our God , the Lord is one . the Lord your God with all yo 13949034: re coming back to earth . Like , listening to God has its ow 13949322: rts , but as we rest in God 's , seek God 's will , and iden 13949901: s that it relies deeply on the of God , and is therefore clo 13951992: he law , but because of God 's and grace . This is why Jesus 13954037: rty liberated their spirits to each other and to enjoy all t 13954119: a heart is only as big as the it holds : In the great heart 13954831: responsibility and a deepening for God and for others . Mour 13954860: mily , and our need for God 's . Our mourning can only be ta 13955997: otionally — that is , out of for God . We may also be insp 13956181: enderly you fill my heart with ! What should we do with our 13956377: him , instead of allowing his to enter our hearts so that w 13956387: our hearts so that we begin to him with his gift of love to 13956393: n to love him with his gift of to us . We begin to ask him f 13956406: gin to ask him for more of his to love him more . When this 13956408: sk him for more of his love to him more . When this happens 13956675: . Every new insight of God 's for us is another motive to l 13956682: ve for us is another motive to others too . Personal spiritu 13956732: d us benefit from our being in with God . Today we know what 13956858: , according to your unfailing ; according to your great com 13956945: erness towards me ? And is his so imperishable that , when o 13957454: se of being accepted by God 's , they can live transparently 13957940: , slow to anger , abounding in and faithfulness . ’ These 13958688: nd came from a home where much was shown , but alone in the 13958778: a peacemaker ? How is it that and hate live so close togeth 13958950: r for relationships , lust for and magic for the true love o 13958956: or love and magic for the true of God , we will always have 13959461: of her unhappy childhood , the of God has brought her healin 13960216: y never replaced his mother 's . He was never able to relate 13960598: f — not just for a mother 's or for some other intense chi 13962249: preme expression of goodness , and personhood , human beings 13962324: ope in God , to respond to his and to rest in God alone as t 13962766: In the New Testament , God 's is poured ‘ into our hearts 13963546: h of roses from the person you most . In the same way , ther 13964235: city to absorb it all . God 's is able to sustain human happ 13964378: seen in the hearts of all who and obey God now . Accepting 13964696: e Hebrews tells us what God 's for us means : My son , do no 13964926: ing education of our Father 's . The uncomfortable truth is 13965487: ive with a double command : to God , and to love other peopl 13965492: command : to love God , and to other people too . The joy th 13965509: e joy of sharing and receiving in the mercy of God . This jo 13966577: insist once more : ‘ For the of God , let me in , just for 13966655: negative with the transcendent of Christ , enabling us to sa 13966779: thing can separate us from the of Christ , whatever it may b 13967145: rsons , where faith , hope and all play a part . Prayer beco 13967171: we depend on him in trust and . This is because prayer is s 13967579: the light of his presence and , then we become literally 13967810: ot pale With day 's decrease . that never can fail Till life 13967859: not given to those who do not you ( O God ) , but only to t 13967871: God ) , but only to those who you for your own sake . You , 13968128: ld we do about this ? Power or ? We first need to recognize 13968147: e in life is between power and . Either we choose power or w 13968156: r we choose power or we choose as our first priority in livi 13968405: gan to see that friendship and , shown to our marriage partn 13968494: wer at every opportunity or to others and to trust in God . 13968538: come truly unpossessive in our for God and each other . To l 13968546: ve for God and each other . To in this way implies the total 13969313: ches the stage when it becomes . Then the Holy Spirit , the 13969333: is presence felt by the way of and gives life to all . But h 13970196: ruit of the Spirit that is ‘ , joy and peace ’ . God 's 13970483: nd praise , and growing in our for God . Meditating on God ' 13971023: what rate and price I have thy ; With all the circumstances 13971665: ur Lord Jesus Christ , and the of God and the fellowship of 13972029: runs over ’ . Growing in our for God As we saw earlier in 13972072: d existence . We are called to the Lord our God with all our 13972103: ess the fullness with which we him . Miguel de Unamuno , the 13972143: believe in God and yet neither nor fear him , do not in fact 13972535: iving righteously . No one can God or delight in God without 13972562: praise , contemplation and the of God is interlocked with ou 13972626: , mercy , joy , thankfulness , — all communicate the pulse 13972708: Spirit , that we may perfectly thee and worthily magnify thy 13982660: lia , with the inscription ‘ , not disease . ’ There is 13994988: for their ten-pint capacity or for fine wine , are receiving 14021360: arer THE CHEMISTRY OF SEX : Is all in the hormones ? BRITAIN 14021382: E BE FAITHFUL ? He promises to only you . Can you trust him 14024721: hree years before they fell in . ‘ It was an extremely pop 14025607: days planned out . ‘ We both diaries , so we get them out 14029287: ould do about it . Since I did my father and regretted that 14029313: him , to give back some of the he had given me , was in many 14029888: almost instinctive mixture of and duty . ‘ I had no choic 14030601: say , ‘ Yes , you are but I you anyway , ' ’ In truth t 14030768: or night , and best of all , I him again . ‘ I lost the fe 14030778: in . ‘ I lost the feeling of for a while . I was too tired 14030913: e instinct takes over and only seems important , and one mov 14032182: u as a substitute for her lost . She obviously knows you are 14032361: 'm concerned , is Mr Right . I him dearly and he tells me he 14032583: parents . Since we had to make where we could , it was alway 14032704: ing up home together . I still David , I miss him and want o 14034362: does Nick always want to make in the morning , which is exa 14036660: g in the autumn . THE POWER OF We Think The World of You is 14036745: exual whose obsessive selfless is only reciprocated by a dum 14047385: CRAC/Hobsons , £7.95 ) . SHE TEST WILL YOUR MATE BE FAITHF 14047437: our marriages to last and our for each other to grow . We h 14050703: , Wiltshire . SHE OFFER Well , a duck , here 's a bargain : 14052100: a mother concerned and full of for her children . The most b 14056604: could contain blackmail , be a letter or anything . We go ro 14057432: published last spring , was on , while Storia Three is based 14062118: ground . The first time I made it was with the ground . I ma 14067727: cooking herself . ‘ The kids having me here , they wish I 14071658: ; experts on and off the piste Jackson Hole , Wyoming ; Utah 14075291: June Barraclough 's A Time to ( Methuen , £12.95 ) spans b 14075545: HE SHORT STORY Another form of She 'd promised the girl a li 14077545: t ? It 's only another form of . ’ When he was ready to go 14077640: d . ‘ From her to you , with . With contemptuous affection 14080828: o reassure someone that you 'd them even if they did n't hav 14081734: then , we have gone on making at the club during the day wh 14082549: How long do you usually like play to last ? ’ The answer 14082652: before she starts looking for play elsewhere . Q Recently , 14082879: een sexually excited , his ‘ juices ’ tend to create a s 14082944: ging in some very enthusiastic play with my husband last wee 14083710: ANCAIS If you have been making horizontally in bed for years 14085002: d himself to notice . Or maybe really is blind . During the 14085082: ust knew it was sight at first . Sine then , whatever the fr 14085308: and off more times than their affairs … and millions thri 14100901: you ? They 're the ones who 'd to dish the dirt . You 're ne 14123340: N and P. Not really Brad , we you and your attitude . N. Wh 14131199: lubs , both indulging a common of dancing and music . The bl 14132689: ck , although some were simply songs . This was not the rich 14182149: a man during the progress of a affair . The Extended Phenoty 14183178: The first requirement must be of and pride in one 's countr 14220053: outsider ’ syndrome . His of Oscar Wilde and James Dean 14220621: Shelley . Shelley sold tender songs to an audience bent on 14222661: Trevor Horn 's ‘ Lexicon of ’ , and Morrissey found a p 14226953: ecord . It was also the finest song since Joy Division 's 14226960: song since Joy Division 's ‘ Will Tear Us Apart ’ . With 14227004: horic condition of a new found affair , holds all the ecstas 14228690: hs art . It was another tender song . It was all of these th 14231434: At Nothing ’ , ‘ Long Live ’ , ‘ Message Understood 14234154: eone says that the records you are just plastic junk and the 14235710: sey ‘ A joint concert ? I 'd to do it . ’ Mac ‘ It mig 14239244: . HATFUL OF HOLLOW ‘ I would to go back to the old house 14247070: matured and , although I still the early stuff , everything 14251949: ople profess to have fallen in with him and previous to the 14254310: rissey . The voice of a man in with a massive and , it would 14262914: own them all a long time and I 'em … The major reason for 14267311: e situation is now . I used to the letters page but now it g 14267485: f the Horse . Keep it up . ONE , MAXINE JANETT DEAR SPARE RI 14277892: estigating the myths of mother and the image of the ‘ perf 14278160: d the concept of unconditional . We built our scenario on th 14278311: ng themes were , unconditional and being able to look beyond 14278354: he show is that mothers do n't unconditionally — their lov 14278358: love unconditionally — their is subject to human condition 14278404: ld be able to say ‘ I do n't you at this time ’ instead 14278424: am your mother , therefore , I you ’ which we are all prog 14279560: re the sighs of the maidens in , the tenderness of wedlock , 14279594: yday life , ’ she says . ‘ songs prevail ’ . Five year 14281446: ning Goddess of creativity and ) was formed by Tselane Tambo 14282122: in attempt to make her husband her . Anyone who has read abo 14282152: charted in her book Women Who Too Much will recognise this 14282277: tackles the issue of obsessive so uncompromisingly , and ref 14283766: s on the way . This novel is a story . Close friends since s 14284084: ing more than what it is — a story . A book to take to bed 14309120: s — with the word , ‘ I do a drop of Dell ! ’ referrin 14355761: dependence . With his inherent of life , he started meeting 14399111: n , so I 'll take the old lost yarn , thanks . I 'm pleased 14410592: stalking season I would dearly to ruin the day for the fat b 14413072: fact you won . I fell madly in with this area of Scotland th 14455746: the situation clearly : Thomas Peacock , who described the s 14469353: y Ruskin as ‘ fancifulness , of variety , love of richness 14469357: ncifulness , love of variety , of richness ’ . Although Ha 14472746: arked a return to his original , poetry . As time went by th 14473841: to contain some of the finest poetry in the English languag 14510885: and learned man with a genuine of his country and its histor 14513636: e exploring Scotland ; and our of game fishing has provided 14514179: lot to do with stimulating my of islands . We sailed from E 14522048: lived there . My great fishing , until then , had been Lady 14525258: lution of 1688 . Mackay had no for the Jacobite cause and in 14537305: family . I could never fall in with fibatube . It would n't 14539064: you daft idiot . ’ Joicey 's of the ‘ water of life ’ 14551009: erpolly . Instantly we fell in with the area and have been r 14577300: There 's one man I 'd dearly to be in that stand — my da 14643881: dead ; himself disappointed in . Those who knew him best saw 14644859: ven slight acquaintances , and from his closer colleagues . 14652025: when they were young and in ’ , as John put it later . 14655303: n he spoke of having fallen in with a ‘ straight ’ boy a 14655318: at school , to try to save his for someone who could return 14660726: ssible ) . All my very deepest to you , John PS After readin 14662499: arches among them for his true . With such charm and grace d 14663349: ight was danced to de Falla 's , the Magician ; the setting 14665108: , if you want to know I 'm in with Hanns and I 'm missing h 14665719: et Herbert Cranko they fell in . John wrote to Hanns ( who w 14666158: — Infancy — Awakening — — Hate — Inhibitions — 14671109: intment . Sex was no problem ; was . There were always plent 14672082: t ? ’ — as when he fell in with two leather suitcases he 14680644: festival ) that she ‘ would it so . So much to see it 's 14683935: re travelling ? When we 're in ? When we 're waiting to be p 14684985: ngest-lasting ) preferences in , music , pleasure were forme 14687703: and-lime soaking up Sugar Baby by the Rubettes . But the app 14691195: Problems ? Personal problems ? problems ? TELL CONSUELA … 14694460: es about ageing in the sun ? I it ! OBVERSE : Snapshot of th 14696513: ey had to have it . ‘ It was at first sight ’ , confesse 14702133: ppiness begins to cloy , where , tidiness , rent , rates , c 14704873: e grown-up sauce that children ! O.K SAUCE the sauce that ta 14705906: ack in his seat ‘ I mean , I my wife , but there has to be 14706234: auxhall Nova , his first great , the woman who 'd taught him 14707112: cide whether or not we 'd make when we met . I do n't think 14707160: ter he admitted that he was in with another woman , I lay on 14707207: said he must go to her . Poor , he said , she was so upset 14710416: sts . Wife is launched on True ( gelding ) next to two-year- 14714362: rds the ham-hung rafters about . Dirk deals the cards . Wet 14714674: ul where I live , and the kids it . PHIL : And this has made 14747549: erished , had known warmth and . Now they were lonely and lo 14750254: r 's stratagems . ‘ I should to see them sometime , ’ sa 14784625: w Testaments and be the age of , joy , and freedom . His fer 14787725: fying proportions . With their of large numbers , they assig 14793889: but crafty ruler with a great of order and precision ’ . 14796075: is day is goon ; Now , for the of god and of Seint John , Le 14797883: hare with our readers we would to hear from you . We will pu 14799742: ank Devizes , Wiltshire P.S. I your magazine . Dear Kate , I 14868721: playthings of ethicists , who to pontificate , because that 14975029: you are because I will always you . I can not change this a 14976580: Heather is well too . I do not her Elsie . Perhaps yes I did 14976588: her Elsie . Perhaps yes I did her once but not any more . O 14976804: ne dearest Elsie . With all my , Donald My dear Donald , It 14977812: ese bad aspects to life here I this place , Donald . I thoug 14978400: of you often and I will always you . I will . Elsie chapter 15023211: y . Their thoughts on life and and literature were published 15023397: I 'm a very passionate man . I and I hate . And when love tu 15023404: . I love and I hate . And when turns to hate , for me , you 15023481: on . Not to do the same . When dies , it dies . ’ Hang on 15029009: , more desperate than romantic . It was as if he feared the 15029840: blurring with age and helpless . Or perhaps they did n't act 15037174: … ‘ Are you going to make to that chicken ? ’ Henry j 15041505: t of worship , a public act of towards the vehicle ( I am no 15044652: o do this by getting Elinor to her too much . How she worked 15046310: d . WIMBLEDON DOCTOR IN POISON TRIANGLE , he thought to hims 15046323: self . Or possibly , DOCTOR IN PACT POISON DEATH WISH PATIEN 15047342: nto a bucket ? ‘ Surely , my , ’ said Henry lightly . Do 15055243: o n't ! ’ said Henry . ‘ I Mummy . I love Mummy very muc 15055247: d Henry . ‘ I love Mummy . I Mummy very much and she loves 15055258: h and she loves me and we both you and we all go diddledy di 15055305: voice , she said : ‘ You do Mummy , do n't you ? ’ 87 15055749: she said . ‘ Of course , my , ’ he said . Maisie was th 15056600: squeezing ? ’ ‘ Because I you , ’ said Henry . ‘ Go 15060389: the floor with her she poured , support , tenderness and qu 15066152: ted money , they had fallen in with someone else or lost the 15066392: singer and interior designer ! yourself ! Does n't Irma Caut 15110878: he wind turning around . ‘ I it here . Look at those down- 15118877: of death that made me think of . Or perhaps it was the combi 15118920: een plotting all along to make on the beach beneath a palm t 15118967: ine that the tradition of free had never died . According to 15119436: r what the hula , the dance of , was to land . The modern ob 15120817: e here little girl ’ Fell in with an Italian , a punk Mafi 15120986: self-critical . He says ‘ I you more than anything in the 15122187: out there . ’ It was courtly , ennobling and uplifting : i 15124446: cked at 8.30 . ‘ Yeah , they it here when it rains ’ , C 15135033: coupled it to revolution , to , to Napoleon , to centuries 15136063: photos , no Foo . There was no lost between Ken Bradshaw and 15153434: ll that godliness , honour and could make of a knight was co 15155782: ught his mother that she would her even as she loved him him 15155925: loud voice to help him for the of God ; and when Rodrigo hea 15156287: od and so great honour for the of God ; and because thou did 15156784: th against the Cid , having no towards him because of the oa 15157155: the Cid thanked them for their , and said that there might c 15177290: ts and ladies , of adventure , and the wanderings of brave m 15177428: unofficially and there was no lost between them . Richard w 15178973: whose founder taught brotherly and forbearance , was quite i 15179025: ropensity for colonization and of Empire . Despite their nat 15198996: ht be numbered health , food , , marriage , and , I suggest 15205205: to be remembered that children an exercise in which they can 15212059: o be understood . Whether they it or hate it , they ought to 15234383: e I said now ? All you need it . It 's the oldest lyrical th 15234458: mind persists . ‘ Falling in , falling out of love , being 15234463: lling in love , falling out of , being jealous , hating some 15234494: appen to anybody is to fall in , and the worst is to fall ou 15234504: nd the worst is to fall out of . You can be the Prime Minist 15234739: ct . Everyone grieves for lost , but for an acutely sensitiv 15234868: Death was final but a severed affair had the added conspira 15235554: be about Gedge losing Rigby 's to Duane . Gedge writes : ‘ 15235631: rds , they were : ‘ Madly in with each other . ’ She is 15235802: continually reaffirm his deep for her . He channelled a gre 15235866: been released . I was still in with him in a way and he was 15235877: a way and he was certainly in with me . It went on for a lo 15235899: do n't know if he 's still in with me , ’ she says . Debb 15236069: thing to write about . I think and splitting up is more impo 15236854: relationships . On ‘ Give My To Kevin ’ , he typifies th 15237015: stupidity of clinging to lost and its souring effect on a f 15239864: people inspired solely by the of writing and music , and wi 15246014: he ultimate statement , ‘ We you all . ’ Sarah went on t 15252720: point with Best was Solowka 's of soccer and the Mancunian r 15253541: feelings , real people , real . The album sold 18,000 copie 15255569: ne . I even flirt on stage . I it . Maybe being abroad for t 15255757: d at saying these things about , and doing it in a kind of w 15260488: Wedding Present songs . A lost or family tragedy had the sam 15262215: coustic version of ‘ Give My To Kevin ’ to a compilation 15262666: 's Festive 50 by The House Of 's Destroy The Heart ’ . Th 15265038: are of it . ’ Marshall would to see the group enjoying Top 15266303: es , The Fall and The House of . The Undertones were due to 15266622: mping back-beat , it told of a affair between ‘ Harry and 15266655: President Kennedy 's supposed affairs , but it embraced the 15266734: aining the grunt ‘ Lost your of life ? Too much apple pie 15269116: his lyrics , it is obvious his life has been in turmoil . He 15270735: It has taken so long , so much and effort to create . I do n 15277812: ’ . It was a song I grew to . Though I was exhausted and 15295475: ise our emotions . Joan showed and courage . We knew that if 15311722: leau with the words ‘ God is ’ written in pink carnation 15322529: mind . ‘ Your tea 's ready , , ’ his mother called up th 15324072: aint . ‘ Have a cup of tea , , ’ Mrs Bean said comfortab 15326476: , because no one was going to her for her feminine self . S 15328829: ‘ Leave all that to Gloria , . You 're much better plain a 15328944: . I might be late . ‘ Okay , . Be careful on those roads . 15337354: ne with your swimming things , ? ’ Hoomey thought back , a 15383805: ir boards . The audience would the thrills and spills with t 15414623: how they managed to cope with . Yes , ‘ love ’ , that w 15414628: to cope with love . Yes , ‘ ’ , that word was often in 15414656: o often revealed that ecstatic ended in tragedy . It seemed 15414667: edy . It seemed to her that if was to be great it had to be 15416430: him . I more than like him , I him . And he loves me . I kno 15433752: goings on , Aunt Nessy . I 'd … ’ ‘ Henry , you 're a 15436779: the two I think there is more on his side ; Mama is incline 15437934: ith the Christmas services . I the Christmas services , but 15440443: at their parents : there was a match , if ever there was one 15440556: n that sense . It did n't need to create ; for then the popu 15441954: he bed : ‘ He loves me and I him . ’ ‘ Jessie . I 'm a 15441990: would n't know the meaning of . ’ She was surprised when 15444926: Jessie could ever have come to this young fellow ? In a roug 15445437: e for a moment . Jessie was in with this young man , this yo 15458656: . By the way , Jessie , do you Mother ? ’ ‘ Our mother ? 15458696: k ? ’ ‘ No . No , I do n't her . I do n't even like her 15496365: desire for all to know God 's in Christ But we need to look 15498452: caring priests : to bring the of Christ to those who do not 15498787: le , with its portrayal of the of God for every individual a 15499199: th a degree of seriousness and that was unusual at that time 15502142: t our preaching of a gospel of and justice for all people ca 15502228: see the Good News of Christ 's spreading throughout the worl 15518200: atures , Edwin Mullins doing a Affair with Nature , Paintabi 15520798: concurrently with eulogies of and peace . The political and 15525012: ll Jo really needs is adequate from a properly caring mother 15528299: 's critical comments on Not a Story , a documentary film ab 15528343: nsible anti-porn content Not a Story in fact reproduced the 15531406: inment setting . Where lesbian and sexuality are addressed , 15537066: . Abjection , Melancholia and JOSEPHINE McDONAGH John Fletc 15537081: , Abjection , Melancholia and : the Work of Julia Kristeva 15537101: . ABJECTION , Melancholia and is , with three additions , t 15537284: riented studies of abjection , and melancholia . A significa 15537763: her work . Lechte 's ‘ Art , and Melancholy in the work of 15539972: dentify , with the emotions of or loss present in the works 15546461: ir parents suffer because they them , and all their family a 15546471: l their family and friends who them — ‘ Paddy looked dow 15549426: Lauder music hall song : ’ I a lassie , a bonnie Hielan' l 15549640: ago learned the working man 's of facts as opposed to theori 15552074: the years they had often made like this , in his back bedro 15552264: rom the other how to make real , how to prepare and graduall 15556392: On the banks of the roses my and I sat down … ’ ‘ Sh 15558310: they were twins . Their common was reading and their common 15564616: i , a young girl . She fall in , he fall in love . They wan 15564621: She fall in love , he fall in . They wan na — ‘ she wav 15564729: again , ‘ when they make the , Lisa , she make the blood . 15564928: ey . Then he meet you . And he you , mia piccola . ’ Noree 15564952: to cry again . ‘ But does he me still , Mamma ? ’ Mrs d' 15564984: e , his brothers , but does he Maria and me ? Would he have 15573051: t care for him . He can go and some other girl and wed her i 15575115: id , ‘ and the children will it too . ’ He sighed and lo 15576700: singing at all . ’ I know my by his way of walking And I k 15576710: s way of walking And I know my by his way of talking And I k 15576720: s way of talking And I know my dressed in jersey blue And if 15576728: essed in jersey blue And if my leaves me what will I do ? 15576767: ’ And still she cried ‘ I him the best And a tiring min 15576793: Bonny boys are few And if my leaves me what shall I do ? 15576964: d of my youth , And the home I so well . And the mountains s 15577341: r act , there was certainly no lost between them . The only 15579111: ’ he began , ‘ we all just ya , lady , but you ai n't do 15582585: . ’ I shall tell her all my , all my soul 's adoration , 15586132: l knew , however , the well of that was hidden beneath the b 15656428: of them ) bringing back a lost , changing the grade on an ex 15666205: in such ways . When we are in , we say that our hearts are 15667997: they can give you the warmth , and compassion you so badly n 15672391: ely to seek your company . 2 . Love is the most positive emo 15672392: o seek your company . 2 . Love is the most positive emotion 15672436: ho are awakened when those who them have spent time with the 15672461: music . Mere are many kinds of and each one is important . T 15672471: ne is important . There is the we feel for a husband , wife 15672483: a husband , wife or lover . We our children and our friends 15672491: children and our friends . We our pets . We love mankind . 15672496: riends . We love our pets . We mankind . Every sort of love 15672502: e love mankind . Every sort of has a value of its own and th 15672543: not give or receive too much . is healing and healing is lov 15672549: Love is healing and healing is . Although we will go on to t 15672614: And somehow it is better . Her for her child has given him c 15672716: of physical demonstrations of are far more likely to manife 15672742: to give or receive any kind of or warmth . How to make the m 15672752: rmth . How to make the most of It is easy to think that thos 15672761: is easy to think that those we are well aware of that fact . 15672785: They need to be shown that we them . Never be afraid to tou 15672795: r be afraid to touch those you most . So much can be conveye 15672824: ber also to tell them that you them . A man I know told me t 15672927: who really longed to hear it . does not involve giving fancy 15672941: ls tied up with big red bows . is giving your time to the pe 15672971: cation . Remember that , where is concerned , the more you g 15672995: a man and woman offering their to one another or mankind in 15673005: mankind in general showing its to the planet as a whole , th 15673014: o the planet as a whole , that will be repaid many times ove 15673485: fulness in other people . Like , the more joy you are able t 15675046: r woman may become involved in affairs which are happy or un 15675249: me and , however much they may their parents , they no longe 15676104: s to the above questions , you your children . However , if 15676145: t and friction . Remember that and respect has to be earned 15679661: aydream I am musical or have a of music I have a good visual 15692618: or multiple orgasms . If deep exists and that loving is com 15693942: tion . Being aware and feeling for mankind can not — and s 15695461: w and tell others how much you them . Remember to show love 15695467: u love them . Remember to show to yourself too . There can b 15695690: xperienced at the same time as — whether we are talking of 15695697: — whether we are talking of of an individual , of mankind 15695716: yourself . By choosing to feel , you have it in your power t 15695798: s is what they choose ; If you them , you will be on hand to 15696371: loration of the price paid for and lust — if you 're not v 15696543: tute frightened by an offer of she can not comprehend , plun 15696585: out threads of compassion and from a bleak tapestry of pain 15696973: oxically , Ugolinhas fallen in with Manon , though his decla 15696981: n , though his declarations of fall on stony ground leading 15697929: creates in this comedy , young triumphs in the end , improba 15698282: older audiences ’ LIFE IN A The story of one of the great 15698290: The story of one of the great affairs of nineteenth-century 15698324: s father tried to stifle adult in his children , so that the 15698460: the songs of Schumann , whose for Clara followed a remarkab 15698518: cast . It is a moving story of and friendship and follows th 15703716: incestuous desire , Unrequited and violent revenge ; a mythi 15707905: y Jensen ( Demi Moore ) are in and have never been happier t 15708151: ic disfigurement , secretly in with his cousin Roxanne ( Ann 15708176: act as the surrogate author of letters from his comrade in a 15708909: on is lavish and , beneath the story , the film pulses with 15709943: anuary , Fri 1 February Sea of ( 18 ) Director : Harold Beck 15710464: astered , include : Message to , Sgt Pepper , All Along the 15710614: intrusion of real feelings — , obsession , jealousy and ha 15712322: England for a change . You 'll it . Just stop where you see 15716331: f exciting , tasty dishes they . A three course meal costs j 15716978: rly boys , on his like Bye Bye and Bird Dog ? Who could forg 15717142: end Me and Tab Hunter 's Young to name just three . The pick 15717394: ng rock numbers and sweet teen songs that formed such an unf 15796302: ly , kindly or unkindly , with or with disdain . It is socia 15884670: to make a person people would — a little man of courage a 15886167: demo . The contagious A Little sets the scene with a biting 15886210: p feeling that the group would to break into a stomping rock 15887655: ns and Automobiles — you 'll this , ’ says the cover of 15903913: sformed by the power of divine into the greatest news story 15908280: e guide Flora 's knowledge and of Liphook 's countryside and 15916776: . Britain is renowned for its of animals — but rescue cha 15919913: Clapton , in their penultimate Lane fixture of the season . 15923163: in the final at Petersfield 's Lane ground on Sunday . The s 15936367: on the subject . ‘ I really my job , ’ he says , ‘ an 15948203: ociety . Most of my neighbours children , and they are kind 15961061: wondering why God continues to us at all . We do well to rem 15981516: be , but ‘ we come to God by and not by navigation ’ ( A 15983098: : ‘ With the drawing of this and the voice of this Calling 15983313: y look at each other in mutual and self-giving , a trinity y 15984187: he following of Christ and the of God and neighbour . ’ If 15984978: her ‘ Revelations of Divine ’ and , twenty years later 15985006: . Captivated by Christ and his she ‘ was greatly moved wit 15985013: she ‘ was greatly moved with for my fellow Christians that 15985043: She describes Christ 's dying on the cross in graphic detai 15985053: graphic detail , teaches about 's triumph over sin , and giv 15985654: h , wrote to Lewis about their which had remained for him an 15986047: And ‘ speaking the truth in , they grew up into Him , in 15988669: out — joy , pain , turmoil , , anger , anxiety , the prese 15991259: . ‘ Speaking the truth in , we are to grow up in every 15991311: growth and upbuilds itself in ’ ( Eph. 4.15–16 ) . You 16004769: up pleasant memories of first perhaps , or possibly a visit 16006837: ing jubilant or when we are in , for instance . The function 16009765: depressed and lethargic , yet the gentle , relaxing aroma o 16025829: ugh an art-form or simply by a of nature . Or more actively 16197661: dded . ‘ Yes , I know . I 'd to help her , and I know ever 16206420: of falling off , look you ; I riding , ’ cried Deborah in 16206708: l Guide , and I do know she 'd to have you around if you 're 16206733: Oh , yess , pleasse — I 'd to , ’ as fast as she could 16208192: long to be one . ‘ I should to do Challenges and help wit 16212202: ok her head . ‘ No . I would a bike , but that 's not it . 16212682: s room for you , although I 'd to have you . ’ Brenda sque 16226177: ely old soul who had no one to but her cat , and no one to l 16226186: ve but her cat , and no one to her , but to all the children 16232970: meet , and she said she would to help us but that Mr. Olint 16238428: g , strong , and bursting with and high spirits . Angela was 16245671: 1899 , that Grahame began his affair with Fowey and its riv 16261161: ars associated with the tragic story of Tristan and Iseult . 16261480: ncle Mark for having fallen in with Iseult , but on his way 16261836: and to Wagner in his sensuous music , ( including his well- 16279576: with Mr Macmillan . He used to summits . I used to say ‘ t 16374565: nnis had earlier said he would to go to the Worksop club . M 16516080: il they are eaten . Bream also them . The ability to loose f 16519367: d to the mystique that anglers . Redmire itself is one such 16526802: the time he realises it , his affair with fishing is over , 16532562: lected around the trunk . Chub such places and I feel confid 16535481: ’ . So powerful a mixture of and rejection was both perple 16536679: other 's demanding and erratic . Towards the end of Septembe 16538654: hrist 's Hospital . He came to the generous and practical Mr 16538770: c honour and real regret , his had not become a sufficiently 16539652: ust , and his still undeclared for Mary Evans was gaining a 16541515: igh spirits only briefly . ‘ is a local Anguish , ’ he w 16545153: ould never return Tom Poole 's for her ( he died unmarried ) 16545645: talked of being ‘ deeply in with a certain Mary Evans ’ 16545914: hey — you are right — Even is the creature of strong Mot 16545924: strong Motive — I certainly her . It was an almost convin 16546213: e with ‘ her , whom I do not — but whom by every tie of 16546227: of Reason and Honor I ought to ’ . Southey himself had jus 16546396: gaged . To be certain that his was hopeless would , he thoug 16547405: th , and that she continued to him ‘ with an affection to 16547480: uld have called desperately in , Coleridge , in relation to 16548194: marriage . They were deeply in , and the strength of their f 16548243: immediate result was the short poem which he later revised a 16548347: ld have been impossible/Not to all things in a World like th 16548646: , the folly of the world , his for Sara , and Pantisocracy . 16548974: med by the central fact of his for Sara , and become part of 16549054: ere feelings of friendship and — for Charles Lamb , the Wo 16549564: ontinuing assurance of Sara 's , were enough to quell any re 16564291: assions ’ . He was deeply in with an Over Stowey woman cal 16571279: ier : Of many friends , whom I and esteem , my head & heart 16571315: g of that sacred Title — God you , my dear Poole ! and you 16608985: . ‘ Thanks very much . I 'd to . ’ There was only one o 16631772: read in that time with a great . I think chiefly of novels : 16632306: someone who had never been in , or Hamlet to someone who ha 16663025: n't want her at home too — I my mother — it 's just that 16663671: ictive . There is n't a lot of for Mum — they adored their 16716175: ction of , SB 53 . ‘ O 't is … that makes the world go r 16716563: burn , his hated rival for the of Lizzie Hexam . First publi 16723079: ourishes a secret , unrequited for Headstone , which is very 16723361: ner . He has a deep protective for Emily , and hopes to see 16727736: suitor who never declared his . DC 43 . pieman , after the 16729227: avisham 's , where he falls in with the haughty young Estell 16729319: Estella , whom he continues to passionately , ‘ against re 16729385: , and respond to , Magwitch 's for him , and tries , with He 16746462: , Watt , who has long been in with Rosa , eventually marrie 16747033: nd a son , Watt , who falls in with Lady Dedlock 's maid Ros 16759237: pil at Dr Strong 's , falls in . DC 18 , 60 . shepherd , the 16765734: ingly ) because their children and respect them , seek their 16771379: popular myth : as long as you your child all will be well ; 16771410: e notion of the sufficiency of leads to the neglect of socia 16771441: . Guideline 6 : Happiness and ( alone ) are not enough ; de 16771882: n help the process if you show and appreciation ; this will 16771906: ction and foster your child 's and respect . Of course it wi 16771924: — the recipient of parental — to appreciate affection a 16772004: will come to them only if they and trust their parents enoug 16772079: obvious to you that you do n't them any less , but it is n't 16772111: ou 've been naughty . I do n't you anymore . ’ Internaliza 16772291: the fact that their offspring and respect them puts them on 16776160: to do with the fluent child 's of ( or abuse of ) debate . T 16793040: line is mainly based on mutual and respect . In childhood it 16795285: brothers and sisters . Parents each child , and it grieves t 16797195: eassurance that you will still him just as much . Judy Dunn 16803677: ne to talk to and confide in ; , encouragement and reassuran 16812796: d , claiming all to be fair in and inter-city journalism . H 16816871: ter a bit you say , ‘ Do you your wife ? ’ Course he say 16817061: ffices I rushed back to my old . As Fred said with a grin , 16821879: I also thought I had fallen in with a music-teacher . Her na 16825948: e bothered any more … I just sitting and reading and doing 16826175: … and then to lunch … much to all . Sincerely , EDNA ’ 16832883: ble man of great charm and his for literature and music was 16837743: ung Siwash Indian whose ardent of nature made him come to th 16841057: ire friendliness made everyone her . Just before the party e 16843382: by E.B. White , ‘ Women in ’ by D.H . Lawrence , ‘ T 16846093: evsky 's short-story ‘ First ’ was one of the most poign 16849731: there to indulge my long-time of the Orient . One of my fir 16852558: cisco , London and Paris , her of the Canadian forests and t 16903712: mills near Gilford . The first Feast was held in Portadown i 16903880: Plan Not long after the first Feast plans were made for the 16904691: . In those days sermons at the Feast lasted 45–50 minutes 16905307: in Portadown was the Quarterly Feast held in September 1859 16905316: held in September 1859 . ( The Feast was an early Methodist 16905408: stand and say very simply what and grace of God meant to him 16905436: . One touching moment during a Feast in Edenderry was once w 16905454: ice , who had never attended a Feast before but who had felt 16908484: al praise To God the Father 's — ‘ . Mr Armstrong engage 16910834: services in the choir and his for the weekly prayer meeting 16911390: Sleator with her wholehearted for the church and for people 16915348: , a generosity of nature and a for Edenderry which were uniq 16915496: urch and the halls recall with and gratitude the generations 16949892: nger , irritation , pleasure , and understanding by facial g 17035430: ttooing , excessive idleness , of orgies and the irresistibl 17053529: tion ; she ‘ only did it for ’ , for example . Overall , 17062678: formerly we did not , and our of tolerant freedom was spont 17074072: ious Instruction — I came to the stories and the literatur 17074428: ormal good born Englishmen , I an old village church . It is 17074481: of visiting one . In a sense I ‘ Christianity ’ . Indeed 17078124: en as a manifestation of great , I took as a warning in much 17079006: ey wanted to do was to send me . ‘ No one will every marry 17079211: ay . My first experiments with , were like everyone else 's 17079442: a good start in the lessons of , and left me very arid in su 17079456: n such matters . I knew sexual and had a love for those very 17079460: . I knew sexual love and had a for those very close to me 17079647: the most important of those is . I never loved others becaus 17079675: ot loving myself I could never others . And not loving other 17081416: nd , my attitudes , my lack of for myself and for others all 17084709: per-Mare was far more modest . ‘ Are you Harry or Ray ? 17085116: ad a great secret : she exuded without noticing it . Then th 17085199: Reg 's confidence with Pam 's began to melt even my frigid 17085982: an to smell the warmth and the , and feel the peace , but ab 17086162: er could . It was conceived in and sacrifice , and like so m 17086929: hurts . The seeds of peace and were germinating fast . Her b 17087369: seemingly insignificant act of can appear splendid and magni 17087982: y , bitterness and hatred into and hope , and possibly even 17088420: n potentially good , demanding and wanting nothing more than 17088463: r fellows and lavish them with . Unfortunately the trouble s 17089009: cleverly started talking about . Had I seen love at Bristol 17089014: alking about love . Had I seen at Bristol ? ‘ Oh , yes , I 17089026: ol ? ‘ Oh , yes , I 've seen . ’ ‘ A lot of love ? ’ 17089033: e seen love . ’ ‘ A lot of ? ’ A great deal . An aston 17089079: at I have seen five percent of at Bristol , why could n't on 17089093: contain one hundred percent of . ’ Christopher smiled . I 17089500: to society ! It was trying to myself , the starting point o 17089522: o many strange directions . To myself appeared to go against 17091269: gest it is a person who lacked in infancy , whose sense of i 17092584: eeping with the true spirit of , but there is a great deal o 17094595: he sun shone everlastingly and oozed from every portal . I l 17095522: l the positive things , of the I had seen , of Nancy , of To 17101216: hared all our human emotions , , hate , joy , sorrow and pai 17105486: ht stop it growing . What I do is landscaping , planting tre 17106850: ut pain and trouble , possibly himself ? That was the proble 17108002: of our inherent feelings like , hate , anger , or fear . It 17109086: them . The obverse of hurt is , and the start of all love i 17109093: is love , and the start of all is loving ourselves . I have 17109152: is only logical that I should myself passionately and uncon 17113696: . You remember last year like . Do n't dive . other voices 17113922: in my heart descends : for the that is given is the love tha 17113928: the love that is given is the that is taken away . REVOLUTI 17113974: . While he was celibate I made . His hope was for freedom wh 17114075: et married like martyrs , with locked in your eyes seeing th 17114291: f in abeyance . I have been in with love . Excessively lucid 17114293: nce . I have been in love with . Excessively lucid of death 17114443: r No matter how much we are in , when you and me look out of 17114507: four-leaf clovers like one big affair piled from human cries 17114885: an be looked upon too : making , eating bread are like invas 17115145: without scientific proof . If were stronger than it is inst 17115161: weak as water , there would be Towns everywhere to which pil 17115324: I had killed those I wished to . AND THE WATERFALL OF YOUR F 17115423: beach , we are becalmed , have in reach , our fingers twisti 17116419: osed in fear of the beyond . I I love I love I love/ I fear 17116421: fear of the beyond . I love I I love I love/ I fear I fear 17116423: f the beyond . I love I love I I love/ I fear I fear I fear/ 17116433: love/ I fear I fear I fear/ I . So , do not give me your ha 17117830: t which can not be kissed . If is forbidden , what is allowe 17118133: an never forget that I fell in with you ; what else is there 17118278: ops of trees the birds sing of and movement ; what they sens 17118304: n and to stay . That night our makes bird-songs in our bed l 17118375: fect length , conception after , still-warm memories . If th 17118640: ey placed an oxygen mask on my and dared me to count up to t 17118985: attached to my soul : singular from which all loves flow . I 17119254: in ) . They can always fall in ( but not with their sweethea 17120241: ints ' miracles , chose not to herself , ecstatically ; and 17120302: Joyful ? My heart pounded for , it broke into lines of a po 17120352: g any more : I would have made to thousands if I had ever al 17120421: way on harder surfaces such as or rage , your heart will sho 17120644: h ; and we remembered only the , the magnificent legions of 17120651: the magnificent legions of the of it all , as we went out , 17120983: be fat and calmed , the act of acted which could be describe 17121308: ts purity . I see the need for hovering , the need for ident 17123643: ars of happiness when too much was only just enough to make 17123824: a human face which was once in . Will it burst with love aga 17123830: e in love . Will it burst with again , like colours , speech 17124077: rp , gleaming jewels , hard as : from which impasse he came 17124198: me , calling my name ; oh , my , my love , what shall I be n 17124201: ng my name ; oh , my love , my , what shall I be now the but 17124501: And as gold as the Word is In , and fire , and water There 17124886: that , gathers no dust And say , that parts every petal 's f 17125376: een us All the power we had is , now And love is the only wo 17125380: power we had is love , now And is the only work there is And 17126327: ed forward We stepped into the we are beyond them ; And we c 17126942: ds — Over the piano you make with ! Half-serious , half-cl 17128324: r eyes — Or my eyes — sees , and sees love . The Norther 17128328: eyes — sees love , and sees . The Northern Lights ! 35. f 17128531: lusion ‘ Wherever you are in , I will find you ’ And it 17128567: 38. for C. Butterfly man makes with butterfly woman . They a 17216679: needs arise . He now wants the of his parents and others of 17222801: e worth his pains To guide for or money gains — Like phant 17225989: your mind with the colours of . When a man looks at nature 17226249: t aliens have come who have no of this land and only love po 17226255: no love of this land and only possessions . The sun penetra 17226777: ore the mind . When I think of or beauty or gardens , the im 17227239: ay of emotion and devotion and and correspondence with the m 17228163: e emotions and the feelings of can be cultivated and develop 17230590: like the climax of passionate , only more subtle and beauti 17234216: who talk to their flowers and them , may not be helping the 17234234: ing themselves much good , for benefits the lover more than 17234245: re than the loved . The Indian for all things gives inestima 17234267: rs are not so simple and their can lead them to one of the p 17234282: nsights of religion , for such requires an abandonment of se 17235097: vers , his heart melted . Does of country mean mere bread ? 17235145: them to it , how great is that ! All that wealth , those dis 17237260: ems of Persia and India that I above all others ; they have 17237654: u have made me great with your , though I am but one among t 17240246: travellers on the path of his by their pallid cheeks . Know 17240257: eeks . Know that the pearls of are tears . — J. Rumi There 17240585: my eyes with tears of joy and . ' ’ This man who had no l 17240606: r learning , for he had a pure . ’ The Sufis say that the 17240634: eyes . Your heart must melt in , and your eyes become two ri 17241800: a rare wellbeing and joy . ‘ all men and you will dwell am 17242019: limitless extension . Although between human beings has in t 17242052: ot physical but mental . Human is transcendent . If it is no 17242183: verities of one 's own being . has to become like the ‘ I 17242203: ly far more intense . The true relationship is not of the or 17242376: , two people bound only by our in the wastes of space and et 17242385: wastes of space and eternity . is the one thing we have agai 17242399: e implacable tyranny of time . is a strange force like gravi 17242442: ation for our ephemeral life . must be the most beautiful fl 17242494: cerning the beauty of conjugal . But in a way what we have i 17242541: flowers ; and ideas of eternal of the transcendent are everl 17242727: f the horizon is a place where scintillates in its own domai 17242744: and of ‘ I and Thou ’ , my . Here the world of the mind 17243203: nk of Robert Bridges ' poem of , I Will Not Let Thee Go . I 17243285: go . It is with such bands of that the words of I and Thou 17243297: s of I and Thou can be built . Do not count as life that whi 17243307: life that which passes without . — J. Rumi Love has many a 17243312: ses without love . — J. Rumi has many aspects and many for 17243336: nt in the life of the spirit . is not a primary emotion like 17243379: oren Kierkegaard 's concept of is calm and homely but it is 17243394: thentic part of the reality of . He thought erotic love was 17243399: ty of love . He thought erotic was self-love . Real love is 17243404: otic love was self-love . Real is calmer and less intense an 17243466: things and he knows all things him . ‘ But the true lover 17243495: out the reward of reciprocated to be the highest blessing . 17243510: Kierkegaard In contrast , the of Rumi and Ibn' Arabi and Ta 17243562: assionate lover at that . Once has become your property you 17243597: — J. Rumi The cultivation of is to think of all things as 17243617: d be pervaded with thoughts of . Love is subtle and grows in 17243619: rvaded with thoughts of love . is subtle and grows in the he 17243638: and painstaking work . ‘ To human beings is still the onl 17243652: orth living for ; without this you really do not live . ’ 17243678: d to the compassionate idea of for all people , then at last 17243707: weet . This cultivated form of is universal and is magnanimo 17243728: n another says , ‘ I can not you any longer , ' ’ one pr 17243768: r whether he shall continue to or not is dependent on whethe 17243778: dent on whether the other will . But he who answers , ‘ Th 17243792: Then I will still continue to you nevertheless , ' ’ his 17243799: e you nevertheless , ' ’ his is made eternally free — 17243829: nd is a universal spirit whose is noble and all-enveloping . 17243857: by waves from the ocean of his ; he is at once carried away 17243877: nmity has no meaning for him . will have raised him to a pla 17243899: no thing in all the world but No jubilant thing of sun or s 17243927: ngs Other than this my song of to thee ? The Camel Rider ( f 17243944: Wilfrid Scawen Blunt Romantic is the nearest most people re 17243972: nd while he is in the state of , he forgets all his problems 17243991: s the first time in his life . is a sort of narcotic in its 17244024: there are many other kinds of , though not exactly the same 17244038: s brilliant and more lasting . of God is one of the aims of 17244059: n it is found a rare joy : ‘ of God is the greatest virtue 17244077: and through that develops this for the creation of God ; kin 17244097: ess to others emanate when the of God grows in the heart . F 17244112: are those whose hearts melt in of God . ’ — Maharishi Ma 17244142: ate , had a unique religion of . They had no temples or hous 17244207: ging is to meet you in play of , my lover : But this longing 17244245: c , only in your delight in my ; And there you are importuna 17244277: if your delight were not in my . Your power is great — and 17244315: never meet , then this play of remains incomplete . ’ The 17244508: rans . Rabindranath Tagore The poetry of Saadi and Hafiz tho 17244520: h seeming to be about physical was really about transcendent 17244525: was really about transcendent . Similarly the poetry of Rum 17244535: etry of Rumi is about mystical ; and in this poem can easily 17244551: our and intoxication of divine : If you do not know love , q 17244558: vine love : If you do not know , question the nights , ask o 17244600: ut intellect and spirit . From the soul learns a thousand ma 17244665: bewildered by the doctrine of . The man who has a heart lik 17244683: o quaffed the water of life of , to such a one the most limp 17244748: ounded chins . Fly on wings of in the air and to the skies , 17244769: ll riding beasts … Beggar of , for all the joys that the w 17244782: e world contains , reckon that is the goldmine and those oth 17244793: hose other things but gilded . , you have filched my heart b 17244822: ly . I desire to mention you , , with gratitude ; but I am d 17244845: re confused . Were I to praise in a hundred thousand languag 17244852: a hundred thousand languages , 's beauty far surpasses such 17244860: r surpasses such stammerings . has inspired more mystical ut 17244921: her contempt of the world and of God — it was now , on th 17244955: spirit , had flown to God her . ’ She described the exqui 17244964: scribed the exquisite pains of when one day she could not ri 17244984: guish from a scintilla of pure that had pierced her heart . 17245003: he was sometimes ecstatic with ; on one occasion she returne 17245018: home , and was so on fire with which God had manifested to h 17245034: ll she could utter was : ‘ O , can it be that thou hast ca 17245047: ou hast called me with so much , and revealed to me , at one 17245069: describe ? ’ — Von Hugel . is in never considering wheth 17245085: ut how one can increase one 's . How can one cultivate and c 17245107: The gain is in the emotion of not in the greed of wanting s 17245118: f wanting some other person 's which is only a form of acqui 17245129: veness and immediately defiles . The gift of love is the gre 17245134: ely defiles love . The gift of is the greatest gift a man ca 17245145: gift a man can give himself . is the largest region of the 17245163: as many forms — there can be of God , love of nature , and 17245167: — there can be love of God , of nature , and the love of a 17245173: God , love of nature , and the of a human being and love of 17245179: the love of a human being and of our fellowmen . Of this la 17245191: Of this last Rumi wrote : ‘ all men and speak well of the 17245248: lowers and a flower garden — every man so you may always d 17245260: ways dwell among flowers . ’ is the mystical marriage cele 17245279: its matchless splendour . This can be transcendent and timel 17245303: is in our power to develop our and burnish it , for the imag 17245312: burnish it , for the image of can have an existence separat 17245328: oved . Thus a man can make his more and more brilliant throu 17245340: hout life . I wondered how our would be marked in the annals 17245388: ial grounds of the stars . Our is a wayside flower by the ro 17245409: an not accept this smallness . is like the perfect pearl of 17250475: eetings of men ? When men show and compassion they are surel 17251676: cendent is of poetry , music , , courage , vision , beauty , 17252448: use I have loved life , I will death also . — Rabindranath 17272123: r to the one used by Cowan and ( 1988 ) to create an interfa 17349165: ny other doting dog owners , I the dog and the dog loves me 17349420: plain to see . It experiences , loyalty . It knows the righ 17349824: ndas , teddies , koalas — we them all . Big softies like M 17353321: xiety minus hope , faith , and . Let us suppose that it was 17353959: orld becomes a proof of God 's and a demonstration of its in 17354129: x . The expression ‘ pain of ’ is paradoxical . Yet it e 17354151: . To be vulnerable to pain and at one and the same time is t 17355728: proved and terms like good or can not be defined in a way t 17356806: goes down-market the more they it . Warm smiles play over th 17357312: nce statements like ‘ God is ’ fall into neither categor 17357327: d to be meaningless . ‘ Make not war ’ is held to be mea 17360681: s a man , Queen Victoria had a child , and that Pope John Pa 17361720: cest , fratricide . There were stories — among them the lo 17364570: by the tricky question of how should be expressed outwith m 17370753: family upbringing , lacking in , that she reacts in this way 17371632: ted communion as an agape ( or Feast ) with children present 17377429: ce to grow in faith , hope and refers to an increase in qual 17379544: municating the mercy of God 's , its light illuminating the 17379588: ere will always be those whose for Uncle Ted , now deceased 17380747: entertainment business , they dressing up . It 's all good 17383904: e the world songs of peace and died this year in the stench 17384274: for the age in which we live . is a four-letter word . Peace 17384298: reverse is obscene . Peace and , the cliche of the ‘ sixti 17384433: inging ‘ Sixties , Peace and and the Beatles go together l 17384449: and carriage . All you need is — the requiem for John Lenn 17384513: t type of peace in each case . has four letters and four mea 17384862: wn by that gooey substance — . Love which makes the world 17384864: hat gooey substance — Love . which makes the world go roun 17384887: together a lasting peace , for is the most abused four lette 17384940: ending on the individual — a of wisdom ( philosophy ) , th 17384964: telist ) . The third is sexual and enough illustrative mater 17384988: his point . The fourth type of is what the New Testament cal 17385002: s agape and it is this kind of to which Jesus refers in call 17385012: sus refers in calling on us to our neighbour as ourself . It 17385021: bour as ourself . It is caring with a strong dash of mercy . 17385070: ackpot . So with four types of and two kinds of peace , the 17385082: ace , the phrase ‘ Peace and ’ can have a variety of mea 17385100: tions — individual peace and of collecting stamps makes la 17385115: hereas social peace and erotic makes what the Hippies meant 17385124: the Hippies meant by Peace and in the first place . Why shou 17385147: l Peace and the idea of Family makes for an excellent politi 17385164: . Add to it the idea of caring and the potential permutation 17385181: uld read : Peace multiplied by equals Infinity . More seriou 17385206: ions : Peace , by the power of is God . God is equivalent to 17385214: is God . God is equivalent to . War divided by Love is Peac 17385219: alent to Love . War divided by is Peace . But I must stop , 17385247: t is the equation of Peace and … one which we can all work 17397626: s unmistakably Scottish in its of football but like all love 17398018: ic players but it has no great for either club . It is a pro 17408266: lieving audience that his main in life was ‘ screwing ’ 17412625: e been punished for falling in . This is the most shattering 17412663: tion as fragile and complex as , struck his players at Manch 17415219: tleston would ever marry . But and scandal move in mysteriou 17422711: country western singer . ‘ I him and whatever happens I 'l 17431211: Edinburgh . Homesickness , the of a teenage girlfriend calle 17433180: 70s great play was made of his affair with the former Miss W 17433382: Lone Stranger has always had a — hate relationship with Sc 17436926: ank became a firm favourite at Street . His footballing skil 17437956: s career . Kamara had no great for Scottish strikers ; in Ap 17441422: streetwise commentator . ‘ I the big guy , ’ McMurdo tol 17442712: OO CLEVER WITH THE COMB ! They short , clean hair so do n't 17458020: uchess of Hamilton and fell in with Harry , the student purs 17463644: y , ’ said Sheila . ‘ Just coming in the door . Silence 17464897: of the burial of kings : they to paint the children who com 17467165: images was about — ‘ they to paint the children who com 17468164: things of the winds hushed ! I that wind of the Hebrides . A 17471338: nary at a window with an ‘ I Ballachulish ’ sticker on t 17475953: LITTLE GIRL to live with her . of children more than remuner 17476250: e musings of those who seem to each turning in the paths ; w 17479933: and more for tea . For all my of landscape , nothing would 17481818: t least he was spared that . I more than anything JTR 's ‘ 17485445: ere of rain , hail or snow . I that word . Maybe I will die 17488162: house where JTR had fallen in with sunny-hearted Sheilla . 17494879: und of reading and an enduring of language is needed for the 17505359: , in 1604 the earl of Essex 's letters were described by a c 17543472: for physical care and a little . Their life could certainly 17554665: echanical injury . If you make when there is inadequate lubr 17555311: his process is approached with and trust . Birthing is not s 17555518: hing out fear and breathing in and trust . All this will hel 17571940: es too . They may hate fat and vinegar , pickles and other s 17575040: ief , a rejection , unrequited or a reprimand Often worse ( 17575094: ief , a rejection , unrequited or a reprimand . They hold th 17580896: . It does not mean they do n't their families , but sometime 17581042: help Daddy look after them and them very much . Peter and Pa 17581280: she does she will need them to her and to understand . They 17582581: is beyond the range of God 's , and that everything should 17702047: if I told him I had fallen in with a married woman ? Undoub 17706258: em . It was not that I did not her . I did , despite the fac 17706278: ful . But the more intense the , the more intense the hate . 17707751: You must . ’ ‘ You know I you . And you feel the same w 17710259: ry perceptive . ’ ‘ Do you him ? ’ ‘ I married him . 17710860: he whispered , ‘ do n't make to me . Not now , not tonight 17730772: and proper . ’ ‘ They make … in the dark . ’ ‘ Ahh 17730936: k of it . Luke O'Malley was in with his own half-sister ! He 17740323: nderously . ‘ I would dearly to know , ’ he murmured , 17746918: ool . I first learned there to poetry . Learning by rote has 17747005: art . I suppose one is born in with words , if one is lucky 17758868: was marriage to a man I dearly , the birth of a daughter and 17758978: visit , and all the wealth of and kindness from others we w 17760435: ervous . She was welcomed with ; in fact , Nanny had had a s 17761606: ld ask , ‘ Did n't my mother me ? ’ I think this feeling 17763418: we could offer Shanti was our . It was easy to give , for s 17763964: dren . I am sure that the more you receive , the more you ca 17764008: ough . Sometimes it is hard to a rebellious and rude teenage 17764062: all you can do is say , ‘ I you , but I hate what you are 17766363: ut of the profound belief that is the most important thing i 17769990: , so much excitement , so much . Most of us went to church o 17773452: the mountains of Provence . We the peace and quiet there ; t 17773826: bird-table in the garden , and to watch the variety of birds 17773976: , the kind tones of those who us , must be very important . 17775550: hing . If it can teach us that is the most powerful force in 17775576: e every sign of the Creator 's which is all around us . I am 17776178: preservation of property , but and concern for the people wh 17780035: h , no . He fancied himself in with me , the silly boy , but 17794625: d the posters , ‘ or Married . ’ The far wall bore a gar 17797815: de the decision that he was in with Katja Müller . Meanwhil 17804628: -aged or old people felt about . Sometimes he felt like a mi 17806362: hink badly of me . With all my , Louise . ’ ‘ Ah , ’ s 17824483: our friends . Those who truly you will want to know the tru 17824809: in at all costs . Feelings and are put aside , in this case 17824972: s , where little demonstrative is shown . The hardness of li 17825147: for those who , in the name of , have moulded this type into 17825526: lief innocence , His breath is , his watchword peace . John- 17825793: l never betray a friend or his whatever the reason , whose l 17828035: t may be that we need to offer , support and encouragement r 17828492: ound you , including those who you and whom you love , Then 17828497: hose who love you and whom you , Then you will want to do so 17830578: by a feeling of lack : lack of ; lack of understanding from 17830649: and see others have someone to when I have no one ? Why must 17830755: everyone has let you down . To when you have been betrayed i 17830762: when you have been betrayed in all your life . To trust when 17838582: nd write down what you like or in life and then what you wan 17839018: of true knowledge , logic and combined . Was it because the 17839463: we will find how much care and is behind these messages . Le 17839579: moment when you first fell in . Remember how the face of yo 17839721: the one who cares for you with and infinite tenderness . Let 17840598: r life the harmony , peace and you crave for . If at any sta 17840874: o us one day , recognizing the we have held for them and the 17840893: e for them , and returning our with their own . What greater 17840953: is the perfect relationship . ‘ The one thing we all ask 17840963: he one thing we all ask for is . The one thing we all fear i 17840975: ing we all fear is the loss of . Our one great sorrow is the 17840988: sorrow of the separation from and the aim in all our hidden 17841000: our hidden longing is to find . ’ ( Sri Aurobindo ) There 17841047: ist , and when it is found the is eternal and absolute and b 17841071: sion or isolation because true has no other motive than love 17841077: love has no other motive than , and the beloved is all that 17841100: in our endeavour to find true . Often we are baffled , beca 17841110: baffled , because having found it then eludes us ; there is 17841129: that leaves us wanting . True is not egotistical , self-reg 17841151: ealousy or self-satisfaction . is not the impure self-seekin 17841169: its wake . In its pure form , is emotional understanding . 17841190: and is there for mutual aid . makes concessions and gives m 17841219: ave hurt the beloved . In true there is no self-effacement , 17841270: ess ’ and ‘ My-ness ’ in . Love is a foundation of one 17841272: and ‘ My-ness ’ in love . is a foundation of oneness in 17841298: d total devotion . This is the we seek . We cry for it in th 17841329: their right arm to find such a ? Love also yearns for beauty 17841331: ight arm to find such a love ? also yearns for beauty . When 17841338: also yearns for beauty . When is found in its entirety , it 17841353: otal bliss . When this perfect is lost the nightingale no lo 17841366: longer sings . When we fall in we drop the boundaries that a 17841480: ienced the realities of such a and having lost it , there is 17841515: seek but do not find the true of their dreams . They go fro 17841559: their lives after losing their . They realize , after a pain 17841590: t all they were hoping for and was wanting . They find the c 17841681: fect union . Others lose their through the separation of dea 17841733: haps there was no deep abiding and the one left behind hangs 17841768: ter the death or loss of their but their loneliness was just 17842341: by those who , in the name of , secure our chains daily in 17844515: hands with exquisite taste and . A garden of perfect harmony 17844657: ft of the rose is serenity and and I , grateful and silent w 17848678: e , if you speak about one you who has betrayed you , you ar 17848704: l never come back and find the which is between you both . U 17864803: , Mr. Shergold , who lived in Lane . It was uncanny the way 17872493: op at the Barnard 's Cross — Lane corner , again just the 17985405: ow are you going to get home , ? ’ ‘ Oh , I 'll go on th 17986177: end of the day , there was no lost between the street peopl 17998987: g and provocative . Newspapers a good disaster , and a weddi 18014188: us that all working-class men their employers dearly , or t 18072396: education and care ’ and ‘ and understanding and an atmo 18076017: ar , anger , sadness , joy and ( in self and others ) as mea 18078380: ind full of anarchic ideas , a of literature and an effortle 18078459: 0& them write poetry . Others to argue and challenge incess 18110573: Irish language and inspiring a for it in others . He set up 18110627: l surroundings would inspire a of nature in his pupils . Thi 18113022: use . Radio Ulster records ‘ is Teasin ’ and ‘ Love is 18113028: ‘ Love is Teasin ’ and ‘ is Pleasin ’ , a show compi 18116729: ‘ the fruit of the Spirit is , joy , PEACE , longsuffering 18127197: . A man of letters , a man of and a man of lies . A comedy 18127328: everal stories , such as young , but most of all it tells of 18128184: e Nichols A passionate tale of , hate , revenge and death , 18280075: . ‘ Did your husband really you and help you ? ’ after 18280528: ther . Childless himself , the of his life had been his beau 18282911: as I hoped she would share my of music and would know the l 18286517: scounts the innocent manager . me no matter what I do Player 18292775: meone in the eye and say ‘ I you ’ . Your feelings of in 18295020: seek reassurance : ‘ You do me do n't you ? ’ ‘ You w 18325361: e funeral and developed into a that was to stretch across fo 18326446: h of their energies , time and to solving their son 's behav 18328487: st to God . ’ 12 . A lack of . ‘ A person involved in th 18328543: . ‘ I have learned that the Christ gives to us is a might 18328581: sion , because of Gary . But I him . And it is only the love 18328589: love him . And it is only the of Christ in me that enables 18328610: fact , solely the all-powerful of God , expressed through ea 18329839: . The first commandment is to your self with all your mind 18337443: d represents a value , such as or luck . With 52 cards to tu 18346823: at he had received messages of from Doris during her memoria 18352802: help people down here … . I my daughter very much . There 18353126: spitable and to have a genuine for God . They offered their 18386958: e ’ attitude that supporters to see . He was not a showman 18677128: to parents , you ca n't really them . Famous names Some adve 18687833: ment may imply that ‘ If you your family/ children/cat/dog 18687857: wants to feel that they do n't their family enough ! This so 18696644: who pride themselves on their of animals , and considering 18703086: any attractive qualities was a for animals , which led him t 18704260: ough a general and independent of science , and a desire of 18719767: id it seemed impossible not to one so agreeable , kind-heart 18725230: th , Coleman had an inordinate of money . He quotes Gamgee : 18725600: suffered from the Professor 's of cold air ; for if ever he 18772691: sten Flagstad 's top Cs in the duet in Act II had been sung 18779225: cerning the pop group House Of , whose single ‘ Shine On 18862878: vening I find difficult . I 'd to go out in the evening to t 18863422: onderful things that make them us . This does n't change wit 18865985: itors are very important and I having people here , though I 18873957: t a bad day , I find they want . ’ Sometimes you will be c 18898349: o have time on their hands and to come round and do things . 18923098: to concrete things : some like , pride , time and weight are 18940405: taste of authority . His deep of music moved him to take le 18946560: in the audience would fall in with the beauty of these wome 18949084: childless and showered all her on every single Girl at the s 18950003: rn her back on America for her of a famous impresario . But 18952413: rgot any anxiety . She fell in with the elegant shops , the 18955538: licitor and eventually fell in with and married an officer d 18958518: own . She was torn between her for dancing and her dreams of 18959526: und it oppressive . Dispensing and friendship to everyone sh 18960423: into himself . He had a great of music and when the rehears 18963006: s at any one point . Deeply in with Francis Mangon , she was 18965398: her office crying . ‘ Look , , ’ she said , ‘ how woul 18968632: ere unfortunate , they fell in with Russians . Was n't there 18968653: ? Anyway , they would fall in with these Counts who were te 18969308: s notorious for having lots of affairs which she told us all 18969474: . Frances not only developed a for foreign food but an obses 18971415: s by telling them of her great of the city . She persuaded J 18979785: h he was her one and only true she had impetuously married a 18979825: ed out . Going back to her old was impossible because of his 18987222: r there , and so many visitors the freshness of the high alt 18990717: Esther Allan who had fallen in with a Frenchman and gone . W 18990801: t … The subject was Women In . Hence True Confessions . Tr 18991456: ngs , do n't you feel that ? I a Burns Supper , do n't you ? 18992057: oves you Unless he 's pissed . in a Cold Climate , Scotch Mi 18992106: ort You 're next on the list . in a Cold Climate , Scotch mi 18992987: ian ? I said , who me ? Oh , I … Lasagne and canne-linguin 18993560: ng black and white My dumbshow and cupid 's bow — But the 18994720: for Yesplease . ‘ L ’ for . ‘ L ’ for Leather . ‘ 18996715: in wolf 's clothing As all her went west . Yes every man can 18997816: boys at heart . Men ! Mean Mr ( Song ) I 'm Sal , I sell ha 18997837: walk the floor ) at Armour and , Limited 's big department s 18997940: n the till . Because , Mean Mr , he 'll give you the sack , 18997968: he teeth behind your back . Mr , he asked me out dancin' . M 18998061: baby all too soon . Because I him do n't mean he 'll love m 18998068: I love him do n't mean he 'll me back the way that I deserv 18998096: in reserve . Because , Mean Mr , the moment you hit the sack 18998259: m stuck with all this leftover Now you do n't feel the same 19000099: ly above False Consciousness I me more , I love him less I u 19000104: nsciousness I love me more , I him less I use Real Words for 19000596: Orange Paperback Spines . I 'd that , so I would . I mean , 19001178: me I phoned You were not alone lost lines crossed Should hav 19002285: hey 're tearing our house down Ca n't live here anymore . Fu 19002713: e I 'm not your Old Bag Or the of Your Life No , I 'm not yo 19003805: alanced on her finger … I 'd to work with him again . Not 19005184: to be a woman Giving all your to jist wan Man — You 'll h 19005208: ' oot on the randan But if you him Bite your tongue and pass 19005220: nd pass another can And if you him Be proud of him 'Cause af 19005391: our Man And tell the world you him Keep giving all the love 19005397: u love him Keep giving all the you can Stand by your Man . T 19005931: de . She 's got his hair , god her , canny dae a damp thing 19007778: h they 're priceless , you 'll them . We 'll ask them ower , 19008100: eak my marriage vow , girl — her all night , and How , gir 19009558: re it comes , the drums Chorus is a multi-splendoured zing T 19009579: y-baby I will die without your Once I was lost but now I 'm 19009769: ge , God knows why Girl I will you till I die Tie a yellow r 19009779: I die Tie a yellow ribbon Our 's like a red balloon Fly me 19011887: a puke . Babe this bint ca n't she ca n't share Or let doon 19014980: rtshaped box and declared your Eternal I 'd say I 'd not be 19015012: u hired a plane and blazed our in a banner across the skies 19015542: e any wooden Hearts . How Do I Thee , Let Me Count The … ( 19015923: al kisses in the park Then you me half the night with the li 19015998: ling once more Then you shower away , Take the carkeys by my 19020011: hin 's Day , How you doin' ? I you , ‘ n ’ Get Well Soon 19020049: e you 're free , R.S.V.P. With from me , To you . Someone so 19138541: s as ‘ darling ’ or ‘ my ’ . He was a nice , quiet , 19150392: Hut 4 , trying to sort out her life . I had never met her Am 19159984: mysteries . It just shows what can do . The last time I saw 19188218: why we should not enjoy making well into old age . The confi 19188941: pproach . For a start , making does not have to consist of v 19189065: can enjoy the luxury of making then . The name of the game i 19199925: ve this opportunity of showing and concern for someone who i 19201155: ked after by those we know and rather than taken to a strang 19201933: 's been so good about it and I being with him . But I do get 19214220: er idle , and he had a healthy for his employment such as no 19215062: the Lake District and fell in with the area about a quarter 19217666: e to Anne Bamford . He fell in with Anne at first sight . Sh 19233374: ll . He had a hearty , healthy of his employment such as non 19239765: and in beautifying . ’ 9 His of Nature and Local Colour Ra 19247247: d been too full of fun and the of life to worry about boyfri 19252306: or it . You ca n't get 'em for nor money . ’ ‘ We 'll se 19253149: her out . ‘ Come on down my . Lovely to see you . ’ he 19253537: lp yourself to a cup of tea my , while I fetch it in . ’ M 19268272: enjoyed the thought of making in a standing position since 19268711: quiet and watch the river , my , ’ he muttered , as he wra 19271388: he war . His first feelings of had been for that gloriously 19287128: l please do n't worry about it , that 's how it should be . 19289070: mouthed amazement . ‘ Sorry , ’ he mumbled , ‘ I 've 19291791: , ‘ what 's your poison , my ? ’ Yanto felt his gut tigh 19299199: es in the wacky cult opera The For Three Oranges . SUNG IN E 19299240: r Rigoletto and his possessive for his daughter is swiftly c 19299680: ty costumes helped to make The For Three Oranges an award-wi 19300150: RESTOR 'D ‘ THE SERVANTS OF ’ A comic triple bill For t 19302160: house , through the idealistic songs of the 13th-century tro 19304355: . Backbiting , people fall in and out again . All the regul 19305075: SYLVIA SIMS in ‘ If This Be ’ An entertainment of words 19307538: ree on anything — especially and romance . Will they ever 19310646: iss Saigon , Cats , Aspects of , Les Miserables , Me and My 19315334: ‘ People Will Say We 're In ’ LADIES ' NIGHT RETURNING 19315682: reat adventure romance . First , unrequited love , chivalrou 19315685: ance . First love , unrequited , chivalrous daring-do and sp 19317028: r Rigoletto and his possessive for his daughter . This macab 19399394: l : as a symbol of everlasting . The search for a viral peni 19426604: ific Promotions ( Inc ) Milton has some ideas for advertisin 19460657: lion tonnes annually . Mothers squid because it 's good valu 19460688: considerable skill . Children it because it 's easy to eat 19515676: cinated by , addicted to an in with the thinking machine . T 19535086: y prefer to see to a Valentine story . The TV programme The 19648056: ance to vote on how you want a story to end . You could also 19648280: the highlight : should be the story . Viewers will see the 19663177: scent , indulgent account of a affair — adolescent because 19700309: the army , fell in and out of , occasionally suffered ill-h 19726370: Match and Geoff Boycott would it there , as would the groun 19789540: re like the TV we all know and . Casio has mounted an electr 19793540: g up poisoned communities like canal , or old plants that on 19794017: n organisms he scraped up from Canal and other American dump 19826134: wanted to keep you talking . I that English accent ’ So it 19844156: bserved tendency of mothers to best their least-promising of 19848647: oney and to seek for your true . Pull Moon is the time to pi 19954233: ies of learning the language I . I think that the vital poin 19954338: ny other shapes . And children poetic rhythms , alliteration 19954397: us that many scientists do not words : scientific language h 19955052: ll as meaning . But you ca n't words without appreciating th 19955081: extensively in their work did them . Over the barrels Debor 19961894: xperience their first taste of . The Health and Safety at Wo 19993497: ss a potential reviewer Milton on the art of taking criticis 19997706: and fascinating names such as vine , immortal vine , vine i 20040091: technical progress ? ’ ‘ I the telly and the movies , bu 20054001: me the truth , if she did n't me any more or was going out 20060627: One of the many things which I about New Scientist is the wa 20099890: ny of those who are educated , quasi-science : books about b 20099916: hatred of real science and the of quasi-science are related 20172476: the stuff that he would dearly to get rid of . Likewise , if 20245709: the Americans — Blackett 's affair with the Russians ensu 20266889: most impossible to feel God 's and nearness at such a time . 20266914: e patient can separate out the of God from the love of his o 20266919: e out the love of God from the of his or her own father . Pa 20266928: s or her own father . Parental may have been conditional , a 20266948: he ‘ right ’ ways . God 's is utterly unconditional and 20267003: rsonality , and he would still and accept me . As the crisis 20267064: g , even if we think we do not anybody , not even God , must 20267077: God , must not make us worry . and trust still exist , but b 20273982: eelings of guilt and anxiety , and hate can blur the issue t 20274663: want to . A great many people their elderly Parent or aunt 20275475: f guilt . It is important that and forgiveness are still sha 20276029: ng with all the compassion and that we can give . ACTION CHE 20276398: I can not express in words the and care which has been show 20278062: d by God 's oneness and by his and care over the living and 20283157: ssion that they have withdrawn and acceptance , just at the 20283171: me when both are most needed . must be seen to survive the w 20283547: desperately need each other 's and respect and it is importa 20285929: ied with their adopted home or their adopted parents any the 20286022: iving warmth and understanding amidst the euphoria and excit 20286319: uple themselves are so much in that they have unreasonably h 20286529: feel torn between loyalty and for both . They may have had 20286576: w family and they may not feel or even liking for the new pa 20286590: tner . They may fear to extend and acceptance to the new par 20287333: ving feelings , because God.is and we were originally made i 20287682: stable family unit parents who and care for each other and f 20288920: genuinely homosexual . to give , understanding and acceptanc 20289003: ture parents should still show and acceptance as well as giv 20289285: e discovered by this time that involves risk . When we love 20289291: t love involves risk . When we we are vulnerable . We fear t 20289307: d hurt that may touch those we but we lay ourselves open to 20289320: n to hurt and pain from them . also involves risk . Having a 20290010: hildren call me Auntie , and I looking after them when they 20292021: ts and children to show mutual and respect in spite of their 20292177: comes first in their child 's and loyalty . In the trite wo 20292203: ughter . Whether the family 's is really extended to include 20292904: to give time and unconditional . Substitute parents Grandpar 20293456: t it may be possible to extend and acceptance to them . Your 20293715: rs-in-law and grandchildren to and enjoy . ACTION CHECKPOINT 20294524: ing that as long as two people each other that is all that r 20295109: le who have not invested their in one other human being , ha 20295121: ng , have a wealth of creative and care to give to the world 20295139: ey often experience a depth of not known to the non-celibate 20295257: ther in giving it a liberty of , a single aim , a transparen 20295283: makes sense in relation to our to God … I doubt whether I 20295300: enced such wealth and depth of , from and for so many , had 20295336: ple are able to experience the of God which can transform an 20295762: ing of children . It expresses and strengthens unity as well 20295981: sexual level . When they make , she can help by being patie 20296780: s can be free to express their physically as they can and wi 20296843: now given to the art of making , what men and women need fro 20299720: t yourself with the person you , and marriage usually begins 20301257: low it to sour their trust and . If a marriage is to survive 20382557: emple 's ‘ From Chipapa with ’ , an open letter to Presi 20386977: nly due to his mother 's great for her child that he did sur 20387116: door life that he had grown to so much . He began employment 20387401: e theatre that he had grown to and treasure so much . He bec 20451166: ate their work with signs of a of the task they have underta 20451263: rs might be anything from pure of a believed-in ‘ god ’ 20464463: epresentation of the truth and of pomp and elaborate ritual 20465220: espect for law and order and a of the truth , it is utterly 20493236: pproach to the subject . Human and the Human Conscience Gran 20493336: ange emotion which we call ‘ ’ . This seems to be a word 20493503: aning attached to the word ‘ ’ is the one conferred on i 20493553: third meaning of this word ‘ ’ is the one which is appli 20493574: he sexes , known as falling in , and which can be described 20493672: Ideally , this is the kind of that should be the most impor 20493724: rents for the offspring . This seems to vary in intensity fr 20493753: reach its highest value in the of the human parent for a chi 20493768: ould appear that this parental exists throughout the animal 20493798: It is this all important human between parent and child , pa 20493855: uld have come about . Parental and the Human Conscience Ther 20494003: thholding of manifestations of . It is believed , as already 20494046: ithhold manifestations of that for a little while , or threa 20494181: ntrol which the withholding of gives to a parent emphasises 20494213: ect of the absence of parental is that the parent has no gen 20494238: be started . Where there is no to start with , there is noth 20494304: on is that a parent who has no for the child is greatly hand 20494326: of manifestations of parental is used as a first measure of 20494407: thholding of manifestations of from the very young child amo 20494746: that the loss or diminution of and friendship , will be the 20494827: thholding of manifestations of . Failure to create the embry 20494894: ear . It is the fear of losing , friendship , or both that p 20497803: this place — the quality of and nursing , community , con 20504983: He said that badgers and foxes Madeira cake . Leisure Herald 20506294: change , emancipation and free . Wide boy Gary chats up Sue 20506391: x-teenagers who have fallen in on a Saturday night . It was 20511069: lewellyn , whose knowledge and for the score was obvious . A 20514704: bloom but the commandment ‘ Thy Neighbour as Thy Self ’ 20543942: d Mayson . With true brotherly , he provided a cross for Ant 20549683: n Sunday , a powerful story of and betrayal set in the tranq 20550742: es to the aid of his long-time , the famous stage actress Ir 20564183: and less on paperwork . Do you cars ? I have loved cars sinc 20570484: ustomer 's destination . FIRST My first car , an MG TC , was 20574120: If you liked the R25 you will the Safrane . It 's a car tha 20606600: ilies of Saltcoats , she had a of the sea and ships and from 20641080: speech , but to manifest their and gratitude to God for all 20659747: life . He developed a hopeless for the Queen of Prussia , wh 20665159: ament , but Sir Arthur 's true was reserved for British deaf 20722066: een listening . ‘ Fibroids , ’ . ’ Racy and instructiv 20745086: t happened was that he fell in . In February , the greysuite 20756084: erlin company . PRUSSIA , WITH Whether you seek culture ( ab 20768735: n ‘ something of a labour of over the last few years ’ . 20774819: H : Moving on to another great of yours , Franz Schubert ; I 20776762: he work of a strong artist . I music passionately . ‘ Amon 20778426: d several recordings : I would a re-issue of Sir Charles Gro 20784418: I heard this set , the more I it . The CD transfers are sum 20785559: lcinella Suite and a delicious of Three Oranges Suite , both 20790022: sical panacea for those out of . The remaining arrangements 20791330: e ballad like ‘ Make the Man Me ’ , is both overshadowed 20792881: l nuance , at times singing of as if merely a narrator , and 20805232: apsody No. 1 ; PROKOFIEV : the for Three Oranges : Suite LEW 20805877: oad , after all . Nor does his of Three Oranges Suite have t 20813668: warm , mellow and played with and fastidious concern over t 20815790: erto is no less successful . I the calm nobility with which 20816230: ew years ! We record reviewers to pigeonhole performances , 20821837: e , and sharply articulated by Derwinger . The ultimate dist 20829817: . [ RMW ] ‘ THOMAS HARDY AND ’ An Anthology with music , 20829847: l selected and presented . ‘ ’ ( in all its aspects ) is 20831675: which they wrote . [ MA ] ‘ OF COLOURS ’ Music by KATIA 20831738: the music . But when I put on of Colours I could n't lie st 20836244: ving that instrument . I would more people to be aware of th 20839311: an who finds herself deeply in , lies at the very heart of t 20840197: disappointment . Although his and understanding of much per 20846214: a guest spot on This ca n't be . The atmosphere is charged ( 20846289: ound Midnight , This ca n't be . Sound is a little thin , bu 20846811: r and Williams . Try I fall in too easily for the young Mars 20854333: covers . In acknowledging his of music , Sony Classical is 20860423: a new production of the comic story Die Entführung aus dem 20861333: e shaped the landscapes we all . But there is much more to f 20868525: ENT EXPRESSIONS OF A COUPLE 'S . MIRANDA INNES TRANSLATES TH 20869130: th white carnations ( ‘ pure ’ according to some sources 20869159: s ) , edged with myrtle ( more — this stems from the Arabi 20869187: in which he first declared his to Eve ) . These were surroun 20872059: y people do n't do this . I do being in proper country . And 20874372: But the country furniture they was built to last and to with 20874897: TAMORPHOSIS A LEPIDOPTERIST 'S AFFAIR As a child in wartime 20875687: eaks . I understand why people butterflies . How could one n 20895572: a jigsaw puzzle , the things I best are the most ordinary , 20895992: ndchildren to play with . They the flying trapeze acrobat wh 20896031: sides of the spinning drum . I showing them things , but eve 20896097: setting up and rearranging . I wooden toys , especially the 20897797: ing grace of innocence and the of a violin . There are stori 20899323: and trips up to town . I also to visit antique dealers and 20899636: those are really luxuries . I to show people under the bonn 20964433: ritings of Zim and Zam ; I did being there , on my own . Any 20996409: owners notice that their cats human females and hate or fea 20998048: -lovers ‘ because they which any beast in a high measure , 21014408: question . No matter how much and attention this animal has 21015876: es for human companionship and . Together , they brought one 21067696: ocated its offices and labs to Lane , Cirencester , Gloucest 21101258: ction . In their Narratives of and loss ( 1987 , pp.1–2 ) 21106810: In their study , Narratives of and loss , Margaret and Micha 21108826: other transmits messages about and security , or anxiety and 21111486: . The embarrassments of first and sexuality , and particula 21112374: ill I die … you Eric , who I best in the world . ’ ( Ibi 21113570: feel the first flutterings of and , for once , we are offer 21114706: r real aunt and uncle , but we them as though they were . Au 21115308: d with the nature of brotherly . The moral itself can be som 21115546: oors , begging our way for the of God , so that we might be 21116397: blems of the first job , first , relations with parents , di 21123355: are of one kitten thriving on and care . Carol White was st 21128823: 's daughter , Alison , fell in with a little picture-book th 21129486: dicapped , to be hopelessly in , or to be bullied at school 21135330: eople whom only a parent could . They , too , have a right t 21142780: it growing everywhere , and of . I was born on 2 April 1960 21183051: , and I have to confess that I it all and appreciate it , to 21186437: zen hussy indeed . There is no lost between her and the Quee 21186739: story many times . I vow he 'd to tell it again . ’ Corbet 21188673: pounding his sin by falling in with a woman . Corbett loved 21189386: d plot . Wishart had one great , Scotland . He did not mind 21194071: hall is full of men who would to cut each other 's throats 21194438: ip IV of France , would dearly two things now Scotland has l 21203245: Corbett concluded , who had no for King Alexander . Indeed , 21204595: lexander III was known for his of disguises , masques and je 21204742: ready and willing . If it was , why was Queen Yolande so ca 21261011: I lay after our bouts of dirty , toking and talking , turnin 21262624: money instead of feelings and and messy , painful stuff lik 21267630: as from Philadelphia , and his for Oxford and for England wa 21269075: ow need , a little dumbshow of being played out on her skin 21277135: our ecstasy the fatal word ‘ ’ passed our lips for the f 21277295: n nine months to gestate . ‘ 's dart , being barbed , ’ 21278097: main thing . Until we had made again , that first occasion a 21279188: . The fact that we were making in the Parsons ' matrimonial 21279540: irs his wife and I were making slowly . But instead of the g 21280791: y ever felt the desire to make with anyone other than their 21289093: rong for us to acknowledge our while Dennis was alive , it w 21291054: ious . Before , Karen had made with hysterical urgency , a c 21291587: d to imagine that I was making to Karen . I was , of course 21294402: Karen could n't get gravid for or money . If fecundity conti 21295602: akes the world go round is not or kindness , they 'd learn , 21296629: was that I had n't been making to her but to Alison , taking 21296683: for Alison Kraemer . I 'd made to her class of Englishwoman 21296814: , it was Alison Kraemer I made to that night and every night 21296965: 're a safe investment , but in you can make a killing overni 21298941: mitted honestly that I did n't her and that if she insisted 21306172: were her parents ? Did anyone her once ? Is anyone looking 21314795: and Dayglo as if to say , ‘ ! Not like it used to be in o 21315675: 's only natural . Or we 're in with them , ha ha . All that 21319183: ould I do ? I followed him . I zoos . I go into them and mak 21321805: ver realized before how much I baths . Hot water . Soap . Sh 21330534: ce-creams , ignoramus . It was . It was for me , anyway . I 21332467: We need you , truly we do . We you . It 's ghastly , you bei 21342022: et barrier 'll say , ‘ Hey , , what have you done to that 21345455: Aldington . Only he is n't . I him , Bean . I adore him . An 21345496: . They 're true , Bina . It 's . You 'll recognize it when i 21348807: ing a girl — that 's why you Bri and you do n't love me 21348813: hy you love Bri and you do n't me — you wanted a boy — y 21349375: lancing across at Dad . ‘ We you , we love having a girl . 21349379: at Dad . ‘ We love you , we having a girl . We called you 21394964: lages and one big town . ‘ I watching lights twinkling a l 21414393: op , amongst the eaves . ‘ I it . I love its expression ! 21414397: the eaves . ‘ I love it . I its expression ! ’ said Bre 21422347: nough to see people yet . I 'd to come if I may , and — I 21429622: e , and welcome . ’ ‘ I 'd it , of course , but … ’ 21431252: n't know . And in any case , I sausages ! They 're so nice a 21435311: I 'm not a martyr at all — I Factota . We all do , really 21435924: ank 's quite dry . And for the of Mike take off those shoes 21444534: ificial in the cult of courtly . But enough has been said to 21452940: compared with them , and to a of independence , of a way of 21454301: way of life out of custom and of their cities ; and for the 21454438: try was always one of hate and . I have been trying to draw 21455469: the Romans were stirred by the of liberty and faction , whic 21456251: ng way how difficult it was to one 's neighbour in this worl 21461052: e resistance to the king . The of liberty might be somewhat 21461770: central Middle Ages — then a of travel and a readiness to 21463765: says the author , ‘ for her , faults are forgiven , the b 21468796: uch the search for gain as the of travel itself , and the ur 21470001: t is a striking witness to the of travel so characteristic o 21470202: s it abundantly clear that the of travel , the fashion for w 21472340: that no man married merely for , and many men and women no d 21472359: he circumstances , and fell in with their partners . More of 21485581: nd Harriet suspected he was in with her . But she could n't 21490356: tive she had met and fallen in with when she had been chasin 21490424: d bullying , and given her the and support that had made her 21490670: e — were n't we ? We were in — were n't we ? How could I 21495191: sleeping in his arms ! Making was all very well , pleasant 21495610: Sally had a great capacity for and a down-to-earth quality t 21496072: ivacy ? ‘ Come back to bed , . ’ ‘ I 'm all right . 21503514: ssible to feel charity — and — for her when she was fuss 21505612: , Mark . I thought you were in with London . ’ ‘ I 'm in 21505621: with London . ’ ‘ I 'm in with wherever the business is 21508740: h whom Sally was hopelessly in , was certain to be there . P 21511758: es of others who had no family for her to colour what they s 21511864: realised she was no longer in with Pete . The fact that her 21511891: ppointment — even unrequited was better than no love at al 21511896: quited love was better than no at all . A fortnight after sh 21511990: year Sally fell in and out of a half dozen times and each t 21512040: two people ever came to be in with one another at the same 21512889: know that this time she was IN ! The question of what to wea 21514260: uite certain of — she was in with Edward and that meant sh 21515836: she saw the enormous dark red bite on her neck . Quickly sh 21516437: relieved at not having had her bite spotted but filled with 21517967: ped for a coffee had fallen in with it , even if the skirt d 21521534: was sure she must have another bite . ‘ See you on Saturda 21523558: s so reluctant to let him make to her , she decided . Everyo 21591426: purrs , the cod grunts and the song of the male haddock rese 21592705: ve scent markings on it , make to it or whatever . So the se 21594441: eater is the capacity for both and the awareness of other cr 21594465: in its highest essence is also . So Love and Life are the sa 21594468: hest essence is also Love . So and Life are the same thing . 21615575: ut genuine feelings of peace , and goodwill to all his fello 21615596: follow him wherever he goes . brings out the very best in b 21618842: f the right of men and boys to one another . He gave his con 21618901: his ‘ Books of the Nameless ’ underground . They are a 21619414: f championing ‘ the nameless ’ , as he called it . The p 21619506: n of the ‘ Books of Nameless ’ could only be sold underg 21619541: is ‘ confessions of life and ’ . In the novel , the cent 21619956: he wrote : ‘ They murder our — and it lives . They stran 21620065: s hand , he had been his first , his first love and his firs 21620069: een his first love , his first and his first passion ! From 21620124: knew that their friendship was , their love passion . What m 21620127: ir friendship was love , their passion . What more did they 21620154: ith all the wonderful signs of : tender and violent at the s 21620202: not the least idea that their was a crime in people 's eyes 21621742: ged before him because of this , for the sake of this same l 21621750: ve , for the sake of this same with which he himself once lo 21621810: t it had been then : the first of his life and his first , g 21621831: more than that even : the only of his young life that had co 21621840: is young life that had come as must come — uncalled and ov 21621888: rely pleasure in one another . , which indeed hid itself , b 21621920: stranger 's hand — his first , not his strongest and certa 21625723: e things better another time . , Catriona The clock chimed i 21625807: n constitution . ‘ I fell in with her the first time I saw 21625880: his thoughts . ‘ You fell in with her . And did she fall i 21625889: with her . And did she fall in with you ? ’ ‘ Yes , ’ 21626149: tand the quality of Céline 's . ‘ Surely , ’ said Miss 21627283: , who was n't glamorous or the of Jean 's life . More mature 21627311: eone else 's thought , I 'm in with someone who 's not Anne 21632640: d to grief . Crush Me Tender , Me Blue TONI DAVIDSON THE MAN 21633448: at he inherited along with his for this man that he question 21633895: h loves and hates . He fell in with the man , the political 21633940: no longer hide behind a naive , a sensuous world of uncompl 21634958: is mouth but keeps pouring his out of his eyes into Iain 's 21646721: day grows bright ! Our silent wanders in Glen Fruin with bu 21646817: till you sighed and turned for . Your breast and thighs were 21646854: ss . It was in the silence the was . Footsteps and witnesses 21648452: me that somewhere wimmin might other wimmin precisely becaus 21648464: ere other wimmin and that this could include a sexual dimens 21654999: hing about each of them that I . Spring 1971 SIMON TAYLOR IT 21656765: is wife one evening , falls in with a man he sees in the res 21656997: where did you get this kind of to scatter recklessly to use 21659607: rience a great truth of life : . Man is not the centre of al 21659650: a greater life , a fulfilling . This is a testament of my f 21659736: ts entwined to form a selfless . From our union we gave of o 21660284: filled with thoughts of God 's . I also read books of a spir 21705827: perseverance , not to mention and dedication , for a mother 21711887: fruit , just lots and lots of awaiting the newcomer . A spa 21712546: cause of friction . For blind , like blind hate , can be fa 21713239: rong concentration of parental . Carl emerged as a fully-qua 21713606: ke tenderness , true brotherly , genuine affection . Then wo 21714686: l … when you dream of making … ’ ‘ Ah ! I 'm with yo 21716183: ial place in my heart . All my , Your big brother Sam . I cr 21719211: with us it was true brotherly , which exists to this day , 21724991: very respect , she displayed a and devotion for Mother which 21726025: from afar . It was a hopeless and one that could not possib 21726183: u here . ’ His reply made me him even more , if that were 21729064: e Scots , in general , have no for the English — for good 21732164: ( which I fully understood ) . can be manifested in strange 21738939: ) her body . She was my first , my first experience of that 21739615: . Paradoxically , not my first . This is called ‘ making l 21739622: ve . This is called ‘ making ’ ; it is not , however , r 21739632: ; it is not , however , real . I took her three times with 21786622: pes of foods overweight people . The fat in our food is not 21791505: es and arms remain unchanged . this diet — part of my life 21791696: food , plenty of fruit which I . Sincerely and Thank you … 21817465: ntic books too , such as A Mad by Charlotte M. Graham , and 21825622: ow called Her Ladyship and her for this awkward beast touche 21827260: ed to sleep there . Oh , I did our times together at Hury , 21830755: ty presents itself , because I to read . In the days when I 21840158: the Indian Army veteran with a of poetry , and Sam developed 21840933: pired her to these lines : The of the hills has got into you 21844156: nated with cat faeces . If you cats you can still enjoy them 21919464: nly a one-day player . I would to win the World Cup . Favour 21935640: ateurs and businessmen , whose of the game has inspired them 21940267: onsciously as an image , and a of playing for his county whi 21944858: ame , will prosper . His first was association football and 21945134: l . This he did by hard work , for cricket and an exceptiona 22037609: so ready to smile ; laugh and the night away , she could no 22040008: f you loved me then ca n't you me once again ? Rab thought n 22056063: tor said . ‘ It was my first . ’ ‘ It was ? ’ Rab wo 22059206: Meg all her time , a weight of , to carry it , filled with h 22060597: grimaced and bore it . For the of Rab . But it was taxing , 22061102: slightest breeze to carry her away . But , and a squeak fro 22061914: ght , as burning with a fierce . ‘ We 'll hit the high spo 22064095: I always wished I 'd been in and run away when I was young 22069551: limit it to small doses . That of the outdoors is one strand 22070394: physical expressions of their to a minimum . Even a kiss ca 22070666: not rightfully satisfy . Is it which drives one human to red 22070963: fall is the fact that romantic can not be sustained without 22071390: I married a man I was madly in with . ( Or so I thought . ) 22071567: ng women who think they are in and are willing to overlook 22071714: IS : The understanding that if is not viewed more as a commi 22071742: . 1 Corinthians 13:4–7 : ‘ is patient , love is kind . I 22071746: :4–7 : ‘ Love is patient , is kind . It does not envy , 22071788: it keeps no record of wrongs . does not delight in evil but 22071814: opes , always perseveres . ’ Is MATURITY IS : Recognising 22071822: ITY IS : Recognising that real is much more an action than a 22071857: s no pity on him , how can the of God be in him ? Dear child 22071870: m ? Dear children , let us not with words or tongue but with 22071885: tions and in truth . ’ ‘ I you , I ca n't live without y 22072025: d his happiness . Saying ‘ I you ’ is only a declaration 22072038: laration of taste . ‘ I will you ’ is a commitment . The 22072073: ts shortcomings . The word ‘ ’ is one of them . It cover 22072112: ous words that we translate as . There is nothing authoritat 22072144: ks separated various facets of we have a much better idea of 22072179: . Each of these expressions of should be part of every marri 22072188: part of every marriage . Eros is typified by its appeal to 22072237: ers seem to concentrate . Eros is the chemistry that causes 22072357: ndation of friendship . Phileo is a friendship love based on 22072361: . Phileo love is a friendship based on common interest . It 22072453: ribute to our basis for phileo . One of the greatest distinc 22072462: reatest distinctives of phileo is team work . C S Lewis says 22072482: king to each other about their ; friends hardly ever talk ab 22072536: nd therefore much safer . Eros can be likened to an affair w 22072551: a box of chocolates . You can them so much that you eat the 22072603: estructing relationship . Eros is the capacity to celebrate 22072657: is not acting friendly ? Agape makes no requirement on the o 22072666: quirement on the object of its . It is neither a physical no 22072681: gical attraction . It does not ‘ because of ’ . Often it 22072751: ndirectly to the lover . Agape is also the mark of a Christi 22072776: at you are my disciples if you one another . ’ We can see 22073077: Law ? ’ Jesus replied : ‘ the Lord your God with all yo 22073112: . And the second is like it : your neighbour as yourself . 22073164: he Scripture is summed up as a relationship with God and a l 22073170: ve relationship with God and a relationship with our neighbo 22073207: it together in this one area . is the plumb-line against whi 22073226: fact that we are commanded to even our enemies tells us tha 22073233: even our enemies tells us that is more of a decision than a 22073280: ay decisions . It is an act of to roll the toothpaste tube i 22073346: 3:4–8a gives a definition of that sounds like a descriptio 22073358: on and integrity personified . is patient about dirty clothe 22073370: ft strewn around the bedroom , is kind enough not to leave t 22073476: as told him to wipe his feet . does not delight in evil he a 22073544: ite of discouraging setbacks . never fails when continually 22073558: bviously a quality about agape that brings out our total pos 22073587: makes it a commitment type of which is discerning but not d 22073624: is best for the object of that . This means it is committed 22073652: ral to the definition of agape , because it allows us to see 22073661: cause it allows us to see that is not some sugar-plum notion 22073724: heartache . By the same token is called upon to find a cons 22073746: iour in my partner . It is not when the concern is the fact 22073786: ship . Dr Ed Wheat in his book Life for Every Married Couple 22073801: mments regarding the nature of : What you think about love w 22073807: of love : What you think about will control your behaviour . 22073818: . When reason is excluded from 's excitements what results i 22073825: xcitements what results is not at all but lust , infatuation 22073851: l be wrong almost every time . is an art to be learned and a 22073866: ipline to be maintained . Real is always a choice backed up 22073876: a choice backed up by action . is always doing the very best 22073889: best for the object of one 's … and there is nothing myst 22073903: about that . All of this makes sound a bit of a drudgery , h 22073944: t romance will endure . Phileo would do quite nicely but unf 22073978: d even feel like we are not in . We may have a head filled w 22073997: we do not . This is when agape takes over and with our will 22074011: continue to show forth acts of , doing what is best for our 22074049: and into full blossom again . is the antithesis of selfishn 22074109: s , should I rely on the agape of my partner or should I str 22074128: n that my partner could easily even if no agape love were av 22074133: d easily love even if no agape were available ? Please expla 22074215: for each of the three types of , how they support and comple 22074299: from our parents about life , and marriage . The example th 22074445: et that they were very much in b Friendship , they seemed to 22074505: our parents did to demonstrate to each other . The father ea 22074536: yet practical , expressions of . 9 List at least five things 22074550: ed from your parents regarding that will be a help in your m 22074607: int effort as an expression of . MATURITY IS : Conducting my 22075904: Nina the Neatnick . However , will dictate that Tony at lea 22078567: 15 , ‘ speaking the truth in ’ . ( See also the chapter 22078825: elationship that he is told to as Christ loved the church an 22078910: or children to understand what and commitment consist of in 22080277: rer the mark to say we fall in with the personality . How do 22080611: way that they will perceive as . We also know how deeply a p 22080636: ahart 's book How Do You Say I You ? lists many different 22080646: different ‘ languages ’ of that people speak and underst 22080657: stand . He lists expression of through words , touch , spend 22080681: vary in the way they perceive . Much of this is due largely 22080810: ing level . We are required to one another , love our neighb 22080814: required to love one another , our neighbour and to love our 22080819: er , love our neighbour and to our marriage partner . This m 22080855: y the one we are attempting to . The reason this information 22080950: s us to ‘ speak the truth in ’ ; be judicious about how 22081136: . Or as Dr Ed Wheat puts it in Life for Every Married Couple 22081434: you the spirit of fear but of and a sound mind ? ’ Violat 22082694: to take off the rough edges . requires vulnerability , bein 22084955: blical leadership is an act of , because it has the long-ran 22086103: lter , we also have a need for and significance . This seems 22086316: t we assume we are unworthy of and are afraid of the vulnera 22086436: ll not have the opportunity to us . The second major problem 22086586: ells us that we only know what is because ‘ Jesus Christ l 22086610: :1 says , ‘ How great is the the Father has lavished on us 22086678: commands to us is that we must one another . 1 John 3:16 goe 22087997: was said . We have a need for and a need for significance a 22088038: r partner is the agent of that and not the source of it . If 22088057: partner as the source of that we put too much pressure on t 22088118: at Christ is the source of our and significance frees us to 22090804: except the continuing debt to one another . ’ And Proverb 22092074: orks for the good of those who him , who have been called ac 22092583: n this situation . Continue to . God is sovereign . He 's ke 22093747: e your partner ) know that you them and that you have forgiv 22093990: ect and lack of desire to make . It is very difficult to mak 22093998: . It is very difficult to make with someone you resent . Som 22094830: will deliver you . ’ Sexual It is obvious that one chapte 22095172: sness which typifies the agape which God demands as well as 22095361: the difference between making , and people using each other 22095496: sproved in the above passage . is meeting needs , which mean 22095507: means that anyone motivated to automatically assumes a burde 22095773: siderations that we can really our partner sexually . Freque 22096080: utworking of our commitment to . ‘ Sexual love involves ta 22096084: ommitment to love . ‘ Sexual involves taking off the emoti 22096244: Bible that requires us to make in the bedroom . It is of the 22097640: , just the same old act . I do him and would value some help 22106080: erives from the commandment to thy neighbour enunciated by L 22106101: d that , even if a man can not his neighbour , he must still 22106985: sex-education film Language of . The magistrate dismissed th 22107073: l , More about the Language of , which was refused a certifi 22107189: The More About the Language of case , R v. Jacey ( London ) 22107246: which depicted a couple making in explicit anatomical detail 22107316: m 's predecessor , Language Of , and returned an acquittal a 22108083: ilm More About the Language of . The Law Commission had stro 22118791: U.K. passport we all know and is on the way out . In 1987 t 22136317: tachment is more than cupboard . Parents are needed to respo 22137987: providence to allow himself to again . The blueprint based o 22138336: ng childhood — the exclusive of a parent . But perhaps she 22138700: their babies close and convey for and admiration of their b 22139419: rents with intense feelings of and hate . It is as if the em 22140469: ative emotions . The desire to and be physically close may b 22141620: ections of their first and own . Usually the special parent 22141991: tion , happiness and sadness , and hate . The fact that moth 22142005: re usually the first object of for their offspring creates r 22142100: es , he supports her labour of . Of course , it does not alw 22142458: camp , a rival they would both to remove but hate to lose be 22143227: in of parting from their first and also to match social expe 22145522: people we are in the realms of , the basis on which many peo 22145562: has been argued that romantic is a relatively modern phenom 22145633: us that through the centuries was deemed to be compatible w 22145662: riage on free consent , upheld as a precursor of the union . 22145673: sor of the union . The verb to is difficult to define as it 22145799: ey have little or no control . and anger , it seems , are tw 22145817: e same coin . The stronger the , the stronger The rage when 22145825: he stronger The rage when that is not reciprocated . The opp 22146062: ll of this suggests that while is centred on feelings for an 22146105: are essentially four kinds of . The infantile type of love 22146111: f love . The infantile type of , ‘ I love me . ’ The nex 22146115: infantile type of love , ‘ I me . ’ The next state , ‘ 22146125: e . ’ The next state , ‘ I the me in you . I love you be 22146132: , ‘ I love the me in you . I you because you are my brothe 22146161: you . ’ Then the adolescent , ‘ I love you because your 22146165: en the adolescent love , ‘ I you because your dancing plea 22146186: e . ’ And the adult stage of wherein , ‘ I want to love 22146193: f love wherein , ‘ I want to you and cherish you because I 22146231: yours … ’ So , the mature is the capacity to find enjoy 22146257: ks both ways . ( Our italics ) can grow up , but is rarely t 22146304: od marriages all four types of exist : I love me ; I love me 22146308: l four types of love exist : I me ; I love me in you ; I lov 22146312: of love exist : I love me ; I me in you ; I love your good 22146318: love me ; I love me in you ; I your good qualities ; and I e 22146377: is based on too much of ‘ I me ’ and ‘ I love the me 22146383: of ‘ I love me ’ and ‘ I the me in you ’ , but first 22146403: basic capacity to realize some for another , with its mix of 22146422: one has the innate capacity to and to enjoy another 's happi 22146488: , its absence . The ability to ourselves and another is form 22146505: od . As has been said , ‘ We in as much as love was presen 22146510: id , ‘ We love in as much as was present in the first grea 22146534: he part played by our earliest affairs in forming personal b 22146646: the source of nourishment and which is prepared to succour 22146729: ce , they can delight in ‘ I me . ’ Gradually they learn 22146857: o another for that enjoyment . for another is one of the mai 22146890: od things are provided : ‘ I you because you are my mother 22146977: . It does not have to destroy , but can be contained within 22146986: t can be contained within it . is bigger . With this knowled 22147475: y partnership and the basis of , envy is one of the stronges 22147815: to start to learn to share the . Sometimes foundations are s 22148113: s is its loss . The search for and the in-love state can be 22148143: gh the ages — by Plato : ‘ is the desire and pursuit of 22148158: whole ’ ; by Coleridge : ‘ is a desire of the whole bein 22148231: iological terms , heterosexual makes whole . Man can not exp 22148421: on remains , why do we fall in with one person rather than a 22148566: ecificity of who it is safe to is related to the ‘ me in y 22148579: the ‘ me in you ’ : ‘ I someone who reflects part of 22148699: t that the more a person is in and the less they are able to 22148716: t it is in the other that they , the less free is the consci 22148815: th it , may need to search for only with their mirror image 22148898: ess . In the extremest form of of the mirror image , a perso 22148924: fortable and much safer in the of a member of the same sex . 22149216: does he want ? COMPLEMENTARITY of the other as a complement 22149319: ition , is unconscious : ‘ I the unrecognized me in you 22149619: ger could be tamed . Greed for , attention and praise was a 22149833: wise unconscious that falls in with and marries its own unre 22150382: defence much used in the ‘ I me in you ’ aspect of marri 22151207: former , not having fallen in , or with few of their emotio 22152584: y old scenes . When we fall in the wisdom of the unconscious 22153004: uple make a public covenant to and to cherish , to help and 22153192: it is good fortune to fall in with the person you marry , o 22153219: nd private stage of falling in is followed by one in which c 22153272: . The experience of falling in is frequently the first intim 22153315: . There are no guarantees that will be reciprocated . Manoeu 22153345: ld phrase , ‘ all is fair in and war ’ , suggests how lo 22153391: it is difficult to acknowledge until they are sure they are 22153405: loved in return . For some the of the chase becomes an end i 22153695: he idealized state of being in is an insecure condition . Th 22155700: sk giving up some of his ‘ I me ’ ? Can she get a bit mo 22155713: an she get a bit more of ‘ I me ’ , and feel loved and p 22157109: unify himself in an undivided ’ , but finds the simpler p 22158159: hemselves of being able to win and move from one sexual conq 22158405: , and if the excitement of the of and for this parent was fe 22158700: ense of loss , and also by the between the parents to which 22164166: e food , comfort , holding and which are withheld that the g 22166208: of the strongest antidotes to and has its roots in the inna 22166429: sed , particularly the lack of within the alternating violen 22167722: ho as babies were handled with and delight , whose perfect l 22170369: g person can remain fixated in like the Brünnhildes and Que 22170714: e genuine offers of warmth and towards her or whether they w 22174961: babies rather than for making , and most couples experience 22175966: eir turn , look back upon with and affection . Although , fo 22183960: experiment in play . Children to discover that they can ‘ 22214068: . Small apparatus All children playing with balls and at thi 22214605: ’ for children , which they to explore . It may be a shru 22302312: during the week . Even if you gardening could you really co 22304377: ys . From the time you fall in with a property to the time y 22313617: y to nurture them . But then I growing houseplants . If you 22314493: elf a pat on the back . If you yourself , you will love your 22314498: f you love yourself , you will your own company the more . N 22321880: t can be a creative outlet ( I creating special dishes ) , i 22322098: important — firstly that you and take care of yourself , a 22327992: old people 's home that would some free hairdressing for th 22337430: ies very seriously , genuinely animals , and look after the 22384452: ht years old , I knew how much had gone into that case … 22392867: he Movement . Having fallen in with the theatre in the Free 22400353: a discouraged child who needs . ’ It was a remedy frequen 22404912: in their mid-teens who fell in with Christian boys and who l 22406733: ekily compared Melvyn Bragg 's scenes from A Time To Dance w 22406798: es his work with more literary scenes . For , as he explaine 22417068: ands of the matadors . You 'll those richly-embroidered cere 22417895: a smile on your face , and in … that 's when hamburgers r 22418960: ed . It 's only a restaurant . — ditto . Slug — a hairdr 22419201: iches b Unlimited capacity for 5 . On a jar of coffee a A sm 22423063: time he was raving about free and ‘ Fat Maria ’ Who ‘ 22423113: es far beyond any idea of free or promiscuity . ‘ It is be 22425174: out God , about Pascal , about . And it is quite wonderful . 22429772: stard ? ’ ‘ Well , son — is a very special thing which 22431756: Mr Stallone has yet to fall in with a woman who likes men wi 22437640: t Beantest . MR : Beantest ! I it . What a superb idea . Mac 22437729: d of pzazz that the young kids so much . MR : ( pause ) You 22441462: r future wives . ( 8 ) Hoorays Indian food and on non-party 22442414: ntribution as much as he would to . I 'm really sorry about 22448358: always makes me laugh , and I the saxophone solo . Then som 22451645: he family I have brought up to Punch going to survive ? Who 22454358: The young actress whose steamy scenes in a major new drama l 22456691: iently robust form to ‘ make ’ . Using language normally 22458950: olitics , but not to those who the place . Dr Brian Mawhinne 22472681: ng Me Now ’ , ‘ Lessons In ’ , all the kind of thing t 22472958: playing great , the road crew it , but the audience are com 22472990: e going wild and the road crew it again . Or you go out , yo 22473438: hment , and A Short Film About , a study of a misunderstood 22473484: ) what looks like a fantasy of . Two girls are born , one in 22473584: d ; it is guided , really , to . She is played , as is her d 22473680: 't myself think it is simply a fantasy . I think it is about 22474323: e product of a single night of — if love it is when strang 22474326: a single night of love — if it is when strangers collide 22476497: ie last week and think I am in again . She 's slender , eleg 22477054: een a whore , now that I am in . My new love is not a sleek 22477058: now that I am in love . My new is not a sleek , $5m jet , bu 22495662: , when she met you she fell in and wanted to come and live w 22531166: us for seafood , which we both , and there appeared to be a 22656121: a mark of the King 's personal and regard . ’ Astorre snor 22657668: responsibility without feeling , otherwise the world would b 22662638: he loins of a tomcat . Fell in with the Duke of Athens ’ s 22679750: prefer either to the Heart as 's Captive . Since you spoke 22679812: course , the three enemies of trap her eventually . Shame , 22683333: well . ’ ‘ But you did n't Primaflora ? ’ the boy said 22685984: he moth , symbol of passionate , which yields its life to th 22694248: n she would n't have fallen in with him . The manner of his 22699933: s gin as much as I do . If you ‘ im , Maggie , treat yours 22700076: rne was a woman with plenty of to give , and the best stimul 22708873: one . He had n't meant to make to her . It happened with the 22712711: y problems and poverty , and a of children . Please say you 22715849: aimed to please . She did n't her husband , or even have an 22716015: an the hurried , clumsy act of which followed . Sarah closed 22719438: ested . ‘ And you know how I them , Nahum , dear . The old 22719673: the work . The girl seemed to kids , but like the first Mrs 22719742: nd to show her something , and welled up in her like treacle 22720247: a woman in need of a child to , and having none of her own 22721713: alking about giving a home and to a child . Would n't it he 22721829: er . Please , Nahum . I really her . ’ ‘ Impossible , 22723180: little girl any more , Anna , , ’ Ma said . ‘ We 've go 22723756: ad made Sarah so unhappy . His also made him jealous . He co 22724805: ah was giving all her maternal to the wrong child . By prodd 22726233: ver the years she had grown to him in a familiar , comfortab 22728586: o him . It seemed there was no for the boy in this house , a 22729039: ules is rules . ’ ‘ But we her . ’ Ma had held her so 22751472: EAUTY OF CHARDONNAY Winemakers the Chardonnay grape — and 22757394: de or the other . DUNES Making alfresco in the sand dunes is 22759134: h as : 1 Women who were ‘ in ’ with the first man they s 22759150: with 50% 2 Men who were ‘ in ’ with the first woman they 22759585: to spy on guests as they made . He also suffered from a mor 22759879: rse of the truth ; ‘ to make ’ is far from always the ca 22760919: ch garlic before filming their scenes . Thirty-four years la 22760933: igg used garlic to curtail her scenes with George Lazenby wh 22761753: t with overt sexual subjects ; and romance seemed to be thei 22763655: gasm will thus be avoided . If is mutual , and if orgasm is 22764170: , the Roman poet famed for his poetry , and the Sheikh Nefza 22765849: supposed to add excitement to making — we can only hope t 22768674: inary self-control when making , so that sex several times a 22768738: climax himself . He could make by the hour , but he went the 22768818: ured there was time to make to to her , an activity that wou 22770908: hat a valid membership card . DISH The American sexologist 22771019: ify with sexual concepts . ’ : LIFE AND DEATH A court in C 22771050: oured the sex life of Dr David and his wife Virginia who , o 22771064: t least three occasions , made hanging from a window of thei 22771081: cally the rope tied around Mrs 's ankle slipped from her hus 22771123: inly does n't indicate that Dr is guilty of anything . ’ L 22771130: ve is guilty of anything . ’ LOCKED OUT In the fifteenth c 22772366: and the camera became her true . Ambitious to make it to the 22773084: pregnancy ’ . MUSIC TO MAKE TO A dozen sexy song titles t 22774230: their decision 14.5% 4 Did n't the girl 14% 5 Worried about 22774255: h their boyfriends : 1 Did n't him 37% 2 Thought it was mora 22774345: d laughing by turns over a ‘ story ’ ? Of course it awak 22774394: o heroic , lovable and dead in , fail to awaken this tender 22774515: ason . Amativeness , that is , , and the nervous system , ar 22774668: ver read novels , because real is so much more fascinating t 22776333: a spur to the Spirit and to ’ . P PENIS : ARTIFICIAL In 22777360: de her an early starter in the stakes . She was interested i 22777514: ad a wife and three sons . Her for him was intense and her s 22778065: he and her fiancé were making as they watched him on televi 22778231: the Monkey Sleeps Moonlit Mile Tube Hole YMCA Bush Twat Twit 22778564: heme of willingness to die for of Mother ’ , or Alma Mater 22782010: of his day . SEXERCISE Making burns up more calories than p 22782080: frisbee 200 per hour 6 Making 150 per hour 7 Playing golf 1 22782246: areer and for the depiction of scenes on the silver screen . 22782530: ‘ six-ten ’ means to make . LEONARD SMITHERS Smithers w 22783478: include activities like making with someone you love , or at 22783482: e making love with someone you , or at least know ; enjoying 22783543: es like watching others making , stimulation by pornography 22784476: wench that drink'st it will to incline . U UNEMPLOYED : SHAK 22785272: ers to astrology , relating to and speedy marriage , I shall 22785354: me , in dreams let me my true see . ’ So carefully drawin 22785780: e by watching two women making than women were at watching t 22785797: the sight of two women making was less of a turn-off for wo 22785813: an the sight of two men making was for male viewers . 4 Hete 22786490: tary attaché in Moscow . Oral managed a nursing home . Hyma 22835378: theme weekends . Children will our ‘ Piglet Club ’ . Dia 22840418: at this moment was to fall in with a steward . In a deliber 22841506: r the Connor name , for me . I you , Dad When Kelly had fini 22844161: all my friends there . All my , Kelly Dear Dermot . Always 22849397: 's entertaining . Follow me , , do n't mind the mess in the 22849772: chance of another pot of tea , ? ’ After the woman had lef 22865723: atulations . Thinking of you . , Jack . ’ Kelly groaned . 22866804: briefcase . ‘ Only kidding , , ’ she added with unwelcom 22867220: ence with its plaintive cry of and need . Kelly Connor sat o 22867458: ing altogether but they shared in abundance . Kelly smiled a 22867851: ll that happened out there — , life , death , murder even 22871133: y seems your style . ’ ‘ I this music . Sometimes I come 22871855: was lost . It was n't exactly , but it was close enough to 22871863: e , but it was close enough to not to matter . ‘ Stay with 22872119: the curtains . No , It was n't . Reassurance , warmth , sani 22874838: held out an arm . ‘ Sorry , , ’ he said . ‘ We 've go 22880293: had discovered he could still . Shit . That was all he need 22881655: You always hurt the one you . ’ Bus Ticket Zoë Fairbai 22885255: as she rushes past . ‘ Hey , , what 's the hurry ? Lost yo 22885529: ugging at her hand . ‘ Yes , ? ’ ‘ Want some Smarties 22885547: an said — ’ ‘ What man , ? ’ ‘ The funny man , Unc 22886587: es of bitter please , thanks , . Sitting at a table in the c 22891449: , ‘ I hate the Vietcong , I the King and Queen ’ and 22901253: ‘ Absolutely nice . But do I him ? Yes . But why ? Ah , th 22901358: k for punctuation , ‘ Well , , what 's with you ? I heard 22902288: ow that ties in with who I can , get it together with , I me 22902918: spicuous , triumphalist in our ; now we had to tell the Worl 22904048: For the next few days we made with a kindliness and conside 22904102: there . We talked a lot , made a little , said nothing and n 22904145: h other , and she said , ‘ I you , even I love you . Do n' 22904150: said , ‘ I love you , even I you . Do n't forget . ’ And 22906577: ell at school because I was in with and afraid of my teacher 22907965: do the same . If you will not me , having won me , I do not 22908103: rful always of the loss of the which keeps me that way . Sel 22908528: like time or distance preserve ; fragrant as pot-pourri she 22911366: not that airy fairy labour of stuff , and how it ought to b 22939467: s all my life , eh ? ’ ‘ A affair ? ’ I said . ‘ You 22964613: ot the marines ? The SBS would this one . ’ Connors shook 22967816: mply and totally fallen out of with each other , and like th 22968004: w , Nell could not conceive of between a man and a woman , c 22988435: o comprehend its true nature . . Anger . She found her voice 23005694: which I am confident you will ! See you next month . Want a 23005858: ourse , most horses absolutely the chance to explore the cou 23005901: does n't mean the riders will it too . Of course you can vi 23046532: gh the centuries . Whether you the adventures of ‘ Swallow 23051327: sea creatures . Children will the Sea Lab and new Touchpool 23057371: with his dislike of rugby and of photography . Ever since M 23057952: ng ! ’ ‘ It 's all right , , ’ she said , her anger in 23057968: nd all her northern warmth and spilling over . ‘ Do n't ta 23058074: Jack liked him but he did n't him yet and could n't call hi 23077773: ‘ Shall I come with you , ? ’ asked Tina in a return 23078666: It does n't mean anything , . It 's all nonsense at the m 23092341: too . ’ They were touched by ! The thought was like a bird 23092371: 'd touched them with her warm and it had been too much for 23096339: help people ‘ who never find , it 's not about casual sex 23103508: ding ring . Eternity , union , , the gold wedding ring has c 23103582: the left hand where a vein of was believed to run straight 23103639: eternity . The Irish Claddagh ring , a heart between two ha 23104929: in shapes as timeless as your Timeless designs in 18 carat 23105455: alsh ( £49.99 ) GOLD … with from Beaverbrooks On the wedd 23105475: ld , the symbol of everlasting ? Its warmth and richness wil 23106721: . Your little bridesmaids will these Pony Brides from My Lit 23106998: e perfect gift for the one you , Lovers is filled with over 23107114: before July 9 1992 . A Gift of Amaretto di Saronno , so the 23107136: g widow who , having fallen in with an artist from Leonardo 23107157: h the recipe as a token of her . And to this day Amaretto is 23114924: ally want in your life now are and security . July is a busy 23115561: quite sure what you want from and romance in the weeks ahea 23115613: e on your mind now , Aries and and home life will be closely 23115671: remind yourself why you 're in ! TAURUS April 21–May 20 Yo 23116059: the transport industry , we 'd to find out more . Can you he 23116162: nt after the event . They both cuddly toys and I thought it 23116295: church in Yorkshire and we 'd to have him play at our weddi 23117004: my fiancé and I used to make every day and often in really 23117037: together we only seem to make about once a week and always 23117572: ogether . PERSONAL HYGIENE ? I my fiancé very much but his 23117851: n to try to get their women to them , dirt and all . This si 23117921: author of The Complete Book of and The Complete guide to Sex 23118621: sorry . By Leslie Dobson . You him , he 's kind to animals , 23120079: ows that he has a capacity for . ’ And there are different 23120088: d there are different types of . Do n't be concerned if he h 23120109: ir . ‘ Passion and long term are two different things ’ 23120126: n't often marry the passionate of your life , you marry the 23120560: how you want it to be . ’ 10 Does he love you , warts and 23120563: it to be . ’ 10 Love Does he you , warts and all ? Men are 23120589: r romantic beau whispers ‘ I you ’ daily in your shell-l 23120610: loves you in the way that you him . But that need n't be a 23120631: both expect the same from your . Is he prepared for your fee 23120664: in 20 years time ? And does he you as you are , or as he wan 23120823: hurch now ) , or a man you can and live with ? It does n't m 23127422: f you like sweet wines you 'll this . Cordorniu Chardonnay B 23134984: band . If you are fit , really testing yourself and are not 23222653: all agree on one thing , we 'd to be on board the Champagne 23235357: complement the main theme ‘ thy Neighbour ’ . A vase co 23238249: ; to our people — a heart of ; to ourselves — a heart of 23246033: at Scorton . Later he fell in and eloped with one of the ho 23256485: holding hands , sang : ‘ We the place O God Wherein Thine 23265654: rea . ) The locals , however , their feast and take it serio 23281322: ‘ That ai n't likely , me , ’ said the dumpy woman wi 23286384: now where th'lives . He do n't thee since Garty moaned so he 23291952: d baggages had been crossed in . A lover dying of smallpox 23293442: ? ’ ‘ There 's not much to . ’ There was n't , but the 23293825: n home and care , perhaps even , came as a sudden shock to J 23298050: rlier and feeling an immediate for the place , determined to 23328742: then , worship that begins in and dovetails neatly into hat 23330302: past he could be sure of . His for Kay was one love that had 23330307: of . His love for Kay was one that had never spoiled . It w 23345819: stones towards him : mother , , father , memory , son , hea 23354873: meetings , a history of their . She suspected it might have 23359411: ched inside him , as if it was he was meeting , not death . 23360392: tinct . I loved him . When you someone like that you want to 23360729: he reason . I think she was in with him . She wanted to look 23376031: he usual ‘ heartbreaking ’ story ) it seems only logical 23378962: g . Devotees of the films will playing out all the scenes , 23395812: for stealing ? Personally I 'd a coat of mithril mail forged 23406575: re all the things you know and from the old ZZAP ! , but non 23432546: , and to help casualties find and happiness again . What we 23441390: rebuilding it — a labour of . The car has a Ford V8 4.2 l 23445699: appy retirement . Dr. Brill 's of music is also well known , 23448646: w Yorker Isaac Davis who is in with his city but disgruntled 23448693: ough when he starts to fall in with his best friend 's lover 23449838: people loved him . ‘ I would it if this programme opened a 23457981: sses at art school , I used to doing the bodies , but the he 23458498: d , which is bright orange . I drawing hideous animals . The 23458524: s in Disney 's Jungle Book ? I all of those old Walt Disney 23458576: re very witty , hysterical . I working with humorous materia 23458664: n animated film . I would just that . I think my characters 23462040: This is why I decided to draw and Protection to try and rai 23462081: n . All money will go to ETA . AND PROTECTION 1/I do a few p 23463011: and landscape , I continue to the theme of the city at nigh 23463696: was my only disappointment . I to paint carriages at night i 23477501: rs is we live in a building we . ’ Bob and Beryl live just 23477750: but , as these couples prove , conquers all — even a 30-ye 23477947: nsiderate . When we first made , I would lie on the bed in a 23478032: Caspar . He is confident their can survive . ‘ When we fir 23478148: e-gap relationship . Author of Is n't Quite Enough — a stu 23478295: Bastafield , 29 , also fell in with a woman old enough to be 23478367: later . Colin and Dawn fell in when Dawn tried to help them 23478621: ollowed , friendship turned to . ‘ We 're good mates , we 23481281: elighted . She knew she was in with him , but did n't know i 23490423: an you explain why you fell in with her ? Nicole is the swee 23490552: on presenter Michaela Strachan her famous cheeky grin . But 23490988: is also rumoured to have other interests . Gossips say that 23492152: d mean changing career . ‘ I the small screen , ’ she sa 23492346: one with a draughty door would Peter Rabbit to stop the wind 23498543: . ‘ I fantasise about making with my stepfather ’ I am 3 23499233: boy for a while and we fell in . But then he suddenly dumped 23500569: ized possessions with a little and attention . After rubbing 23503345: l be able to have a fulfilling life . But no amount of talki 23505439: Anything you like , Jenny my . You know I 'd be happy on a 23508713: you liked those , then you 'll this . It 's an album that 's 23508726: that 's jammed full of placid songs — the title track hel 23508940: Korsmo hit the high seas Fatal ( 15 ) ** The shocking true s 23509112: especially when he falls in with the lady of the house . 23509167: ond the call of duty … Books in the Modern Sense by Carol 23511928: e . But she had done it out of . Love for him , and her long 23511930: she had done it out of love . for him , and her long-held d 23512160: ears . SCORPIO Oct 23–Nov 21 The Full Moon in your Seventh 23512240: . SAGITTARIUS Nov 22–Dec 21 The passage of love planet , 23512244: 2–Dec 21 Love The passage of planet , Venus , through your 23512329: ng . CAPRICORN Dec 22–Jan 19 You are particularly open to 23512416: nue . AQUARIUS Jan 20–Feb 18 You and your partner face new 23512509: week . PISCES Feb 19–Mar 20 The 5th and 6th are excellent 23512546: n planetary good fortune , you life is healthy . Money Mercu 23512593: d well . ARIES Mar 21–Apr 19 Powerful angles made to your 23512678: rself . TAURUS Apr 20–May 20 The Full Moon in Taurus on th 23512764: orary . GEMINI May 21–Jun 20 Take time to re-evaluate your 23512848: edies . CANCER Jun 21–Jul 22 Your natural tendency to be p 23512935: worth it . LEO Jul 23–Aug 22 Dynamic planetary influences 23513011: ension . VIRGO Aug 23–Sep 22 Virgos involved in a new rela 23513101: -being . LIBRA Sep 23–Oct 22 The planetary vibrations are 23513204: untryside ? If , like me , you the country , maybe one way y 23513603: do phones do when they fall in ? They get engaged . ’ Laug 23514391: the workplace if they fall in with a colleague , according 23528225: hen I was 18 . He was my first , and that will always be ver 23529155: Helen ca n't resist falling in Long dubbed , ‘ the thinkin 23529277: I really resisted falling in , but was pulled by this tida 23530245: s . Virgo ( Aug 22–Sept 22 ) turns your life upside-down t 23530373: e in your personal life . Your life is hotting up , but bewa 23530743: Venus this weekend means your life will start to sparkle . 23530853: be addictive — and what you to eat most could be making y 23531776: very high in calories , but we to eat fat , such as butter a 23536671: l always be a reminder of your for your husband , and his fo 23537526: ship with them based on mutual and respect is far more likel 23548374: sophisticated person she would to be . Her best friend , Wre 23548592: ks are frothy , cliché-ridden songs . A disappointing album 23548842: n where the Spanish themselves to go One would find it hard 23549822: e Spain that the Spanish truly . Enjoy all modern comforts i 23550572: and my situation . You see , I my wife in my own way , but w 23554592: seat on the other side . ‘ I these meetings , ’ he was s 23570114: extent , even allowing for his of literature . So Professor 23592677: ant . He 's my brother , and I him . If the least word of mi 23600120: al enough . ’ ‘ Was she in with Dominic ? , ‘ I ca n't 23600139: ould n't possibly have been in with her ! ’ Little muscles 23602319: pposed to like her because her for my father was buggering u 23602403: other 's staunch and indulgent ( plus the fibbing extravagan 23603114: I asked . ‘ She sends her . ’ At least he was n't goi 23603186: , please tell me . Are you in with her ? ’ ‘ Love ? ’ 23603192: you in love with her ? ’ ‘ ? ’ ‘ Yes , in love . You 23603199: ‘ Love ? ’ ‘ Yes , in . You know . For God 's sake 23603246: to raise the lethal notion of in his own mind . ‘ Karim , 23603353: ing . He said , ‘ It must be because it hurts so much . 23604202: ad n't told me he 'd fallen in with someone else . Every day 23604496: drix record — Axis : Bold as — from a kid who needed mon 23605121: oing to change pretty soon . I your old man , Creamy . He in 23606917: t 's simple for us to speak of , ’ I said to Helen . ‘ W 23609935: . She has given us all so much . So much love . If only the 23609939: us all so much love . So much . If only the women could gra 23612906: e before me were two people in , oh yes . And as Eva drove , 23613397: part of what made him want and Eva . Yet this love , so comp 23613402: m want and love Eva . Yet this , so compelling , so fascinat 23614574: earnestly saying he 'd come to Eva over the time he 'd known 23614913: other whenever you like . You Eva and Charlie . Think , you 23616144: ened , and that she had enough to cover us all . She was str 23616474: ood and meek and deserved more . But it was the interesting 23617172: ager witness to Eva and Dad 's , and even more fascinated by 23620145: re problems are solved ! I can my wife in the usual way and 23620155: ife in the usual way and I can Shinko in the unusual way ! L 23622078: spectacle of a man falling in with his wife . But Mum soon 23622608: g to help me . ’ ‘ Mum , I you , ’ I said . ‘ Even i 23623505: at I can , Changez , because I you as a brother . ’ ‘ Me 23623608: d ‘ Yes , but you 're making not cleaning your teeth . ’ 23624194: anding the world . ’ We made again , and we must have been 23626093: surgery and the dance hall of , where Mum met Dad and fell 23626155: ricate excitements of this new , especially as Dad and Eva s 23626905: this seemed a bit rich . But and Eva had unrolled the carp 23627307: would support them both — on , presumably . I doubted whet 23627328: of the other manifestations of that filled our hours — of 23627528: oping my own angry theories of . Surely love had to be somet 23627531: ngry theories of love . Surely had to be something more gene 23627546: otism-à-deux ? In their hands seemed a narrow-eyed , exclus 23627934: Dad continued to want to make all the time , and I caught h 23628848: n the future , Charlie came to being appreciated in several 23629329: extorted , not only sex , but and loyalty , kindness and en 23630916: o me , his other worry . ‘ I it , ’ I said , which pleas 23633244: ly Who . This was no peace and ; here were no drum solos or 23634393: nted that people would fall in with Eva . But it was affecti 23637681: motivation — and all actors a bit of motivation — is to 23639587: in the cast for me to fall in with . I just knew that that 23640023: to bed early , in training for and work . Although I was onl 23641488: work , hungry to act , full of for their humble craft , keen 23642530: detailed witness to the Great in the same account-keeping w 23644168: is other assaults on hippies , , the Queen , Mick Jagger , p 23644216: , and the shitty idiot people us ! ’ Two outraged parents 23650065: now , it 's not right . We all you here , OK ? ’ ‘ Pleas 23695493: fe on the Gospel and see their sanctified by the sacrament o 23697420: want our children to come to a and respect of all God 's peo 23699027: o do without : that they would to provide care for you in th 23703527: e Torchlight Processions . Her and support of the Little Sis 23706848: in the context of the Church . and embrace the Church despit 23707477: nts and he speaks to us of his and grace . ‘ Vestments are 23708378: re the folk we 're summoned to , Christ 's is the voice whic 23710117: s who had found acceptance and and friendship in the church 23712801: h the darkness , an example of and justice to the rest of so 23713187: ut stated that the real key is : ‘ God loves , and thus un 23713213: ence of reconciliation through and the Holy Spirit , which f 23713497: nst someone , especially if we them . Bitterness and hatred 23717602: y Timothy Family pilgrimage of I HAD been to Lourdes before 23718656: he helpers THE memories of the and caring that went on in Lo 23722648: this year . As a token of our and thanks Father Murray made 23722774: of companionship and caring , and laughter which bound us a 23723211: rds and for ever , the jealous of the Lord of hosts ' will b 23723715: and to know that God , in His for them , has forgiven their 23724447: e festive , to celebrate their for one another , and the mys 23724458: er , and the mystery of God 's for us always . The occasion 23732530: y God With the drawing of this and the voice of this Calling 23732938: b , the people were alive with for God and love for us . The 23732942: re alive with love for God and for us . The first thing we h 23733944: she is needed most . Expresses for the lost Although many to 23737079: n , but will certainly grow in for each other . With this lo 23737086: ove for each other . With this will come joy that such commu 23738108: s about Christ , and bring his in practical ways to the poor 23738348: on strategy should be formed . and submission and mutual res 23742142: being a marvellous example of in action , we found we could 23742738: and seek God for a renewal of , then unity and power can be 23744334: is new local expression of his . The state of the art — I 23753278: at theme of God 's word is the of God for the lost . Jesus l 23755042: e of this denomination which I and to which I am loyal . Sta 23756701: , ‘ This is my Son , whom I ’ , denied him three times 23757294: which we meet God and learn to him and listen to him and abi 23757812: h their team , and that by the they have for one another and 23757944: ok out . He should have a deep for the lost . Peter watched 23758010: people with the message of the of God . So when , after bein 23759301: ‘ You just go off and have a feast with the Lord . ’ The 23760554: nced that great bubbling up of for the Father and for Jesus 23760643: ger to worship God and express and affection in song and wor 23763987: worship . When we express our for someone , if we are since 23764074: wish you would tell me , ‘ I you . ’ I do n't want to co 23764110: a while you 'd tell me , ‘ I you . ’ Husband : Listen ; 23764179: arriage . The reason ? Because deepens when it is expressed 23764194: personally and intimately our for Christ , this intimate re 23764720: m , thank him for his personal , make room for prophecy that 23766739: the risk involved ! Consistent Sometimes , far less risk is 23766758: ply be an expression of God 's for the congregation . The fo 23766816: o me : let me fill you with my . Let me clothe you in my rig 23766848: God of all . Be assured of my for you . Be assured that I a 23766869: your hearts to me ; give your to me . Move with me ; as I b 23766886: as I bid you , come . Know the of your God . And know the li 23767125: t the spirit : Is it spoken in ? Does the prophecy build up 23767296: st be done with an attitude of and helpfulness . The fact th 23767826: ropriate is first to desire to your local church ; second , 23769151: l of worship . All you need is Wouldest thou know thy Lord ' 23769167: in this thing ? Know it well : was His meaning . Who showed 23769177: meaning . Who showed it thee ? . What showed it thee ? Love 23769184: ? Love . What showed it thee ? . Wherefore showed it He ? Fo 23769192: . Wherefore showed it He ? For … Thus was I learned that L 23769199: ve … Thus was I learned that is our Lord 's meaning Julian 23769504: needed ? The plan and power of Sadly , church people have of 23769551: to be a community where people each other in a way that is i 23769692: t preach to her , but they did each other . What a contrast 23769751: came a Christian . The cost of When the decision comes to pl 23770384: o be necessary . The labour of Ken Wilson , of the Emmaus fe 23770541: rong . Please forgive me . ‘ means never having to say you 23770698: o but did n't . Leadership for As in all aspects of the new 23770961: gether again soon and reaffirm and commitment to one another 23770970: tment to one another . Again , and trust deepens and grows w 23771857: ed a rotten wife . They really each other I really think the 23772538: ess … brotherly kindness … ’ ( 2 Peter 1:5–7 ) . Wha 23772653: o provide a safe atmosphere of for the mask to be dropped . 23773572: n 17 has also to be applied to between churches . One of the 23773612: The new church also is full of for the core church and this 23773623: ch and this can be extended to for other churches in the are 23773698: s . I encourage our members to , respect and pray for the ot 23774033: estament church there was such that witnessing simply flowed 23774067: hat at root we need to fall in with Jesus . Then we 'll witn 23774124: l no substitute for falling in ! Another cause for concern i 23775521: as yet untouched by Christ 's and we , the church-as-a-forc 23776733: at heart churches can seek to the poor in spirit . Hidden h 23776931: e words to say … Give us the to share . There 's another k 23777252: s chapter , we need to fall in with Christ and seek his face 23779389: pment for the ideal of courtly and the medieval romantic poe 23784184: the Mall and the Park Where we till 't is dark , Then sparkl 23823489: he wants YOU to show them his . Hang on a minute ; love tea 23823496: his love . Hang on a minute ; teachers ? ! NO — do n't sh 23823558: — God works out how much we him by the way we treat other 23823629: he is a liar . For he can not God , whom he has not seen , 23823642: has not seen , if he does not his brother [ or teacher ] , 23823669: this : whoever loves God must his brother [ teacher ] also 23823960: e , Christians are expected to them , because however succes 23824022: he is a liar . For he can not God , whom he has not seen , 23824035: has not seen , if he does not ‘ Boggers ’ , whom he has 23824059: this : whoever loves God must ‘ Boggers ’ also ! ! Of c 23824081: t difficult to do . How do you teachers ? Offer to do all th 23824128: er why you are going to try to them . Not to gain extra mark 23831399: e . It keeps using this word , . In fact if one thing marks 23831420: hould be this thing called ‘ ’ . Not the sort of love th 23831427: ‘ love ’ . Not the sort of that you see in films when th 23831459: ing kiss and then says , ‘ I you , Ermentrude . ’ No , w 23831473: o , when you read the word ‘ ’ in the Bible it means som 23831499: one or call them Ermentrude to them the Jesus way . The firs 23831513: t thing to learn about Jesus ' is that it 's available to ev 23831934: the whole point about Jesus ' — it went out to everyone . 23831950: meone is another Christian — them . If someone is a friend 23831959: m . If someone is a friend — them . If someone is an enemy 23831968: m . If someone is an enemy — them . If someone is a lonely 23831982: nely cheat stuck up a tree — them . If someone is a ‘ Br 23832004: got them in your school ) — them . You do n't have to LIK 23832021: things that they do or say to them ; Jesus certainly did n' 23832108: n of angels , but if I have no my speech is no more than a n 23832158: mountains — but if I have no , I am nothing . I may give a 23832187: be burned — but if I have no this does me no good . Love i 23832194: no love this does me no good . is patient and kind ; it is n 23832209: ealous or conceited or proud ; is not ill-mannered or selfis 23832218: ered or selfish or irritable ; does not keep a record or wro 23832227: not keep a record or wrongs ; is not happy with evil but is 23832240: but is happy with the truth . never gives up ; and its fait 23836171: stence of wind , electricity , or toothache , even though no 23842921: home can be helpful . Children balloons and these , placed o 23848288: or prettiness — and the kids them — are little fairy cak 23860326: the time Mr Shark My children to play this game which is si 23862317: our pot of gold . ’ Children this game . The crucial thing 23873351: Yellow submarine ’ or ‘ I to go a-wandering ’ and go 23922931: hen she kissed him . They made all afternoon , and sometimes 23923040: Edouard , ’ she said . ‘ I you in a very special way and 23923205: of , and far too sweet . But I those little box things with 23930842: , the skill , the work and the which had gone into this sect 23930927: omeone to talk to . Someone to . Not his mother , with whom 23934354: m him ; he had brought Edouard ; he had also given back to h 23935538: he had been desperate for her , and had offered his own , s 23935575: e in . Not that she wanted his even now ; she did not-just h 23944662: o , if Edouard were to fall in , to marry , he 'd be equally 23946595: ‘ Darling Edouard-I should that . ’ ‘ Perhaps … 23948318: at 's the old English name . I them . I love their scent . 23948322: English name . I love them . I their scent . ’ She picked 23949056: I was happy , Edouard . I did him , you see . And I think h 23949890: nclouded happiness . They made a disproportionate amount , I 23949908: e that Edouard would then make to her again . He was the bes 23954532: some : too demanding ; wanting as well as sex ; too many ide 23960731: death , how could this God of of his childhood destroy so s 23969811: ether what he felt for her was , affection or pity , or a mi 23973931: smell that she had been making . He had already heard from t 23974827: h her dead . You ca n't preach and practise hatred . ’ ‘ 23976685: as my mistress once . I was in with her , as much in love as 23976692: in love with her , as much in as I thought I was capable of 23976707: e of being . And if it was n't , whatever that word means , 23982723: traitor to grief and to their , he had resolutely tried to 23982893: ther human satisfactions , for ; or was it the other way aro 23982904: it the other way around ? Had unlocked the verse ? It seeme 23984576: th , that it is those who most us who cause us the most pain 23988296: 's done to benefit someone we . We may think so , but it 's 23989664: ose lost days of innocence and . He was surprised that the m 23993752: aps the tentative beginning of , seemed to be making him soc 24002551: heart of the universe there is . ’ ‘ At the heart of the 24002727: but there was a great deal of . ’ ‘ Love . Is that so v 24002731: a great deal of love . ’ ‘ . Is that so very important ? 24006069: er . ’ He said : ‘ We make . Or , if you prefer it , we 24006116: him ? Sleep , go to bed , make , copulate ? ’ ‘ No , I d 24006295: but unanswerable , ‘ Do you me ? ’ With his wife he had 24015406: e 's been . DOGGIE POST BAG We reading your letters and we ' 24016062: being someone 's pet , but the they will give is worth any e 24017078: of all , we 'd like to say we reading your magazine , but w 24017211: a danger to us , because we 'd to have them back please ! I 24021990: r , Emile It may not have been at first sight — winged ear 24022876: kies . She gave us all so much . Emily had many happy years 24023015: s alternately made me hate and him for 12 years , has passed 24030103: ndo warriors . We 've tried to both dogs equally , and simpl 24032324: SS BY LAURA LEE A final act of Ending the suffering of a muc 24032424: t you are repaying your pet 's and loyalty by arranging for 24034102: added , ‘ the patients would to see the dogs . ’ The dis 24034335: y gorgeous and everybody would her . ‘ Did you only bring 24035668: THROUGH PETER NEVILLE 'S FILES on the rocks For Ned and his 24035693: tionship was rock solid It was at first sight for young Ned 24036012: s family had grown to know and . As a last resort they tried 24036241: ead when Ned booted the former of his life out of the basket 24036742: est of us , a real and genuine of dogs . Remember to listen 24037390: cious but need a little bit of and care . They will reward y 24037400: hey will reward you with their . I have know such gloriously 24038135: trust . The highest reaches of and life depend on trust . Ar 24048599: ed with a radiant happiness of , but his doubting nature sud 24057165: ring his getaway . Hate , like , picks up every shred of evi 24057878: mber thy many acts of faithful , ’ wrote the Psalmist . 24058104: he same reason : ‘ Her great proves that her many sins hav 24058121: tle has been forgiven , little is shown . ’ The point is n 24058201: we have been forgiven , little is shown . This possibility i 24062031: God 's holiness or justice or , or simply that ‘ Jesus lo 24065930: o sensed his power but not his , ‘ Jesus stretched out his 24066569: od is , with all his Father 's as the Bible and Jesus reveal 24066962: introduction to idolatry . We our idols because we made the 24073080: know why we can be sure of his and his goodness , and to sta 24082203: pering , animatedly , words of into an office telephone . Yo 24082865: in outline , pending writing . will be treated somewhere , a 24083146: t — any art — is his first , and so he prowls the globe 24083915: ecessarily evidence of lack of ; they are more often due to 24084241: es an immediate transfusion of and an injection of strength 24085023: ng , for just as no two people in the same way , no two peop 24085162: ejecting them , not ceasing to them , but slowly building up 24087669: eme cruelty , and shown her no at all throughout the whole o 24088129: her situation , in which both and life seem to have betraye 24088169: , is to try to assure her that freely given is never pointle 24088603: any men are as capable of deep and attachment as women , but 24088676: tle when he wrote , ‘ Man 's is of man 's life a thing apa 24089793: ll not be for advice , but for and support , and if you prov 24092778: to the position where she can and remember her husband with 24093068: fe to kill ’ , but left-over to give , which is a very dif 24093101: ly that although it seems that has departed from her life al 24093145: siness of giving and receiving for as long as she lives , fo 24093197: s willing to try to spread the she once gave to one person a 24093294: ned to value and use left-over . So she can still be one of 24093381: even better now because of the they shared and her greater m 24094686: nce , linked with the need for , are amongst the last treasu 24095313: you are ready to assemble the , time , patience and energy 24095336: way of presenting them . Even itself is better for being ca 24095692: ed elsewhere . Most old people children , but usually in muc 24097463: pany of a son or daughter they can be an oasis in the desert 24097618: ade of their birthdays or they every minute of it . If your 24098204: along the lines of : ‘ I 'd you to come out for a run in 24098329: nd a department store . Others a day by the sea or an aftern 24111279: s are a part of the pattern of in which they still wish to b 24111348: upon a child at birth — ‘ in old age ’ . But money ma 24118095: self and her family , with the and companionship of a husban 24120016: an make is to give her all the and loyalty you can but witho 24120389: offered freely , as a gift of . In considering ways of keep 24124760: ve her something of her own to and care for which will retur 24124768: care for which will return her , and help to reduce any feel 24125077: e ritual and display of family and unity that will take plac 24125170: e tact , the truth , spoken in , will always achieve more th 24125279: ds are exchanged , if there is and close kinship ‘ making 24125481: you , knowing that because you them both you are prepared to 24125692: the sake of the man they both . If you are the daughter-in- 24126371: does not mean that he does not you . Ride along with it as p 24127673: m their original investment of , as well as a stake in the f 24127772: i and their Masters ‘ Do you me , Master ? No ? ’ ‘ De 24135796: ocally famous not only for his of the Masai but also for the 24135804: of the Masai but also for the they bore for him . Men like 24140930: , Lugard combined a passionate of command with an equally pa 24140977: visibly moral quality . ‘ I this turgid life of command 24147029: he destiny of the world . This of secrecy may have been a re 24147084: exaltation of influence , the of secrecy was concerned with 24151063: were conscious of the loss of — in its practical and imme 24151219: eed for power and the need for — were grossly stimulated , 24151421: ly ’ . In this way power and might both be enjoyed , as we 24152233: arles Temple , impelled by his of logical discourse , asked 24157081: hereby ‘ one day the greater of the greater Commonwealth w 24273834: e , Rise has tradition , and a of its history , which will r 24329569: ne common feature — they all to dig . There should be at l 24375968: st serve , and a half finished letter . Confused ? So was NI 24386688: t in five minutes . . Children to feed the fish , but you mu 24389642: opinion on snakes . Those who them are those who have bothe 24391839: with these fish ? Secondly , I cichlids and I 'd like to kee 24400116: luntary basis , mostly for the of the hobby , and out of con 24400389: simultaneously … Whether you cichlids or would rather keep 24452866: Tangs ( Zebrasoma flavescens ) , and is a valuable addition 24468626: they float like a Li-Lo . Koi them , but , weight for volum 24476752: brightened up her face . ‘ I it here , Stephen . ’ Again 24479583: Tamar could not feel the deep which she had for her daughte 24480662: w be on firmer ground . As her for Stephen had grown , she h 24488463: ozen . ’ ‘ Do be careful , , ’ said his wife , a frown 24490283: mother fully . ‘ All right , . ’ Almost before she had f 24491352: found him . ‘ Thank you , my , ’ he whispered , as he be 24493010: Try not to go to sleep yet , , ’ she whispered . ‘ I ' 24493271: ed over George . ‘ Come on , . Sit up and drink this , ’ 24493321: round his shoulders . ‘ Oh , , ’ she whispered ! ‘ I n 24494278: revealed the intensity of her for him up on the moors . He 24495256: ller 's son . ‘ What 's up , ? ’ she asked her daughter 24495279: em that she was desperately in with Bob Lamb . She knew that 24496148: other . He had never known the of a woman , nor children of 24497340: nestly at George . ‘ Give my to Elizabeth . Let us know wh 24497711: He was so handsome and she did him dearly , despite Gareth D 24497753: she did . In her opinion , her for her husband was not dimin 24497835: I was just thinking how much I you , ’ she answered truthf 24500222: ornfully , ‘ You know that I you , and that 's why I 'm be 24500267: be silly . You only think you me because I 'm here in the s 24500360: was a child and I shall always you . No matter how many youn 24500610: added , ‘ I wo n't be long , . ’ This was not merely to 24500630: o make clear to Sarah that his for Elizabeth had never waver 24500851: th sighed . ‘ Yes it is , my , but I wonder how long it 'l 24501385: his stomach . ‘ Oh , little ! Are you sure ? ’ he whisp 24502256: ised in her turn . ‘ But you market-days , Ma ! Why do n't 24503341: ler , she called , ‘ Give my to George ! ’ and with that 24505554: lking of marriage ! ‘ Do you him ? ’ he asked cautiously 24505573: red vehemently . ‘ I neither him , nor do I want to marry 24511868: s , ’ she decided . ‘ No , , ’ Annie gently chided . 24512239: Is thoo feeling all right , ? ’ she managed to ask , am 24516127: of her position and Stephen 's . While they were in the trav 24520243: im on the cheek . ‘ Thanks , , ’ she whispered . Thus wa 24521445: ! This was his son ! ‘ Oh , , ’ he whispered , as he sa 24522176: ill holds good , George . I do you — I shall always do so 24523840: zabeth hesitated . ‘ Go on , . ’ Her mother added her vo 24523967: e day . ‘ It all went well , , ’ George said with satisf 24565320: s truth , goodness , light and , and as the atheism of the a 24567567: as One who acts and who shows , power and justice . The ess 24573187: as an expression of Christian to convert others to Christ , 24573233: ce in order to lead men to the of God in Christ . Would this 24573245: ld this not indicate a greater of dogma than a love of man ? 24573250: a greater love of dogma than a of man ? If the desired end o 24573271: al means is not the concept of distorted ? Do not means come 24576780: also the positive attitude of for all men . Tolstoy 's infl 24576818: oy 's life with its ocean-like should serve as a beacon ligh 24576927: sā in its positive form means or charity in the New Testame 24576984: e you and not simply those who you . Gandhi speaks of loving 24577033: aching of the New Testament on and it is not really surprisi 24577589: er emanating from a feeling of and the latter from a feeling 24577700: s a living faith in the God of . ’ Ahi sā , like Truth , 24581428: greater degree of ahi sā , or and concern for others . It i 24582204: hi sā when he says : . ‘ My for non-violence is superior 24582223: ne . It is equalled only by my for truth which is to me syno 24582564: ’ . Truth ( Satya ) implies , and firmness ( agraha ) eng 24582606: rce which is born of Truth and or Non-violence … ’ The c 24583504: ing over a man by the power of and gentle persuasion and by 24583915: ot always have to be an act of in the same way as satyāgrah 24583932: as to be , but it is in act of and consequently a branch of 24585557: t is not possible to reconcile and possessions . So theoreti 24585570: man can only exercise perfect , and be completely disposses 24585613: r attains the ideal of perfect , he will retain possession o 24585629: inually for that perfection of which does not shrink from ma 24585646: t this implies is that perfect is impossible within the real 24585674: ble . Yet the ideal of perfect still informs the spirit in w 24585698: hat much Christian teaching on is reflected in what has been 24586128: ee main aims of life , kāma ( ) , artha ( wealth ) , and dh 24587519: ercome evil by good , anger by , untruth by truth and hi sā 24588549: ce to face one must be able to the meanest of creation as on 24589165: doctrine of the eternal Law of of all Life . Though I may fa 24589274: n hi sā . The former promotes and lessens the amount of des 24589882: , and the Christian concept of in the sense of agape on the 24590171: positive connotation means the that endures all things and n 24590211: ing a man over by the power of and gentle persuasion and by 24590357: ement , is to be found through . When love comes to a man in 24590360: o be found through love . When comes to a man in the form of 24590416: others . It is the ability of to transform in this way that 24590568: is ahi sā , non-violence and . Truth and ahi sā are two s 24590602: th . Ahi sā , non-violence or , removes our sense of self-a 24598695: s glorious anywhere and I also the more subtle stripes in ou 24610677: ice munch away on aconites and to nibble newly sown peas and 24621809: You do n't know how much you your children until you have 24622173: for a record sixth time . His affair with the Championship 24631823: o play the Senior Tour and his of golf which has given the N 24645975: because Fred Couples and Davis III , who tee up in Madrid on 24654219: GH 'EM Children will certainly the range of novelty chocolat 24654874: CHOC TACTICS Chocoholics will The Chocolate Book by Sara Pe 24658449: lls the same story : ‘ We 'd to serve skimmed milk , but a 24694909: an 's Bistro in Brighton . The affair with the restaurant bu 24695250: ll and a drop of wine . I also spaghetti with a simple sauce 24711274: all far short of the maximum . IN A COLD CLIMATE Guy Chadwic 24711284: MATE Guy Chadwick The House Of are by all accounts a fairly 24711349: mastermind behind The House Of , purveyors of some of the be 24711398: night out . After the House Of 's self-titled and difficult 24711473: , we have a brand-new House Of guitarist — ex-Woodentop Si 24711628: ’ approach than The House Of … ‘ Well , I 've always b 24712006: the conception of The House Of , he 's a touch loath to reve 24712325: sessed with multi-tracking . I the recording process . But h 24712597: , so … ’ So , The House Of was born . Although the self- 24712747: re was wet rot in The House Of . ‘ It was such a difficult 24712949: t a really nice touch . I just the way he can play a note , 24714323: call the shots in The House Of . What 's the best way to cop 24714612: … ' GUITARS IN THE HOUSE OF ‘ The red 335 is just about 24715025: ever made it onto the House Of album . Instead , our man rel 24719079: I wonder if I can send Dick my and wish him a speedy recover 24719168: ul of songs by The Yardbirds , , The Byrds and Them . And al 24719355: influence , but I also really Ron Wood 's bass playing on J 24728786: and the musicians who use and these products , and ours . T 24732510: styles , including Song Sweet played by Freddy Washington . 24745020: pronounced himself ‘ back in with music ’ , began work o 24746777: et Atkins ? ‘ Oh yeah ! I 'd to play with Chet again . I s 24747932: you choose to play in . I also playing in F. ‘ And even th 24754873: t . It 's a great guitar and I the way it sounds and the way 24763880: ot working that much who would to do it . A lot of those par 24766805: ort , I proclaimed that it was at first sight and when I hea 24767972: vious to all and sundry that I the Legend to bits . It also 24786655: to have a whammy bar . I just whammy bars at the moment ! 24786902: against keyboards , in fact I keyboard music , but if you w 24787020: ny effects as possible . ‘ I ‘ em , ’ she says of her 24788125: ld of the Boogie TriAxis and I it ! The only other thing I ' 24800971: ample of this is Your Precious by Marvin Gaye and Tammi Terr 24828433: rotten time now , so you guys Shakespeare and in the meanti 24834047: ab . At fairly quiet volumes I the processed distortion soun 24836706: of a man who 's fallen back in with pop music . True ? ‘ W 24841752: ly by a phone call from Andrew , one of the Memphis Horns , 24842072: u do ? Playing music is what I — and I want to do it for a 24843649: xophone ? Well , me and Andrew were talking backstage the ot 24845287: that many manufacturers would to emulate . The hardware is 24849062: is the whole point for me . I playing lead myself , but onc 24849101: finding people whose playing I and who I do n't have to tell 24849343: it 's not cheap either , but I it . The whole guitar has thi 24850647: at was the coolest thing and I that memory of him . It 's re 24860737: in ( as in the Shadow ) ? I 'd to add some acoustic sound in 24863156: is music is indeed the food of and such coverage shall bear 24863284: g all the dirt on The House Of MkI ) , Ocean Colour Scene , 24876392: 7 ) The intro from It 's Only is one of my personal favouri 24876824: tiple mini sound holes which , them or hate them , help give 24877567: ompletely away . Not only do I the way this guitar looks but 24877712: tely it 's not me they want to and cherish it . Oh no , they 24881280: e in person , to say he 'd now to talk to us . So I dashed t 24885358: ut how the people here seem to us , and I said , ‘ Well , 24888675: rised tension adjuster BOLD AS ? Mesa Boogie TriAxis Midi Pr 24892075: , so I guess that is my first . ’ How about all the trave 24892766: more sustain that way . But I the way Ry Cooder sounds , y' 24896454: Obviously the indie bands will it , but any guitarist worth 24915844: d that was it : I just fell in , just totally obsessed . So 24915993: ust got used to it and grew to Les Pauls and just stuck with 24916016: rly influences ? ‘ I fell in with Jimi Hendrix , Black Sab 24916704: '70s Les Paul Goldtop . I just that guitar to death . I use 24916877: ing to be very strange , but I all that because it gives me 24917594: live performances — his real , besides his guitar playing 24917711: 's Shoop , Shoop Song . I just the jumpy rhythm on that trac 24918644: a and Orange Juice . I used to Roddy Frame 's playing in Azt 24919040: ose great Suede quotes . ‘ I this guitar , ’ he beams . 24933950: record labels and press would us to believe otherwise . Wha 24939218: n you first performed Too Much Will Kill You at Freddie 's t 24949702: ferent directions ? ‘ No , I music and that 's my way to e 24952839: stance , then you 'll probably these Encores . The bridge pi 24963718: e-sweet elevator fodder we all to hate . It 's an easy mista 24966747: You can hear Ry 's mandolin on In Vain ( ‘ Let It Bleed 24971186: e same applies . What I really about these guitars — the 1 24978820: 10 ) ‘ UK ’ — UK MODERN Fender SRV Strat Fender 's ne 24983060: up this Tokai and just fell in with it — it just had the p 24985335: ) who recommended her , and I the way she plays bass . I us 24985523: them since I was about 13 . I their harmonies and their aco 24987366: ond and it looks brilliant . I the colour of that and I love 24987373: love the colour of that and I the sound off it . The Precis 24987546: 's an amazing guitar ; I just it . It 's perfect because it 24992364: ILBORNE Solo Analysis TOO MUCH WILL KILL YOU — BRIAN MAY S 25002040: aper , perhaps so . But people SM58s for the way they intera 25005173: Sensors , which are great ; I those pickups . ’ I had you 25005260: e coil guitars as well . But I old Strats — I love the Str 25005265: . But I love old Strats — I the Strat sound , period . To 25006889: e guitars — are bolt-ons . I my ESPs too . When we 're off 25008064: Ibanez Tube Screamer . I just those things — such a great 25009037: that , I 've heard the French it , and over there the Mad A 25013965: s Squonk , and he said , ‘ I the feel of this drummer . I 25018030: t 's a really nice quality , I that . ’ That explains a lo 25032659: ar in any of his music , but I his stuff , his stage presenc 25036829: the first Suede single , and I the second Ride album . Ride 25037605: , Blur ( Food/EMI LP ) ‘ All Offers ’ , The Caretaker Ra 25042382: atening to the audience . I do that confrontational stuff 25043014: t they 're strange guitars ; I the necks , they really suit 25051267: able to let go of the dart ! I to play Shadows and Ventures 25054312: en from the intro of the track Struck Baby . This is very mu 25054394: ning two bars of the solo from Struck Baby . This entire sol 25056059: Rich 's solo from Buck Owens ' 's Gon na Live Here . ALAN LI 25071683: hair condition . Q I 'd really some oomph in my hair and my 25081658: cial diet ? I 'm German , so I to eat meat , but in moderate 25081687: juices in the morning . I also mussels . What hair products 25081698: t hair products do you use ? I Flex and I do like the super 25082022: eached the top . What next ? I what I 'm doing for Revlon bu 25128292: to the aural memory-bank . The of words is an extra bonus . 25131148: s , ‘ The Important Thing Is ’ ( 1971 ) : bizarre and re 25136244: e are not capable of inspiring or lust : we have forfeited t 25138270: and are capable of inspiring , and lust , but such self-este 25139063: sive nature of much passionate . Whilst ever sexual relation 25148214: d to re-draw the boundaries of . Labour and the Natural Orde 25148892: ad recently published his book 's Coming Of Age , which incl 25154434: human being is created by the of a father and mother of a d 25159757: be unthinkingly obeyed ; that and justice in sexual relatio 25160911: both expressing and growing in , in accordance with the life 25160980: he biblical message that human is a reflection of divine lov 25160986: love is a reflection of divine and should be characterised b 25162958: at it is acceptable to express and commitment to another wom 25167315: sex , ‘ sex with someone you ’ , as Woody Allen once sai 25167532: iage or the bounds of romantic ; sex as a transaction ; sex 25173649: you have a powerful feeling of , and while you 're on drugs 25174175: his comrades when he falls in , but is killed in a fight . 25177225: e Tiger ) and A Simple Kind of Story , which was first produ 25177503: e ridiculous plot . The draggy interest was provided by Elsa 25178092: ith a start . as if in a corny story , they found themselves 25178449: ncer . They began a three-year affair , but were not to marr 25181640: laine again , but he is now in with her daughter . When Elai 25182888: s the first time he was making to a woman who was old enough 25185211: llainess of the piece and true triumphs in the end . Compare 25186514: , for goodness sake , a book I — how can you possibly be b 25193100: past in Texas show him making to a girl whose family seems 25195001: can film , did not satisfy his of action , nor did it provid 25196790: hom she had recently fallen in . ( They would marry two year 25198801: t motto of our time : ‘ Make , Not War ’ , ’ and they 25198965: ms to be , ‘ All you need is and cheese soufflés . ’ As 25204102: g and dying , and the need for , struck a personal chord . I 25205495: nd then just going with it . I to watch him , because he 's 25205722: e Royal Command Performance of Story , where he was to be pr 25211202: le to satisfy . When she makes she screams like a banshee , 25211235: ecommends that the couple make from 10.30 to 11.30 in the mo 25211322: scapades he meets and falls in with a landscape architect ( 25219540: emotions . Such experiences as , hate , anger , sympathy , g 25272737: iveness and a stifling form of that they do not allow that c 25274162: eave me means that he does not me . Because he can not be wr 25274262: he is not worthy of receiving . The conditioning of inherit 25276472: more than an extension of the and affection she felt for ot 25283589: the next time he wants to make . Instead of the moment being 25287858: and the feelings of warmth and between the members of the fa 25294271: mily who visit . Rita and Bill using colour — the hall is 25297393: rs of the Swedish flag . ‘ I the Swedish sense of colour , 25298438: ign , cookery and Jon 's great — cricket . On top of the s 25307344: iling plants . Q Although I 'd to fill my home with baskets 25327029: iddich malt whisky is bound to these delicious peach halves 25340513: ng some feelings that we would to share . It may be that we 25363721: y him or her . That you really them . That you appreciate al 25369158: rselves saying ‘ I 'd really to have a go at … , but I k 25372556: dita , but Ricky was his great , and gradually as the ugly l 25376212: ase give me another chance . I it here so much . I promise n 25376230: ances and cut corners . I just the ponies and Cheffie — an 25376486: make you better . I really do you . ’ Ricky felt dizzy . 25376983: onably . ‘ But I 'm madly in with Ricky , so I put up with 25377020: no longer claim to be madly in with him , but she missed the 25377582: Being a Pisces , I normally rain , but this shirt 's a bi 25378636: rwhelmed with longing to be in again . ’ He turned and loo 25378675: g how easy he 'd be to fall in with , and that she really mu 25380430: e too . Lucky thing to be made to by Drew on it , Daisy was 25380615: hese shoes will be perfect . I flatties , do n't you ? But a 25385693: ed how Drew dotes on him . Men having a boy , do n't they ? 25391354: k it 's right , let me fall in with a man who is n't married 25391366: is n't married , who falls in with me and do n't make it to 25392042: id brusquely . ‘ I 'd simply to , ’ said the Vicar . Dai 25393030: have a game and Perdita would to see you . ’ Her voice tr 25394680: rneath she was frantic for his and approval . ’ ‘ Who wa 25397241: red ‘ I just called to say I you ’ as Daisy went back in 25398742: d . ‘ You will fall madly in with Argentina , ’ he said 25401586: n the younger children . ‘ I to play again in England , 25401887: , ’ said Alejandro . ‘ We heem , and all those lovely g 25401901: y girls with no clothes on . I Eenglish programmes , Upper S 25403800: stay , doing her duty without or warmth . Then his mother h 25408401: hering any animal she met with , she felt dreadfully deprive 25408753: ‘ Why not ? ’ ‘ Not in with her , I guess . There 's 25409651: aving in half an hour . All my , Perdita . ’ Having handed 25410150: that stuck-up bitch to fall in with ponies . He wished it we 25412507: moved to tears by the moonlit scene between Lorenzo and Jes 25413852: ‘ What you think these are , bites ? ’ ‘ What did the 25417251: 's freckled face . ‘ You 'll this poem , Angel . It 's all 25468596: o , given a little thought and of the craft . I knit on a Br 25468673: stification . Mind you I would one to play with because of i 25476655: njoy doing it . I would simply to try some of the splendid d 25477021: ender to the grandest size . I it knitted in three or four s 25477058: simple to wear with my latest , a pleated double jacquard s 25494925: as she talked . ‘ You ca n't Gabriel , ’ she was saying 25495447: , ever , known anyone fall in with someone who was ‘ righ 25495462: ’ for them ? ’ ‘ If you somebody so much that it hurt 25495497: loving . ’ ‘ Maybe if you someone so little that it doe 25495510: t does n't hurt then it 's not . You 're preaching individua 25495528: t go of these things when they . Do n't ask me to do a liber 25495550: ot like that . ’ ‘ You can and stay intact . You 're too 25495734: ave them , you see . I fell in with a deaf and dumb man and 25495939: me that we 've got to learn to ourselves , so I tried that b 25497221: d him . So that he laughed . I you , he said , I really do . 25500135: ly hummed ‘ From Russia with ’ as he filled her bag with 25501222: mistress is . My one and only , keep purring in my arms . Y 25501235: my arms . You know you ca n't people , Lee , because they a 25501282: ng heart , but I 'm here now , me , why do n't you love me ? 25501289: now , love me , why do n't you me ? But you do n't , you see 25503235: g Lee , I 'm dying . Only your will save me . Wrap it around 25503319: o throw stones . And Lee is in . With a man . With a great l 25503345: was a man . Lee languishes for and I gaily die out my life . 25503893: you like the fish . I want to you . I want to love you agai 25503899: I want to love you . I want to you again , Gabriel . I want 25503908: ou again , Gabriel . I want to you . ‘ Chicken up , ’ sh 25504298: ere , oh , where , can my true be ? ’ ‘ Play properly , 25505091: ligh , like Neptune , like her . He found her where she clun 25510055: God help me , I thought it was . Oh , love me , Gabriel , pl 25510059: , I thought it was love . Oh , me , Gabriel , please love me 25510065: h , love me , Gabriel , please me , do n't overpower me , lo 25510073: ove me , do n't overpower me , me . ‘ Since I married my h 25510447: Oh , Gabriel , I could only everyone when I loved you . Y 25510989: the time as well . If that 's , give me a few mantras . How 25511322: im because he got it right . I it , do n't you , Lee ? ‘ I 25512251: re not having a breakdown . We you . You 're just being sill 25515769: t laugh ? No . No . I mean , I her , you know that . If it ' 25515995: over . Oh , and Philippa … I you too . ’ Fifteen minutes 25517850: leep , ’ said Lee . ‘ I do you both so much . But I 've 25520137: You were talking to yourself , , and , well , sitting all al 25522813: with your generous and violent ? ’ ‘ It 's all I 've got 25522949: ‘ I 've always had a drink , . When your sister died it wa 25523400: by tears . ‘ I do n't know , . You 've got to find your ow 25524164: nd get a good night 's sleep , , ’ ‘ Patricia ’ urged 25524787: hings outside are separate . I only Hosanna . What now ? Iss 25524814: Gremlins ? Somewhere there is . And now here is the steep , 25524986: ca n't steal . Where ? Oh , my . Warm snout . White belly . 25526428: r seven weeks since we fell in , he has n't taken anything . 25526457: at we were going to be able to without fear . I thought we w 25526521: e another . I pray for him . I him . He was in bed with anot 25526724: of him . ’ ‘ I ca n't . I him . ’ ‘ Conquer your fe 25527035: ghing ? Never mind , you 're a . Thank you . I 'll call . By 25527395: . ’ ‘ I will . Goodbye . I you . ’ ‘ I love you too 25527401: odbye . I love you . ’ ‘ I you too , Lee . Ta ta . Do n' 25527851: der . Sure . Tomorrow . Sure . to you both . Bye . ’ When 25528438: wrappings , a snoozing baby , . Family that once was . Oh , 25528489: an hear . I believe in you . I you . I love you because you 25528493: elieve in you . I love you . I you because you 're real . I 25528503: you 're real . I shall always you . ’ ‘ But we exist on 25528570: You 're there , I 'm here . I you . ‘ ‘ Gabriel , you w 25528680: Feel that . Let go . Flow . I you . Let me in . I 'm not ca 25528702: time waves . I 'm inside you . me . ’ She swam away and do 25528823: sea and the land . 1 need it , . I need the waves talking to 25528947: no to this , no to her . ‘ I you , ‘ he repeated . ‘ T 25529012: re 's a land me and a sea me , . The land one does n't work 25529232: emptiness of routine . ‘ We one another because we 're fr 25529321: em . ’ ‘ You 're the one I . Now . ’ ‘ Now that I kn 25529448: Yes . ’ ‘ I 've got to , . You know . ’ ‘ Yes . 25529634: s crumbled , he 'd explode . I you , Gabriel . Oh , Lord and 25529643: you , Gabriel . Oh , Lord and and light that flows through 25529983: . Let me forgive , and I will again . Only teach me to forg 25530156: ive with the sea . Sail free . me . Just be . With both hand 25531273: s arm . He could n't recognize . How can anyone live like th 25533120: een money , it could have been , she did not know . And in t 25534879: here . Yet he is . ’ ‘ You this person . ’ ‘ My frie 25534910: he Devil 's work . ’ ‘ You this person ? ’ ‘ I 'm ju 25535102: myself , I mean . ’ ‘ You this person ? This spirit of 25535517: that if you do not continue to then you will die in some way 25535774: that if you do not continue to you will die in some way . 25566121: even next week — but do you it as it is right now ? Assum 25568738: screamed at her that romantic was like an oasis in the dese 25568774: , it warned her to watch out : hurts . The oasis is just a m 25568810: ate our experiences , Cathy 's life faithfully reflected her 25569658: ’ , and ‘ No-one will ever me . ’ As a result , despit 25570496: life , work , relationships , , sex , health , success , mo 25571270: ve in a violent society . 14 . hurts . 15 . I 'm a mess beca 25572032: Instead of seeing money — or , time , success or joy — a 25572583: not out of guilt , but out of . Money always used to be a p 25573471: he cavern . If you desire more in your life , throw a tiny h 25573838: your new belief — based upon , trust , abundance , and the 25574191: y for yourself , or asking for by creating problems . Are yo 25574228: yourself and others , to seek by being love , rather than w 25574231: others , to seek love by being , rather than waiting for oth 25574239: her than waiting for others to you first ? Are you willing t 25574527: son or creature , give it your , and walk on along the fores 25574599: ved and believed in . Learn to and forgive yourself . 5 . If 25575100: I am attracting more and more into my life . I am attractin 25575331: tential . The world is full of , joy and abundance . I lovin 25575365: e and more of who I can be . I and accept myself just as I a 25575385: e whispers . I am radiant with and joy . I am going with the 25575764: So listen to it , send it your — then use a positive affir 25577085: ? Sketching ? Jogging ? Making ? Travelling abroad ? Charity 25578526: nt to find a job that I really . ’ Write down all of your 25579497: he had had a string of unhappy affairs . Her life felt empty 25583542: ager to give us a life full of , joy , success and abundance 25583817: gs or alcohol desperately seek and security want to be ‘ s 25584416: hteous — not from a sense of and concern . The Ego can not 25584424: and concern . The Ego can not ; it is afraid of love . It i 25584430: can not love ; it is afraid of . It is selfish and arrogant 25584674: n't mean we should pretend to everyone and everything , han 25585552: s their only way of asking for and concern . They are afraid 25585603: sort out all their problems , them . Of course , Annie did 25586698: ss anger directly and that ‘ ’ means self-sacrifice . Un 25589001: e being seduced by your Ego 's of melodrama and , since it c 25592018: decide to change — to choose rather than fear , joy rather 25593560: s to dance , to celebrate , to — to create a heaven on ear 25594674: ncer or arthritis . Suppressed might be expressed as heart d 25595042: ties — such as unconditional , forgiveness , inner peace , 25595257: thers . Buddhism teaches us to our enemies , since they help 25595300: ourselves which we have yet to and accept , we gain self-kno 25595315: owards self-love . The more we ourselves , the more we invit 25595458: he many global efforts towards , peace and harmony . For som 25595725: confusion ? Or a world full of , hope and goodwill ? What do 25595818: you feel drawn to because you them . When you follow that v 25596220: ell as his deep need for their ) by throwing stones at the s 25599141: eal . The secret ingredient is . When a child loves you for 25599230: he ultimate answer seems to be . Love is everything that is 25599232: mate answer seems to be Love . is everything that is really 25599240: erything that is really real . is the Grand Unified Force ; 25599426: fears , our hurt — even our , joy and exuberance . ( When 25599704: ive ’ emotions such as joy , and enthusiasm — it creates 25599838: apping it in a warm blanket of , by flowing with it , we beg 25600096: s about these emotions ? Anger Affection Resentment Jealousy 25600790: leased his anger , he felt his for his ex-wife , and wept ov 25601396: leaving home , or the end of a affair — we need to go thro 25601897: highly destructive . It erodes and trust ; it rips our self- 25602338: eparating us from our sense of and connectedness , so that w 25602424: ng out on new clothes , making , eating a large slice of cho 25602619: gative beliefs and misdirected — not because we are evil o 25602676: lt is a sign of our refusal to ourselves , a symbol of our d 25603231: Child 's desperate desire for ? Or your inner Adolescent 's 25603536: ve a useful function . Whereas is the accelerator which gets 25603718: that the only true reality is , how could we ever be lonely 25604480: umour , creativity , wisdom or . ) Accept each gift , allowi 25604575: . ) Fear is the other side of Fear is the dread of love Fea 25604581: e of love Fear is the dread of Fear is the dread of losing w 25604607: what will be We arc afraid of Love demands all we are ( Mil 25604608: will be We arc afraid of love demands all we are ( Miller M 25604617: nds all we are ( Miller Mair ) Many people believe that they 25604624: people believe that they would themselves if only someone el 25604631: ves if only someone else would them first ! But our relation 25604681: merely see a reflection of our ( or lack of love ) for ourse 25604686: ction of our love ( or lack of ) for ourselves . The Ego is 25604696: rselves . The Ego is afraid of . It only seeks relationships 25604744: not want intimacy in order to , in order to grow . In fact 25604774: romance ’ , or searching for . For the Ego , it is highly 25604830: r person feeling desperate for a high degree of dependency f 25604963: ts would be followed by tender scenes . She grew up associat 25604971: . She grew up associating ‘ ’ with an emotional roller- 25605006: e was hooked on ‘ falling in ’ , on the emotional highs 25605045: kewise , was not searching for . His only desire was for sec 25605174: know , ’ says Ego . If true should knock on the door , Eg 25605444: d . Yet when we truly ‘ make ’ — as opposed to merely 25605463: ritual essences merge . Making is a metaphysical experience 25605487: bility overcome . When we make , we briefly glimpse and touc 25605507: n not only to give and receive , but to become Love . Relati 25605512: d receive love , but to become . Relationships ( of any kind 25605524: ny kind ) which are based upon , rather than upon the need f 25605587: grow and change unconditional and acceptance being two whol 25605606: nsibility for your feelings of and wholeness on someone else 25605627: sappointment . ( Bartholomew ) is the doorway to enlightenme 25605637: to enlightenment ( Orin ) YOUR 1 ) Think about the closest r 25605672: l and self-esteem ? Or genuine and caring ? ( Or a mixture o 25605790: leisure activities ? How much can you pour into your life ? 25605952: k from your heart . Speak from . Listen lovingly for their r 25606032: utual , or the other person 's has died , ask yourself what 25606345: ive them a hug , and say ‘ I you enough to set you free . 25606354: you enough to set you free . I myself enough to let go . ’ 25606397: gently come back to the room . is all that is really Real . 25606405: e is all that is really Real . is the antidote to fear . Lov 25606412: Love is the antidote to fear . transforms every emotion . Lo 25606417: ove transforms every emotion . is what we are , and what we 25606445: seeks to divide and separate , seeks to unify and heal . Lov 25606452: love seeks to unify and heal . is the realisation of Oneness 25606477: is the sum of its hearts . ’ might seem an airy-fairy , ro 25606510: and-office-lunch reality . But can become part of every mome 25606521: of every moment of our lives . is not just about intimate , 25606650: tever we crave from others — , freedom , respect , pleasur 25606672: d to give ourselves . Until we ourselves , we can not love a 25606678: we love ourselves , we can not anyone else . ( We might ‘ 25606707: ealise them — but we can not them unless we love ourselves 25606711: we can not love them unless we ourselves . ) Metaphysical te 25606726: sures while we are learning to . The power does not lie in t 25606739: lie in the techniques , but in . At the first personal growt 25606860: are taught that we should not ourselves — that self-love 25606948: of reasons why they could not themselves , what would you s 25606972: list of ‘ faults ’ : ‘ I myself while being moody and 25606983: y and bad-tempered . ’ ‘ I myself while being critical a 25606994: al and judgemental . ’ ‘ I myself while being nervous an 25607005: nervous and timid . ’ ‘ I myself while being lazy . ’ 25607020: is does not mean that you must being nervous or critical ; j 25607030: critical ; just that you must yourself — whatever your Eg 25607117: o n't pretend that you already yourself totally . If you did 25607203: he fact that you are unable to yourself ! Many of us secretl 25607213: y of us secretly think we will ourselves when we have resolv 25607296: ling to do it ! As we learn to , everything else in life wil 25608063: , her husband 's cousin and in with him , who tries to satis 25608385: was grateful for that . It was I felt ; yes , when I have re 25608450: rote that her motive power was : ‘ Not the love that is a 25608455: e power was Love : ‘ Not the that is a four-letter word , 25608484: rtue . ’ It was not even ‘ of life ’ — that is more 25608539: but those very much , and her extended to inanimate objects 25608589: rised ) that this appetite for and life found food in my boo 25611305: in the book , was secretly in with his cousin , Lady Evelee 25613689: having ( like Thomas Hardy ) a for funerals , although she h 25615927: Jane Eyre dreams of falling in with and marrying her employe 25617995: r , and they are hopelessly in , a climactic scene takes pla 25618037: ach is perhaps more acutely in than any character in English 25618078: ctive correlative ’ of their and pain . ‘ Harriet though 25618120: lamps . The course of unlawful never does run smooth ; or wi 25618171: feels , by never letting their run its full course . It was 25618725: f literature in common , and a of landscape ; we thought ( D 25620327: ies for an emergency . ’ ( I that — I hope I remember he 25620357: quite a lot . How they always her and keep nudging her . ( 25621172: e of everything . That intense of flowers — a windowbox wi 25621238: t of you to say so . ’ ‘ I , ’ she said , ‘ to see a 25624978: en sure that she would — her of flowers , of landscape and 25627783: ved the service . ’ I should to read a reference by her fo 25632455: I would rather it were not . I Simon very much . He will go 25634644: a treasure . If Tiggy and Issy her as much as Iphy and Missy 25636378: loves both ingredients . ‘ I people who are specialists in 25636516: n for her The Wilder Shores of ] and Ivy and me to lunch , a 25637472: . ‘ How you and Madam would Bermuda . I can just picture 25637573: story , ‘ The Prerogative of ’ . Araminta is a triumph . 25637688: : Charles and Tom ( who is in with her ) wait in the hospit 25638293: py [ sic ] — which one would in other circumstances — th 25642010: able woman friends , but is in with an odious , common boy w 25642501: accidie of the writer , and a for the same sort of painting 25644845: er daughter-in-law by cupboard , having become an excellent 25679637: er stay in Madeira and fell in with her . It is certainly tr 25681775: d from the convent and fell in with a dashing Portuguese off 25688321: amentation , fate , disgrace , , jealousy , misadventure or 25688366: the theme of which is commonly of mother , town , the sea , 25728150: ng so far is telling those you . It 's much harder on them t 25728666: ‘ And how many sugars do you me ? ’ ‘ A million pounds 25729110: home was full of laughter and , Dick Barton and the Billy C 25729499: all in all I was given enough and affection to cushion me a 25729811: are a lucky girl ! ) . God , I them all so much , I hate bei 25730980: get on , get off and get out , , ’ said Malc gently , and 25732056: with hot water . ( James will it — Pam will never speak t 25733801: testants have to cope with . I doing ‘ New Faces ’ , but 25734556: t noticed before . Like when a affair breaks up and every so 25736299: . They fell head over heels in and my real Mother returned . 25738596: iz ’ friends are dancers . I working with them . They 're 25739471: n more out of desperation than . I could understand the attr 25742981: : ‘ Course you 'll beat it , — hope you 're insured . By 25746063: t that silly cow put you off , , just remember to relax your 25746291: was the wave of all-consuming I was supposed to feel ? What 25746300: as supposed to feel ? What was anyway ? Was it what I felt f 25746323: jealousy , but if that 's all was , it was n't enough . Did 25746333: , it was n't enough . Did Malc me ? ( He thought he did , yo 25746442: ther calls him Father ; always ; always warmth ; always ther 25746785: myself . I was stricken with a so vast that I could n't find 25747246: drug abuse drawing her face . and pride shone from her enor 25747939: er was answered , Malc fell in with a bus conductress and th 25749571: pair of Kath 's size fives . I shoes and have boxes of worn- 25750203: ng . It was the beginning of a far deeper than he ever reali 25755119: home was full of laughter and , Dick Barton … crisp sheet 25758788: wife she said , ‘ ’ Right , you can have anything you w 25758898: no need to go shopping today , , I notice you have a nice bi 25762511: ffering encouragement , hope , , prayers , advice , free hol 25762729: Thinking of you — lots of , Elton . ’ I 've had funny 25763217: ra-soft centre , and I came to the man . He is one of life ' 25817454: ou can always stuff the toes . , Mummy . ’ He closed the c 25820063: ght that he would ever come to the rain , but he did now . T 25825068: young woman who had fallen in with the youthful Scrooge whi 25825935: re old and hungry and that you stealing and making trouble f 25830249: re all death . KING The Art of This monster may only be kill 25832205: and riddles , for the Blue Men to be entertained and leave a 25836414: legiance only to EROS , god of , and DIONYSIUS , god of wine 25837851: ed her by ensuring she fell in with him , and she bore him t 25843754: a handsome young man who made to a village girl on a river 25844411: irty brown clothes , they also to dance , but their feet poi 25845751: reason . Eros The Greek god of who inspired physical attract 25845826: aused their victims to fall in , and leaden ones which resul 25849533: She was the German goddess of , fertility and childbirth , 25850274: wn as the Irish Cancanagh , or Talker , an extremely handsom 25850307: icing music on his flute . The Talker preys upon unaccompani 25850393: witness the old song : O my wore a garland of May O my lo 25850401: ove wore a garland of May O my wore a garland of May And she 25851312: rzulie , the goddess of erotic , Ghede is noted for his unpr 25851342: fly through the air and supply potions and death spells to t 25855101: olden boat . They fell much in , and her father gave her a f 25856716: sided over matters of beauty , and marriage , and attended c 25856733: he tutelary deity of music and , usually depicted with a dru 25859472: the hippogryph as a symbol of , presumably because of its s 25861082: Inanna The Sumerian goddess of and war . She was identified 25863573: vealed . Kama The Hindu god of , Kama is the husband of Rati 25868056: HOST of a girl disappointed in , who fruitlessly searches fo 25868184: German girl who was unlucky in and drowned herself as a resu 25871195: e told of mermaids who fall in with mortal men and painfully 25871362: And hold thee in my heart , my And then I shall return ! TRA 25871484: requently cause shipwrecks for of a human sailor ; a person 25873517: of their singles from '82s ‘ Is A Stranger ’ up to and i 25876706: ‘ Light My Fire ’ and ‘ Street ’ , the CD and casse 25877402: s critically acclaimed ‘ Let Rule ’ LP . ‘ Mama Said 25878141: s Down ’ and ‘ Waiting For ’ . The band play London Me 25878235: WS 45s ALIAS : ‘ Waiting For ’ ( EMI ) another collectio 25878278: BROWN & BARRIE K SHARPE : ‘ Or Nothing ’ ( ffrr ) the 25878322: PA DEE : ‘ Beautiful Woman ( Supreme ) ’ ( Arista ) ragg 25878571: ow ALISON LIMERICK : ‘ Where Lives ’ ( Arista ) cutting 25878687: y P.U.M.P. : ‘ Barabajagal ( Is Hot ) ’ ( Ultimate ) out 25884311: And Brew ’ by Meatloaf . You them already , do n't you ? A 25884324: you ? AND THEY CALLED IT POPPY ‘ It 's a matter of indiffe 25886510: l always shout something and I it ! And it 's only some daft 25886971: ng a frenzied , claustrophobic song ( ‘ I 'm drowning in y 25886990: ! ’ ) . ‘ But it 's not a song though , is it Salli ? 25887020: , it 's about lust rather than . The words were a train of t 25890250: Even if we played shit they 'd the show , ’ barks a dismis 25897982: ly dig The Kitchens . ‘ They us ! ’ exclaims guitar wiz 25899397: so . They readily damn the ‘ Is Hell ’ LP nowadays , and 25899450: let me use real cymbals on ‘ Is Hell ’ ! ’ he shouts , 25900597: der 's ‘ I Do n't Know Why I You ’ ( ‘ not as hysteric 25900646: s ‘ Take Me In Your Arms And Me ’ , another ragga collab 25901827: re demolished when ‘ Who She ’ , a single for Jammy 's s 25902282: EFINITION OF SOUND : Wear Your Like Heaven This record is li 25903640: ng it should be . The kids 'll it . STEREO MC 'S : Lost In M 25903864: s ! You 're doing alright , we ya ! ’ Sounds a bit hackney 25904682: that line , ‘ Social workers me 'cos I keep 'em in work 25904928: a song in it though . They 'll it in Northern France . WOMAC 25905075: from North London too ! J : I it ! T : Camden Lurch ? I do 25907465: NA BROWN AND BARRIE K SHARPE : Or Nothing THE RETURN of the 25907583: ay , no how . Handbag DJs will it . COLLAPSE : My Love PROOF 25907589: s will love it . COLLAPSE : My PROOF THAT you still need vis 25913594: e imagine they are in 1929 and 's first blossoms are just ar 25914083: confirms his repressed screen persona in perhaps his sweete 25915459: Acropolis , wacking ‘ Crazy ’ and ‘ Foreign Window 25915866: o popular music , while ‘ We You ’ echoes with deep doub 25916871: elative to The B-52s ' own ‘ Shack ’ . As Kate , Michael 25918102: giddy , breakneck pop ; ‘ In For The Very First Time ’ i 25918460: t thrusting of all , is ‘ My Is A Fire ’ , a steaming sa 25918480: tar tremors . Forget ‘ Puppy ’ — ‘ Eyes Do n't Lie 25919538: y fab arpeggios . ‘ Gorgeous ’ , ( that dare not speak i 25921127: fy My Soul ’ and ‘ Is This ’ to the charts , but gener 25921166: e back . It would take the One Peace Concert and a trip to E 25923327: dates with new people … I 'd to have a partner I could alw 25927027: eir parts ) might have made me them . I will remember them a 25927458: erry Bickers left The House Of to rise to autonomous heights 25927641: n't get invites to a House Of musical appreciation party . 25927953: said , the new single ‘ You Us ’ is pure agitpop , a pl 25928116: and singer James making messy to his gorgeous white Gibson 25928142: ered it . In desperate need of vibes , the audience descende 25928276: tart of Neil Young 's ‘ Only Can Break Your Heart ’ ( la 25932509: lucky . And how the Americans them . Sell-out-tours , a gol 25944472: World Of Twist . THE HOUSE OF have been forced to postpone 25944991: S ' Ronnie Spector and Darlene of The Crystals have reunited 25945852: t now THE FRAMES : ‘ Another Song ’ debut album from the 25946058: hits with ‘ That 's The Way Is ’ and ‘ Devotion ’ 25946619: all satirists and GEOGRAPHY OF , featuring numerous ex-Blue 25946884: se . SKAW , issue ‘ Sympathy ’ , their first single sinc 25947454: nt so far is ‘ Sever ’ , a song positively stewing in it 25951101: unge-funk cover of ‘ Tainted ’ that has even the Toto fa 25951663: He 's bad news . Listen , I him , but he 's just not to b 25954233: r or questioning the nature of , then you 're saying somethi 25954274: gonising people live but would to make pretty records : you 25954506: ridiculous . I dated Courtney for a while and that was anot 25955257: nky , delirious , wankable ‘ And Life ’ album , are like 25956542: cross between ‘ What Time Is ’ and ‘ Fools Gold ’ wi 25957168: EBBIE MALONE : Running From My Put down your handbags and st 25958569: ’ club hit with ‘ Fruit Of ’ , already creating a stir 25958614: tinctive style as ‘ Fruit Of ’ comes togged up with mass 25967603: promptly decamps to the vacant nest where she swiftly sets u 25969651: an no sex and that we must all one another and usher in a ne 25970438: for the Mike Leigh — you 'll it . INGENUE KIDS ON THE BLOC 25971425: 'm grateful to them all and I them and I love everyone . I 25971429: them all and I love them and I everyone . I do n't like ever 25971441: o n't like everyone , but I do them , although some days tha 25971487: I honestly believed that I did everyone ! ’ insists Paul , 25972140: Franks & Walters , the men who everyone ( l to r ) : Niall , 25974326: f they ca n't dance , we still them and they 're bald . THE 25975324: aid the '60s was all peace and ? ) and Murray Head 's lovely 25976235: foolish — none whatsoever . her , hate her , you ca n't b 25976293: over lies , right over wrong , over hate . Mistakes — she 25977873: ular Bells ’ was a labour of , and ‘ II ’ is a determi 25979072: ankfully , this lot 's obvious of latter-day long-hairs like 25979342: eighbor ’ makes clear . They to doss about , as ‘ Busy B 25980059: . It 's here , along with ‘ Come Down ’ , her biggest U 25980072: ggest UK success , ‘ Back To ’ and 14 more . What you do 25980854: oday as it ever was . Try Mary 's delicious ‘ You Turned M 25981354: definitive : the last word in songs and the full stop after 25983009: Labi Siffre 's ‘ It Must Be ’ , a UK Top Five single fo 25985997: ed off . A drummer in an ‘ I BEING BLACK ’ T-shirt beats 25986775: ou 've got any sense , you 'll them . SCRASH FACTORY CIRCUS 25991021: 85 days to see him , the one I ’ ; ‘ I love Morrissey 25991026: m , the one I love ’ ; ‘ I Morrissey ’ ; ‘ How could 26030436: his was confirmed by Tunnel of , a palatable , modest collec 26030640: k sky pourin' snakes frogs And in vain You were down where t 26035065: is a tender , autobiographical story of the author 's feelin 26035385: . This book is a testament of , and in part , that is a lov 26035394: love , and in part , that is a of life . It mocks selfishnes 26036189: underlies corporate America 's of the ‘ landmark ’ build 26036447: rtis ) , he says : ‘ God , I this town . ’ Of course , t 26038064: re whores to experience ; they a new experience … They get 26039865: ed on ‘ timeless ’ lyrical poetry . In a sense , there ' 26039961: participating in a ritualised affair . Norbrook also recogn 26039969: brook also recognises that the lyric was not the only type o 26040033: ction devoted to ‘ Images of ’ ( some of its most fascin 26040059: eeing as the silent objects of ) , it is only one among many 26041120: okens , ‘ but ca n't check . M R. ’ Ah well … What is 26043913: The real reason was death and . Love and death . E-words , 26043915: al reason was death and love . and death . E-words , regardl 26052391: n how John Major 's burgeoning affair with the electorate ha 26057630: there does n't seem to be much for particular MPs . As Kenne 26062728: but is felled by a ‘ Kane in Nest ’ scandal ? Kane lifts 26074486: at . We have more heart and we our homeland just that extra 26077434: Robshaw on the left 's phoney affair with smoking It is tim 26086537: first postmodern sitcom . In I Lucy ( currently viewable on 26086734: to regain control and meet the of his life , Susan ’ . The 26086982: proclaiming ‘ Susan Does n't You ’ . Channel 4 's comedy 26088984: winsome Anna , though not even can blind him to the realisat 26091381: ast , cyclic Tragedy of Divine ’ in which ‘ the composit 26091522: the Underworld , who falls in with Adonis and refuses to gi 26097169: r example , ‘ The Man That I ’ by John Major about Neil 26109160: at it again — more brotherly I see . ’ I am very fond of 26119871: rier to its ambitions — than of Scotland . There is also t 26140216: in improbable configurations , , marriage and money come und 26144650: ed last October . There was no lost between Mazur and his bo 26149860: nd matching hat . With fondest , your new Auntie Roberta . M 26154799: ot in the Grave , EastEnders , Hurts , So Haunt Me , The Bil 26168599: ic postmaster is perusing your letters . There may be no sea 26170071: ime when ‘ Frenchmen did not one another . ’ It was in t 26180667: d above . For all your alleged for the poor and the oppresse 26189517: after starring in the lesbian story Desert Hearts . Swoon a 26195924: What gets the laughs today is , Fellatio and farts . You le 26196811: o : if we want them to fall in with us , we 'll just have to 26201054: ming that the candidate , Andy , had opposed the Gulf war an 26201082: Mr Hill . Shoreditch wishes Mr good luck over any polling ca 26226122: test multi-media meditation on , loss and art , Needles and 26226276: al Angst , low self-esteem and sickness . Suddenly he is sus 26226592: of loving someone who does not him : to detox him . The hypn 26227808: ennifer Jason Leigh falling in with her rapist in Flesh and 26229805: dling from Alaska who falls in with a middle-aged female ém 26229848: given space to soar . With her scene , as with her love song 26229854: h her love scene , as with her songs , she has that rare abi 26237824: does you . ’ He spanks with the Little Dears , And thanks 26238536: with God are richly comic . I the passage ( Numbers 14:15-1 26268268: ion and prudence , he falls in with a spiteful little blonde 26270490: ny and Cleopatra : passion and are quite beyond them , they 26277846: r 's arms , alternately making or talking in low whispers . 26301518: , your mom and dad send their . ’ He ruffled the young ma 26315296: young McCrea heard them making , so what ? After the second 26381913: s . How can I put the people I so much through so much pain 26395474: ncludes the need for purpose , , forgiveness , hope and stre 26399515: justments , personal contact , , extra support and attention 26416814: children , to send messages of and support . None of these w 26425326: parent to a child saying ‘ I you . Do n't be afraid , it ' 26435374: elt surrounded and safe in the and support of the Quaker mov 26447319: ings should be sent to The gay scenes were sensitively filme 26449514: his first biker jacket and his of fine fabric . ‘ I was ke 26451199: king ‘ music ’ rather than . On the other hand , after s 26455090: he says , ‘ Of course ! I 'd to ! Just check with my manag 26457249: s a social worker . I bet they her down at the outreach cent 26459099: ough you 're surprised by them ! OK , come on , look happy ! 26460638: n … 4 . After fathering your child . You move to America b 26461272: … but he has great charm . I it when he raises his eyebrow 26462504: atner ) , and ‘ Put A little In Your Heart ’ ( Nimoy ) . 26466817: KINNOCK 'S LONG LOST NEO NAZI CHILD TO THE NEWSPAPERS Chari 26472857: as she told the paper , ‘ I working in period costume — 26472904: will be ripped apart during a scene in her raunchiest role 26473006: s fans via messages ( eg ‘ I England with all my heart ’ 26474154: nd reassure him that you still him . The cure : To ease the 26474179: im a hug and tell him that you him . Or could it be the wait 26474213: sked you to pick out Melvyn 's scene from five erotic litera 26474472: concealed in you — even when 's urgency had receded . Well 26475397: n aeroplane . ‘ We once made on the spur of the moment in 26480629: But if they are difficult to , then they are all to easy t 26482680: s , he had a literal tunnel of carved to his mistress 's bou 26488903: songs and performances talk of and romance with more candour 26488960: r Me ? ’ or ‘ And I Do n't You ’ or ‘ Into Each Rain 26488986: through the problems of modern and squeezes music out of the 26489090: elastic up-tempo tunes , ‘ I Your Face ’ is as shameless 26492589: before , ’ she said . ‘ I being tied up , too . ’ For 26524923: ing some of the Maori tales of and feuds and jealousy that s 26537508: getting even duller ! And I 'd to change the bathroom To a d 26538788: dancing in the sun , I really this garden — It 's having 26540263: old which measured A Mother 's for me . The ring I 'd graspe 26540419: es unfold . I 'll wear it with for ever , This precious band 26542404: e tells us that he ‘ did not … our scholastic studies 26543492: detestation of aristocracy and of democracy coincide with th 26549228: nues with an image of domestic — Wordsworth would soon be 26556821: tramps since childhood — ' I a public road' ; he had read 26566194: sings ’ , ‘ zeal of holier ’ , ‘ Shall e'er prevail 26574098: hing far removed from a simple of property . The cloak , in 26579884: ter , in the ‘ time of early ’ , he wandered in the same 26582545: live by Admiration , Hope and ’ , although memorable , an 26583062: ’ , almost sentimental , ‘ , faithful love , recalled th 26583065: timental , ‘ Love , faithful , recalled thee to my mind 26583667: man . It is a symbol of God 's which — stanza 7 — can tr 26605033: ming the world like the eye in . I am the steward of her unt 26606008: re bent . Each note pleaded to a little longer , longer , as 26606178: ain how the other one I do not came every day and would not 26606429: m curious . Is it fun being in with just anyone ? How do you 26606617: except regret . What is it , , I need to forget ? Gauguin 26614296: tila the Hun . I first fell in at the cinema — with Bella 26616994: ssing over to another world of . Why do I only now discover 26617070: y pin , the better to show her whenever she holds his hand . 26617202: has deduced that objects need because they are lonely . Eve 26618650: their whispered mors code . We him . We hate him . He is too 26618728: favourite poem , slowly , with , yet heareth only thys , the 26619161: m now , longer than someone in . The Gift Had a secret hinge 26621071: need more than the fact that I cats and hate dogs to decide 26624256: rie and fantasy ; ecstasies of , mystical illumination , int 26628248: of will hit on a new thought , your wife , have faith in the 26628270: ay ardently desire to create , , believe , repent , but if t 26632899: s , to sympathy or antipathy , or hate , pity or cruelty , g 26632963: ly as a negative end . Thus to or hate you , it may not be e 26633635: , and those of persons whom I or hate , which determine mos 26635397: hers , on the calculation that or trust is likely to be betr 26635745: sure ; I shall be incapable of , of Don Juan 's pride of con 26635889: whom they talk , drink or make , postpone the question ‘ A 26636793: revenge or cruelty rather than , gratitude or pity ; by an e 26637527: n stage or screen , and making is equivalent to copulating w 26643550: I will the death of someone I on the calculation that the b 26644312: when he would like to affirm , , worship — disposes as an 26656616: st as much as consciousness of or anger , hope or fear , exh 26662041: een surfaces to indulge in our of playing the great game . W 26676211: . Which is where Wales would to be now — though , not wi 26679530: will retaliate . At Bègles we the physical challenge of the 26682010: orld Cup headlined : ‘ Gus : on the Dole ’ . But 1992 ha 26683547: t despite admitting that would to play for New Zealand , and 26684791: rugby here suits me because I to run with the ball in the h 26695220: e . TOKS AKPATA is a man whose of the game and whose own sad 26695532: ring , Akpata has not lost any of the game or rugby , which 26695624: he sport ’ , said Akpata . I rugby and if I had the opport 26695838: y . Illustrating his continued of the game , Toks has been a 26732301: mance , is just what the Irish . POOL B FRANCE , winners of 26749860: eflexology a miss , but if you a little footsie , read on . 26754460: waste product we all know and — lactic acid . You 'll als 26755420: ly would not have gone , but I racing in Japan . The abdomin 26755599: behind them and anyone with a of the distance can not help 26755716: ete at a top level and I still my running . I was very happy 26756006: en Mota to their hearts . They her courageous front running 26757603: y have met . Mota says : ‘ I road races as people become s 26771957: that she was far from being in with Dick . But she would be 26775817: you 're a devil ! You have no , no charity , no compassion 26778436: It 'll not do you any good , . ’ ‘ You ca n't tell , 26778479: r here ! ’ ‘ What I mean , , ’ the man said slowly , 26779433: the year . ‘ Dry your eyes , , and I 'll get you a bite to 26779573: must do . ‘ Happy New Year , ! ’ Mrs Taylor said , remin 26780135: affer ! I 'm real sorry , Ruth . Had you best be the one to 26780349: e had brought . ‘ Why , Ruth , I thought I were dreaming ! 26780940: on for marrying him . I do n't him , Aunt Sarah . ’ ‘ Bu 26780950: Aunt Sarah . ’ ‘ But Ruth , ’ Sarah said gently — a 26780995: You know I 'd have you here , , but it 's not possible . Wh 26781407: 're still only a bairn , Ruth . If you go to America you 'l 26782329: t you confined on board ship , , ’ he said . ‘ Let alone 26782686: eep . If you were a gardener , , you 'd know as there are so 26783915: ah ! ’ ‘ Then invite her , . You 've been right patient 26785572: that 's rather boring . I did Grandfather , and I 'm sorry 26791266: uth 's arm . ‘ Do n't fret , ! The best is yet to come , 26791572: . ’ ‘ You ca n't do that , , ’ Ernest argued . ‘ It 26792240: have to do better than that , . Remember you 've got the ba 26794532: th anxiety . ‘ Do n't fret , . I daresay it 's no more tha 26794687: bored . Also , I should dearly to rest . Could you come for 26798466: er cousins had managed to make , perhaps even when she was A 26815091: He shrugged . ‘ There 's no lost . Perhaps because he pla 26819420: lmost at once they were making again . ‘ You are a sorcere 26864313: 992 £1.50 Ever been conned in or in life ? How to become a 26868266: nwalk still weeps over wrecked and dreams . True , we have s 26868337: rld by 2092 is another story . THROUGH THE LETTERBOX Griffin 26868453: who brings this long-distance affair to life through a seri 26870277: hat you hanker after some lost and are therefore convinced t 26870513: where you can save money . We the Aapri approach : seven go 26872452: hat causes this crazy cupboard and is there a cure ? By Beth 26876746: a lot from him , but I did n't him . Then I fell in love wit 26876753: n't love him . Then I fell in with Tom , who is everything 26876816: lfriend that she has fallen in . ‘ What I feel you are say 26877824: ‘ You are married , and you and respect one another . I w 26879127: is limited , but children will Skansen , an open-air museum 26880268: be dreary number-shufflers . I overturning preconceptions . 26883373: senior protector and no-one to me unconditionally . My marri 26884133: uite obvious that nobody would ( in any passionate sense tha 26884398: y were going to do ( marry for and have three children ) or 26886215: ncy to it . Every time we made I was convinced it was the la 26886335: eemed able to separate sex and and now here was I building a 26886426: d what I wanted and it was n't or commitment or really even 26891234: I 'm 30 going on 40 and would to look more stylish , but I 26895866: p at home and queue for me . I my success . My husband feels 26897861: hich brooked no argument : ‘ and marriage , love and marri 26897865: ment : ‘ Love and marriage , and marriage , go together li 26897910: . You can take your pick from with or without marriage , se 26897922: ut marriage , marriage without or sex , or sex without anyth 26898316: ge with Geoff ? ‘ No way ! I him to bits but I 'm long pas 26899939: iage is n't about being ‘ in ’ , it 's a deep and lastin 26903534: compartment if you want them , . ’ I would have staked my 26903976: same with people who say they to play golf . It 's easy to 26919357: arent separating them . Mother , iron discipline , cooked br 26920957: wn as showing your child tough . Withdrawal effects vary , d 26921193: be the same again and I really you the way you are , ’ tha 26924285: g-awaited or adopted baby with . Equally , an unwanted or un 26924338: nally does n't mean you do n't your child . If you are worri 26927372: between the sexes is that when lies wasted , men do n't know 26927495: every bit as ‘ ruled ’ by as women 's . GET ON COURSE H 26928156: und in his chair . ‘ Zelma , . With respect . I know you m 26933167: elationship ; there must exist or desire to actualize and su 26933326: ionship changes . The original or desire , emotion , etc. , 26952615: pired originally by an intense for , and later a deep scient 26954070: ntensity of grief , anger , or , electrically , and that ele 26961753: al human responses relating to , understanding and compassio 26989690: a frustrated magistrate : ‘ of litigation is hereditary w 27024762: name to John Jones and fell in with a seventeen-year-old vil 27037046: ipate a happy moment linked to or career . The Christmas per 27037361: crucial month of the year for and partnership matters — t 27043945: d household objects and a born of music ( well , he can bang 27044724: heir sarcastic digs at Eric 's of painting and poetry . ‘ 27044876: njoys writing and one thing we Yorkshire for is walking in t 27045447: e altar A TRAFFIC warden found after booking a driver more t 27049015: d — and that children really them . ‘ You do n't have to 27049453: de of all the children . ‘ I vegetables — even this cabb 27055671: arrived . ’ Costner fell in with Deadwood while making th 27056110: icard says : ‘ Kevin fell in with the hills and wanted to 27057268: : ‘ To Nanny . I loved you . Kelly . ’ Underneath she dr 27059613: rain a child , giving them the and discipline they need in a 27059753: at you . Millions of us would to be in your position . Publ 27066215: with a partner they no longer , maybe even hate , for the s 27069591: ying inside and crying out for , just like me . Talking this 27069647: way of avoiding it . There 's all around , yet I ca n't fee 27070327: n somebody I loved rejected my . I went from 11 stone to sev 27070421: estation of a profound lack of . When I became ill , I becam 27070766: one . Food is a substitute for — I feel safe with it . But 27070911: re-building . Part of me would to be in a relationship , but 27076428: t . The greetings — ‘ with , Father ’ and ‘ to a dea 27076456: hristmases later . Old man , I you/but how can I tell you/yo 27076487: /like you and I were young . I your calloused hands/they pai 27076757: ngers are symbols to us of the and caring poured into our li 27076771: lives . If we can not tell our to them , then there will be 27076951: her Christmas Day . God of all , give vision to those dazzle 27080156: elephants do before they make ? They take off their trunks 27080716: overnment to resign FEBRUARY I him , I respect him and I hon 27086822: ntrance a show stopper . ‘ I dressing up but lots of actre 27086894: op in High Street stores but I second-hand markets and chari 27091817: Princess calls on — to show 13 Charles ' secret bedtime 27092493: y. 4 Woody Allen , in the film & Death . 5 George Bush . 6 D 27092701: cept the Archbishop have sired children . Kirstie Alley CHEE 27092898: ry Hamlin , says : ‘ My fans my hair — it 's part of my 27092913: t of my image . Why ca n't she me the way I am ? ’ Julia R 27093321: e eight-page pull-out guide to , money and your life for the 27097295: and how to convince those that them most that they are ‘ O 27097772: ough a good speaking voice , a of horses and an interest in 27098776: ops into confessing her secret affair . ‘ The guilt was be 27098959: age together . Marje found the she so desperately needed , a 27100384: June 6 , there has to be more and fulfilment around than fo 27100400: me . Then again , if it is not that puts a bit of sparkle in 27100961: u really are primed to fall in . Just do n't be too impetuou 27101561: ationships in general and your life in particular . Other pe 27102243: mendous highs and lows in your life this year . The people t 27102254: r . The people that we fall in with , form an emotional bond 27103994: out the best and worst in your life . Love can enter your li 27103997: and worst in your love life . can enter your life this year 27105224: RELATIONSHIPS THE path of true is not renowned for being eas 27105251: . Venus will be in the area of and relationships in January 27105332: ith the smooth running of your life . Remember that you can 27106707: st a fleeting romance but true , if not your soulmate . June 27107314: dilemmas , you are not without in your life during 1993 . Ma 27107956: ITER has been influencing your life since late 1991 and will 27111688: me deceiving you with his true , Meli . When readers have wr 27112095: band 's effects , she 'd found letters he 'd written to anot 27112127: orget the letters . People can different people in different 27112174: that as he was the secret true of your life , perhaps you we 27112185: rhaps you were the secret true of his . A secret that , like 27117974: l — it 's terrible . I still my chips and pies and lots of 27118296: problem . Amateur mystics will Russell Grant 's new Astro-Ta 27120779: Cabinet . Home truth CHILDREN the Home Alone films because 27125643: , 25 , was lost for words in a scene she was supposed to pun 27126545: ndous spirit here . ‘ We all Eldorado and we want other pe 27126553: do and we want other people to it . ’ Pop over , MP Gyles 27127286: Franco Zeffirelli film Endless and won a Cannes Film Festiva 27127325: ies Dr No and From Russia With , has lived in Cannes for the 27127366: tly filming a CBS TV movie , I You To Death — The Laura Bl 27132312: , Danielle Steel 's NO GREATER ( Corgi , £4.99 ) about the 27137335: io on , I crave his job . I 'd to do something with hardly a 27145278: s to play ball . Lalu falls in with mule skinner Jim ( a rat 27145746: neral release 7(6) BOOMERANG : 'em and leave 'em adman Eddie 27147354: rson At The Whisky A Go-Go and Man . Reaching back even fart 27149712: even gave us a talk about his of birds at the Tory Party Co 27152627: says Mrs Nicholson . Her curry affair stretches back to the 27154088: going round in under 120 . I walking the course , never mi 27154178: earth on my next round . But I golf . I can escape other tro 27157430: -year-olds need lessons on gay ? Jim Gallagher in New York O 27159260: rformer . 1964 : Ca n't Buy Me . In 20 years radio stations 27159634: t track . 1978 : Rose Royce 's Do n't Live Here Any More . A 27159646: ere Any More . A great lyric : had bloomed , love had blosso 27159650: eat lyric : Love had bloomed , had blossomed and love had di 27159654: oomed , love had blossomed and had died . I 've never really 27159787: f The Pops I told her I was in with her — and she laughed 27159801: like a drain . 1981 : Tainted , by Soft Cell . 1982 : AC/DC 27159903: g Gets Tough . Just a record I . 1987 : Freddie Mercury , Th 27160075: s Top 20 1 ( 1 ) I Will Always You Whitney Houston 2 ( 3 ) H 27160707: e new series of the BBC1 drama Hurts which starts on New Yea 27161734: rs and charm would win him the of the most eligible divorcee 27169718: my Irons JEREMY Irons ' steamy scenes with Juliette Binoche 27173761: hether it 's Ban The Bomb or I Madonna — but do n't throw 27177031: hose shoes and handbags . Baby By Jane Gordon Why new mother 27177620: rie . And Marie and Peter will her as their own . Anne 's ha 27177941: ream as she showed off her new last night . The 34-year-old 27177964: t the premiere of her new film Field . Shannen Doherty BEVER 27178535: ts head . She made the country her . ‘ The Queen Mother in 27179699: Secretary John Patten . ‘ I Jan , Robert 's wife , ’ sa 27179953: ver far apart from someone you ’ . ’ Inside Julie had wr 27180600: uilding up a company , and her for her family are among Tim 27180798: ut . ’ Julie and Tim fell in and before long Julie 's best 27186911: e as they were about Edward 's for Mrs Simpson . There are n 27189619: a : ‘ If she were to fall in with someone prepared to go t 27189802: id n't notice . ‘ Are you in ? ’ Angela Rippon asked the 27189835: ferently . ‘ Whatever ‘ in ’ means ’ , he added curt 27189852: y announced their engagement , , marriage and a lifetime wed 27189976: yone tried to dress it up as a match but it was n't . ’ Fi 27190297: y tapes of Gilbey cooing ‘ I you ’ into a portable telep 27190319: rying his own torch for a lost . Back in 1972 , he and Camil 27190332: Camilla Shand found first real . But Charles dithered and we 27190363: was determined not to lose her for good . For almost a decad 27190571: Diana on the telephone : ‘ I you Squidgy ’ . Close frien 27191708: ad happened to him . I fell in with him during the two years 27192174: and most of all the undiluted of her new husband — or so 27192356: uspected she had fallen out of with Charles . The lip-to-lip 27195214: sychopaths are capable of deep — somehow that does n't rin 27196964: rd . Both have been unlucky in , but have found comfort in e 27198292: ty and the essential values of within marriage and devotion 27200647: ch had its origins in a mutual of equestrian sport culminate 27200768: hip ’ . SEPARATION IN 1989 , letters written to her by Com 27203733: s Jacobean play about thwarted . ‘ Bob accepted The Change 27208580: ents make for an outpouring of and care when she is confront 27210288: o me he 's the best . I really the way he says all the time 27212073: 'S always a place for smoochy songs — and they do n't com 27212168: clude It Only Hurts When It 's , Baby I 'm In Heaven and How 27212208: ious . But these are competent songs , carried on the streng 27212966: YONE tried to dress it up as a match but it was n't . Agony 27214979: had they followed the path of the Nescafe way : see each ot 27215838: d never marry anyone I did n't , ’ the 29-year-old told cr 27216765: meet this man Richard . It was at first sight . We got marri 27217905: me , you just want to fall in with a beautiful island , giv 27221666: s are £10.99 each . DR WHO In ? The only romance the Timelo 27226350: e Charts 1 ( 1 ) I Will Always You Whitney Houston 2 ( 2 ) H 27228691: g that Charles is incapable of , it 's just that he has this 27229141: big day ? Schools doomed royal A MAJOR factor in the demise 27229187: g royals . When you learn that is something you must do with 27229249: alls around ourselves and keep alive by fantasising about th 27229276: of their most formative years is characterised by distance 27229745: . Thunderbirds wanted GREATER hath no man for his three sma 27229827: chosen to pledge part of their and loyalty to their spouse . 27232338: em . He has not learned how to properly , how to relate with 27240193: ly — the substitution of ‘ ’ for ‘ loathe ’ : ‘ 27240544: rinces of Wales — unlucky in . Bill ca n't give no satisfa 27240595: always been . ‘ When I make , I give , I do n't take . I 27240692: hould only have agreed to make to him on four occasions duri 27243266: t thing you can do do when you somebody is to make another h 27243490: ‘ They are my two men and I them . They are the centre of 27249838: rew Lloyd Webber 's Aspects Of . The former James Bond star 27252816: rew Lloyd Webber 's Aspects of . The couple married three ye 27253370: er say those things that women to hear . But I suppose we we 27257060: s a lesson is fine by me . Gay lessons THE answer to your ar 27257074: -year-olds need lessons in gay ? ’ is a sensible ‘ no 27262145: m . It said : ‘ Goodbye , my . If you do n't hear my voice 27263680: f a grey elephant in Denmark . on record By Tim Satchell SIN 27263932: he end of one of life 's great matches . ‘ You were the pe 27264478: e . And there was a letter . A letter , written in stilted , 27264783: agreed they were very much in . They were keen Conservative 27265000: up his mistress in the luxury nest that would help to empty 27265460: husband 's writing — a draft note to an unnamed woman . 27265540: an 's car did not end with the note . There was a receipt fo 27267060: n was a huge success , fell in with a 16-year-old chorus gir 27267096: plin 's fourth wife Oona , the of his life . The movie attem 27268728: h and purpose in this blighted story . Quiet Julie Jordan fa 27274921: why two wives refused to make to him , but how he stopped t 27278318: of 1992 1 ( 1 ) I Will Always You Whitney Houston 2 ( 2 ) H 27279119: itney Houston 's I Will Always You . A real love song is inf 27279124: Will Always Love You . A real song is infinitely more appro 27280839: r Barry including Eloise and I Her . Died of lung cancer . R 27281719: nhurst who she met and fell in with a year ago . All went we 27282339: d Hunger C Barbara Cartland 's in the Ruins ? 6 . Also in Ma 27283578: hloe has kept us together . We her so much . It is impossibl 27283606: l about fatherhood ? B : ‘ I it . She 's the best little p 27283620: little person in the world . I to bathe her in the kitchen s 27285662: yet to find a man who does n't it , ’ says Smillie . ‘ W 27286374: 're really spitting . We both George Baker as Wexford , and 27286410: rse . I 'd like him to fall in and get married . Seeing him 27286451: OUGH I 'm not a vegetarian , I all the food they eat . My fa 27287919: ing birds … ’ Dolly 's $1m affair Jackie Annesley AS Whi 27287964: es on the single I Will Always You , it is country star Doll 27288150: bout change and separation and and I guess that 's why it 's 27302422: is way ahead THE great British affair with owner-occupied ho 27316593: generous alimony . ‘ I still him , ’ she said . ‘ I do 27319507: ey plays a singer who falls in with her bodyguard , played b 27321360: uling . Teller robbed bank for A BANK clerk robbed the till 27321437: I realise Stephano misused my . ’ Daryl 's giant role SCR 27326179: Bild . The Gorbachevs fell in with the islands when they we 27329309: ong Island Lolita who shot her rival was screened on US TV l 27329770: ngster . When he first fell in with Alyce-Faye , Cleese reve 27329812: ideas associated with romantic just in time to settle down w 27333667: -service supermarket for sex . dies when couples share the s 27334174: accepted . ’ Macaulay dumps HOME ALONE star Macaulay Culk 27334184: y Culkin has ditched his first . Laura Bundy , 11 , is said 27338415: ness . Tatum seen with new ‘ match ’ Jim Gallagher , in 27340044: ing . ‘ And he is so much in with her , he 's acting irrat 27341204: LASH star Daryl Hannah fell in with John F Kennedy Junior on 27345850: uding the single I Will Always You , is also topping music c 27346494: tears of frustration . I would to have kids . I would turn d 27347219: orking in Durban , had come to for its wildlife . Here , on 27348470: lems with the caste system and of religion . Death toll hits 27352281: , he missed and that gave me a of life . ’ Mia Farrow auto 27352421: to 51-year-old Ryan , star of Story and Paper Moon . Just w 27353227: to the end of ‘ 11 Years of , Romance and Tears ’ . It 27356371: oy , to complete his labour of . Property expert Kevin Dibbe 27362906: ll . ’ Peres added : ‘ Our is the love of freedom . Toda 27362909: es added : ‘ Our love is the of freedom . Today , I think 27362917: e of freedom . Today , I think won . ’ Human rights organi 27364681: rew . The price of boy 's lost A BOY of eight whose mother b 27367292: ourt that she knew he had made to other women , but added : 27367412: ars her senior . The couple 's even endured three years of s 27370773: s until Christmas . Rod 's car token ROCKER Rod Stewart 's L 27370816: kbushe , Hants . ‘ I fell in with my wife dancing to Rod ' 27375415: ual or asexual . I 've been in and fallen out of love so I k 27375420: been in love and fallen out of so I know how it feels to hav 27380839: nal . Lady Sarah 's unlucky in again LOVE turned sour for La 27380841: Sarah 's unlucky in love again turned sour for Lady Sarah Gr 27380876: his BMW was caught speeding in Lane near her home . Lady Sar 27380920: r a ticking-off for calling me . ’ Job offer for mercy doc 27383486: ir friend ‘ killed rival for ’ Andrew Russell A WHEELCHA 27383495: WHEELCHAIR-bound man beat his rival to death after luring h 27394697: . Freddie : we 're just not in any more Neville Thurlbeck FU 27394722: I 'm afraid we 're just not in any more . ’ With those wor 27394863: ends . But we are no longer in with each other . ‘ There w 27405929: ive was heard whispering ‘ I you ’ and called Diana ‘ 27408250: n't think too badly of me . I you ’ . ’ Yesterday Oxfor 27408341: an . I have no anger , only my for him , ’ said Mrs Pratle 27412805: as the mission to proclaim the and mercy of God , ’ he sai 27412987: e . ‘ Listen to the voice of , both sweet and powerful , e 27414193: will resume after Christmas . blasts back AN IRA victim is 27414457: minute with her tiny bundle of . But she finally relented an 27418897: y . Steve shows true brotherly A BOY who has won the first n 27423604: er , Ken is at the centre of a tangle with girlfriend Maggie 27427336: side . ’ 999 saves couple 's trip By Ian Key POLICE raced 27427772: and ‘ my wife wanted to make ’ , finanacial recruitment 27432481: 't got a clue what to do . ’ tangle Lisa rides into myster 27434278: e the respect any more . But I my job and there is no questi 27439837: first on the scene . She does her job , but the family are 27441751: hospital bed yesterday : ‘ I the job . I want to go back . 27441855: worry , I 'll be all right . I you — and I love being a po 27441860: l right . I love you — and I being a policewoman . ’ He 27443648: ’ Captains … but losers in Christian Gysin GRAHAM Gooch 27450349: yer Phillip Levy was deeply in with wealthy intellectual Mel 27450680: t certainly Meli was his great . Last night Marje refused to 27452659: Secret , Power And Effects Of to help her deal with her fai 27452698: is to be lost . ‘ By sending for hatred you will so neutra 27452746: deprived is told : ‘ Not to is not to live , or it is to 27452768: ‘ The life that goes out in to all is the life that is fu 27455940: lk of a permanent rift . ‘ I him and will welcome him back 27464297: ime out to return to her first — travelling . When she was 27464500: three weeks the couple fell in and became engaged . When Eli 27466991: Old Vic . ‘ I never lost my of theatre , ’ said Roy , 5 27468852: id : ‘ It is an honour . ’ caller is off hook A JILTED w 27468881: est charges because she was in . Former model Carol Lawson , 27469311: years for stabbing her teenage rival to death . Kerri-Lisa M 27477720: was like a sex drug . We made as often as possible . I coul 27478265: iction . I fell desperately in . ’ Girl student killed her 27484672: of quality assurance ’ . One affair that lasted Alison Jam 27484718: same spot , still very much in . At least , Denise and Jean- 27484842: e were young , engaged , so in and oblivious to the people a 27485415: r . Beatrice and Eugenie would a carved wooden toy — £2.9 27486700: w that she need 's a mother 's . ’ The other mother , Maur 27486875: rightened of giving her all my . ‘ That Friday night we ju 27490236: e selling for £100 each . ‘ is what teddies are all about 27492380: win the heart of the woman you . ‘ And I rather suspect An 27493346: through the stage . Lesson in from cavemen MEN who want to 27493442: man and in the mood for making , ’ he said . Wife finds CI 27494025: es they invested such time and in would be the ideal answer 27494484: Moment Mr Gold Blend says : I you Sarah Grady THE golden mo 27494519: co-star Tony Head declares his for her over a coffee . Tony 27494654: Tony replies : ‘ Besides , I you . ’ Sharon 's face ligh 27494669: as she hears his admission of . A Nestle spokesman said : 27498521: devastated . ‘ Golf was his and I just wanted to help him 27504356: eslie Crowther we all know and . ’ Comedian Bernard Mannin 27504604: ry 17 . He added : ‘ I would to see Margarita 's child . 27505909: nned by Channel 4 as part of a Weekend coinciding with St Va 27509801: nned by Channel 4 as part of a Weekend to mark St Valentine 27520776: on in 1936 to abdicate for the of American divorcee Mrs Wall 27521508: A conventional union based on and mutual respect is , quite 27523827: d which has enveloped her with and support during her diffic 27524796: BC 's chief funding . I wo n't my neighbour Rob Perkins ANNE 27526626: family 's rented house . Jenny arrived home with her 10-mont 27526688: a microwave as 30-year-old Mrs shouted instructions . He the 27526711: al on the freezing patio . Mrs said : ‘ I was horrified . 27533970: her . Now , as a final act of after 33 years of marriage , 27533995: 've done everything to prove I her , ’ he said . ‘ I kno 27536992: would now publicly declare his for her , said last night : 27538253: oyal couple and they would all to ask questions but they 're 27540662: appy chap — any young man in would be , ’ she said . ‘ 27541250: ast week he bought a £550,000 nest in Henley-on-Thames , Ox 27545957: al relationship ’ with child Mandy Smith when she was only 27565962: West Sussex , said : ‘ I 'd to keep it but there is n't r 27567637: nights , including A Night Of on the eve of Valentine 's Da 27567681: s include Casualty , Spender , Hurts and Lovejoy . Jimmy Sou 27569487: shows she can not live without . ‘ The all-or-nothing flav 27588210: vices . ’ Stubble trouble in stakes for the Nineties Ian B 27590627: custody battle with long-time Mia Farrow . The couple began 27593738: s for the flat . With it was a letter from another admirer . 27593753: artment of his car was another letter , this time written by 27595772: a year before . ‘ People do seeing things go wrong , part 27597103: ar-old Thaw last night . ‘ I the tranquil atmosphere . It 27601585: y only crime is that I fell in with another girl . ’ £370 27603276: ged mistress to a caravan-site nest only two miles from her 27605112: igh-Pemberton . Bambi role for split Tatum Gerard Evans in L 27608500: . ‘ He gave me a message of and understanding for her , 27609552: sband and Sophie . ‘ We will you always and completely , 27612626: thetic little candles , with I You on them , ’ Jean says . 27612733: gns off with : ‘ Take care . you … ’ Jean bitterly ask 27616772: ccess . Her song I Will Always You is already heading toward 27616823: . 1 in 1985 with Saving All My For You . It is exactly 40 ye 27616936: Renee and Renato 's Save Your and Winifred Atwell 's Let's 27618000: mes Gilbey profess his undying for Princess Diana , it was r 27618133: rd saying : ‘ Oh Squidgy , I you , love you , love you , l 27618136: ‘ Oh Squidgy , I love you , you , love you , love you . 27618139: idgy , I love you , love you , you , love you . ’ Lady Ale 27618142: ve you , love you , love you , you . ’ Lady Alethea told f 27619339: mes Gilbey profess his undying for Princess Diana , it was r 27619466: lbey says : ‘ Oh Squidgy , I you , love you , love you . 27619469: ‘ Oh Squidgy , I love you , you , love you . ’ In an at 27619472: idgy , I love you , love you , you . ’ In an attempt to pa 27620402: allow her son William ‘ the and comfort of a father ’ . 27621647: ad . ’ Counting cost of true CHRISTMAS costs a fortune if 27623177: mes Gilbey profess his undying for Princess Diana , it was r 27623310: rd saying : ‘ Oh Squidgy , I you , love you , love you , l 27623313: ‘ Oh Squidgy , I love you , you , love you , love you . 27623316: idgy , I love you , love you , you , love you . ’ Lady Ale 27623319: ve you , love you , love you , you . ’ Lady Alethea told f 27633618: mitted : ‘ Obviously I would to play , but I run my own bu 27638286: sh to be named , said : ‘ We the club , but Barry is the l 27638556: mitted : ‘ Obviously I would to play , but I run my own bu 27655751: mind on my future but I would to stay on , ’ confessed Bu 27663727: nths on Tyneside . ‘ I would to have a crystal ball and se 27667284: tionately known . Doumen would to become the first French tr 27678242: million bid by United . ‘ I scoring and I just wanted one 27710173: ast tilt at a windmill . ‘ I the big occasions , ’ said 27710482: t down lifelong roots at first Manchester City , and not jus 27710530: ke many consumed by a powerful , he has been searching since 27719785: r of a big race winner . ‘ I horses and it was a marvellou 27723902: idea for training — you 'll this one . We 'll get that bl 27729300: ndies , though there is little lost between the sub-Continen 27742598: er goes to school here , and I my job . But there 's no rush 27756986: 've got a chance . ‘ I would to say our comeback was the r 27764730: games . Batty said : ‘ I 'd to be out there helping the l 27768783: . Yet Bennetts said : ‘ I 'd to run a young British driver 27776603: ker fans last night : ‘ I 'd to put one over Sunderland . 27784770: wing and his technique , but I his attitude . I think it is 27792029: dency towards violence . ‘ I it when the fans boo me , ’ 27799069: ibutes to him in her diary but had turned to hate by August 27801336: orrow 's final at St Mirren 's Street ground . Weir said : 27816283: ersonal between us and I would to fight him . ’ Crowning g 27818378: Jules Bevis explained : ‘ We Barnet too much to stay away 27843447: Hall said : ‘ Our fans would to see Gazza back at St James 27844143: st player in the world . But I Augusta as much as he does an 27877907: . After their dubious role in Thy Neighbour at Tottenham th 27883424: at first extra hole . 283 : D ( US ) 66 , T Kite ( US ) 70. 27888283: c characteristics . Falling in is with an idealised imagos w 27888307: periences modify the object of . At this point I need to say 27888388: of trust , even worship , even . However , the evidence that 27903770: situation is increased because and longing themselves are fe 28034275: nniversary production is about , merely a madness , but a ma 28040998: uniting in the same phrase his of home and his longing to se 28041719: ing friends , being brothers , , that is what opens the cage 28047037: possible to be transformed by . Why , then , were these ear 28048598: reviously untapped . He was in as never before . He poured t 28048606: never before . He poured this back into his work , happy to 28048663: someone who had committed her to another . Like her , she h 28048781: as . Her words ran into him as , like a shy declaration . Wh 28048801: flowed , he told her he was in with her . She replied with t 28048926: done in London . Kee wanted to him but her guilt prevented h 28049027: ere attempting to stifle young . Somehow they must find the 28049109: and silent like a miracle . A such as his could never be 28049480: storm the fortress ’ of his 's frozen heart . More probab 28049503: mself — call it the power of — which made him feel invin 28049519: le could be overcome . ‘ For is something so positive , so 28049667: s . ’ In his joy at being in , all he saw was now sparklin 28049704: d put out . He felt prodigal . was the new axis of his world 28050085: the thought of a possible new . ’ He warned Theo not to b 28050179: . Moreover , if Theo wanted to — and he knew he was as des 28050191: was as desolate and starved of as he , Vincent , had once be 28050268: e ’ , urging us towards more , more life . In other words 28050282: her words : Good News , God is . Resolute again , as though 28050449: that summer day : ‘ Kee , I you as myself … ’ and her 28050597: the ‘ peculiar discovery of ’ : it was like ‘ the dis 28050631: cked in the birth-pain of this . He kept summoning up more s 28050691: was one sure reward . Fall in ; he said to Theo , and you ' 28050725: of unreturned , unacknowledged turned to frenzy in him , exa 28050996: o become an artist , one needs . ’ Meanwhile , his father 28051148: n herself , and because of her for her dead husband have no 28051173: en complete , in her sorrowful for the stillborn Vincent who 28051407: as Vincent in 1881 . ‘ I do , and I am loved , ’ wrote 28051708: till they are beaten — I do that — though I am never qu 28051719: am never quite sure whether I or hate it . ’ They both ho 28052775: , but very soon , I felt that die within me . A void , an i 28052944: on in reality , and instead to the ethereal , which can neit 28054295: read . But what is this about ? What has happened to the st 28054422: herself for the sake of an old which is dead and rotting in 28054478: have it , it was n't spiritual he was talking about . He san 28054643: ‘ Sin , bah ! Is it a sin to , to need love , not to be ab 28054647: Is it a sin to love , to need , not to be able to live with 28054656: not to be able to live without ? I think a life without love 28054663: love ? I think a life without a sinful and immoral conditio 28054905: at he found memorable . It was he felt — and not only for 28054940: d what he felt was a fraternal . Living in The Hague was exp 28058333: my youth is gone — not my of life or my energy , but I 28059075: attention as a substitute for and taking masochistic pleasu 28060550: From an idealised , spiritual for Kee which always had some 28062222: ofoundly that he had fallen in with them both . Sien 's own 28067654: t one single thing : to let me and care for my poor , weak , 28068433: d , but the surrogate maternal was best of all . He was able 28070036: mpared . That did n't make his for Sien any less true . Stil 28070106: g . He was grappling to define itself , in so far as he had 28070136: illion miles from the conjugal he was now determined to cele 28070237: pendent , until one day it was ? All he could say was that i 28070569: , seaweed , bed-ticking . The nest he had conjured out of s 28071057: ldered together by a mother 's . This he would find touching 28074107: him the most selfless kind of , had produced hatred . There 28079062: ’ , says Birkin in Women in . ‘ It 's the failure to lo 28079070: ove . ‘ It 's the failure to that makes one ill , and humi 28080969: t , like a Myshkin who was all , meek as a lamb , becoming t 28081107: loathed his mother-worshipping . Running out , he was back i 28082870: one assault after another . In with Kee , he had taunted The 28182843: d if they 'd bought their true a compact disc as a Christmas 28189813: by Harry Secombe — ‘ I 'd to be as good as him ’ and 28268556: is the significance of : ‘ A like ours could never die' ? 28291480: st thing you can do is fall in with the gadgets and technolo 28383331: AL PASSION For most people , a of animals tends to extend to 28383665: on single issues . Michael 's of animals has even played a 28570086: have been mixed , ranging from it to loathe it . Lord Mayor 28579218: expenditure . Mole , aged 22¾ him or loathe him , Adrian Mo 28606223: another way to unwind . Making , walking the dog or knocking 28610688: s to the products you know and , such as the ‘ Lotus Class 28685799: toriously the case that little is lost between the managers 28768742: black and white work , I would to see more articles on this 28783903: nd aviation artist . His first is landscape painting , espec 28791641: the last few months . We would to hear from any of you who w 28791988: ling me to full-time service . and thanks for your encourage 28792770: practically demonstrating the of Jesus to them . I would ap 28795310: a God from long ago , a God of and honour within . What such 28796100: oul or energy of the plant and philtres which draw people to 28796155: edge and energy and Badgan — . Maury believes that Aromath 28797483: e do not care , then we do not , if we do not love , then we 28797489: we do not love , if we do not , then we are nothing . ( Rom 28797803: o thank GOD for Jesus . I will you and leave you . Have a go 28797815: you . Have a good day . Lot'sa Linda X X X X Jean and Martin 28800707: ngst you all again soon . With in Christ , THE MEASURE OF LO 28800714: ove in Christ , THE MEASURE OF Alone and burdened by the gui 28800853: n trust me . The measure of my , the Cross , That heals you 28800930: ut tears . Through them God 's a rainbow shines ‘ Till Chr 28801955: teful for your encouragement . to you all . COUNTRY FOCUS 28803377: is what it is all about . Our in Jesus , GETTING YOUR PRIOR 28805272: have surrounded me with God 's . I know , too , that my moth 28805377: with Ann Grant . To see God 's expressed to us in the prayer 28805557: e uniting fellowship of God 's . WORLD CHURCH This month 's 28806009: God . A heart filled with the of God Missionaries live in a 28806022: ult situations and the natural of a human heart will not sta 28806035: t stand the test . Without the of Christ filling the heart t 28806061: and even bitterness . Pray for for the fellow-missionary who 28806077: It is imperative that there is between missionaries , for on 28806112: ho do not know Jesus . Natural itself will never stand the t 28806135: essage is wanted . Through the and compassion of Jesus the m 28806151: urn time after time until this has broken through and the me 28807711: support I can get . Christian to you all , DIARY OF JONAH M 28808190: s just 14 , she never lost her for her birthplace or her swe 28809061: ation the awesome truth of the God has for us , and our invo 28809869: YER POINTS Pray that Jesus ’ will break through the darkne 28810135: us through his Spirit . All my NEWS FROM ZAIRE Theresa Scott 28810325: ons that they are aware of our and concern , and asks us to 28813793: y , reaching hearts which need . RHUBARB MARMALADE 4lb Rhuba 28816907: fancy a ‘ wee ’ holiday . in Christ From the Pastor Dea 28817254: , we need to assure him of our and prayers and support . The 28818918: d bring them to belief In Your and mercy Oh Lord of heaven I 28818944: few stumbling words About Your and strength Bring her to You 28819804: and I have appreciated all the and generosity Queen 's Park 28821541: cotland that would give us the and teaching that our family 28821558: n , Ashton and Taler , fell in with the Learning Together pr 28823876: of you ? To act justly and to mercy and to walk humbly with 28823956: quick healing go to Him . Amen in Jesus LETTER FROM ARABIA N 28824494: an use me he can use ANYBODY . to all . DIARY OF JONAH Monda 28825042: rge their understanding of his . Wednesdays Gary Kilpartrick 28827930: hey would not lose their first of Jesus Himself as they stud 28831979: more effective in sharing His in the world . On the 24th No 28832464: ncouragement to us and for the they have shown us . We would 28832483: all a Christmas full of God 's . DAVID AND CATH MEIKLE WRITE 28832648: ower of God , His Word and His of His people , through the l 28833197: for your prayers , support and . As this is a short letter w 28834401: Isobel and Colin Barber . Much to all you Mums , Dads and ki 28835035: you and thank you for all your and concern . It was the very 28852802: nd becoming spectacle . Thomas Peacock , Crochet Castle . Wh 28863521: ed works which have taken much and toil to compile can be a 28891908: ded ‘ to bring books and the of books into Bermondsey . 28951158: ght perhaps — or the face of looking upon that of the belo 28951195: her closely . ‘ What then of ? ’ ‘ Ah , but I have not 28951209: t I have not tried to think of , ’ came the answer . ‘ L 28951217: ve , ’ came the answer . ‘ is something that just happen 28951265: I fear so . ’ ‘ Fear and do not mix , it seems to me 28951282: one should be happy in one 's , ’ he said soberly . Joan 28953473: ce , and be head-over-heels in with another — one more sui 28953938: ir elders . Sometimes there is — indeed I loved my lord de 28953957: . Should I then , blessed with in an arranged marriage , be 28956660: wicked ! ’ ‘ Not when you someone . ’ ‘ Why would y 28972340: ught — like one enchanted by and romance … But nay , it 28977473: you know full well ! I fell in with you several moons ago . 28978128: was sorrow in his voice . ‘ is all I ask , ’ she said s 28978142: said softly . ‘ Yourself and . ’ ‘ But … ’ ‘ You 28978214: hink only of ourselves — and . ’ ‘ I have not before 28978248: elf ? Have you … ? ’ ‘ I you — naught else matters , 28978376: ng . ‘ Nay … ’ ‘ But I you , ’ he said ingenuously 28978386: he said ingenuously . ‘ I you . ’ Again she met his g 28979181: cally did her words convey her and concern for them that , r 28983068: the appearance of a damsel in , one shortly to be reunited 28989052: the Devil is free to serve and God or reject him . God is lo 28989060: ove God or reject him . God is , as St John tells us ( 1 Joh 28989075: lls us ( 1 John 4:8 ) , and as , by his very nature , can no 28989088: not command even creatures to him in return . God 's commun 28994809: systematic and juridical . The of God , the war with the Dev 28996503: in three parts Prologue God is , and in a moment of ecstasy 28996542: s : free to choose and free to . In a time before history ex 28996570: hosts communed with the divine , a rebellion began . Lucifer 28996676: om God 's communion and divine , the rebels still clung to t 28996717: nexorable course of his divine , and again from that immeasu 28997075: heir communion with the divine , and terror entered their he 28997500: ed to the wooing of the divine , a breach was made in Satan 28998088: God 's territory . The divine on the other hand was strong 28998121: Trinity is a companionship of , and the God who is love ref 28998128: p of love , and the God who is refused to force free creatur 28998135: sed to force free creatures to him by command . He knew also 28998715: om the Father who spoke of his for his Son , though the crow 28998774: wed with the Spirit , breathed and fellowship and yet stood 29000296: e . Cut adrift from sustaining , and dwelling in the deepest 29009030: ked into himself , the eternal of the three persons of the T 29019154: rstly the truth , and secondly to salve the lost illusions a 29024717: bringing dignity , caring and right into the heart of the i 29025010: t he is not alone , you try to him as the Lord himself would 29026255: And then we continued the ‘ feast ’ by moving into the 29030907: private sphere . There is real and joy to be found in famili 29032363: r lives you bless us with your . Grant that in this new year 29032379: know your presence , see your at work , and live in the lig 29032528: New Year 's gift of a year of . ’ It 's good to be here , 29034337: into the years ahead with our and prayers for his happiness 29034721: ced his trust in his father 's and ascended the hill of Calv 29034739: er 's acceptance of this total , led to the greatest of all 29034823: h speaks to us not only of the and faith of one good man , b 29034836: man , but of God 's unchanging and compassion towards us all 29039366: r ‘ Caring Officer ’ would to hear from you . For more i 29039461: or their sledging trick , they a steep , snow covered bank a 29039494: along upon their chests . They this game and will repeat it 29041959: into the years ahead with our and prayers for his happiness 29043604: ivities be inspired by genuine for the church ’ . For an a 29043762: ar form reminds us that God 's is eternal , it has no beginn 29043811: our sorrow for our failure to in so many parts of our lives 29046112: this does not increase God 's . God 's love is always infin 29046116: increase God 's love . God 's is always infinite . Our resp 29046129: that his constant offering of enters in to complete our liv 29046800: His life for us to be free , I him , and I know he loves me 29048147: row to Freyja , the Goddess of who then kissed everyone who 29048166: became the emblem of peace and . Fr. Bernard Hawksworth R.I. 29053796: . ’ This is a Greek work for , and so instead of celebrati 29053811: arist , we shared this meal of and friendship which brought 29055306: you all in the coming months . and Prayers . PUPILS and staf 29056233: egation went away with a great of the mass ? Did the childre 29056248: knowledge and appreciation and of the mass ? Did they learn 29057083: trust deep enough to bring the that our world so desperately 29057579: lear leadership when he showed and compassion to those who h 29059838: field silk as a token of their and affection . Zoe , Hannah 29060653: among us , we can not explain . What is shared in these ref 29060842: hope to find an experience to , to be known as a parson , s 29061317: red in the group . The special of Jesus was expressed to Eli 29061334: l of good news . The spiritual given to her from all the hel 29062440: on the gospel , and see their sanctified by the sacrament o 29094589: expressed the whole people 's for the ‘ woman as scholar 29094643: y , pour out their loyalty and to the Comrade on his birthda 29106340: was to flatter the Comrade 's of statistics for their own s 29111462: Church never fully reveals the and holiness and power of God 29116231: it is to be forgiven , and the of God shed abroad in our hea 29116547: ple will be prevented by their of money from entering into t 29121955: 18:36 ) . Believers are not to the world , and one day it wi 29125500: o another . The command to ‘ one 's neighbour ’ , for ex 29128133: thians chapter 13 is not about … it 's about the need to e 29128144: the need to exercise gifts in . ’ In another he riveted t 29131848: press the reality of Christian , brotherhood , and interdepe 29150195: logical needs 2 Safety needs 3 and belonging needs 4 Esteem 29150762: characteristic of self-giving as described and demonstrated 29157368: urday or Sunday . ’ ‘ I 'd Sunday . It 's a bit quiet he 29157895: be another impasse . ‘ I 'd to go and look through the wi 29158695: ‘ The best you ever saw , . We 'll be blessed with him 29167082: ve as much as any mother could a daughter . Mother Francis t 29175322: id diplomatically . ‘ You 'd the few letters after her nam 29177554: ey 'd envelop her , but she 'd six pairs of the fully fashio 29181379: oley wondered would he fall in easily , or did the rugby tak 29185400: first person they meet . They that . It gives you a huge ad 29193359: brought up in our convent . I her every bit as much as if s 29195928: He 's probably more madly in with you than ever , now . 29195959: think he has a notion of what is . He 's like a fish . A fi 29197448: hat harmony is most apparent . may light up beauty ; falling 29197456: y light up beauty ; falling in , holding a new baby , even t 29201105: qualities of light , grace and whose source lies beyond the 29202464: nd is more moving in its way . , generosity and wisdom revea 29202685: he body . The cult of platonic ; the escalation of interacti 29202907: he female , tying the bonds of , weaving the pattern of dail 29203272: nd therefore the importance of and sex between men and women 29205382: he need for spiritual growth , at first sight , the pull of 29205452: the fuel which generates real and knowledge . If it is left 29207980: s a prime case , passionate in but also calculating , provoc 29208202: ted all the while . The god of in thy bright eyes Does like 29208262: lence past , And yet in raging , Might well deserve one word 29209200: nd shade of work and leisure , , ambition and desire . Gentl 29213320: e however by Eros , the god of , who himself falls in love w 29213326: of Love , who himself falls in with her . He takes her to li 29213442: , that her mate is the god of , she does not attack him , b 29214297: through training , effort and of the art , of releasing in 29215895: e to be known as the Courts of . The Courts established conc 29215924: d to argue his conduct and his out before the Court , where 29215941: accomplishment in the arts of and noble conduct by a panel 29216009: normally possible to marry for , and indeed the Courts ruled 29216017: d indeed the Courts ruled that and marriage were incompatibl 29216023: d marriage were incompatible . was something other , to be c 29216081: a severe division made between and marriage . We have our ow 29216100: own solutions . The Courts of would not have worked if the 29216167: ng wrongs , but of acting with , compassion and wisdom . The 29216725: to cloud the light . She knows , and regards it as the daily 29216844: her . Finding inner guidance . and compassion , given and re 29217271: night to awaken , attract and . She is knowledgeable , magi 29218252: od mother ’ ; they genuinely and care for their children a 29220179: tiveness , and a basic form of . It is difficult even to nam 29222613: be potential ecstasy , fear , , anger , pain or communion . 29222979: , it emerges , is to unbridled , something that this sedate 29223278: ions ; to discover knowledge , , or power . Entering that wo 29223908: inity with animals and birds . of wild places . The ability 29230963: children . Through this , her can be tempered into a compas 29231004: ild . The experience of mother , given or received . Discove 29231195: death , and the knowledge that is greater than both . The La 29236188: en expect the bright flames of to burn out of their own puri 29238240: se of atmosphere and place . A of history . Visions of the f 29453039: of 16 . To foster in pupils a of literature , to encourage 29456947: re calls for involvement and a of reading for its own sake . 29469496: on Masquerade , and of all the and care and time I had poure 29470489: needed repairs and she needed . She needed to feel the sea 29474652: you ask Sammy Meredith ? He 'd to do it . ’ Sammy was anot 29478152: o create any illusion — even . ‘ It must be pretty great 29484380: hat hurts . It was n't lack of . Hell , I had a bumper stick 29488895: been arranging for an illicit affair on board Wavebreaker . 29494797: s his most fervent and undying . ’ She mocked that asserti 29509839: dred times ! It 's like making to God . It 's euphoria . ’ 29607025: said goodbye later to his cool , and travelled south again t 29607482: said goodbye later to his cool , and travelled south again t 29618712: ching the carriage bearing his away , oblivious of the wet s 29620279: Dinah knew nothing of physical . She began to cry out , then 29625540: was full of triumph , and made exultantly , heedless of her 29633197: y with whom Orsino had been in , at the beginning ; then — 29691056: are this with the goodness and of God . These mystics are aw 29691923: mystical treatise The Fire of , that his youth was being wa 29692435: riguing start than The Fire of , which describes the first t 29692617: hich Rolle identified with the of God . This miraculous expe 29692781: of the psyche . In The fire of Rolle emphasises the joyful a 29693245: descriptions of his joy in the of God . Nobody at all should 29693554: dy who experiences the fire of will find that he is affected 29695509: orrective to their hellenistic of rationalism and intellectu 29696274: forgiven because of her great . The Cloud suggests that Mar 29698906: bled us to be , to know and to what we are in the same way a 29699336: . He makes the point that the of God is not an emotion that 29699368: r souls , a gift of the divine of the Trinity , which enable 29699377: Trinity , which enables us to God with the same love whereb 29699382: s us to love God with the same whereby he loves himself . Ag 29700183: s in The Revelations of Divine , she says that there were a 29700249: . In The Revelations of Divine , Julian describes the climac 29700507: sixteen revelations of God 's . Other people , in widely di 29701152: d , in whom there is no evil , sinful creatures like ourselv 29701217: n of the Christian religion of , which sometimes gets lost i 29701376: the fearful paradox of God 's and his implacable wrath . Ju 29701972: While reading your ‘ Rubber ’ article ( FACE 48 ) , I c 29709532: and they 'll never go away . I leather to design with : it ' 29710914: nd the view from the queue for Ranch . Unmissable GUYS — h 29714353: al Sweden to talk about life , , family — and home Natural 29716497: ‘ What the heck ? ’ If you someone and wan na be with th 29717091: s things we do n't necessarily about each other , we just le 29718347: ease of the single , ‘ Money ’ — a gloriously busy , i 29718777: ple we believe in . ’ WORK , LIFESTYLE — ‘ they all co 29723650: er his current partner fell in with him when watching him on 29724273: , the reader quickly falls in with the people in her storie 29727536: e an info freako Monster Otaku everything and anything about 29729970: is buzz for laughs rather than , and they hated the ‘ so-c 29731490: needs to be richer to win the and respect of the beautiful 29732452: r the people in the bars , who it , ’ responds Wayans . 29732488: he masses of the gay community those characters . I walk dow 29732764: an syringes . Addicted only to for their fellow man , these 29736526: run over and his second screen , unconvincing animal righter 29739469: nt relationship . Sitcoms like Thy Neighbour , Till Death Us 29740924: ulian , they too feature a gay sketch . But whereas , in the 29742681: uasive . ‘ Make no mistake , Hearts have kick ( sic ) . Th 29742756: ug is taken . In order to give Hearts a fair trial . I decid 29742798: tab of Ecstasy is £15 — yet Hearts cost only £4.95 for a 29743062: rine was telling the truth and Hearts were being taken at ra 29743342: hout an anaesthetic , I 'd say Hearts rated about a four . I 29743424: , I WAS N'T ABOUT to give up . Hearts might be a cynical att 29744233: y Sport can advertise and sell Hearts , while youths who get 29746702: that , it 's a steal . Sister The Sisters of Perpetual Indu 29747926: tional Have you ever fallen in with somebody you should n't 29747943: ver really and truly fallen in once and I did n't manage to 29749951: , Lemn 's strength lies in his affair with language and abil 29752526: b in the middle of my altar of . ’ This , and other offers 29752559: Shelly . Parish calls it ‘ a story that just goes through 29752755: nderless narrator is deeply in with a beautiful woman who re 29752793: Who to buy it for : women who women 4 . SEVENTH HEAVEN Alic 29754871: which headlines and Hollywood to distort . She tells me oth 29758615: tring experience for me . I 'd to do it in the jungle contex 29760674: for the single release of ‘ Sex Intelligence ’ , it pro 29760709: intelligence is misspelt : ‘ — Sex — Intelligence ’ 29761320: e contradictions . They 're in with rhythm but they still be 29764871: we 've never had before . Our affair with the box may final 29771831: , from T-ski Valley and Joeski to Jamalski . Word of his fue 29774435: the first ones to invent free . ’ G&G DO NOT USE the word 29777933: w : such as Susanne Bartsch 's Ball , which raised $750,000 29778006: ectations , and those who have bombed straight back into the 29778928: . At Susanne Bartsch 's Paris Ball ( Ballade De L'Amour ) , 29779218: y raised at Susanne Bartsch 's Ball was the most potent fash 29779247: Susanne Bartsch 's fundraising Ball Flying the flag for Brit 29779272: magical : Lady Miss Kier , the Ball fairy , struts her stuff 29783467: saw Rosemary 's Baby , fell in with Mia Farrow , went to the 29784379: very hard for us to say ‘ I you ’ . Americans just do i 29784575: n accent , I 'll be back ’ . is the hug : Tim Roth with gi 29788643: Cosmopolitan or reading silly stories about blue-eyed guys 29834664: ficult to explain to those you why you want to go on doing t 29844105: r subtract from it . He was in with Marlene , had left the l 29870915: At this point begins Mario 's affair with Lotus and theirs 29892581: chosen a military life through of the Motherland , or had he 29892614: of protector , or did he just flying ? He was a Georgian by 29905598: s … your chance to send your , and a song , to those dear 29919852: e , woolly , as applied to ‘ ’ . Everyone had a vague id 29925969: bathroom . Rufus , sleek with and ardent spirits , thought 29926528: chilled and sober , as if the and vodka had never been . 29940790: days as a little boy ? Did you it then ? ’ ‘ I do n't th 29944194: toned backs , a velvet-covered seat , a big oval table suppo 29944955: with a girl he was mad to make to and who he thought would l 29962719: eals , led to their falling in and marriage , and my birth n 29964385: I should plant a tiny seed of In the garden of your heart , 29964401: ould it grow to be a great big some day Or would it die and 29964438: I should plant a tiny seed of In the garden of your heart ? 29966541: , Fred Marsh , gave me a deep and critical understanding of 29968673: nguage examinations . I was in before I left England and the 29970834: eloquently of divine and human than the preaching of less qu 29973018: shown and accepted the way of , sacrifice and service , as 29974102: he will provide dhamma-guard , and protection for monks , nu 29975126: ished by shrewdness , wisdom , or sacrifice . Many believe t 29975148: me , who will be the Buddha of , as Gautama was the Buddha o 29980422: her Jane of the Sisters of the of God at Fairacres in east O 29980702: s revelation of God 's eternal . The following prayers have 29980784: y prayer be a channel for your , your grace , your peace for 29981273: the Sixteen Shewings of Divine which she received in May 137 29981432: things have being through the of God . In this little thing 29981564: ving , and claims that ‘ ’ is his meaning'' and that we 29981576: at we are all enfolded in that . Another writer of the fourt 29981629: loud of forgetting , while our divested of thought must rise 29981659: holden by thought but on'y by . ’ A longer quotation spea 29981748: , nor feel him in sweetness of in thine affection , and ther 29982626: r hearts in hope , trust , and . In the second , we thank Go 29982665: hold before Him those whom we and for whom we have a concer 29982912: ou are preparing for those who You , such good things as pas 29982930: You pour into our hearts such toward You , and help us to l 29982938: ve toward You , and help us to You above all things , and gi 29983245: to some inspired initiative of . A very last thought is that 29990352: hed in 1945 , was The Burma We , by U Kyaw Min , ICS , who h 29992526: which it is normal for men to one another . Charity is the 29992539: s the bond of peace . We shall all men , not in weakness , n 29992555: entality , but with the strong that unites all to seek the g 29992590: aid , ‘ See how these people one another . ’ Nothing can 30000034: out Burma : ‘ If you fall in when young you can never forg 30000050: nd years . ’ It expresses my of Burma and its people which 30000579: us life , I have mentioned the and help I received from my w 30003654: o payment , it was her gift of to this train load of refugee 30043122: he night . Edna would probably the trip . She had never met 30044200: tting . She was a giver , with and enough to spare . Would i 30046915: it . There was no division of or loyalties . Each could con 30049232: Markham . Babies need a lot of , ’ Miss Maynard went on . 30050350: lready aware that there was no lost between Mrs Bennett and 30054635: feel like this . They seem to looking after a child , or , 30056775: her , had she known it , more than he had ever bestowed upo 30057169: ions . Now , she had fallen in . Freddie , to give him his d 30059210: re that Freddie Nash was as in with her as she was with him 30060088: and silent . That John was in with his wife there was no do 30060117: ether his wife was remotely in with him . The young couple w 30060513: ed faithful , forgiving and in with him , in her own way , r 30061059: duty rather than any labour of . What was that duty now ? Fo 30063161: could see no sign of maternal in her daughter . In fact , q 30068650: then her own cry , as he made to her in the same way as he 30070444: little , ‘ they were making ? ’ ‘ If you put it like 30070926: the hall . You 'll give her my , wo n't you ? ’ ‘ Of cou 30072248: busy gardening . Edna sent her and some clean laundry . I pi 30073603: cept the situation . He was in with her , hopelessly in love 30073609: love with her , hopelessly in ; he still loved her deeply , 30075466: could one live with someone , someone to distraction and be 30080354: ll aware that she would dearly to have been one of his girlf 30083402: . He was sure that was why his life had been so unsatisfacto 30130254: hide the fact that he fell in with men . It helped enormous 30131019: him was how much he wanted to women . But instead he was at 30133012: sinner — someone they could . ’ Brando brought Stanley 30133435: e a picture . ’ There was no lost either between Brando an 30133630: ept for the girl he played his scene with . I do n't honestl 30143220: does n't seem to be any great lost between Reed and Harris 30149454: orced and I was crying out for . Drugs helped me become acce 30149606: s like Pussycat , Pussycat , I You and Yesterday 's Hero , f 30154035: ey — whom he met and fell in with when they made The Carpe 30157133: Spartacus . He said , ‘ I 'd to do it ’ , and the next w 30157263: ges . The whole concept of the scene at the beginning was or 30158736: orted that the couple had made for real , and that the scene 30162014: eating garlic before their big scene . Diana Rigg denied the 30163800: Peter Lawford 's crime was to his friend , the President , 30171283: party drunkenly trying to make to one young girl after anoth 30177457: DO YOU GO WHEN YOU GO OUT ? I going out in Manchester . I o 30177495: ight Out ) there one night . I to go out dancing but you wo 30177907: ay . I like a nice curry and I chips . Otherwise I 'll nibbl 30178035: when you get called names . I it now and apparently it 's q 30180350: ti-histamine tablets . I would a perm as my daughter is gett 30185212: aking women look beautiful . I very polished and dressed loo 30189688: ly back again . I would really to have long hair but it neve 30190138: ecently had my hair permed and it ! My problem is that altho 30190734: er than ‘ what 's in ’ . I the Bardot look and all the w 30190897: a real sucker for blondes , I the idea of being this really 30193114: onth 's Brides Special you 'll next month 's too ! We 've go 30195131: Celluloid c Cellulite I WOULD TO MASSAGE MY WAY TO A BODY B 30209144: t . But if you do n't value or yourself it is very easy not 30209152: ourself it is very easy not to or value other people . If , 30209797: t off steam is with people who you and do n't judge you . Ho 30209813: , we could hurt the people who us most if we do n't negotiat 30210387: nk goodness you told me . I 'd to go abroad — and without 30212859: o them receiving unconditional . When we feel helpless or de 30213470: you rumours about a friend 's affair . ( a ) ‘ Tell me mo 30213967: just thought about it ? Do you and respect yourself enough t 30216736: say it diplomatically and with by telling them the reasons . 30220349: about relationships Tell with Do n't start telling someone 30220376: nal . Wait until you feel some and care for them , and be pr 30224786: beauty salon ! Reward yourself yourself , have a good time L 30232946: forgive my Mum . I really did you and so did my Dad . XXX I 30238650: y and Albert talked . ‘ Well , ’ I heard him say . ‘ D 30243785: , ‘ Remember I shall always you and if there 's anything 30250593: Never mind . I expect she does you in her own way , ’ she 30276527: cial affairs and had fallen in with her quiet , fragile beau 30287798: ations on discovering physical … powerful and evocative de 30292058: , there 's Mrs Stych . I just her little car . ’ ‘ Yeah 30296831: discovered a deep , rewarding . Now Mr Albert , with more a 30299139: eah . ’ ‘ Oh , Hank , I 'd to go , ’ she implored . 30302006: riptease ! she exclaimed . ‘ of an Ape Man ! She clawed fo 30316830: nt back to visit , and fell in with my mother and with Wales 30361089: sterol , so I do n't overdo my of all three . As you can see 30376453: lorie count . If you really do your pasta , it is probably b 30393348: y , if you have a tan . If you sports and the sun is very ho 30424238: veral books and articles , her affair with H. G. Wells and t 30430094: ollege of Art , and falling in with her tutor , whom she lat 30430720: hing' ( Dryden ) . ‘ Half in with easeful death ’ ( Keat 30430780: a drip-feed in the vein , all of living gone and yet still 30431017: ewell and then with those they most beside them , they will 30445195: as extremely upset because the of my life had nearly been ma 30491263: letters involved marriage and problems . These seemed to ar 30491303: ers concerning difficulties in and marriage came almost excl 30513587: ginal motive is patriotism and of Gondor , but when this lea 30522290: s , to see and for a moment to and aspire to the ‘ peace 30522635: ndo Innamorato , ‘ Roland in , and Ariosto 's Orlando Furi 30527841: e kind of wanton pollution and of dirt we see in ‘ The Sco 30527859: by something corrupting in the of machines or in the very de 30528428: d for his subjects , while his even for his sons would take 30532855: echoes the magnificent coda to 's Labour 's Lost : Shakespea 30534394: in their good humour , half in with easeful death' ? A bette 30553743: recisely perhaps on why people this world and want so strong 30555785: re wide-ranging reason is that of things , especially artifi 30563539: r culture . But because of his for us , in the person of Jes 30568675: t in the Great Commandment ‘ your neighbour as yourself 30569483: efficacious way to articulate historically ’ . And in ter 30586091: e life of each one and given a for him and for each other wh 30587307: ly correct to describe it as a communism . It forms an inter 30590930: community of life , growth and . Similarly , just economic s 30595801: and that all Christians are to their neighbours as themselve 30603028: ome , come . Take us home , my . ’ Imperceptibly we moved 30605601: m the Sheikha could foster and as her own . These two lucky 30620159: madness . He had a passionate of music and in another world 30621692: were the ultimate challenge ; poems or poems of great event 30624125: tion , culture and education . of family , of children , of 30624136: of children , of life itself ; of God , though she is a devo 30633985: ked about it . Their dreams of and marriage are hopelessly r 30644392: n to her parents and her first . These are the exceptions , 30645956: compatible , genial match . If eventually grows , so much th 30645980: . To us the flood of romantic should be searched for and fo 30647707: , ‘ Pearls are tears … God her , she should n't be weari 30649258: . A deeper allegiance than his for the children of the Anglo 30651729: y here , ’ he muttered . ‘ of God , Claire , half the po 30656415: into her hand . Out of so much , so much misery had come . O 30657373: arry one of the Ryan girls for . Philip was tall with curly 30657505: her into his car , he fell in with her . It was n't a long 30658064: be looked after . ‘ Oh , God us , the dirty old east wind 30658602: e , darling . You 're going to Riverstown . How about a litt 30659083: t , but saying you wo n't make to your own husband in your o 30659304: s filled with tears . ‘ I do you , ’ she said . ‘ I 'l 30659324: y best , I promise you . I 'll Riverstown because it 's your 30659441: changed for ever . Thank God I him , or I 'd be out of this 30660437: lse ? ’ In the end they made in his father 's dressing roo 30662465: their kind , until she fell in with Philip . She knew what t 30663027: town . He was a happy man , in with his wife and deeply cont 30663619: ed . ‘ Everyone will fall in with you . ’ Claudia Hamilt 30665780: p the Paddies out of it , they a fight . Ah , here come the 30666499: . She hoped he would n't make that night . She felt too col 30666788: she was hostile and chippy . I Philip , he 's a dear , but I 30667120: 's dance , ’ he said . ‘ I this record . ’ They circle 30667550: r sleeping beside him . He did her so much . She was the mos 30668087: er in the sunlight , they made . But it was two long years o 30671767: she whispered . ‘ Sure , God her , she 's goin' to give bi 30679772: stand the sight of me … I 'd to . ’ That was the start o 30683122: neck in a stranglehold . ‘ I you , ’ she said . ‘ You 30683576: man to speak them . He did n't the boy , that was the real t 30683788: f he realized how much you did her . ’ He sighed and reach 30683845: intend to . He 's my son and I him , just as I love Claire . 30683851: son and I love him , just as I Claire . I shall do my very b 30685042: so lovely to see you . Give my to Jean and maybe you 'll com 30686576: for Kevin 's sake , she would his family too . The drive up 30687972: s no good , that one . For the of God , do n't mention her n 30688637: was worrying that they 'd made at the wrong time of the mont 30691132: d Grandads Cats and dogs Hello , had a good time Look at the 30712771: en , a genuine basis of care , and mutual need within the re 30713978: r in terms of an individual 's and concern for the other rat 30726616: idea that sexual activity and are concerned with youth , an 30782550: ying hobby for many people . A of gardening easily combines 30803453: to make numbers . Little girls flowers just as much as big g 30810055: s a present . Most girls would a flower picture for their be 30811873: the recipients of the picture fuchsias , you could create a 30814658: work . For many people , their of flowers extends to many ot 30817362: : Ivy leaves — tenacity ; my for you is strong Jasmine — 30817417: r company Honeysuckle — true Agrimony — gratitude ; plea 30824496: 'll have to take the chance , . It 's all there is to it . 30827652: his head . ‘ And a biscuit , . Ta . ’ Stone placed the g 30833638: to him . ‘ Dad ? ’ ‘ Yes ? ’ He looked back up at he 30833798: ept up here … ’ ‘ I know , I know . I ca n't tell you 30833941: out . We 'll find who did it , . And there 'll be a new Squi 30834080: ‘ It wo n't be for long , . And it wo n't be for a whil 30839337: hired . ‘ Cowley 's going to this , ’ he said bitterly . 30842581: signed : ‘ Colin and Peggy , to Roz and Hatch ’ . Cowley 30846673: ll sorts of things in my bag , , all sorts of things . Linda 30846920: s arms . ‘ Bed for you too , — ‘ ‘ Oh , Dad . I want 30847035: ’ ‘ Do n't be frightened , . It 's going to be all right 30847310: car a block or so away . ‘ I you , Chris , ’ he whispere 30847327: back into the kitchen . ‘ I you very much . The kids too 30847522: Ca n't have him think that , . When I come out , it 's you 30847592: got to make the arrangements , . It 's for my own peace of m 30847699: tched them deploying . See you … ’ he stooped to kiss he 30860743: put from people who care , who him . Wife ? ’ ‘ No wife 30869951: ou like black grapes ? ’ ‘ 'em . ’ ‘ Me too , ’ sa 30872882: elpful and supportive when the crazed imbecile is trying to 30873112: ter to the fourteenth floor my , I ca n't wait any more ’ 30873762: pop … Bad This is all about from acned teenagers this is 30899156: e . There was , of course , no lost between the leaders of t 30903618: tion could ‘ satisfy [ its ] of power … without firing a 30906534: be willing to see all that we and value go under for at lea 30975714: . For Marion and Ronald it was at first sight . They spent a 30975984: s to protect the secret of her affair with Ronald Travis . M 30976445: apparently the end of a tragic affair . Travis was transferr 30989664: s that my own almost religious of country railways had revea 31000256: Can you get us a cup of tea , ? ’ she asked . And in a wh 31001464: ed a man to suicide , also the affair that fell foul of the 31001659: with whom he fell head-long in . Their mutual affection was 31001778: ed to his amorous overtures of never doubting his sincerity 31002465: as we realise that Coleen does him and only a delay of post 31016482: st out laughing . ‘ I should to come . Tell Laura , and I 31023968: gone wrong ? she wondered . A affair which did n't work out 31026531: solutely marvellous . They 'll them . I 've got you a presen 31045963: suppose . Give little Laura my . ’ ‘ Tomorrow , Sunday , 31054786: was as though she were making to another man . He could n't 31054821: -Honoré , she had been making to a man incarcerated in the 31055716: lear and bright . ‘ I do not you for being gentle , chéi 31075458: roused enough for them to make . More usually it left him as 31075894: happening they had been making . Ashi was in ecstasy . The n 31075985: that their recent one night of had been after he had met a y 31079815: nd ? When you are very much in with someone , and then belie 31079828: ve that they are dead … That does not die . It burns like 31079874: ourself if you are not just in with a ghost . ’ A silence 31080733: irrational , she knew that her for him had somehow betrayed 31080873: t — some wound from previous affairs that prevented him fr 31080943: tant change in him , and their had ignited with a power of b 31086995: strength . ‘ Believe me , I Ashi and my dear Sousan as mu 31109021: en that the frail receive more and attention than the health 31109848: tion ’ or ‘ lack of proper ’ are unhelpful , she concl 31115272: , but although we were ‘ in ’ , as boys and girls of th 31135219: could enjoy being ‘ half in with easeful death ’ , or t 31138775: a passionate though suppressed of life , a ‘ sthenic spur 31147658: not . Being human , with their , they may resent the sense o 31147733: you 're a good girl/boy I will you ’ , ‘ I will overpowe 31148596: have failed . We are unable to ourselves enough to allow for 31155196: ood , shelter , protection and . We were defined by other pe 31156999: urgent attention ’ or ‘ I it that you 've asked me to g 31157488: this weekend . ’ ( a ) ‘ I it that you 've asked me — 31163482: ngly motivated by the need for , which always carries with i 31163497: jection and withdrawal of that . In giving and gaining love 31163503: t love . In giving and gaining we seek closeness and involve 31163563: ay be overpowered . In seeking , the expression of our wants 31163842: nses . And , besides , we need and approval — and the intr 31171922: ised to stop using ‘ Hello , ’ and ‘ Hi , kid ’ in p 31174110: . Relationships with others To and to be loved , to have fri 31174153: Self-fulfilment To respect and ourselves , to be confident a 31225947: ou are the best there is and I you , Vi . Take care of yours 31232353: d throbbing , she had sent her high and wide so it would fin 31233159: 'll be in terrible trouble . I you for coming , darling , 31233806: us to , do n't you ? ’ ‘ I you , Jenny . ’ His voice w 31235648: cupied Europe . Take care , my . Come home safely . God , bu 31242904: And perhaps a whispered ‘ I you . ’ But things were n't 31242945: ad known , what it was like to someone as she loved Rob . An 31243457: ade herself ask it . ‘ Yes , , he was . ’ He seemed relu 31244599: and she whispered , ‘ I did him so . Do n't blame us . Th 31257078: lunch , Pat ? ’ ‘ Thanks , . Sherry , please . ’ Forma 31258556: lized that to lose someone you is not to feel instant separa 31258680: ain that she had thought their was untouchable , yet now it 31258825: into the darkness . ‘ But I Lincolnshire and Lady Mead 31258915: the airmen , I suppose . I 'd to see it again , though I th 31259101: Just to get an 'ouse ? But you him , do n't you ? ’ ‘ Of 31259113: n't you ? ’ ‘ Of course I him . ’ Of course she did . 31259155: at about you , Vi ? Who do you ? , ‘ I — I do n't have n 31259251: od . You ca n't rear a baby on and fair words . ’ Why had 31263025: m triumphantly high . ‘ Ta , , ’ said the messenger , ta 31264341: o see the film in Craigiebur . on the Dole . One of the stew 31266840: o come alive again and fall in again ; but that was not poss 31269491: see a flick ? ’ ‘ If it 's on the Dole , I 've seen it , 31269548: nd every sentimentally crooned song reminded her of somethin 31272271: , her eyes kind . ‘ A lot of came over , but I sensed that 31272926: inda smiled . ‘ Oh , I think is stronger than such things 31273827: Rob promised , too , always to me , ’ Jane whispered . ‘ 31273839: ispered . ‘ And I 'll always him . I 'll never forget him 31274062: . She and Charlie were n't in , not really in love . Their 31274067: re n't in love , not really in . Their relationship was civi 31289450: . To win eternal life one must God and love one 's neighbour 31289453: nal life one must love God and one 's neighbour . He was con 31289651: s of the kingdom of God are to God and to love one 's neighb 31289655: of God are to love God and to one 's neighbour . The parabl 31295598: ming feeling of compassion and for them . Certainly Christia 31295608: ns believe that compassion and are qualities that Jesus poss 31299329: e in the eyes of God , and his , mercy and forgiveness are f 31307151: This relationship is based on . It is not a relationship in 31307639: s by the creditor . Which will him more ? ( Luke 7:42 ) . Me 31307722: tle has been forgiven , little is shown ( Luke 7:47 ) . The 31307734: 47 ) . The foundation stone of is forgiveness because this c 31307762: s : … I tell you , her great proves that her many sins hav 31308344: pen in many ways : through the of friends or family ; throug 31311524: ord our God is the only Lord ; the Lord your God with all yo 31311568: book of Leviticus ( 19:18 ) : your neighbour as yourself ( 31311628: goes on to commend Jesus . The of God and of one 's neighbou 31319172: eptable . If God is perfect in and mercy , he does not need 31319204: is not fickle . His nature is and love does not make such d 31319206: ickle . His nature is love and does not make such demands . 31319258: claim God showed such a great for people that he even allow 31319275: on the cross in order that his might persuade them to return 31319676: stians see the power of God 's as so strong that it overcome 31320112: ated . Smoke signal THE French to smoke and it will come as 31322433: tica Madonna 8 ( 7 ) A Million Songs Take That 9 ( 14 ) Supe 31322452: -MC Mario 10 ( — ) Who Needs ( Like That ) Erasure 11 ( 5 31322526: etris Doctor Spin 17 ( 20 ) To Somebody Michael Bolton 18 ( 31331404: gives him the image Americans of the battling underdog even 31332703: in the crowd shouted : ‘ We you , Di . ’ Again , Diana 31335772: ould be reaping the harvest of 's labours or indeed digestin 31335931: ast . You may also expect more and support than of late . CA 31341061: ard that both Mr and Mrs Major the book and apparently they 31343544: eloped in a duck-down duvet of . We were home and safe . ’ 31348862: ic on both men and women . Men him for his hearty back-slapp 31349920: e can make the country that we everything it was meant to be 31350205: was the night America fell in with Bill Clinton . All that 31350780: ) that they are now deeply in . Kennedy 's background was s 31356900: Squidgy ’ and expresses his for her . SEPTEMBER 7 The Pri 31362121: harles Bronson is marrying new Kim Weeks even if she is 40 y 31363400: -Lewis and Stowe fall madly in which severely irks Waddingto 31363458: in a panic-stricken daze . The scenes between Stowe and Day- 31363837: elease . 2 ( — ) BOOMERANG : 'em and leave 'em adman Eddie 31370775: n most likes to hear are ‘ I you . ’ The three words she 31371770: s , they teach you how to make for hours ( does n't that tak 31378391: she ai n't . After winning the of Claire 's daughter and the 31379205: ouvelle cuisine for me , but I watching it . After a while , 31379686: More than 1.5 million readers our dedication to proper news 31382625: ou Bizarre 10 ( 10 ) Who Needs Erasure 11 ( 12 ) Piece Of My 31382644: nklin 12 ( — ) I Will Always You Whitney Houston 13 ( 4 ) 31382669: ears Sister 15 ( 8 ) A Million Songs Take That 16 ( 17 ) To 31382678: e Songs Take That 16 ( 17 ) To Somebody Michael Bolton 17 ( 31383857: s different , fun , and people them . ’ The jet that broke 31392723: her couple of weeks . Vote for By Tim Satchell AFTER working 31393602: her resolve that her own deep for her children must be put 31398475: Cupid , represents unrequited — hence we are said to ‘ 31411222: TTING ROOM : Vince Hill 's . I to see water , as long as it 31422150: ently , even the glow of a new affair can work wonders . Sin 31427537: with booze , sex , unrequited , thoughts of separation , am 31431038: ht sim aficionados are sure to it . Score 9/10 AFTER success 31432181: on tape JAMES : Oh Squidgy , I you , love you , love you . D 31432184: ES : Oh Squidgy , I love you , you , love you . DIANA : You 31432187: idgy , I love you , love you , you . DIANA : You are the nic 31432243: Do n't you like it ? DIANA : I it . CHARLES : I love you . C 31432249: IANA : I love it . CHARLES : I you . CAMILLA : I love you , 31432255: LES : I love you . CAMILLA : I you , too . CHARLES : I adore 31432276: so proud of you . CAMILLA : I you , darling . CHARLES : Nig 31432287: . CHARLES : Night , darling . you too … CHARLES : Your gr 31432298: : Your great achievement is to me . Gulf between true love a 31432304: to love me . Gulf between true and flirtation IF the tape of 31432326: end is genuine it reveals true , a psychologist said yesterd 31432466: es , Charles uses the word ‘ ’ three times — as well a 31432488: Parker Bowles replies : ‘ I you , darling . I love you , 31432494: : ‘ I love you , darling . I you , too . ’ Miss Firbank 31432572: tion took place , they were in . ‘ Of course , a couple wh 31432621: en Prince Charles declared his , it was n't his wife on the 31432684: Camilla Parker Bowles : ‘ I you … I adore you . ’ Whe 31432987: ith Camilla as ‘ the biggest story that never was ’ . Th 31433020: re just 23 and shared the same of horses , fresh air and cou 31436458: bly jazzed up . Personally , I it . In the old days , as soo 31436870: say they are happy with their lives . But why should this b 31437100: ry organisation which preaches and tolerance is tearing it a 31438128: is the greatest man I know . I him . I wish he was my real f 31439036: el school student who falls in with Buffy , a cheerleader wh 31439325: or sexually . ‘ In fact I it when a woman takes the ini 31441194: der than anyone I know . But I the game . My clubs travel ev 31445127: n St Tropez BRIGITTE Bardot 's for animals drove her to atte 31445350: action over articles about her life with Bernard , a close f 31447440: orrison THEY are puritanical , tea ceremonies and gardening 31447722: es ? TRAFFIC CONES : Why do we to decorate the roads with th 31449591: lopment 4 ( 12 ) I Will Always You Whitney Houston 5 ( 7 ) N 31449726: ars Sister 19 ( 10 ) Who Needs ( Like That ) Erasure 20 ( 13 31450034: next spring . Bronson fell in with Kim when she comforted h 31451857: atment from men who profess to them . We protect these men a 31490216: ggest any show of affection or between them , ’ says psych 31492146: id n't put it down as being in . ’ A cheerful Charles , me 31492218: y seized upon by the press who to hear guest speakers make a 31499914: phs of Silverman , 45 , making with her new boyfriend . Silv 31510287: aid . So-lonely Gabriela needs BEAUTIFUL tennis champion Gab 31510296: iela Sabatini is desperate for . The millionairess Argentini 31512166: riends round the bend with his of speed on the roads . Clint 31514580: s classic Why Do Fools Fall In ? Jimmy Merchant and Herman S 31516042: said : ‘ We 're very much in . ’ Vital tape barred in Ne 31518012: owered Whoopi with flowers and poems . ‘ They ca n't get e 31519792: n . Allen said he was still in with Soon-Yi , Mia 's 21-year 31524110: ger Clinton , 36 , told of his and respect for Democrat vict 31525861: sking : ‘ Why does n't Daddy you ? ’ Hillary bought sexy 31527171: that she is doing this out of for her late husband , ’ he 31541212: g , ’ said Nick . ‘ It was at first sight . Sometimes wh 31544572: o put it out . He did and made to Rebecca . Smith and Daniel 31548943: been to hell and back but the of this little boy has kept u 31549607: a lifetime 's commitment but I this boy . To me he is the mo 31551360: told he was ‘ desperately in and wanted to get back at the 31563657: obs a week . ‘ Sport was the of my life and having to give 31566189: r thousands to celebrate their . There was no contact betwee 31568457: eir broken marriage . ‘ I 'd to . She 's such a lovely wom 31579520: unnamed man was worried about scenes in the play Trelawney 31579599: by Judy Finnigan . Lovejoy 's goes for a song A BID for cha 31579632: . He is releasing an album of songs , From Both Sides Now , 31582621: orgian semi . ‘ They are the of my life , the only thing I 31582933: ver most of their care . ‘ I dogs and did my best for them 31583706: ied have not been named . Lost led Blandford on heroin trail 31583727: st night claimed it was a lost which led him into drug addic 31585959: ‘ To Deanne and Nadine with . ’ Nadine had been invited 31599365: n operator . Hammer revenge on cheat soccer ace Andrew Russe 31599385: mer and screwdriver as he made to a married woman in his car 31601110: ters , ’ he said . Labour of lands $¼m bill Ian Key NEW m 31603592: . Family 's hammer revenge on cheat soccer ace By Andrew Ru 31603613: mer and screwdriver as he made with a married woman in his c 31604214: ide in 1973 . Mum 's labour of lands $250,000 bill By Ian Ke 31611132: He was saying ‘ Do you still me ? ’ He was really cross 31615389: a quarter said they did it for and just over one in six admi 31615430: satisfied they were with their life . The Swiss romped home 31615501: ermans , French Wife stole for A HOSPITAL worker stole £18, 31615578: ‘ She was trying to buy the and affection of her husband 31624638: r-winner 's mind . ‘ I would another child but I have to b 31624692: -racial child . In fact , I 'd a whole bunch . ’ Although 31624849: . Pregnant Ideally , she would to become pregnant again hers 31630359: next seen in bed , having made . Nearly two people in every 31631376: shirt with the message : ‘ I Knightsbridge ’ . Designer 31632669: ect little from me . ’ Royal tape claim A RECORDING of an 31635629: nspiracy charges . Charles ‘ tape ’ By Alan Watkins DETA 31635655: are alleged to speak of their for each other was made publi 31635718: amilla tell each other : ‘ I you , ’ it is claimed . In 31635906: s said to tell Charles : ‘ I you , darling . ’ He respon 31635919: ponds : ‘ 'Night darling … you too . ’ The publication 31636344: ething in common — they both leek and noodle casserole . A 31642454: road crash . ‘ He has a deep for classical music , ’ sai 31645894: ething in common — they both leek and noodle casserole . T 31648234: Charles is said to declare his for Camilla and she replies b 31648245: she replies by saying : ‘ I you , too . ’ Last night Pe 31648780: in which he uses the word ‘ ’ four times . He tells Cam 31648811: Your great achievement is to me . ’ Charles is reported 31653065: he sixth form . Bull that made to a Volvo AN amorous bull st 31655646: a during which he said : ‘ I you . I adore you . ’ The c 31659683: bbing A STRANGE wife-next-door triangle ended yesterday in m 31662999: A FATHER has tracked down the child he never saw — after 31675959: to give away a penalty . I 'd to see that error put right t 31677909: n his freedom . Lewis says his for his mother Vi will keep h 31678010: nd need to be close to those I . ’ Former champion and bor 31680177: can duo Fred Couples and Davis . Jones facing league probe R 31687949: Bill Blighton in Madrid DAVIS and Fred Couples are looking 31687971: ew US President Bill Clinton . 'n' Couples do not intend ext 31688038: feat in the Dunhill Cup , when , Couples and Tom Kite lost t 31692580: evenge bid Bill Blighton DAVIS and Fred Couples are looking 31692633: he Dunhill Cup at St Andrews . , Couples and US Open champio 31705140: pair Freddie Couples and Davis by five shots . Masters champ 31705153: Couples coasted to a 66 while , the US No 2 , chipped in wi 31705370: ice tomorrow . ’ Couples and , America 's top two golfers 31705595: for English football and I 'd to have the chance of playing 31706770: n stars Fred Couples and Davis , who suffered for six hours 31707157: an eagle out there today . ’ ( 68 ) and Couples ( 71 ) clu 31707200: complete their second rounds . fell out of love with the fou 31707204: cond rounds . Love fell out of with the four-ball format , s 31714191: n in seven away games and they London . Only Spurs have beat 31722705: a after Fred Couples and Davis both birdied the final hole t 31722936: h 's Dunhill Cup . Couples and , ranked first and second res 31722988: yard at the final hole , while sank a twisting 15 footer and 31736390: raining ground and the players it . ‘ But the manager has 31750925: te . ‘ But I fight because I the competition . I want to f 31754605: an-of-the-people hamming , the of the put-down , is hardly d 31760486: nt to be banned from a sport I . I 'm very aggressive in my 31763137: expect recent Fakenham scorer Anew and SKIPPING TIM to figh 31764070: e goal and admitted : ‘ I 'd to get it against Charlton . 31772631: season . If selected , I would to bow out on another Lions t 31781191: work to keep going . ‘ But I playing the tour and I would 31794137: I have spoken to Ron and would to play in the Premier League 31800952: a rally driver ahead of me . I the danger . ’ The RAC Rall 31805405: level in the game and I would to perform at the top level o 31806375: wits against the best . ‘ I working with players , and I 31810775: y fashion , taking the game to with a dazzling array of retu 31810862: ervice games — the second to on an Edberg double fault . E 31814206: ng his P45 if the players that him let him down again today 31814853: n old hands and the Luton fans him . NEIL WARNOCK , Notts Co 31817744: o too much , but we know he 'd to score . ’ Bristol City m 31836749: Murphy in the plate . ‘ I 'd to have ridden Party Politics 31837010: He is very strong and would heavy going at Newbury . ’ 31855273: eal with a cheese Accola would to outshine his friend Tomba 31859329: use Chris Eubank is a man they to hate . If he were to becom 31860117: , the Old Trafford crowd will him . For a start , they will 31860127: . For a start , they will just stealing the favourite player 31862259: Andersson said : ‘ I would to join Newcastle . ‘ I was 31862295: ted to the English game . I 'd the chance to prove it at New 31871447: the fans , I do n't know why I them but I do — and always 31874186: uys here must remember I still to stir things up and England 31875813: e glory . Anyone who says they to fight is a liar or a fool 31883097: ender try , converted by David , and two Love penalties . Se 31883101: verted by David Love , and two penalties . Second-placed Car 31884789: llegation is true then I would to know more about it but , r 31897418: tment will pay off . The media to compare controlled hot fus 31931145: articular . How children would it — well , this one did an 31946297: meone will walk in and fall in with it just the way we did . 31946608: joy of friends , of warmth and and the pleasures of achievem 31947910: ived long enough to meet you , . ’ Speaking to me later sh 31955902: without pain and surrounded by . I hope that I may be so luc 31960718: rth Wales . Just as we fell in at first sight with our new h 31960731: h our new home , so we fell in with you and Nigel at first m 31967480: else does . I so wish that our and respect for the deceased 31968433: must be the greatest labour of that anyone can render to a f 31970442: vocating embalming lose little for doctors who ask relations 31972528: which in this case is that the and/or respect that was earne 32002014: real life but can not — make with a Hollywood sex symbol o 32066941: hey can not be wrong ! To need , somebody caring , Who will 32068050: . ‘ I 'ad to get 'ome to me , I knew she was ill and in p 32068871: nothing can tear us apart . I your strength and tenderness 32068922: fold me near , I know that you me so much . You crush men in 32068950: let me know , Of your deepest eternally . I wait now for yo 32069002: an added year , Helpless in my for you , I am yours forever 32069142: d loosen hold their greed , To and respect their black broth 32069211: e so very clear , Without your I can not be . Can you guess 32070211: hild . I watched you grow with and concern And showed you th 32070837: ket swaddled , Waiting for our and care , while — Old men 32070873: , And my heart overflows with . Sweet baby girl , what can 32070937: e here , Surrounded by so much , Your misty eyes hold mine m 32070970: e house way up the hill , Such , such trust , such brimming 32071436: ng just the same , Knowing our just has to be . TILLINGHAM H 32071747: in the notion , That we are in with the land . Already there 32075277: dage , ‘ Those whom the gods die young ’ . ABOVE Mozart 32077580: stienne — a tale of thwarted put right by the intervention 32082285: 1178 . Wolfgang had fallen in . The object of his affection 32083314: oloists were ‘ completely in with it ’ . The manuscript 32084040: loysia Weber , Mozart 's first , with the man she eventually 32085184: the terrible conflict between and duty as Idomeneus tries d 32085206: ications caused by Idamantes ' for a foreign princess , Ilia 32085643: expresses her conflict between for her enemy and duty to her 32086719: , he added self-righteously , did n't come into it : his re 32086775: nhammer , who promptly fell in with him . She was a talented 32087731: luence ; she had ‘ fallen in ’ with fugues , and insiste 32088038: who are , naturally , also in with each other ) . The lover 32092446: age-boy who is romantically in with the countess ( a feeling 32100625: the apparent loss of Tamino 's , is one of the simplest , ye 32101167: ediently until redeemed by the of a good man . She is a far 32105716: out twenty houses and had made to him on the splintery board 32105808: the platform , but timid about . Or what I thought of then a 32105817: . Or what I thought of then as . Until now , I had avoided s 32105950: ink , that excited me : making to a stranger in deserted hou 32107386: l . He went white . ‘ But my … . ’ ‘ Do n't call me 32107396: . ’ ‘ Do n't call me your . You sound like a character 32107863: surprise . But that is because is a social emotion , not a b 32107878: gical one : young women do n't sagging bellies and grey hair 32107886: g bellies and grey hair , they money and power which men hav 32107946: erhaps , after all , he was in . Certainly he looked sulky e 32110145: with someone close , someone I ? ‘ I do love you , ’ I s 32110150: se , someone I love ? ‘ I do you , ’ I said , like a chi 32110174: head and smiled at me . ‘ I you , too . ’ I smiled back 32112142: ver observed the adults making . Except at the cinema , I ne 32113087: 's about a young man who 's in with an older woman . She 's 32117515: a high ceiling . We had , not affairs , but intrigues ; gig 32124649: ispering , ‘ Better now , my ? My poor girl … . ’ She 32126391: bs said , ‘ Do n't talk , my . You must rest . You know yo 32127921: ; it was just that we did n't her , nobody did , and she ha 32128018: lattery of the early stages of . At this time she was just o 32133569: ed him in the way most mothers their children . I remembered 32137301: ard when I do n't want to make to him any more ? It 's only 32138933: had one of your bad turns , my , ’ Mr Hobbs said . He lean 32139079: he dark . There 's no need for in the daylight . I ought to 32139183: ed , gently mocking . ‘ I 'd one , ’ I said . He went to 32140088: lways close , once a little in . I felt I could weep with no 32140725: go by . William wanted to make to me ; it was n't a very det 32145416: accept and talk about . ‘ I you , I really do , you know 32146719: duty , if you do n't , well , … . ’ What was love ? Lyi 32146725: well , love … . ’ What was ? Lying on your back in a but 32148553: e free from the temptations of , and she said she did n't kn 32149421: Do you want tea ? ’ ‘ I 'd some . ’ I was blushing . M 32153813: . ’ I wanted to ask , did he her , but the word embarrasse 32156024: e was n't an easy character to , you know , ’ she went on 32157560: . I 'm sure she had fallen in . ’ ‘ I never understood 32158924: ape . That 's why Nora used to it . There was something for 32158936: something for her to fight . I Italy , as you know , but now 32158998: ful because it is so spare . I the long bare hills with just 32169237: ve cut up the dress he used to me to wear and all I get for 32169764: therby had made about Keats in . ‘ Love ! ’ Nora explode 32169767: made about Keats in love . ‘ ! ’ Nora exploded . ‘ I ' 32169790: spinster like that talking of ! I do n't know which is wors 32169824: before you start talking about to a silly old virgin , that 32171315: n on her mind for days . ‘ I it down here . I do n't want 32173923: estion . ‘ I think she would to work here , my dear Monsie 32173935: de Levantiére — absolutely it ! ’ He beamed and wiped 32174484: so nice , I know I 'm going to working there . ’ ‘ Darli 32175681: n't you darling — but we all him . ’ She turned , eyes f 32177702: w clothes , Constance began to the opportunities for discree 32178164: is n't the best part . What I is looking at the designs and 32179330: icky Scott Wilson was not true . How could she love someone 32179335: not true love . How could she someone who considered himsel 32179452: ld be so timid when it came to . She finally spoke to Louise 32179643: ce . ‘ Do you think that you him ? ’ Louise asked , gent 32180147: y as a northern winter ? ‘ I it here , Aunt Louise , ’ s 32180171: w you do , my darling , and we having you . It has all turne 32180634: told him how she felt . ‘ I you , ’ she whispered . ‘ 32181007: ‘ Why ? You know how much I Miss Hatherby . Did n't you t 32183412: im . She knew that she did not him but , more , she knew tha 32187800: ud . It was the beginning of a affair — with the man and h 32187859: id , ‘ I think I am going to Italy . ’ His next remark m 32188852: . ‘ I am a scholar gypsy . I my books , I love my library 32188857: ar gypsy . I love my books , I my library . After that , the 32189027: ake my life unbearable . And I them all . ’ Sitting up , C 32189076: lding her tight , said , ‘ I you . Only you . ’ The apar 32189497: puckered with anxiety . ‘ I it , ’ she smiled . ‘ Now 32189706: . She knew she was falling in with this man ; she felt cert 32190163: ou could only see him . You 'd him , you honestly would . Pl 32191198: its song to the rhythm of our . You must enjoy it . Do not 32191475: ke him so that they could make again but did not dare to bec 32192020: o not trust me . If you are to me you must believe in my hon 32192253: an to make long and passionate to her , teaching her how to 32192330: as the only man she would ever . On the same day she discove 32192343: he Italian willingness to make anywhere . In her innocence , 32192396: he immediately started making to her , pushing her back unt 32193902: eturned to bed and gently made to her . On the fifth day , t 32194684: thout you but marriage without is insupportable . Please , p 32194696: e , please , you must learn to me ! ’ Tears were rolling d 32194733: ca n't bear to see you cry . I you , I really do . I 'm happ 32194838: t understand is why you do n't me . ’ ‘ Ludovico , ’ C 32194861: the ring on her finger , ‘ I you more than anybody in the 32194915: young and beautiful . We make like no one ever has in the w 32196106: o try to understand . I really him , I really , really do . 32196156: t want to . I did it because I him . I will always love him 32196162: use I love him . I will always him . ’ As she spoke she su 32196611: ra continued . ‘ She can not this man , no matter what she 32197463: e you 'll understand . You 'll him . Promise me you wo n't w 32197494: m . Please try to understand . , Constance ‘ Giancarlo has 32197759: childhood in a warm cocoon of provided by endless cousins , 32201045: inking quickly he said , ‘ I English women in beige . It g 32201559: y taking you to that tired old nest . It 's been used a thou 32204015: as the source of compassion , and harmony . It was ironic t 32209948: Women have massive amounts of invested in fathers , lovers 32209990: t women somehow amputate their and compassion is to ask them 32210477: aratist is dangerous . It is a which has been kept in ignora 32211194: ning about singing ‘ I 'm in with a wonderful guy ’ , he 32213971: nt and — dare I say it ? — from my colleagues . They mus 32214469: ner more subtle expressions of between women were channelled 32230030: it clearly affects . I fell in with a woman and went out wit 32243014: hat period when you are ‘ in ’ , which I think is a hyst 32290996: ch schoolgirl he had fallen in with he stole a 10ft inflatab 32326763: elay , ’ he said . Labour of for Emma Red Nose Day is with 32420647: unless there is a kind of ‘ bank ’ in the carer from ea 32432303: nship is likely to be based on and mutual support over a lon 32437451: n the context of a lifetime of have another frame of referen 32442828: h about fear of the unknown as of the familiar . These are a 32463140: roversies end with concord and on all sides , . 4 He did not 32464472: her 's infirmities and live in . Hooker died in 1600 at the 32469609: ering relief to the sick . The of doing good , of ministerin 32469665: , George Herbert acquired his of the Church 's liturgy and 32471724: two great mysteries of sin and , reflecting on man as A wond 32472977: ay be . Blessed be God , whose it was To double moat thee wi 32477107: rals , etc. , heroical poems , hymns and the like are full o 32483993: persons whom God loves and who God , because … they have n 32493642: called The Practice of Divine . In this he stated his loyal 32531470: friend , all you have to do is him . ’ ‘ Love him ? Are 32531475: ve to do is love him . ’ ‘ him ? Are you sure ? That doe 32531721: of an enemy takes time — and , do n't forget . An awful lo 32531731: o n't forget . An awful lot of . ’ Anabelle did not unders 32531749: le to tell her more about this Your Enemies scheme , and she 32537321: small friend , a hedgepig will you , to the prickly end . A 32539370: m ! ’ the dog barked . ‘ I a good splash up ! ’ ‘ Th 32540347: ppy to see you , Sergeant . We you . ’ The big dog cocked 32540369: raised his ears . ‘ Me ? You me — even after all the ter 32540420: agreed . ‘ But we decided to you anyway . ’ ‘ Really ? 32543121: you would like it . ’ ‘ We sunflower seeds ! ’ they al 32592935: sses at art school , I used to doing the bodies , but the he 32593452: d , which is bright orange . I drawing hideous animals . The 32593478: s in Disney 's Jungle Book ? I all of those old Walt Disney 32593530: re very witty , hysterical . I working with humorous materia 32593618: n animated film . I would just that . I think my characters 32596994: This is why I decided to draw and Protection to try and rai 32597035: n . All money will go to ETA . AND PROTECTION 1 I do a few p 32597973: and landscape , I continue to the theme of the city at nigh 32598658: was my only disappointment . I to paint carriages at night i 32612969: tortoises we want , we 'd also a few hares , a few gorillas 32618167: e moving story of their doomed affair contrasts the beauty , 32639293: er . Tastes vary . Some people the excitement of the most in 32639888: d . Downstairs you 'll fall in with meadow colours — pinks 32640249: ern inspired by the Victorians of the east . Rich , fireside 32654549: food . The invisible invaders dark , humid atmospheres and 32656848: warm , moist atmosphere germs . Some cases do n't seem to h 32669135: UTTERLY ENTHRALLING … IF YOU CATHERINE COOKSON , YOU SIMPL 32669215: unforgettable story of soaring and ambition . Hard Loves , E 32675483: her is based on greed — not . To escape this bitter betra 32677761: r of Distinctions of Class and the Bright Foreigner ‘ Anit 32680741: tle cuts and grazes that germs so much . When scratches , cu 32692023: d as the Nescafé you know and . That 's because it is Nesca 32693928: preservatives . Your baby will the taste — and you can be 32694114: skill — and to a lifetime 's of books . But reading abilit 32694795: HOUSE WHERE CHILDREN LEARN TO BOOKS High Tea 's more of an 32695874: tle cuts and grazes that germs so much . 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If you would like a ‘ story ’ of your own , someo 32773239: y ’ of your own , someone to and care for , and you are be 32773292: ry year looking for someone to . These are people who instea 32781107: e_number] . DELTA AIR LINES We To Fly And It Shows VARIG Eur 32787184: e_number] . DELTA AIR LINES We To Fly And It Shows RHÔNE-PO 32791196: se in its class . All chairmen being in the driving seat . S 32872971: eye anone unresonably … some and desyre deth ’ . Of schi 32875312: , and embrace her in token of . ’ When the man first temp 32875553: impotent when he tried to make to her — by the power of pr 32889571: fever . Anyway , you know you him . ’ Harry had been abou 32889618: out with . You do n't say you people . ’ ‘ Why not , wh 32889666: he told me you do n't say you people . Yet when you do n't 32889674: e people . Yet when you do n't many people I think you shoul 32903974: ays for months now — I … I you , Carrie . Looking back , 32903992: remember a time when I did n't you . Do … do you love me ? 32903999: d n't love you . Do … do you me ? ’ Her head was bent an 32904158: y eyes filled with the hurt of . She saw the boy who wrote p 32904455: id n't really know . Could you two people … two men like t 32904626: a lot . ’ ‘ But you do n't me ? ’ His voice was flat . 32904726: her ? He would n't be able to anybody else but her , ever . 32904813: rm darkness of his being where bred … He had to meet Marti 32904918: prove to Carrie he had enough for the two of them . But the 32908162: , but there 's never been much lost between your mother and 32914665: to which she was referring was . How long ago was it ? Days 32914699: is Uncle Arthur . He seemed to people more when they were de 32914726: . But there was nobody left to now , and that was a good thi 32914751: he say he loved anybody , for was a destroyer , love was a 32914756: y , for love was a destroyer , was a madness that turned peo 32914786: osedly did what she did out of , and strangely he was no lon 32918758: ut from the darkness , my lost , Macushla , Let them find me 32918790: ng That death is a dream , and is for aye . Then awaken , Ma 32921718: are . She had never known what and tenderness were until she 32921740: no one in the world would ever her like that woman did ; nor 32921750: that woman did ; nor would she anyone else . In any case she 32925047: got the idea you 've fallen in with the camp . ’ He smiled 32925071: ‘ Yes , you 're right , I do it . ’ ‘ Aha ! Aha ! I th 32941644: party at centre stage . To ‘ the motherland ’ was to emb 32956419: dy , doing business and having affairs , can be viewed as st 32956931: democracy in 1986 ; falling in in 1987 ; and in 1988 the pre 32962038: ’ position . ‘ Falling in ’ was another student tide 32962132: elatively easily . To ‘ talk ’ as it is described by the 32962293: itain were allowed to ‘ talk ’ . He implied that Chinese 32962462: this ‘ craze ’ such as ‘ suicides ’ . In 1988 there 32962482: parently because of unrequited . There were probably other f 32962530: , mostly because of failure in . Young people were already f 32962592: und they could not manage both affairs and study . There wer 32962635: anxiety over their studies or lives ’ ( CD 23. 2. 1988 ) 32962823: lnerable in the ‘ falling in craze ’ and could suffer mo 32963048: re afterwards . ‘ Falling in ’ , therefore , was more th 32963249: emales who had concentrated on affairs rather than their stu 32963313: ays were over . ‘ Falling in ’ , therefore , reflected s 32963453: cerbated by the ‘ falling in craze ’ and some of its unh 32963513: g more than merely ‘ talking ’ . This increasing concern 32968776: girlfriend to go with him , to him in spite of his being poo 32968896: t of doing anything with their of life and of their country 32984313: an answer , because the one I most is always the one I gaze 32998852: edition . ‘ He had fallen in and decided that the risk of 33003219: with Joe Brown and started to climbing ’ . Fortunately fo 33041057: iddle grades and who will also this guidebook . As will thos 33041112: rawings are incomparable and I the one of Gable Crag which , 33049747: ells you cherish . What do you to smell ? What repels you ? 33049841: do . And then — what do you to hear ? Why are your belove 33051680: tened me , but later I came to it , its hatpegs , its long c 33052625: Imagine yourself in a room you . Close your eyes so you can 33058841: orld in a new way , elicit our for the world again , though 33060765: nly into broad dialect : ‘ I — Ah luv thee ! Ah luv thee 33062119: r in Summoned By Bells . ‘ I Miss Usher , ’ Audrey said 33064190: hy , passionate declaration of for Connie ? I ca n't . I can 33065235: elf once again in the room you . You feel protected and at r 33065629: many short stories in ‘ The Song of J. Alfred Prufrock 33067813: emotional development ? If you a story , you know it all the 33069867: him you know . We were making , and I took the paper bag of 33077153: n't been fulfilled yet , this . What patience , what patien 33079375: to the snow with no thought of or duty . Adrienne Rich write 33082608: in effect , doing the work for . Bear this in mind when you 33082801: ompetition where there were no poems or nature poems . He as 33082815: e organisers ‘ Where are the and nature poems ? ’ and th 33191615: r best issue for a long time ( Sees No Colour , FACE 44 ) . 33191706: ’ . Stay true and remember , is the best drug . If the fac 33192034: issue gave me hope . It showed does exist in this horrible w 33192091: ate hate inside you . When you , you lift yourself up higher 33192176: ascists you reported on in the Sees No Colour issue ( FACE 4 33193883: is also a complex allegory of versus the Law . ‘ The them 33195298: s to peck at A fifth Summer of be confined to a four-day bin 33195952: the obsessive teenage Laura . in the time of HIV with a sou 33200791: Pitt risks quiff collapse with interest Catherine Keener in 33201077: hton , detailing a predictable triangle — unmarried mum Ro 33201315: bourg . Part road movie , part story and part social comment 33201768: ere n't faking it ’ in their scenes ( yeah , yeah ) . An o 33206306: ave been full of stories about Doves , Disco Biscuits and De 33208254: ears that the second Summer of may have spawned another mons 33209633: ede . I really believed he did this suede . I was immediatel 33209859: ‘ Boom ! And that worked . I that moment in the film . It 33210422: o a junkie and sells for sex . at first slap ? ‘ It starte 33213137: r Funkenstein ’ . He fell in with it , and followed to whe 33213340: finity Within ’ . ‘ Rubber ’ : wear a condom . ‘ Vot 33214313: d . ’ A large , lettered ‘ ’ by Tabboo is on the bathr 33214705: ‘ I believe in the power of ’ line , remarkably familia 33215992: for the dancefloor but it 's a song and it just did n't seem 33216288: s director Gus Van Sant . They him : ‘ My favourite all-ti 33218219: o Kings , he proclaims , ‘ I this country ! ’ as a buxom 33218300: ond , but a gangster . I would to play a role with these gir 33218317: could be my sisters . I would to have four sisters , beauti 33218463: etmers ) pines for Maria , the he left behind in Cuba . Prod 33219120: tress so that he can prove his to her . Banderas professes n 33219470: When I was 13 , I declared my for a girl in the street , pu 33226394: ound archetypal themes such as , speed , fear and the like , 33228637: ce based around ‘ Justify My ’ featuring Garth writhing 33229269: y I go to and he tells me they me in Scotland . I 'm a big c 33229292: been backpacking in Europe , I it there . I need it like her 33229640: where he woos lissome oriental interest Tia Carrers in textb 33230033: e guys are holy innocents , in with their worlds and their w 33230936: say that I am not gay , I just one man . His name is Stephen 33234910: trained and intensely romantic story starring Denis Lavant a 33238300: e an image on the theme of ‘ Sees No Colour ’ : Pierre e 33240279: s surreal exploration of young , rent boys and narcolepsy , 33240305: ay River Phoenix declaring his for Keanu Reeves — fun for 33246027: raying , for me to justify her . That 's funny ! ’ She tur 33246090: she 's talking about me — I that . ’ Unfairly , Sandra 33246122: rather improbable — lesbian interest that titillated the 33246434: me , sexuality is romance and and poetry and beauty , not p 33247543: Manilow ) , Barry and babes ( Unlimited ) , Barry and bros 33248111: nd Sure Is Pure 's ‘ Is This Really Real ? ’ , M People 33248274: hile dancing to Diana Ross ‘ Hangover ’ , to the fabric 33248508: in his huge hand to launch his Unlimited Orchestra into ‘ 33248513: e Unlimited Orchestra into ‘ 's Theme ’ , perhaps the fi 33248570: d irresistibly thrilling . ‘ 's Theme ’ live , now 18 ye 33248657: ry White sermon — ‘ Making is the most sacred act ever c 33250201: roder with Donna Summer 's ‘ To Love You Baby ’ and ‘ 33250203: th Donna Summer 's ‘ Love To You Baby ’ and ‘ I Feel L 33250211: ve You Baby ’ and ‘ I Feel ’ . Even the Bee Gees ' ‘ 33250258: te , had decided to extend ‘ To Love You Baby ’ into a 1 33250260: decided to extend ‘ Love To You Baby ’ into a 17-minute 33252018: ime . Just as the O'Jay 's ‘ Train ’ and Silver Conventi 33257278: Call me old-fashioned . Rubber Make mine a small one : views 33261273: lude : ‘ a lethal dose of my rod ’ ; ‘ young girls ’ 33261281: rod ’ ; ‘ young girls ’ juices ’ ; ‘ a good fist- 33262630: y gay at the moment . But I 'd to have kids , and I would n' 33265889: y gay at the moment . But I 'd to have kids , and I would n' 33266465: and Tamzin , discussing their lives — in Fred and Rob 's 33270952: People like a villain , people rogues and Shaun fits the bil 33276450: no such thing as ‘ peace and ’ . It was only when I was 33280770: with dimensions of intermixed and affection , duty and obli 33293215: s stage involves ambivalence , and anger competing for prior 33302859: with the evaluation of ways to and hate , with the meanings 33303940: care involving both labour and shows the essential elements 33304124: e cases was not accompanied by , and where the length of car 33321399: 't stand the game . Some women dressmaking or knitting . Oth 33323353: r overcoming conflict . We all short cuts . But serious conf 33323573: d and renewed by the truth and of God ( cf. Rom. 12:2 ) . Ho 33326150: children , and live a life of , just as Christ loved us and 33327647: otions do n't like that ; they to have their say . Indeed , 33328356: ter had been working a debt of . He 'd done all this for his 33330984: nd up arguing , but they still each other . Trevor wanted to 33332384: onal world : their joy , their , their sense of wonder and a 33334297: he world the supreme nature of . Amen . THE WAY WE SEE THING 33337946: conflict . Some people simply a fight . They want to be vin 33340320: This is the true gospel , the and acceptance of God is for 33340571: estament declares that perfect , Cod 's perfect love , drive 33340576: perfect love , Cod 's perfect , drives out fear from within 33340607: ly pay lip service to what the of Cod actually means . We im 33340620: conditions on others where the of Cod would impose no condit 33341493: ch fears we need to let God 's drive that fear out . Is ther 33341683: of John . There is no fear in . But perfect love drives out 33341687: no fear in love . But perfect drives out fear , because fea 33341709: o fears is not made perfect in . We love because he first lo 33341712: not made perfect in love . We because he first loved us . I 33341725: ed us . If anyone says , ‘ I God , ’ yet hates his broth 33341744: liar . For anyone who does not his brother , whom he has see 33341755: r , whom he has seen , can not God , whom he has not seen . 33341777: : Whoever loves God must also his brother ( 1 John 4:18–2 33341836: n , I thank you for your great which banishes fear from my l 33341854: erfully to me not only of your but of your will . I now brin 33342405: ss involves the combination of and discipline in a secure an 33343239: lease him . The mad thing is I him . I love them both . But 33343243: he mad thing is I love him . I them both . But you would n't 33344711: biscuits ! Richard and Maggie them dearly , but sometimes d 33345879: dren is at this low ebb mutual and respect need careful main 33345898: her contributes importantly to , trust and self-worth . Givi 33347281: eness and the reinstatement of . Do make the effort to encou 33348063: test gifts we give to those we . Such meetings provide the e 33348220: her families , need to grow in . Love means learning to acce 33348222: ilies , need to grow in love . means learning to accept one 33348315: , it 's all about learning to . Do you need to be reconcile 33351391: Oscar Wilde , who said , ‘ I work , I can sit and look at 33351411: Perhaps you 're the boss they to hate . Maybe you do an ord 33355035: the lives of many people today and marriage , though ideals 33355615: . Like a horse and carriage , and marriage do go together ; 33355663: e are growing apart and out of . Nothing more sad and painfu 33355826: earth . Yes , they had been in once , that was before they h 33355961: s the first experience of real and tenderness he has known i 33357041: ’ ( 5:22 ) . ‘ Husbands , your wives , just as Christ l 33357131: their rights . The husband 's must be characterised by lovi 33357297: in sickness and in health , to and to cherish , till death u 33357344: lls on each partner in turn to , comfort , honour and protec 33357924: e flourish . The foundation of When a couple get engaged and 33357984: nship continues to be built on as the marriage grows and pro 33358005: ady way , but the chemistry of can be gloriously overwhelmin 33358068: ay to physics . The actions of are just as important as the 33358086: gs ( and responsibilities ) of be converted into action ? Lo 33358092: ove be converted into action ? in action From the example of 33359512: hem to be . Yet in its essence means acceptance . Love impli 33359516: ssence love means acceptance . implies the acceptance of eac 33359639: . The foundation of commitment is a depends-what-you-mean wo 33359653: is all very well to talk about , but it depends what you mea 33359665: ends what you mean by it , for is one of the most devalued t 33359700: stians on the quality of their , and in doing so has provide 33359720: lity as far as the practice of is concerned . The famous wor 33359739: ut commitment . Paul speaks of in terms of behaviour , in fa 33359762: n kind of way . Paul shows how can be practised . ‘ Love i 33359768: ow love can be practised . ‘ is patient , and kind ; love 33359775: Love is patient , and kind ; is not jealous or boastful ; 33359789: ; it is not arrogant or rude . does not insist on its own wa 33359818: , but rejoices in the right . bears all things , believes a 33359865: showing the practicalities of when put into action . This f 33359913: rstanding of the outworking of . Paul begins his ‘ definit 33359922: gins his ‘ definition ’ of with the examples of patience 33360061: and expression of kindness and . As marriages develop , coup 33360132: foundation of commitment . ‘ is patient and kind ’ . Wha 33360159: each other at the moment ? ‘ is not jealous or boastful 33360183: itudes to . your partner ? ‘ is not arrogant or rude ’ . 33360212: y when there is conflict ? ‘ does not insist on its own wa 33360239: relationship at present ? ‘ is not irritable or resentful 33360269: you going to do about it ? ‘ does not rejoice at wrong , b 33360305: cal ways can you do this ? ‘ bears all things , believes a 33363055: ing it alone . It requires the and support of close family a 33363476: ill heal their waywardness and them freely , for my anger ha 33363537: as upholding with sympathetic those whose marriages have fa 33363909: in sickness and in health , to and to cherish , till death u 33363970: y tell you about the grace and of God in your own situation 33365173: mselves , destroying trust and . It can be an attempt to gai 33396141: ients of endearment terms like , dear , honey , pet , hen an 33396344: is addressed as sir while I am , that surely says something 33398040: have done as consensual sex or instead of rape , assault and 33471631: ould be somewhat envious . Her and zest for life comes out i 33487723: pital airport and ‘ we would to have the aircraft as our f 33491340: ircraft , he got to know ( and ) them quite well . He had a 33499970: y provided by Raymond Baxter . him or loathe him , at least 33515866: as found a way of bringing her of heraldry into an area of a 33527066: mmm . This must be a long term affair . This certainly stuck 33527098: time . Dick Hansen was also in with this aircraft since chil 33530196: 1992 gave us all the things we : Fabulous food , and so chea 33543069: ulous fragrances around — we the new Davidoff Cool Water C 33545161: y have it all cut off — I 'd to try a short style . WHICH 33545339: se complexion is nice but I 'd to have olive skin . WOULD YO 33545680: lities for girls on the go who curls ! WORKING GIRLS Keeping 33547449: 40 's and 50's , then you 'll this . From Clairol comes the 33548967: video . ‘ Secrets of Making to the Same Person Forever 33553503: get really hooked on being in ! YOU 'RE LOOKING REALLY FIT 33554065: a n't have , do n't you . I 'd hair like Isabella Rosselini 33554548: short/fine/dull and would you it to be long/thick/glossy ? 33555506: ative avant-garde work which I , as well as dealing with cli 33555850: our arms and feel a tremendous and protection towards it is 33555867: is also part of two people who each other and is ultimately 33557990: ITION be our beautiful bride ! is in the air and for this fa 33562776: always wanted to do this as I my hair and can do a lot with 33562797: een told I am photogenic and I anything to do with hair and 33562894: just past my shoulder and I 'd to have it down to my waist . 33563488: the bottom . I have fallen in with the classic straight/shi 33575230: urs from a parent indicate ‘ ’ for the child who receive 33578287: as mother 's inability to show to the infant because of her 33578321: ch mother is shown how to show . 4 After ten sessions mother 33578329: fter ten sessions mother shows towards the child . 5 Profess 33580272: al rejection ’ , ‘ lack of ’ , etc . Objective 3 To te 33599236: their parents are looking for and attention . Mr Jones thin 33599573: ’ being in desperate need of and attention and at first al 33599606: ty that Olwyn perhaps did need and attention but that it was 33599667: be better to give her lots of and attention for behaving we 33612462: eir children as proof of their and care . The children becom 33612554: ren . They provide good care , , and stimulation but may hav 33614709: in their children . They still them but feel so undermined a 33615281: lings or providing conditional contingent on good behaviour 33615308: st between them and that their is unconditional . They both 33621572: great care to provide a lot of and attention to Mary , often 33648608: e . Mrs Satterley says , ‘ I doing lace and my Silver Reed 33649982: pen and paper I always fight I to knit and I like to sew and 33671968: e of the rural location and we walking in the Welsh mountain 33677074: ve Machine care Dear Readers I September , how about you ? U 33690376: eep colour . In wool , I would to make lots of sweaters or j 33691116: much easier for beginners . I three colours in a row and of 33721800: picture to knit and give with . Wendy Phillips A kiss under 33724719: b was taken to America and the affair with pandas began . Th 33725151: for this . The world 's great of the panda could be causing 33764301: r you too . I would especially to make a really elaborate yo 33791964: engineer ’ , ‘ thou shalt thy neighbour as thyself ( Al 33820075: He would join in battle or in so closely with a human that 33824833: Gorki Park , ’ Tasha 's ‘ , Sex , Love , ’ Vania Vani 33824837: ’ Tasha 's ‘ Love , Sex , , ’ Vania Vanianova 's ‘ 33852907: d flesh . By night , they made and shared their dreams . Doc 33852957: she disconcerted Hawk with her , but he kept apace with her 33853521: never had time to think about before , had thought that Bru 33853564: n being she had contact with . used to be just something she 33854145: work , but also she learned to what had been done for her be 33855618: ment caught four people making in the bathrooms — safely , 33856491: she plays a woman who falls in with a transvestite . It 's l 33856606: you get over all that being in , then it 's : ‘ Oh , this 33856885: y set up home together . Their grew stronger by the day and 33861232: inal days THIS IS NO PEACE AND SCENE The agony of Ecstasy Ni 33861880: sy scene is not a hippie style and peace movement to make te 33862555: feel lost without my kids . I to have them around me when I 33862570: n I 'm working . ‘ In fact I to have them around me all th 33862923: e than about three minutes . I him . ‘ My family is the mo 33863062: fe and then just let it go . I to work out . My physical exe 33867259: because she keeps falling in with her leading men . Stunni 33867293: : ‘ I 'm forever falling in with my co-stars . But they ' 33872506: art attack he had while making to Britt Ekland . Wet and won 33878818: include Ca n't Help Falling In by U2 star Bono , Billy Joel 33879347: osses wanted to know about her life … and if she had ever 33879578: may , she left him and fell in with Peter . They married two 33880727: under his suit and later makes in the team socks while quoti 33883008: for their video Friday I 'm In , were forced to cancel a pla 33883609: onfided the name of her secret to a friend she said : ‘ Yo 33885024: ff Mellor as ‘ an impossible ’ . ‘ I know it can never 33887700: d be recognised . I learned to delivery food . ‘ At it 's 33888955: as Premiers and Presidents so to be called , were such seco 33893742: pop role as a Roman warrior 's WHY SHE WO N'T TRY DRUGS MART 33894679: e 1920s by having a passionate affair with a young pianist . 33894924: married to her . ’ LEIGH 'S : At 43 , actress Twiggy is m 33895841: usesitter A BRIDGE TOO FAR FOR YOU 'D be forgiven for thinki 33895917: , it tells the highly personal story of a couple of vagrants 33895958: h out of choice . She falls in with fire-eating street punk 33907679: et . Johnny knew Fergie was in with him , and he felt this m 33909898: ury art — his passion . They to travel , he says . I talke 33911505: o Monday , November 9 ? If you nostalgia , Friday , November 33912860: if children are to be taught a of literature and language , 33912875: to be inspired by those whose of literature and language is 33913934: ng high at No 14 with House Of , the star is still battling 33922803: spent the previous day reading and Pain , Sandra 's book on 33927478: will . ‘ I know Cilla would my dresses . She would envy t 33935696: JUST A CABARET FOR POISON IVY surrounded me . That 's what 33935767: . Lynne was just 15 and it was at first sight . Four years l 33935917: acting — was then her great . And she learned her skills 33936041: one . ‘ I was surrounded by . Sometimes I think that 's w 33936683: : When Lynne met Derek it was at first sight QUEEN OF CLUBS 33938292: s I fantasise about her making to me . It 's ridiculous beca 33939329: any two people could be . But can sometimes conquer a multi 33942731: nguish , of him confessing his for her , while imploring for 33946552: person . I would have to be in with someone to do that . ‘ 33950172: do achieve things , that true can and does exist , and whic 33950992: 't help at all . ’ George 's for this happy , chuckling ch 33954344: ional skills combined with his of sport and the arts made hi 33954507: his weakness for women and his of the good life , particular 33955721: ll that . — Chris whizz I 'D to think Olympic cycling cham 33957368: d Antonia met for their steamy sessions PALMY : The holiday 33957383: IED : Mellor leaves the Fulham nest NICE WORK : Mellor says 33961328: be snapped up . Children will the Icetrax and Splashdown pa 33963310: hter , now four , was born . I her and have never , ever , w 33964136: e before you 're ready to make . Like you are in favour of m 33965437: around , someone that we could and who would love us . ‘ B 33965441: at we could love and who would us . ‘ But living without w 33965631: the charts at No 23 with Money after an absence of two years 33965960: ITISH TEENAGER LORRAINE BUTLER , SEX AND THE WHOLE DAMN THIN 33966069: long their thoughts on sex and have been ignored . But today 33966088: ger really thinks about making . In an exclusive and wide-ra 33966165: eenage girls about about sex , and their relationships with 33966212: the first hot flush of teenage . She 'd fancied him for ages 33966337: it . And she 's sure she 's in with him . So yes . Why not ? 33966619: lost their virginity and would to turn the clock back . ’ 33966651: s they would like to be ‘ in ’ when they make love — e 33966656: ‘ in love ’ when they make — especially the girls . An 33967219: s of the Nineties , it seems , conquers all . CASE HISTORY 1 33969660: ndon . Prince Andrew 's former KOO STARK , 36 , is said to h 33969706: rk . Viscount Linley 's latest SERENA STANHOPE is an eligibl 33970139: y lady £4.2m Andrew 's former , Koo Stark £5.5m Former mod 33971441: hani — at No. 19 with I Feel — attended an all-night par 33972603: INY Lionel Richie 8 5 TOO MUCH WILL KILL YOU Brian May 9 7 T 33972649: & Janet Jackson 13 11 HOUSE OF East 17 14 — DRIVE R.E.M . 33972693: CTED Stereo MCs 1 19 21 I FEEL Messiah 20 20 I JUST WANT TO 33972719: ETRIS Doctor Spin 23 — MONEY Neneh Cherry 24 27 IT 'S ONLY 33972788: ? Bryan Adams 32 — SOMETIMES JUST AI N'T ENOUGH Patty Smyt 33972855: ME UP Salt N' Pepa 40 — ONE IN MY LIFETIME Innocence BOAS 33972919: are crying out for lessons in . They do n't agree with one- 33972972: at teenage girls thought about , sex and relationships . Now 33973071: doms to unwanted babies , from to the danger of AIDS , this 33973135: even want to know what making is like for girls . But they 33974144: d what they feel about sex and . May be if they taught us ab 33974575: S OF LIFE TEENAGERS today want and relationships as well as 33988113: roved there is such a thing as at first sight . ’ Jim , wh 33989413: orth of them . Foreigners also our digestives and custard cr 33990182: ttacking a man he found making to his estranged wife . He wa 33990803: oves a lover and everyone will our latest , free competition 33990966: estion . Name the Hindu God of . 1 . Shiva 2 . Eros 3 Kama ? 33993737: it 's very debilitating . ’ SONG WILD rockers Guns n' Ros 33993747: uns n' Roses took turns making with a girl fan … while rec 33993813: e taped the song while we made to the girl in the studio . 33993984: n Shakespeare twice before . I it ! ‘ ALASTAIR CAMPBELL WI 33995110: etition is a genuine labour of . It marks the release of a r 33995280: d you to name the Hindu God of . Was it : 1 . 03Shiva ; 22 . 33996066: irror PAULINE McLEOD Limitless of Emmanuelle DIRECTOR Roman 33997610: s . ‘ When I am on holiday I to get away to the sun to a p 33998109: iples of Beefy . — READY FOR I WAS disturbed by two items 33998243: relationship you should be in and ready . — Tramp vamp IT 34000139: hy . Large or small , visitors the big daddy of 'em all — 34001523: It was 30 years ago today 1962 ME DO THEY SAID … AND WE DI 34001653: of a MISS than a hit . In 1962 Me Do reached only 17 in the 34002201: on-off affair was the greatest story of the Sixties . You co 34002524: . TOP TEN THE Top Ten the week Me Do was released : 1 . Tels 34004452: , is at No. 25 with Sometimes Just Ai n't Enough says : ‘ 34004472: f my life watching someone you getting kicked about . ‘ I 34004619: rvey , at No. 22 with House Of : ‘ The doc told me it was 34012404: band 's latest hit , A Million Songs . You can have your cak 34012487: for her new hit , No Ordinary . But the strain of being und 34014010: ase of the Beatles ' first hit Me Do . And Harrison even lab 34014136: May , at No. 17 with Too Much Will Kill You , told Radio On 34014805: le blow of James Gilbey 's ‘ tape , ’ rumours linking he 34016121: 'Neill promised to support his child two days after she was 34020867: her brother-in-law Phil in the triangle keeping all EastEnde 34024377: I 'm sure Jessica will grow to him . ’ Karl , 62 , was sen 34027603: ture : ALAN GRISBROOK Still in 72 years on HAPPY couple Rich 34030421: mpbell said : ‘ I was n't in with the bloody woman in the 34031175: been fired — for falling in with his club 's sexy striker 34037240: he saga centres on the tangled life of a 30-year-old woman , 34038093: , started talking and fell in . ’ Test tube tots say ‘ 34038909: dparents for little Demelza to and cherish this outgoing gir 34041430: . It brought a tragic end to a story that began when they me 34041557: y distressed . This was a real story . They meet , they chat 34041579: is their grief and eventually blossoms . ‘ This was a wic 34043442: police he watched them making in an armchair and added : 34046210: ature was later killed . ‘ I animals and hate to see them 34046770: bless Heath said : ‘ I still her and hope we can make it b 34048717: prove it , dearly though I 'd to . ’ And she warned : ‘ 34049364: es Gilbey , who told her ‘ I you . ’ And yesterday the p 34055038: t he denied they had ever made . He told the jury he struggl 34059064: she wanted a change . Greatest BEAUTY queen Pamela Martin , 34063342: saying : ‘ My mummy does n't me . ’ There was a list of 34063622: spokesman insisted : ‘ Kids it . ’ 999 ! THE BACK OF YO 34065135: cked by reports of fraud and a scandal . Winnie , 58 , resig 34065154: onal Congress after an alleged letter to a 30-year-old lawye 34072268: aid : ‘ We are thrilled , we children . They are totally d 34073377: yesterday . Peter said : ‘ I her whatever she looks like . 34078173: booze was far more worrying . hurts so cough up £1,200 A S 34078192: ision injury in bed — making to his girlfriend . Fritz Wag 34086193: as sent to teach people how to each other . Experience ‘ I 34086204: e ‘ I 've learned more about from people I have met in thi 34094250: q . Rhian , 11 , wrote : ‘ I him very much . Let him come 34094643: Mr Mellor 's denials on making in a Chelsea shirt , spanking 34096844: 'S ALL THIS EAR , TED ? SHE 'D a quiet night at home in fron 34103390: is savaged to death saving his ERIC DOWD KEVIN O'SULLIVAN A 34104331: otect her and he paid for that with his life . ’ Alan Vinc 34104365: ch other . ‘ They were so in , ’ he said . ‘ They went 34107272: rthless stolen cheque . Tug of gun plea A DISTRAUGHT mum las 34108112: ssed Damon and Rebecca fell in and wed after she paid £300 34108772: -skipper married his long-time Thorunn Nash . And spectators 34119204: hild in these islands . ‘ We him so much . If anyone took 34121551: lor , 43 — said to have made to actress Antonia de Sancha 34121825: o Achilles ' heels — ‘ his for his children and his bad 34122540: loving beauty and beautifying ’ , said : ‘ Some bounder 34132189: i , Italy . He mailed his last letter to Gabriella from Plym 34133563: about the returned Mercedes . child priest in truce bid GEO 34133581: l is begging the mother of his child for a reconciliation . 34133628: ir Father O'Neill , 38 , had a affair with 27-year-old relig 34135858: p . Be M1NE A BRIDE could have on a plate — the car number 34137502: details of their telephone ‘ chats ’ . Antonia , talking 34139808: lted pilot drops in on his old MARK DOWDNEY A PILOT called R 34144531: serve as Member for Putney . I my constituency and will do a 34148877: e every night after falling in — with a wooden model . He 34149400: oved for a naked couple making in a tunnel — as a TRAIN th 34150377: TABLETS : Bubbles TURN ON FOR TV chiefs are set to give vie 34150387: e set to give viewers a little in the morning . A daily help 34150591: a hushed court : ‘ I do n't her and I do n't want to live 34159173: eat , he said . Di 's touch of for dying AIDS man PRINCESS D 34161683: agency called From Russia with in Dartmouth , Devon is linki 34163656: Wales on September 20 . Puppy MUSICIAN Tony Withersford , 4 34191496: good fortune — she has found at last . But she is keeping 34195555: ad ’ wo n't be good enough . in the sand for Gulf soldiers 34198284: sleeper . Wife Jan said : ‘ is blind — it 's deaf , too 34198834: l don electronic suits to make via phone lines within 100 ye 34198911: on the film , Woody 's 12-year affair with Mia Farrow broke 34201171: 16-1 to 12-1 . ATTACK : Ridley in the sand for Gulf soldiers 34203879: radio show is great for making to . Half the people asked if 34208668: t deal , therefore you deserve and warmth when you go home . 34212386: e-faced star — known for his of the good life — once sai 34212832: true . SECRET : Denholm FIRST : Elliott weds star Virginia 34212840: weds star Virginia McKenna NEW : Elliott with second wife Su 34217848: old me he wanted Linda to make to me . It was his fantasy . 34218060: Marry me … for a while WOMEN white weddings — but they d 34219433: ttle HQ . PLEASE BREATHE … I YOU , I LOVE YOU THE FIANCEE 34219437: ASE BREATHE … I LOVE YOU , I YOU THE FIANCEE of murdered B 34219462: dying and kept saying : ‘ I you , Keith , please breathe 34227311: e racing and he still seems to the idea of carrying on . ’ 34229488: ated winger Robert Lee . FORTY PARTY TIME FOR CONNORS NIGEL 34229781: for their hero , saying ‘ We you Jimbo ’ and ‘ Age rul 34242727: etting booked . ‘ But I just football . I like training an 34263130: etire completely . ‘ I still motor racing and I still want 34267008: another 4-1 shot , Pursuit Of , at Doncaster last week . It 34267727: and like any other driver I 'd to be in the Williams . ’ M 34269954: lliams to sort it out . ‘ We Nigel . We think he 's a hero 34287872: , ’ added Graham . ‘ I 'd to win games 6-0 playing ente 34298038: ing home All At Sea , who will the ground , in the Prix du M 34300400: pronounce the sentence they 'd to carry out on Lamb : ‘ Of 34301005: Image tomorrow — ‘ He 'll the softer ground . ’ Ascot 34303208: said : ‘ I 've never been in with directors . A certain pe 34304934: and see what he would do . You England , you above all want 34344244: Paul Wilkinson : ‘ We would to put one over on them . ‘ 34347762: uld be brilliant for Wales . I them ! ’ Davis was at St He 34348756: by outsider Gold Splash , with Of Silver third . Ruby Tiger 34349693: ese alleged incidents . ’ WE YOU -YEAH ! -YEAH ! -YEAH ! K 34349836: a Geordie version of ‘ We you , yeah , yeah , yeah ! An 34357193: ‘ by Charles Dickens . I 'd to try it . ’ I must be mad 34358894: o have inherited his father 's of crookery . ‘ I sit down 34361723: hy do n't you try it ? You 'll it . ’ ‘ Filth , ’ Mr W 34370339: serious as grown-ups and they to laugh . ’ Miss Honey was 34391286: ’ she asked . ‘ Oh , I 'd to , ’ Matilda said . ‘ G 34394862: ubts about that . ’ ‘ I 'd to try something really huge 34397569: m a romantic . I 've fallen in with it . Please rent it to m 34398127: , ’ Miss Honey said . ‘ I teaching . ’ ‘ This awful 34403446: ad and jam slowly . She did so these afternoons with Miss Ho 34403728: is impossible to be bored . I it . The two of them stayed s 34403978: do n't want to go to Spain ! I it here and I love my school 34403983: o Spain ! I love it here and I my school ! ’ ‘ Just do a 34405131: in the boot . ’ ‘ I would to have Matilda , ’ Miss Ho 34405823: doing things that Scottish men to do — shooting people and 34409424: ould have been : Bewitched , I To Love , Magic Moments , A F 34409426: e been : Bewitched , I Love To , Magic Moments , A Fine Roma 34409441: mance , I Just Called To Say I You , Hello Hello ! Who 's Yo 34415443: ey are few . SHELLEY : Ignored 'S IN THE AIR FOR ACE OLYMPIC 34419410: need three minutes to fall in . It holds ‘ blitz ’ even 34422262: and the Cure 's Friday I 'm In . We 're also giving away 100 34422641: -HEART MUM 'S BEEN CONNED INTO I KNOW that my mother , who i 34422951: u , that your mother longs for , company and sex . But avail 34424048: e that 's making the woman you so difficult . The trouble wi 34424302: but our friendship turned into and we are still desperately 34424309: nd we are still desperately in . When we are together the at 34424372: appiness with the woman I will forever ? TWO points I must r 34424474: My second point is to do with . You say you 've loved your 34424497: too was the woman you vowed to forever . But forever lasted 34426716: y freaked me out . ’ FOOD OF INDIE band CUD are in trouble 34426732: the suggestively-titled Purple Balloon . Church leaders have 34426797: t your partner in the mood for … try stuffing them full of 34426829: tment associated with being in , ’ says Prof. Diana Bunce 34426859: WE WANT TO GIVE PETS FOOD WE ’ WHAT do you fancy for sta 34427359: and mince pies . So why do we our pets so much ? Writer Jil 34427404: am often alone writing . ‘ I dogs because they are jolly , 34434653: mplete this Elvis song title : Me … . Phone your answer on 34437094: d a Top 30 hit last month with U More . Music biz insiders a 34438325: cted ) is a steamy , murderous triangle , based on an actual 34438507: ity , murder , illicit teenage , abortion . But this dark , 34438932: and bared her heart-shaped ‘ ’ mark at London 's Hippodr 34441382: realise how deeply she was in with Prince Andrew . ( She to 34443786: more genius is needed to make than to command armies . — 34444648: £500,000 pad . ‘ I fell in with it , ’ he says . ‘ I 34451704: s . Skating on thin ice SLUSHY MATCH HOLDS FEW TWISTS PAULIN 34453891: Its just his shell . We still what 's left of him , but he 34456002: ngelis in her book How To Make All The Time . ‘ Women get 34456147: s over Cobain 's wife Courtney 's role in the group , they a 34462954: ‘ I must be careful how much I give ’ PLIGHT OF WAR ORPH 34463243: ful not to give too much of my , but if I 'm going to be the 34463262: a long time I can give all the I can ’ , ’ Mike says . 34463279: ‘ It is very easy for us to her . She just has to grow to 34463288: her . She just has to grow to us . ’ Like hundreds of oth 34463884: open-ended . ‘ But if we all each other , things are bound 34466575: rms about her . She wanted his , something good and clean 34466722: od sweetheart at last . Do you me , Mrs Conway ? ’ ‘ Wit 34469590: full tank of petrol . You 'll driving the 1.4s . Outstandin 34470917: the USA , South Africa . ‘ I journalists and journalism , 34473242: t next year . MUSHTAQ : Wizard hurts Why Zoe was too frighte 34473328: her success in the hit series Hurts . Too frightened even t 34473493: who is single , admits she 'd to do something as romantic h 34473510: ect is unlikely . She says her life is a non-starter . ‘ I 34473580: an 11-year affair . She knows Hurts … ‘ It is n't impos 34473589: ‘ It is n't impossible for not to hurt but it usually do 34473780: or been rejected for a role . Hurts , she admits , has give 34473818: e Company . ‘ The success of Hurts is wonderful . I 've de 34473882: ed number of people . ‘ With Hurts you are seen by million 34474627: adding : ‘ I want to do more stories . It happens in this 34477465: ’ . LOOKING AHEAD : The King ME TENDER : Elvis and a Germa 34479514: laws no man is allowed to make with the smell of garlic , on 34487281: ver the alleged Princess Diana tapes , electronics experts t 34492326: d the smoochy ballad A Million Songs . The strange case of W 34500851: Y elephant was in the mood for at last yesterday … thanks 34503015: n Monday . ’ Cobra kills ‘ a snake ’ man A SNAKE handl 34505062: erry 's wake . ALEX 'S POSY OF A SPECIAL posy of peach carna 34505104: your time and always all your . ’ Another wreath came fro 34507364: say experts . JEALOUS JERRY 'S QUIZ Mick 's ‘ nights with 34507775: left ) for talking about their split Fear for mother and kid 34511733: my . We do . Goodbye Mummy — Jessica and Lucy . ’ A frie 34515776: to pick up the pieces of their CATHERINE O'BRIEN SHE had fea 34516386: ing , a year ago today LOOK OF : Eyes sparkling , Jill gazes 34521819: LISS : A kiss for hopeful Tony 's so hard for TV hunk SOAP h 34521839: on Street star has wrecked his life . ‘ It has actually re 34525964: dying were : ‘ Tell mummy I her . ’ Flag Unashamed , th 34526497: ther Andre Hanscombe — whose for his son has kept him goin 34527118: ry about a priest who falls in with a married woman . ROLE : 34528623: ocrat candidate Bill Clinton . CLAIM : Jennifer JURY CLEAR A 34528666: which exposed Paddy Ashdown 's affair was cleared yesterday 34530148: egiment . And she said : ‘ I the life and I am proud to be 34531969: egister office , said : ‘ We running , so why not save on 34532340: ot You Babe . Hopes of renewed and peace soon went up in smo 34534359: ne like Bates . ’ The former , who did not want his name r 34537355: ’ . NEW JOB : Baker CHELSEA CHEATS Mellor and Bates … t 34537560: lage contractor , Ken 's first was football and his ambition 34539306: evous 12-year-old : ‘ I must James more . ’ The poignant 34539404: er tightly and whispered ‘ I you ’ to each coffin as it 34544800: ays , the muscle-bound star of Story and Paper Moon , now 50 34544948: ed his life . ‘ Regarding my for Soon-Yi — it 's real an 34545000: r basks in the glow of his new , the woman they left behind 34549394: ORRIED : Carol Maradona 's ‘ child ’ DISGRACED soccer st 34549405: ar Diego Maradona has a second child , it was claimed yester 34550574: sked Mia to marry him . ’ IN Soon-Yi : Beauty wooed by Woo 34552248: just managed to gasp out ‘ I you ’ as he collapsed dying 34552580: in the Middle Ages . Kids just them . Sunday tea-time remain 34556500: so shocked ’ STEWART DICKSON cheat Woody Allen was blasted 34557514: Then Adam , star of Budgie and Hurts , needed vital surgery 34563517: lue . ‘ I was so stunned . I Colin dearly but we 've never 34568094: ter , said : ‘ Shirley and I Butlin 's . Always to Bognor 34571229: send to him , she said : ‘ I him . As long as he knows tha 34573816: ce linked by satellite . Wheel for Nigel ! FORD Cortina nut 34574701: ernment policy , ’ he said . bite JEALOUS wife Dolores Ree 34580551: ws network . ‘ Yes , I 'm in and I 'm in a new life that i 34584968: ys a study into the colours of . Potential Romeos are intimi 34586491: the man recorded on the Di ‘ tapes ’ — was reported to 34586551: is mentioned on the bugged ‘ tapes . ’ The woman on the 34586842: hardly been seen since the ‘ tapes ’ scandal erupted . T 34588752: hardly been seen since the ‘ tapes ’ scandal erupted . B 34590729: my and Ruth finally play their match IN ACTION : Ace Jeremy 34592506: ith clients . ’ I DID IT FOR SAYS GUN RAIDER , 74 Old Char 34592538: ried out an armed raid for the of his wheelchair-bound mistr 34596121: e asks Picture : HARRY PROSSER AFFAIR : Father Christopher O 34598519: ye , Dickie old darling WELL , , here goes Dickie Attenborou 34601139: he was returning to his first , the theatre . GOING : Roy A 34601754: 9 SNAP ! Di and Kanga share a of their prints Charlie 's an 34602844: re found bearing the slogans : the White Race , Outlaw Homos 34603899: s . I used to read books about . Now I just read news about 34622449: st men worry about when making , says a survey in Chat magaz 34624042: it song I Just Called To Say I You . ‘ I just called to sa 34628486: inary . ’ Tape riddle of ‘ call to Di ’ MALCOLM BALFOU 34628519: hatting to a man declaring his for her . According to the Na 34628610: o have repeatedly told her ‘ you , love you . ’ But the 34628613: atedly told her ‘ love you , you . ’ But the paper admit 34630016: TORMENT BY VOICE ON ‘ DIANA TAPE ’ DON MACKAY MYSTERY d 34630416: ’ in 1990 and declares : ‘ you , love you , love you , l 34630419: and declares : ‘ Love you , you , love you , love you , l 34630422: es : ‘ Love you , love you , you , love you , love you . 34630425: ve you , love you , love you , you , love you . ’ The woma 34630428: ve you , love you , love you , you . ’ The woman replies : 34630587: plies emotionally : ‘ No , I it . ‘ I 've never had it b 34633310: gain , they whispered : ‘ We you so much . Please do n't g 34634093: ndslide vote of confidence for tape Princess READERS ' VERDI 34634237: almoral shortly before the ‘ tapes ’ were published . Th 34634507: shing routine which the Royals on their Scottish holiday . S 34634548: the Mirror . Then came the ‘ tapes ’ controversy . Yeste 34635414: scribbled on the side : ‘ I England with all my heart . L 34635427: t . Let's heal the world — I you . ’ Schoolboy fan Joe B 34635986: again that despite the Di ‘ tapes ’ controversy the Pri 34637020: tal . PLEASE SAVE MY MUM … I HER VERY MUCH Girl , 10 , mak 34637097: : ‘ Please save my mum — I her very much . ’ And brave 34637259: ‘ I have a smashing mum . I her very much , and I do not 34637381: like that for me . ’ HUG OF : Adele with mum Cheryl yeste 34642529: dapt to the life and I already it in Italy . But to me every 34645516: in the making . ’ Pursuit of , unluckily beaten by Mr Broo 34648475: ile and have a chuckle I would to carry on , provided the Te 34660453: ’ said Waddle . ‘ But they to push up and that might lea 34665685: ngham still insists : ‘ I 'd it if the transfer was on aga 34670676: it . Big Frank said : ‘ I 'd to fight Lewis for the world 34670706: e a historic showdown and I 'd to take part in it . But if w 34681337: ind contract talks . I 'd just to speak to somebody about th 34682472: g as I can remember , but they nothing better than proving t 34698162: c victory he said : ‘ I just hearing God Save the Queen . 34718804: as come at a time when I would to be looking forward to maki 34722899: ore will follow us over . I 'd to come back . ’ Experience 34726579: up for the next five years . I the club and I can not see my 34730234: g as I can remember , but they nothing better than proving t 34731048: l debut — and did n't Fergie every last minute of it ! Dub 34735688: r his big winner yesterday — Of Silver . ‘ I told anyone 34741829: ective . Remembering the Welsh of nicknames , I said , ‘ T 34751181: liated them . They say , ‘ I you mum , but I 've seen you 34751249: so sincere and done with such that you know it must be agon 34751313: that , no matter how much they that person . Elizabeth : It 34754842: y specific hobbies . I used to riding , but I went over a ju 34760171: Anka fan — he was the great of her life . I remember she 34761701: three times , why would n't he a beautiful nineteen year-old 34762382: ted my mother and both fell in with her — and she ended up 34767310: st talked about things which I to talk about till all of a s 34769201: uppose . STEVE DAVIS I fell in with snooker when I was about 34769988: which was typical of me . TRUE , HOLY MATRIMONY … AND EVER 34770019: , you know . — Patrick Moore , sex , marriage … where wo 34770108: in my early thirties . As for , I fell easily and often . I 34770161: Elizabeth Taylor was my first . Ann Sheridan I adored , and 34770182: rah Kerr , but that was a pure , unlike my feelings for Laur 34770201: pure lust . All I know is that , falling in it and out of it 34770697: : when a lady and a gentleman one another , there 's a litt 34770805: I was about twelve , I was in with Doris Day — and that w 34770828: ink it 's permissible to be in with Doris Day when you 're t 34771491: w York which said , ‘ If you somebody let them go … and 34771517: ’ . I definitely believe in , I 'll do almost anything fo 34771525: , I 'll do almost anything for , even kill . I think it 's i 34772613: marrying him . But it was n't at first sight … I thought 34772915: ly on your way . I will always you , but I do n't want to be 34773177: ll you ! JUDI DENCH It was n't at first sight when I met Mic 34773210: . And then , suddenly , it was . I was working in Australia 34774483: osest thing to actually making , you know . I mean it 's the 34774721: a coin to see who went first . SCENES … JENNY AGUTTER Love 34774726: LOVE SCENES … JENNY AGUTTER scenes in the movies are neve 34776894: anything but my profession . I being able to put money back 34778962: I really want to do , which I — and work to me is pleasur 34779005: p , this is a relaxation — I music , I love gardening and 34779009: elaxation — I love music , I gardening and I love just pot 34779013: music , I love gardening and I just pottering round the hous 34779909: aster of nuance . ’ I rather that one . GARY WILMOT I do n 34781137: ing your own bear skin . ’ I the story about King Hussein 34781184: in your place . DENIS NORDEN I the story told to me by a mak 34783255: Oh yes , ’ I said , ‘ I 'd to meet Fred Astaire . ’ An 34783546: and said , ‘ Hollywood — I you . ’ It was great , and 34788295: , ’ Don Mini said . ‘ They us and we love them . We stor 34788299: said . ‘ They love us and we them . We store food for them 34788622: ble and careful birds and they the little ones . ’ Little 34792658: t UK dates since the Tunnel Of Tour stopped off at Wembley S 34792839: unreleased tracks ‘ Curse Of ’ and ‘ Infinity ’ , wh 34793053: gest hit to date ‘ Temple Of 1992 ’ featuring Ofra Haza 34793164: n of the current ‘ Temple Of ’ smash . Carter 's latex r 34793186: e of their new LP ‘ 1992 The Album ’ with a mass balloon 34793572: ow and Brighton . THE HOUSE OF play a one-off date at Middle 34795025: ming single ‘ Friday I 'm In ’ on Top Of The Pops , alth 34796819: ‘ Born Into The Nineties ’ & SAS ‘ Call My Name ’ 34796993: Y SLEDGE ‘ Take Me Back ( To Again ) ’ former lead singe 34800749: The bottom line is that we all music and want to play it . 34801539: fting slightly à la ‘ Kinky ’ , ‘ Half-Life Remembere 34802043: equates wallowing in their own of wimping insipidness . ’ 34803796: BOMB THE BASS : Keep Giving Me Rhythm King have , of late , 34803871: itchiness . ‘ Keep Giving Me ’ is very strange , with a 34806350: record under ? ACCESS BOLD AS Last year JIMI HENDRIX sold a 34809328: talking to women like Courtney and Katie Jane Garside as she 34809549: pregnant Mrs Cobain , Courtney . It 'll be interesting to se 34809603: l motherhood soften the blow ? has already come out firmly a 34809677: , and they clash . ’ The way was originally sold — as th 34812314: s a gimmick . I do n't see ‘ Your Money ’ as a feminist 34812581: said I was angry about men ? I them . ’ But maybe she was 34813686: not as substantial as Courtney ’ , which is massively limi 34815176: nd . ‘ Career-wise , I would to take my vision into anothe 34817008: aveller . Sean Hughes falls in on a Greek holiday and back h 34817022: e his friend tries to save his life in SEAN 'S SHOW . Blur p 34818205: — a mad genius , unhappy in , who died in poverty and who 34819280: dard length ) ‘ 1992 — The Album ’ . A month ago , whe 34820446: uld only happen here . ‘ The Album ’ is certainly Carter 34821273: e may not always be Summers Of , winters of Punk , Acid Hous 34821974: publication that you know and today . The paper had been re 34829542: st — That ‘ Generations Of ’ was an optimistic record 34830026: n played by me on Radio 1 I 'd to read something about Beefh 34832007: e : today 's top pop empresses us PWEI scour four decades of 34839488: y it . 1960 ‘ WILL YOU STILL ME TOMORROW ’ The Shirelles 34839633: uncertainty and all-conquering . 1962 ‘ YOU REALLY GOT A H 34839659: ‘ I DO N'T like you , but I you … ’ More than any oth 34840231: y impressions about falling in and growing up and feeling ex 34840298: uccumbed to the vile peace and mumblings of ‘ Sgt Pepper 34840517: WEEKS ’ Van Morrison ‘ THE that loves to love the love t 34840521: son ‘ THE LOVE that loves to the love that loves the love 34840523: HE LOVE that loves to love the that loves the love that love 34840527: o love the love that loves the that loves to love … ’ Yo 34840531: t loves the love that loves to … ’ You want intense ? Va 34840890: edemption through the power of and community . Stunningly ar 34841725: is given over to Bowie 's new , his opaque and enigmatic in 34844528: followed by ‘ Ca n't Buy Me ’ ( 2 ) , ‘ She Loves You 34850775: They 're young . They 're in . They rob banks ’ , and Bo 34852603: , amiable misfit who falls in with Dee Hepburn but eventual 34853401: is a bleak modern fable where , sex and faith are rent asun 34860429: tred around a clandestine teen affair ; the ostensible excus 34867617: DS & TAPES 1972 –'92; debate it or hate it , the one thing 34868049: g-standard filler you know and as the NME . Sod the past , l 34871391: creeeeek ! ’ and ‘ Wasting ’ is a bold , ballady effor 34872556: bout the daftness and power of , bizarrely enough . You woul 34874668: ee & Cypress Grove With Willie JEFFREY LEE Pierce is the hea 34877323: particles of ‘ 1992 — The Album ’ amidst old chestnut 34878065: y and the soon-come single ‘ , Sex , Intelligence ’ is s 34878212: ven exist . Songs like ‘ Let Speak Up Itself ’ — as wi 34878223: ’ — as with all Heaton 's songs — harshly attack indo 34878231: tack indoctrinated theories to and relationships . TBS take 34885087: luded KURT COBAIN and COURTNEY , who were so impressed by ki 34885234: in the new , improved HOUSE OF line-up ! ( below ) Payola is 34886891: ESS ! KURT COBAIN and COURTNEY have become parents . Love ga 34886896: NEY LOVE have become parents . gave birth to the couple 's f 34887076: gression on the ‘ Justify My ’ theme . The first single 34887440: that he and his wife Courtney had indulged in a drug ‘ bi 34887582: f the band 's debut single ‘ Buzz ’ . CDs also carry ‘ 34889170: he band 's two hit singles ‘ Your Money ’ and ‘ Pink F 34889491: llow their Top 40 hit ‘ Make Like A Man ’ DEL AMITRI : 34889718: LP CE CE PENISTON : ‘ Crazy ’ dance diva lifts a fourth 34890104: ks HUE AND CRY : ‘ Truth And ’ Glaswegian sophisto-pop d 34890644: over of LL Cool J's ‘ I Need ’ , plays two shows at Lond 34892262: ply . Songs like ‘ Brand New ’ and ‘ Its So Hard To Fa 34892272: and ‘ Its So Hard To Fall In ’ — covered much to Lou ' 34892549: ots but my step-sister used to to do it . Every time I got a 34892967: nd evvahh , I NEEEEEEDDDD your … ( Alison hugs Ice-T 's me 34893595: onal . KYLIE MINOGUE : It 's a note ! DANNII MINOGUE : Ha ha 34893621: ICE-T : Shut up ! It is not a note ! L7 : Ice-T is a girl ! 34897073: spectable crowd . The House Of , The Sugarcubes , New Order 34898263: han the rest : Ms Tyler in '88 WILL TEAR US APART As ‘ Nev 34898321: t , will they survive Courtney ? KEITH CAMERON waits patient 34898962: ut Cobain and partner Courtney doing heroin together , about 34899776: ana 's UK press guy . Courtney , meanwhile , is sounding off 34900338: ndcheck . The Fanclub 's Gerry casts Nirvana 's hassled tour 34905589: EACH BOYS : Never Learn Not To aka Cease To Exist WHILE HANG 34905662: 45 ) as ‘ Never Learn Not To ’ . Manson was , however , 34910656: cism . It 's a track that I 'd Morrissey to listen to , stup 34914900: ) . Who knows ? But we do know will out , and despite a scri 34914956: e Jack and Julie share a Paris nest wallowing in minimalist 34915014: ur meditation on the nature of . Elegant economy would seem 34919364: Definitive : the last word in songs and the full stop after 34923368: On JIM LAUDERDALE : Planet Of STACY DEAN CAMPBELL : Lonesom 34924718: t matter with ‘ soul ’ — viewed from every possible an 34925314: getting sick of writing silly songs . There 's only so many 34925322: songs . There 's only so many songs you can write . I 'm st 34927457: rn on the outside . Who do you ? The Cherrys kneel at the al 34928922: ccident . Sometimes — on ‘ ’ — they 're like the Pix 34929321: ill begin to write a tormented song and watch it develop int 34930566: . Strangelove ? Very strange , . FADCHESTER BRAVES ON ! NEW 34933697: thin the bounds of reason . We you , you big dummies NME CHA 34935210: m to violence , from obsessive to profound hatred , from com 34935262: idols , whom I 'm sure he will for ever . The fan and the fa 34935575: udent to add his long-standing of Tamla Motown to qualify th 34936389: 85 days to see him , the one I . I was so excited , I was ac 34936453: me , I really do n't care , I Morrissey , end of story . I 34936610: is still wonderful and I still him as much , if not more tha 34936702: nd how much people like myself Morrissey ? Whoever threw tha 34936731: : they would n't be missed . I Morrissey , but who could eve 34936738: Morrissey , but who could ever them ? I do n't know if I wil 34965311: more benign feelings , such as and sympathy and joy in livin 34999870: me under her spell and fell in with her , too . They were ne 35010423: father and child . You have to the bird . You have to give y 35010645: eally feels about me , whether or trust mean anything to her 35015183: of there I 'd received two ‘ letters ’ from a couple of 35015412: to what he 's doing . I simply it . I sometimes think back t 35016575: , when I can afford it , I 'd to have two Harris 's hawks 35021235: further . What could I do ? I these birds . I must do somet 35067817: I did not hesitate . ‘ I 'd to , ’ I cried . By now I h 35068155: adventure — and it was this of an active life that made w 35076407: s a good doctor , and he 's in with the island . He 'll neve 35084489: enuine enthusiasm . ‘ We all the Mantela , ’ she agreed 35084566: at slight formality . ‘ I 'd to , thank you , Princess , 35085005: l tell you then . ’ ‘ I 'd to . Thanks . ’ After Reid 35085991: frankly . ‘ I 'm not . But I singing hymns , and the organ 35088798: not of Tiare but of the great all those years ago which had 35088850: ool and later , perhaps , made in the cave behind . It fasci 35088908: resent , that something of the between these two people stil 35088949: e scent of a deep , passionate still clings to it . I expect 35090073: . Many women can ache for the of a child more intensely tha 35090082: ld more intensely than for the of a man . It seemed to me th 35095104: ed every patient with the same and care , and so , as I disc 35097914: ee dram ? ’ Reid asked . ‘ to . ’ ‘ Ice ? ’ As it 35098625: island ; each partner more in with a way of life than with 35098786: ona . She hated it . I fell in with it . When the resident d 35099839: f them fell head over heels in . From stories handed down , 35100466: eteen , telling her that hasty affairs never led to happines 35100519: uld suffer , after she fell in and married — and she did , 35100694: fter all , the man who fell in with Princess Marama and left 35102514: he sardonic as well . ‘ I 'd to . I 'm starving . Literall 35102671: , September 29 . ’ ‘ I 'd it . I 'll come and pick you 35104422: not pretending that we 're in with each other . We 're attr 35105533: th Koraloona ? So far , it was at first sight . It showed no 35105849: n't — because if I did make to her , it would be a victor 35107893: octors forget that fathers who their bairns suffer as much p 35112275: ’ ‘ Have you ever been in ? ’ With a blush she asked 35118734: and conservation Anyone with a of the sea will be impressed 35125406: motivate you to climb ? I just it . I love the sensation of 35125410: to climb ? I just love it . I the sensation of climbing , I 35125417: the sensation of climbing , I being in the hills . I get a 35127057: naged to remain married and in for 30 years , so that 's not 35141869: ptures of animals because of a of them . My dad was a vet an 35183546: lax ’ said David ‘ you 'll it ’ . The others in the gr 35233176: ntiques , but it was a genuine of ‘ tiny craft ’ that fi 35317028: y be acceptable as a labour of , for others it can become an 35352802: vocate of the practice of free , which he believed would bri 35360561: hopeless romantic , he fell in with a girl he met on a park 35394739: himself justice and an abiding of the game . ‘ Rugby is al 35417075: game here . The ‘ Boks will it . South Africans were very 35417331: e more the local forwards will it . What is the overall poin 35420526: e very proud of our rugby . We our rugby more than anything 35433524: o too does their technique . I playing against them because 35434654: read about ‘ Will Carling In Shock With Savile Row Taylor 35436588: to let South Africa 's intense of the sport blind us to the 35438015: gby solution . Much as I would to see the 1995 World Cup hel 35442420: egs and a bit of a brain and I it ’ , Cunningham said . 35452233: must be resisted by those who rugby around the world . Now 35462161: friendly creatures wishing for , who simply defend themselve 35475684: Assuming the form of the lost , the spirit comes in a dream 35541772: he awesome complexity of their lives became apparent . Dunno 35633268: from ‘ it interrupts making ’ , ‘ it reduces my sensi 35638114: s and pain of losing someone I , of rejection if others find 35656696: CLUB ? OH YEH , HE 'S GOING TO GOING OUT WITH SOMEONE EVERYO 35657182: AT ABOUT SWIMMING ? WHAT ABOUT ? WHAT ABOUT TOILET SEATS ? C 35669445: ic fascination . ‘ I bet you your job , ’ said Tabitha . 35672875: she said , ‘ I mean , I 'd to , but I need more than tha 35675525: boat , ’ she sighed ‘ I 'd to fly . ’ ‘ Well , you f 35717350: goal I have set . How I would to be proved wrong by any one 35718431: Hence the title of his book , Thirty , first published in h 35718454: , available in paperback . ‘ Thirty in tennis parlance ’ 35719090: ells thirty of them … well . Thirty will sit comfortably o 35725843: this year , as I would really to see him winning this great 35734905: rmined wee Scot , with a great of life . It shone through , 35744083: Pilkington Glass title . ‘ I Eastbourne ’ , she commente 35746407: y Sergio Tacchini is ace and I her racket . But there is one 35746453: l her fans , I 'm sure , would to see her in the Sweetspot. 35822685: is jeans , she felt a surge of so painful that it was like a 35847383: be her lover but she does n't me . She certainly does n't w 35847440: me . And , of course , I 'm in with her as far as I 'm capab 35853518: At the time I was very much in , one of those adventures whi 35905683: nd grandeur I know so well and so much . GAELIC PLACE NAMES 35919124: e hearts of those who know and this most exciting mountain a 35952603: eshless fists . This is how we to express our dextrous craft 35997609: he property — their care and of the house shows . Today th 35998999: s 7 miles away . Children will the educational Drussilas Zoo 36018404: ey saw and fell immediately in with Greystones . It is a hap 36022626: t in the Highlands . They both the business ; Ian enjoys mee 36024335: ( like many others ) fallen in with the stunning natural bea 36028885: friendly animals — children it . The three-quarter acre g 36049436: es his life must find time for as well as small ‘ p ’ po 36099527: ce , there could be some small for another sufferer , for a 36102031: stunted pig eyes to prove his of the outdoor life . Zone I 36108960: w long do you have to learn to our food ? I once had two wee 36108972: once had two weeks to learn to everything , two weeks until 36109003: y spared me . Since that day I to eat , I love all the food 36109008: nce that day I love to eat , I all the food . Life here is v 36116626: lf-brothers . Little fraternal existed between these two cla 36117783: y harbouring a latent spinster for his sacked predecessor . 36123041: Mrs Holly . ’ ‘ I think I him still , I think I 'll lov 36123049: love him still , I think I 'll him all my life . I 've never 36123061: fe . I 've never fallen out of with him , not when he went h 36123094: 's a man that a woman wants to . You feel very proud when yo 36123380: him , that 's God 's truth , I him and I tell you they might 36196674: girl … Back home she used to riding . She could n't ride h 36207814: programme for her . ‘ If you me , if you breathe Only for 36207861: rn Italian . How could he make to her in English ? He had to 36207889: ‘ But if you think I have to you in return … ’ Her gaz 36211164: She shook me again . ‘ Up , ! Do n't forget Night Super . 36211208: s another you 've got coming , , ’ and heaved up the side 36211463: s ? Either will suit us fine . . M. ’ Yawning , I pushed t 36213327: 's been pining with unrequited for your aunt for God knows h 36214350: ad . But why so incensed ? You specialling . ’ ‘ I do , 36214421: ithout getting fond of 'em . I fussing over patients . When 36214734: mber . ‘ I play her by ear , . She has her dodgy moods . S 36221605: as he answered himself . ‘ I you , Nurse Dungarvan . Is n' 36221626: t know your first name , but I you . Do you mind ? ’ I was 36225894: shoulder . ‘ Come on over , . ’ I expected to lie awake 36226038: distress for him was based on for a man or love for a patie 36226043: was based on love for a man or for a patient . I had loved o 36226930: are not imagining yourself in with this young man ? ’ ‘ 36229111: t at least part of me does n't independence or that very ind 36229221: st come first . Now I know the for a man and the love for on 36229227: now the love for a man and the for one 's child are two tota 36230156: here . I 'll be in touch , my — as you must know you are 36230327: e I had never been properly in with anyone before , and the 36234602: ‘ Thank you very much . I 'd a lift back . ’ ‘ Good . 36235070: 'd go on . I 'm interested . I ‘ shop ’ talk . ’ He lo 36242502: s anyone see the night girls , ? I 've only run into her onc 36242629: ’ ‘ Indeed , nor would I , , ’ she replied in her most 36243732: orning . ‘ As he 's sent his to us all , take your share , 36244027: Richard , asked him to give my to Margaret and Dickie , my r 36244865: emporarily imagines himself in with one of his nurses as a f 36248292: e ‘ sir ’ and everyone 'll you ! ’ He leered . ‘ Tha 36249113: ? ’ ‘ You know our Aline , , once she gets a bee in her 36249483: expect people wo n't notice , . Old Red being S.S.O. , and 36249971: estions ? ’ ‘ Hint taken , . Hint taken . ’ It was a r 36256869: she 'll say yes . I know we 'd to come and call . ’ ‘ Sp 36294312: ing is affirmed or denied , in loved , in hate hated , in de 36305225: , ‘ tenderness ’ or ‘ ’ . When the hero , Lemmy , 36305243: ha he loves her , she says ‘ … love … what is that ? 36305245: es her , she says ‘ Love … … what is that ? ’ He say 36305422: phaville . Natasha : I … … … … you … I love you . 36305428: … … love … … you … I you . In the Original Treatme 36305467: has discovered how to express is to miss the point . It is 36305479: int . It is the possibility of itself that the film is about 36318180: great animal founded if not on then certainly on respect . A 36347214: ing this for a while and would advice from other knitters wh 36353587: season that most people would to receive a sweater or jacke 36353815: , somewhere , would be sure to one , in fact , I would love 36353823: o love one , in fact , I would one myself ! All these ideas 36366851: r their Duomatics as much as I mine . If you have any awful 36366988: old by the firms we know ( and ) are well worth having ; oft 36371361: Mondays ' new ‘ Sunshine And EP ’ is issued through Fact 36374447: as special guests of House Of . The show at London Harlesde 36375970: r former label DAN BAIRD : ‘ Songs For The Hard Of Hearing 36376151: how business , including ‘ I You Love ’ , ‘ Do You Wan 36376153: ess , including ‘ I Love You ’ , ‘ Do You Wan na Touch 36376224: oincide with his ‘ Ready For ’ winter tour of the UK BAR 36376443: tracks ZODIAC MINDWARP AND THE REACTION : ‘ My Life Story 36376689: t Hall supporting The House Of on November 20 , and alongsid 36377460: of masturbatory fantasies ? I it . Would n't you just love 36377467: I love it . Would n't you just it if you knew guys jerked of 36378637: ES TO YOU MOST DESPISE ? P : I everyone WHAT IS THE WORST SO 36378651: SONG YOU 'VE RECORDED ? P : I all their songs A : ‘ The M 36378737: LYRIC YOU 'VE EVER HEARD P : I all their records A : ‘ How 36383983: cognise that . You people just finding things to get upset a 36388105: oing to play guitar on ‘ For ’ . During our set I see so 36389964: ate , you are — I mean man I you — Come and stay wheneve 36391091: heir cat flipped over ‘ Geek ’ and BBM started getting m 36393155: little coy and giggly . ‘ I women . ’ He says he does n 36394891: tty old buzzard 's thoughts on , marriage and the history an 36396350: . ‘ Trying to get a little on the subject , that 's what 36399687: is all I do . I do it for the of music but I got to survive 36400580: NE ) 1 ) CHARLES B ‘ Lack of ’ ‘ Nostalgia time ; off 36400886: aarghhh ! ! ) style ‘ Age Of ’ remixes . With J & S 's a 36401309: Darren Emerson and D-Code . We Mr Egg , we do . But is n't i 36401487: ens in the woods Bad Boys/ The of/ Rougher Than A Lion DIGI 36401589: continues the theme of ‘ The Of ’ and ‘ Rougher ’ , 36404517: se small traits . ‘ Like , I vacuum cleaners for some reas 36405797: t too wound up in all this . I making music , and I 've alwa 36407249: , production on Shakespeare In , the biggest movie project s 36410500: nt , if uninspired songs about , decay , child abuse and spa 36411433: Denim ’ is such a labour of , so insanely , often painful 36413427: ur prized original copy of ‘ Buzz ’ that A&M are simply 36415387: ANURE ABOUT THE HOUSE THE FARM See No Colour NOBODY EXPECTED 36415439: deed the main problem with ‘ … ’ is its ambition . It 36416176: n ! It 's singalongaSwans time see no points — well , one 36419731: vast majority of them seem to it . They shuffle about in a 36420961: ing songs with titles like ‘ Girdle ’ , which , so the s 36420978: lls us , ‘ is about being in with , well , a fat girl . 36421937: ndie charts , luck and genuine is with Drop Nineteens , so m 36422726: ir dark reading of ‘ Tainted ’ sounds heart-stoppingly d 36424018: shakes KLF 's ‘ What Time Is ? ’ into life , baptised wi 36424954: screem 's two chart hits , ‘ U More ’ and ‘ Perfect Mo 36426163: THE SMITHS are impossible to unless you wish to mother Mor 36426498: a-high-life manner we know and so well and that 's enough fo 36427646: their front room . ’ ‘ My Life ’ ‘ CATCHY , ROMANTI 36429710: 's really silly , but it 's a song . I find love songs real 36429715: but it 's a love song . I find songs really soppy and sweet 36429734: the city and … I du n no … is n't , like , running aroun 36429750: field in the country for me . is , like , holding hands in 36429768: ling street . When you fall in in London or New York or what 36431330: and University ( dontcha just American addresses ? ) belies 36432674: Dr Peppers . More Snickers . I these products . I 'll tell y 36434589: residential pop . Dontcha just it ? ‘ Here 's To Ross Pero 36434982: , you should know how much we Madonna by how much we love I 36434988: we love Madonna by how much we Ice-T , Suede and all the oth 36441885: ns , including Lush 's ‘ For ’ , The Breeders ' ‘ Do Y 36441894: , The Breeders ' ‘ Do You Me Now ’ , and Spiritualize 36442360: … a free single THE HOUSE OF have rescheduled their one-of 36442528: the end of the year . House Of prepare for their ‘ Babe 36442585: ion of their own ‘ Brand New ’ , recently covered by Sup 36444263: yne Says ’ THE BEATLES : ‘ Me Do ’ their debut single 36444790: ollow their Top 30 debut , ‘ U More ’ , with a second 45 36444931: ured on ‘ The Vegetarians Of ’ LP INSPIRAL CARPETS : ‘ 36445449: ormy violin virtuoso whose ‘ Me ’ LP is out now on One L 36445496: ! , whose Imaginary 45 , ‘ I Sharon ’ , is imminent , ap 36447587: : GUY CHADWICK 'S ‘ HOUSE OF ’ , MIDDLESEX IT 'S NOT too 36447601: sing to discover that House Of 's mainman , Guy Chadwick liv 36447619: at is , literally , a house of . ‘ I 'm incredibly romanti 36447669: e . It 's literally a house of ! Every room is painted in lo 36448711: at is back in vogue . Like , I Cheap Trick ! ’ Gigolo Aunt 36448853: aying music together through a of The Beatles and Kiss , and 36449176: urner Overdrive … ‘ Oh , I BTO ! ’ shouts David . ‘ 36449580: Shirelles ' ‘ Will You Still Me Tomorrow ? ’ , the lates 36453370: tly detached . ’ LAWRENCE 'S for rootless music , music wi 36453449: and he 's delighted . ‘ I 'd to be considered a novelty ac 36453554: Music is n't like that . ‘ I novelty records because at le 36453924: ed and bearing the words ‘ I Lawrence ’ . He looks sheep 36454747: 'll have ‘ alf ’ Jack from Thy Neighbour ‘ TTFN ’ Ji 36457994: o ! Alex and Thrash in bizarre triangle ! FM AND BLINDING Ne 36464745: ts — a magazine that used to them , but it 's all over now 36465287: and leave — I always fall in ! ’ ‘ WHOOP ! WHOOP ! WHO 36467464: An extension of ‘ Justify My ’ with a sandpapered down r 36467706: with being sexy and saucy . I IT . Maddy : ‘ Who are Pop 36468141: : I thought that was great . I the cheesiness of it , he 's 36469429: ard this , it 's brilliant . I it . Total ambience . Do n't 36473000: f people falling in and out of , or at least bumping into ea 36473802: t and no more . You might just it , or it might just drive y 36475740: De Niro in the soft FALLING IN . ACROSS THE LINE gives us th 36476143: a record that 's difficult to , being as it is a stubborn , 36479283: ing ‘ Ca n't Help Falling In ’ . In the dream , I was si 36479441: edge backwards . You 'd dearly to claim them as one of ours 36480460: things are bad , a chunk about and God , which is generally 36480561: ve Queen-style harmonies . The and God stuff has lots of har 36481798: em to be this year 's Band You To Hate , but their version o 36483045: retty close . CELL : Slow Blow CHILD : Witchcraft CELL , FRO 36483158: in and hugs your soul close . Child once paid homage to str 36483172: an Moondog on an EP called ‘ Child Plays Moondog ’ which 36483251: ed ‘ sort of as a joke ’ , Child sound like they 're sti 36484341: Too Much Fun ’ to fall in with . METAL MICKEYS There 's 36484661: u move away , Sam ? ‘ Oh , I the countryside , ’ leers t 36486432: s not usually renowned for its gods . Its perpetrators are o 36487019: no world ! ’ But how did the God intoner develop ( which s 36487118: just like when you 're making ! When I do music I always th 36487824: ) . ’ 2 CHARLES B : Lack Of ‘ A CLASSIC from the days o 36490803: ht a big dance featuring Stone , Jamaica 's hottest sound , 36493380: iefly , brashly terrific . ‘ Your Money ’ is still an un 36495204: ese point to unsteady , uneven lives . On the other hand , a 36495716: e to . You know — unrequited , more unrequited love , and 36495720: equited love , more unrequited , and a bit of rampant lust t 36496965: OET YELVERTON IF , AS those in with Super Mario and techno b 36506669: chcock cover , ‘ The Arms Of ’ , the limited edition CDX 36506917: r from the debut ‘ Who Needs Like That ’ in 1985 through 36507811: EY HOUSTON : ‘ I Will Always You ’ soul power-ballad com 36507874: igure Dave Haslam 's new First label MOTHER EARTH : ‘ Hope 36508190: d her collaboration with Monie , ‘ Ring My Bell ’ JOHN B 36508267: the band 's European tour with Child in November and Decembe 36509455: h at . ZODIAC MINDWARP AND THE REACTION , returning leather 36509836: ewpot was just playing ‘ Hot ’ by Ron Wood 's Wizzard th 36510588: sing the theme from Aspects Of and then making a big speech 36510801: cause Kurt Cobain and Courtney were caught feeding something 36513479: auty like Lou 's ‘ Brand New ’ and ‘ Soulmate ’ . St 36513618: low 's take on the vagaries of still shines through the demo 36513710: They make red-raw-with-feeling songs . ‘ Manufactured love 36513715: love songs . ‘ Manufactured songs , ’ Lou says , prior 36513757: s like , ‘ I luuurve you , I you forever ’ ; and that 's 36514025: ge . MAKE NO mistake , Sebadoh what they 're doing . And the 36514173: arp , concise statements about and life , without introducin 36514954: unk have covered ‘ Brand New ’ as some kinda tribute . A 36516118: le he was around ? ‘ God , I that image … But no . ’ N 36518856: g dead . ERASURE : Who Needs A Like That Back when Abba were 36519247: . HAPPY MONDAYS : Sunshine And I know that this means that w 36522096: gum , their debut ‘ House Of ’ single bounced its way in 36522170: en be there ? ’ ‘ House Of ’ was a weird crossover rec 36522356: 't have to go on about , ‘ I you , you love me , we were m 36522360: n about , ‘ I love you , you me , we were meant to be ’ 36522706: same old message of peace and . We 're not writing songs li 36527166: B-52's will be bringing their Shack to Britain in December 36529991: Ca n't F— Without Falling In ’ . Something nasty in the 36530597: , in a boxing ring with Monie for ‘ Ring my Bell ’ , lo 36531121: public . The public pretend to him out of the goodness of th 36534228: he rest of Nobbs ' work is his of running gags and bizarre s 36535425: this year 's ‘ 1992 — The Album ’ . And I do n't thin 36535581: edit for it , ‘ 1992 — The Album ’ was a determined ef 36535714: evellers . they 're a band you to hate , far more than the M 36536752: hotel business , and dream of songs and the genius of The F 36536903: position where we could write songs . In an ideal world , w 36537005: t of people who have a genuine for other people and can see 36537051: n a different way . I mean , I people , but I find myself dr 36537063: riven towards hate rather than . It 's almost like I want to 36538377: 'd like to write a really good song — did I say love song 36538383: y good love song — did I say song ? — I du n no , a song 36538443: he first line is , ‘ I 'm in with my wife ’ and I probab 36541766: re fair game and that they all John Lennon — the ultimate 36542192: th the tingling majesty of ‘ Bird ’ . The players includ 36543237: but Stradlin brings verve and to his work and the drooling 36544181: one of the most heart-tweaking songs you 'll hear this year 36545383: es , how come ‘ Let There Be ’ is so slinky on the verse 36546517: stand out : the single ‘ One In My Lifetime ’ , and the 36550472: ith Catherine Wheel , House Of and Ocean Colour Scene : the 36554950: Standing On The Doorstep Of ’ , the anthemic hero-tribu 36557189: ‘ Altogether Now ’ or ‘ See No Colour ’ , waving th 36559312: ’ ( romanticised memories of ) . ‘ Chickenman ’ is a r 36561596: e a Top Ten single in ‘ When Comes To Town ’ , while Gar 36562511: parently obvious that Sinead , her or loathe her , does poss 36563022: d she 's right , the answer is . WITCH-BURNING TO RETURN ! S 36567589: Well , what you gon na do , ? ’ ‘ I do n't know . ’ 36567966: ‘ Please … ’ ‘ Yes , ? ’ ‘ Can I come with you 36570419: ild . ‘ Seven , are you , me ? Well , as he says , you do 36572387: that Aggie replied , ‘ No , , I 'm not afraid of getting 36573142: et short shrift . So come on , . ’ And she leaned down tow 36585208: d , ‘ Aye , I know you did , ; but come and sit down a min 36585412: ered gently , ‘ I 'm sorry , , but … but she 's had to g 36585492: ing , tersely now , ‘ Well , , she has . ’ ‘ But … b 36589068: . John is with me in this . My to you in friendship . Yours 36594286: said quietly , ‘ Come here , . Sit down there . ’ She po 36594543: kept smiling . ’ ‘ Well , , you 're nine years old , co 36595107: d not bring herself to say ‘ you ’ , but instead said , 36595364: n't want to go away . I … I it here ; and … and I keep 36595467: buns I 've ever tasted . Oh , . ’ He now put out a hand a 36595763: wash the chitterlings down . I chitterlings , do n't you ? 36598389: she brought out , ‘ I … I her . And Ben . ’ ‘ Ben ? 36604505: , you have two blessings , you beauty and cooking . What mor 36604803: ‘ No , Sister ; because I cooking . No , I wo n't forge 36606152: 'm sorry . I 'm sorry . And I you . Oh , I do love you . 36606159: y . And I love you . Oh , I do you . ’ ‘ Shut up and be 36606738: ‘ They 're for your mother , . ’ Aggie was smiling brigh 36606754: abel . ‘ Oh , then Mama will them . Oh ! here she is . Mam 36609285: st her cheek . ‘ Oh , Millie . Millie . ’ There was some 36609337: , she felt , was a pity , for should have an expression . U 36649832: tch in the Olympics . We would to put out title on the line 36658484: ding you and me . Goodbye , my . M. P.S. Johnny , please bur 36670753: what could his mother know of ? It was only with the greate 36670888: the first time they would make . And in the far distance bec 36670968: on her ; she could measure his by his diminishing bank balan 36674847: t effect on her . She sent her insincerely to Kate and hung 36676944: h on TV , and when you hate or a person you know his face as 36677631: de . Everyone else appeared to it , not just in Britain but 36677792: had Kate . ‘ Kate sends her , ’ James said . ‘ I told 36677896: n town , I mean . ’ ‘ I 'd to , ’ Peter said . ‘ Gre 36678418: ot a few spares . ’ ‘ I 'd it , ’ James said . ‘ I d 36680290: , it was Rosington she fell in with , not Hubert . Once at R 36680879: her to dance . They never made with the light on and the act 36689176: les ' song , ‘ Ca n't Buy Me ’ . ‘ Is that you , Peter 36693438: ion read : ‘ Is this the new in Darcy 's life ? ’ James 36695904: side Peter . ‘ Mum sends her , ’ she said . ‘ I 'd hop 36697519: t , ’ James said . ‘ We 'd it . And also , of course , I 36762779: ewdly . ‘ You are falling in with him ! ’ It was an accu 36762850: . ‘ I do n't want you hurt , , you know how much I love yo 36762857: t , love , you know how much I you even though I do n't alwa 36764253: as right , Hari was falling in with Craig . It would not be 36772993: e was falling more and more in with Craig Grenfell . It was 36776286: lost in a flurry of emotions . flared through her , she felt 36777530: aig is my first-born son and I him dearly , ’ she paused , 36782722: enturing into World 's End for nor money . Why do n't you ge 36787813: , the man who was supposed to her , had not come near her s 36809841: ut Claire Clairmont , madly in with him . Now do n't scold m 36810880: age roll yet . You all right , ? It 's a shame you ai n't go 36811114: want that other sausage roll , ? ’ ‘ I ai n't got the st 36811194: , but you 're in good 'ands , . Sergeant Joe 'll see yer sp 36814599: l in a day 's work , Bessie me , ’ he said . ‘ What day 36816432: ome down 'ere now , there 's a , Sergeant Joe 's got things 36825983: ters from Molière to his lady . ’ ‘ Fifty guineas ? ’ 36831440: said Joe . ‘ 'Elp yerself , , ’ said Mrs Cousins , and 36838109: r Beavis . ‘ You all right , ? ’ he said to Dolly . ‘ 36840598: sure . Could I 'ave yer name , ? ’ ‘ I am Mademoiselle M 36841758: elle . ‘ Yes , you do that , , ’ said Mrs Beavis , and d 36845496: he oven . ’ ‘ Ai n't you a ? ’ said Dolly . ‘ Oh , I 36845917: stic as Rokovssky , as much in with her own competence as he 36846705: chopped up . ‘ Elp yerself , . ’ ‘ P'raps 'e might lik 36846892: s of laughter . ‘ Pleasure , , ’ said Mrs Beavis . In th 36856713: l apprehension of beauty , all . As a fire needs air to make 36856744: . And the greatest of these is . When I looked up at last , 36857359: he sort of place Crispin would . ’ ‘ He would . He will 36865418: ks of my own . Give Crispin my , Ruth , and I 'll ring tonig 36875091: ke a cup of tea ? ’ ‘ I 'd it . But there 's not the sli 36875714: not an expert , either , but I Echo . You said ‘ them ’ 36878043: t we 'll manage somehow . I 'd you to see the cottage . Were 36878677: u like to come with us ? We 'd you to , and you can tell Meg 36878729: laughed and agreed . ‘ I 'd to . But Megan can do the lec 36908719: y were to begin an illustrious affair with railcars from Wal 36944216: icult to understand . Also , I animals and hate to see them 36945116: day long actually , because I music so much . I know all th 36950810: . Michael was down two sets to . He struggled back , showing 36965083: , will remain ‘ the place we to hate ’ . MONKEY BUSINESS 36966994: ts perimeter . Fortunately , I to drive , although there see 36976376: ges in our lives , but I would to try and get back on track 36987836: fainting admirers , whether at or tennis : With carefullest 36987960: Betjeman 's subaltern weak for on a Hampshire tennis-court : 36988187: their own lack of any need for . They are emotionally strong 36988786: , suddenly rediscovers a lost , is deranged enough to kidna 36988799: dnap her , fails to regain her in captivity and is forced to 36989251: rite an acceptance-note . Even , as he had explained five ye 36989266: e in a poem briskly called ‘ ’ ( 1966 ) , calls for a lo 36990449: Sea , the Sea . For those who labels , then , modern Britis 36998121: ne of the Malvern hills that I so dearly ’ , he wrote to a 36998320: nows that conservatives are in with the past : everyone expe 36998645: friend or enemy : ‘ Men who a crucified God need never th 36998840: y years before : two youths in , one clutching at a toy to r 37000971: nalysis than as plot . His own of stories , though real enou 37001493: . But then it was a labour of . Nobody , he once remarked , 37002093: is one of those rare books the of which can easily turn into 37006330: will be to kidnapping his lost that the reader is as surpris 37009817: ject to Vulgar complaints like , among the Just Be just , am 37013643: friendship , acquaintance and naturally offer in life itsel 37014244: ing there — easily more than , power , sympathy , or sex . 37016022: with marriage and a job . The of money , then , is not ( as 37017686: olerance . Realism signifies a , or at least an acceptance , 37018351: ty haunted by thoughts of lost . Either way , it is a cohere 37023226: expect . Lewis 's Allegory of ( 1936 ) , the book that made 37073314: embrace of Christ to an impure . Anselm never felt as strong 37083885: — ‘ and I say this not for of property , but for love of 37083891: for love of property , but for of God 's justice ’ . God ' 37092428: he found , he never learnt to or even tolerate the mental , 37105310: riter noted , the king did not Anselm after he had thwarted 37125014: the process of learning . They it when the pupils spontaneou 37125434: humorous . I was aware of your of language and literature an 37139302: acher in the department , I 'd to be doing better . As it is 37139871: derous thought about people we , or work with , there are ot 37147885: hether achieved through making or masturbation . ( Far from 37162111: l later editions derived , and letters from Henry VIII to An 37178190: ung , my father had nurtured a of art in me ; I shared a gre 37179668: ht about it . Like my father I books and solitude and I flee 37210371: kitsch and the R- and X-rated pictures ’ , Professor Rose 37257156: lot of institutions that would our collections . Our goal is 37271266: have owned ? With a passionate of the visual arts , an intel 37305873: even closer to ours , and I 'd to have the opportunity to ex 37308817: century which is impossible to but which has its own integri 37310656: scripts , drinking and writing poems to Meldina . Actually , 37353428: osity or the sublime . Or even , insofar as it is distinguis 37357905: t surely have been a labour of . Acting as midwife to the en 37358254: id photography can not make me all of Piffetti 's furniture 37389829: hly autobiographical themes of , anxiety and death , to whic 37390082: 1907 ) , that bitter cycle of and jealousy which was intend 37398394: nises : ‘ Puppy communicates , warmth and happiness to eve 37414780: Cleaning up sacred and profane The temporary but lengthy clo 37414835: famous ‘ Sacred and Profane ’ . Detached pigment and sm 37414870: in the ‘ Sacred and Profane ’ , which was probably last 37440573: les are most informative and I the reproductions of his work 37442999: professional cook and I still mixing sauces . I see the pro 37443210: at war with it . It 's like a affair — long periods of wa 37458102: war ( but not the concern with and loss ) in Housman 's poet 37460864: constant joy : I am hooked ! I the immediacy of pastels , th 37488950: was a friend of his . I still boxing but things have happen 37510661: e ’ — and a man with a ‘ of words , the longer the bet 37513054: -rooted in Pontrhydyfen as his of the subversive language sp 37515756: conquest . Elfed his rival in . Ifor the idol he would one 37517828: boy films were the favourite : stories despised . ‘ Bloody 37517834: stories despised . ‘ Bloody , ’ he would say in disgust 37517854: enjoyed the film . ‘ Bloody . ’ Burton never — to my 37523800: is how he treated him . Until and then awe came in . Richar 37525307: chard later wrote ] of the ‘ Song of J. Alfred Prufrock 37525898: ces and ending as some sort of story . A few months later he 37527691: ther , and I know how much you each other . What do you want 37529071: on and the growing bond of his . For surely someone as gifte 37529580: ude to sex , to authority , to and to loyalty . If there is 37530852: e , a skill in many sports , a for learning : and he never f 37531315: pression of himself lay in his for language . In one respect 37531600: in tears beside him . ‘ Not . Not anything else . ’ The 37534215: n unaffected and deeply worked for Henry IV , Parts I and II 37539901: candalous manifestation in his for women . This was apparent 37552556: ved women . ‘ You must first , or think you love the woman 37552561: must first love , or think you the woman , ’ he said . ‘ 37552591: s for that moment — you must her and know her body as you 37552650: of an erotic fundamentalist . was one of the realities in l 37553748: y between different degrees of , different qualities of sexu 37562297: Christ 's saving , self-giving and the need for the response 37562305: d the need for the response in of the Church/bride . Men and 37564300: in the search for a kingdom of and salvation . This faith in 37564434: affirmed through a process of and relationship with others 37565392: ss and there I saw the song of ’ . Jesus is untouched by i 37565444: . He is God 's song of saving for his simple , sinful tryin 37565736: their cherished experience of revealed in Christ Jesus . Th 37568647: effective witnesses of God 's society today the tasks facin 37577357: to the Good News of Jesus ’ for us all , and the hope and 37594368: cus is Jesus , who reveals the of God for us , and so reconc 37594656: for us ’ because in him the of God towards us is made kno 37594879: al revelation of the Father 's , which draws us into the com 37594997: ousness ’ and the command of . This had been Jesus ' gospe 37595196: iginal and authentic gospel of preached and exemplified by J 37595398: acher and inspiring example of and heroic self-sacrifice . I 37595652: hat Jesus manifests the divine in the most perfect form atta 37601831: grace and mercy , goodness and , though he does attempt to g 37603216: a new and simple principle of , ; the ‘ historical Jesus 37607064: t a fresh insistence on God 's and forgiveness over against 37607328: s sinners , and to see grace , and mercy as secondary , and 37607360: rectly opposite light . God 's and desire to forgive are pri 37607410: s sought to subordinate law to , and the ‘ judicial ’ el 37613657: ificial securities to which we to cling , all that Paul desc 37619022: wrath ; but the elect have his opened to them through Jesus 37621086: characteristics are therefore and freedom , ‘ God is he w 37621117: pends solely upon the creative of God , there is a surd elem 37621175: e you forsaken me ? ’ God 's for and claim on man are work 37636716: imbing , ’ she says . ‘ We it . ’ ‘ I like abseiling 37645776: y climbers across the land who Cornwall shuddered at the hyp 37649354: mpression of being a labour of . It covers everything , and 37733426: , who traded ruthlessly on his of his sister , was a narcoti 37741414: es in it , more that he was in with the danger , the risk of 37830930: int : these BSL signs included , READY , FRIEND ( 3 ) Moving 37836104: NK , EAT , LIVE , BUY , WORK , , CHEAT , WIN , TRY , ALLOW , 37910823: Bathsheba . When she falls in with one of them , she learns 37910832: one of them , she learns that brings misery , pain and viol 37913073: when Arthur finally finds true in Little Bit Of Love . Rangi 37913078: nds true love in Little Bit Of . Ranging from reggae to rock 37921654: the end of the book that they grammar ! ’ ‘ Grammar has 37931057: nk and his Friends Pupils will this funny story of a young r 37937525: The magic of a story Children nothing more than a good stor 37938899: their favourite things . They the bright , colourful illust 37939544: age children to develop a real of reading in English , while 37940813: and Other Songs Children will this varied selection of Chri 37942651: ower . This discovery begins a affair with a woman he has ne 37943113: , 24 , an architect . He 's in with Poppy , but she ditches 37944383: e book is excellent . Students Streetwise , especially becau 37950584: n , with whom he had fallen in in 1526 . An annulment of his 38124893: n her own factory and falls in with a manager whose previous 38125135: a ‘ timely ’ drama of ‘ and labor … on the pregnant 38125223: employer 's confidence and the of the employer 's daughter' 38127679: t all the humour and tragedy , and violence that everyday li 38134884: t he knew that audiences would the tremendous cave-in of the 38142114: on ‘ the back of such an old nag as even Hollywood might b 38142890: greed and self sacrifice , of and devotion ’ , and ‘ ab 38148018: your sole mate ? Does your man his Oscar more than you ? Is 38153009: ce of fish diseases . All fish eating tubifex and will gorge 38156300: st be remembered that cichlids to dig and should they remove 38161748: or this surface swimmer . They to jump , so use a well-fitti 38215908: ten by one who is obviously in with gliding , the author tak 38322907: und a way publicly to show his for his wife . He was a field 38391370: h thoughtfulness , concern and . The ability to organise a c 38447676: n headhunting , all 's fair in and war . The only effective 38451811: d in precious gems , for Elves gemstones and use them to dec 38452683: he ghosts guard the lands they and saving their spirits from 38537551: ke against life and family and . ’ The little man muttered 38540805: h were the cruellest parody of and of family attachment . Th 38544687: A few verses about the void . . Death . I might scribble th 38565221: asked the old woman . ‘ For , ’ she replied bleakly . 38590257: natural ’ ( ie healthy ) to and protect children . Failur 38602331: o see the ideology of romantic as playing a more complex rol 38674263: ific effect of his dog Fido 's of bones . On the basis of hi 38681127: formed into a manifestation of . The now conscious impulses 38686137: their behaviour , the more we them , for we see how great i 38737624: inthine architecture reveals a of complexity and puzzles . I 38737661: t , or Trojan merchants . That of haggling is still there in 38869256: more intelligent than Orcs and nothing better that trading a 38901078: minds and souls of people who the hills are potent forces f 38901427: om Birmingham , he developed a affair with the Scottish moun 38917192: heads each night . Some people the atmosphere of refuges ; o 38924541: ment in which they live and we to trek . Since the Trust was 38932292: of Trenant , Lankelly Farm and Lane . MARKET ROUND UP COMPAS 38936566: rous stories which reflect his of the mountains . As a skyli 38956849: It may be done partly for the of the work , but every autho 38970878: making beds but not to making . ’ Another aspect of this 39070313: st of their clothes , and made to her on the folk-weave beds 39070363: inclined to suppose herself in with one of them . She liked 39070813: ectious ; that , like maternal being born fiercely with the 39071402: ’ Laura said . ‘ But I did him . And he loved me . He lo 39086400: r own affair . Some things — , sex , God , bodily function 39093082: sonal requirement of Christian , for these savagely difficul 39093091: fficult demands for daughterly . Praying was ten times as ha 39093239: borough . If she had failed to her mother , she the missiona 39093285: onged for Africa , like a lost affair . Yet she also knew th 39093317: f the terrible difficulties of . She also came to see that , 39093339: gy of this difficulty of human better than most of her male 39093636: ng problem of human and divine . Isobel said that , personal 39093957: asier than here , but then the required was simpler , more c 39097864: d just written which began : I Jesus , He 's my baby brother 39097873: esus , He 's my baby brother I Mary She 's my Holy Mother . 39149061: grandfather had never lost his of Mother Russia , why it had 39152014: watched the young couple make on the small bed , he lit ano 39152215: sted as long as she was making . He could tell that the youn 39166357: child laughed , sharing their and their joy of discovery . 39167779: uth to silence her . They made like that , standing up , sil 39286571: ation had also left him with a for all things English . Inde 39289901: erything . ‘ And you fell in ? ’ she asked eagerly . ‘ 39289932: ng to be ashamed of ! I was in once . He was a dragon , but 39290364: ep . ‘ Your French lady must you . ’ ‘ I think she doe 39290387: ou ? ’ Sharpe smiled . ‘ I her , yes . ’ ‘ And she ' 39293412: lly possessing her . He was in . Jane grimaced at herself in 39295395: he French language and come to the French countryside , yet 39301814: self , would end one day , but was timeless and she would fi 39304217: e she knew the girl must be in , just as she herself was in 39304225: e , just as she herself was in . Lucille thought the girl an 39310100: e would live because he was in . He clung to the thought unt 39310126: was time to draw away from his . She held his hands tight , 39310668: er cheek on his jacket . ‘ I you . ’ He awkwardly stroke 39310680: ardly stroked her hair . ‘ I you . ’ ‘ I do n't know w 39310798: . ‘ Till tomorrow night , my . Nosey will look after you t 39310975: th God . ’ ‘ And with your ? ’ ‘ You know you have t 39311007: of Lucille and he thought how made a man fearful and vulner 39311674: her mockery , had wondered why 's happiness was so easily so 39359055: l goal as ‘ Sexual freedom , , etc ’ ( 1971 : 271 ) . Gr 39408803: ? The Soviet Union has had its affairs with Western know-how 39411307: ightening , the Soviet leaders nothing better than a backdro 39532563: pers , claims Guglielmi , just what they have seen so far . 39626950: ish the Americans had n't this of trainloads of initial lett 39636642: vision . P-PRD . The Americans initials . The key word is Pr 39645601: ld talk to . Carver said he 'd a cup and carefully chose a s 39667029: But clearly Manningham was in with the girl . She handed hi 39672797: rden before it 's too dark ? I wild roses and your path is c 39678966: capes are too complex . If you the sea tackle your concerns 39682724: ce of light . For the many who to paint watercolour landscap 39691333: d other colours , like red . I colour and find great delight 39692864: able . Peta and Isobel fell in with the place as surely as w 39693116: d voices discussing — what ? ? Divorce ? Work ? Money ? Th 39753355: ehaviour of people who fall in , such as kissing in public , 39753676: ty but because of dependence , , envy , hate , etc . They ca 39762102: acity to provide continuity of and care which is realistic i 39768609: Maddox ( 1980 ) describes how and anger , ghosts and grandp 39920428: LAN Manager which we know and are already incorporated into 39941000: p to Idaho , the spud falls in with the state 's most alluri 39969264: k to connect to . FRENCH USERS THE PHONE COMPANY In the sixt 40072746: of main press release , we 'd to see how it changed . Unix 40190357: pers , claims Guglielmi , just what they have seen so far . 40255123: pers , claims Guglielmi , just what they have seen so far . 40376338: head . ‘ All right , Michael . Try and get around tomorrow 40378673: hook it gently . ‘ And you , . Well , sit yourselves down 40379873: elt . ‘ He 'll get over it , . He 'll get over it . ’ Ja 40380841: ure of helplessness . ‘ They one another , they want to ma 40382369: d to the girl he had fallen in with ? The spirited young wom 40385146: CID . ‘ Is Michael at home , ? ’ Blinking her eyes rapid 40389044: ite . ’ ‘ Ooh , lovely . I marmite . ’ As Margaret mad 40389743: d her close . ‘ I 'm sorry , , but you gave me such a frig 40398021: ive without him , Mrs Ryan ! I him so desperately yet I ca n 40398116: . ’ Janine 's declaration of for her son had softened Sara 40399033: her . ‘ You look a picture , . Like one of them girls on t 40399459: . ‘ Obviously your new lady is n't looking after you very 40400787: an hour later she left the two birds , Maura and Carla in to 40401588: s let her down . Michael , God him , had been a good son in 40402792: ddies in London even now , God them , who have been driven o 40403288: would get a bit as well , God them . Though I think most of 40406285: playing a Beatles number . ‘ Me Do ’ seemed to be reverb 40410436: They shared a common bond , a of literature . The other boy 40413185: . ‘ Greek , please . I just taramasalata ! ’ She tucked 40413428: do n't see , but never mind , . You 'll never have to worry 40414179: e of his enthusiasm . ‘ I 'd it . ’ He refilled her glas 40414709: d . He loomed over her . ‘ I you , Maura . God , I love yo 40414717: I love you , Maura . God , I you . ’ If he never said it 40444564: y times , the country 's brief affair with its president has 40481075: n 40% of the vote . Britain 's of FPTP is criticised beyond 40496982: squeeze brought an end to the affair between the Reichmanns 40498606: e me anything but good , and I you tenderly , ’ he had wri 40499937: h Others , 1954 ’ shine with . More than 13,000 works were 40513920: are over . If whites no longer the party , its appeal for Co 40534623: ant , BT , has been unlucky in . Its courtship of Mitel ende 40565170: uently , the victor fell so in with Russia that in the late 40567469: lots of Iraqis , would dearly to believe in . Has Bloomsbur 40609383: are no longer growing , would to do the same . One of the c 40613856: ine WRITERS of science fiction the idea that computers might 40630381: 's song cycle , ‘ A Poet 's ’ ( Capriccio CD 10 359 ) . 40631455: novels — the celebrity … I that word but I 'm not sure h 40638342: sians have caught the Japanese of driving and putting . Acco 40641574: is eccentricity , nor from his of details , but from his sup 40643229: eamed that they wanted to make to the first lady . Niceness 40648576: ourist revenues , would dearly to force his hand . Military 40651659: s , but it has yet to learn to Labour . Singing the blues In 40657485: peers , ‘ most of them just it — the ante-room of heave 40672327: itions . Senior managers would to take on other societies ' 40696204: ’ : ‘ I lived for art and … Why am I being paid back 40696626: because she believes that ‘ will protect her . ’ The fi 40696637: r . ’ The film 's claim that is stronger than death is del 40724743: f stuff I as a historian would to read about a period , ’ 40728382: it . Norway 's 95,000 farmers the EC no better . They soak 40783534: Le Val Abraham ’ , a tense story . 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Only later , when she was in with him and it was too late 40903570: is Gentle , told her he was in with her , and put the words 40903741: her woman he 'd ever met ; the that had changed his life . W 40907906: sness he ran on , and — Lord it ! — a taxi appeared arou 40909179: said . ‘ Tell your wife you her . Give a prayer of thanks 40911390: Fifth , and what ? You 're in with it ? You 'd better tell 40914487: em live on without you . It 's of the highest order . ’ 40917167: k . Theatre remained his great , and there was scarcely a pr 40928402: t of their affair they 'd made from dusk to dawn on several 40935246: to the sound of Gentle making . Instead of putting the phon 40936670: RE . Cling to them , and their for you , for the Place of th 40952451: talk in terms of some blend of and duty , affection and obli 40952496: eople acting selflessly out of or duty . Especially in accou 40978496: includes the expectation that and affection themselves will 40994636: hetland on migration , I would to follow them to their breed 41030771: e world community of faith and , a body that can be ignored 41050039: ould also subordinate conjugal to the procreation of childre 41052315: by our parents — the joy of , that is of understanding an 41053581: perhaps our life is marked by of our own time , of our worl 41053634: ‘ humanism ’ . Paul VI did the ‘ modern world ’ and 41059598: ts sole purpose , but conjugal was recognized as of equal im 41180982: -Jones , G. K. Suthers , D. R. , Y. H. Edwards & K. E. Davie 41378945: d frustration , or feeling her of open spaces . The exhibiti 41449664: I was n't going to be able to , and some woman came round 41449821: had negative feelings made me him . The majority of parents 41464201: ou 've sent me away and do n't me . ’ Yet Mrs Short , desp 41516412: ute Unselfishness and Absolute . In a speech in 1938 , Buchm 41521314: dreams , to tenderness and to ; if we do not realise that b 41521511: ue also raises questions about , sex , marriage , religion a 41523240: James Kirkup entitled ‘ The That Dares to Speak Its Name 41523267: lfred Douglas entitled ‘ The That Dare Not Speak Its Name 41524146: be treated with compassionate as the rest of us . And as pe 41525254: t time it was an expression of , this time a matter of law . 41527222: only intrinsic evil is lack of . ’ For Mrs Whitehouse , th 41544476: f Constable Dull and Costard ( 's Labour 's Lost , I.i.181 ) 41544528: bench , they do so in verse ( 's Labour 's Lost , I.i.304ff 41546791: ne speech of pathos and wifely , describing his disturbed dr 41547008: Pageant of the Nine Worthies ( 's Labour 's Lost , V.ii.484f 41547374: as they finally declare their for each other — having bee 41547524: xt , a move from jesting about to declaring a more serious p 41547586: declare his true and romantic : ‘ Tranio , I burn , I pin 41547621: until Benedick , the mocker of , has gone before he moves up 41547637: rse to reveal to Don Pedro his for Hero ( I.i.290ff . ) . Th 41547752: are her newfound , misbegotten in verse . In All 's Well Hel 41547770: erse whenever she talks of her for Bertram , moving in and o 41548899: and clearly defined purposes , , hate , respect , mockery , 41550201: ng goals . When Benedick mocks he does so in prose , natural 41550290: er , the two wits tricked into speak verse at the débâcle 41550414: ck can speak verse , but their seems much more natural in pr 41550981: he same point as Donne — ‘ 's not so pure , and abstract 41551083: rse for their protestations of and fidelity ( 113ff . ) . Pa 41551183: the two great themes of epic , and war , to their lowest com 41551696: e of verse , heroism , or true , being limited to ‘ handli 41553878: reed with him that unfulfilled was a trope that could only l 41553957: any fluctuations of desire and . ( I had better say now that 41554118: ecting a union between sex and . In another sharp break with 41554183: f the body alone : sex without , as it were . More remarkabl 41554516: e mistress express sex without , those to the friend express 41554523: , those to the friend express without sex . That opposition 41554617: duction poem , in which sexual is frustrated and unrealized 41554644: ossible — only a new kind of . The ‘ Poet ’ can not ma 41554877: universality of the part of which here becomes the whole 41555298: : the poems express ‘ simply , the quintessential of all l 41557075: that thou werst thyself , but thou art/No longer thine than 41560740: ( 12 , 15 , 19 , 123 , 126 ) , ( 1 , 137 , 148 ) , the Sun ( 41561001: all men ; Although the poet 's is included in the affirmatio 41561028: tive attempt to define perfect ’ . This said , the number 41561099: poem is not even a palinode to . The three other sonnets whi 41561114: are all generalizations about . They are 56 : ‘ Sweet lov 41561122: love . They are 56 : ‘ Sweet , renew thy force ; be it not 41561167: ot specifically said to . From 's satiety we move to an indi 41561374: bservations on phases of human , common at certain times to 41562143: cking in openness , trust , or . Italicizing the pronouns ma 41563704: by which human beings express or admiration for each other 41563958: criticism . The ‘ cherishing ’ that Barber has spoken of 41565641: third person ( often as ‘ my ’ ) and time addressed as T 41565748: hat Time will come and take my away ’ ( 64.12 ) . In the m 41565789: mortality ’ : ‘ Against my shall be as I am now/With Tim 41565964: ight — /That in black ink my may still shine bright . ’ 41566063: In describing his Friend as my or He the Poet could be seen 41566484: more personal state as ‘ my ’ , is used in 33 to smooth 41566830: se the whole world would be in with him , then we can supply 41567208: ately weak — couplet : ‘ I thee in such sort/As , thou b 41567338: ouplet : ‘ So true a fool is that in your will , /Though y 41567753: ur partner merely to test your for him , which has supposedl 41568070: e constancy and virtue of your ’ ( 117 ) . But in the very 41568147: physic ? It was ‘ policy in ’ , ‘ policy ’ being on 41568933: recollection in 102 : ‘ Our was new , and then but in the 41569684: motif of giving and receiving , central to this group , use 41569905: to 25 : ‘ Then happy I that and am belov 'd , /Where I ma 41570025: the Friend : ‘ For thy sweet rememb'red ’ and ‘ But if 41570778: eare 's truth about life , and . The Poet himself is aware t 41571181: , ‘ The perfect ceremony of 's rite ’ in 23 ) . All in 41575929: a line : ‘ Bear her my true 's kiss ; and so , farewell/R 41577596: an 's right to be treated with and respect , and in his invo 41578482: ‘ to your assistance do make ’ ) . But the level of pret 41580083: . He does not serve out of ‘ and duty ’ , but only ‘ s 41580382: r to him by his professions of — ‘ A man he is of honest 41581177: sted : ‘ I think you think I you ’ . We can better under 41581206: : ( I think [ you think ] { I you } ) . Cassio answers ‘ 41581764: , and that then Desdemona will him ; even though the dupe is 41582048: ther Cassio knew of Othello 's for Desdemona : ( thus insinu 41582599: ago 's head , ‘ If thou dost me ’ , Othello says to Iago 41582781: knows , ‘ Away at once with or jealousy ! ’ ( 191ff . ) 41583027: familiar postures , professing to Othello and Desdemona ( II 41584429: perhaps he does not understand , The error is great , since 41584502: t after the murder , Emilia 's and integrity cause her to de 41585511: declare the quantity of their : ‘ Which of you shall we s 41585521: Which of you shall we say doth us most ? ’ ( King Lear , I 41585567: . Goneril declares an absolute , beyond expression : and so 41585623: What shall Cordelia speak ? , and be silent ’ ( 62 ) . 41585666: lseness , her own silence with , and we have no reason to di 41585713: ers speak . Regan declares her to be identical with Goneril 41585744: Goneril ) : To claim that your for your father exceeds all t 41585856: and revealing , in a way , his for her , is nevertheless so 41585880: r to win . Lear is quantifying , confusing it with other thi 41586218: delia 's calm statement of her for her father , her refusal 41586686: enty , /And thou art twice her ’ ( II.iv.260ff. ) — a qu 41586695: 0ff. ) — a quantification of that would be comic were its 41586812: ight to think that they do not him , and his sense of bitter 41586987: verbal test of his daughters ' , and while a devotee of Prac 41587541: scriminate good from bad . His for Edmund is a trust that th 41588522: alt find a dearer father in my ’ ( 24f . ) . Knowing what 41588632: o object , first of Goneril 's , then of Regan 's . Arriving 41597482: lood tie by no means implied a tie ’ , and comments that t 41611562: rs the family , as part of the , warmth and attention which 41621478: they also have a right to the , support and long-term commi 41751999: satanic subverter of brotherly and good-neighbourliness — 41758807: that breaches of the brotherly which should inform relations 41761207: iritual barometer of brotherly and communal affection , and 41787332: he accepted because she was in with him . On this occasion t 41787465: th the man : ‘ We had a good life . [ The dead man ] was a 41788623: so enraged that he blasted his rival to death in front of th 41803298: pped lessons to have a lesbian affair ’ ; however the defe 41822969: ociety going in which personal and the enjoyment of beauty c 41823773: bject , or be instances of the of beauty . Sooner or later t 41840824: he calls ‘ the intellectual of God ’ . Essentially this 41840835: ssentially this is a matter of for the total cosmic reality 41844013: general desire is called self or prudence . It once being r 41844116: and stand in contrast to self ( or prudence ) and benevolen 41844754: against the judgement of self as to one 's best long term w 41844776: uilt into our nature that self has authority , and therefore 41844920: organizing principles of self and benevolence . It is often 41845014: of our being , including self and benevolence . Butler feel 41845025: confident that , although self , benevolence and conscience 41845106: rticular that enlightened self itself will realize that too 41845113: elf will realize that too much of self , and too little of o 41845304: controls , for presumably self would say the same of itself 41845336: hierarchy of conscience , self , benevolence , and particula 41897823: idge scholarships , but he did his sport . So , apart from b 41926549: golf . ‘ Remember the famous affair between Mary-Ann Curti 42008262: despite the Nordics ' supposed of liberty the more authorita 42091014: ary UnixWare , but there 's no lost between Novell and NCR , 42119165: s other fish to fry . It would to count Unix System Labs as 42188745: against Microsoft . Ya got ta him , folks . ‘ Gentleman 42335228: LAN Manager which we know and are already incorporated into 42352950: of main press release , we 'd to see how it changed . COSE 42422951: that like the Macintosh System it : those that do n't like i 42426369: nt planet and all the Martians us ’ — surely sales of Ne 42578788: or the Sparc , Jobs said he 'd to port to this chip but that 42599425: d of brand names show managers : DEC , HP , Sun , SCO , USL 42604488: ards Unix integration : ‘ We ‘ em . ’ , he said . Mich 42660545: e get in touch with us , we 'd to hear from you . Write to F 42665249: rves no useful purpose , but I it . Called Wired For Sound P 42665597: ront of the magazine . ‘ THE THAT TRIUMPHED BY NEK SEKSLER 42670961: at a time on batteries , will the 320SLi as much as I did . 42678674: ointers : Windows applications memory . The more you can aff 42714357: , at the usual address . We 'd to hear from you and there ar 42723010: us ' remarks about the need to the other or Kristeva 's rece 42723019: a 's recent preoccupation with which , from this perspective 42777493: ather , Jack , had no especial for cricket , although later 42789478: rol left in the tank . I still playing , but at my pensionab 42806735: ive type of batsman spectators to watch . ’ Yet another Ro 42815066: esting places . All cricketers to go to England . It is the 42825594: -power to the rope . Those who their cricket history were fo 42831632: serve to be abused . Those who it have every right to say to 42835657: moments . He never fell out of with the game , only with fat 42836292: won the respect and often the of the generation of crickete 42838237: tra which gave him a life-long of being ‘ on stage ’ , a 42861944: a person who 's got a genuine of the theatre as we all have 42869429: nd a lot of Janet [gap:name] I you you know . . [unclear] a 42954684: more melancholy . Not even the scenes between Guillaume Depa 42984376: adventures . He admits : ‘ I writing . That is how I make 43042130: ountryside , where he falls in , marries and starts a family 43059252: bute to classical artist shows of architecture Aspects of Va 43059295: ings and etchings takes in her for architecture , both eccle 43074414: m to excellence , honour , and of arms : and so they led the 43086893: o was rumoured to have been in with her , picked it up and i 43101092: arly 1360s she met and fell in with Enguerrand de Coucy , a 43113013: y and happily preparing , with , exquisitely beautiful thank 43132061: Prince of Wales has an obvious of the countryside and for 20 43132115: the word … he works for the of it ; seriously , modestly 43132275: has persevered to express his of nature through paint . Abs 43167421: and say that it is not that I Transworld so much as that I 43168330: ) Jean Plaidy The Pleasure of ( Fontana ) Ben Bova Mars , w 43168415: has D M Thomas ' Flying in to ( Sceptre ) and Beryl Bainbri 43168525: end couple in Susannah James ' over Gold ( Corgi ) . It also 43168595: his year : Robert James Waller in Black and White ( Mandarin 43168605: d White ( Mandarin ) A soaring story that pulls at the heart 43168644: rgi ) A delightful tale of ‘ the second time around ’ . 43169243: e , Pete Dexter with Brotherly ( Flamingo ) . There are also 43170123: e and the media are certain to her . Bernard Cornwell Sharpe 43171747: Major sellers Ivana Trump For Alone ( Arrow ) I have n't lo 43171916: II with violence and thwarted . Elizabeth Walker with Day D 43173544: ( Arrow ) Big tale of illicit and cultural differences . I 43173558: think he will ever do another Story , but having accepted t 43175448: t right for next Christmas . I her . Stephen Fry Paperweight 43179129: e time they met , will it be a story ? I await the first sig 43299886: low self esteem , seeking for , and other reactions listed 43365654: rs there said all I needed was and attention . ’ Twice-wee 43369181: had been her lover , her first , and now he was married . It 43369694: Fred Bradley without being in with the kind and considerate 43369757: ied to pretend that she was in , although she was very fond 43369804: and one day she might come to him . Carrie cooed softly as 43370038: t Carrie was really growing to him , and having borne him hi 43370469: and he would somehow make her him . He would also fight too 43371038: rself . She had got over their affair before she agreed to m 43398361: e a lot , although yer did n't me . I did n't ask yer why ye 43398378: nly agreed if yer did n't feel fer me , I did n't 'ave to . 43398468: nto her deep blue eyes . ‘ I yer very much an' I 've bin ' 43398490: realise that yer 've fallen in wiv me . ’ Carrie smiled at 43398515: e stood over him . ‘ What is , Fred ? ’ she said . ‘ I 43398560: fer 'em , then I 've fallen in wiv yer . But then , I was re 43398594: o much importance ter the word . Maybe we all do . ’ Fred 43406246: e replied . ‘ Boxin' was 'is , but all that 's over now . 43406376: g home and Billy tried to make to her . ‘ Billy told me he 43406990: t he was not . Horses were his and he had spent the best yea 43484737: experience has left me with a of the East and an ability to 43565190: ONSHIP GOALS Everyone wants to someone , to be wanted , to h 43566040: le , it is related to parental in that children learn at a v 43567268: tion , power and recognition , and recognition . When manage 43568657: . They seek friendship , fun , — different sorts of goals 43574144: o organizations are also about and hate and anger and disapp 43582802: rewards , money , promotion , ) . It is impossible to descr 43592059: and power more important than ? The individual 's search fo 43597173: more fun , money , security , or affiliation . Research on 43600292: ow much cooperation ? How much , how much discord ? How much 43601309: g things done . Or the Italian of individual recognition con 43813448: The men and women in Congress nothing better than to hear f 43873660: rule which says somebody must someone else , it would have 43878020: ish other feelings , including and affection . Aggressive Be 43878823: rol , you can see , hear , and others more easily . Price Be 43912522: lienating . Families are about and trust ; law is the guaran 43940066: hey are working wonders . I 'd to come back one day and see 43962978: , former Yorkshire batsman Jim . In his first two seasons wi 43963022: ire 's match against Norfolk , put himself on to bowl his of 43967648: Take care of your sweet self , , and think of me occasionall 43970052: zone ! ZZAP ! ZOO ! Football . it or hate it , everyone seem 43972639: ( how romantic ! ) and fell in at first sight . Okay , so sh 43972672: 'll burst their intestines . I her almost as much as this mo 43981970: . 4 . My fave is WWF : I just watching those hunky wrestler 43986727: g bank manager , that is ) . I ‘ gung-ho ’ blasting game 43987379: pinball wizard ? ZZAP ! 64 ‘ IS THE SLUG ’ FlashBack ! M 44066263: ises . ‘ Jesus stresses that of God and love of one 's nei 44066267: stresses that love of God and of one 's neighbour are summe 44066288: an unexpected dimension to the of one 's neighbour : love of 44066294: the love of one 's neighbour : of one 's enemy . It is a mat 44109592: owth of the Church , Christian , and sustaining preaching an 44124389: igion , yet the meaning of ‘ thy neighbour ’ infuses the 44124406: picting a universal message of and hope by the Dutch TV comp 44124524: metal stars and professions of . Other entries from eastern 44189422: your short stay and share our of this wonderful city . On t 44199749: all its many forms . The Dutch music and anything that swing 44215047: nourish and sustain peace and between the two kingdoms , an 44215517: so , wrote Edward , ‘ out of for you who are our lord and 44267159: nd ’ it , twelve like or ‘ ’ it . Typical responses ar 44270473: w I do n't like it . I used to concocting meals … really l 44270478: ve concocting meals … really it . But now the quickest and 44276100: g in the hub of things which I — I love clothes — I used 44276103: b of things which I love — I clothes — I used to make up 44285906: o a launderette . She says : I housework . And yet some peop 44290213: . About housework she says : I it . ( Cleaning ? ) I just li 44290240: 'm doing it . ( Washing ? ) I doing my own washing . I do n 44292998: t married . I used to say I 'd to get married and have child 44293891: on well with my mother . I 'd to be like my mother . ( Lorr 44314706: tury Neapolitan ‘ Triumph of ’ depicting a triumphant cu 44321378: cal system . It is a labour of by Professor A. G. Toth and p 44343944: ng ground in the profession we , and I would invite everyone 44395627: his paintings , with the art I so much ’ PARIS . Belgium i 44396375: his paintings , with the art I so much ’ . Herscovici is a 44396571: perations to Texas in 1942 . A of art was kindled in her by 44427358: Maria Isabel , met and fell in with James Goldsmith ( then t 44469129: ms . There is arms marketing , of arms , pushing of arms lik 44470543: culptures or the paintings ? I the paintings a lot , but I l 44470551: ve the paintings a lot , but I the sculptures as well . I me 44470795: m the Grünewald in Colmar . I those ones where there 's a p 44471766: a beach ? Yes , on a beach . I those things . With a huge ke 44472215: hings . I think the art that I most , really , is Egyptian a 44477014: the culture ; you were n't in with it and you did n't hate 44528800: million Fabergé Imperial ‘ trophy egg ’ commissioned b 44551747: tribution . He had the Russian of obfuscation , and indulged 44560504: s of Greece . You have a great of these islands and this is 44632970: , but his strength of will and of life were indomitable . We 44708039: -written captions that tell of and men in the paintings of I 44780405: rming Morris Townsend falls in with her , the father thinks 44781139: ut of this show is Dario Fo 's of humanity and truth ’ Mic 44783631: of ballads and brigands , true and treachery . Heber Opera h 44784524: ntom of the Opera , Aspects of , Chess , Return to the Forbi 44785611: aneous writing workshops : ‘ 'em to Death ’ writing abou 44789096: ir longing for girls and their for each other . Profits to t 44789416: ge and forgiveness , magic and . It 's also hilariously funn 44793558: onship with France . . SONG OF A reading of the letters of R 44795064: velopments ( Netherlands ) and Parade ( Berlin ) . Director 44795578: Barnard and featuring Steve ( Affair ) Ellis , 3 singers , 44797132: ably groomed and known for her of designer clothes and antiq 44862495: y deceptions , by success , by ; our weary eyes looking stil 44876280: . The course of Hornblower 's for the forthright ( and fict 44876589: ship from becoming a romance . and honour , the pivotal them 44882875: e the immediate association of and , in the main , of hetero 44882884: in the main , of heterosexual . In this sense the particula 44883143: ween real and ideal , in human as in every other human impul 44883503: h is increased by his hopeless for the Don 's daughter Serap 44883641: ll the unexpressed purposes of such as no world had ever kno 44883893: d of the refound , finally-won . In doing so they offer , it 44884074: from the idealised approach to in adventure in another colla 44884189: o power to break her obsessive for ‘ the Wanderer ’ , th 44884208: ct that Odysseus must for ever an unattainable ideal . He is 44884732: Ayesha had broken her vows for of a Greek soldier Kallikrate 44884750: , was in danger because of his for the Egyptian princess Ame 44884761: Amenartas . Failing to win his , Ayesha had killed him and h 44884958: st , brief account of her long for Kallikrates which Ayesha 44884995: due to the inexorable power of . When Kallikrates and Amenar 44885025: a , he argues his case : ‘ I Amenartas with my body and am 44885105: choice between human and ideal Kallikrates tries to kill him 44885154: ion between physical and ideal . Leo Vincey is forced by the 44885291: , with the corpse of his dead for an altar , did Leo Vincey 44885479: the self-seeking nature of her becomes evident as her ageles 44886070: her nature , imploring Leo to her only in a spiritual sense 44886110: a man I seek the woman whom I . Oh divest thyself of all th 44887410: nly intention . The captain 's remains on this exalted plane 44887496: tion of Spanish settlers . His for Olivia obliges him to tak 44887980: bout ideals , about aspects of described in terms of three v 44888410: woman who has ever touched his , as someone to be served , n 44888878: l woman as well as an ideal of and beauty . Hardly operating 44890853: , exemplify the intricacies of and honour in a way that tran 44890925: ising yet inevitable growth of between the yeoman farmer , p 44891095: nd chivalric manifestations of towards which they reach in a 44891153: istorted substitutes for adult ’ but goes on to point out 44891966: in his day and the pattern of and courtship which appear , 44893085: novels , the conflict between and honour . Introduced initi 44893106: eal challenge when he falls in with the King 's cousin and d 44893146: some maidenly shame , her own for him , he accepts exile fr 44893432: his honour intact but with his unachieved . His courage and 44894368: of extravagant tastes who ‘ dressing up in uniforms , put 44894768: ver convenient the conflict of and honour may have been to A 44895806: ised in a semblance of courtly . In Perishable Goods , Jonah 44895819: 's restraint in concealing his for Adèle , wife of Boy Pley 44897792: aspects of chivalric honour , and patriotism , the former w 44899985: ional tone , on the strands of , devotion and dependence in 44899993: ion and dependence in Marco 's for his father and on the und 44900340: it is of romantic but genuine of country and an equally gen 44900347: country and an equally genuine of son for father and father 44956385: the yard . If you want to make you may well feel it discreet 45066598: save your money too . Italians children Celebrate with Cital 45075085: coral jewellery produced with . The price is generally open 45081515: cens , Normans — all came to Taormina . Nestled on a mount 45098142: ater slides which the children , horse riding and tennis , p 45105849: d by hired car . For those who nature the National Park ther 45110952: Tremezzo almost all find it is at first sight . Here unhurri 45129353: e apartments were created with to retain the original farmho 45134191: to promise each other eternal and fidelity . Picturesque Lu 45135948: exceptional talents and great of country life which have fo 45136258: l residence created with great and care by the owners , the 45136514: e was formed by the tears of a torn nymph , and at the end o 45137151: ble paradise for all those who walking , swimming and above 45137338: sition was perfect . With much and labour , they have transf 45138516: with her innate good taste and of beautiful things , develop 45284322: at night . I always feed them and affection . It 's so impo 45284566: her intense fulfilment . ‘ I it , I ca n't wait to get int 45287973: re , vivacious personality and of sports Frances caught the 45288541: rted her four children for the of another man . She was cast 45289027: where Peter could indulge his of sailing . It was not just 45290285: to the smaller children , her of animals and general helpfu 45290614: ied with each other to win the of their children . Yet while 45291496: om Park House . She learned to the school which tried to be 45291591: made threats like : ‘ If you me , you wo n't leave me here 45297257: iggered by the collapse of her affair . As one friend notes 45297664: ould n't marry a man I did n't , whether it was a dustman or 45299548: Road . It neatly combined her of children with her enjoymen 45302523: o by his own admission fell in easily , pressed his suit eve 45303443: rtant business than falling in . I think one must concentrat 45303458: sentially a question of mutual and respect for each other 45303473: you must be good friends , and , I 'm sure , will grow out o 45303622: r a partner to fulfil a role , and happiness were secondary 45305502: olute beginner in the rules of , was starting to suspect tha 45306701: thed in the warm glow of first , she was occasionally unsett 45306911: Diana truly believed he was in with her because of the devot 45307054: hat she should do . She was in , she thought he was in love 45307061: n love , she thought he was in with her and yet she was conc 45307276: h she loved him . ‘ Whatever means ’ , he replied , a ph 45307350: hought . Besides her undoubted for Prince Charles , her sens 45307534: d he feel then that she was in with the role or the person ? 45308814: ed that Camilla saw Charles 's of hunting as a conduit to ma 45309690: . She found some solace in her of dancing inviting the West 45311731: le her heart brimmed over with and adoration for Charles . W 45311774: re , such belief that he would , nurture and protect her fro 45313389: fit , tanned and very much in and flew to join the Queen an 45314015: Charles , in his own way , in with her . They went for long 45314072: , so was Diana . The touching letters they exchanged are te 45316210: e camera had already fallen in with the new royal cover girl 45318136: Whatever happens I will always you . ’ She was weepy and n 45321970: finally closed the door on any Diana may have felt for him . 45322842: g about it , a straightforward story . Of course if Sarah ha 45324724: not spoken of as having tragic affairs , rather it is said t 45350160: Shirley : [ sarcastically ] I school — best days of my li 45367530: urn to the sea which they both . But they will be remembered 45370063: e is reputed to have fallen in with Rose Baring , who was th 45371594: ratic lady there . She fell in with him but , on discovering 45401321: ed for Anthony Burgess ( ‘ I the way he can use the word 45404373: n high-dirt content homoerotic pictures like The Third Love 45404378: c love pictures like The Third Painting ( 1960 ) , it looks 45405090: and Julie Delphy as Euro-cutie interest . Hear My Song — D 45406774: oss deliberate indulgence , or and emotion , or noticing tha 45407043: ld be a dazzling emblem of our . She glared at me suspicious 45407831: r every minute in the life and of a brand-new family . I wis 45411936: ondon , like so many others in with where they came from , i 45415683: d that they would like to make more often and that it is the 45416373: to Gabriella Sabatini : ‘ I the Mediterranean look . She 45416913: ies in sex . Both want to make , but it 's men who are more 45416993: y problem : women want to make , men want to have sex or hav 45417006: sex or have a quickie . Making takes longer than having sex 45418656: e a distinction between making and having sex . ‘ There 's 45418667: . ‘ There 's sex and making , definitely . And I think mo 45418784: d to have sex rather than make , but this was a fairly rare 45424198: in a situation now where I 'd to be celibate … but I real 45424206: o be celibate … but I really sex . So it 's a constant bat 45436174: little star we know and maybe , I brightly tell him how thi 45436568: , Suzy Kendall , Susan Anton , affair break ups and make ups 45438515: him about wanking . ‘ Oh , I it . Wank , wank , wank … w 45439324: , I do n't want to talk about , women , past marriages , pr 45439873: ou miss it when you 're not in ? ‘ I suppose so . Yes , wi 45440366: aying the piano is something I and I want to be brilliant at 45446748: of the summer evenings that I so much , so gentle in the gr 45450385: ote evoking ‘ the great free of nature and the sea ’ at 45457613: rt with and were definitely in , but we both changed over th 45458526: xpressed any real affection or . I made the mistake of givin 45459377: married too young . We were in and we thought people who wer 45459385: we thought people who were in got married . That feeling la 45459411: slowly realized that I did n't her anymore . I stuck around 45459445: longer if I had n't fallen in with Isobel . It was a painfu 45459476: ldren . But I was very much in with Isobel and that prevente 45459769: here among all the battles our had been well and truly burie 45460456: this feeling of falling out of . There was n't another woman 45460648: of sadness . I had been so in with her , and a part of me n 45463429: conversation to say , ‘ Oh I this song ’ , and then star 45463801: llection of Flaubertiana , his of cooking , his marriage to 45464067: KENEALLY reveals an unexpected of Rugby League in ‘ The Ot 45464790: Tracey 's big night out , I 'd to help . Once again , thanks 45470690: nt . But we 'll get one . I 'd to have a Peugeot . ’ A lit 45480554: his feet ? And what makes them him still ? An intrusive inte 45484840: kids is touching . It 's tough . Real . A lot of people say 45488202: Keneally recalls his lifelong affair with Rugby League ‘ 45494510: it 'll never happen again , I only you , darling ’ ? Can 45494831: aking , you can make beautiful to your wife for five months 45495344: vorce because her husband made to her not very often and not 45506861: o different from the quest for . ’ — She is omnipotent . 45507434: ‘ is as bitter as unrequited . ’ He walks beyond fatigue 45507813: solve than those of any mortal , the harsh and deifying ties 45510546: aken and soon regretted . Once for a woman but hopeless from 45510711: ion had eluded him , the great , the true passion . In his r 45510793: , if you wanted affection and , if you wanted passion above 45511690: or question , he had fallen in . HE REALIZED IN THAT instant 45511701: THAT instant that this was the he had been hoping for , his 45511757: ver physically consummate this and that was fine . It was a 45520720: ed unconsciousness , driven by , a desire to be whole and th 45522508: I heard The Stranglers . Now I it . ’ Confounding her flor 45524769: y about reckless and obsessive . Passionate , minimalist and 45524787: ear 's fashion for interracial stories continues with Mira N 45527247: sense about riot disorder and of ill fame ( 9 ) 17 He went 45527493: ( Oct 24 — Nov 22 ) Scorpios nothing more than a chance to 45547868: e state because it is based on . She points out that much of 45547915: 1982 ) . The idea that acts of are inferior to principled ac 45547930: hical tradition . This area of , care and spontaneous respon 45553370: ily members are linked through . Morality , at this level , 45553384: as something natural . Through , the individual renounces hi 45553404: ed one . Individuals , through , become real social beings , 45553421: loving through the other . The between man and wife , theref 45553454: partly through the other . In , men and women are ‘ livin 45554032: el restricts his discussion of to that between husband and w 45554059: ontractual relation , that ‘ ’ can prevail . ‘ Love 45554065: ‘ love ’ can prevail . ‘ ’ therefore between a non-m 45554851: ife , where they are linked by , and that between Master and 45556693: human beings . In the courtly tradition , the woman was put 45559156: 914 , p. 21 ) [ Children ] … to be treated as Rational Cre 45559489: ional beings ( Hobbes ) ; they to be treated as though they 45560019: re definitely not rational but to be treated as if they were 45560104: that I talk to them that they ? Maybe , but I can also , if 45619780: or the act of ‘ falling in ’ are both considered to be 45630284: an orgasm when trying to make to certain women . During ana 45630372: to repress his wishes to make to his mother , or to his sis 45630393: that he becomes unable to make satisfactorily to the women h 45630476: dden wishes of the son to make to his mother or sister , and 45630512: Some men become unable to make to their wives , towards whom 45630525: feel affection but not sensual . They learned to feel affect 45630538: n , but not to express sensual , towards women they esteemed 45636492: en , with the supposition that relationships … also consti 45636547: ers equally . They , in turn , one another , because they ar 45636704: owards non-believers , and the extends only to those who are 45637152: r they do not only rest on the of the abstract figure of Chr 45637818: nd on which he can bestow such and care as he has experience 45638072: surrounding society . Sensual is distinguishable from ident 45638090: etween two people . In sensual , people 's judgement becomes 45638236: mpoverished in this unrequited situation , whereas , in iden 45638262: . Hypnosis is akin to being in in that the same sapping of t 45638296: possibility even in unrequited relationships . Hypnosis is i 45638361: tions which both the person in may not retain and which peop 45638457: tional structure of unrequited , where the loved object repl 45638656: they renounce the aim of their , and act as a united group . 45638708: with one another by means of a for the same object . The dem 45638828: to them all . The leader is to them all equally and in the s 45638981: to produce a leader , a common object to love and be loved b 45638984: ader , a common love object to and be loved by . Man , concl 45641139: and respect , or even positive and care , but unconsciously 45643078: ear of his father , as well as for his father , on to horses 45643187: e child towards the father — and fear . He suggests that t 45643539: like a father , and they will it , and not kill it under no 45643935: our of this case-history : His for his father , which had be 45649415: he need for protection through from a parent ; the need for 45650820: same as the aims of reason — of mankind and decrease in su 45651049: , truth , logos ) , brotherly , reduction of suffering , in 45654389: be rewarded by receiving more from it . The consciousness o 45654398: onsciousness of deserving this is felt by it as pride . The 45657350: emotional ambivalence — the and hatred felt towards paren 45661675: s of human happiness is sexual , and some people try to purs 45661717: d person should not return the , or be absent for some time 45661760: s teach that people should not sexually , but cultivate feel 45661783: sublimation , of aim-inhibited , where the energy is derived 45662109: m the circumstance that sexual is a relationship between two 45662343: ngs developed the ethic of ‘ thy neighbour as thyself ’ 45662370: ushed it further and added ‘ thine enemies ’ . These rel 45662406: runs so counter to man than to his neighbour , including his 45662493: ligions which preach brotherly to all mankind , especially C 45662812: und among religious groups who one another , but are hostile 45676045: to pick up a bargain . Germans a touch of ‘ Kultur ’ and 45688304: ut on the river , they you 'll this lake ( go parascending a 45692819: have raced and they work with , ambition and perseverance 45698391: gia — and these local heroes to get together in the winter 45702285: arrangement . ’ Cardus would to be able to name one other 45709125: ed as a youngster . A lifelong of fashions means I have not 45710447: ll asleep . Liz and her family colour , although she admits 45711285: ws ' bitter East winds : ‘ I Lancôme 's Maquimat Beige 03 45713019: hose in their first . STILL IN Never mind the divorce statis 45713044: tners , said they are still in . Women in second marriages a 45713787: fulfilling with the person you ’ . The biggest worry of 19 45714960: ld-be Jane Austen heroine will the restrained elegance of Zo 45715022: and nervous novices alike will Primavera 's new range of fru 45715775: hinson , £13.99 ) . This is a story , with a lot more going 45716556: Adam Hann-Byrd ) torn between for his mother ( Foster ) , a 45724924: , though . ‘ There 's making to order on the one hand , 45725226: que about the pure exchange of between parent and child . I 45727236: who laughed together and made just for the pleasure of it . 45728087: y . I asked Pat if it had been at first sight . ‘ Absolute 45728101: tely not . I do n't believe in at first sight , and I think 45730000: ree times a week and has a new — American psychotherapist 45730090: anuel in Fawlty Towers . ‘ I John . He has many geniuses 45735630: e interesting products . We 'd to know what yours is : write 45739447: through Sally . TO RUSSIA WITH The reforms in the Soviet Uni 45740837: is about being in America . We the way everyone joins in the 45751004: inches . We 've all fallen in with our cover picture this m 45751134: ITOR-IN-CHIEF PS As I know you to peep behind the scenes at 45751626: you 'd like investigated ; we to hear from you . The Instit 45753591: f rabbits ( no complaints , we the dog ) . Everyday I walk i 45753674: hised with the writer of ‘ I Him But Not His Daughter ’ 45753716: ot as though we do n't want to these innocent victims or tha 45755923: other . I 'm no expert , but I to have huge displays wheneve 45759004: t British men are said to make the least frequently . Not su 45760269: t fence . The Saunders fell in with the outside before they 45761082: y decided that , although they the house , it 's time to lea 45762187: who uses a stash of indiscreet letters to blackmail some of 45762521: , however ) meets and falls in with visiting artist Philip W 45763082: ger than a week-end to fall in , usually less . ’ As a jou 45764335: SW6 3LB . BEATING CANCER Would Story have a different ending 45766636: put in . Two helpful books are 's Executioner by psychothera 45770824: ry in common and much more . A of wine , a love of women — 45770829: much more . A love of wine , a of women — Peter loves wome 45772057: ‘ We just fell completely in with each other . All we did 45773495: ights , £5.10 ALL YOU NEED IS … … and patience , determ 45773920: ected because she did n't need . ‘ She never called me Mum 45777275: the first time she said ‘ I you . ’ Anna , pictured abo 45778887: efer sleek , modern looks will the white Vienna units or the 45779197: ing , appreciate good food and entertaining . Couple 2 — A 45780041: e to be angry with someone you , but there 's a vital differ 45780776: , but then see that you still each other , they will realis 45781131: te the way you never ask but I you LOOKS LIKE A MILLION FOR 45782741: page 82 ) , but if you really that 50s look , Lenthéric 's 45804543: , but my sister 's two Burmese the car , they 'll go and sit 45805523: loves cats . ’ ‘ Murderers people . They just do n't lov 45805530: love people . They just do n't the people they murder . ’ 45860405: lioz connection was founded on , but fate has had almost an 45861153: edicated so much energy to his of Shakespeare , Berlioz wrot 45864182: with the projects born of this : his purchase of the manuscr 45864932: theme of the movement is about , not sadness or death : it s 45864943: eath : it symbolized Mahler 's for Alma Schindler , whom he 45864995: ustav Mahler 's Declaration of for Alma ! Instead of a lette 45865226: etto conveying the spirit of a letter . This is the music of 45865243: signation ; the morning of new , not the mourning for a lost 45867347: ot ashamed to use the word ‘ ’ in relation to Puccini . 45873805: ical biography and a labour of on the part of the author . C 45874778: , far from being powered by a of hard currency and routine 45879032: gainst the music . Gustavus in with Oscar ? Baloney . Just l 45879458: uotes from my opera Inquest of , itself inspired by The Magi 45882269: after Plato , ‘ in praise of ’ ) is only just beginning 45882308: utions and transformations , I its eccentricity : only Berns 45887259: y too know this music well and it . That is also true of the 45887291: more fluent than Thea King . I the way that she can edge in 45892802: where Pan/Daphnis declares his for Syrinx/Chloé ( fig. 173 45895863: d horn excel in the second ‘ episode ’ , there is little 45896447: epting self-sacrifice to bring and pity to those in the Unde 45903030: No. 2 to sing its full tale of and longing . In faster movem 45921238: er . N.A. H. ALBERT . SONGS OF AND DEATH . Heinrich Albert w 45922257: , which White sings with real . E.G. HANDEL ( arr . Mozart 45922843: w to shade such a piece as ‘ in her eyes sits playing ’ 45923054: as in ‘ Happy we ’ or ‘ sounds th ’ alarm ’ ) . I 45928351: ussion of Bill Royle . I would to see Réaux on stage in one 45928795: t him , or is it me ? ’ from Life . There is a projected c 45930533: tration and revenge in Act 1 , 's delirium in Act 2 and the 45931475: lean attack as she does in the music of Act 1 . She also act 45931861: e more reflective parts of the duet and the monologue . Agai 45933287: ntal little fable . ‘ Making ’ , by the way , still mean 45934429: ht by him ; of Medea 's tragic for Jason , the sowing of the 45945726: e , reflects Sir John 's great for the earlier work . Chopin 45963445: a Ford truck ; 6 . Fall out of with Mr. B.B. King ; 7 . Pay 45963482: ; 10 . Smoke anything , man . , Kathy Evans , Seattle , WA 45964155: lse . It 's all there . Life , , literature … God ! You sh 45966650: ’ ( a highly successful gay story ) was made by a straigh 45967357: xual context ’ , his bizarre triangle manages in the midst 45974852: lurchin' lowdown tale of young based on the old soul hit ‘ 45978463: ng in my country right now . I that movie . I 'd love to mak 45978469: now . I love that movie . I 'd to make a black version , in 45983316: death I still saw , and see , as the only real world . I st 45983331: ieve that writers write out of . You also write out of the r 45983371: that writing , as with sexual , is a way of revealing one ' 45985926: ’ suggested that the idyllic scenes between the American w 45985983: wanted to do , was to write a story with the question could 45986092: rviews , as an ‘ idyllic ’ affair with an American woman 45986658: 're married to someone , or in with somebody you still spend 45987546: t of a sense of confidence and for what is rightfully one 's 45990695: lway Station Man ’ , a rural story set in Donegal and dire 45991174: s an inter-racial cross-sexual affair between a white man an 45993317: ery last minute ( a homosexual affair between the opera 's l 45993597: n ‘ Pretty Woman ’ and ‘ Story ’ . Julia , of course 45993765: er has referred to his tale of and death as an AIDS-era movi 45993946: being a cosmetic surgeon , but and white picket fences consp 45997587: ttle point in asking her about affairs anymore . She confess 46000039: ld be if Enya suddenly fell in with another producer . ‘ I 46002366: rson shows , political drama , stories , new interpretations 46005473: divided views . Sometimes , I it ; often , I like it but th 46005640: ambiguous affection . ‘ Our was worth its weight in candy 46006171: festyle and imaginary world of and craziness for their fans 46006786: vintage . ‘ Sunshine Of Your ’ from the same era , is ti 46006908: teen minute version of ‘ Bad ’ , written with Mick Jones 46009704: kers ’ and ‘ How Strong Is ’ are singalong jewels , 46011904: ‘ Godlike ’ and ‘ Planet ’ are practical and applied 46015130: e were north of the border . I gigging in the South although 46017391: ke hard cases and college kids sayin' words like ‘ junkies 46027628: n ’ to Eddie Rabbit 's ‘ I The Rainy Nights ’ and surp 46035653: and market wise . The tabloids her . They call her The Green 46037810: ed . No one who did not dearly Dickens could have done all t 46037823: l this . And yet it Ackroyd 's for Dickens which is this boo 46038686: I 'm a mountain climber ; I heights . ’ Ciesinski will 46038746: des Cherubini 's Medea . ‘ I playing these people : they ' 46039218: urch , raising her children to both the Bible and Savannah , 46039624: becoming a woman , discovering , a girl who wants to choose 46070478: she refers to as ‘ the great of my life ’ . Her Yorkshir 46070697: y liked him and then I fell in with him . ’ Despite that , 46074683: with Karl quite often . ‘ I big noses because I have such 46074696: ve such a small one myself . I dramatic noses , I mean jolie 46075050: air on set . Churchill 's last descends from the dressing ro 46078119: ld like to be a researcher , I that . I like to be informed 46078778: ose wars , I hated him . But I his youth and the fight again 46085537: s , ’ she opines , ‘ but I fashion . I love beautiful li 46085541: s , ‘ but I love fashion . I beautiful lines , clothes tha 46085571: fit like a glove . Do n't you this , ’ she says , reachin 46090974: g hatred instead of the law of . ’ Then he gave lots of st 46091000: ersa . ’ Lawrence and Olivia talking about their ancestry 46092500: , with a giggle : ‘ Sure , I just any excuse to dress up 46093596: staff ( how many people are in with Grey Gowrie ? Which airl 46101302: n . All Goans want visitors to their state as much as they d 46104804: g risky such as a soufflé . I shopping for excellent ingred 46105024: t weakness for fresh herbs and the scent of basil and tarrag 46119335: s allegiance to their church . and honour alike required him 46122547: possess to the country which I most dearly . ’ Pedigree wa 46139130: n 7 February 1935 . It was not at first sight , but between 46171781: pie ’ ethos of ‘ peace and ’ to which crimes involving 46192354: radict his 1960s ‘ peace and ’ philosophy . He has sough 46192536: ed myself . Anyway it was make not war and that kind of thin 46240413: formerly we did not , and our of tolerant freedom was spont 46249364: l . They are children in their of pictures and music . Holly 46249521: , ‘ of unbridled desire , of crudely sentimental or fleshl 46259838: used to be the case , for the of the game , will be seen am 46261946: nd degrade us , to destroy our of truth , to poison the foun 46271415: weapon of the Hooligan … his for it can be traced directly 46284825: f the moment , and out of pure of mischief ’ . If the puri 46334856: printers ' shop . Sue fell in with the house long before it 46334887: indows and think how much I 'd to live there , ’ she confe 46334913: the letter box saying we would to buy the house if it ever c 46335319: y from local shops . They both browsing in antique shops whe 46336705: . ‘ As a child I learned to the countryside , ’ she say 46336728: ren in the same way . ‘ They cycling and swimming and all 46336809: cal in a house with two dogs I to mix woods and different st 46337162: ture to Berkshire . It was n't at first sight for Monica . W 46337564: to America with Roy it must be . ’ Before leaving America 46337631: Looking around the house , her of horses is evident . A carv 46341717: , £35.38 per sq m Furniture : seat , £2,750 Best for : Mos 46376617: lm of courtship and falling in , sociology further questions 46376647: ely personal act of falling in — love strikes willy-nilly 46376649: nal act of falling in love — strikes willy-nilly , ‘ acr 46376735: kground . That is , falling in is regulated and constrained 46376754: t HRH Prince Edward falling in with Elsie from the Tesco sup 46377076: that two people should fall in , get married , live together 46414759: ndividuals , based on romantic , are seriously misleading wh 46426406: friend . My oldest friend . I him , that Stuart . And we go 46429946: Gillian and I were falling in and you 'd think we 'd have w 46430021: nt to show off that we were in ; he was just easy to be with 46430239: Gillian and I were falling in as opposed to just being in l 46430246: ve as opposed to just being in or whatever . It was unique , 46430646: t even when you 're falling in you should n't live entirely 46430758: out . I met Stuart . I fell in . I married . What 's the sto 46431760: ent . Do n't ever tell me that 's dimpled pander does n't ea 46432960: olly too . When people fall in they develop this sudden resi 46433048: n first-aid kit . It 's called . Comes in all sorts of packa 46433148: 've mended him , that 's what can do . Have another squirt 46433260: We got married last month . I Gillian . I 'm happy , yes I 46433321: tell the truth . But I fell in , and Stuart is a good person 46433358: shit shit shit SHIT . I 'm in with Gillie , I 've only just 46433372: nly just realised it . I am in with Gillie . I 'm amazed , I 46434530: erything starts here . Now . I that word . Now . It 's now n 46435120: ed me : the fact that I was in with her daughter , and the f 46435555: rse . I 'm not so silly and in that I do n't know that . She 46436530: me to me later , as I began to Stuart , this thought : pleas 46436635: I met Stuart . I was nearly in , I was proposed to a couple 46436750: ecause I loved him . Because I , respect and fancy him . I d 46436922: s that 's one of the reasons I my work . There are n't any w 46437306: w , crushes as easily as timid ; she looked uncrushable . He 46439352: us bastard ) , I knew I was in . I got a sun-'n'-sex postcar 46441700: know exactly when you fall in with someone , do you ? There 46441860: swer , do n't they ? I fell in with him then , I fell in lov 46441868: love with him then , I fell in with him because . It 's a so 46443460: l . I met them because I 'm in with Gillian . All the rest w 46443956: rt , the object of my complete was nesting in my rear-view m 46444107: By the way , Stuart , I 'm in with your wife . ’ Is that 46444187: ay he gets married you fall in with his wife . How will your 46444411: fles . Would you renounce your , slip gracefully from the sc 46444487: Perhaps pretending to fall in was merely a smart career mov 46444505: to pasturing . But you did n't her . We 're stuck with it . 46446704: fe of six weeks and tell her I her . Hence the shrubbery of 46447325: s was it . This was it . ‘ I you , ’ I said . She looked 46447363: , and quietly repeated , ‘ I you . ’ Then I left . I 've 46448474: very loudly , he said , ‘ I you . ’ Just like that . We 46448849: 're for me . He says he 's in with me . ’ No , I could n' 46450941: ? ’ he just answered , ‘ I you , ’ and hung up . Shoul 46452350: ll bear it in mind . ’ ‘ I you , ’ he said . I put the 46452790: y hair , because if you really me you 'll love me like this 46452794: if you really love me you 'll me like this as well . Not th 46454268: got her home safely . I Do n't You Stuart Something 's come 46454718: . If you 've got a moment I 'd to explain our party 's view 46455277: e other half wanted to say , I you , come away with me , sit 46455376: kening street , waiting for my to come home . She 'll soon b 46455877: you . We both have . ’ ‘ I you . I 'll always love you . 46455883: ‘ I love you . I 'll always you . It wo n't ever stop . 46456015: around and pretending to be in with me . But I wo n't tell S 46459870: ‘ It 's all right . I do n't you . ’ His expression did 46459886: change , though . ‘ I do n't you . I do n't adore you . I 46459946: ’ ‘ Out . ’ ‘ I do n't you . It 's all right . ’ H 46459966: close the door . ‘ I do n't you . ’ Oliver The monkey-p 46474627: notoriety . Her books Married and Wise Parenthood , publish 46562457: those of lovers in the act of . The back of a head pushed o 46564636: grandfather he had inherited a of railways and the School . 46569824: he sang of exile and loss , of of one 's country and separat 46570041: He asked for an Irish song of and loss . The singer sang it 46570071: ine about its not being long , , till our wedding day , Jarv 46570420: eet and generous nature , must and honour him , and he had t 46571389: w himself as a man who fell in , not one who had affairs . I 46571420: the men in his year had had no or emotional experience at al 46571462: ever again . He wanted a great and thought he had found her 46571652: iacal , Tom thought of sex and as remote concepts that were 46573072: — his lost music , his lost of it , need for it . Tom wen 46576962: fond of ’ when she meant ‘ ’ . And she also knew she w 46577608: e n't annoyed , you see . They it . ’ This was Tom . ‘ I 46581580: e he would have wanted to make to her , she was . sure of th 46581603: if she would ever want to make to Tom . Would she , come to 46582255: and someone 's wife . I do n't Mike , I do n't even like him 46582371: , ’ said Alice . ‘ Give my to my father . ’ ‘ I sha 46584244: u 'd have realized you were in with each other and just live 46586316: l music , something they would . Alice had been sent to him 46586405: er fantasy . He was falling in with her . No , it was past t 46587604: a young girl , that men do not or respect , still less marry 46590631: Auntie Daphne and give her my . ’ Moved , Cecilia said , 46595781: d sometimes as if heterosexual were an improper or even immo 46596150: d always regret it if she made to Tom only because she was d 46596288: ppen one day . He would wait . did marvellous things , he sa 46596299: things , he said , and one day would do that . He must expec 46596678: d her that she could have made with Tom and be able to remem 46596697: e only knew that they had made at all by the sticky wetness 46596916: uckoo . He said softly , ‘ I you so much . You 've made me 46597017: ms to him and he began to make to her very gently and slowly 46597082: egin all over again . Tom made like he played the flute , wi 46597110: he guilty thought that he made as if he had studied it as he 46600331: told thousands to give you . I you . ‘ She never knew what 46625544: efully : In view of the Korean for fighting , although we ha 46644729: and a trouble maker . He would to split us and the Americans 46647896: . For South Korea there was no of Japan and there was the cu 46689926: g the firm 's losses for sheer of the marque . By '87 , such 46691572: d computing grow Futurologists to speak of a time when the e 46694390: ading picks up . Futurologists to speak of a time when the e 46721275: 't know who they are . I would to go to someone like Scottis 46757604: of the Mexico Finals of 1986 . it or loathe it , there is no 46758379: ims to unite its fans in their for the game rather than in t 46762787: Ewan 's retreat from innocence and Nausea The awkwardness of 46763107: Berlin . He meets and falls in with a German girl ; with her 46763370: The Innocent is knowing about , guilt , and ( yes ) innocen 46764400: , but some of my best friends it , so it depends on them . 46786311: a solitary prophet extolling , who was attended by twelve 46812102: t ‘ the Celtic Church brings while the Roman Church brings 46921725: s sixteen and thought I was in . I had lost my virginity to 46921761: s a virgin and that she was in with me . I believed her on b 46944085: cerned with the same themes of , death , deprivation , hards 46958774: perty developer Robert Aram 's for old textile mills was nur 47284334: d corrosive manipulation , and becomes a commodity or weapon 47289511: u can once get into Children a of Credit , and an Apprehensi 47295578: next time I had a baby I would it . But that baby never came 47297474: loved but were not allowed to . ’ Individualism and the 47301760: , Child Care and the Growth of , Harmondsworth : Penguin ) i 47304757: place against a background of or of hate . Perhaps these ar 47320581: hanged somewhat since my first affair with the States and my 47332126: e , cooperation , and maternal would each contribute to the 47332170: ct beings . Because altruistic was germane to both , he coul 47360968: works — faith in a God whose for humanity had been demonst 47379899: on this was modified . Married was a duty , and a grace that 47382286: stocratic families on romantic in the establishment of marri 47382383: the eighteenth century sexual was enshrined as a central el 47385253: d location of emotionality and , the only source in respecta 47387116: d … in a delirium of mingled and shame . ’ It was , as o 47394277: l rights , absence of maternal , destruction of brotherly an 47395388: . Engels argued that : ‘ Sex and the relation of husband a 47395477: ived precisely because ‘ sex ’ as the basis of relations 47396661: values encouraged marriage for rather than for prudential co 47411315: the last few years will know I the Autumn . It is a brief an 47412721: r them free range with lots of and cuddles . This is coming 47415910: n to share their knowledge and of apple growing with enthusi 47436042: r drink its juice . Mankind 's affair with the apple goes ba 47436420: quarantines ’ . These days I visiting an Aunt 's orchard a 47497715: e tomb built as a testament to by Shah Jahan for his wife Mu 47527110: a vast green hand . ‘ What I about it , ’ the young man 47527720: ‘ But not quite , because I you far too much . ’ The li 47531270: at Jenkins says . ’ ‘ I 'd to go riding though . Please 47533214: sed mother in heaven . ‘ God us , ’ he would mutter as h 47533641: Mrs MacDonagh certainly had no for children , even her own , 47540844: day , I 'll take you . You 'll it . It really is fun . ’ 47546214: she did that makes us feel no for her . You tell her , boy 47554280: she started to explain . ‘ I the movement of the sea , ’ 47561216: ne who had given no thought to . ‘ I can see I 've surpris 47561889: about the fact that you do n't me . ’ Now Ellie really was 47561959: ing , ‘ it 's better if they each other . ’ Mr O'Hara sm 47562013: ar better thing if they do n't each other . Oscar Wilde said 47562044: y woman as long as he does n't her . ’ ‘ Does the same a 47562859: . ‘ 'E will not want to make with you , I promise . That i 47608352: ( for example that one should one 's neighbour ) this may r 47609916: d of the Gospels whom I know , and seek to obey is not one w 47618806: yterian Church of England ) my of God came to be the central 47625941: h which people expressed their of God , but not that it is t 47626474: ty which has carried people 's of God is no longer viable to 47627274: le which has carried people 's of God , and the love of God 47627280: eople 's love of God , and the of God itself which needs to 47632605: fect and open relationships of . Wilson-Kastner finds her 47638446: their service of self-emptying . ( Gn 2:18 ) . They are to b 47638463: e ‘ submissive ’ to men 's and service , and as such to 47643983: vehicle through which they can God . The question thus with 47647032: are symbolic markers of filial and recognition , whereas for 47678690: Anyone thirsty ? ’ ‘ I 'd a coffee , ’ Sabrina said , 47694352: orcus — but one would dearly to know the significance , on 47707672: , for whom he wrote the moving poem King 's Quair . Almost 3 47710080: tary decisiveness with a great of the arts and , as both his 47713477: nother direction by the sudden match between Mary and her fi 47775024: g been cast out not by perfect but by plenty , all men could 47789548: no more . Only the kingdom of is worth three . By contrast 47800410: much to dislike and little to . It wrote the terms of refer 47855435: ress baron whom the socialists to hate -was condemned for ac 47905123: alone took his stand , For the of Ulster and the Loyal Red H 47905404: d Hate have replaced Order and in our daily lives . Sterilit 47906485: imperialist regime that has no for Ulster , or does your loy 47916529: s , youth and women who warmly your country ! ’ . National 47962148: otter 's wheel . Children will modelling in clay . Also at : 47963145: ation of two men hopelessly in with the Middle Ages , the fa 47991643: Gerry Doherty Recorded by Bill Community economic developmen 48027769: he books tell you that badgers peanuts , but what they do n' 48029602: rthworms — is high . They do sweet stuff such as honey , j 48036335: n't be misunderstood here . I the English countryside , tho 48039755: dict whether they will fall in at first sight , remain indif 48057036: nature hugely entertaining . I to anthropomorphise animals , 48059214: hem ? Yet Anna Merz learned to rhinos ; and they in turn rew 48066048: r skin . EXCLUSIVE 10 things I about Britain DANNII YOU AND 48066451: concern ? Then tell us . We 'd to hear from you ! Please sen 48067245: s nothing quite like a baby 's ! SMALL TALK Winners get five 48068318: ou 'll hear details about your life , your money , your care 48069230: ‘ Mark 's a darling man , I him to bits . We 've been tog 48070360: 've been trying mail order . I the clothes , shoes and silly 48072877: f pretty for you . ‘ You 'll him , Mum , ’ she said . I 48074310: n amazed by how much the girls Graham and care for him . Som 48074892: een tremendous to feel so much and support . ’ However , e 48082794: nds and one ounce . ‘ It was at first sight , ’ says his 48083614: not that you 're starved of . ’ Hilary often uses bears 48083635: vent your feelings on them — them , hate them , yell at th 48083753: thing to do with how much they you . ) But the final piece o 48086683: orward to kiss him , a look of lighting up her eyes . Pamela 48088769: EK : FULL OF BEANS 10 THINGS I ABOUT BRITAIN by DANNII MINOG 48088827: 50 copies of Dannii 's album , And Kisses , to give away . C 48089116: t sounds just brilliant . I 'd to do that . You can probably 48089188: nt . WONDERFUL CLOTHES SHOPS I the shops here . I have n't h 48089545: There are a lot of things I 'd to see — and when things co 48089660: e house . SO CLOSE TO EUROPE I the fact that England 's so c 48090262: with antique furniture . So I all of that — it 's beautif 48096649: 21 This week 's good for your life , business pans and any 48097025: to be recently . Why life and is a bitch ! His name may not 48097107: and a real devil at falling in at first sight . All too good 48097246: ddy Lambert , is involved in a triangle with two cousins — 48097289: familiar territory in the film Crimes . He plays a photograp 48097492: who stands no nonsense . ‘ I her because of her humour , s 48097515: ’ grins Bergin . ‘ Was it at first sight ? I 'm not sur 48097526: st sight ? I 'm not sure it 's at all — but we 're very go 48097557: do have a tendency to fall in at first sight . I 've done t 48097635: Irene Farron . I fell madly in but she did n't want to know 48098589: clean water . What a snip ! I dressmaking but ca n't do so 48098863: kids ? Here 's one you 'll all ! The Children 's World of TV 48099111: usby , £5.99 ) . And if it 's stories you 're keen on , go 48099875: s everyone laugh . We also all laughing at foreigners . ‘ 48099966: t with the giggles . They also knock-knock and doctor-doctor 48101567: this three times now . I still him but I 'm starting to feel 48101886: ntment . I DO N'T WANT TO MAKE I been married for 11 months 48101920: s home he always wants to make but I do n't . The idea just 48102031: is why you do n't want to make — you feel this is the only 48102318: rustrated emotion and thwarted , then you need to know that 48119738: y good at oiling furniture . I oil finish . It allows the te 48133775: nt offices refurbishing . They chucking out the old to buy n 48136673: ians . ‘ We all have a great of what 's going on down here 48146067: the stuffy old city . You 'll it , you see if you do n't ! 48154874: nt to go home again . I simply Auntie Lou . She 's the nices 48156337: s , Mr Evans ? Of course we 'd to go , we do n't mind the da 48157841: n the middle . ‘ Bless you , , it 's only Mister Johnny . 48161365: off her lap . ‘ Come again , . Both of you , whenever you 48161520: he ? ’ And , ‘ Oh yes I 'd to do that . ’ Carrie thoug 48165271: stairs . She said , ‘ Carrie , do n't be frightened . It ' 48186163: Good-bye , Auntie Lou . I do you . ’ He squeezed her so 48187641: ah said , ‘ Show me , Carrie . ’ Carrie had n't wanted t 48203719: , and they are faith , hope , and work . No Government in t 48203737: has not faith in the future , for its fellow-men , and whic 48229922: asised before , he hail little for Coalitions . By the next 48245182: r the meanness and the lack of , and for the fear that she w 48246034: gilt handles , through a sheer of ostentation . In the end , 48246628: girl , who fancied herself in with a naval cadet , who coul 48247142: nstantly with relief and proud . Her mother had constant hot 48253810: o stimulate a constant flow of letters , and found the colle 48254773: ll their signatures of fondest they did not really like her 48270630: e . " It was n't that I was in with him , you know , " she s 48270662: it was n't as though I was in with him , you know . " Howev 48270672: h him , you know . " However , or no love , Martin had arriv 48270675: know . " However , love or no , Martin had arrived at the g 48271171: truly , he thinks I must be in with him , and he does n't wa 48280381: h I will say this for you , my and here she put her arm most 48340902: ionship . His , however , is a which makes exacting demands 48340956: p my word , and my Father will him , and we will come to him 48344378: g respect and self-sacrificing . Within that relationship it 48344386: relationship it increases the and respect . Outside it , it 48347202: , which proclaims that God is . But there is no fundamental 48347222: ents . There is much about the and forgiveness of God in the 48349185: aw in favour of his new law of . But Jesus ' criticisms were 48350436: n turns to rivalry , brotherly becomes murder , and justice 48355607: al on the marriage in the deep of Isaac for Rebekah . 5:1– 48357061: In later days there was little lost between Edom and Israel 48366109: alous " : shows his passionate for his people : see Exodus 3 48371101: brings a readier response than . Yet even after all the diso 48433639: a husband , Louis VII gave her as well as protection . But a 48435239: Richard 's nurse who provided and security on a day-to-day 48435267: a quite exceptional degree of . Undoubtedly Richard was han 48439568: himself a master of the art of , good enough to be able to e 48439844: e wrote burlesque parodies and lyrics , songs in which , as 48439858: ich , as he himself put it , " , joy and youth were intermin 48440028: poetry of romantic and sexual , amour courtois or ( as it i 48440042: usually translated ) " courtly " . In fact he was commenting 48440057: sometimes parodying a form of lyric which was already famil 48440168: o understand just what courtly was . The idea that the appea 48440206: C. S. Lewis in The Allegory of . It seems to us natural that 48440214: . It seems to us natural that should be the commonest theme 48440284: ately — a natural thing that ( under certain conditions ) 48440357: nce , is a legacy from courtly , and is felt to be far from 48440562: y — came to look upon sexual , its desires and its complic 48440739: he lover 's certainty that his was the source of everything 48440760: y behind the radiantly lyrical poems of Bernard de Ventadour 48441031: he early twelfth century , the poetry of Aquitaine and Prove 48441068: urch 's attitude to passionate was entirely hostile . Even i 48441145: s hardly possible to celebrate except outside it . In practi 48441326: seedbed of the whole " courtly " movement . Ebles of Ventado 48447533: of knight-errantry and courtly . At the centre of this joyou 48447560: t intellectual radiance , that of literature and fine langua 48447617: nd have suggested that courtly was much more than just a fas 48447646: oral doctrine . To glorify the felt for another man 's wife 48447687: stions of a male world courtly was , in effect , threatening 48447870: known as " The Art of Courtly " , lies at the origin of the 48447884: of the legend of the Courts of , tribunals before which love 48447908: d by authorities in the art of like Eleanor of Aquitaine and 48447931: apparently asserting that true can not exist between man and 48447964: is accepted that the Courts of were a fiction , an intellect 48448034: nd cultural pattern of courtly . She stands for the civiliza 48448170: of the legend of the Courts of is as ill-founded as the old 48448226: e years . " The Art of Courtly " was not written until about 48448406: 's denial of the existence of in marriage is " dated " to M 48448481: ve that the " new concept " of in adultery was ever at any t 48448592: entadour , the poet of lyrical , composed for Henry more oft 48448658: er of them ever had a romantic affair it is likely to have b 48450287: senz amur " , the war without ? It may be that there is a c 48478873: ry , such was the power of its for this handsome , green-cla 48480568: trate did not mind . He had no for documents . And these had 48482134: was secretly rather alarmed . , pride , and foolishness com 48489890: iss Hughes is made for sensual as surely as the heron is mad 48495896: ill , or when someone whom you is ill , what you most want i 48499686: e poor as a revolutionary must them . People were stupid . T 48518290: s soul swiftly transmuted into for the Collector ) was the f 48518557: by warmth of feeling . Without everything is a desert . Even 48547662: t seems that she had fallen in with him but she " did n't kn 48554911: oman who finds that no man can her . He also intervenes in t 48561346: a bizarre offer to film " The Song of J. Alfred Prufrock " 48561526: t word is irretrievably — in . The object of this love was 48561532: in love . The object of this was a young man who soon afte 48564401: ew , also , what it was not to life . As so often happens in 48564605: oming together in the fear and of God . Although his general 48567198: , and in the end it was human , the love that he had dismis 48567201: he end it was human love , the that he had dismissed in his 48568252: that he added the more tender scenes which provide its real 48569282: his daughter who reaffirms her for him and then , at the clo 48569321: age , where they confirm their for each other with a poetry 48569351: e me Fixed in the certainty of unchanging . The critics seem 48570010: e did … five years ago " . " reciprocated is always rejuve 48570198: onnolly , written a poem about and happiness . And he was lo 48570297: y poetry the theme had been of withered and decayed — prac 48570315: ote were of " the certainty of unchanging " . He had come a 48570754: of his new family , he grew to the area . On his return to L 48570980: urnalist asked him about " The Life of J. Alfred Prufrock " 48571006: rufrock did n't have much of a life " . What is most remarka 48579349: as an armful of Mills and Boon stories on the mantelpiece be 48599888: be in to make his tea ! And I working , it 's like home fro 48601438: wry recognition . " Oh , they it when the kids are babies , 48605017: the bloody time , " You ca n't me if you wo n't do it , ever 48605924: any family when the beautiful affair with a baby becomes a 48613948: cinate men . Miners are men 's object . They bring together 48614655: ism tells us more about men 's of men : it is masculinity in 48614666: sculinity in general that they , and there is " a contradict 48621104: 't class hatred , it was class . " He was right ; certainly 48621135: r a middle-aged man talk about as instrumental in men 's pol 48621152: t he was also wrong . It was a of miners . I went home to th 48695600: y their Christian names . They it , " he maintained . " Be a 48697374: ssarily thorough , too much in with their subject . They wer 48721811: ctability . Clients will never the UK OTC market , or at bes 48721822: market , or at best will only an isolated stock or two , li 48767384: nother cigarette . " Daddy , I you a lot . Please help me up 48769768: asper : admiration and wistful . But Jasper was not in the k 48780302: nd him out of an exuberance of , the instinctive shrinking , 48780339: o it , the sudden blast of her ; she could feel a brave litt 48781362: ht steadily , knowing that her for him was not by an atom di 48782934: gone to the Greenpeace demo . , Reggie and Mary . " His wri 48782944: gie and Mary . " His writing . ! She sat at the table and co 48790475: said , like a schoolgirl . " I him , you see . " Incredulity 48792767: lying herself with Faye out of . Actually as the others knew 48799703: . It 's not Bert . I mean , I him . But it 's the politics 48805533: and drinking . Cedric fell in with Jane . He went off to li 48807168: aying : For a Special Friend , on your Birthday , or I 'm th 49015332: he can find no worthy match in or in war ; while his daemoni 49015506: sh was mysteriously " like the of a woman " , and which , wh 49035529: media and the public at large to incorporate scientific evi 49059237: ord as a whole , instead of as + ly One cure if pupils have 49076958: her , Lavender , had fallen in with a scholarly man called F 49077327: rowing up without knowledge of or hearing the sound of a kin 49079840: start , never mind feeling any for her . It was bound to end 49083496: e fashionable set , falling in at first sight with a tinker 49083539: . He had no experience of deep , but he recognized it when i 49083577: e would remember this girl and her . When he heard her last 49084597: it 's your home , so learn to it . " Timothy walked to the 49087214: the marquis has n't fallen in with her as well . " " Men ar 49088094: is n't it . You 're sick with for him , but he 'd never giv 49089038: Why ca n't you see how much I you ? " Tops soon set the con 49090418: dear , of course you are . We you because you were sent to 49091099: ld be very wrong . You have to each of us equally and worshi 49092971: seems worse because I did n't her . I ought to feel somethi 49094007: s n't much of a substitute for , but that 's all we can offe 49094411: an amenable wife . He did n't her , and never would but , a 49095638: d have stopped him from making to her . " Rossmayne , " he s 49096897: at pleasure there is in making and I 'll give you all the ti 49097405: and all that was his , but his belonged to Topaz and always 49097654: ause I believe I 'm falling in with you . Now , is n't that 49097986: n more onerous when he saw the in her . His life would be a 49099018: er , he knew he was as much in with her as ever , patient in 49099314: knew too much about unrequited to misunderstand what she saw 49100487: no longer . I have learned to God and I will obey you in ev 49101317: ouching , but he still did n't her . Even his son , whom he 49102142: y savoured the pure essence of . Then Andrew made his way ba 49102554: She 's been head over heals in with you for ages , " said La 49103180: as about to deliver . " I will Topaz as long as my life last 49103940: no wonder that Timothy was in with her ; any man would be . 49104652: e been told that Timothy is in with you . He 'll never see m 49105086: here to cure the sickness of a which is n't returned . It do 49107499: I wanted life , excitement and . Also , I was very drunk . " 49107672: nobody , but you see I fell in with him . I would have done 49109783: hing else he needs , including . And you , you bitch , will 49110752: doubt that he was aware of her for Andrew . He said slowly : 49110860: unds trite , but I have enough for both of us to live on . " 49111003: ou — " " — that you 're in with Andrew ! Yes , I 've kno 49111297: from him . She , Topaz , would Andrew whilst she still drew 49112403: tering angel of Yelton , is in with the Marquis of Rossmayne 49112453: . That is , we 've never made properly . We have met and he 49113094: trouble . " But you are n't in with me . " For a second Lord 49113726: dear to me for me to pretend a I do n't feel . " The marquis 49113814: ent so that we could have made just once . I think I could b 49113914: name only and he knows I 'm in with you . He 's very broadmi 49114976: were together and they were in . For them , the world no lon 49116508: other trifles and a shower of poems which she read aloud to 49118709: ows , as you do , that I 'm in with Andrew . I also told him 49118733: re you by marrying you without . Ca n't you see what it woul 49119075: a small part of your life and , but when you put it into wo 49119141: eless and rejected . People in are peculiar that way , you k 49119206: here was more than one kind of and he was lucky to have even 49120155: oman . I know you 're still in with Rossmayne . " " But the 49150088: e a factory opening . You will and hate television and alway 49155683: campaign to help make all who football support the game in 49182229: , I demand , perhaps not your , but certainly your respect 49196793: 'm not going to fall madly in with you … " She stood on h 49216168: innings of my sketching and my of music . Then London and it 49216370: th Theosophy ; I meet my first . I lose my heart and my comm 49217078: , but I will not try that . I beautiful things , simple thi 49217104: eed beautiful surroundings ; I the country . Basil 's writin 49217183: going very well ; the children it . But at King Alfred it is 49226081: by the many many people whose and sympathy will I am sure p 49230044: e did not have . He had a real of children 's work and a gre 49232437: the end of his life where his of the countryside , its chan 49236329: working with children and his of Art . How right this intui 49236698: eavours : patience , honesty , and care . It was not so much 49236903: d could take from anyone . His and concern for his fellows w 49236959: tever the situation . Basil 's of nature expressed itself so 49237599: splays . Because of our shared of water colour we would talk 49238256: know whether Mr Rocke fell in with the Yorkshire moors on a 49239829: contemplation and of profound and understanding of the York 49239900: , Kendal , will emphasise the of the North of England of tw 49363538: father , I fell hopelessly in with her . We would meet secr 49395095: l/Given to the people , and my was theirs " , recalled the p 49419647: quoise mines , and divinity of , joy and dancing with her ma 49425040: iding over music , dancing and . After saving mankind , Re w 49470411: he construction of justice and . Women 's role will be to ta 49627970: ily , Plymouth was learning to the Astors , and Samuel Rober 49647020: ated that saying he was not in with it . Further pressure wa 49701558: onist anywhere . The customers her . They are all achievers 49708965: utives who get distracted with affairs , golfing weekends an 49715432: t he demonstrates the ultimate for his partner . Back at the 49818884: . An ability for affection and are essentials of true sexual 49819515: but much more on child-parent as we recognise it . " He has 49819541: pendence on the protection and of this one person . His atta 49819574: scription of a person newly in ! The importance which Sigmun 49819588: uted to this form and stage of is well known . It was , he c 49821881: by which maternal and paternal has waxed or waned as a resul 49826336: s become a thing of the past . and sexual attraction stem pa 49826451: loved and the physical side of will deteriorate . " I have a 49826498: the place of " I have to make to you " . Sexual attraction 49827894: charitable view of homosexual is gaining ground ; until it 49830702: nt and child genuinely fall in , as is sometimes the case , 49830909: cessarily incestuous but since and sexual partnership are so 49836415: towards and/or have fallen in with them . Few workers have 49842655: f impotence or if she falls in with a man twice her age . ( 49842731: eelings and emotions and is in with the man concerned ? The 49844156: , mainly at least , in mutual and esteem . This definition 49845089: o the survey considered sexual as " very important " in marr 49847344: ishes the expression of sexual between two partners : person 49887473: he years had instilled his own of music into hundreds of pup 49943951: f rest , Beautiful Swaledale I thee the best , The land it i 49944480: und about echoing to a sound I so well , the lilt of Geordie 49954426: om the dogs ' home . Much as I the works of J.R.R. Tolkien , 49959759: nd credits much of his earlier of learning and his interest 49962269: have been persecuted for that of peace : Arthur Raistrick , 49962327: elphia , the city of brotherly . Quakerism must be one of th 49964574: he mountains come because they them , because they respect t 49966939: nt times I have ever spent . I camping and do n't feel that 49979788: he is betrayed ? I 'd have him the thing that was Before the 49980140: . And this shows how much they Lord Frith , for of all the a 50023837: w out of her as token for that of him which could in looks a 50029049: he nation . The great American affair with the automobile ha 50073438: The new Queen was the child of , while Mary had been the chi 50073465: elligent , lighthearted and in with her country and her peop 50075113: in Harry a man who needed the of a woman , a man who , havi 50075377: . " Is n't that right , Mart , ? " " Do n't answer that ! " 50076288: promised to him . You learn to him though your sister ; you 50078657: Afterwards , when the vows to , honour and obey had been gi 50079111: e start that he did n't really her , and that she would neve 50079185: ion for her did n't lessen her for him , nor did she give up 50079525: ke them laugh , or listen , or . She kissed him on the neck 50079941: s obviously head over heels in with is new bride , and Marth 50080895: we 'll be launching , eh Sam , ? " Martha put in . Sam Grist 50080990: " But she is my sister , Harry , " she said . " Besides - " 50081051: ool ? " " I had n't told you , . You would n't want to hear 50081103: him , begging for approval and . " Are you pleased , Harry ? 50083767: saddled with a wife he did not and would never love — howe 50083771: e did not love and would never — however many sons she bor 50083848: , he said : " Listen , Martha . I tell you what I 'll do . 50084025: ful way that he was sure meant . " You agree then ? " he whi 50084630: him fairly ache with fatherly . She was his only daughter a 50086025: eful for all the happiness and which she had enjoyed in chil 50086947: her side of the scales was the she had for her family and Ir 50090557: out broken hearts , unrequited , or dear ones lost at sea . 50091269: ith a look of sad , Portuguese in his expression . " You mea 50097040: her , nor gave her any sign of or affection . She saw his he 50098115: thing you needed to know about and death and being a woman . 50100086: was springtime and she was in with Tristram Pascoe . On the 50100176: uth and the first stirrings of . I shall make a little surpr 50105439: as the only man she could ever , and that through him lay he 50105575: g hands , they whispered their for one another , and althoug 50105861: rtly — he gave her his first in return , and that joining 50105880: to body convinced her that in it is indeed better to give t 50106386: events , so that she needed to him again , now ; and a littl 50112613: e and take her in his arms and her , when instead she had ha 50112796: membered her own sudden cry of and joy , which Mrs Prynn had 50113919: ixture of pride and jealousy , and hatred , which troubled h 50115435: t would burst with the ache of , and searched in her mind fo 50120119: 't be all there was to it . To and romance and how babies we 50130520: ; look among those who really art and literature " , and he 50130921: m districts of a great city to such a poem as Wordsworth 's 50130954: rimary school . Get a child to a poem ; every word and phras 50131038: e best means was " to foster a of English literature " Thus 50131089: cultural ) by inculcating a " " of literature ( the most th 50131339: , he claimed , was to foster a of English literature . This 50131384: of the future " . " Unless the of literature was developed i 50131593: nd text , that of " falling in " . The pleasure of experienc 50135496: at national affections — the of truth , the love of beauty 50135501: ns — the love of truth , the of beauty , and the love of r 50135507: , the love of beauty , and the of righteousness " . As will 50142058: requires a certain degree of " " , or a liberal and sympathe 50142244: thy literally ; by learning to common people and common thin 50151196: C. S. Lewis 's The Allegory of is praised by Kathleen Tillot 50151223: of the human mind — romantic and allegory : " It is rarely 50273935: ) Peony : nobility , wealth , and affection . ( 13 ) Pomegr 50274050: ndicates nobility , wealth and ; the meaning of the inner pa 50285783: ocer , born in 1926 . He had a of cars at a very early age a 50290823: ater . Ettore Bugatti lost his of racing after the death of 50291040: motorcycling in 1929 when his of cars got the better of him 50296445: incenzo Florio who had a great of racing cars . The first Ta 50344123: workers , who mostly know and their subject well enough to 50373452: tor by dialling 192 . 17 Sex , and dreams Love between man a 50373455: 192 . 17 Sex , love and dreams between man and woman has man 50373479: ibed entire societies in which is absent , and there are man 50373525: t means ) is sheer arrogance . , when it exists , is a learn 50373557: e Casler , " This Thing Called is Pathological " , Psycholog 50373601: e . 2 . Explore the concept of and identify some of its pitf 50373687: left for anything like sex or . Not so . Though the three o 50376472: . THE AGONY AND THE ECSTASY OF In the hothouse atmosphere of 50376490: f opportunity for " falling in " . The very phrase suggests 50376521: reason around when you fall in . Often , in fact , you 're r 50376585: l falls " head over heels ' in with the most outrageous extr 50376716: yond the stage of " falling in " or " being in love " and me 50376722: alling in love " or " being in " and meeting the other as th 50376767: that the process of " being in " stops you functioning prope 50376805: lled counsellor ) . " Being in " and " being loved " are nat 50377162: ose variations on the theme of which are intrinsically full 50377174: of pain as well as pleasure : which , for whatever reason , 50377188: to remain forever undeclared . which is unrequited : however 50377196: unrequited : however much you somebody there 's absolutely 50377210: ng you can do to " make " them you . Nothing : that 's a par 50377224: ularly poignant kind of pain . which is not going to be fulf 50377268: e , unable to share either the or the suffering . Love withi 50377273: er the love or the suffering . within a partnership in which 50377286: n which , for one of you , the is still there and yearning t 50377656: UR DREAMS … From the pain of … to the world of dreams . 50415869: a loved person , because that strips them of possessing cha 50418109: strophic and arbitrary loss of that you had not earned in th 50418133: . And where did the idea of " " come from , or " justice " 50436004: is is one of my favourites , I this painting . The movement 50438010: I , one of the things I would to do and I 'm hoping to do n 50445595: years ago . He sang about his of the sea . Every now and th 50445655: head [unclear] . I could never anyone who was n't like the s 50450256: you stop doing that please my and come across here so that 50458042: eventh Heaven which is about a affair in the sewers in ninet 50513534: n move up the [unclear] . I 'd to [unclear] Thank you for br 50519686: out and you think yes , yes I it ? No . In a sense I like b 50531125: ou 're promising I will always drop the honour er and it 's 50542352: the next one Erm parents Yes I my parents Oh I am pleased , 50542361: my parents Oh I am pleased , I my parents , good , spare , s 50547953: , thank you eight I believe in , it comes from above , I bel 50567709: ll will to some extent cos you chemistry so much ! It sits h 50616714: dy was living in there no , no , because [gap:address] was n 50618719: that said , you know , oh I 'd to be back in London , I thou 50634039: st may dwell in your hearts in . Commitment offering oneself 50635001: e phrase accepting that God is I have difficulty in reconcil 50635015: created the universe , who is , with the tempest , the eart 50635115: say is that the yes of God 's is stronger than the no of hi 50635151: universe and in life , God 's is stronger and he is a God o 50635160: is stronger and he is a God of . Any other questions ? Sorry 50638723: rite of passage . I would erm to be able to offer them some 50639761: ople that still shows them the of God . Sh that th the peopl 50641869: g we possibly can in grace and and truth to help people to e 50644327: in Christ , in order that his which he has for us as sinner 50691955: around the wound because bugs a moist skin to grow in , dry 50712328: s , great you know just , just it . And Bill [gap:name] love 50733642: ying and she thought oh , I 'd an ice cream ! Yeah , I , you 50794336: disappeared . ‘ He 's gone , , ’ Gran had said shortly , 50799341: r her . ‘ There you are , me . Eh … ’ She sighed , sit 50803906: anyway . You have a sit down , , you look peaky to me . I ca 50803988: y . ‘ Drink up your coffee , . It 'll be me carrying on ab 50804099: drew in her breath . ‘ Nay , . It was nowt but nonsense ab 50804361: room for her — red roses for , he said … ’ For as long 50804410: ight cry again . Red roses for … it seemed so like Jake . 50805116: coffee still warm in the pot , , so do n't stir till you 've 50816942: ed . ‘ There now , my little ; there now . What 's all thi 50827752: and said , ‘ Well , Ruthie , . ’ That stopped her short 50827994: that china away today , Ruth , — his car 's off the road . 50829005: e after all this time , Ruthie ? ’ Ben Hesketh asked . It 50829154: You 're different yourself , . A grown woman now . ’ ‘ 50829404: ht years old … ‘ Tell me , , ’ said Ben , ‘ do you s 50829747: lent , remembering . ‘ See , , your dad knew more than all 50830501: ction . Does n't happen much , , take my word . But if this 50831580: any practice in . ‘ Hullo , . ’ In the event , Aunt Sar 50831797: o laugh at , too . Seriously , , are you all right ? I had y 50831891: sea … ‘ You still there , ? ’ Aunt Sarah 's voice was 50832009: ulders and said , ‘ Listen , , I 'm talking to you about y 50832103: ed . ‘ When you came to us , , you were eight years old an 50832238: rah . ’ ‘ It does matter , . She 's your mother . ’ Fr 50832297: hought hopelessly . ‘ Ruth , ? Still there ? ’ ‘ Yes , 50832751: sensible when I was younger , . Not like you . ’ Ruth fel 50832838: er should n't you be pleased , ? No one would say that about 50832967: m . ’ ‘ Oh , Adam . Well , , all I can say about Adam is 50833083: me for hours . I adored him , , I really did . But as we go 50833207: himself either . ’ ‘ Oh , . ’ ‘ And he gets angry . 50833300: mother laid on him . ‘ Oh , , ’ said Aunt Sarah again . 50833352: ht . Honestly . ’ ‘ Look , , if you 'd like to give it a 50833394: a little . ‘ Actually , Ruth , I 'd like you to come home 50833687: ou want to . But we 're here , , if you want us . All you ha 50927225: able in a wine bar , or making in the garden of a cottage th 50928456: her problem . They were making without contraceptives . Pres 50929942: ore about that . I was just in with being in love , you know 50929946: was just in love with being in , you know what it 's like , 50929963: d the image of myself being in in that kind of careless , ea 50930376: id n't , and we 'd been making without contraceptives for mo 50930561: ny knickers — and he used to it in Nice . ’ The fire had 50930609: difficult it would be to make with his arm in a sling . He 50932444: ken . Big chicken . ‘ She 'd it , ’ he said . ‘ I 'll 50938863: 's . His third that he was in . But he was mistaken . She w 50938891: te agent 's , and if he was in , it was the worst mistake of 50942029: n self-esteem . Sorry I do n't you . ‘ Just sorry , ’ he 50942166: fuge . What I do n't need is a affair with a woman who 's on 50945121: nd walk back . Preston used to these walks , far more than t 50948437: recovered sufficiently to make once more before they went to 50948809: stonishment , they were making . Or at least Emily was . At 50949332: t . ‘ At least we had a nice , ’ she said . Then the pho 50949836: l it that , rather than making ? And why did it matter if he 50951869: take decisions , eat , drink , , pray for a good harvest , p 50960140: said Uncle Titch . ‘ People to see some poor sod making a 50976784: ic namesake was ill-starred in . Long term v. short term One 50983843: en cents a dance from the film Me or Leave Me . ( If , like 50989263: and that is why art directors it — though it has only bee 51013255: ink , talk , play cards , make , build matchstick models of 51108673: Maer Rocks is where children to paddle in the pools in sum 51110768: ittle sorry if the bird we all to hate were ever banished ; 51115512: tale , written ‘ to inspire and reverence for nature ’ 51124528: ‘ And ilk a bird sang of its , ’ wrote Burns . ‘ My he 51140519: en he begins a line with ‘ I … ’ 'I love to see … 51140523: ine with ‘ I love … ’ 'I to see … ’ I love to roam 51140529: ’ 'I love to see … ’ I to roam … ’ The last poem 51171380: A to Z of Cut Flowers by Gilly , a layman 's guide to over 6 51172781: ’ Counterpacks . A Labour of Steve Humphries and Pamela Go 51176142: s a ‘ hilarious meta-epic of , death and politics ’ . Li 51179368: ers , and which they appear to , may seem less palatable . T 51181818: in , 74 year old author of THE QUEST , posed topless last ye 51262220: an ; the doctrine of Christian , such as Langland voiced in 51269625: mbers With young families , We our country We love your clim 51269629: ilies , We love our country We your climate We love our bomb 51269633: ountry We love your climate We our bombs We made your bombs 51271863: me of YOUR GOD ? Does YOUR GOD children Does YOUR GOD love p 51271868: OD love children Does YOUR GOD peace Could YOUR GOD bring ju 51271883: de Middle East , Does YOUR GOD anyone whatever dere kind , I 51276648: e is not fighting back Find de dat yu lack Dat 's me sista y 51277266: pies But we do n't have none I lies , I really do love Princ 51277272: none I love lies , I really do Princess Di I bet she reads T 51277321: ries nits And every Englishman tits I love Page Three and ot 51277324: d every Englishman love tits I Page Three and other bits , I 51326714: ing alien she was beginning to a little . Things were going 51327660: often , when she had fallen in with Europe and the prince pr 51327740: elf to see it . It had to be a match . Life had to be what s 51328251: , who asked for nothing but to and cherish ( her husband had 51329774: never do enough for , but his was for Constanza , Castelfon 51330726: boys of her own age , she had affairs quite early . At Cast 51330981: everyone else , he was half in with her and wanted to show h 51331041: g to see her every day . … A of his youth begun long befor 51333263: hat is sad , too . ‘ She had affairs . Less pastoral ones 51334423: much time for him , she was in with someone else and he had 51334514: prince sent it to her with his , just like that . Well , it 51335367: all was good . Then she was in with Simon . She says she has 51335609: 't appease Constanza . But you him ? Anna wailed . ‘ She d 51335904: nd , it was blackmail : he did her so , she was the right on 51337264: started again . ‘ You do n't me . You 're a true American 51337391: e him . ’ ' ’ But I do . I being with him . I admire his 51337629: se in tiger skin . She fell in with Simon . Constanza gave h 51347060: have a feeling it will do . I Michel . I have a feeling tha 51351046: Too late ? Yes , oh no , I 'd to . ’ ‘ Loulou is tired 51363231: ith complete intensity , ‘ I you . ’ Andrée from her ch 51363385: we 're not supposed to fall in with one another . Most women 51363636: t think I connect men with … . ’ Then she thought of Lou 51364453: aldly , that she had fallen in with someone , Therese gave h 51376849: ves happy over their labour of is also challenged by account 51396082: m . Thus , it seems natural to one 's children , to respect 51462806: 's background , replacing his of Walt Disney with an intere 51462872: bby mercilessly , drew out his of salacious humour and becam 51465605: , that Minton was very much in with him . Though Bobby could 51472625: . Its concern with adolescent , and the way in which its id 51472663: h adolescence and desire for a that could only exist in a st 51472796: e of nineteen he had fallen in with a young woman he saw at 51472907: that the realisation of ideal ended in death . As Meaulnes 51474480: te by Minton 's terse line and of clear statement . It had b 51485162: he is quoted as saying : ‘ I taxis , and the cinema , espe 51486735: aderie without also falling in with one of the boys , and by 51489051: and , despite her vivacity and of fun , never liked her . He 51490422: ne . Time and again he fell in with young men who had nothin 51490458: any long-term basis return his . Money procured for Minton t 51490502: trude into everything he did . , for him , became like an in 51492674: y Dick 's novel , An Affair of ( 1953 ) . His view of the Se 51492693: ing for her tale of triangular . These seemingly effortless 51493188: t unless a painter paints with , he or she is like a blacksm 51493324: s always been made from a real of the object ’ . David Tin 51497684: ‘ Painting is made out of a for the subject . ’ He dete 51497695: ’ He detected an absence of in the art student 's tendenc 51498910: to falling head-over-heels in with young men , and through 51500671: alcohol , was a morbidity and of moaning . ‘ Oh , Ruskin 51504588: decision to acquire it . ‘ I the presence of death , ’ h 51505549: he women present . Despite his of distraction , Minton in hi 51511309: ionships-'thank you' letters , letters , games of consequenc 51564615: one day and said : ‘ Sorry , . I saw you were home . There 51565198: one day and said : ‘ Sorry , . I saw you were home . There 51567554: e construe them thus : Sorry , . I saw you were home . There 51569043: and irony and sarcasm ( ‘ I it when you sing out of key a 51594031: woman he had met and fallen in with earlier . That year he c 51619193: igation processors . ‘ Young , ’ she muttered to herself 51642318: f . Ace had been a teenager in . Bernice 's opinion , then , 51648346: ! Daak , please come back . I you ! ’ There was a long mo 51648941: derstated displays of romantic . Bernice could n't work it o 51665618: David Whitaker 's under-lying for ‘ ripping yarn ’ stor 51798871: Chambre d'Amour or Chamber of , after an old depression in 51977225: g each person to the universal of the enterprise . According 52027911: ( 1975 ) : the British people their monarchy and this love 52027916: e love their monarchy and this is expressed during coronatio 52028708: gs in money because foreigners to watch its parades . Here w 52033224: eaming . ‘ She sends you her and wants us to go over and s 52033360: ’ ‘ In a little while , my . I 'll drink my coffee out h 52035888: ‘ That sounds lovely . I 'd to have lunch with you , Mr K 52036061: h . ‘ Shall I pour for you , ? ’ Kate shook her head . 52036552: usewifely stakes . Hate her or her , the children were alway 52039930: You get it where you like , , but she do n't work till sh 52041324: . ’ ‘ We worry about you , , that 's all . ’ ‘ I kno 52041802: at her daughter . ‘ Thanks , . ’ She looked at herself i 52042051: shrugged . ‘ I 've no idea , . Gran 's off to Doris 's . I 52043063: Mum . ’ ‘ Happy New Year , . And listen — if for some 52045503: around him . He wanted her to him . He wanted , needed , a 52046307: sses that she was beginning to so much . When his mouth engu 52047769: side her . While they had made she knew that , for a short t 52047886: ing all these years . Dan made like he did everything else : 52051369: t with your tea ? ’ ‘ I 'd one , but with my diet and th 52051571: was the inscription : To Dad , Mandy — xxxx It was all he 52052044: pair of breasts . ‘ Thanks , . ’ ‘ Anything else ? ’ 52053352: laugh . ‘ Bit early for me , , but come up anyway . ’ Th 52057981: ter now ! Come through , Tippy . ’ He opened the serving h 52058200: Look , I ai n't being funny , , but I ai n't got all day . 52058552: ll right , Tippy . Calm down , . ’ ‘ How am I gon na wor 52060392: were singing , ‘ Jonny , we you , wo n't you please come 52062028: ‘ Now you stop worrying , my . Just because I have a dark 52062254: ike that . ’ ‘ I know , my , I understand . I know that 52062308: nd repressed a shudder . ‘ I you , Elaine , I always have 52063605: nd eat , when to sleep or make to her . In short , she had c 52065190: e was dressed . ‘ Sit down , , and have a drink . ’ JoJo 52066932: thing after a visit from you , . You bring your children up 52067599: on his doorstep . ‘ Hello , . Come in . ’ She stepped i 52067877: . ’ ‘ At the moment , Kate , you are the enemy . She pro 52068609: far as to say I 'm falling in . But what you said has a rin 52069368: She was falling hopelessly in with the man . And it felt go 52069900: eaten ? ’ ‘ Not a thing , , but we made her drink the o 52072125: and it all poured out … . I Gran , I always have . ’ Ka 52072816: nd . Lizzy had never known the of a father , a real father . 52072876: Kate had known the security of , as a child and as an adult 52073937: . Sorry , Mum . Tell Gran I her … . Tell Gran … . She 52077532: me . The same for Lizzy , God her . I could cheerfully cut 52077548: gs from her , but I 'll always her . Mary Ann that she is . 52080287: . ‘ How about a nice cuppa , , while we get this sorted ou 52080593: ught in the tea . ‘ Thanks , . ’ He gestured around the 52081011: , had he felt such a force of in him . She confided afterwa 52089627: he cat/dog died . The children the cat/dog . But ‘ cat ’ 52180549: studious Cloysters pale , And the high embowed Roof , With 52189295: cism . In Lawrence 's Women in , completed in 1916 , Birkin 52189439: rom the outside ! ’ Women in , as Lawrence himself says , 52207320: aw , and Breadalby in Women in , though ‘ silent and forsa 52210763: d the upper classes to fall in with the idea of the cottage 52218595: ngendered in their hearts that of home from which all domest 52219044: ely calculated to engender the of home . Mrs Gaskell , writi 52223809: l bridges , for he regards the of art , exhibited even by th 52313917: t medieval men had no a priori of symmetry . The planned tow 52372008: a pianist is playing ‘ Young ’ and from the kitchen come 52374085: la . ’ ‘ Everyone falls in with the Masai , you know , 52383533: anks and moist eyes which they . Can I tell Victoria this ? 52384952: way via Cape Town , they made feverishly . In the meanwhile 52387436: emony he calls the Festival of which he purports to have wit 52387638: no mention of this Festival of in any other accounts of the 52389070: , namely that in all her many affairs she was off at the fi 52389130: that I am not sufficiently in with her to want children . E 52392292: burgeoning friendship and even effectively . The initial , h 52392580: f the age-old conflict between and duty . Then I must consid 52392597: their — of course — doomed affair . Again I wonder how m 52396408: n eyes , this one 's professed of Shakespeare , this one 's 52397310: te our portrayal of Claudia 's life is . He cites Out of Afr 52404400: that you are unhappy . Did you him ? I have to ask . ’ ‘ 52404674: ove a traiteur and as he makes with Candice Riberon , they a 52404727: al in Montparnasse . She makes with her eyes closed as thoug 52404769: n thinks that he is failing in with her but he has the impre 52405545: heir job . When they have made — it is unbearably intense 52406827: he floor of the valley . ‘ I you , ’ he says , placing h 52408816: the Masai . ’ ‘ I used to watching Lord Delamere 's cha 52409326: was precious . And we were in . I find it hard to say , bec 52409357: the truth is we were madly in . ’ Here we sit . The tin r 52413441: e ’ — I stumble — ‘ in ? ’ ‘ He does . Claudia w 52414782: be seen to know of Claudia 's affair with the laibon 's bro 52414936: ologue , unequivocal scenes of , grandeur and horror . ( Ail 52418391: is where she and Fairfax made . To a Masai it is not a good 52428705: ng results in the severance of and hate . I have further sug 52429294: , the infant may feel hatred , or fear ; but it will underst 52429998: is , sensations such as envy , and hatred understood through 52492286: iness , modesty , prudence and of animals … [ are ] exampl 52560517: e met me . We 're very much in , Mr. Preston . This would hu 52569623: ut of the way . That 's what I about this business . Ploddin 52613657: e words , right enough , and I the girl , but I 'd had plent 52614998: stairs to his bath . He was in with a woman in the town . Th 52615771: making me ill . Also my first , who was fifteen , Leeds , I 52616095: were dealt , the full-house of , the ace-high you bluffed on 52617162: ues to speak brief epitaphs of , regret ; meanwhile , you li 52617518: nd difficult and true to say I you when you do these things 52617916: ed him to give me an image for , something I could see , or 52617953: ible to hear . Do n't just say , I said , love , love , I lo 52617958: o n't just say love , I said , , love , I love you . On the 52617960: ust say love , I said , love , , I love you . On the way hom 52617963: ove , I said , love , love , I you . On the way home , I tho 52617975: he way home , I thought of our and how , lately , I too have 52618034: t was , with a sudden shock of , like a peacock flashing wid 52618211: ss , green , greener , going . holds words to itself , repea 52618395: oss to reach you . For I am in with you and this is what it 52619592: er . I am homesick , free , in with the way my mother speaks 52619781: , left , then left again . You this job . Apt sounds mark th 52620131: eved that once the gloss on my affair dimmed , his money wou 52623306: leaving him . I was deeply in with Jean-Claude , and the di 52626401: re , but notwithstanding their of luxury , their houses were 52628326: You came , and provided out of . I could work as I had befor 52629426: nd Jean-Claude inherited their of music from their mother . 52629504: ians . They made music for the of it . It was as natural to 52629992: But died thy sister for her , my boy ? ’ I read some of 52631605: it is to be alive : nothing of , valour or artistry . I supp 52632935: feel comfortable about making . And I noticed another thing 52635233: the garden ? The English do so gardens ! Empty convivi-ality 52635281: lady . A young man can live on and spring water , n'est-ce p 52636408: looked at a different sort of : that of parents and childre 52639287: what I had happened upon with . Indeed it seemed to me that 52643172: n . Émile believed himself in with me . He regarded it as o 52644383: eatly loved . And wanted me to . Le Grand Meaulnes was short 52645834: eaulnes has seen and fallen in with a beautiful woman , who 52648305: misery of the dead Montaine 's affair to relieve my suspicio 52648499: his memorial to their youthful . He may have been dependent 52648531: on Montaine . Could some only until death parted them ? ‘ 52649218: sert ? ’ he inquired . ‘ I it . ’ ‘ And how is the g 52650473: gether for warmth and vowed to one another more than anyone 52650788: more explanations about their , than I was entitled to . In 52651791: how can he understand a man 's for a woman ? I just wo n't w 52653744: and mine was that ‘ perfect that casteth out fear ’ … 52653948: in our minds , that passionate is incom-patible with life . 52656443: id not bother me . I was so in with Jean-Claude ! But I did 52657621: he could never return Ahmed 's . She had no more to give , o 52657972: that he came to associate his affair with me with the one M 52659745: ad been prescribed the city of to feast my senses . ‘ How 52664346: an because I was physically in with him and also interested 52665514: my reason that I had fallen in with him and come to live wit 52666337: still what others term ‘ in ’ when I left . That is to 52844651: ow , for she had now fallen in with Liz and moped sadly and 52853679: n't warn you . ’ ‘ Give my to your mother , ’ said Liz 52854164: That was why she had fallen in with him . He had power over 52861121: ally ? Happy New Year to you , to Alix and Sammy . Yes , I ' 52866478: ife , but in death she grew to her : she had taken her into 52866637: uccessfully , with a redeeming that had rescued even the ang 52866662: er flights . How magically her for the boys had developed in 52873062: suspects that Alix Bowen is in with Nicholas Manning , and w 52873082: suspects that Alix Bowen is in with Nicholas Manning , and w 52875983: portent : she claimed to be in with her brother , whom nobod 52876222: el , an emperor weeps for lost in the opening pages . ( Do p 52878824: ed the fiction that she was in with her older brother Saul , 52878901: had drawn them together with a that dared not speak its name 52881111: y , hopelessly , recklessly in with the baby . He was all th 52881168: e fire . She was obsessed , in . Sebastian spent more time o 52881401: ect wife , at having ceased to Sebastian . Maybe her love wo 52881406: to love Sebastian . Maybe her would have kept him alive . M 52923389: adequacy , as a substitute for , friendship , human affectio 52981349: he Beatles ' ‘ Ca n't Buy Me ’ sold a million copies in 52989956: e move to RCA but at Sun , ‘ Me Tender ’ ( 1956 ) and 52991557: transposed from the sphere of to that of work . Corvan also 52992941: are about ‘ real life ’ ( , dancing , and so on ) . The 53004070: ( ‘ That 's where I fell in ’ ) . The third phrase uses 53004704: ed Zeppelin 's ‘ Whole Lotta ’ ) ; the call-and-response 53033854: ey felt a particular brotherly towards the Great Russian fol 53108116: ly , another because he was in , a third because it was the 53157642: ster , Esquilache , ‘ out of for the people of Madrid ’ 53187520: It is sometimes used in erotic scenes to suggest the subject 53187752: be useful for scenes of sexual or simply for lovers ' meetin 53187907: 's Lola ( 1961 ) , a story of , time and chance , the teena 53187957: op , buying a comic . He is in with Lola ( Anouk Aimée ) , 53188082: the indelible moment of first , impossible and undeclared . 53188126: nder water for a few seconds . seems a kind of suffering as 53190935: working together , falling in and starting a bright new pha 53199058: ard ( Harrison Ford ) falls in with , can not ‘ become ’ 53200678: I Learned to Stop Worrying and the Bomb ( 1964 ) , with its 53206624: or ( Cameron 's self confessed of machinery is apparent agai 53212490: a passion more secret than her for Italian painting , Molly 53219882: nch . ’ ‘ Of course , I 'd to . But I 'm afraid I 'm ful 53229534: rced panic caused by guilt and . ‘ I told you not to wande 53232995: ‘ but pictures are his great . ’ ‘ Oh , I know that . 53236232: herself slipping into various affairs which her Arnold , sm 53238076: tà ’ ? ’ ‘ The children it . The house is very beauti 53239464: ? Oh yes , of course . We all Kettering . Now I must try to 53243714: ’ ‘ And my children would to meet all those young peopl 53248763: them a lengthy account of his affair with one of a pair of 53251544: he time she came of an age for he would no doubt be drifting 53254368: wisely but too well . ’ ‘ ! Well , that was what I want 53254962: ‘ that we were talking about . ’ ‘ Love — ’ Fosdyk 53254966: e talking about love . ’ ‘ — ’ Fosdyke adjusted hims 53255018: fine a point upon it . ’ ‘ is n't a thing you get over , 53255327: it the unrequited sort , this ? ’ Haverford felt he shoul 53289063: nduring nature of their mutual , just as the fact that the r 53289379: mulation and as expressions of and regard extended to other 53411302: whom she had supposed to be in with her protégée , Harriet 53411966: , no comedy , no tragedy , no interest or catastrophe in th 53413284: hich a young sculptor falls in with a castrato disguised as 53415144: y because when Philip falls in with her he is in pursuit of 53473038: d ‘ the contagion of sensual ’ was thus lifted , or at l 53484682: r own reasons : the unrequited of the postman 's daughter or 53487299: pping Up the Brake Fluid Yes , , that 's why the warning lig 53487391: ckwise , you see it 's Russian , back to front , that 's it 53487508: ou know . Oh do n't mind him , , he does n't bite . Come her 53487538: ator ? Managed ? Oh any time , . I 'll not charge you for th 53595689: he audience . Moviemakers just movies about moviemakers . So 53596832: e even found out the answer to . We woke up in the middle of 53596853: r a few minutes , we knew that is everything . Then we reali 53596871: lust as much as we believe in . Deee-Lite is for the bedroo 53611226: a running while the women made . That was when the drink beg 53611748: ust a working actor . He 's in with that idea ; he thinks it 53620970: tic and important . ‘ People a trier . That 's why I 've g 53623299: nother . Maybe you think it 's . But it 's really a chemical 53624893: h kiss , prefigures the act of , conjoining you in a confirm 53626105: ws , even get laid and fall in . I 'm posing as a travelling 53626519: ntion . ‘ Get the rest off , , ’ winks an overweight man 53626542: woman giggles . ‘ Come on , , ’ he continues jovially , 53626563: n his voice , ‘ You know you it , ’ and the topless woma 53626620: how to respond . ‘ Come on , , ’ the fat man continues j 53626640: desperation , ‘ you know you it . ’ The topless woman gi 53628996: nd mash — hardly the food of , unless you 're a particular 53630317: kdorf , the German he falls in with , will be played by an I 53630654: ing a comedy called Otto : The Story . What is my role at th 53634630: wn fighting — and VERY RED . , J. ’ Eye Esquire DISAPPEA 53656937: ite often see this at work : I helping people out of difficu 53657814: to show me and my two sisters and she was immensely critica 53660469: e to it . You obviously do n't yourself for who you really a 53671145: ce in the First Division . Our for them is boundless , our o 53674112: t the English are my tribe . I aspects of it and hate other 53678469: s , Tina Turner and Prince . I that last Phil Collins video 53690699: wiper , knob , liver tickler , truncheon , one-eyed brother 53696067: — it creates ambiguity and I ambiguity . Like a navy suit 53709522: s , he had , thank God , found , in the arms of a woman youn 53710361: entrality ? What of his avowed for Chelsi ? Or am I just bei 53710556: ult . ‘ I understand it 's a poem , ’ he continued . ‘ 53711900: he bit where Brad declared his for Chelsi , and put in a bit 53711913: a bit where Brad declared his for Tara . He sent in the new 53719030: ss in the living room and make by candlelight . Christopher 53720194: y had found mutual support and , and together created the op 53723276: eryone , everywhere , seems to him . ‘ Because I 'm b aadd 53724921: her buildings and look down on Creek , which flows slowly , 53730332: h your imagination . LABOUR OF A sludge-grey turbot is held 53738774: ted to give oral sex because I that part of a woman 's anato 53739973: Letty IF MUSIC be the food of … here 's the recipe for a 53748318: earing aquarium . My daughters their aquarium and the fish i 53755833: d any changes ? I would dearly to add a Catfish as a tank co 53772292: twice a week . They appear to them and thrive . I find that 53777427: 's perhaps best known for his of livebearers — but the fi 53778090: a club dedicated to those who to grow aquatic plants . The 53781230: rench Angel in the tank . Both algae and probably browse it 53794632: tabloid favourite phrase , ‘ it or hate it you ca n't igno 53839752: y that ‘ those whom the gods die young ’ is to assume an 53840480: months . ‘ We had fallen in , ’ she said later , simply 53841159: yed a freshness , vitality and of experimentation that proba 53841403: hysical labour , but his first had always been photography . 53843405: ce of work on a theme he calls Story , which will also be a 53843698: war portraitists , a man whose of humanity shone through his 54672343: d witch was to be able to brew potions on demand , and lovag 54680259: uests at weddings to symbolize and faithfulness , and on New 54726309: d . As with drinking , so with — it 's the morning after t 54726895: here . " You have n't said you me , " he said in a low voice 54727500: , a different face , a face to and find beautiful . They wer 54727959: to sleep together after making , and to rest and be together 54728043: ut ever having understood what really means . " Perhaps that 54733288: e a cup of tea ? " I said I 'd a cup of tea , which was surp 54734558: of course . Fancy promising to , honour and obey — some ma 54740272: ago , when I was twenty and in with the actor , in that repe 54740288: North . We were n't really in , but it seemed a very great 54740373: nate , which naturally made me him more and be more inclined 54740543: for the consummation of young . Afterwards I was very glad 54740761: ke through the intervention of . If they were plain , I migh 54742282: hould , sooner or later , make . But there was no hurry . I 54742888: he times after that , when our could go forward and mature a 54744420: g circumstances . I was not in with Terry , never had been ; 54744766: n't at all sure I was going to it , even — certainly I 'd 54746607: elling him I loved him . Did I him ? I was n't sure . It was 54751103: r ? Say something , there 's a — come on , you ca n't sit 54753316: the whole house knowing . " I you , I thought distinctly . 54755674: n she opened her eyes . " Well , that 's no joke for you , i 54756834: ed short , frowning . " Do you it ? " " Well , I do in a way 54759387: ally : " I 'll put my trust in . " Afterwards I thought that 54759896: 't we leave it ? " " Because I you , " I said . " And this i 54760096: seem to think of . You say you me . Well , I love you too . 54760102: You say you love me . Well , I you too . How would you feel 54760240: ve myself through it . " If we each other , surely something 54762109: t landscapes in the country of . If the one we crossed this 54762628: said lazily . " Before making . " He smiled into my eyes . 54762855: hem . It was n't just being in , or having made love — it 54762860: being in love , or having made — it was the feeling of bei 54764058: ole business of our falling in . Toby seemed oddly uncommuni 54764186: e , and I said instantly , " I you . " " Let's leave this tr 54769463: , neurotic " " Yes , James . I you . " He stood up , shaking 54770624: towards him and said , " I 'd you if you were as bald as a 54771821: w is very important . " Do you me in spite of the fact that 54771876: , and he went on : " Would you me more if I did succeed ? " 54776006: e it ? Of course I like it , I it ! Now come and see what I 54780425: able to see that the laws you and cherish ( Coulomb 's , Bi 54857288: nished Alexandria : " Will you me for ever and ever , So tha 54857301: o that nothing will sever this ? " The manager sank into the 54861368: e goddess of dance , music and . Her breasts show through he 54864476: but it was difficult not to her . As she jolted gamely th 54869093: rca myself . I am very much in with this man . " There seeme 54876986: ide of their wrists . " Do you our Lord ? " he asked . In th 54889899: s , and dreams so longingly of . " Kuchuk Hanem danced " The 54895977: e words . The songs were about and loss , aspiration and dis 54977576: tal of the syndicalists had no for the device of the joint b 54986915: brother who supplied paint and , the severed ear delivered t 54994564: rms round her thick body . " I you . " " I know . " They sat 55000049: clean nightdress . " Come on , . " " Do n't mess my things . 55000134: ed hoarsely . " Go to bed . My . Go on . " " I 've got to cl 55004835: Stephanie had observed , will a random cuddly toy , uninves 55006922: g a kind of knowledge that was . George Eliot had loved the 55008248: other than " Happy Christmas , Marcus ' written neatly on th 55011648: r , about almond trees , about , in incomprehensible Proven- 55013987: Ride School . She had been in with Alexander . Here , dista 55014006: she was sure she was still in with Alexander . She had made 55014023: d made , rather a mess of this . She did not think he would 55014739: ved , desperate for life , and , and action . She also devel 55015401: odily as breathing , known why was called " sweet " and , as 55017632: ic , very Provençal . Courtly , Jealousy , blood , a terrib 55017684: oux , famous of course for the of Pétrarque for Laure . He 55018597: ons of inventive metaphors for , pain , service . He thought 55018997: awns , foxhunting and romantic . He could quote trench poetr 55020725: ing the Byronic tag , " Man 's is of man 's life a thing apa 55058830: , developing his knowledge and of English . In My Early Life 55098246: his wings to the rhythm of his song . If the female is of a 55098818: grunts , while the haddock 's song resembles a motorbike an 55163597: ances that many of us know and . Sadly these also affect our 55179078: onally ? For example , if your life is thriving you can mana 55198963: of the best writers who out of for the old detective story h 55200714: hristie 's Miss Marple , whose of knowing everything about e 55220712: ) or an unmarried policeman 's life , or for that matter the 55220720: life , or for that matter the life of a policeman who is ch 55220811: athy to scenes of home life or life that have no connection 55228600: of the man she is destined to , or the man she believes wro 55228613: rongly that she is destined to . More conveniently for you a 55253123: other level , if we could show , respect and acceptance for 55253772: ct , admire , like , and often them ! Do n't they ? Now why 55254439: ith that but there are men who and respect a a th what a wom 55254562: a lot of women , he says oh I women ! I adore them ! And he 55265525: and button two for no and I 'd to go round the world and ask 55271677: n holidays , I really , really driving so in this country or 55276837: you are , do n't good night . the ultimate four letter word 55276860: reen . Where do you start with , every body wants to love , 55276866: ith love , every body wants to , every body wants to be love 55276885: or another is disappointed by and while its difficult somet 55276948: te between loving and being in . Have you ever been in love 55276955: n love . Have you ever been in ? , are you now ? , button on 55276984: nety three people have been in , what , what happened ? , I 55277004: t how did you know you were in ? How did you know that was , 55277097: at what characterises being in , temporary madness ? , any o 55277128: ons not just lust yes Being in I think erm its not something 55277213: at , I think that when your in with someone you want to be w 55277365: st wonderful , better being in than not being in love surely 55277370: eing in love than not being in surely . mm , yes No I feel e 55277458: an you not start with being in with someone and end up by lo 55277506: mebody and it can be kind , in with your , with your girlfri 55277520: friend it do n't have to be in with your boyfriend , you can 55277553: them that 's , that' , that 's is it ? its definitely not lu 55277620: lace , before you can go on to , to knowing more about the p 55277632: the person and having this in feeling develop into love . w 55277636: s in love feeling develop into . well what is that thing the 55277665: three people who have been in or are in love , why ? , what 55277669: ho have been in love or are in , why ? , what is what , what 55277699: t you want to see when your in and you ignore the bits you d 55277728: r to often sometimes ruins the , er loving means you except 55277839: ons , maybe its because like I myself without being bull hea 55277854: any thing its just that if , I myself obviously I 've got to 55277861: myself obviously I 've got to somebody else , no I said tha 55277958: r someone and it should become and then we should have child 55278001: unction or is all this talk of and In a way I think so , I m 55278027: rselves mirrored in whoever we we see ourselves mirrored in 55278050: eling . what if they , if they us back ? Oh yes well hoping 55278091: er ro , the idea that romantic is the start of a life long r 55278160: that they would of chosen from and , and this is still true 55278188: tarted trying to talking about and here we are talking about 55278223: e vote . Do you think being in is let's call it the mating i 55278235: mating instinct , is being in merely the mating instinct op 55278274: y I suppose basically being in is lust , fifty three say no 55278297: , I mean should you marry for ? , button one for yes and bu 55278314: for no , should you marry for ? well what very modern peopl 55278347: think its possible to fall in with the same person more tha 55278359: n more than once , you fall in with them and you get married 55278419: ore time again you can fall in all over again with exactly t 55278472: e things happen in the name of including crimes , crimes of 55278492: I mean people have killed for , yes . I found that love wen 55278499: for love , yes . I found that went out the window when it w 55278558: that , that , the you fell in again , I mean Katie said Yes 55278590: , I 'm a widow now and I think still remains somewhere . up 55278634: nd , there 's times you do n't them , but you still like the 55278659: when people who have fallen in get together and decide to st 55278707: do you think marriage destroys ? , button one for yes and bu 55278723: for no , does marriage destroy ? , as you understand it mm a 55278760: r marr being married for , for and I must admit I think , wh 55278772: admit I think , when I fell in my head completely went some 55278800: , the , the marriage erm , the in my marriage was definitely 55278930: roblem is perhaps that when we that we no , we never love th 55278937: we love that we no , we never the same degree , the two peo 55278949: e , the two people do n't li , exactly the same way that in 55279030: ounger that I was taught about long before I feel in love so 55279036: out love long before I feel in sort of idea you know comics 55279053: ave us expectations about what was all about and I felt that 55279313: for example tells people about are saying M I five use from 55279323: M I five use from Russia with as a training manual its the 55279697: ife . I think there 's more to than just simply romantic lov 55279702: love than just simply romantic erm , I 'm a volunteer campai 55279715: ampaigner with Oxfam and to me includes love of my fellow ma 55279717: Oxfam and to me love includes of my fellow man and fellow w 55279756: feel that I 've got to show my by helping them mm , mm I thi 55279778: nal opinion that the only true and er I have to honestly say 55279790: honestly say I 've never heard here defined as I would as th 55279800: d as the totally unconditional that happens between a woman 55279826: hrough life , that 's the only that I could ever admit to . 55279840: That 's two different kinds of though then , love , loving y 55279844: nt kinds of love though then , , loving your neighbour I sup 55279859: he widest sense and er and the between a parent and child , 55279874: more recognisable as , as true if you like than the kind of 55279883: like than the kind of romantic , sexual love that we 've bee 55279886: kind of romantic love , sexual that we 've been talking abou 55279898: king about , yes Third kind of , a bit more flippant , love 55279905: f love , a bit more flippant , of chocolate which I was , wh 55279972: nder if we need more words for , I mean if , if love is the 55279979: ords for love , I mean if , if is the only word we have for 55280024: gon na spring another type of because we all spend a lot of 55280037: end a lot of money on it , the of pets of animals mm , mm an 55280135: at , you know , even the , the that they have , er whether i 55280146: , er whether its been a sexual at one time , er friendly lov 55280153: love at one time , er friendly becomes a very caring love an 55280158: dly love becomes a very caring and er I think that 's what w 55280213: e I think the mother and child is n't always pleasant and I 55280233: some mother 's if they ca n't their child in the way that p 55280260: one out and say I 've been in with one man for forty five y 55280470: at that so many of you go from to marriage as er swiftly as 55280494: t , every one 's experience of is , is different , every bod 55280510: is , we 've been talking about between er men and women , bu 55280521: and women , but there 's also between women and women which 55280545: iety er smiles on all forms of or do you think some kinds of 55280553: or do you think some kinds of and loving are , are actually 55280661: licly I can not show like that , publicly you know cos oh I 55280801: s again we use the illusion of and the actual wording of lov 55280807: love and the actual wording of mm , mm conjures up images an 55281142: h is , how , how will you find ? , ninety three people said 55281154: ple said their , their were in , seven said they were n't , 55281172: n were , you 've never been in , was it , have , have you wa 55281240: I was er , I thought I was in a few times , but erm in retr 55281266: ught that half of you being in was , was lust any way . Wher 55281280: ay . Where , where do you find ? , if their are people out w 55281298: ho would actually rather be in Love finds you eh ? love find 55281299: uld actually rather be in love finds you eh ? love finds you 55281304: be in love Love finds you eh ? finds you do n't give up hope 55281329: , why , do people want to find ? , like is it maybe lulling 55281366: n that its really important to yourself first , cos how can 55281384: body any thing mm , mm I think is like , when somebody loves 55281533: . lo , yes If your looking for and your absolutely desperate 55281625: m have you ever advertised for ? , either through a dating a 55282003: ne final question , are you in right now ? , button one for 55289485: of parental control or lack of , care there has , I mean som 55291982: , your best ch ability . Mhm . and time . Love and time . Th 55291986: bility . Mhm . Love and time . and time . That are the two , 55304638: have any children and I would to have children and if I fou 55305671: other loves her and how much I her obviously . It sounds to 55306031: ut I ta when I think [unclear] I mean a women to women thing 55307654: it ! But I did it through the , fo , that I had for the cou 55308679: g I was quite happy , I was in , I was quite happy , but I l 55308722: best I can , she has plenty of I love her very much ! She 's 55308724: can , she has plenty of love I her very much ! She 's quite 55313384: tions are taking place and , I animals , and alright , yes , 55315811: arians and seventy nine people animals but they also enjoy c 55318779: te to go to college , I mean I my kids and my kids get every 55321637: , why do you want to stay ? I Scotland and I would n't leav 55321656: I 'd get homesick , and I just the whole of Scotland ! I mea 55321751: dow to see it ! I was , I just Scotland so much ! Yes ? I fe 55322082: for everything . Erm , I just Sco Scotland , I think it 's 55322116: the the near future because I Iron Bru too much , and I wou 55322694: ! Who else said yes ? Mhm . I it because it 's Christian an 55322767: of the yes 's ? Yes ? Yes , I Christmas because family come 55325947: has written the most beautiful songs that Here here ! we hav 55335567: ted sort of the aspirations of and so , sunrise erm , and on 55337189: It does n't matter because I I him so much ? What about the 55337215: ress and a cake when it 's the that 's there and not a piece 55338276: re sensible way of proving you somebody , and that you 're y 55338298: e not sensible when you 're in ! You 're not sensible when y 55338308: e not sensible when you 're in ! Well maybe you should be se 55338774: y tha tha which says erm I 'll you for as long as I can poss 55338808: as , as long as you both shall instead of as long as you bot 55342697: er such feelings as respect , , emotions all come into this 55345785: e boys that we go and speak to having a male there Mhm . tha 55361298: ve received that god should so , not just the world , but sh 55361308: just the world , but should so me , that he gave his son to 55421053: it . You know and they seem to it , yeah . Oh how lovely . Y 55504228: s there Yeah . and I mean I 'd the Bluecoat but I mean you ' 55533053: on to your service , that your may grow among us and your ki 55533727: lt choice between life and the of God , showed the gift of R 55533752: be reverence , yes . Power to God and each other as we shou 55533775: ficult choice between life and of God . Had to choose . What 55534812: shown that are n't on there ? for the people around her . T 55534826: hat 's right . And through her also she shows great respect 55536133: ght what gifts is Mike using ? Yeah . because so he can just 55537828: uperimposed the opposite words , joy , peace , forgiveness , 55537920: ere there is hatred let me sow . Where there is injury let m 55566311: function . Well I know you 'd to debate that with me , but 55589142: really This one 's saying I 'd one extra electron to go in t 55673303: ed trying to win her mother 's . There had been too many occ 55678869: He loved his sister , but this was always overlaid with a tr 55690363: ke of defiance , but also of a of conspiracy for its own sak 55690750: reness of greed and ambition , and betrayal far beyond her y 55692255: ed her mind . ‘ I , we all , you very much . You know that 55693029: he police . ‘ Violette is in with death , ’ Carlo sudden 55696109: m , hated him for never making to her any more . And she hat 55700202: nd a little bit of that ? I 'd to see what you 've done . 55703307: . I think your Katherine is in with him . ’ She laughed . 55703391: oying his discomfort . He made to her that night . Love in t 55703397: made love to her that night . in the dark . Her and not her 55703414: Was it what they used to call , that cursory groping devoid 55708320: No . What does it matter ? You your suspicion . ’ Then rag 55712007: a grip on her , Sylvie used to parties , just like the ones 55718398: o bed with her , Thomas , make to her ? ’ He put his fork 55718826: imagination before that I make to women . I am not dead yet 55724887: th Dawn Allenby apart from her of beauty , an affliction she 55725026: she agreed . ‘ But then I beautiful things , do n't you 55725356: by St Ives , that Olwyn is in with him , went particularly 55725386: some of it . Olwyn 's been in with you for ages . I do n't 55725506: 's face spoke volumes ; until had struck she had been merel 55725814: n his voice . It 's killing to , he thought . And death when 55725822: , he thought . And death when stops . Everyone , save Babs 55727883: the capacity to sustain either or hate . Encouraged , Bunny 55729620: ‘ what is it about ? ’ ‘ , ’ she said , promptly , f 55729641: . ‘ People loving people who somebody else . ’ He explai 55729725: ere , as are those we think we , just round the corner … w 55734473: Stella had believed herself in with him . Now , when he allo 55746215: sent introspective state was a letter from Dawn Allenby . St 55752638: r feelings told her he did n't her . She dragged up that oth 55752761: louder . He 'd thought he did her , until she went on worry 55753322: as mutually accepted , as dead , and besides it was plain Do 55758217: everyone expected a return on , demanded a rebate of gratit 55761336: oolish declarations of undying expected of a young girl whos 55763963: t-room and allowed him to make to her . ‘ You 're sure you 55764057: . She had confided she was in with someone else , but he di 55764250: rom asking whether she did n't him just a little . ‘ I 've 55764268: old you , ’ she said . ‘ I someone else . ’ ‘ But yo 55798222: boy ! Is Uncle Albert going to this ! ’ She was right . Un 55818563: 76 . The girl he had fallen in with was named Joan Templeman 55829574: erce loyalty — if not always — to Branson himself , and 55831178: s later , when Kristen fell in with a German architect named 55831947: shocked at how much you could something when Holly was born 55831975: w overwhelming that feeling of can be . ’ On a bitterly co 55844274: ’ , the next ‘ laying off for seven months ’ . To the 55855129: hip with anybody . ‘ I would to be in partnership with som 55860500: am sorry . I am so sorry , my . ’ The little books I had 55861209: ies fought battles and fell in , and wrote letters and poems 55861615: nd beautiful women who fell in . I listened until two o'cloc 55864546: Branwell , Anne said , was in with Mrs Robinson , the rich 55864728: but it was impossible . ‘ I her , papa ! ’ he shouted . 55864812: are talking about the woman I ! She will call me back ! I w 55867427: om Charlotte , my dear , but I you both . You must show me t 55867544: g , wonderful story . There is in it , and hate , and fear , 55868999: r Emily ; and Villette , about between a teacher and a pupil 55870692: and it had a message . Peace . . Security . Acceptance . Bea 55870760: nescent bubble was ashine with . With peace and security and 55870786: om to this universe of shining and she floated at peace in i 55872638: klace had said . It said , ‘ thy neighbour as thyself . 55872661: as if it meant that you should yourself as much as you shoul 55872668: yourself as much as you should other people . Chesarynth tho 55877519: ’ ‘ Ah , a compliment . I compliments . Come and sit do 55878598: turnover . ’ ‘ Oh sure , I you too . ’ And the words q 55880221: that Maggie had said she would , trust me . She wondered if 55880889: her — she said she 'd always me . Then I was blind , and f 55885556: e freedom of Hell . I seen the you wanted and it renewed me 55886947: riendship that never grew into . The facilities were a tank 55892538: ings was worse than unrequited . Not even her nervousness ab 55905539: s they mimed the act of making . The hem of a distant Marsqu 55906692: ave been like if they had made . He never even kissed me … 55907972: aking her feel an incandescent for life . Her feet kept on b 55928286: father 's stock . They fell in , all four parents were happy 55935497: n , who , Hope judged , was in with her but too poor to pres 55941077: ng from the loss of some great — that at least made sense 55943814: ess . She favoured me with her . ’ Here he took off the pe 55947063: her into the fields , and made with a sweating savagery whic 55955967: if it is true that You have even for the worst of Your si 55957861: , eternally vigilant over his and his interest , had seen a 55959574: man who prided himself on his of sport : this meant that he 55960499: to her : perhaps this was her . The place itself , the arra 55961058: . It was his honesty she could , she thought . And he would 55961262: sed her hand , ‘ our greater . ’ Miss D'Arcy smiled agai 55964963: cess called Thanew whose great was for the Virgin Mother on 55968061: wdale , she simply had no real in her . None of that selfles 55968085: which the deepest and wildest could breed . How could he be 55968095: . How could he be expected to anyone like that ? But a way 56029708: tion the Zoo you know , people to bring the kiddies here and 56031174: rator knew about old Wolski 's of the bird and had called hi 56031416: veryone in the Zoo knew of his for this particular eagle tho 56049507: your strength , trust in your of Minch and your memory of a 56049589: nt ways . From me you take the of home to put it in whatever 56125219: one point and say , You know I you , old buddy , and is n't 56125230: dy , and is n't friendship and what 's it 's really all abou 56138721: Ah , come on ; all 's fair in and war , Cameron . You shoul 56138746: k . ’ ‘ All is not fair in and war ! Have n't you heard 56138763: Convention ? If Yvonne fell in with somebody else , would yo 56139483: ed and already wet . She makes quickly , strongly , almost s 56145874: ises me . ‘ I thought you 'd all this , ’ I tell her . S 56170594: n . ’ ‘ You think he 's in with her ? ’ ‘ I 'm sure 56174831: hate you . I hate the past . I Carla , but sometimes I frigh 56174845: myself . I 'm frightened now . and hate … and in between i 56175975: wanted — all ambition , all , all comfort , all need , al 56175998: g to him , some affirmation of , and he felt the vibration o 56191899: ether . But she was so much in with him it was witchcraft 56192441: I knew it was Luke . I was in with him ; I was his wife . T 56193527: s wide with desire , wide with . A great flush spread on her 56198962: es . I live there with a man I . We have just about enough m 56200510: dent prone . ’ They had made then fallen asleep , so the c 56203952: n she could n't have made them her more , Jesus , Sam , we ' 56205559: n morning , early , with their already an awful deadweight i 56206104: reassurance , a reminder : I you . Susan felt the gesture 56206724: eople . I know that you 're in with someone and I know exact 56207264: e fed off it like a predator . was weakness , compassion was 56211689: im . Susan thought , Maybe you him , whoever you are . Who k 56252077: hionable and possible ‘ free ’ . No accident that the pr 56259202: on . This story , of Mary , in with a lowly clerk ( tall , d 56259426: e the suggestiveness of Savage ( 1982 ) is tempered by a cov 56259790: away and the hero reveals his of the heroine . In this cons 56260050: is : ‘ You can not develop a of writing them if you have n 56260933: although if they actually make before they are married , a w 56262695: series entitled ‘ Images of ’ began to appear in women 56262756: romance … . Stock Images of and we promise you 'll be cry 56263727: munications industry . Tainted The influence of male homosex 56264055: careless whispers of countless songs , yet this apparent con 56264750: isure time ; here the word ‘ ’ that is omnipresent in th 56268108: mark of the Teen age , of the affair between the dominant c 56295149: tained romantic words like ‘ ’ , ‘ heart ’ , ‘ arr 56295318: arn just for sex , or even for — she also needs romance . 56295341: he does when he first falls in , when he 's too caught up to 56298546: ng all they need to know about : they 're unselfconscious , 56300142: tues and faults . ‘ Being in … ’ Elinor dreamily remem 56300199: her head sadly . ‘ Being in is n't being married . ’ 56300225: d bitterly . ‘ Only being in ? ’ ‘ There 's no need fo 56300249: , clearly hurt . ‘ Being in is n't a solution to every fe 56300299: do without the ups of being in in return for never experienc 56300531: s you . You know he does . And is important because you ca n 56300546: hout it , dear child : without , you only exist . ’ ‘ I 56300560: . ’ ‘ I 'm not sure that I Sam . And I can live without 56300568: e Sam . And I can live without ! Lots of people do — nuns 56300659: No woman wants to live without and romance — that 's what 56301149: t does n't meant that I do n't you . ’ Elinor was not moll 56301603: Angus wanted to rekindle their affair , as she did . Rules w 56301703: been no expression of undying on the angular face she had c 56301712: e angular face she had come to . Instead , Angus treated Mir 56303173: ou to lie still and let me … you . ’ Miranda felt a melt 56303583: not the first woman I 've made to . ’ Miranda inhaled the 56305292: why I married you . Because I you , and I want what little 56305534: t sort of comfortable , caring . ’ Annabel wailed , ‘ Yo 56305554: ract you any more ? You do n't me ? ’ Exasperated , Scott 56307391: because we all know you really Gran ’ . ‘ Of course I do 56311664: n-on to watch two women making . ’ ‘ How very odd . Can 56311844: ss , or the misery of being in . I just want a short-term re 56311912: l you who you ought to fall in with , Clare . ’ ‘ Who ? 56313531: r sometimes thought of all the and the hatred , the treacher 56316824: s that ? ’ ‘ Devotion . We this business . You 'd rather 56317000: etely relaxed before they made . Then he always made sure th 56319399: m 's bedroom . After they made , Adam lay naked on the bed , 56321136: t she was n't going to fall in with the wrong man again just 56324964: most unbearably attractive . I feeling close to you . But I 56325079: st into tears . ‘ Because my life has been such a mess ! 56325153: om old-fashioned feelings like and affection . ’ ‘ But t 56327367: ed the pungent almond smell of ; by the dying embers of the 56329973: rom Annabel . They both know I lilies . ’ Adam smiled . 56333271: he patchwork quilt , they made in a lazy , unhurried way . T 56333300: But sometimes after they made , she felt wide awake and ene 56337974: elebrated hippie values , free , hash , and hatred of the Vi 56338003: had been abolished . ‘ I 'd to , but … ’ Miranda poin 56338642: ked body and whispered , ‘ I you . ’ That left Miranda s 56338663: her body . He murmured , ‘ I your boobs , and I love your 56338669: ‘ I love your boobs , and I your ass . And I love you bec 56338675: , and I love your ass . And I you because you 're so exciti 56338685: se you 're so exciting . And I the way you love it . ’ ‘ 56338689: iting . And I love the way you it . ’ ‘ Only with you , 56339928: ho said that grown men were in with their mothers : disgusti 56343200: Any Latin lover can say ‘ I you ’ , but she pushed the 56343354: ely conclusion that he did n't her enough to commit himself 56392234: Dead after all this time ? My , no longer inhibited by his 56392437: nly to explore a little vulgar . Francis was one of those . 56397906: impinging on your life , your . It stands to attention , st 56401803: he French clock , the one with birds entwined on the top of 56402021: t . You had perfect pitch , my . Instead I 'll describe my h 56405411: he way it had always been , my daring the slightest signal o 56405420: ghtest signal only to find his was elsewhere . And who was s 56407098: to catch a few stray words of . ‘ Are you married , Mr Tu 56408237: le . Perhaps they were not all letters ? Perhaps she was mak 56408284: ’ , ‘ your name ’ , ‘ ’ , ‘ last night ’ . Be 56408425: really will . Good-night , my . Sun up , Tuesday Been looki 56409581: ou to come back to me . That I you . I 'll wait to say all t 56413701: , she was honest ? ‘ No , my , ’ she said aloud . ‘ My 56413710: , ’ she said aloud . ‘ My , my love , ’ and was flood 56413713: said aloud . ‘ My love , my , ’ and was flooded by the 56417573: e the Bony Lady , and have him me like he loved you . Right 56419626: , Tom , she 's no idea how to and considers herself unlovab 56421710: nd I said , ‘ Of course I 'd to visit you , I 'd be honour 56429238: stry and fields , teaching him for what I loved . That was a 56436231: ness . He required everyone to him . Hence his small tokens 56439094: oprietor , Mr Kennedy . Look , , never mind . Just give him 56444044: nouring , saying to it , ‘ I you , I love you , I love you 56444048: ing to it , ‘ I love you , I you , I love you , ’ believ 56444052: I love you , I love you , I you , ’ believing me to be 56444072: et him go on believing . ‘ I you , I love you … ’ He d 56444076: believing . ‘ I love you , I you … ’ He did n't leave 56487498: ? ’ Harry 's voice . Full of for his big sister . ‘ Of c 56489073: irrevocably , desperately , in . And it was not , she told L 56491051: Lonnen , Hayden Coffin singing of my life … . And — Sylv 56493277: Hurry , hurry . ‘ Harry , I you best of all . Best in all 56493876: ince for him at least , it was at first sight . And for her 56494280: And always Edmund . So much in . ( No sooner leaving me in t 56494545: o that he should be so much in … Her mouth full of pins , 56501447: Sisters . Vicky sang 0 Bird of , and although not quite sure 56503793: . And at that time did she not everyone ? Loving Laurence , 56503809: ved all the world . ‘ Oh , I , I love , ’ she told me ov 56503812: he world . ‘ Oh , I love , I , ’ she told me over and ov 56503837: to you . Only darling Lily , I and love and love — ‘ ‘ 56503839: Only darling Lily , I love and and love — ‘ ‘ But Vick 56503841: ing Lily , I love and love and — ‘ ‘ But Vicky — he 56503895: Passion , Lily . It is a great ! ’ ‘ And his wife ? ’ 56504412: n stage . They need you . They you . And the audience next w 56505519: has-been who 's lost his only . And surely will soon lose h 56506110: to struggle . ‘ No , little ! It was at just that moment 56507476: ’ And then : ‘ Oh but I him , ’ she said . ‘ The 56507489: said . ‘ The sad truth is I him still . ’ Stupid Frank 56513307: w be separated from notions of . She tried to tell herself n 56514012: ? ) so terribly , terribly in with her . That same night he 56514183: i 's . The promises of undying , of daily thoughts . The dri 56514324: ate to some amanuensis all the I feel for my darling Lily , 56514364: ll you take the silence for my ? Do you still receive flower 56519390: ave a title . I did not really Edmund . That was not love . 56519396: lly love Edmund . That was not . And do I , anyway , need it 56519462: thought : When not unhappy in , I am instead a little ridic 56519481: I am , I think , not made for . Then she thought with simpl 56519964: th nerves , ‘ Do we speak of ? ’ ‘ I am a widower . My 56525315: le to be in Paris , and not in … Paris . Her dream fulfill 56528413: nd me No diamonds ! For God 's , a little air . ’ She clos 56528552: she was in Paris , and not in . For she was almost in love 56528559: n love . For she was almost in . With the city , and this co 56530016: fe . Not only am I expected to Belle Maman , she thought , b 56530027: , she thought , but now I must IT as well . The son and heir 56533007: oy . Safely delivered . Whom I . And yet , all was not right 56533319: ed . The fund of goodwill , of even , which she had brought 56536587: ig bonny boy , wo n't you , my ? Your mam back again with ro 56564128: s but dedication , hard work , and — the phrase repeatedly 56590169: away , I was afraid that your and devotion to her might mak 56590958: . Beth , who was conceived in , born in shame , and raised 56592504: ard , and like had deepened to . But he saw her only as part 56593922: and exquisite . ‘ You still him , do n't you ? After all 56593936: er all these years , you still him . ’ Realising her own l 56593943: ve him . ’ Realising her own for the same man , there was 56593963: r 's voice . ‘ I will always him . You know that . ’ Sur 56595181: . Wrong though it is , I still him . You keep him alive in m 56595221: brightened her face , and the she still felt for this man w 56595474: ving a man who was not hers to . She felt no wrong in invent 56595872: en cruelly denied ; because of , and guilt and shame , they 56595938: ken advantage of the forbidden which had grown between Eliza 56595965: child who was born out of that . Yet she saw only admirable 56595993: ith surprise . After they made , he had left the warm bed an 56596283: m about his naked body . ‘ I you , ’ she murmured . He s 56596306: ndness and gratitude ; but not . He could never love any oth 56596311: but not love . He could never any other woman . Not when Be 56596484: ely , a man in pain , a man in . But it was not her he was i 56596494: . But it was not her he was in with . ‘ No , ’ she lied 56596592: I only know that she has your , and that she is a very luck 56600426: for the future , was his blind for and loyalty to the monste 56600463: relationship , it was built on and hate , uniquely tender on 56601409: in almost cut her in two . The that had been denied her was 56601507: After all this time , I still you . ’ She wondered at her 56601526: or a man who had professed his for her and made her with chi 56601755: ow she had stopped denying her for Tyler . Hidden away , pus 56601825: David for being so weak as to someone who had treated him i 56601882: the greater part she could not him in the way he truly deser 56602466: But she showered the girl with and affection , sitting with 56602628: in Beth . ‘ Matthew does n't me any more , ’ she would w 56602641: she would whisper . ‘ But I him … even though he makes 56605417: looking at her with incredible in his sparkling green eyes , 56606068: longer . ‘ Oh , Beth , I do you , ’ she said : the two 56606099: place at the table , ‘ I do you too ! ’ They waited tea 56607024: membering , longing for such a again . And all the while , h 56607064: uched he heart , awakening the , stirring the pain . And the 56608732: es to sleep . ’ Cissie had a of reading , especially since 56608929: e and the boy a strong abiding that was wonderful to see . I 56609001: tried to keep alive Cissie 's for her brother , although it 56610143: ate . She felt guilty that the between them was all one way 56610175: hat she felt for David was not but gratitude , with maybe a 56610189: ing of affection . The kind of he wanted she could never giv 56610330: a measure of envy . Beth had a for children , but how she wi 56612735: th 's sadness . ‘ You know I you , ’ she said with child 56612770: now , ’ she said . ‘ And I you too . ’ ‘ Goodnight , 56612882: Tyler 's arms ? That wonderful they had shared and which had 56612964: that was not to be . Tyler 's was only a passing thing , or 56613186: her had shown her daughter the she craved , Beth would have 56613195: Beth would have returned that , and things would have been 56613246: marriage itself was devoid of . Even as these thoughts care 56614132: was anger in his voice , and a so desperate that it smothere 56614501: hard , growing excited . ‘ I you , ’ he murmured . ‘ L 56614509: ve you , ’ he murmured . ‘ me Beth … love me … love 56614513: urmured . ‘ Love me Beth … me … love me ; ’ But ther 56614516: Love me Beth … love me … me ; ’ But there was no lov 56614524: love me ; ’ But there was no in her heart . No love . Only 56614530: was no love in her heart . No . Only a loneliness too painf 56615423: He had seen two people making . The experience had shattere 56615682: share yer troubles wi' them as yer . Do n't cry alone . Do n 56616216: e way he had come to share the of his sister , Cissie , and 56616966: e murmured . ‘ We 'll always you . ’ The tears threatene 56618502: y were not Beth . Not his true . And yet , he could not acce 56619115: , even though he now had a new — Beth still pined for him 56619394: known Tyler . He was her first . And he would be her last . 56620640: d she forget how her father 's had turned to disgust ; and h 56620680: o understand how a woman could so deeply that there seemed n 56622096: d , Father . Even if I did n't you as I do , I know my duty 56622891: no doubt , of being starved of for so many years . Much late 56622961: or comfort , desperate to make , needing to feel the growing 56623260: erself was lying in … making . He whispering endearments i 56623385: even the slightest echo of the they had known ? But , no , o 56629341: hings which a man and woman in might enjoy ; she would never 56629369: her , content in each other 's . But she was blessed in so m 56629446: inded herself that she had the of a good man ; although , sa 56629461: y , she could never return his , she was bound to remain by 56630374: ted to . She had not wanted to this man , especially when sh 56630385: y when she knew he could never her back . And yet , she want 56630477: had tried hard not to fall in with him , preferring to play 56631052: as not unkind . But it was not , she realised that . Cupping 56631749: n her mouth . Why could n't he her ? Why was it so impossibl 56632041: k in her eyes . ‘ She has no for you , Tyler … no need o 56632179: was only a murmur away . ‘ I her . ’ His voice was a mer 56632266: keep ; he was a man deeply in , relentlessly loyal to that 56632273: relentlessly loyal to that one , with no room for any other 56634818: nd many girls in Paris were in with the young Vicomte . But 56634901: , ’ he said . ‘ You are in ! But this is your first nigh 56634961: met Christine there . I was in with her then , and I 'm stil 56634971: h her then , and I 'm still in with her today ! ’ The Comt 56635301: oom ! ‘ Christine , you must me ! ’ the voice said . The 56636517: r be your wife . ’ ‘ But I you , Christine — ’ ‘ N 56637374: d . Then she began a beautiful song . ‘ My love begins to 56637379: a beautiful love song . ‘ My begins to — Co-ack ! ’ Ev 56637416: began the song again . ‘ My begins to — Co-ack ! I can 56637659: , or her singing , or Raoul 's for her . Raoul was very afra 56637874: tine ! ’ Raoul cried . ‘ I you , and we — ’ ‘ Shh 56638159: said that no woman could ever him , because of his face . H 56638325: r him , Raoul . He wants me to him , and I told him … I to 56638420: Never ! ’ said Raoul . ‘ I you , Christine , and I 'm go 56638904: young . Are you still going to her in ten , or twenty , year 56639090: n . People also knew about the story between Christine Daaé 56639104: comte de Chagny . There are no secrets in Paris ! People wat 56639169: hat a voice ! All Paris was in with Christine Daaé . She be 56639180: . She began to sing the famous song . Suddenly , every light 56640305: ou kill me ? ’ ‘ Because I you , Christine . Marry me , 56640318: . Marry me , be my wife , and me . Then Raoul and the Persi 56640998: the end . He wanted a woman 's … ’ He stopped , and Mada 56642918: as the first man who ever made to her , and Ruth had thought 56651934: sult of one reckless moment of between Moira and Mary 's hus 56652137: prison-camp , her last hope of and security collapsed ; that 56652399: y and unhappy . He 's still in with her . ’ On Tuesday mor 56654152: and I am yours . I will always you . Yours ever . Tom . ’ 56660969: ur husband 's going to fall in with you all over again . ’ 56669251: in his , saying simply : ‘ I you . ’ Unable to look into 56669695: e nothing but the hope and the that shone in Ernest 's patie 56669767: ean there is another man ? You somebody else ? ’ ‘ No , 56669892: That 's all finished now . I you more than anyone else cou 56669900: re than anyone else could ever you . You and me — we belon 56669933: ters . Only say that you still me . ’ Their faces were a f 56669963: hispered , ‘ Yes — I still you . Yes — I will marry yo 56672868: ie . ‘ Ernest loves me — I Ernest . We want to get marri 56682584: red not ask : ‘ Do you still me ? ’ That afternoon , whe 56688751: as second nature ; his special of language arose , I think , 56694865: alt the story . Miss Keeler 's life had provided a sensation 56732696: ? ’ she asked . ‘ No , my , nothing , ’ William answe 56750573: nd . Although farm workers may the job itself , when it come 56785456: a . I think she needs a lot of . ’ At Green Gables And so 56787750: she asked in surprise . ‘ I Diana very much , ’ sobbed 56789469: er ! ’ ‘ Oh Marilla ! I 'd to be a teacher ! But wo n't 56790321: e your little Anne . And I 'll you and Matthew and Green Gab 56790489: very hard for them . ‘ I 'd to get the first place , ’ 56801106: laughed at me . ‘ Go on , my , ’ she used to whisper in 56804088: sh I could make myself fall in with you ! ’ I said suddenl 56804129: t . But you never will fall in with me , you see , ’ she a 56805492: ’ asked Biddy . ‘ Well , I dear old Joe more than anyone 56807577: ared , and pretended he was in with Miss Havisham . She was 56807586: avisham . She was certainly in with him , and gave him whate 56810573: lla . But even though I was in , I did n't hide from myself 56810908: no heart . I can never fall in . ’ ‘ I ca n't believe th 56811000: r bony arm and whispered , ‘ her , love her , love her ! I 56811003: and whispered , ‘ Love her , her , love her ! If she likes 56811006: ed , ‘ Love her , love her , her ! If she likes you , love 56811014: love her ! If she likes you , her ! If she hurts you , love 56811022: love her ! If she hurts you , her ! If she tears your heart 56811033: e tears your heart to pieces , her ! ’ I could feel the mu 56811071: venge , or death , rather than . Pip and Herbert talk about 56811078: e . Pip and Herbert talk about I returned to London , dreami 56815952: the man who pretended to be in with her . ’ Pip visits Est 56816537: embling voice . ‘ You know I you , Estella , ’ I said . 56816639: touch my heart . I ca n't feel as you do . And I 've warned 56816733: le surprised . ‘ You can not him , Estella ! ’ I cried . 56816751: d n't you listen ? I can never anyone ! ’ And then she add 56816820: me , there must be others who you . Any of them would be a 56816847: marry a man who expects me to him . So Drummle will do well 56817121: lara , the girl Herbert was in with , lived with her old fat 56817282: , a lovely girl , obviously in with Herbert . How lucky she 56821059: ady and very beautiful . And I her ! ’ He was too weak to 56821507: le world . ’ ‘ I could n't him more than I do , ’ she 56826905: lized that his wife was not in with me , and had not done an 56831615: all a home . They argue , they , they fight and they die , a 56832411: am , ’ I answered , ‘ I 'd to row or sail a little every 56833847: and I only do so because of my of the truth . I must tell yo 56839564: e Houys . I felt such a strong for them that I planned to sp 56854619: distinguished painter , whose of rich colour , red and whit 56881183: the gateway to her enchanting grotto . He wanted to run his 56882592: heerio , both of you . Give my to all the girls . It 's been 56885709: r made such patient and expert to her . Kattina was leaning 56885991: oo , yes … ’ ‘ Could you me a little ? ’ ‘ Oh , I 56886015: You 're so adorable . I could you all night . ’ ‘ Pleas 56886040: want to , you angel ? ’ ‘ me . Please love me . ’ In 56886044: gel ? ’ ‘ Love me . Please me . ’ In a trice , she 'd 56886299: ck , and allow Kattina to make to her . Under the same circu 56886355: resh in simulated frenzy . ‘ me , Kattina . Please . More 56891524: ly : without feeling ; without . It was purely penetration f 56893183: angster 's moll . ’ ‘ I 'd to believe you , Madeleine . 56896433: him . Maybe she was falling in . She tossed the idea aside , 56896988: ily tucked inside her jubilant box , his chin dug into her s 56898593: felt him greedily lapping her juice as if she was oozing ne 56902690: a sex maniac . ’ ‘ I 'm in . ’ ‘ With the bold Colon 56904227: pped easily into her saturated box before she realised his i 56904271: b was saturated with her gooey juices did he present the tip 56908937: ooting inside her oil-drenched passage . She heard a loud , 56911330: ed . He penetrated her willing box with one long , easy thru 56912742: im lips into her most intimate grotto . She could hear the a 56916396: d you like to kiss them ? They to be sucked . ’ She did n' 56916518: uck . Suck me , and I 'll make to you so much better . ’ H 56916672: roked her like a cat , and the juice began to ooze from her 56927382: expression of God 's power and . A firm belief in the priest 56929426: ngs convey the depth of God 's for the individual ; majestic 56952489: mighty , the gentleness of his or the challenge of his right 56971819: side her head screamed . Their vows meant nothing now . He w 56973390: ut . ’ ‘ Oh . Great . I 'd to experience it , ’ she sa 56992775: re eating , drinking or making ; others spun cloth on machin 56997500: e camera lens . ‘ Listen , I my fans . So listen , kids . 57012102: . ‘ Was I stupid ? Stupid to you ? ’ She turned . He sto 57049173: , ’ said Mr Broadhurst , ‘ it , hate it , you can not do 57052518: statement . ‘ I 'd — I 'd to , ’ I said . And then , 57053487: yum-nyum , ’ he said . ‘ I the cold ache , the frozen ha 57062143: ork . ’ ‘ Haha . No , I 'd to . It 's just there 's some 57070894: , give us a decent hit for the of Mike , for by Zeus I am su 57073124: arton ? What hope was there of ? ‘ Or what ? Do you think 57074418: at she now had someone else to her , that made it possible f 57079124: your recovery , Ian , I would to publish , ’ he said to m 57129195: : I think it 's what you call or something ! I was n't scar 57129391: go , ‘ Yes , I know that , I it . ’ I had nowhere to go 57132050: . I 'm a big-mouth person , I trouble . If I 'm not getting 57157854: ff because I wanted someone to . Two weeks after Terry was b 57164139: way of showing you how much I you and care for you . ’ I 57175074: th was delicate . John did not his mother or his sisters , a 57177040: ading . I knew I had no one to me and nothing to look forwar 57180916: od to you . I 'm like that . I those who love me , and I hat 57180919: m like that . I love those who me , and I hate those who pun 57180950: ople who believe in God should their enemies , ’ said Hele 57180962: said Helen . ‘ Then I should Mrs Reed and her son John , w 57187494: and foolish then . I was so in with her that I rented a hous 57187531: on her , just like any fool in . One evening I visited her b 57187583: so young , you 've never felt or jealousy , have you , Miss 57187836: and I knew I was no longer in with her . So I walked into t 57189314: l ? Could he ever have been in with her ? ‘ No , ’ I tho 57189329: I thought , ‘ he could never anyone as plain and coarse as 57189727: ch gentleman has n't fallen in with her . Mr Rochester , for 57189856: man of family and wealth would you , a plain little governes 57190923: king . I had never intended to him . I had tried hard to des 57190935: ard to destroy all feelings of for him , but now that I saw 57191065: th in my body , I would always him . Just then I heard Blanc 57191542: us , because I knew he did not her . She had made every effo 57192162: You 're ill , because you lack . And you 're a fool , becaus 57192171: . And you 're a fool , because is near you , and you wo n't 57194519: voice , ‘ you 've noticed my for Miss Ingram , have n't yo 57194893: ions ! ’ ‘ I have none who me , sir . She 's Mrs Reed , 57197840: nvince you ! Listen , I do n't Miss Ingram and she does n't 57197847: e Miss Ingram and she does n't me . She only liked me for my 57197893: You strange magical spirit , I you ! You , small and poor an 57198002: re you serious ? Do you really me ? Do you honestly want me 57198719: equal . Well , I pretended to Miss Ingram to make you madly 57198736: I wanted you to be as much in with me as I was with you . 57198934: really going to marry you for ? ’ she asked . I was so hu 57198969: ou think he could n't possibly me ? ’ ‘ No , no , Miss E 57199148: would rather have shown him my . My future husband was becom 57199339: worried about that , because I you . But last night I had a 57199430: 'm close to you ? But say you me again , Jane . ’ ‘ I d 57199440: me again , Jane . ’ ‘ I do you , Edward . But I have n't 57201322: ut he could not have felt real for me . How foolish I had be 57201336: had been to believe him , and him so much ! My hopes were a 57202104: ’ ‘ I 'm not angry , but I you so much , and your pale l 57202149: he said sadly , ‘ you do n't me , then ? ’ ‘ I do love 57202158: love me , then ? ’ ‘ I do you , ’ I answered , ‘ mo 57202651: u I accept it as the mother of . Well , I had moments of des 57202825: good and intelligent woman to — ’ ‘ But you could n't 57203083: osity of spirit . I promise to you and stay with you for eve 57203267: ck . It would not be wicked to me . ’ ‘ It would be wick 57203545: ’ I said . ‘ Does my deep mean nothing to you ? Oh Jane 57203558: you ? Oh Jane , my hope … my … my life ! ’ and he thre 57203619: ect you ! ’ ‘ Without your , Jane , my heart is broken , 57203644: , so generously , give me your after all- ’ He jumped up w 57203825: to enter and say , ‘ I will you and live with you through 57204978: warm friendship . I learned to what Diana and Mary loved — 57206305: much for a while . ‘ He did me , ’ I thought , ‘ nobo 57206316: thought , ‘ nobody will ever me like that again . ’ But 57207255: as if he wanted to say , ‘ I you , and I know you love me 57207262: I love you , and I know you me . If I offered you my hear 57207645: rry her . You see , although I her so deeply , I know that R 57208207: years ago a poor vicar fell in with a rich man 's daughter . 57208219: 's daughter . She also fell in with him , and married him , 57209382: found a brother and sisters to and be proud of for the rest 57210959: . But I know that he does n't me , and despite that , he as 57211886: The master had been wildly in with the governess , you see 57212797: nly see , I 'd try to make you me again , but … ’ and he 57212836: ade no difference at all to my for him . However , I thought 57213169: now I thought you would never another man ! But go and marr 57213192: marry him , sir . He does n't me , and I do n't love him . 57213199: oes n't love me , and I do n't him . He 's good and great , 57213652: rs . I know what it is like to and be loved . No woman has e 57255821: harge of the Light Brigade . I this club and so only wish to 57267386: that I will desert the club I at the first opportunity . No 57272882: ng that Gerry finds them a ‘ nest ’ a safe distance from 57279451: not turn my back on the game I . I am ready and willing to t 57380222: d not care who knew it . Their was almost palpable in the sm 57394193: had to ask after it . ‘ Best , from Melanie , Jonathon and 57399820: , my little girl , but all my to you all . ’ All her love 57399828: love to you all . ’ All her . Trunks and chests and crock 57399844: it , a lifetime 's hoarded-up prodigally distributed at las 57399859: nothing she could do , except them from a distance . She wo 57407348: said : ‘ You see , they make on Sunday nights , he and Mar 57413437: ’ Francie began to play the theme from the ‘ Romeo and 57413769: ng time . Francie finished the theme from the ‘ Romeo and 57417122: s and kneeling shepherds ; her was on it , inscribed in her 57422218: ked her . They would have made . But Finn , she acknowledged 57423520: . ‘ I think I want to be in with you but I do n't know ho 57425704: . You are a good man , and you God , but your church and my 57425732: am going to die a Catholic . I God , too — I hope you unde 57426763: . ‘ You 're a young man , my . But I can teach you . ’ F 57428983: ? ’ But your father did not me , James . Very often , aft 57429526: unhappy . ‘ Please , Mary my , do n't go ! ’ he said . 57429548: ve me here ! ’ But I did not him now . I remembered the ni 57430045: d boy , my husband . I did not him , but I cried then . He w 57430504: our friends ca n't stop me . I you , and I want to marry you 57431742: ole my son … Stole my son 's … I am sorry , James . Forg 57432955: f Scots . Gabriel Oak falls in Gabriel Oak was a sensible ma 57434930: el Oak Young Farmer Oak was in . He waited for the girl 's r 57435631: marry me ? Do , Bathsheba . I you very much ! ’ ‘ I 'll 57435927: me ? ’ ‘ Because I do n't you , ’ she replied , movin 57435940: lied , moving away . ‘ But I you — and I 'm happy to be 57435984: rtain in this life — I shall you , and want you , and keep 57436379: n't insist , do n't . I do n't you , so it would be foolish 57439227: ce and forgot that she did not him . The next morning Bathsh 57439512: the first offer ! And did you him , miss ? ’ ‘ Oh no . 57439752: t when hopes are destroyed and is lost . ‘ One . Two . Thr 57439977: so soon . ’ ‘ Oh Frank , I you so ! And — you said you 57440777: e valentine was sent , not for , but as a joke . Bathsheba h 57443079: was filled completely with his for her . He decided to go an 57443146: ouraging the farmer to fall in with her . Boldwood realized 57443266: as brave enough to declare his . He went to Bathsheba 's hou 57443368: nd her in the grass , and felt all around her , like perfume 57443581: I want you — to let me say I you , again and again ! ’ B 57443672: on , ‘ but I can only say I you madly and want you for my 57443720: ca n't marry you . I 'm not in with you ! I should never hav 57444052: se Bathsheba was not at all in with Farmer Boldwood , she wa 57446257: ddle-aged farmer was deeply in . After a while Bathsheba sai 57446316: he begged . ‘ I 'll try to you , ’ she answered in a t 57447562: n't believe you could fall in so fast . I wo n't listen to 57447677: loved my father , true , but I you more . ’ The young man 57447709: ‘ Can it be true , that you me ? You have seen so little 57447866: ays is true ! ’ Bathsheba in Once or twice during the next 57448885: eir weakness when they fall in , and Bathsheba had very litt 57448959: e knew that she was falling in , and had decided to warn her 57449301: e full of sadness , ‘ that I you and shall love you for ev 57449305: ‘ that I love you and shall you for ever . I accept that 57449594: d home , with Troy 's words of still in her ears . He had ki 57449792: seen him ! You see how much I him , Liddy ! Do n't tell any 57449961: u , ’ he said slowly . ‘ A as strong as death . A letter 57450063: ave pity on me ! I am mad with for you ! Do n't refuse me no 57450121: reminding me of it ? ’ ‘ I you too much to blame you for 57450199: known how awfully bitter this would be , I 'd have avoided 57450259: Forgive me , sir ! I ca n't as you can ! ’ ‘ That 's 57450303: burning heart like mine . Your is given to another man ! ’ 57450538: ried miserably , ‘ because I him so much ! ’ Boldwood wa 57452086: me , you injure the woman you ! ’ ‘ What do you mean ? 57452193: ! Poor , weak woman ! She must you madly to give herself so 57454055: him at once ! I was wild with and jealousy , so I married h 57454294: against water now — and for of the same woman , who did n 57454303: f the same woman , who did not him . It was not until seven 57454584: ppened before Boldwood fell in with Bathsheba . Boldwood cle 57454826: two hundred pounds easily , my , ’ Troy was saying . ‘ T 57455650: e replied , ‘ sorry that our has come to an end . ’ ‘ 57455659: e has come to an end . ’ ‘ always ends after marriage . 57456119: Frank , I 'm only sorry if you another woman more than me , 57456275: e hated herself for falling in so easily with her handsome h 57457479: kiss them ! Oh Frank , no ! I you better than she did ! Kis 57458363: ath . He had tried to show his for her , knowing that he had 57459686: ionship with her , keeping his for her out of sight , until 57460425: h , what shall I do ? I do n't you , but if I can give you h 57460600: in my view is that you do n't him . ’ ‘ That is my puni 57460656: Not once had he spoken of his for her , or said that he cou 57461591: id n't realize he was still in with her ! ’ said Billy . 57461785: people who no longer think of . To marry me in five to six 57463991: — whether you 'd allow me to you , and marry you after all 57464266: ld friends that expressions of were probably unnecessary . T 57464303: , after their wedding , into a that nothing could destroy . 57467277: again . ‘ Welcome home , my . ’ The pine surface of the 57468142: 's a kind of foolishness , my , that 's all . You see , the 57468415: meant to tell you earlier , my . We have a guest coming , to 57478394: machines , ‘ it speaks of a of knowledge . ’ Shepherd s 57491577: e shrugged and gave up . ‘ I you , Ben . ’ ‘ I know , 57491602: look at her as if to gauge how looked in a person 's eyes . 57499296: the small boy added , ‘ You her , do n't you ? ’ Li Yua 57503236: njoy sex . You want to be made to . You want the excitement 57514588: it was too late now . All her for him , all her anguish wel 57561816: nch especially had the English for nineteenth-century public 57565435: a day 's shooting flushed with of his work . ‘ The Bedouin 57568064: the tune . ‘ When you are in , it 's the loveliest night o 57568559: ch longer . ABBERLEY : My dear , you make yourself sound so 57570029: you decide to leave me , and I you , and how am I expected t 57570237: ca n't do this . PEG : I 'm in with him . ( Abberley whips h 57573031: God . MAX : That 's mood , my , not weather , and the mood 57576647: many moments of weakness , or , Thomas had spent far more m 57577600: bows . ’ I know as little of as I do of painting , he thou 57585315: thought I was going to fall in with somebody else . But we w 57585337: of kin . My husband died , my , died in his car , on the ni 57586607: othing tired them or won their . They seemed quite undevoted 57586921: t her . I think he 's a bit in with her . ’ There was the 57588351: cause me any recall of my dead in a million years , and I pu 57589145: een muttering vows of romantic , rather sullen . He slipped 57589219: d a bit , and said , ‘ How I people who say ‘ Yes ’ to 57590316: logy . ’ ‘ It 's more like , ’ Stephen said seriously 57590914: e ? ’ Stephen said . ‘ You England as much as anyone I k 57595771: e you hiding ? ’ ‘ I 'm in with someone . You obviously 57597749: should n't marry . I 'm not in with you . ’ There was anot 57603160: th fear about the drop . ‘ I you , ’ she whispered under 57603475: eemed louder than ever . ‘ I you , ’ she whispered under 57604656: hen he wondered who she was in with in London , to have kept 57609823: On its merits . The law is in with the past . ’ ‘ The l 57611961: u admire about her . ’ ‘ I her . ’ ‘ Anything you ad 57612422: y . ‘ Do n't be jealous , my , ’ said Emily to him . ‘ 57612432: ’ said Emily to him . ‘ My ’ ! ’ Edward said , and s 57623182: one focused one 's gaze . And ? Admiration ? The rhythm of 57631632: But for what would she pray ? ? She had no idea what love w 57631639: ? Love ? She had no idea what was like and , if she did n't 57641262: a harmless comfort , and their and respect for Rabbi Moishe 57651270: e , his blue eyes were full of and good humour , and he refu 57654331: ll and announced : ‘ But you Cork . You 've told me you lo 57654339: ove Cork . You 've told me you it . You know so much about t 57654537: e Cork is a beautiful city . I its buildings , its river , i 57654581: ght-heartedly : ‘ Oh , and I some of its people , too . 57670541: er many expressions of undying , Mr Bumble finally left the 57673988: ’ said the young man . ‘ I her . ’ ‘ I know you do , 57674625: Rose refused . ‘ Do n't you me ? ’ he asked her , holdi 57687155: n't got any . ’ ‘ For the of God , ’ said Mr Brownlow 57694348: and ? I 've tried not to say I you — ’ She stopped me . 57714222: . // now silver needs to have // // I have n't seen you for 57714388: ver . Now silver needs to have . The context , rather than p 57714436: now silver Given needs to have New // This is an example of 57785554: was positive she was going to . The journey into town took 57785897: ere on honeymoon , and fell in with Barbados and Crystal Spr 57788355: a jacket at night . ’ ‘ I the heat , ’ Elaine announc 57791379: with a glorious smile . ‘ I the cottage , I love the clim 57791384: e . ‘ I love the cottage , I the climate , and I think I ' 57791395: te , and I think I 'm going to Barbados . ’ Her infectious 57794286: me here on honeymoon , fell in with the island . We bought a 57794954: east I 'm alive . ’ ‘ I 'd to see you again , Martin . H 57795596: t I can gather she 's madly in with him . ’ ‘ Who would 57797080: eaction to her refusal to make . It was only the second time 57809637: times ’ sake ? ’ ‘ I 'd to dance with you , Martin . 57810723: few days we were both madly in , not just with each other , 57812233: hotel business in America and Crystal Springs so much they 57812273: every word . ‘ I would jus , to own a hotel in the Caribbe 57815090: ver a week since they had made . She vowed to herself that t 57816108: egs around him , and they made with the warm Caribbean lappi 57816158: rself to him again . They made on the cool marble floor of t 57821394: mind , I 'm sure Susanna would a shot with the owner of the 57821884: Before you dash off , we 'd to invite you both out to din 57823052: was flat . ‘ Chrissy , I do you , you must never doubt th 57823064: t never doubt that . ’ ‘ I you too , Stephen , ’ she s 57825211: r and pulled her close . ‘ I my business , I love the hote 57825216: e . ‘ I love my business , I the hotel , and I love you . 57825222: ess , I love the hotel , and I you . That 's it . There 's n 57828438: , and added , ‘ Remember , I you . ’ ‘ I love you too 57828444: ember , I love you . ’ ‘ I you too , Stephen . ’ He re 57829533: g hair off her face . ‘ I 'd a beer , I 'm so hot . ’ Th 57829958: d Danny because I was madly in and wanted to share my life w 57830000: s of marriage , still madly in , but sharing less and less o 57831906: ver been to New York . You 'll it . ’ ‘ I 've nothing to 57879843: in as you , but do n't fall in with her . ’ ‘ Why not ? 57879874: all Paris knows that she 's in with Duke Michael of Strelsau 57881150: e and asks you to drink it for of him . ’ ‘ Well done , 57884178: asy for me to pretend to be in with the Princess . Too easy 57884931: I ca n't let him marry her . I him ! ’ ‘ But the King , 57885463: n — with a tea-table ! 7 For of the King Every day I was s 57885935: ‘ Is it true ? Do you really me ? ’ she cried . ‘ Or i 57885968: ’ I answered quietly . ‘ I you more than my life ! ’ F 57885985: via smiled . ‘ Oh , why do I you now ? ’ she said softly 57885998: he said softly . ‘ I did n't you before , but I do now . 57886129: Flavia , her eyes full of her for me , held out her hand to 57888272: , ’ I said to myself . ‘ I Flavia more each day . I ca n 57891912: . Nothing can stop a woman in . When Princess Flavia heard 57892006: t kiss him . He is the man you — but he is not the King ! 57892223: s is not free to choose who to . ‘ Flavia , ’ I said , 57892234: Flavia , ’ I said , ‘ I you . I 'll love you until th 57892239: said , ‘ I love you . I 'll you until the day I die . ’ 57901303: railway line . I know you 'll it . ’ A busy week followed 57901424: ‘ How brave you are ! How I you ! ’ Next day , they wen 57903530: agic train and it can take our to Father . ’ So when the 9 57903612: , and that he was taking their to him . At first , they did 57907718: me for her birthday , with our , and put it inside the box . 57909391: lp me ? Oh , do help me ! With from your friend , Bobbie She 57911698: to the 9.15 , and sending our to Father by it . ’ ‘ Let 57911738: t of the tunnel . ‘ Take our to Father ! ’ they cried , 57912481: and spring was here again . I the fresh smell in the air wh 57913093: good story because of the ‘ interest ’ . After a while 57913976: in good health and send their . All your friends miss you a 57914009: up hope , my darling . All my Jill . ’ I leafed through t 57914620: I wanted to feel warmed by the and laughter in those eyes , 57917182: he did come back we might not one another . Even if he stil 57918369: eirut press and once again our and thoughts went over the te 57918408: good friends at WTN send their . Their thoughts are with you 57918451: uld tell you myself how much I you and miss you . We are all 57918467: and Chris and Nick send their . Keep strong and remember th 57926059: r about two seconds . ‘ I 'd to , ’ she said decisively 57927515: ‘ Come back , John , I still you ’ alongside a huge phot 57936273: so confident of each other 's that should one of us make th 57941377: ghter . Her message was one of and support . It helped , but 57953750: had any experience of being in with anyone else , so one has 57953796: s for Harry — he has been in before . To be honest , I 'm 57953823: d . I think he may still be in with this English girl , Made 57954599: s for you and he 's as much in with you as you appear to be 57956728: ' years ago . I 've fallen in again — this time it 's wit 57957108: home for the season . Heaps of from , Madeleine . The ending 57957245: s wife . No one could possibly her as much as he did . Did t 57957278: to him ; continued sending her ; continued her demands , rep 57957340: d — although naturally he 'd to see Alice if she happened 57957738: she even wanted him to fall in with her . Could he fall in l 57957746: ve with her . Could he fall in with anyone else but Madelein 57958587: he Lincoln , he decided it was which gave her that special g 57958633: rting to him that they were in ? Despite Harry 's obvious at 57958723: If only Harry were to fall in with her they could have a wo 57958834: ere longing to demonstrate her . With an effort she walked a 57959373: , you can be sure of that . I it here . I love the countrys 57959378: e of that . I love it here . I the countryside , the horses 57959642: nd . Even to imagine she could him was absurd . It would be 57960215: ging for you to kiss me , make to me . I 'd almost given up 57960432: issed . ’ ‘ But you do n't her any more ? ’ ‘ I do n 57960593: antic thoughts about his first . ‘ Maybe everyone has to s 57960605: as to suffer the pangs of calf before they can recognize whe 57960629: . ‘ I was head over heels in with our English teacher when 57960807: mean , you might want to make to her ? Go all the way ? Som 57960892: be sure when you 're really in and when you just think you a 57960954: attracted to — but I did n't her . I liked her , though . 57961162: o you know I 'm not falling in with you ? ’ Cora-Beth reac 57961193: o please me . You ca n't be in with two people and I have n' 57961278: did these feelings constitute ? It had been so different wi 57961342: I do n't think I can explain . 's a funny thing , is n't it 57961356: thing , is n't it ? I mean , I Alice — but that 's in a di 57961842: . And if you do find you still this girl , I 'll take it on 57963111: t that it was duty rather than that prompted his assiduous a 57963525: clear — he thought he was in with Wendell Harvey 's daught 57964006: ur talent ; and two , he is in with you . ’ The statement 57964368: urprised that he has fallen in with you . ’ For a moment A 57964553: nd . Besides , I would have to him if … if I were to live 57965668: u one simple question , do you this young man ? ’ If it ha 57965834: by thoughts of Harry . She did him , she had always loved hi 57965851: that they were both adults the she felt for him had taken on 57965998: he discovered he was still in with your niece . ’ Félix 57966656: u could still meet and fall in with a far younger man than I 57966689: de any thought of another such . What better arrangement , t 57968129: your reunion with this boy you . ’ This kindly man was cer 57968173: ut as a woman he might fall in with , deep down inside she s 57971075: , I 'm h-head over h-heels in with you . ’ ‘ Oh , Pogo 57971121: lse actually . But I 'm not in with you . At least , I do n' 57971195: e ? ’ ‘ Well , I 'm not in with anyone else , if that 's 57971456: . Why , then , was she not in with him ? As Primrose and he 57971568: longing . Could that have been , real love ? she asked herse 57971571: uld that have been love , real ? she asked herself now , as 57972494: Oh , do let's go , Pogo . I 'd the drive down there . It'ud 57974145: ‘ No , of course not , my , ’ Eloise replied , smilin 57975101: had never really fallen out of with this stunningly beautifu 57975516: e clasp . ‘ Are you still in with her ? ’ she forced her 57975683: at she thought she might be in with me . Honestly , Alice , 57975758: ends . ’ ‘ So she does n't you enough , ’ Alice said t 57975793: d her again , she said she did me ; that she was fearfully j 57976250: ry speaking so ardently of his for another girl felt as if a 57976321: able to marry the person they most in the world . ’ ‘ W 57976351: sound as if you 've fallen in with someone you ca n't have 57976389: , ‘ I suppose so . The man I is in love with someone else 57976392: pose so . The man I love is in with someone else . He … he 57976708: er marry and have children . I my work . I enjoy what I do . 57976811: eant everyone needs someone to and to love them . ’ ‘ We 57976814: e needs someone to love and to them . ’ ‘ Well , I love 57976822: o love them . ’ ‘ Well , I you for a start — and there 57978479: arle Street . ’ ‘ And I 'd to see it , ’ Harry said . 57980250: nd her parents , but she would the drive into the country an 57981523: arry and make him want to make to her . Not that she wanted 57981593: y sure that Harry was still in with her , she was concerned 57981644: she had allowed Harry to make to her ? That Harry was now o 57983763: e gazed up at him . ‘ You do me a little bit , do n't you 57983989: was to caress her . ‘ You do me , do n't you ? ’ she whi 57984053: ? ’ she asked . ‘ Say you me , Harry . Say it . ’ ‘ 57984064: e , Harry . Say it . ’ ‘ I you , I love you ! I 've alwa 57984068: ay it . ’ ‘ I love you , I you ! I 've always loved you 57984155: ’ ‘ But I 'm the one you best , ’ Madeleine said . 57984177: his exciting ? I think I 'm in with you . It 's never like t 57984317: he was pleading for . ‘ I do you … I really do ! ’ Wit 57984416: ust stop this . Trouble is , I you far too much . You do und 57984478: is only a step towards making and I 've no right to do that 57984544: now that you loved me ? Do you me enough to marry me ? ’ M 57984569: by Harry 's question . She did him , there was no doubt abou 57985089: . I never dared hope you might me , so I tried very hard to 57986036: r Philip consider their shared sufficient grounds for them t 57986213: tely right — Madeleine and I each other . Of course , I 'v 57986386: er , she is my sister and I do her , so do n't take this as 57986418: if you were n't so blinded by , you 'd see it for yourself 57986961: talking like this . I know you her — always have done , ha 57987038: 't like that . She really does me , ’ he said . ‘ If you 57987088: e to stand in the path of true , ’ he said lightly . ‘ P 57987523: wrong . If Pickles really does you , maybe the pater would g 57987840: his head . If only he did not Madeleine so totally , so hop 57987980: wanted ? But not the depth of he , Harry , could give her , 57988011: Alice there . Alice knew about — she was in love with some 57988016: knew about love — she was in with some fellow who did not 57988210: her with Harry that she was in with the young man — a deva 57988478: 't know then that I 'd fall in with Harry . ’ ‘ Pickles 57988853: be different if you really did him , but I do n't think you 57989106: ime to think it over . Is this you have suddenly discovered 57989172: ll , Madeleine , he 's been in with you since he was a kid . 57989612: n't give him up , I wo n't . I him , ’ she protested . Aub 57990115: only ever had stepchildren to . I 've wished then that I co 57990819: othy regarded her with a great and tenderness . ‘ Because 57991169: I ? You have always shown your for me in the best way you kn 57993194: e says , I know Madeleine does me . That day we spent togeth 57993247: aged , so you see , she ca n't Dunbar . Aubrey seemed to thi 57993321: ted me . She wanted me to make to ha . Alice , you ca n't be 57993341: she is , and how innocent . I her so much . Life does n't s 57993988: were true , then she could n't you very much , Harry , ’ A 57994774: o imagine that Madeleine might me enough to sacrifice all th 57994828: to imagine that the amount of I have for her would make up 57995247: . The effort of concealing her was almost impossible even th 57996055: gaged why they should not make . ‘ We 're young and in lov 57996063: love . ‘ We 're young and in and it 's natural , ’ she s 57997106: o there was no urgency in this match , Aubrey mused . Was it 57998903: someone she could not possibly simply to make her life easie 57999804: you do still really and truly me . ’ To prove that his fe 57999897: said , ‘ Now do you doubt I you ? ’ He had expected her 58000068: . I 've always wanted to make out of doors , in the sunshin 58000210: eir actual marriage . ‘ I do you , I really do , Cora-Beth 58000335: were married , they could make as often as they pleased . 58000514: ntended and he would prove his . When finally they rolled ap 58000549: as she whispered , ‘ You do me , I know it now ! I was so 58000684: at all sure if she really did me — and , as you know , it 58002077: able to give her the depths of she deserved . She had looked 58004470: know it . You will like it . I it . It 's lovely in spring a 58006760: d Martha happily . ‘ You 'll the moor then , when it 's fu 58009338: into it , nobody wants it . I it and nobody takes care of i 58010049: here it 's different . I … I the garden ! ’ He passed a 58018471: l of plans , and poems , and a of life . ‘ I talked to one 58018848: , and also an Italian lord in with the Queen of the Night . 58019713: id that Queen Elizabeth was in with him . I do n't know abou 58021161: er . ’ He wrote a play about in 1595 . Young love . It was 58021166: lay about love in 1595 . Young . It was Romeo and Juliet . I 58022462: ghed too much . But you had to him . He was a great favourit 58022688: would like to see Sir John in . ’ When Will came back to 58023650: at Richard , like him , was in with words . … To die , to 58024146: don City Council , and they 'd to close the theatres down . 58025122: aughing and spring flowers and : The Winter 's Tale . When w 58028826: ies as well as friends . First The object of my love sat hal 58028831: . First Love The object of my sat halfway down the church 58029050: . I still enjoyed singing ‘ Divine ’ though , and I sti 58030254: em go away . Pigeons I used to to watch their delicate shade 58032153: and , she said , still did n't her in spite of her ‘ bat ' 58034395: ller incense in his shrine . I the strange interiors — not 58034496: evil 's Die ’ . Three men in with the same girl . The one 58035562: f apologies . They 'd read the Life lying on the floor as so 58037438: to sweeten things — take ‘ ’ in life , tooth-rotting s 58038461: fect men is some good woman 's . I 'm glad that I am not tha 58038785: iful ’ , who also need ‘ I you 's ’ said before . Roma 58038855: ere players , who are good and their job , stand up to do th 58042809: them once they have learnt to them . Foster care is not per 58058050: y , the person who has a great of music might find blindness 58132299: symbolic act , I continued to her and miss her , I tried to 58132424: oney was a good substitute for . I 've never met him . ’ 58132473: out Susan much . I 'm still in with her . ’ The baldness o 58135520: did . I told you . I said : I you . And then you went away 58135562: f granite . He saw nothing . I you . And then you went away 58138991: n jealousy ? No . Thicker than , lust , power , pain , need 58146379: eir early twenties , fallen in , married , stayed in love , 58146385: in love , married , stayed in , stayed happy . Their marria 58155537: been so long . I said , ‘ I you . ’ And then you went a 58166443: well the way things had been . into symbols of loss ; passio 58226927: ust put on something that they and watch it burn . Then ther 58228746: me ! I 'm not very brave and I my parents very much . I neve 58237166: d play games , but they ca n't . Only the Star Zoo computer 58237174: Only the Star Zoo computer can . Soon one little boy was sit 58241464: ed girl , who was obviously in with her saturnine husband . 58242836: im that he might be falling in with her . The sudden recogni 58242990: e or compass . His one serious affair had happened in the fi 58243693: ve been let out . ’ ‘ I 'd to . How kind of you , ’ sa 58245081: ld Comfort that she would just it . Planning to despise the 58246004: ful as we do . That 's why you us so much . ’ She laughed 58247593: ractive husband was falling in with someone else . It would 58247652: she knew that I had fallen in with him and yet she was kind 58248613: ith the Italians had fallen in with her , promised to marry 58248624: to marry her and secretly made to her . It was clear that he 58251494: ously . ‘ Anthony and I both her , and if you and she figh 58251709: e Oxford and she had fallen in . He had often been on duty a 58252377: between us , tell me you still me , tell me we can have a ch 58253323: had been urging her to fall in with him . Julia tried to ign 58256435: dle . ‘ It 's all right , my , ’ said Anthony , wiping t 58257259: ey went . They both sent their to you , ’ he added , remem 58259350: atever you like . ’ ‘ I 'd to get out of the house for a 58260257: stants can cope . ’ ‘ I 'd it , ’ said Julia , feeling 58260678: wn her of himself had made her him and yet she believed that 58267831: ians . How he thought he could Mama so much and dislike her 58267857: n , I do n't know . And he did her , ’ said David and then 58268070: mother and fell desperately in , ’ she suggested . ‘ Not 58268190: she explained that she was in with someone else — not hop 58268231: ther should pretend to fall in with her difficult and very h 58268327: te irreversibly — falling in with her . She took much long 58268389: then in no time at all fell in with and married the elder so 58268765: , ’ he finished . ‘ But I them , ’ said Julia . It wa 58268939: ‘ I do n't know , David . I them . ’ Her voice sounded 58269030: obvious effort . ‘ And they you , too . Anyone would . 58269712: never be any resolution of her for David , but she did not w 58270852: . ’ ‘ Yes , my dear , dear , it is , ’ he said with a 58272264: ause as soon as I 've … made to anyone before — and it h 58272378: I have never loved anyone as I you , ’ he said , truthfull 58273447: have known what it was like to someone so much ? ’ Tears s 58273481: ‘ Would n't it be better to like that for a little while 58273519: ersuade her parents to fall in with each other and known how 58273547: d not realised how little real there had been in her own mar 58273708: with Anthony 's declaration of . Comfort loved him so much h 58274702: ging beyond everything to make to her . Julia stopped by the 58275144: e ca n't hurt anyone by making . ’ In all her suppressed l 58275532: his touch , his strength , his for her and her passionate lo 58321767: ‘ It sounds as if she 's in . ’ It was a joke , but Zur 58326259: ong maternal instinct made her him . There was no child at h 58326480: Foreign Ministry . Centre will this one ! ’ And he 'd laug 58329662: her apartment . They had made that morning and it was bette 58329778: wonderful afterglow of making to her had left him in a mood 58330291: hand , as if it were the first for each of them . ‘ How lo 58330339: red . ‘ I never thought I 'd you , you know that ? I imagi 58330394: , Dimitri . You ca n't fall in with heroes . You trust me , 58330488: to say goodbye , Dimitri , my . It 's getting late and you 58332496: e street ! ’ ‘ Because you me , ’ he said coolly . ‘ 58332514: u said so not long ago . ‘ I you , Dimitri . I betrayed yo 58332539: ome to me for help , because I you . ’ ‘ ‘ Do n't coun 58332711: of his cause and his friends . , his terrible wife called he 58332723: d her obsession with him . But was what he felt for the stra 58332741: erself upon him . Not just the for her body , for the softne 58335521: out the back way . ’ ‘ My , ’ Lucy said . ‘ He want 58335657: to give encouragement . ‘ I you , ’ she whispered , and 58338369: into the sunshine ! How much I you , Lucy ! Seven o'clock 58339651: ir company and he liked making . He wondered whether she had 58346623: etter . Again , sweetheart . I the taste of you . Why do n't 58346639: e get under the table and make ? ’ ‘ You 're crazy . ’ 58348215: oise that he felt he must make to his wife that night , howe 58349840: sev deduced that Volkov was in with a woman who 'd been sent 58354788: did n't seem possible for her to deepen and grow , but it d 58354813: d betrayal , even more did she the brave idealist . Loved hi 58355400: va in vain . Perhaps I fell in with him then , she thought ; 58358408: angry with you , Lucy , and I you so much for doing it . 58359106: pack . ’ Lucy got up . ‘ I you , ’ she said . ‘ And 58366772: for you — just ask . Give my to the children . ’ She cro 58386593: en . Conradin had no people to , and this chicken was the bo 58394267: y sadly . ‘ My husband and I Tobermory — well , we did b 58394592: ling them his story . They 'll it . The story will be the ex 58396203: bid it ! ’ ‘ All my wolves sugar , ’ said Lord Pabham 58406273: t like tape recorders , others to have what they said played 58413642: Marriage is the expression of , and also the start of a lif 58413822: n the same direction . In fact has been defined as not looki 58416299: anew , an opportunity to feel for someone , just like the f 58420044: d walk spoilt . All is fair in and golf . One thing you shou 58422163: are likely to want to cover : , marriage , weddings , famil 58428165: ‘ Daisy said to give you her , ’ Fred said , coming into 58428477: line in the middle of her best song because he would n't run 58430765: nce saw a film about a girl in with a man who had a dickey h 58433443: Oh , you can tear them up , . I had them stopped ages ago 58436272: h one day . ’ ‘ You do n't me . Mine 's Flaxman 9424 . Y 58436686: she had left an incriminating letter to him . It was printe 58438322: ed nothing of her pleasure and , so she would get the paper 58439187: poetry . ’ ‘ I do n't . I it . You … . I do n't under 58439426: You can tell them how much you the work , ca n't you ? ’ H 58441239: ly dislike people . He used to girls . I think his poetry is 58446069: bour landslide they used to be letters . He has n't even cha 58446565: ella , that he knew she was in with his best friend . There 58446830: ut of a rather good film about that he had hardly been able 58458269: he was fed up with plays about — which she spelled out ‘ 58458914: in a drawer , as if they were letters received from her ins 58460173: leather-bound copy of Heine 's poetry , with a jocular lugga 58460311: . Then the endless writing of letters in his head crashed t 58462111: er that she might have been in with him , but it seemed a lu 58462840: is mockery , which he meant as , frightened and cut her to t 58466415: cause thou hast left thy first . ’ She went over the final 58633323: es to the full and knew how to and laugh as well as how to f 58633376: of a classic conflict between and duty when the hero 's wif 58633386: when the hero 's wife falls in with the Turk who has abducte 58641531: led widely as a diplomat , had poems published in Krakow and 58641738: gusan aristocrats were writing poems in Croatian , in the ma 58641866: he would write warm , sensuous poetry under the cloak of rel 58641883: al dramas which display a deep of nature . Djore Držić 's 58653307: which he compared the Serbian songs to Solomon 's Song of S 58657083: n of Dexter 's novel Brotherly . The party was held at the T 58659050: ks , including Daring to Speak 's Name , which was dropped b 58659848: t Brassey ‘ mainly because I books , and because this is a 58678120: ke a recognition , he falls in with her . She appears to rec 58680115: riller ( ‘ also a compelling story ’ ) Special Relations 58701366: of reading and to develop the and understanding of literatu 58751331: ircumcised population ; Latins to play with it , like to kee 59059515: d frustration , or feeling her of open spaces . The exhibiti 59066607: e get in touch with us , we 'd to hear from you : Write to F 59076985: ointers : Windows applications memory . The more you can aff 59109653: r schedule . Trivia buffs will these — the events covered 59117337: a DOS 2.11 startup disk . I 'd to know where I could get a m 59126660: r at the usual address . We 'd to hear from you and there ar 59126700: the tie breaker : ‘ JR would a Texas TravelMate because 59162692: er , is the hero , with strong interest , and a climax to te 59162771: can-toad . Corny , but you 'll it . GRAHAM GOOCH THE ENGLAND 59317919: ground over you . May the men you , and may the women do yo 59326181: ground over you . May the men you , and may the women do yo 59363822: existence partly to the Swiss of hot rolls for breakfast . 59446855: ming at a distance of Nizan 's and affection for Rirette , w 59579727: of important areas of life — , boyfriends , sex and contra 59580678: children to fill some need for and affection that may have b 59581815: errible mistake I had made . I my unborn baby deeply , just 59581984: en , and six months pregnant ) , BOYFRIENDS , SEX AND CONTRA 59582055: n enduring search for bonds of and loyalty , and other resea 59582164: re more often those who are in and in a steady relationship 59582239: ir first sexual relationship . and romance are amongst the m 59582269: ideal boyfriend and falling in . At the beginning of a relat 59582408: eally matter . " If you are in with someone , that makes it 59582545: Some of them had found making an enjoyable experience but o 59582931: f times it was very quick . No or anything . It seemed to pl 59582980: nd and was sure I 'd fallen in with him because he cared so 59587392: specially if their promises of and support were an important 59587831: d , and do stay around to give and support to their partners 59588550: n them will have to accept and their child too . Another opt 59592765: th , I fell head over heels in with him from the first time 59592799: t engaged . I was very much in . And it just happened . I cr 59594611: ettle down and get married . I kids , but it was never an ob 59594790: left I 'd be a total wreck . I Lucy , but at the time he was 59594928: I have something of my own to , and she loves me back . I w 59595067: iously that 's not the sort of I would have got from Keith o 59597692: ave . But in general , parents their daughters , and are ver 59602180: ong enough to feed her , but I it . We agree on more or less 59604050: re very much together , and in . My family are just so typic 59605478: he left him . She soon fell in with someone else , also abou 59612430: n her first time , she did n't him , they did n't use any co 59616065: yself felt special . I used to it when he kicked me and enjo 59620853: , tiredness , and overwhelming for the tiny baby . Teenage m 59621685: hese feelings wore off . Now I him very much , he is a littl 59621709: feel like any other mother . I him , I play with him , I fee 59622998: to learn how to give and take , if they have come from envi 59623012: h they experienced very little and affection . There are ver 59625014: le . I took him hack because I him and ca n't do without him 59629174: d n't listened . " " Come on , , do n't you know when I 'm k 59630396: o make Malm see that one might the moor , enjoy walking , ha 59630710: eep . Would you like a drink , ? A proper drink or just tea 59632029: 't anyone understand a man can the countryside ? It 's a sim 59645144: ng her there in the twilight . children , he had read , were 59649550: ut , " I think we 're going to each other , Lyn . " From the 59650534: voice saying , We are going to each other . " All right if I 59652802: as a one for the moor . He did it . He was a lovely man , on 59652824: e , Stephen . Mind you give my to Lyn . " The sun had appear 59654295: er hair while they were making . Nick combed her hair and ti 59701994: quality of Pamela and Mr.B- 's , and its " come here/go away 59702050: e pleasure less , Sweet is the which comes with willingness 59702071: desire , Sharpens the darts of and blows his fire . Love is 59702077: s of love and blows his fire . is disarmed that meets with t 59702142: ction of novels . The Power of : Of all those passions which 59702160: annize over the heart of man , is not only the most violent 59702243: he most virtuous breast . When truly seizes the heart it is 59702315: got those " God why do n't you me , oh you do I 'll see you 59702393: ser 'cause you know how much I you " feelings , Those " tell 59702404: ngs , Those " tell me that you me , oh you did I got ta run 59702545: h me till you Tell me that you , me , oh you did , now beat 59705489: she might be made to rise into . I began to think she would 59709849: ess with the same person , and variety . Then poor Pamela mu 59709924: he world . MRS . JERVIS : This is the devil ! In how many sh 59710587: the pride of it , can not but you and have put on a behavio 59711000: ? " My heart 's inflamed With 's alarms Which now so sharpl 59711535: not natural for a gentleman to a pretty woman ? And suppose 59711719: stendom of her age . She 's in , my young chaplain . MR . WI 59713151: life . I suppose she lives on . The sweet Mr. Williams has 59713821: Yet it is impossible I should him for his vices all ugly hi 59714448: d my own resolution , I find I you beyond all your sex , and 59714484: ur is to destroy mine and your is to ruin me ; I see too pla 59715172: hink it is possible for you to me preferably to any other of 59715679: you will say . So it is . But is not a voluntary thing . Lo 59715686: ove is not a voluntary thing . did I say … I know not how 59715963: uld in so little a space first me , then hate , then banish 59721998: e the worst of it . He knows I him . [ LADY DAVERS and PAMEL 59722818: ds sometimes , though I do n't them , one more benevolent ro 59724142: old her own with me in talk or for six minutes together . BE 59724243: : You know if I have a mind to her , Belville , I will , and 59724256: le , I will , and I 'm half in with her already . SIR JACOB 59724394: … considering . A man might her for a month or two . HARG 59724731: returns . ] BELVILLE : 'T IS y to you that makes me more del 59726981: sir . BELVILLE : Why , my dear , there is still a melancholy 59727730: ume you can not ? BELVILLE : I you still with a passion as a 59727841: this is very noble of you . I to hear the gentleman generou 59727883: o a system devoted to Platonic , in which sex was to have no 59727904: ally losing control ] Platonic ! 'T IS the fly buzzing about 59727935: ced and thoughtless . Platonic is platonic nonsense . [ Her 59728205: : My first , my last and only . How shall I contain my joy 59729365: the flow of sleep after making , that other tiny melting at 59729446: d skin I have grown sleek with and feeding : glossy , heartw 59732360: ed clinging to the ruins where loosened , watching herring-g 59735641: silk stroke it into succulence it until it is all juice . I 59740840: his head at GUIL ) Seventy-six . GUIL gets up but has nowher 59746642: y . We 're more of the blood , and rhetoric school . GUIL : 59746685: well , I can do you blood and without the rhetoric , and I 59746700: blood and rhetoric without the , and I can do you all three 59746719: secutive , but I ca n't do you and rhetoric without the bloo 59751005: um up : your father , whom you , dies , you are his heir , y 59754177: s no man ever spoke , swearing in wigs and rhymed couplets , 59754914: se ? PLAYER : Blood — GUIL : and rhetoric . PLAYER : Yes . 59755612: : the old man thinks he 's in with his daughter . ROS : ( A 59755655: the old man thinks he 's in with his daughter . ROS : The 59755672: man is ? PLAYER : Hamlet , in with the old man 's daughter 59758425: ile but in the end accepts his . End of mime , at which poin 59758661: heads inclined . ) CLAUDIUS : ? His affections do not that 59758844: ) ROS : That did n't look like to me . PLAYER : ( To TRAGEDI 59759206: e : which in this case means a scene , sexual and passionate 59770637: k 's faithful tributary … as between them like the palm mi 59775998: rst record I ever bought was " and Marriage " , the second w 59776042: , " Any Way You Want Me " , " Me Tender " , " Heartbreak Ho 59776170: acred significance . I fell in with a boy with a crew cut wh 59776575: was more interesting than the mags . I found the Social Con 59779131: and covered me with kisses and bites . Joanna had missed out 59779139: tes . Joanna had missed out on bites . But my father had tau 59779579: ame home pretty chuffed and in . We wrote for a term . Arous 59779893: mischief , danger and trust , and freedom . We were all woe 59793737: go to bed with me ? " … " I you . " … And I do n't thin 59810205: ry predictable . French colons only to gossip . I prefer to 59818581: er ready to pour unquestioning and affection on him in his m 59825175: ell as you say in politics . I the outdoors . I 'd just as s 59886793: until you have repaid all the and care he had given you . " 59888098: father till you had repaid the and care-he has given you . A 59889608: . Some fairy must have been in with your father . Climb the 59897689: ss and be her husband and true ; if it is a maiden she will 59898157: e princess 's husband and true , " said Neva , holding them 59898324: shall be her husband and true . " With that he spurred his 60080495: res up . Fleetwood Mac and Big . As we say good morning to L 60082116: d all those things that we all to take time off . I mean we 60086021: one , including that midnight affair with Adrian [gap:name] 60091309: p:name] including the midnight affair . And at one Mark [gap 60091676: rly now . Mum . The caravan of . So every now and again , we 60092762: Jenny [gap:name] including the affair . Adrian [gap:name] ni 60095686: e , Colour Me Badd and All For . Three and a half minutes le 60096350: years in [gap:name] . Lots of and best wishes . From Jill , 60096879: them a hand , then Carol would to hear from you . For more i 60098123: Have I told you lately that I you . On Trent F M the big mi 60098162: y 's mystery movie . [unclear] . [unclear] dedications [uncl 60098254: ian [gap:name] . Including the affair at twelve , and one ti 60098814: Carol and her Special kind of . Seven minutes past four . H 60101784: like er erm sort of pa er erm of country or or did they str 60101916: ot ashamed of it . Er I have a of country , I know I 'm er E 60123202: t to the , oh they 've no idea , no idea . You see there 'd 60123771: really but they was that poor they had to . Mm . I mean it 60126053: o , do n't do these things for , do they ? No . Was it alway 60174062: in the winter time we used to to linger in the bakehouse co 60245867: e Lord is good . His steadfast endures forever , and his fai 60249484: also refer to the language of . The special language that i 60249496: at is shared by two people who one another . Sometimes the w 60249534: part of their own language of . But there 's also the langu 60250164: , they use . These words are I them , I love them , redempti 60250168: hese words are I love them , I them , redemption , and sanct 60250180: d sanctification and so on , I them , but er we 've got ta p 60251191: bours . Cos we 're supposed to our neighbours , not our fell 60256053: refore to only say , Those who the Lord can receive , is act 60256083: always say , those who seek to the Lord . Right . So that 's 60256264: difference between seeking the , and loving , that expressio 60279202: lights are out . Well , Right we 'll inform [unclear] you k 60280897: te a while or Oh quite a while . Mhm . I was working in hote 60294380: like to do it , he says I I 'd to fight it again , with er w 60297475: six and went back to me first , and er it was a little self 60335422: iful father who has told us to you with all our strength and 60335714: holy spirit that we may truly and serve you . Bless all who 60335745: ur homes . Fill them with your and use them for your glory . 60335772: us in prayer and worship , in and service that , strengthen 60403839: sm : a ‘ peculiar amalgam of and hate ’ , as Isaiah Berl 60429437: using : it is greater than her . But why the pride in these 60429676: ch things as beauty , terror , , filth , and above all power 60430143: of solitude , and a feeling of and admiration for this big s 60431610: god of war . Narcissus fell in with his own reflection — w 60431702: ccuse Tod Friendly of being in with his own reflection . On 60432878: attention . But no . Instead , LIFE ON PLUTO . I AM ZSA ZSA 60433517: lockets , the knick-knacks of . Deeper down in the chest , 60434466: e use of an automobile . And a life . What with all the acti 60435125: heat of-I do n't know thwarted . The garage guy soon joined 60435656: : the first instalment of our life . Which was quite a coin 60436041: f course . Fine chance . Maybe will be like driving . ‘ Po 60436149: sures things . It 's done with , this measuring . More recen 60436221: in a drawer somewhere . Maybe will be like driving . When p 60436255: human beings always do ? Then will be like driving , which 60437392: e loves him … Nor can I. But is strange . Love is strange 60437396: r can I. But love is strange . is strange . Sometimes she co 60439370: of damp and dread . An act of occurs , for which the john , 60440717: le . We have nowhere to hide . did n't catch me entirely una 60440730: wares — I had fair warning . was heralded by a whole new b 60442408: pretty depressing . All about . The on-screen couple , quie 60444796: just gorgeously smug . This is . This is life . The knack , 60444819: to be nothing to it . Life and go together . It comes natura 60447029: ts to find Mrs Aintrey — and her up . He certainly could n 60447859: ‘ Like hell . ’ ‘ But I you . ’ ‘ I ca n't look y 60448129: od 's style . He likes to make in the deathly hour of dusk . 60448367: ck to his place and the act of in the hour of dusk . Precede 60449580: assuming , that nearly all our affairs come to an end in the 60449827: nocking , softly knocking , on 's coffin . Still , there are 60450475: ely . We have no choice but to him , nervously . We also hav 60450577: twins , dwarves , ghosts , the lives of Caligula and Catheri 60451824: nvisible ) , or in the deed of ; or it can be found down her 60456793: , whom I knew with the act of ? But surely this is Harry , 60457266: for all the other things too : , spiritual communion , loss 60457641: es our earlier romancing-where would sadly bloom in a car pa 60458353: ? It is the right to life and . With the men , the doctor ' 60459689: unshot . The local passions of and hate . The loose cables a 60460167: you 're never over your first . And then this nightmare com 60460242: of those triangular things . I her but she loves him and he 60461033: has at last been melted by the of a good woman ? A fat woman 60462910: inst health , against life and ? My condition is a torn cond 60463169: rocity : the right to live and , fiercely seized . Good . Jo 60465396: to walk right into that one : at first sight . The very day 60465743: body is its own lover . What a is this , between upper limb 60470515: for its elegance did I come to the evening sky , hellish red 60471303: uching of the women . Life and must go on . Life and love mu 60471310: and love must go on . Life and must emphatically and resonan 60472793: e face , but now my thrusts of — so sudden , so hurried , 60473565: . But dreams are playful , and to tease and poke fun at the 60474159: at first night , in the act of . Or certainly the second . T 60475296: and because life is life ( and is love ) but no one said it 60475298: use life is life ( and love is ) but no one said it was easy 60475591: o need of Sommerfrische . I do the feel of the sun on my fac 60478583: 's still noticed . The act of did happen — and only once 60480893: u just croak and hum … Their life is steadily divesting it 60481199: the Jews are my children and I them as a parent should , whi 60481214: which is to say that I do n't them for their qualities ( re 60481251: o have their right to life and . I remember names and faces 60482505: purned by all the liberties of . For example . Blind and dea 60482656: s . Herta no longer says ‘ I you ’ . I still say it . Ki 60569853: uch a thing ; Pavel 's was the of Judas , a devotion so grea 60580065: been seriously disappointed in on this night . His mates had 60596773: l like him , and the women all him . But there could be a pr 60602657: for the same dedication . They that kind of stuff on late-ni 60716802: far the longest pleasure ; Men in haste but they detest at l 60735656: hought . And he 's supposed to you . ’ Carol could feel th 60760843: ed . Why did you betray me ? I you . ‘ Fucking bitch , ’ 60760897: smile . Fucking bitch . ‘ I you , ’ he breathed softly 60761827: ummer . Sometimes . It was n't , that much she was sure of . 60763859: n you 're going to have a long affair with your right hand b 60764553: The cheque 's in the post , I you and I promise not to come 60767898: nd a clatter of the blades . I watching the grass fly into t 60771057: he single , lit eye : ‘ OK , ? ’ I said . ‘ No need to 60771142: ou … ? ( silence ) Are you , ? ( silence ) Eh , love ? ( s 60771149: you , love ? ( silence ) Eh , ? ( silence ) Cymby ? ’ No 60784108: ovely Ma speaking to me in her voice . But I will not look u 60791379: hout any more help from me . I animals myself but everyone ' 60794308: ike a stuffed parrot . I admit deserted me for a moment , bu 60795355: We can go then , can we ? I 'd to think so . What to you mea 60795957: was a skull . Cymbeline would to do that to you , said head 60800201: f the roof . She was singing a song , you could tell by the 60809114: game to her , plus interest . and attention being the rewar 60809305: y mother 's lap , draining her balloons to inflate its once 60861137: e spring flowers : One inch of is an inch of ashes . ’ — 60861210: er arm . ‘ It suits you , my . You should ride more often 60865279: elt his chest tighten with his for her . His . It was three 60865572: f Tsu Ma . ‘ In a while , my , ’ he answered her . ‘ B 60865999: meshed in his dream of perfect . She looked away , pained su 60866896: you ! ’ How happy to fall in , So sad a lifetime parting . 60873181: lf . She shuddered . Was he in with her ? Was that it ? And 60877117: as all a terrible mistake , my . They were after me . ’ Je 60877660: t all the fierce warmth of his for her rise up again . A vas 60879943: tened . And after she had made to him , she would cook for h 60880769: oice warm , welcoming . ‘ My … ’ he said , the words b 60880838: at once the reflection of his , there in her eyes . ‘ I ' 60880884: her legs about him . ‘ Make to me , my lord , I beg you . 60880913: ring at her in wonder . ‘ My . My darling little swallow 60880993: ready for you . ’ ‘ But my , you need n't … ’ She pu 60881457: a clever woman , and you , my , are an excellent cook . ’ 60881942: tood him . ‘ Forgive me , my , but you have no reason to b 60885195: lazed with her fierce sisterly of him . That look , like pur 60892042: but it was no use . He was in with her . In love . He laugh 60892047: . He was in love with her . In . He laughed , surprised at h 60894359: to meet his movements . ‘ My , ’ she said , her dark eye 60894384: caressing his neck . ‘ Oh my , my lord … ’ THE VEILED 60897169: the thing she needs . She 'll it , I know she will . ’ 60900520: up , he thought . Wake up , my . But the wish was unrequited 60902994: . ‘ You should n't have , my . I have a horse already . 60903030: oon as I saw him I knew you 'd him . ’ He moved closer , i 60903137: e smiled . ‘ That he is , my . An emperor . And his name i 60903245: husband loves you . I , Yuan , you . The rest … ’ he shu 60903492: er . ‘ You are a prince , my , ’ she said softly , her b 60928790: vel of that decade had a title on the dole ( Walter Greenwoo 60967680: who loved God were supposed to their neighbour too . But Syl 60971304: ondered how it was possible to many men when you had once lo 60971531: ld allow what was known as ‘ ’ to enter into considerati 60974003: One day she was talking about again . She said — or I hea 60974019: that we should only fall in once , that it was an experie 60974073: n people falling in and out of , as though , soiled by sorro 60974135: ad for me that I had fallen in with someone who did not love 60974141: love with someone who did not me , but it was not an experi 60974201: , not in God but in the carnal which so preoccupied almost e 60977315: rden with a man . ‘ I do n't you , Syl , ’ I said . He s 60977370: nconceivable that I should n't him ; that , ageing and unmar 60978307: could n't be so idiotic as to still where I had met with su 60978326: I was sufficiently idiotic to with a longing that weakened 60979129: randeur of God I had fallen in with a mortal , and that the 60980701: her patience , ‘ Do n't you Syl ? ’ And I said smoothly 60980729: into an emotional uproar . ‘ ? ’ said Lili sardonically 60980739: ili sardonically . ‘ What 's ? ’ ‘ I thought you knew 60981218: o reappear . ‘ He was making to my foot , ’ explained Li 60981687: d hope I wondered if with time might fail , and all the pain 60983904: art , she began to talk about . No one else had ever spoken 60983913: No one else had ever spoken of in my mother 's drawing-room 60984104: ion is this . When you fall in with someone new and it goes 60984270: always imagine they 'll never anyone else , ’ said Lili , 60984986: f his birth , and sent him her on the Christmas cards , but 60987034: thought it a measure of their and generosity that the nuns 60988682: was convinced that if he made to me I should be happy . He 60988843: sible . I said again I did n't him , but he did n't believe 60991649: it was , he must have been in with her . She had been ninet 60994488: . Perhaps I had always been in with him . ‘ The peasant , 61002395: ew that tonight she would make to another man . If Robert kn 61005413: a nun before Nour had made me him with his golden hair and 61008245: their wild worry . How can he me ? How can you love someone 61008251: w can he love me ? How can you someone you do n't know ? He 61008505: ard , I do n't want to die , I life so passionately , I neve 61012123: for a few minutes . Someone I . I make it sound brighter so 61013878: l as what I did ) feeling , of , of reason in the world . It 61015653: Not because I was seriously in with him , but because he was 61017291: hat I could overwhelm her with now . Because I have n't felt 61020913: n she came to stay . I used to staying with her . She backed 61022547: eks . I mean I believe I could him in the other way , his wa 61024092: ou 're too pretty . The art of 's your line : not the love o 61024099: of love 's your line : not the of art . I 'm going to the He 61024124: ould n't marry . Have a tragic affaire . Have your ovaries c 61029190: Sex and nothing else . Without . He said , I 'm very promisc 61029210: er go to bed with the people I . I did once . I said , you w 61029653: d or one of you does n't . But . The women I 've loved have 61029673: elfish . It 's what makes them me . And then be disgusted wi 61033762: rt and the children send their . So does Mabel and your ever 61034551: fairy story . He just said , I you . And yes , he had more d 61034619: uliar closeness to him — not or attraction or sympathy in 61034747: ree words , said and meant . I you . They were quite hopeles 61036492: eting with her , that G.P. did me ( want me ) . That there ' 61036638: all-important factor that puts right out of the question but 61038111: ched . All morning . Now . Not . Humanity . Caliban was surp 61039075: u 'd suddenly find you were in with his body and you could n 61041355: itation of the bourgeoisie . I honesty and freedom and givin 61041363: sty and freedom and giving . I making , I love doing , I lov 61041367: and giving . I love making , I doing , I love being to the f 61041371: love making , I love doing , I being to the full , I love ev 61041378: , I love being to the full , I everything which is not sitti 61041737: shall meet someone and fall in with him and marry him and th 61044088: e at all . Anyhow , you do n't me . I said , I ca n't explai 61044170: . You 've never been deeply in . Perhaps you never will be . 61044181: you never will be . He said , goes on happening to you . To 61044243: xcitement . I 'm an old man in . Stock comedy figure . Very 61044266: think I 'll never be deeply in , I said . He took a terribly 61044989: g . I thought I knew I did n't him . I 'd won that game . An 61045136: at time I kept thinking , do I him ? Then , obviously , ther 61045309: bed . I can imagine his making to me and it does n't disgust 61045576: n't have dreamed of falling in with an older man . I was alw 61049605: t he 's done , he 's fallen in with what he 's painting . He 61050319: innermost box is that I should him ; in all ways . With my b 61050419: Ordinary New People could n't anything as he loves me . Tha 61050442: He enjoys being hopelessly in with me . I expect Dante was 61050636: onderful to be alive in it . I , I adore my age . I keep on 61050923: ere and think about : my utter for some man ; I know I ca n' 61050936: I know I ca n't do things like by halves , I know I have lov 61050944: love by halves , I know I have pent up in me , I shall throw 61051275: iss him . More than kiss him . him . Make Prince Charming st 61051543: pain — what they call Scotch . Get me into bed if he wants 61051702: I wrote on Nov. 7th — ‘ I being to the full , I love ev 61051709: I love being to the full , I everything which is not sitti 61052118: im . I still ca n't say that I him . But now I begin to see 61052136: 's because I do n't know what is . I 'm Emma with her silly 61052149: ttle clever-clever theories of and marriage , and love is so 61052154: ies of love and marriage , and is something that comes in di 61052190: ept it , to be able to call it . Perhaps he would be dry and 61052265: sure any more that I 'm not in with you . I 'd say , I 've b 61052349: I feel . Sex does n't matter . does . This afternoon I wante 61053522: , even so . I said , what you is your own love . It 's not 61053526: id , what you love is your own . It 's not love , it 's self 61053531: e is your own love . It 's not , it 's selfishness . It 's n 61054527: n though it hurts . He creates and life and excitement aroun 61054621: ed to think it was messy . But is beautiful , any love . Eve 61054626: . But love is beautiful , any . Even just sex . The only th 61057238: . God is impotent . He ca n't us . He hates us because he c 61057248: He hates us because he ca n't us . All the meanness and the 61094208: an that , though Ash croft and ( 1988 ) showed that acquisit 61111309: were master horsemen . ‘ The and affection which these plo 61112543: orning , sir . ’ ‘ I would , ’ he said , ‘ to go alo 61133445: y village of Winshill . Albert remembers that the young work 61142497: admire the big ones , but they the little ones ! ’ ‘ So 61152511: and Treachery and Betrayal and and Death and Imperialism and 61152794: to be vaguely about Death , or . Tenuous , was the word that 61170010: water . ‘ I saw the woman I wrap herself round my older , 61170739: e . ’ ‘ Try not to fall in with anybody else before toni 61171291: verybody — you were madly in with her ! ’ she said , eye 61173751: f unsound liver but totally in . Oh , lucky ewe , I said , d 61186931: bitterness of sibling-thwarted , or just too much starch and 61189603: ave been rejected by the one I and her carnality is being mo 61195871: if she ever had , she did not him now . Of course she could 61195962: — or thought you were — in , and all the future shone wi 61216569: mily as the source of conjugal , happiness and companionship 61216689: by which they engage in mutual and friendship for the purpos 61218094: with one 's wife : I tried to her ( my wife ) . It was impo 61218663: , as the light of recognising spreads over it . Munby 's co 61220924: cemented by the power of human . Butler described her marria 61220967: as a true reflection of divine . The Wilsons ' daughter , He 61227246: faculties like self-control , and altruism were key element 61237529: ty and the importance of human provided a positive alternati 61238019: riority and the power of human . The vocabulary of social pu 61238403: ansmuted by the power of human . Quasi-religious languages d 61238697: piritualized fusion of sex and . Traditions of feminine reli 61241412: areful to insist that ‘ free ’ was not to be confused wi 61241690: political implications of free . For many men it implied tha 61241744: nists like Harman glossed free quite differently . It meant 61241949: ho instinctively preferred the of a man . The exchange of le 61255820: he very start , he had been in with her , following her act 61289888: around . ‘ Cardiff , for the of God , get me out of here . 61304470: sobbed Gilbert . ‘ For the of God , let me up ! ’ ‘ 61309110: to save for his children , who this kind of toy . He puts fo 61313555: out irritation in spite of her for him . Exactly like himsel 61314412: are just too thick . ‘ But I you , ’ he says , in a low 61319014: ghter at the funny bits . They the way the story trails away 61320965: ell Jean I 'm still as much in with her as ever . ’ ’ Sh 61322521: pale smoky moon ? ‘ I 'm in ! ’ he explains . Felicity 61322625: she takes his hand . ‘ Poor ! ’ she says . ‘ Why did 61325339: e gesture to express the naked he feels . ‘ Why do n't you 61325743: getting on all right . Give my to Felicity and the children 61325769: ‘ That 's right . Give my to Mother , and Auntie Lou , 61326895: ir eyes closing , and they all each other and are united in 61328772: have any luck ? ’ ‘ Prue , ! ’ cries Charles Aught , p 61334015: ies Howard , his heart full of for her . ‘ And there 'd be 61339505: enjoy . There 's nothing they more than an interesting litt 61339916: . ‘ Have another chocolate , , ’ Michael invites her , s 61340394: says Howard politely . ‘ I McKechnie . You know who McKe 61340414: y McKechnie 's more subtle . I the idea of lions and tigers 61340846: at the PTA meeting that you 'd . And the colour 's just fant 61340925: t a little idealism , a little . The bankers realize they 'v 61341665: ble place … ? Of course I 'd you to stop by , Biba … Ble 61343996: . He obstinately continues to his wife and children , to be 61344245: on to make to Felicity . ‘ I you ! ’ he cries . ‘ Ca n 61344271: ! I need you ! But you do n't me at all ! Do you ? ’ ‘ 61344636: s him suffer so . Suffering in is one of the new bitter flav 61349908: e first place . ’ ‘ Howard , all I get the tiniest bit c 61351532: icians gang up on each other . affairs start . People Howard 61351579: have to do all the work . They every minute of it , too , bl 61354269: the house and garden . ‘ We it , ’ says the man . ‘ W 61395130: . Bede perceived in Ceolwulf a of religion and recommended h 61477766: 'm glad you 've got someone to . It 's important . The Kreml 61489859: l and simple . Now she saw the that had gone into it , saw i 61490689: ntelligence Agencies . They 'd to see the Yanks dig themselv 61491683: ng replaces truth and … real . Substitutes never work . Ho 61491703: em fit . Maybe we only fall in once . And everything else is 61497588: . But he loves you . Like you him . But you were still a li 61497900: rolled so gently . Like making , she thought . And then shud 61504952: re , then the gush of warmth , and pleasure . He felt her te 61504978: leasure . They groaned , their expressed in their sounds . S 61505069: see flashes of light . God , I you . ’ It surprised him . 61505094: anyone the opportunity . ‘ I you . ’ Strange words , but 61505344: h her the body was a vessel of , tenderness and belonging . 61505387: ce in the perfume that was her for him . Then he searched ou 61505441: st the joy and exhilaration of and flying where she had n't 61505532: r into her , held her with his and waited for her . ‘ Stay 61505573: The word thrilled him . ‘ I you , Billie , ’ he said , 61505604: wanted to say her name . ‘ I you , ’ she replied . Then 61505643: n her voice , in her sounds of . It was joined by another vo 61505803: ftly in her half-sleep . ‘ I you . ’ ‘ I love you , to 61505809: p . ‘ I love you . ’ ‘ I you , too . ’ The homecomin 61506648: called the police . Come on , . It 's called a frame-up . 61511809: ‘ It 's enough . ’ ‘ I you , Adam . ’ He reached o 61523045: . You 're some tough guy , my . ’ ‘ We 'll be out of he 61555892: re was no pain left … I sang songs . And she was glad . I 61556250: trument , a horse , and a lady , and the first she desired t 61558139: before his time , however the of God might have set a secur 61564546: Benedict , second only to the of God came the love of human 61564551: ly to the love of God came the of humankind , and Cadfael re 61575598: red to write any more . All my , Tristram . 3 ‘ For your d 61588025: ’ ‘ And does n't she just it ? Spying on me is so much 61593544: Beatrix 's had done so out of , whereas duty clearly impell 61598069: of paintings , The Progress of , was displayed on the walls 61598215: others . The French understand . Better than the Americans , 61598476: somewhere else , betraying her , preparing to desert her ? H 61606387: y smile , every declaration of and loyalty . Yet at times su 61638221: lcome to them for they knew no of God nor worship of Him . O 61638266: who would join would show his of the Unholy by taking a chi 61638342: r villainy and proofe of their of Evil . Donna chewed her li 61638431: ould write his name as to show of Evil and to show kinship w 61640865: it ? ’ ‘ I meant about his life . I thought you were sup 61654420: you , then do this for me . I you . I will always love you 61654426: e . I love you . I will always you , more than I thought it 61654437: n I thought it was possible to anyone . Christopher Ward . S 61676166: ted to inspiring in students a of , and a care for , their s 61715723: ax , who had instructed her in , and wondering if it would p 61716272: , they could marry , he would her , his heathen maiden , no 61722773: ng his mind on Rebecca and the he had sworn to her , until o 61724771: ther , this , make him fall in with me , ’ ‘ old Mother 61724789: , that , he 's a good man , I him , but he beats me and goe 61731459: , not the higher principle of between man and woman . So he 61740868: o the tree whisper : — their of a man , their love of a wo 61740874: their love of a man , their of a woman — their love of 61740880: heir love of a woman — their of a child — their hopes of 61742963: as shown Xanthe in a moment of , is a figure of Jesus on the 61743958: him loving and petting his new , and she feels her heart ins 61744511: stand loving , so here 's your back . ’ She passes the flo 61745218: the first Kit Everard won the of an islander and how she sa 61745680: earing this , out of the great she bore the founder of the i 61748402: , I think . She sends you much , of course . ’ ‘ Goldie 61752760: n't I have an artichoke ? I do them . ’ ‘ Of course , my 61760192: lk like a woman driven mad for ? My films never pretend to b 61762811: , his reputation , his wife 's , even that . Astrid , who ha 61765372: er by myself or with someone I and trust . If I 'm angry wit 61765383: . If I 'm angry with someone I and trust , I can express my 61765406: am angry with someone I do not , then I withhold my tears 61766062: . Her face lit up . ‘ Oh , I my tears ’ , she said . ‘ 61766091: en I 'm sad , when I 'm making . It 's terribly important to 61766277: y when I wept after we 'd made . He 'd ask if he 'd hurt me 61769699: make an impression on others . , LOSS AND TEARS ‘ ( Wo ) m 61769760: s of being abandoned . To lose through death is hard but und 61769770: d but understandable ; to lose and not understand why is int 61771197: med of her failure to hold his , she could n't bring herself 61771343: hed on Broadway by ‘ guys in ’ , would produce enough sa 61771516: because that is what women in offer so generously to men . 61771585: s inferior to herself . Men in may offer a great deal but th 61771669: appropriate . The intensity of which some women feel puzzles 61771738: the other hand , this kind of , if only it could be returne 61773482: t might be dying of cancer , a affair might have ended … t 61774608: lly in fundamental feelings of , anger , frustration , fury 61781714: songs of nationality and ideal . Mawkish videos are legitima 61781981: the world and from those they . Sadness at the loss , and a 61783921: ey may have needed more , more , more attention , more educa 61785347: , in time , again to give our and commitment to some aspect 61790109: having a father whom he could . Until he worked through tha 61790315: may have shared experiences of , anger or fear . They may ha 61793166: thirties of this century had a affair with Communism . The R 61793408: onted how they had given their , their time , their heart 's 61794596: ve now who weep over men whose they think is dead but try to 61795123: death of the gods of life , of , and of hope , whom they tri 61795265: all . It was the Lord Ba'al 's for the virgin Anat that brou 61797790: d , but that ye might know the which I have more abundantly 61799297: ut a woman with whom he was in but not yet ready to marry . 61801648: . Dr John Harrison , author of Your Disease — it 's keepin 61804682: f ideas , which can range from for one 's fellow human being 61920078: e worked in catering until her for learning foreign language 61932702: in ‘ Miranda had an unhappy affair/acne/a need to save th 61935776: ydia . ‘ I could never never a man who habitually carried 61936517: king replacements for her lost : an undignified and doom-lad 61936626: , she knew , she would fall in again . She always did , but 61937564: . It is his Christian duty to me . Listen . I am laughing i 61938317: no need for her to fall out of with it . Lydia sat down on t 61938615: at this man . She had lost her , and in her cottage was a wo 61939671: sten ‘ dear Jane ’ . ‘ I everyone else except Finn . 61940009: the scalding tears of blighted , put a curse on him and her 61941206: e — unless she was wildly in or pissed out of her mind she 61941515: e thinks I am pining away from . How do I put the truth to h 61950720: circumstances , be expected to Angharad , thought Lydia , re 61950743: ted last night . How could you a child who , because of its 61951525: ap who laughs when people make . ’ ‘ Cupid ? ’ asked B 61952447: leaning his shoes . You ca n't God and anyone else . ’ ‘ 61954890: arted going on about nights of . I do seem to have the most 61962432: eir time falling dementedly in with middle-aged lady parishi 61964025: sting anguish of the uncertain affair . Betty was beginning 61964313: Beuno because he 's fallen in with God . ’ ‘ But Beuno 61964630: hantment , of being sillily in , and simultaneously she was 61964639: taneously she was no longer in . So why was she grinning lik 61964924: validity . ‘ All falling in is infatuation , ’ said Lyd 61964942: he marries you they say it 's . Then when you divorce him t 61964956: ey say it 's a tragedy because has failed , when really it ' 61965906: since she herself had been in and she recognised the signs 61966755: ld April that I am insanely in with him , and now they both 61966839: ay round and he is insanely in with me , and April is mad wi 61966881: You always think people are in with you , ’ said Betty . 61966939: active , but people do fall in with other people , you know 61967714: the hills . Elizabeth does not me , but she does not always 61968955: made preternaturally alert by , saw Beuno looking at Lydia 61974366: , very much at home . ‘ I 'd a cup of tea , thanks , ’ h 61976277: se this touchy situation . ‘ some , ’ said Dr Wyn , putt 61976804: ared to , she could make April her , and that this was a dan 61976839: it . If she had still been in with Finn , Lydia would not n 61976856: or ways to entertain herself . was like water . Out of contr 61978273: Lydia accused her . ‘ Do you him or do you hate him ? One 61981112: he decided , much sweeter than : a sensation for the connois 61981767: e who you 're going to fall in with . It just hits you like 61981883: do n't know , then you ca n't me . ’ He 'd been glaring a 61983453: do n't think when they 're in , ’ said Betty . ‘ Oh , h 61983891: inn 's nose and she was n't in with him any more , so she di 61984427: he said , very softly , ‘ Oh , love . ’ And when he pass 61984429: , very softly , ‘ Oh love , . ’ And when he passed me I 61984781: duck and known she would never him again . Because of this s 61985638: him to stay ? ’ ‘ He 's in with you , ’ said Betty . 61986062: ade them had she still been in with Finn and desirous of his 61986163: ny : that the less you were in with someone the more you cou 61986199: whereas if you were wildly in you would be on your best beh 61986298: thought Lydia , when I was in with him , he would 've socke 61987508: ’ said Lydia . ‘ She 's in with that creepy doctor and h 61988430: Celibate . ’ ‘ He 's in with God , ’ said Lydia , r 61988464: le look once you 've fallen in with God . ’ ‘ And what w 61988506: ‘ What do you know about the of God ? ’ But Lydia had di 61988896: I suppose . ’ ‘ Do n't you him ? ’ asked Edward . Loui 61989431: . ‘ It 's not that we do n't each other , ’ explained Lo 62010476: mself ‘ With a great deal of — Peter . ’ The postmark 62011371: he birthmark on his face . ’ ? It had been in the air , ce 62018910: ‘ Why ? ’ ‘ She 's in . I thought she was the one w 62020577: rtable in here . ’ ‘ But I your kitchen . ’ Helen thou 62023755: ated . It seemed perverse that — if this was love — shou 62023760: erse that love — if this was — should be a state traditi 62034090: back and observe that those in become utterly self-destructi 62034097: self-destructive . Oneself in . At the moment I can no long 62034267: unter , which did not count as , there had been Peter Datche 62034314: time , seemed to have involved — inflammation of the sense 62037071: things . It 's because I am in with you . ’ There was a si 62037322: said , ‘ But you are n't in with me , which would make it 62040475: ould not . ’ ‘ You have to someone very greatly and very 62041706: l of the beauty and all of the . We might have had it all , 62043614: his arms ; a child starved of and food and warmth : ‘ And 62046597: ll you some tales . Spells and potions — not that Cormac e 62046631: ut I always did a good line in potions . It 'll be some ques 62052205: e world are ever in flight And is less kind than the grey tw 62060158: be a might-have-been , my dear … that little boy with dark 62061551: e call of kinship ? Oh no , my , for to believe that is to d 62062102: . Then I must let you go , my , and after all there is noth 62068829: r seen , and I believe I could him very much , and I believe 62068865: d I ever truly forget you , my ? Lying wakeful in her bedcha 62069212: s … Was that all it was , my ? Only the call of the blood 62069353: fate that had brought her into with her own brother . She ha 62069469: re never completely apart , my , for you were always beside 62070064: but world enough and time , my … Yes , the echoes were sti 62070534: , and said , ‘ Oh , my dear ’ Raynor held out his arms 62071345: had smiled with such infinite and such intimacy , that pain 62071829: losely linked , you and I , my . ’ My love … Natural and 62071833: , you and I , my love . ’ My … Natural and right and ent 62071904: And oh Fergus , my dear , lost , am I doing you so much harm 62072986: ght , and in spite of his deep for her and his longing to pr 62078938: our mother , then , my dearest , Medoc was your father . ’ 62081321: rainne looked at them all with and delight , and with an imm 62082185: : We 're British and loyal And every royal And tonight we sh 62084412: ittle else but you . But is it ? And is it true ? Who cares 62084674: a really nice glass of lager . Story I thought you 'd be a p 62084753: d n't try to hide it . Fall in with someone nice ? — I 'd 62084770: tried it . The course of true did n't run Quite the way I ' 62084787: ned it . You failed to fall in with me — I could n't under 62084816: ntal note : You can tell it 's , the real thing , When you d 62085163: lunches , discussing life and and never mentioning football 62086000: There 's no time to spare — is already turning into hate 62086096: me to spare . Another kamikaze affair ? No chance . This tim 62086122: ay is more than I can bear — is already turning into hate 62087900: ul I did n't mind at first But grows colder . Now some other 62088151: w , to my delight , Find women a bard , however dire , And o 62088206: e : I ca n't immortalize you , — our joys Will lie unnotic 62088289: name will be forgotten — My is true , but all my verse is 62089054: ld n't be much of a poem But I the title . 4 Jannie instinct 62092054: should n't I ? ’ ‘ John , , said Jannie , ‘ do eat up 62109724: Go and pour yourself a drink , — you look whacked . Do you 62112791: t , Tess , ’ he said . ‘ I you , Bob . I 've never reall 62114037: her eyes . ‘ I shall always you , Bob , whatever happens 62114050: ever happens to us . ’ ‘ I you , too , Tessa . ’ The d 62115921: the afternoon they would make , with the great windows open 62117057: otten I was coming , had you , ? ’ she said agreeably , ro 62117140: . ‘ Do n't worry about me , , ’ said Mrs. Hennessy . 62117165: you been doing with your bed , ? Been having nightmares , ha 62117214: y for the week-end , are you , ? ’ she said . ‘ No , ’ 62117420: she knew . ‘ That 's right , , ’ shouted Mrs. Hennessy o 62117538: sping the case . ‘ Bye bye , , ’ shouted Mrs. Hennessy . 62117755: . ‘ I thought you 'd gone , , ’ she said . ‘ Well , n 62117782: your pyjamas ? Here they are , — I was just going to put t 62117941: these cold floors . Come on , , put them in . What about yo 62118048: s he went . ‘ You off then , ? ’ shouted Mrs. Hennessy . 62118387: have you forgotten this time , ? ’ ‘ Oh , you know , I t 62118770: hat it is this time , though , . ’ ‘ Oh ? ’ said Bob . 62118841: . ‘ Well , I 'll say ta-ta , , ’ she said . ‘ Do n't f 62118978: before you catch your death , , ’ said Mrs. Hennessy to T 62120542: ice jars . She 's very much in with you , Bob . You know tha 62120767: essa . If that feeling was n't , what was ? He had felt sour 62121924: Mrs. Dyson was a little bit in with you , to tell you the tr 62121967: he said , ‘ and she 's in with me ? What on earth are y 62122015: hinks you 're not very much in with me . ’ ‘ She told yo 62126192: irst seems , and that being in is a condition which can caus 62126296: the days to come . You do n't me very much . Perhaps you do 62126305: very much . Perhaps you do n't me at all . But why should yo 62133690: tion . Then again , she was in with Bob , and embarrassingly 62133781: t get married . Bob was n't in with her . You did n't get ma 62133796: ried to people who were n't in with you . But if Jannie coul 62138149: ies I once met on Mykonos made ? ’ ‘ Yes . But never min 62139421: e , naked . We would have made against the pine-needles , th 62139431: eedles , then swum , then made again . I was filled with a d 62139573: turned on my stomach and made to the memory of Alison , lik 62144112: u . Thank you very much . I 'd to . ’ ‘ I think we have 62155824: genius . But by then I was in . ‘ I first saw Lily when s 62156876: And then too I soon began to her physically . Whereas she 62159425: Lily . She and I swore undying . The idea of heroic sacrific 62170913: ou not return to this girl you ? ’ ‘ Really — it 's to 62171155: I suppose I do n't know what is , really . If it is n't al 62172568: . Her warmth . I sucked on her like a leech . A very sensual 62173790: thes . As soon as I saw her my for her overwhelmed me — an 62174119: dgment , that the price of her was that I should return to t 62174150: . And that the reality of her was as it had been in the woo 62174183: t . You will have understood . is the mystery between two pe 62174291: n a torture chamber . Still in , yet chained to opposite wal 62174761: not answer , he spoke . ‘ By . ’ It was as if he said it 62176443: sadness . ‘ The dead live by ’ ; and they could evidentl 62177126: to her . One does n't fall in in five seconds ; but five se 62177141: set one dreaming of falling in , especially in a community a 62184188: rt the compliment . ‘ We all him very much . ’ ‘ Who i 62242726: ntelligence people is that you the back alleys and cul-de-sa 62242894: I know whatever I do they 'll me . ’ His voice was infuse 62243060: . ‘ But we in the spy world Thatcher because she adores u 62256969: meant to her : two acts of ‘ ’ in the space of seven hou 62256982: en hours . Urquhart was not in with her , she was sure , and 62256995: was sure , and she was not in with him . Yet . It was a nig 62257016: irmation of her desirability . was a different matter . She 62258773: reer , her desire for physical , had led her to devalue , an 62259409: . She could not say it was ‘ ’ because she had always fo 62259424: define the border between ‘ ’ and ‘ friendship ’ . 62269824: could not coexist . For her to me , I had to carry on with m 62275171: forgiveness and not a word of . Nothing . And I had killed 62276945: ss filled her nostrils . ‘ I you , Blanche . Let me go , p 62278633: t 's healed now . ’ ‘ I 'd to do something like that , 62279320: es of jumps . ‘ Ignore him , . All you need is confidence 62286874: old him that she had fallen in with a man who was already ma 62286904: t no one could help falling in , and if she was not breaking 62288178: t we ca n't help ourselves . I him , Joe . ’ She was weepi 62288209: e they sat down . ‘ I know , , ’ he said gently . ‘ Do 62288837: But I 'm concerned about you , . You deserve to be happy , M 62288912: e end I told her that I was in with a married man . I though 62291360: king away from food for me . I her . I never thought it was 62291370: ver thought it was possible to anyone as much as I love Maur 62291376: le to love anyone as much as I Maureen . ’ In spite of him 62298422: r , looking at each other with . Will John and I ever be lik 62298449: ng couple who can show that we each other ? It seemed unlike 62298563: tincts told her that he was in with her . The wedding of Hel 62303833: ‘ I 'm sure you 're right , , ’ her mother agreed . ‘ 62304538: her close . ‘ Oh , Anne , I you . I 've wanted to do this 62304557: , ’ he murmured . ‘ And I you , ’ she whispered , dra 62304783: tincts told her that he was in with her yet he seemed to dra 62305017: ‘ I 'm a bit of an outcast , , ’ he said , ‘ and I do 62305643: issed her passionately . ‘ I you , Anne . ’ ‘ And I lo 62305652: ove you , Anne . ’ ‘ And I you , ’ she whispered . The 62305691: y , ‘ I wanted you to know , , but I do n't want us to be 62306587: rotecting her by keeping their secret , but she was becoming 62306829: his arms . ‘ They 've come , , ’ he said jubilantly . 62306940: u , Anne , will you marry me , ? ’ ‘ Yes , I will , ’ 62306978: so happy , ’ he said . ‘ I you , Anne . I 've waited so 62307305: ne to get any . We 've been in for a long time — well , I 62307918: ing for people far from home , ? ’ Mrs Fitzgerald said in 62311360: unity to be together and their grew stronger every day . Chr 62311656: each other . ‘ 'Sweet lovers the Spring ’ , ’ John mur 62311683: disappointed that he showed no of the poetry and books which 62313202: er-in-law . ‘ Do n't worry , , ’ she said to Anne . ‘ 62317250: ll come with us , wo n't you , ? ’ she said in her weak vo 62317274: Aye , not much fun for you , , with our Terry away , ’ P 62317338: n't be here for your wedding , , ’ she whispered . ‘ Whi 62317369: d weakly at her . ‘ I know , . I saw the way you and Joe 62317463: y , ‘ Marriage is for life , . ’ Tears were running down 62317594: ised that Sarah and he were in . ‘ Did you know ? ’ Sara 62317719: Maureen confided her hopeless for Chris . ‘ That 's why M 62317773: s and two months I 've been in with Chris . ’ Later Joe ca 62318713: freely to each other about the they had to conceal from othe 62318817: as uneasy about concealing her for Joe . Anne was more comfo 62320617: o when peace came , and making passionately every night . Ka 62320731: I 'm not surprised , are you , ? ’ John wrote . ‘ After 62320859: These are just baby nerves , . John will be fine , you 'll 62322355: s . ‘ I know you mean well , , ’ he wrote , ‘ but Maur 62322573: I 'm glad you know about us , . I did n't like deceiving yo 62322806: d to give Anne away , and I 'd to be with you and all the fa 62322843: on as I can and I know you 'll him . ’ Pat was bewildered 62322897: ding . ‘ She 's very much in with him , Dad , ’ Anne sai 62323638: d them unsmilingly to give her to her father and the family 62324120: 't do more than you 've done , , you and Maureen , ’ Helen 62335135: ugh she had thought herself in with him at the time he had k 62423751: icent parrot . It was his sole . As a young man , he had bee 62423796: pronounce the name of his lost , and this name was repeated 62427690: cognac to coitus . Still , his of irony is plain ; it 's one 62429022: e never felt the worship , the and yet the fear that took po 62429060: f my heart , how truly I could him , honour him and obey him 62429286: ise ) Gertrude had promised to , honour and obey someone els 62438655: nformant . He notes the French of leeks and the French abhor 62442727: t in French road-signs , and a of the light as you look nort 62445985: et was obliged to send all her letters to Gustave via Maxime 62451562: , a sweet existence of mutual and mutual companionship . He 62452855: t wanting to know the worst is 's favourite perversion ? For 62452889: ho confessed that while making to his wife he liked to pictu 62453191: n't . This search is a sign of , I maintain . It 's similar 62453297: ellow , good chap . But if you a writer , if you depend upon 62453427: be it infidelity or lack of , madness or the suicidal spa 62453459: ppointment ? With a writer you , the instinct is to defend . 62453475: what I meant earlier : perhaps for a writer is the purest , 62453487: purest , the steadiest form of . And so your defence comes t 62453828: do more ? You want him to ‘ humanity ’ , to goose the h 62453865: e Milky Way . You say that you humanity ? Are you sure you a 62455327: fe . ‘ You can depict wine , , women and glory on the cond 62457026: give you another quote : ‘ I the vanquished , but I also l 62457033: ve the vanquished , but I also the victors . ’ He strives 62458663: y mind , age does not matter ; is what matters . I did not n 62458755: chosen ; you are elected into by a secret ballot against wh 62458788: ? You men are so conformist in , so provincial in imaginatio 62459306: baptise my breast as a sign of . He was a strong young man , 62459573: such phrase . After a bout of , I often find that my brain 62459845: p , had its known limits . But ? And losing yourself ? And s 62460223: n public ( I am not ashamed of — why should I be ? I would 62460786: esprit de l'escalier , even in ? My flower — the one that 62460872: d to talk . You do not dismiss in the way you dismiss your h 62461245: ng myself , to be ambitious in ? Is that wrong ? Answer me . 62461823: e private journal of a man you and finding in it no mention 62462361: ypt he had caught a disease of from some five-sou courtesan 62462393: d once given him as a token of . He who claimed that art sho 62462416: would humiliate me . When our was young , we would exchange 62462718: , as is frequently the case in , that those qualities which 62462772: ing , even when he was most in with me . In his second lette 62462978: self . He feared that he might me completely . It was not si 62463031: ecause he feared that he might me completely . I will tell y 62463103: want to give him the chance to me back ? I was fighting not 62463133: e should not permit himself to . He said that there were thr 62463194: on . He was a difficult man to , that is certain . The heart 62463218: amed of it , wary of it . True can survive absence , death a 62463282: flatter himself that he was in with me ; but I never knew a 62463293: I never knew a less impatient . ‘ Life is like riding , 62463375: his vanity to think himself in with me ; it also gave him , 62463973: ( with whom he claims to be in ) for her words of praise . M 62464366: oet ! ) . He told me I had the of Art , but not the religion 62464599: ciples . Tell me how you write poetry which is objective , s 62464624: istrusted feelings ; he feared ; and he elevated this neuros 62464694: woman , a poet , and a poet of ! He wanted all writers to li 62465736: erstood woman crucified by her for the heartless , impossibl 62511961: ed his wife with the words ‘ you ’ and left — ostensib 62520379: er as you paid prostitutes for and bought your vegetables in 62522604: se professed aim was universal . ‘ She 's an animal-righte 62523129: asked Camille . Memet was the of Constance 's life , or so 62529303: ng her not to speak ill of the of his life , but he went on 62530259: ave deprived me of a father 's , ’ she said , peering clos 62530460: ntrol , then no one would ever her and she would be lonely a 62531636: n about ? ’ ‘ You know you it , ’ said Scarlet , who w 62533649: Faithless is when they fall in with someone else , not when 62533708: , for this was the language of and quite unlike the more usu 62533816: ers through her hair . ‘ You him , ’ said Scarlet , gloo 62536134: could make the human race and it . She says her brother had 62536316: their girlfriends and fall in with you . ’ ‘ Well , you 62540919: mehow , ’ said Brian . ‘ I you , ’ said Scarlet , illu 62541020: pite . She decided she did n't him much after all . Constanc 62544271: , ’ said Camille . ‘ I 'd it . ’ ‘ How long since y 62544752: f the day when Camille fell in with some nightmare youth . T 62546014: she did n't want Sam to be in : not seriously in love with 62546019: be in love : not seriously in with an older man , and the b 62546087: member she had herself been in with the man who led the grey 62551671: e it out with at least as much and care as you had brought i 62560638: than that of any mother , for was here at stake . Camille p 62636986: g open , questioning minds , a of reading and so on , a cont 62667030: ological writers has learnt to the thorny creature by arguin 62794890: uarrelled and laughed and made and war , and where the charm 62811738: onto the forest floor and made to her … I wo n't think abo 62836539: hopeful and silken . Perhaps a potion ? But the one next to 62862053: hafts of blue crystal . Making with Tim in the vaulted egg c 62862606: . ‘ It 's not as if I do n't Sam , because I do . I love h 62862614: 't love Sam , because I do . I him like nothing else in my l 62863763: nd I wanted so hard for you to me . I worked my guts out get 62863889: ause I know how much you still Mum , even though you never s 62863956: l never have to watch this . I you , remember that . I love 62863963: I love you , remember that . I you … . ’ She stabbed at 62874742: I wo n't hear that ! Paula . I you . I want — need — ans 62889468: is period — The Languages of ( 1957 ) , The Sycamore Tree 62889865: l be based on The Languages of : ‘ a very sensitive , rath 62891931: re them . 1.1 The Languages of : The Word Made Fresh . The L 62891941: Made Fresh . The Languages of seeks in Catholicism a soluti 62892320: the serious , renounces carnal , and decides to become a Cat 62892413: kewise , her divinely inspired can be extended to both Paul 62892504: ia had learnt the languages of ’ ( 239 ) , and it is signi 62892624: st appeared , The Languages of was generally read as a satir 62892858: mething one needs … . Nor is . They simply are ’ , but h 62893107: rses , but in The Languages of linguistic transgression sign 62894068: o her the nobility of selfless and the truth of language whi 62894166: Bernard , but transposes this onto the plane of the sacred 62894284: s the plot of The Languages of is similar to that of Iris Mu 62894356: f technique , The Languages of resembles Murdoch 's first no 62894470: adition , and The Languages of to the paradigmatic plot of f 62894570: hinted at in The Languages of is elaborated : John is a who 62894741: ealism . What The Languages of phrases in terms of language 62895006: me as that of The Languages of . Nina adores her saintly hus 62895034: roine faces is harmony through , yet the outcome is consider 62895332: wn works , but when he fell in with Howard 's wife Elizabeth 62896265: . Hussein in The Languages of is a Muslim , yet it is he wh 62896282: to Julia the beauty of genuine expressed in honest language 62896832: s employed in The Languages of . The main question the novel 62898930: ke the pun in The Languages of and the concept of a variable 62899060: Convention . The Languages of , The Sycamore Tree , and The 62899410: a is torn between her sisterly and her annoyance with Stella 62907782: ation and wraps the earth with , for nothing less than symbi 62907814: that ‘ wraps the earth with ’ , for they are incapable 62912806: ation becomes a declaration of : Have you anything to declar 62912815: ou anything to declare such as desire ambition or a glimpse 62918250: s employed in The Languages of , but rather than representin 62919426: th in the name of patriotism , , or science . But in none of 62923089: by the unreliable narrator in with the zeroist author in lo 62923095: ove with the zeroist author in with himself but absent in th 62928620: . Whereas in The Languages of the pun is indicative of the 62929914: guages of the computers making to each other ’ ( Brooke-Ro 62953249: redemption through collective ( Vallejo : 1970 , p. 69 ) . 62954785: , resistance to the law , free , anti-clericalism . We were 62983717: exchanging whispered words of . The anxieties and misgiving 62985500: had just expressed his undying for you and his need to remai 62986245: where we left off … eh , my ? ’ He placed his hand on h 62986737: en in the pound , are you , my ? ’ he asked , grinning at 62986876: you can bring yourself to make in such unsympathetic surroun 62987729: o believe that I 've fallen in with a nothing . ’ He laugh 62987743: hed unsteadily . ‘ How can I you ? You 're not there . You 62987840: d I did n't ask you to fall in with me , either . ’ Johnny 62988827: when he had attempted to make to her on the previous night 62990933: ver . Make it home safely , my . ’ At that moment she woul 62993361: ng . And Cassie , my own sweet , we 've got until eight o'cl 62995185: you 'd be slumming if you made to me , which is so obviously 62995452: I was telling you how much I you , Cassie . I 've honestly 62995530: thing . I do n't think I shall anyone else ; ever again . I 62995633: feel equal to meet . Johnny 's , expressed with such unvarni 62996399: d my hand , could n't you , my ? And settle the rug more com 62996629: t 's quite simply because I do you … so much . You make my 62997491: to give the impression that my for you is but thinly disguis 62997570: y lust at first sight , if not . ’ ‘ Have you got many o 62997610: ‘ And when did you start to me then , after you 'd got ov 62997667: my clothes . ’ ‘ Cassie , , I adore your clothes . I th 62999392: Swinging Sixties … Peace and , Man ! Hippies , Groupies , 62999967: ht . ‘ Did I tell you that I you ? Anyway , do n't interru 63000401: while their parents are making shamelessly ? ’ asked Cassi 63001577: to talk , was her need to make . And if this were to be thei 63001614: if she and Johnny were to make now , here beneath the apple 63002294: ed me to describe the sky , my , then perhaps I should need 63003714: s , clutching the ring . ‘ I you , Cassie Willmott , ’ h 63006620: ty reply saying that she would to go with him , thank you ve 63008335: knowledge quiz … or to make to me , although heaven knows 63009115: his summer ? ’ ‘ No . I 'd to , of course ; but I spent 63011962: le fleapit with my light o ’ . Bribe the chambermaid , who 63012248: saying , ‘ Oh Cassie , I do you . ’ But Cassie was n't 63012309: e was in no mood for Johnny 's . ‘ Do n't touch me , ’ s 63015622: lieve , Little Martian , but I you . More than anything … 63017053: ou tell me how , please ? I 'd to know . If I 've got this r 63019502: mage . You 're quite safe , my . ’ Cassie was forced to se 63020524: derstanding , that she did not him , nor ever could . She di 63020727: her to have little to do with . Well , she supposed , with 63024187: y were asleep , or even making ? She disliked the thought , 63024271: what if they had already made , and were now dozing ; befor 63026594: e had decided that she did not Johnny and wanted him out of 63028411: e mood , eh Bella ? It was n't , was it , my little snake ? 63028877: e is . Our little Johnny 's in . How wizard for you , darlin 63029097: telling you who she is . But I her and I intend to marry her 63031556: he whole world bit by bit , My not flesh but in the mind ben 63031565: lesh but in the mind beneath . takes its shape within that p 63031601: utline men can see inside , So is formed by a dark ray 's in 63031795: Lines for My 55th Birthday The of old men is not worth a lot 63031830: ng spasm . Philemon and Baucis without shadows — W.C.W. Tw 63031987: slow thrill of learning how to What , gradually revealed , b 63032552: tlessness having been promised , as my mind insisted on word 63035950: d zest By-passed the self like . I thought that they were go 63036223: art , their eyes attentive . I their daring , their looks , 63037955: eart , His Heart , broken with . An unfamiliar ticking makes 63039536: a , Sergeant . It 's all about , hate , jealousy and revenge 63042459: ce , tried to hide extremes of or hate . Jane Pargeter was d 63045628: st a fling . That I was n't in with Nicola — which was tru 63049703: odern and marked by a northern of cheap glamour — polished 63050448: xter guessed she was deeply in : not with her husband , with 63050495: ver ; but she was certainly in with herself , Dexter believe 63058746: er was irritated by Blanche 's of the difficult and complica 63059725: from her husband , Blanche 's life was a Russian roulette o 63062809: ce . ‘ What about Blufton 's life ? Is he married ? ’ 63073469: ve forced me into a corner . I you too much and I 'm not goi 63073504: and let's have a proper talk . Nicola . ’ Dexter realised 63073571: David Parkin if he ended their affair . He was holding the e 63075083: n following the murder . ‘ I sitting here sometimes , watc 63084509: and soon forgotten . ’ ‘ I them myself — hamburgers . 63087435: s terms , and that 's a bore , them as you might . He opened 63087464: eir lives together . ‘ It 's , ’ he said suddenly . ‘ 63096824: rse it was here that I fell in for the first time . But that 63099398: d into a recognition of God 's . Is this why the myth swims 63103818: do n't have it cut too short . you your Circus Strongman . L 63104708: ke ) . Do n't worry about me . you . — Charlie Letter 2 Da 63105241: ly , feeling a bit depressed , . Sorry to lay this on you , 63105642: l at home . Sorry about this . Charlie Letter 3 Hey Good Loo 63107402: the copter so I 'll end now . Charlie Letter 4 Dear Pips , 63107596: V 'S ‘ BAD-BOY ’ CHARLIE . you . Pippa love , I really t 63107600: ’ CHARLIE . Love you . Pippa , I really think it 's the ef 63107654: at when they 're hungry , make as if it 's the most natural 63108607: e , daughter , sin no more . * , Charlie * Joke ! ! Nothing 63109896: r . Nothing from you yet . — , Charlie Letter 6 Pippa love 63109902: love , Charlie Letter 6 Pippa Look I know we said we would 63110660: vin . Monday . Bit depressed , . Had this ludicrous tiff wit 63111498: aid he 'd keep looking . Pippa , think about the baby thing 63112772: st day . Later Later Later — Charlie Letter 8 Jesus Pippa 63112881: eading his cue-cards . Sorry , . Bad taste , I know . Just c 63112952: ig , comme un porco . God I do you , Pippa , I just hold on 63113126: y do it ? Why did they do it ? C P.S. Wish you 'd written . 63113524: 'll throw them all away . — C Letter 11 Waiting for copte 63113532: er 11 Waiting for copter Pippa When we get out , I 'm going 63113806: just streaming down my face . C Letter 12 Caracas 21st July 63113814: ter 12 Caracas 21st July Pippa , I do n't believe it , I mea 63116105: ing it to a real postman . all , Charlie Letter 13 Christ do 63116334: least until the 4th . P.P.P.S. you . Telegram PLEASE CALL CH 63116345: INTERCONTINENTAL SOONEST STOP CHARLIE STOP Telegram FOR GS 63116358: INENTAL MUST TALK SOONEST STOP CHARLIE Telegram WILL CALL NO 63116467: eems no point in saying that I you in spite of everything be 63117403: does this I feel a shudder of at the exactness of this slee 63117433: ing her up to remind her of my . At that moment , unconsciou 63117516: , but hardly one denoting that has roots below the gum of co 63117675: m the back of her neck . ‘ I you , ’ I whisper into that 63117688: nto that sleeping nape , ‘ I you . ’ All novelists know 63117940: eem to write more easily about than prose writers . For a st 63118009: , poets seem able to turn bad — selfish , shitty love int 63118014: bad love — selfish , shitty into good love poetry . Prose 63118017: elfish , shitty love into good poetry . Prose writers lack t 63118036: rmation . We can only turn bad into prose about bad love . S 63118041: bad love into prose about bad . So we are envious ( and sli 63118058: ful ) when poets talk to us of . And they write this stuff c 63118066: d they write this stuff called poetry . It 's collected into 63118083: ' Valentine World Anthology of Poetry or whatever . Then the 63118091: y or whatever . Then there are letters ; these are collected 63118103: o The Golden Quill Treasury of Letters ( available by mail o 63118123: re that answers to the name of prose . It sounds awkward , a 63118133: , almost self-contradictory . Prose : A Plodder 's Handbook 63118201: need for literature — or for , for that matter . ’ When 63118263: ‘ What will survive of us is . ’ This is the cautiously 63118329: tic flourish , Is it true ? Is what will survive of us ? It 63118349: so . It would be comforting if were an energy source which c 63118441: bly in a black universe ) . Is meant to glow on like this fo 63118475: ivor of a loving couple dies , dies too . If anything surviv 63118499: l survive of Larkin is not his but his poetry : that 's obvi 63118593: ) . And did William Huskisson ? And did his love last ? We 63118598: m Huskisson love ? And did his last ? We do n't know . All t 63118634: the nature of progress . ‘ I you . ’ For a start , we 'd 63118759: bied . We think we might be in and we 're trying out the wor 63118817: . Listen to them again : ‘ I you ’ . Subject , verb , ob 63118898: rward as if for a kiss . ‘ I you ’ . How serious , how w 63119199: hose lexicon lacks the words I you ? Or have they all died o 63119238: with them . Men will say ‘ I you ’ to get women into bed 63119254: th them ; women will say ‘ I you ’ to get men into marri 63119270: ith them ; both will say ‘ I you ’ to keep fear at bay , 63119318: e must beware of such uses . I you should n't go out into th 63119396: ard-it-all-before echo . ‘ I you ’ , and before she can 63119415: lic other self respond , ‘ I you . ’ This is n't satisfa 63119441: ain , with the same result . I you I love you — it 's beco 63119444: the same result . I love you I you — it 's become some tri 63119489: he lolling front-row girls . I you I love you while the lead 63119492: front-row girls . I love you I you while the lead guitar gig 63119516: outh . We must be precise with , its language and its gestur 63119548: earn to look at death . Should be taught in school ? First t 63119622: them if they do n't know about ? They 're expected to muddle 63119697: rusting virgins were told that was the promised land , an ar 63119760: Let's start at the beginning . makes you happy ? No . Love m 63119767: . Love makes you happy ? No . makes the person you love hap 63119772: No . Love makes the person you happy ? No . Love makes every 63119777: e person you love happy ? No . makes everything all right ? 63119834: thousand stories . What would be for if it did n't solve ev 63119856: trength of our aspiration that , once achieved , eases the d 63119873: ffortless analgesia ? A couple each other , but they are n't 63119895: at one of them does n't really the other ; that they love on 63119901: lly love the other ; that they one another a certain amount 63119948: unhappily . It was the unhappy that taught me most about lov 63119954: love that taught me most about 's nature — though not at t 63119984: in as you like . But I was in , and loved , for a long time 63120024: naggingly unhappy . Did n't I her enough ? I knew I did — 63120045: y future for her . Did n't she me enough ? I knew she did 63120085: ation we had invented . Mutual did not add up to happiness . 63120111: d what it was I believed about . We think of it as an active 63120123: of it as an active force . My makes her happy ; her love ma 63120129: My love makes her happy ; her makes me happy : how could th 63120154: eptual model . It implies that is a transforming wand , one 63120192: agic but particle physics . My does not , can not make her h 63120203: , can not make her happy ; my can only release in her the c 63120268: on the wrong wavelength . But is n't an atomic bomb , so le 63120480: n't heart-shaped . ‘ We must one another or die ’ , wrot 63120508: ause he once wrote ‘ We must one another or die ’ , he c 63120576: o the more logical ‘ We must one another and die ’ . Lat 63120660: Now I am not so sure . We must one another and die certainly 63120727: t to say that the line We must one another or die is untrue 63120745: ( or because those who do not do not instantly expire ) is 63120786: obvious one is this : we must one another because if we do 63120810: ther . The second is : we must one another because if we do 63120820: ther because if we do n't , if does n't fuel our lives , the 63120896: timental . If we are to oppose to such wily , muscled concep 63120923: ebration or snobby vagueness . 's enemies profit from its un 63120943: tionism So where do we start ? may or may not produce happin 63120990: ly , as when you were first in ? The anaemic begin to glow , 63121051: e make this distinction : that enhances the confidence , whe 63121096: arly as when you were first in ? If we look at nature , do w 63121108: ok at nature , do we see where comes in ? Not really . There 63121367: wn convenience . So where does come in ? It 's not strictly 63121390: ms , like the beaver , without . We can organize complex soc 63121403: eties , like the bee , without . We can travel long distance 63121416: , like the albatross , without . We can put our head in the 63121432: d , like the ostrich , without . We can die out as a species 63121447: cies , like the dodo , without . Is it a useful mutation tha 63121467: urvive ? I ca n't see it . Was implanted , for instance , so 63121543: drooling about home . Then is some luxury that sprang up in 63121576: ced , which just happens to be rather than something else ? 63121896: Is this how we should think of ? Our love does n't help us s 63121899: we should think of love ? Our does n't help us survive , an 63121985: we did n't have to worry about . Marriage would be more stra 63122003: g — if we were not itchy for , exultant on its arrival , f 63122029: rld , it seems surprising that is included . It 's an excres 63122136: se it was impossible . Perhaps is essential because it 's un 63122193: t continue this comparison . I you . I 'm home again , and t 63122283: hem towards the object of your . It 's just as eloquent as s 63122363: shape encodes the way in which fuses two halves , two separa 63122981: They call this dish Passionate . Do you remember that parado 63122989: o you remember that paradox of , of the first few weeks and 63123000: weeks and months of Passionate ( it 's capitalized , like th 63123023: aradox about time ? You are in , at a point where pride and 63123065: d of your whole life . I am in , I want to savour it , study 63123120: y up . How do you know this is , your prose side whispers li 63123221: ether or not you 're really in . A photograph develops in a 63123354: ? Is it normal , this state of , or abnormal ? Statistically 63123573: as been developed and fixed by , and is now to be framed for 63123635: ved ? Couples noisy with their ( for nobody has ever loved b 63123756: t so evidently , so rowdily in ; yet we should be discreetly 63123780: m not recommending one form of over another . I do n't know 63123792: 't know if prudent or reckless is the better , moneyed or pe 63123800: better , moneyed or penniless the surer , heterosexual or h 63123807: r , heterosexual or homosexual the sexier , married or unmar 63123814: sexier , married or unmarried the stronger . I may be tempt 63123844: you whether or not you 're in . If you need to ask , then y 63123879: g ) . I ca n't tell you who to , or how to love : those scho 63123884: ll you who to love , or how to : those school courses would 63123939: ) . But I can tell you why to . Because the history of the 63123955: nly stops at the half-house of to bulldoze it into rubble , 63123976: rutally self-important without . Our random mutation is esse 63123988: al because it is unnecessary . wo n't change the history of 63124040: . I do n't accept your terms , says ; sorry , you do n't imp 63124070: Of course , we do n't fall in to help out with the world 's 63124086: o problem ; yet this is one of 's surer effects . Love and t 63124091: one of love 's surer effects . and truth , that 's the vital 63124101: that 's the vital connection , and truth . Have you ever tol 63124118: ruth as when you were first in ? Have you ever seen the worl 63124129: er seen the world so clearly ? makes us see the truth , make 63125134: just the same . What else can do ? If we 're selling it , w 63125160: for civic virtue . You ca n't someone without imaginative s 63125594: t question : does your husband you ? The question should n't 63125648: thy . We must be precise about . Ah , you want descriptions 63125687: y . ) No , being precise about means attending to the heart 63125901: fraid , looks a fucking mess . is anti-mechanical , anti-mat 63125911: -materialist : that 's why bad is still good love . It may m 63125915: 's why bad love is still good . It may make us unhappy , bu 63126016: religion and art must yield to . It gives us our humanity , 63126041: e materialist argument attacks , of course ; it attacks ever 63126050: urse ; it attacks everything . boils down to pheromones , it 63126087: civic virtue , this murmured I you , are all caused by a low 63126148: the moment , because it makes 's triumph the greater . What 63126195: further . And I 'm not saying will make you happy — above 63126265: eve this and still insist that is our only hope . It 's our 63126307: for is the right comparison . and truth , yes , that 's the 63126547: and fear ? ) And so it is with . We must believe in it , or 63126613: ruth . It will go wrong , this ; it probably will . That con 63126658: as : things fuck up . But when fails us , we must still go o 63126683: ule that things fuck up , that will fail ? Perhaps it is . S 63126696: is . Still we must believe in , just as we must believe in 63126712: and objective truth . And when fails , we should blame the h 63126747: have gone on being happy . Our has gone , and it is the faul 63149349: rim , David Thomson began twin affairs that took his life al 63149706: he falls deeper and deeper in with Phoebe , his Venus risin 63153806: d Mr Tait preached a sermon on Your Enemies . Boswell felt d 63167279: heard them singing , songs of and emigration ; with inherit 63228023: start off very lightly with a poem and then there 's a sudd 63229861: ke up and looks like a boy . I that . Why ? Someone thought 63230261: zing painting and everyone 'll it and I did it , but it 's d 63230584: oes affect your skin tones . I painting nudes . You 're just 63230777: with the roses I use them as a symbol , I used to always use 63254447: like Victoria Vella 's . ‘ I your hair ! ’ said Victoria 63254835: ly , as Dad drove away . ‘ I Malta so much . ’ ‘ Never 63255294: s to care for one another , to one another and to help one a 63258585: , baby . Rainbow Rabbit would to read your letters and poem 63261815: ise I promise to do my best to God and my family , to follow 63263262: l book which all Brownies will reading again and again . SAV 63266277: time , A time to remember with The birthday of dear Jesus In 63267455: airbands and lots more . ‘ I stocking time ! ’ said Anna 63277649: d-looking . Many girls fell in with him but could only admir 63277934: e , Aphrodite , the goddess of , saw what happened . Narciss 63277951: words and deeds , made himself 's enemy . Once Narcissus had 63278058: back . Narcissus had fallen in with his own reflection . He 63281098: wishes . Rainbow Rabbit would to read your letters and poem 63281133: em . FIREMAN SAM Rainbows will a new stage show which has al 63398945: t put you off you 'll probably it . If you 're still thinkin 63404181: and incredibly patient . They their jobs ( many have been w 63407519: ly . Those below about 14 will bombing around on our Toppers 63409878: Appeals strongly to those who unspoilt Greece and do n't mi 63410168: high season , and non-sailors walking or exploring by caiqu 63414933: t ‘ unspoilt Turkey ’ . We it . Apart from the village , 63433482: lly , like every golfer , I 'd to win The Open at Royal Birk 63433492: The Open at Royal Birkdale . I the course and won the Lord D 63437575: they 're going to play . And I the action . ’ Levi had ple 63438567: out things other than golf , I just sitting around and doing 63438601: t drives my wife crazy , but I doing nothing . Funny how a g 63441473: ule . And do you know what ? I this guy . Talk about a glutt 63454497: disciplined and have a genuine of the game . REMEMBERING FRE 63475589: bit more ’ and reflects the that Creole and Cajun people 63476114: ly-orientated community . They big gatherings and dances , w 63476748: d garlic . Candied yams Cajuns to eat these syrupy yams with 63492849: . If you enjoy wine but would to savour the taste like the 63498642: und has definitely given me my of food . My family constantl 63498701: to have ended up as I have . I cooking at home , although Su 63499137: ffee . I only drink wine and I champagne . I really ca n't s 63504096: ryone would feel good . People to spend money , it gets thei 63504907: n trees swayed — and all for of a scent . NICOLA SHULMAN j 63506832: of Europe . ‘ This car would the autoroutes through France 63507494: ere his Asian father is making to his friend 's single- brea 63509046: n , disappointed only that her of travel must be momentarily 63510079: s humour , his romantic erotic . Impatience even — which i 63510783: . She gave her twins absolute and loyalty , and received in 63514593: v that we had come to know and ; and there must have been 70 63515485: equently to abuse of power . I Moscow , and I think its beau 63516280: heir own toaster but who would to be given a Limoges breakfa 63528005: pot pourri stimulated his own of natural things and his unq 63536464: ents , who 's just honestly in with what they 're observing 63539662: leads a less-than-respectable life . Even McDonald 's is ge 63540690: the only man in London not in with her ’ . On the other h 63540740: and were clearly very much in . There were various breeds o 63544305: interest her . It began with a of children , but recently sh 63545523: ind in the process ! ’ ‘ I absolutely everything that Sa 63546392: pected soon ) , the story of a affair between a GI and a Vie 63546963: , ‘ I had an absolute raving affair with the war , but my 63546972: ir with the war , but my other affair was with America , not 63547409: asies about themselves , war , and death . The inherent exot 63554247: ’ . I mean I 've done it for ! ’ I thought that was pret 63554901: Little Venice , ‘ I fell in with it . The barrister who l 63561237: lightful guide who is still in with the long-dead author . H 63570019: h . ’ The Williamses fell in with the outside of the house 63571606: eir travels they had fallen in with some exciting pieces of 63572823: 14 . ‘ I adore children and nothing better than a househo 63573011: highly appealing . ‘ We just these two colours together 63573484: e Aga I adore children — and nothing better than a house f 63593549: or William Hiley , who fell in with Indian style some years 63606338: sy on the fairy stories . Kids them , we all love them . May 63606343: ries . Kids love them , we all them . Maybe one of the reaso 63606353: aybe one of the reasons we all them is because they subtly r 63658964: l have no choice . Israel will it . We will control the flow 63692047: possible . Even if you fall in with the first one you see , 63704390: ings , including The Garden of by Rubens . There will be mor 63714114: the eaves . It was their deep for the Llŷn landscape , and 63715565: s riotously blowsy Fountain of made in 1897 which forms an e 63720791: mes . In best of health . Much George Dearest Mother Just ar 63720811: e now got a lovely ride . Much George Dear M. Sorry not to h 63720838: Weather is very trying . Much George Dearest Ma Thanks so m 63720871: am just going to church . Much George Dearest Mother and Dad 63720945: ecially for the weather . Much George Winds of Change Julian 63750839: outh Club volunteer , we would to hear from you . Drop in or 63777230: S LITTER-FREE Although I would to be able to take regular tr 63802941: AROUND DORCHESTER ‘ You 'll this route , it 's got a bit 63808052: , is luxuriating in it : ‘ I the way my stomach and breast 63808083: 's normally a bit straggly . I the feeling of a child develo 63808243: o wonderful to be able to make without contraception . ’ E 63808905: it , not really thinking … I being pregnant . I do feel vu 63810745: WATERSTON I JUST CA N'T COPE I my two sons , aged three and 63826177: t washes away Rachel and Nicky getting up to their elbows in 63833278: e : Testing the limits of your Do n't worry — your terribl 63837763: oks today , and the youngsters the strangeness of his pictur 63837993: ust as good . Under-fives will all the skeleton animals from 63842053: in interest is my family and I soap operas , animals and wri 63842066: nd receiving letters . I would to make some new friends . 63842475: hotos of my daughter . I would to meet other young mums in t 63842553: ople to say hello to . I would to have a friend of around my 63842584: ad of bringing up children . I most pop music , Home and Awa 63842614: and Songs of Praise . I would to hear from other young mums 63842661: general nurse and , although I my work , it depresses me at 63842862: nd most programmes on TV — I going to the cinema , though 63847536: en — they ca n't get as much and attention from one parent 63850911: ps with each other and all who them . The supporting cast , 63851648: of the 90s as they try to find and comfort in an essentially 63851802: marriage , A Different Kind of follows the biological clock 63851933: ething Swedish diva falling in in Paris , joins the face of 63852203: r life is whole again and your for your husband is strong . 63852232: , and you 're afraid that your for him is n't so much dead a 63852352: three reasons . First , he did you more than he realised . N 63857484: s possessiveness was a sign of . But now it 's gone too far 63861147: larity with passengers . ‘ I my job , ’ she says . ‘ T 63863365: m line is the same . The man I has just destroyed us and I w 63863859: appoint this person I claim to . It 's a promise I expect hi 63863925: to provide safety , security , and truth . I believe I had t 63865045: times silly , when it comes to , sex and the whole damned th 63865169: ancy Mitford 's The Pursuit of , you have decided to be phil 63865387: ologist Maryon Tysoe writes in Is n't Quite Enough ( Fontana 63866130: o play . With Doug , I felt my had been trampled on and I wa 63866536: , instead of fizzling out , my for him has grown . On a pure 63866974: rupts . In short , he falls in . And often , says Penny Mans 63866992: s not so much that he falls in with another woman but he 's 63867726: she still believes is ‘ the of my life ’ . So , after t 63869340: the African bush , and came to the many wild animals as well 63870368: under Daphne 's care , and her and knowledge ensure their su 63873129: umour , courage and ability to help her to survive those ter 63876375: the joy of discovering mother — and of rediscovering my o 63876384: rediscovering my own mother 's for me . She drew me close an 63877417: pectations of my mother and to her as she is . In accepting 63878685: ick things that men who really making love with women would 63878687: hat men who really love making with women would rather grind 63878773: ly , ’ says Mandy . ‘ I 'd to splash out on lovely bits 63878890: inctively that it could n't be . He was so starry-eyed when 63878904: lly made it bedwards with true Michelle Pfeiffer , he would 63879176: e works on while we 're making . At first I did n't mind at 63879311: ions , he just refuses to make at all . I 've thought of goi 63880103: the story of the rich men they , the powerful people they mi 63881145: a potential victim of too much . But too much is much better 63882169: mind when you lose someone you . However , the best reason f 63883548: a female gynaecologist , Wendy , to do her hysterectomy beca 63883561: d in positive discrimination . says that most women 's reaso 63886447: urage and a sense of humour to again after a certain age . J 63886466: re you ever too old to FALL IN ? Although I 'm approaching 5 63886485: enough to renounce the idea of . On the contrary , the older 63886524: en if they know that , often , also means pain . So why do I 63886537: . So why do I want to fall in again ? An I such a glutton f 63886553: that I would take on romantic rather than follow Germaine G 63886680: . For a start , older women in look better ; they do n't see 63886715: from my own mother , who found at 73 and would make us all s 63886837: eir lives . And much as we can our children , friends or pet 63886906: e , a large part of falling in , yet sex alone does not guar 63887014: n't mean you 've fallen out of , merely out of that phase of 63887023: out of that phase of romantic we confuse with the more last 63887214: rvous and yet so alive . Often is spoken of as a loss — of 63887251: ’ live in fear of falling in and losing their individualit 63887396: self into believing you are in ? How could I forget the days 63887411: days when I was in and out of every five minutes ? It would 63887438: shave and I would be sick with . My school grades would plum 63887555: ad been so stricken . Romantic gives us a glimmer of somethi 63887581: e sticky times begin that real starts to take over . I have 63887633: t the idea of a future without . And I know many older women 63887899: lationship , and actively seek and companionship as a number 63887951: l of the joys of spring and in with life . But I also know t 63887976: ough close to that of romantic , is not the same thing . I m 63888028: g into action and commitment . makes you act in a certain wa 63888063: because you and the person you are interdependent — I can 63888069: e are interdependent — I can a painting , but it certainly 63888078: ting , but it certainly ca n't me back . I understand the de 63888097: e say , ‘ I 'm finished with . ’ No-one likes to be tric 63888106: No-one likes to be tricked and can so often be mere delusion 63888192: op this nonsense of falling in . ’ I dropped out of sixth 63888245: e LSE eventually and , a dozen affairs and three broken enga 63888312: at stage beyond ‘ falling in ’ — if I do n't opt out a 63888629: but courage of another kind to again after a certain age , w 63888852: ng as I 'm on top of her . ’ gives our lives meaning . I t 63888873: he salvation of man is through and in love . ’ We are not 63888876: of man is through love and in . ’ We are not , I feel , m 63888989: xist and function well without but , alone , we will never b 63889029: willing to pay the price for a that brings out my hidden str 63894141: Those with a sweet tooth will Delight Vanilla & Strawberry 63895873: rs for a party . Children will them too . To double the reci 63898364: ach belle or a beached whale ? the sun safely Over a thousan 63903373: hellish dilemma . We 'd dearly to grab squares of iridescent 63908653: Graw set the ball rolling with Story ; Shirley MacLaine exam 63908693: Stevenson screamed the fury of lost — and the disappointme 63908700: — and the disappointment of regained — in Truly , Madly 63909066: character she played in Sea of . Strong women , scary women 63911105: or Aphrodite , the goddess of , beauty and harmony , and is 63915988: al — all the things children . ’ At his Connecticut farm 63918839: in 1987 ) and many more would to extend their hours — but 63921139: g an affair 2 . We rarely make any more 3 . I never realised 63921165: aby 4 . I do n't think I 'm in any more 5 . My partner has l 63931489: t family holiday for those who mountains It does n't have to 63958120: h of the national team . Their of skiing and the mountains s 63958266: t encompassed all the things I — skiing , trampolining , m 63958441: well as endless patience . Her of coaching was developing at 63965513: uestions is testament to their of the hobby . Exhibition On 63975085: Also present was the Georgian of rococo and foliate work as 63994001: dite or Venus , the goddess of . A comparison can be made to 64049703: ellion came on a solid base of , admiration and imitation wh 64056609: aves in the future . Peace and . Macho Corporatism As one of 64058370: screen is pink . The word ‘ ’ is sounded at a strange v 64058421: earing is that of the word ‘ ’ . During the next 60 seco 64058934: MOUTH Voiceover : The thing I about humans is their ability 64075409: was so sentimental and full of and happiness that I thought 64075963: mained sharply in my mind . My of nature , of life and of my 64080342: d up we are with pigs , how we to hate ourselves as pigs , a 64085179: inea , something like motherly ( they still get eaten , thou 64088488: ly easily persuaded to fall in with any animal — and why n 64090533: ou could ? A … rejoiced in a of nature . B … loved to le 64112690: ed as a cure for worms or as a philtre , how clubmosses prov 64113050: volution of prolonged parental and care . My family will squ 64131962: ’ . With her customised ‘ curtains ’ and lampshade , 64138188: ‘ find a new way to feel the of God after a mistaken purch 64141290: USIVE Why I 'd hate to fall in with Craig HOME and AWAY 'S J 64141701: S ‘ Why I 'd hate to fall in with Craig ’ by Home and Aw 64141828: ss Sean Young KNITTING You 'll our easy-to-make cream cotton 64142021: concern ? Then tell us . We 'd to hear from you ! Please sen 64142334: he arguments we have , he does me really . Needless to say , 64143066: out and drink every week and I going to restaurants and gene 64143821: ou 'll hear details about your life , your money , your care 64144160: ITE ! WHY I 'D HATE TO FALL IN WITH CRAIG Thousands of loves 64144318: f whether she can find lasting with teacher Grant Mitchell p 64144331: g McLachlan . Having fallen in with each other , the couple 64144422: he future . She 's consumed by for Grant and just ca n't gra 64144625: choice of either pursuing her or her career , Jo has no suc 64144644: uld never put my career before , it 's not worth it , ’ sh 64144815: r when acting out an on-screen affair . ‘ You 're in such 64144841: ter , but I 'd hate to fall in that way because it would be 64144986: crew told my boyfriend that a scene I 'd done with Craig re 64145045: ses his path as a possible new interest . And while Jo 's ab 64145401: e meaty character roles she 'd to play . And unlike most of 64145438: high-profile parts . ‘ I 'd to do a real bimbo role , but 64146073: I are having an affair . Real : ‘ A lot of stuff flies ar 64147351: wonders . People with Down 's to be involved with whatever 64148740: ts was because of the enormous I have for you . He wanted me 64149016: you feel like my mum again . I you enormously and I pray you 64150978: ther for yourself or those you . And in between , there are 64150992: reat many potential losses — , possessions , job , income 64151545: hey grow up , that the man you is going to walk away or stop 64151611: n to fear for your children 's , and equally no reason to do 64151889: for fear of losing someone 's . Maybe your man is about to 64151956: — you ca n't force a man to you when he does n't , ca n't 64156466: debut success in The Life And Of A She-Devil — she has an 64156940: e she 'd kill me . Edith 's in with her husband but it 's a 64156949: her husband but it 's a boring , nothing exciting ever happe 64157692: centre of attention . I still chatting but if people are ou 64157825: o goes to Jamaica and falls in with the local lunatic . She 64163271: But I happen to have fallen in with your mother and , well , 64163728: Father 's Day , Dad . Lots of , Joe . ’ ‘ We 've got pl 64166120: their children of the maternal that is the child 's by right 64168000: school 13 years ago and it was at first sight . ‘ We lived 64170525: and , Mary Jane says ; ‘ We things with natural vegetable 64170544: living in Italy and I fell in with the rustic feel and life 64170914: and it was a real labour of , ’ says Mary Jane . It too 64171298: ks all the rules but the Coles its cosy atmosphere . It was 64171881: et , and finally in her steamy scene with Kevin Costner in N 64172947: Sean met Robert while filming And Orchids in 1985 . ‘ My 64173002: He has beautiful skin ; it was at first sight . ‘ Since th 64173254: I met Robert in a bar : It was at first sight ’ ‘ People 64173299: value on memories ? There was in that sofa , I said to Geor 64173309: that sofa , I said to George , for which the Morrisons would 64173751: bawled at him . I told him the and character evident in that 64174499: r we have now , the weeds will it . What you do depends on t 64174727: in the fresh air — they 'll it . Their foliage will be wa 64177555: of his life . Although I still my husband , we have n't been 64177746: ed on by the thought of making to women . I 've never had a 64177888: er about your sexuality , your for your daughter demands tha 64178236: uation so dire that people who each other ca n't see it thro 64178322: re 's an excellent chance that will come your way again , th 64178446: too . I 've told him I do n't him and he calls me daft , sa 64178459: daft , saying he 's got enough for both of us . But I have t 64178811: CHEL Why I hate my stomach and eating out with Craig SLIMMIN 64179103: r your taste in food , you 'll Waikiki 's lively restaurants 64179664: concern ? Then tell us . We 'd to hear from you ! Please sen 64183464: rought us closer together . We each other so much . ’ Now 64183971: roof , and who still manage to and care for their children , 64184672: ‘ We 've been so lucky . We each other so much ’ Loving 64185348: s . Are you addicted to making ? It sounds like a joke on a 64185444: an organisation called Sex and Addicts Anonymous to help peo 64185485: le are having sex , not making . Ironically , they 're on a 64185497: a never-ending search for the they 've never had , ’ he s 64188150: om the same condition . But we Thomas desperately and we 've 64189454: hop Character mugs : kids will these Disney mugs , £1.39 ea 64190663: me conclusions . Women want to and be loved — especially b 64196192: even began to question Jim 's for me , telling myself it cl 64196292: asked : ‘ Jim , do you still me ? ’ He glanced up form h 64196315: pon me . ‘ Of course I still you . What 's brought this on 64196363: sharp . ‘ Then what is it , ? You 've not been yourself l 64196419: expensive presents prove that exists and neither would you 64197666: nder an hour . We know you 'll them . By Sarah Lowman . Pict 64199233: ou 'll hear details about your life , your money , your care 64199416: imes WHY I HATE MY STOMACH AND EATING OUT WITH CRAIG ! by Ra 64201587: rofessional horsewoman . ‘ I the freedom of horse riding a 64203318: ictable way she had of showing for her family . Odette came 64209557: ut you first ! NEXT WEEK Why I Beryl Reid , my elbows and my 64209906: in your life this week ! I 'd to see the reaction once you 64213482: for 16 years to a man I really . But lately he 's been a rea 64213542: affection , except when making . I have told him he is n't t 64213614: h another man just to get some . Rather than criticising you 64214287: girlfriend and their child . I him a lot but long to settle 64264591: down in the South Atlantic . I Elba . It is , Capri notwiths 64295000: eant petrol rationing . He did it so . Today , when I see pe 64316560: Hussars . In 1863 , he fell in with one of the most beautifu 64316942: d Norman Field met and fell in in predictably romantic circu 64322485: igh degree of mutual trust and . The charismatic movement di 64324822: l them to Yahweh , their first , when they have gone and com 64331670: people on whom God had set his ‘ rebelled and grieved his 64343444: ristian insight to insist that and holiness , so manifest in 64352371: on the Lord looked on her with . ‘ If you will let me live 64354485: ur Lord Jesus Christ , and the of God , and the fellowship o 64356168: from death to life because we brother Christians ’ ( 3:13 64356176: her Christians ’ ( 3:13f ) . , joy and power What is more 64356265: . Most of all , perhaps , the for God and for our fellows w 64358779: mechanical obedience devoid of and trust ? … and is not Go 64359228: t dedication to that proffered . God 's way of salvation is 64361084: is is what the fruit is like : , joy , peace , patience , ki 64361409: e was the embodiment of God 's , so we find that the Holy Sp 64361429: lievers to live out God 's own in their loveless lives . ‘ 64361439: oveless lives . ‘ God 's own has been poured out into our 64361472: e rejoices to hear of that ‘ in the Spirit ’ , which is 64361537: Paul sets the crowning gift of . One has only to substitute 64361550: tute the name of Jesus for ‘ ’ in that chapter to see th 64361583: of the Spirit is that outgoing for others , irrespective of 64362163: , patience , forbearance ’ , , peace and gratitude of whic 64365677: he co-operates with those who God . ’ There are some prof 64376563: perform aerobatics to show his for her until he got into tro 64380610: fteen when I received my first letter . It was delivered ver 64380711: were too young to talk of real he hoped we would see each ot 64380991: , I had no worries , I was in . Even the nights were happy 64381224: nica . Most of them dealt with and passion and violent death 64381345: hough ; some were conventional songs of the sort you could h 64385433: I already felt myself to be in , then children and a life of 64387372: e and likeable , and I fell in with him . I do n't know if h 64390110: e boy with whom Valeria was in . The afternoon went like lig 64395677: fact we were slowly falling in , and when one late afternoon 64395746: certain . If we really fell in and then never saw one anothe 64395935: me , but also because I was in with him . I was so worried t 64412665: . It read : ‘ I am safe , I you and will be with you for 64417299: ULU on December 13 . THE HINDU GODS , the collaboration betw 64418529: ing a consenting couple making on a deserted beach while in 64420274: ts with their reworking of ‘ Do n't Live Here Anymore ’ 64420399: coming single , ‘ Justify My ’ and ‘ Rescue Me ’ . T 64420499: Vogue ’ and ‘ Justify My ’ ( co-written by and featu 64423396: look nice , do n't they ? I 'd to GET MY MOUTH ROUND that GR 64424046: it CND logos and all manner of and flowers imagery to cream 64426692: ons of The Doors ' ‘ Hello I You ’ . The slow version ha 64427693: Syd Barrett as it is from ‘ Ca n't Turn Around ’ . It ' 64430455: ed by two opposing factors : a of Donovan ( ‘ He thinks it 64430564: eaded bricklayers . ’ No Man to provoke . To them , the mo 64430713: to play with ? Tim : ‘ We 'd to share a triple bill with D 64430947: y Dogs and The Trees whose ‘ child ’ EP is currently ava 64435919: ailroad shuffle ‘ Who Do You ’ are fundamental lessons f 64436466: do n't think Brian had enough or understanding ’ , and th 64436757: a few worthwhile bits . Mother Bone manage to talk quite mov 64437556: to the lilting balladry of ‘ In A Hollow Tree ’ which is 64438197: t could be a great song . I 'd to hear it straight . ’ ‘ 64440311: n in overdrive , ‘ I fuckin' being in The Charlatans . I f 64440319: in The Charlatans . I fuckin' being me — even when I was 64440347: hat 's healthy , if you ca n't yourself no one else will ! 64443281: n't call a song ‘ Kissomatic Bubble ’ and hold your head 64443927: on the title track and ‘ New ’ is especially poignant wi 64444188: ween . Produced by ex-House Of guitarist Terry Bickers — s 64445712: et drunk/dance a lot/make free … this is the lot I 'm inte 64445960: x and frustration . During ‘ Injection ’ , we could have 64448065: s caustic Lennonesque aside at , ‘ If Yesterday Calls ’ 64449220: 's old disco smash ‘ I Feel ’ , incongruous amidst the 64453966: metal ’ . As hellfire-spiced muffins go this beauty rates 64454142: net Jackson 's AIDS generation song ‘ Let's Wait Awhile 64455279: old band to his all-consuming of jazz . But this is a far m 64455336: iven the wonderfully funky ‘ The Life ’ and excellent 64456073: not content with having Mother Bone , the whole Sub Pop thin 64456422: ve . ALTERNATIVE TV ‘ Dragon ’ ( Chapter 22 ) OL' MARK P 64456482: n't had their glory days . ‘ Lies Limp ’ was a hoot in i 64456579: g an honest trade . ‘ Dragon ’ is n't actually a bad LP 64456917: urveyors of furious funk , ‘ Cats ’ , ‘ The Walk ’ a 64458258: steria . But it 's ‘ The Way Used To Be ’ that stands ou 64458497: sound of Gira 's female half . , warmth , the earth as mothe 64459980: H A X KING 'S X ‘ Faith Hope By King 's X ’ ( Atlantic ) 64460000: hippies . This is real groovy power . King 's X 's first tw 64460099: th . The banner ‘ Faith Hope ’ has none of the cynicism 64460217: ndemonium ’ , ‘ Faith Hope ’ is a broad work . There ' 64460354: most often dumped . ‘ It 's ’ , for example , glides on 64460392: and at present , but ‘ It 's ’ and ‘ I 'll Never Get T 64460412: al smash hits . ‘ Faith Hope ’ is their third LP and the 64460428: piece . Classic rock born of a supreme . DAMN FINE SOUNDTRAC 64461210: e if e'er there was . ‘ Then Begins ’ only lives to be h 64461898: ( Community 3 ) DON'TCHA JUST those dreamy guitar loops whe 64467124: RS 1 . Stone Roses — ‘ One ’ . 2 . Motorhead — ‘ I 64474733: se of life , of hope , trust , , faith and all the spiritual 64474795: good sense of hope or trust or whereas someone else who is h 64474824: expression of encouragement or . The disease comes from with 64474845: ances or people . Only " tough " is helpful , loving the suf 64474902: elped through encouragement or ? The sufferer has to want to 64474967: he absence of encouragement or , nor prevented or helped by 64474981: Regardless of encouragement or ( or hostility or punishment 64475021: ss of the disease that " tough " is practised then the earli 64475965: se of faith , trust , hope and in himself or herself , in ot 64479822: ense of peace , hope , trust , and other positive senses . R 64480350: t the search for unconditional is at the heart of addictive 64480402: o this quest for unconditional . However , other people do n 64480464: ilure to provide unconditional and " understanding " compara 64480703: recognising that unconditional could only be received when i 64480747: eir principles . Unconditional is precisely what is given an 64484424: nonymous Fellowships , Sex and Addicts Anonymous or Emotions 64484530: rocess . For example , Sex and Addicts Anonymous has only ju 64488914: ar advice from other sources . and concern for the primary s 64490206: ge to trust , hope , faith and . Emotional : Mood swings . R 64492031: that he or she can only obtain and appreciation through achi 64492696: Fellowships . The capacity to the individual sufferer while 64492723: or her actions . What is tough ? " Tough love " should have 64492727: . What is tough love ? " Tough " should have equal emphasis 64492754: e primary sufferer . The tough hurts the family member not s 64492810: f the primary sufferer . Tough should be kind , gentle and u 64492864: family will believe that tough involves refusal to help the 64492973: ue to " fix " by proxy . Tough requires that the family memb 64493023: e lives of others . This tough in the family member is , mor 64493106: sely what is involved in tough in allowing the sufferer from 64493700: all trust , all honesty , all , all relationships . And the 64493858: e disease . Learn from them to the sufferer while still hati 64495556: values such as faith , hope , , trust , honesty , forgivene 64495818: affecting the sense of life , , hope , trust and other sens 64513785: d learning to practise " tough " and cease " enabling " the 64515035: e in his anxiety-ridden life . , the lack of it , the growin 64520026: , a folded sheet of paper . A letter probably , poor little 64522461: the end it would destroy even . She did n't speak but settl 64545669: at about the emotion ? Did you your husband , Mrs. B. ? How 64610944: t 's least I can do . ’ Mala , ’ I said patiently , ’ 64639084: ng a little dazed . ’ Mala , ’ I patted her arm encourag 64841469: old for me . " " The children their Auntie ! " said the nie 64845378: adne . She immediately fell in with theseus , and when they 64848125: all the show-off ghosts . They dressing up . They wear clank 64878685: the moonlight throbbed to her 's refrain . Tlot-tlot , tlot 64878886: daughter , Had watched for her in the moonlight ; and died i 64910344: in Persian , " There can be no except after enmity . " He al 64914760: and so he had to sacrifice his . After the divorce , Soraya 64919025: es that the Shah had fallen in , not with a European but wit 64932173: ect and the admiration and the which your people give to you 64958668: was n't a big cater but he did his breakfast . On the way to 64962399: l tell you — you 'll fall in with my cooking all over agai 65015691: bes its activities as bringing and justice into internationa 65015735: our . My dear friends , let us one another . All love comes 65015740: let us love one another . All comes from God . If love is t 65015746: . All love comes from God . If is the character of God , lai 65015879: ral poverty . When we think of , when we try to do something 65113795: he letter , what 's it about ? . Okay . Luv L U V , or L A V 65113822: er here says . L O V E. I said . Did you love ? Enter . [unc 65113826: L O V E. I said love . Did you ? Enter . [unclear] wicked wo 65128016: epartments Yes , that 's right . Two friends of mine and the 65128039: ur [gap:address] that 's right . Er Arthur [gap:name] and er 65182747: that Scottish accents which I but other ones are a bit kind 65224720: so we can send you an official letter . You ca n't be on hol 65246705: He loves attention . He would to walk as well . He would lo 65246713: ove to walk as well . He would to walk . Would n't you ? I w 65249766: in Denton and Reddish . As I I being a candidate , I love ta 65249772: I I love being a candidate , I talking to voters , I like be 65258667: our salvation , our failures , . topics like that . Tonight 65264308: me with life anew , that I may what thou dost love , and do 65264312: that I may love what thou dost , and do what thou wouldst do 65265613: e able to separate us from the of God which is in Christ Jes 65265763: from sorrow or from grief . To someone means that when that 65266211: ation can separate us from the of God which is expressed in 65266919: gether for good with those who him , and for that rejoice an 65283368: n . Fifteen . Fifteen . Do not the world or anything in the 65283384: f anyone loves the world , the of the father is not in him . 65283856: my Bible [unclear] says Do not the world or anything that be 65283965: ves is there ? No . Because we living in the world . Yeah bu 65283979: ah but we 've all loved And we the world . The so called joy 65284336: oodness gracious me . My first was the bagpipes . And I real 65284351: ly loved them . And do n't you them now ? And I was good Oh 65292222: ellous is n't it ? Yes . And I the word hope there do n't yo 65292912: . The father has lavished his upon you my making you his ch 65293472: him Yes . Do not truly know or him . Faith without deeds . Y 65294737: e given Yes , oh yes . And the we 're given . That 's right 65294881: tal he spoke I know about the of God . Exactly and I feel Y 65294912: n't we ? We want to stress the that He 's changed our lives 65294974: es I think to myself , would I this person that i 'm talking 65355987: ct on his father 's side and a of music inherited from his I 65374450: chnical training . Despite her of exercise , her health had 65380159: education , he had an enduring of the arts , especially musi 65387975: w often , married couples made , and alleged that a woman wh 65398524: e Agapemone , the ‘ Abode of ’ , on land they had bought 65398630: former member of the Abode of sued Prince for the return of 65414598: t W. B. Yeats [ q.v. ] fell in with her , immortalizing her 65414865: O'Rahilly paid tribute to her of justice and devotion to th 65458363: cy to Become Doggy ’ and ‘ of Travelling Alone ’ ( a b 65466953: ience , she fell in and out of , as she had at school and co 65479051: was the eldest son of William of Aynho , Northamptonshire , 65479165: or Warwickshire , 1645–8 ) . quickly became an important f 65479312: res led to many disputes , and was extremely litigious , app 65479332: his base in the business world became active in first City a 65479530: lving a wide range of issues . voted for exclusion and conce 65479625: Andrew Undershaft in London . lived most of his life in Lon 65479709: centred on the Levant trade . left £50 to the poor and , e 65481748: themes : Christian mysticism , of nature , distaste for the 65483073: tended to practise . His great was chemistry , which he then 65490581: of the translation by Nicholas of Bonaventura 's Meditatione 65497253: eld , Berkshire , in which his of rich colour and baroque fo 65498086: er University . She shared his of strenuous holidays by the 65506736: ’ . Hobbes wrote of his ‘ … to Mr Payne , bred out of 65507468: etter accusing her of being in with Wellington . Their relat 65525413: had often used to stimulate a of art in undergraduates . Th 65534818: on to the courtly debate about provoked by the Roman de la R 65540960: hniques and materials , a deep of tradition , and a belief i 65576811: n Léger , John Wesley 's Last , 1910 ; Henry . D. Rack , 65578213: stage . She eventually fell in with a lawyer , but her fathe 65613271: obvious industriousness with a of convivial drinking , gossi 65627277: ivities , Tozer had an abiding for Dante , and published bot 65636756: v. ] and inspired by his great and knowledge of Greek litera 65661002: t with a sense of humour and a of beauty which his colleague 65665524: d-killer . For all Frampton 's of tradition , both the enigm 65670661: e 's death in 1783 , the great of Hickey 's life was Jemdane 65672938: l co-operative commonwealth of and justice ’ . All current 65697455: to feature in the records is a of horses . His great claim t 65704838: any , saying of Albert , ‘ I him as if he were my own son 65714216: e foundations for his lifelong of landscape . Between 1834 a 65714626: upon books and art , nature , and poetry ’ . After his de 65732613: wife Mary , who had fallen in with Scott , obtained from hi 65732829: t 's improbable but passionate affair with the lesbian autho 65732966: James Boswell [ q.v. ] fell in . In 1927 he was invited to e 65750070: her second marriage she was in with Henry Pierce , an attorn 65758092: e matured during the war . His of Britain and wholehearted s 65766458: is religious faith and a great of the beauty of nature being 65766514: . Armstrong 's interest in and of birds began during his chi 65771909: g a debate about the nature of . The two protagonists , the 65771931: statements about the power of , in which the cuckoo finally 65774057: ‘ my Pericles ’ ) and his for Hellas . Burrows was one 65779937: and gradually transferred his from man to dog is told in hi 65787495: and 144 , three extracts from 's Labour 's Lost , and other 65789868: this period she had an unhappy affair with the painter Ambro 65790172: rt Club ( 1908–11 ) . As her affair with Rodin drew to a c 65801827: . His first novel The Will to ( 1919 ) appeared under the n 65811690: ) and imparted to the child a of history . She provided the 65820496: orman [ q.v. ] , to secure the of Robert Carr ( later Earl o 65823929: f neglect , for the passionate of the early years had turned 65845623: ’ Salt himself expressed his of natural beauty in books su 65849813: , published a selection of the letters which had passed in 1 65851133: . Here he first developed his for the sea , which influence 65853436: as from him that she learned a of science and a facility at 65879256: rld . She mixed a capacity for and sympathy with strong prac 65887310: al other works . The principal affair of his life was with A 65888485: ess , and acquired a permanent of music and art from a visit 65888597: v. ] and fell traumatically in with an unmarriageable man . 65919603: o full of his vision of God 's and man 's felicity that ‘ 65932777: ive Swansea , whose celebrated of a good cigar , smoked in p 65959058: He acquired from his mother a of hymns and a deeply spiritu 65981421: en is not Power , but Power of . A bitter poem from the end 65981536: ur haversack and great deal of in your heart ’ and laughin 65982608: Gurney 's poems celebrate his of the Gloucestershire countr 65983133: rothea carried on a passionate affair with Graf Philipp Chri 65984514: ary Ellen , daughter of Thomas Peacock [ q.v. ] , became lov 65995426: is first and remained his only . ’ He plunged headlong int 66000303: [ q.v. ] , who fell deeply in with Dora . She was an attrac 66000541: foudre that grew into lifelong for him , despite his homosex 66000566: onship developed regardless of affairs on both sides and Car 66007388: es , 22 September 1936 ; B. N. , Model Building in Meccano , 66040292: in notoriety for her turbulent affair with Victoria ( ‘ Vi 66061072: xperience used in his novel Of and Hunger ( 1947 ) , afterwa 66072651: ains . With intent to make the of Gardening more general , a 66080996: king hours . In later life his for seeking that which unites 66083100: . Mrs Reid 's religion was the of humanity and she found it 66097523: xual imagery in describing his of Christ . Bridges , who edi 66110503: d in his will to his ‘ great ’ of the ‘ customer ’ , 66115875: great will-power , and a deep of plants , he probably broug 66117274: reviving his poetic powers and of nature after his withdrawa 66125096: versation , but he married for , as his own bride came from 66253575: hose with a real knowledge and of chemistry began to apply i 66283131: most certainly more like human than hunger or curiosity . 66320204: EGROUND . LAURA DISCOVERED HER OF NATURE HERE AND ALWAYS RET 66325661: because she bore them so much , the actions of her children 66329209: ed great loyalty , respect and , but her home life was often 66342313: ral impulsiveness and Laura 's of buying and doing up old ho 66353220: American interviewer , I would to go to board meetings where 66359567: eed to minister to the man you to Nick 's girlfriend , Ari . 66359616: o give the best to the man you . ’ If ever Ari and Bernard 66360368: ment 's hesitation ; ‘ but I him . ’ Laura , having gras 66361335: person who would first fall in with a house and then do up t 66483956: . ‘ Come and have a drink , . ’ She smiled back and squ 66490438: e , ’ she said . ‘ Right , . ’ His arm was round her w 66492440: on , explanations , analyses . did n't need these things . B 66514838: d have said something to you , , but she was your friend . 66523127: ake yourself useful for once , . You 'll find a tablecloth i 66539461: is yours for the duration , my . Phone your office in London 66541845: released at last . ‘ If you someone , you care about thei 66541881: hort pause . ‘ If you really someone , Caroline , you care 66541903: You would consign those you to some joyless vacuum ? Afra 66547616: Do n't public relations girls parties ? ’ ‘ This partic 66549393: he fatal mistake of falling in with one of the kidnapped vir 66549406: gins . She induced him to make to her , and with his normal 66550008: young lady . She 'd fallen in with Antonio at first sight , 66556354: . What did she want , for the of heaven ? To be pressurised 66562222: ‘ Please what ? Please make to me ? ’ ‘ Please leave 66563617: fs from the super-rich ! But I your dress … ’ Anneliese 66569468: uscles relax , just relax , my … ’ His husky , confident 66569810: ly light , when Roman had made to her . She relived that mom 66571015: hopelessly and irrevocably in with … ? This last notion s 66571032: re than any other . She was in with him ? Swift denial came 66571049: in to rescue her . No , not in . That just was n't possible 66571062: possible . You did n't fall in with someone in the space of 66571522: er , her romantic fantasies of , the overheard conversation 66572994: of her body . ‘ No ! We made , it just happened to be the 66574399: that Roman 's secretary was in with him . But first-hand con 66577909: temple , ‘ making … making with you . It was something I 66578785: o the wind and beg him to make to her again , right there , 66579699: len hopelessly , profoundly in with someone who was very far 66581432: ng the female view of romantic with the male sex-drive … A 66582220: back now , I can see that our was that of a boy for a girl 66582716: City , could fall seriously in with her . With his ancient l 66582738: ill representing his only true ? He 'd just been amusing him 66583970: aunch that night . When I made to you , and then , even more 66584304: never felt before . A flow of and light and warmth seemed t 66584474: at about Stephanie ? She 's in with you . You surely know th 66584608: if the anaemic Jeremy were in with you ? ’ he demanded so 66585397: pale brilliance . ‘ Roman , me , ’ she breathed unstead 66585408: thed unsteadily . ‘ Please , me … ’ ‘ That is so ver 66585726: ly . ‘ You are beautiful . I you . ’ The translation was 66585813: . I want you , I want to make to you again , ’ he said th 66586000: her with a surge of warmth and and heady , consuming passion 66586046: n , now , please , oh , please me now … ’ Was it her own 66586428: happy ones … ’ ‘ Do you me , Caroline ? ’ ‘ I tho 66586521: vel here at your feet . Do you me , cara ? ’ ‘ Does the 66586621: wear on the moon that you will me always … ’ She found h 66586697: across to the sea . ‘ I will you always , ’ she whispere 66586863: is not anaemic . But I do n't him ; I never have — he was 66587074: , feeling the joyful surge of and desire beginning all over 66587730: mme çi , comme ça . Audience it . Doing fantastic business 66595517: No point in looking for them , . ’ It was ‘ love ’ , n 66595523: r them , love . ’ It was ‘ ’ , now she knew she had th 66595584: it to him . ‘ Only copies , . You 'll never find the nega 66595706: great motives of his life — of money and fear of scandal 66600220: now seemed unable even to make to , he was going to confront 66606882: home in . ’ ‘ I 'm sorry , . ’ ‘ Miles was furious . 66607685: pressure was off . ‘ Juliet , what 's the time ? ’ ‘ 66610866: ny trace . ’ ‘ Jacqui , my ’ — he deliberately sound 66612206: d the baby . Call him Marius . , Marius Charles looked up at 66612477: e of his life — an unashamed of money . This motive led hi 66616534: ved Marius Steen . Whether the had ever been reciprocated or 66616613: man she loved was seriously in with someone else . It added 66620622: Jewish character , you know . of the family . Terribly impo 66625555: s 36-23-36 ) was his long-lost from a world before the subte 66639627: ed down at the body he used to , he thanked God for letting 66639729: d Joanne in his arms , not for or lust , just sheer joy at b 66646964: d it inside his head . I 'm in with you , Jelka Tolonen , he 66646978: e had thought , surprised . In . So unexpected . So totally 66647270: women or mad whores with their children . And certainly no c 66647346: urn his back on . For you will me , Jelka Tolonen . You will 66647680: been right . She was still in with Gesell . Such a waste , 66651492: to his father 's wishes . ‘ ! ’ There was a strange bit 66651544: is father 's eyes , seeing the and hurt and pain there where 66651559: rs there was nothing . ‘ All ? ’ The T'ang nodded and re 66651577: his son 's shoulder . ‘ All , Yuan . Even this . ’ Ther 66661811: hat was meant to symbolise his of horses . ‘ What is it , 66669789: tive pity for his father . Not , but pity . Pity for what ti 66691350: to aid them . I have no great for Klaus Ebert — I think h 66719028: ghts ’ and ‘ Awake , sweet ’ ) probably originated as 66730024: com'st thou yet , my slothful ’ and a varied-strophe aria 66773410: e to Kahnweiler of Eva , ‘ I her very much and I shall wri 66777849: liss . Feeding and being fed . was this milky fullness , Th 66788918: it , Thérèse said : all for . Carmelites were brown like 66803074: the rough stone , shivering . made Léonie speechless . She 66803096: . She did not dare say more . made her sharp-eyed too . She 66803391: ds , then the red tip of ash . made her reckless . She towed 66810102: . She was nothing and she was and she was a voice singing i 66817121: hite bed out of her mind . The of human beings , Thérèse k 66817157: was an inexhaustible source of . He never failed you . Even 66819560: . These country people did not bishops , the paraphernalia o 66836657: had seen his face when he made to the piano . The radio had 66838679: he whispered . ‘ Nothing . A bite . ’ A faint noise , be 66839145: of his lust . ‘ You 've made to me five times , ’ she sa 66845750: . And then John and Kieran . I children , do n't you ? ’ R 66850402: ? I 'm a fan of Beethoven . I his fury . Why should n't the 66850463: counts any more . My poor old died two years ago . I sold t 66851540: andbag — that 's what my old used to say . He used to add 66851852: a rag in the mornings . And I the mornings . I get up at se 66851878: t think I 'm prying , but I 'd to know . When is your baby d 66852190: e , watching them grow . And I them , I love my children . I 66852194: hem grow . And I love them , I my children . It 's such a pi 66852286: n , too . It 's awful . I just babies , children . They fasc 66854257: have more than enough , my old saw to it I was comfortable . 66854656: Something she was expected to . Aliens might have placed it 66854700: rule her life . Why should she it , this demon ? The nurses 66856865: aela , you know she is n't . I her . ’ Emma held Ruth clos 66857042: as I have . ’ ‘ And you do her . ’ ‘ Yes I do . ’ 66862994: ework just now . Ruth sent her . Rachaela had not asked Ruth 66863008: if she wished to send Emma her . Probably Ruth did not . Emm 66889423: as grown accustomed . ‘ They him ’ says Owen ruefully , 66897162: so helpful and capable . They making chocolate crispies . 1 66920154: h love' . But in the group the , if any , is inhibited . The 66930544: names to my other friends . I secrets , that 's all . ’ 66933079: ’ said Dorian . ‘ I 'm in with it . I can not live with 66933385: meet him again . ’ ‘ I 'd to come , ’ smiled Lord Hen 66933493: scover the fire of youth , and , and life . ’ The conversa 66933866: want to . ’ The Young Man in ‘ Love is a more wonderful 66933868: ’ The Young Man in Love ‘ is a more wonderful thing tha 66933927: at you told me to do . I 'm in ! ’ ‘ Who are you in love 66933935: love ! ’ ‘ Who are you in with ? ’ asked Lord Henry , 66933957: . ’ ‘ Oh , everybody 's in with an actress at some time 66934126: for adventure , but had found , he told Lord Henry . The pl 66934155: ok for adventure , but I found , ’ Dorian told Lord Henry 66934220: d her voice was like music . I her , Harry . She 's everythi 66934356: our Juliet . But you 'll be in many times , you know — thi 66934592: g . He 's everything to me . I him and he loves me . Oh Moth 66934616: You 're too young to think of , ’ said her mother . She l 66934641: to warn her of the dangers of , but the girl did not listen 66934657: he was locked in her prison of . At that moment the girl 's 66934981: y had said coolly . ‘ He 'll her wildly for six months , a 66934995: and then suddenly he 'll be in with another woman . It will 66935019: ived and told the story of his , Basil became a little happi 66935042: orian . ‘ The woman that you must be wonderful . I can see 66935383: said , and looked at him with in her eyes . ‘ You were te 66935489: e Juliet — to feel Juliet 's , when I know now what true l 66935497: ve , when I know now what true is ? ’ Dorian turned his fa 66935537: hard . ‘ You have killed my . Without your art , you are 66935635: ave me , ’ she cried . ‘ I you better than anything in t 66935652: . Do n't leave me ! ’ ‘ I you better than anything in t 66935683: beautiful eyes . There was no or gentleness in his face . 66935941: l smile . It had taught him to his own beauty . Would it als 66935978: . He would marry her , try to her again . Poor child ! How 66936012: y left the room . The Death of ‘ It is better to be beauti 66936189: after page with wild words of . Then , suddenly , he heard 66936750: death was a beautiful end to a story for an actress . ‘ Th 66937998: s . He became more and more in with the beauty of his face , 66941258: th . ‘ I hope you 're not in with Dorian , my dear . He 's 66949810: rling — Just a note to say I you and I ‘ m so glad . Alw 66951051: w listen , Yorick , I care . I you very much . I 'll drive o 66954192: ld listen that she had been in with Yorick since she was twe 66959706: tedly . ‘ Witnesses , eh ? I you . ’ She put down the ph 66962587: ed out . ‘ I want you to . I you . ’ ‘ Maybe I will . 66970702: ed with righteous anger , o my , and her hound barked at the 66974117: about everything , even making . On each floor there was a d 67042517: onship did not enjoin romantic or verbal and sexual intimacy 67073024: th the idealisation of married in the work of Ruskin , Coven 67075462: associated with passivity , a of home , children and domest 67080726: tle of your womanliness , your for children , your care for 67083278: ad neglected women 's need for and a family life ( although 67083353: apparent advocacy of ‘ free ’ in The Woman Who Did . Ea 67086949: gs of well-being and brotherly , but gradually everything se 67087100: , where it 's needed . For the of God , an aqueduct 's been 67089620: ent of steel , that praise and of men which Rosalba could ne 67089842: — Trembling with an unknown , With a love like the heartb 67089846: with an unknown love , With a like the heartbeat of the wor 67097119: trying to make her laugh . ‘ ! ’ she responded crossly , 67097131: ossly , pushing him away . ‘ lasts , what , a couple of we 67097167: ever . Do n't talk to me about . ’ Davide hung his head in 67097267: other women , Men if you let ’ as you call it come first 67098133: Carmellina , who lost her true when he climbed a cherry tree 67098174: , and had stolen Carmellina 's away and changed him into a s 67098257: llina had followed in her true 's footsteps ; she had put a 67098391: green eye that it was her true under a spell from the wicked 67098561: der , she knew how much bosses flattery and crawling . She w 67098887: king out her days of pain with . The brave young woman , wit 67100084: xpression of her grief and her , if she had not been so cert 67100433: known tears and cares and the of God on earth , please help 67100882: y 'd review the ingredients of philtres used by witches in t 67109994: a wanted to say to him , ‘ I you , I 'll cook it . Just fo 67110007: 'll cook it . Just for you . I you . ’ She felt choking in 67112942: y woman now to clean , not for or money . To think that I wo 67113442: ng Solomon became languid with as he searched up and down fo 67115295: the impending loss of Rosa 's , it seemed to her then , wit 67115332: d that overflowing fountain of , and when it was staunched , 67117199: , and had knowledge , and her burst into ever greater inten 67117283: cant , and she 'd defy all for of him . She pushed the dress 67117484: lf ; what greater obeisance to itself than to part with all 67118633: ould have talked to her , made to her with sweet-talk . Then 67119933: pity too , and her chivalrous returned to warm her and fort 67120685: Rosa , now you have someone to you , yes you do . ’ The Sn 67124731: dow of stealing her husband 's away from her by dosing the m 67126899: at would it be like to fall in with Immacolata ? With Talia 67128824: their hearts beat as one with of him . He does n't like tha 67131096: o , for jealousy was a sign of , every woman knew that . It 67254367: Tim — was with us . But I 'd to hear what you know about S 67254426: lenses . ‘ In exchange I 'd to hear what you know about S 67257577: re 's another explanation I 'd to hear it . ’ Maurin looke 67305673: your house . Your family will it ! ’ ‘ You 've never se 67309042: ut suddenly Anthony felt their and their kindness . His feet 67387196: t to go back there ? Are ye in with him ? He fills ye up wit 67387931: real origins ? And was she in with him ? Well , not in love 67387939: love with him ? Well , not in perhaps , but besotted . I re 67390646: pursue the matter . ‘ Do you him ? ’ I asked . She turne 67390671: her tone one of contempt . ‘ ! That is not something he wo 67390684: would understand . You do n't a man like Ángel . ’ ‘ W 67415235: his strong young body , his of life and his dark adventur 67416820: tops him from killing me . His of life is terribly strong , 67419663: onfusion again , the tangle of and anger . How could you kis 67420403: , exactly ? ’ ‘ Someone to . A couple of kids . Somewher 67420834: it does n't really matter . I him but I value my good opini 67422697: ew said . ‘ And a mother . I them dearly , but they 're th 67423128: Poor old Colonel — he does his cricket and of course he 67423400: second home , but I 'd dearly to have a cottage in the coun 67426020: . When Rodolfo poured out his for Violetta , Carlo sighed a 67427429: is poor woman thinks she is in with me , ’ he said . ‘ D 67427564: an that he meets that he is in with her ? ’ ‘ I really d 67430458: e and then and make passionate to her . He wanted something 67434122: sometime , Matt ? I 'd really to see you again . ’ ‘ Wh 67435141: om outer space . ’ ‘ But I you , ’ he said , and even 67435270: es , or the complex meaning of . ‘ Would you believe , lik 67436946: ogether . Recovered their lost . Their lost youth . Whatever 67439195: Violetta 's anguished aria of renounced , she thought of Ca 67441315: want ’ ‘ Private Eye would it . I 've already had a coup 67442703: at the airport to meet you . I you . She sat back in her cha 67442933: saying , in effect , I choose over gold , love over my care 67442937: ct , I choose love over gold , over my career . I accept tha 67443696: I wanted him to kiss me , make to me . She knew from bitter 67444623: e to be that someone ? ’ ‘ to . When is it ? ’ ‘ Nex 67445090: edroom — or his — and make to her . Lightheaded from a c 67445191: to settle for that message : I you — I think . Or had he r 67445982: ommon matter , when it came to ? he wanted to ask . It 's th 67447999: id . ‘ I do n't think so . I Cindy and as far as I know , 67449202: n up , to ease off ? ‘ But I you ! ’ Cashman shouted . 67450730: 's all . And time to think . I my husband very much , but he 67451572: I rather think she 's madly in . And for your meteorological 67454329: ia and looking at Helena . ‘ to be Large , ’ said Helena 67456496: ation that comes with being in . More of the excitement Came 67456641: f the seething intoxication of or lust or whatever it was wh 67463934: I also put it on record that I you for your mind ? ’ said 67465249: id . ‘ What ? ’ ‘ Do you him ? Do you want to stay wit 67465868: today . So thank you — I 'd to come . ’ ‘ Good . See 67467598: as some broad he used to be in with or something , and he 's 67467758: im and apologize . ‘ Hey , I it ! ’ Donna cried . She tu 67467795: , extremely large thighs . ‘ what ? ’ Alex had forgotten 67467982: k around there , too . ’ ‘ to . ’ ‘ Make yourself at 67470618: bad news . ’ ‘ What about ? ’ ‘ Love ? Get outta he 67470622: ‘ What about love ? ’ ‘ ? Get outta here . ’ The do 67471340: her self-contained way . ‘ I the way the length of the can 67473719: was Edward ? And why was their story so special ? Let's begi 67474491: k , but they never gave me any . I was afraid of them and ev 67476662: n't possible . Did the Prince me in those early days ? No , 67476792: when we came home , we were in . And a few months later the 67477117: change between you and me . I you more than ever , and you 67477263: marriage is finished . I am in with the King and I want a di 67477573: happy when two people fall in ? ’ ‘ Yes , Sir , but … 67477615: happy when two people fall in and get married ? ’ ‘ Yes 67477639: happy when two people fall in , get married , and live happ 67477675: ake God very happy . We are in , we 'll get married , and we 67478392: that it 's a crime to fall in . You tell me that it 's wron 67478531: es , mother , I will . I 'm in . ’ ‘ Love ? ’ Queen Ma 67478535: will . I 'm in love . ’ ‘ ? ’ Queen Mary shouted . 67478550: ‘ You 're a King ! You must your country first ! ’ ‘ 67478712: again . ’ ‘ But the people you . And they want Wallis to 67478775: my boat away . ’ The Woman I A few days later Mr Churchill 67478813: night in England , Winston . I this country . I wanted to be 67478887: ame : ‘ Edward , Edward , we Edward ! ’ they shouted . 67478902: Long live the King ! Long live ! ’ ‘ But the people love 67478909: love ! ’ ‘ But the people you , ’ Winston Churchill s 67478994: Long live Edward ! Long live ! Long live Edward ! Long liv 67479002: ! Long live Edward ! Long live ! ’ Mr Churchill came over 67479372: . You can not be free . ‘ I you . I am your mother and no 67479421: lost both those things . ‘ I you . I am your mother and no 67479592: n not live without the woman I . ’ I do n't know what will 67479774: the King . I am just a man in . ’ Then he turned and walk 67479887: left everything for me . But I you so much , Edward , and wi 67480527: ughed . ‘ You could see real in their eyes , ’ one newsp 67480564: . They were just two people in . ’ ‘ You could see real 67480572: e . ’ ‘ You could see real in their eyes . ’ The Duche 67480598: nd , ’ she once said , ‘ I jewellery more than anything 67480649: , ’ Edward wrote , ‘ and I giving her presents . She has 67480771: said . ‘ And I 'm afraid . I you . I have been very happy 67480930: the dining room with Edward 's letters . ‘ They were so be 67481066: there together . ’ Long Live ! In 1970 , two years before 67481102: ut they do n't understand true . When I was young , I lived 67481237: , who shouted : ‘ Long live ! ’ On my last night in Lon 67481308: appiness . And you can not buy . To be happy deep inside you 67481347: God for Wallis , and LONG LIVE ! ’ ‘ She is everything t 67802746: cry ‘ lack-a-day ’ For the of Barbara Allen … Susan re 67802827: -bed Sweet William lay For the of Barbara Allen … The roof 67806135: hing else with his toy . ‘ I comedians . ’ Then they bro 67807561: m back on the heap . ’ ‘ I you too , captain . ’ Bella 67809763: usic in the distance . ‘ Our Is Here to Stay ’ played on 67813784: Sam , have you ever been in ? ’ ‘ No , sir , ’ said 67813811: life . ’ Had I ever been in ? I remembered a name — Lol 67819922: 'll only do pastorals , gentle stories , boy-and-his-dog stu 67824694: pet was improvising around ‘ for Sale ’ . It was an agon 67824876: like her worst headache . ‘ for Sale ’ was still in the 67827037: t you always have to have some interest . ‘ Kruger and Lor 67827517: , ‘ I wish you would . I 'd to save the taxpayers some mo 67832748: ella said . ‘ But do n't you me any more , Jim ? I 'm stil 67832791: Yes . I told you . Because I you ! Shall I get the dinner 67832829: nd put it on the table . ‘ I you , Della , ’ he said . 67832959: d them . Her eyes were full of . ‘ But my hair will soon b 67833139: g people who were very much in . ‘ Della , ’ said Jim . 67836648: said , after a minute . ‘ I the colour of her hair . ’ 67837287: , she , too , wanted a man to her . Tildy listened to all A 67837330: derful to have a black eye for ! ’ Tildy thought . One of 67837707: o her . Tildy was very happy . was now possible in her grey 67838809: for the first time , I fell in with him at once . He was a f 67838995: she told me that Arthur was in once before , and that it end 67839096: her . It was different from my for you . ’ ‘ Was she bea 67839209: are you ? ’ ‘ Why , no . I you ten times more than befor 67839232: rstand that ? What a beautiful that was ! He never met her , 67883855: ng too much . Some tutors just the sound of their own voices 67884517: aimed the guide . ‘ She will to assist you in your researc 67887253: unting melody while singing of and death in a rich Spanish t 67897959: ‘ If it 's advice about your life you want , pack him up b 67898208: se of a girl who has fallen in for the first time . Melissa 67901208: another country who has such a of France and of the French l 67902618: me the sorrow was mingled with and pride . ‘ He was , inde 67924679: ad two deaths , so why not two affairs — or , perhaps I sh 67929388: e . She is , I think , much in with Monsieur Erdle ? ’ ‘ 68001225: -Korsakov said with truth that of percussion is the besettin 68008642: , as always when they had made the previous night , she had 68011772: nitely precious , laughter and , tenderness and the joy of l 68012463: Host , with faith , piety and , saying inwardly , ‘ My Lo 68015674: to their relationship . Their was like a bonfire behind som 68016118: rofessed to scoff at ‘ soppy stuff ’ in films ; but he s 68018674: of course not . I know how you to walk about in the rain . 68019550: arked a crucial phase in their — it had in fact signalled 68019563: recognition that they were in . That was how he had greeted 68019628: ring that he had fallen out of since the last ‘ darling 68020435: er attempts to anoint him with and sympathy . He would n't t 68021155: tion by divulging her secret . was like childhood friendship 68022647: , reconciliations — it was a affair really . These storms 68027190: t I want you , but I want it . had already become an imperso 68028865: e tonight ? Mummy and I — we each other of course , but we 68031175: . It was Original Sin and not that made the world go round 68033176: ters , I felt an inexpressible choking me , I regretted all 68037461: ply was flat and quiet . ‘ I him . ’ The door opened , a 68037872: eme ’ . ‘ I told you — I him . ’ You mean you loved 68038103: 's dead , is n't he ? And they Him , do n't they ? ’ ‘ H 68038887: ng — the common condition of ; it had to be make or break 68039031: nger the intolerable labour of . It was a dazzling Saturday 68039269: It was my fault ’ — ‘ I you . ’ You remember the Do 68039500: d directly and seriously ‘ I you ’ , he was not bound to 68040041: Tell me , Mark , did you ever me ? ’ ‘ I do n't know ho 68040067: sometimes I used to say ‘ I you ’ in a light-hearted wa 68043331: lives , and other people 's . thy neighbour as thyself . It 68043342: lf . It was dangerous advice . was like a bus driven by a ch 68043376: as lucky , he could n't really . He came from a loveless hom 68050963: : at one point in the film the interest was sorted out in th 68054409: Call it euthanasia : for when is not reciprocated , it fest 68163311: support because they choose to women in preference to men . 68163773: friendship and solidarity and , and why we spend so much ti 68263697: need it . ’ ‘ But I 'm in with you . ’ Alarms . Dange 68264770: t a police contact who 'd just to know what kind of racket y 68287609: er in whom to trust , who will , protect and respect them . 68298156: all the violence permitted in . To read it in the eyes , to 68317238: ggests that a mere bruise or a bite would bring a defendant 68329709: ardy . ’ ‘ Did you fall in with him then ? ’ Walterkin 68341101: im , ’ she replied . ‘ And of the man twisted my heart i 68345102: ith Amber , it was never about , but always about the Vibran 68349350: , ’ he said . ‘ Lucien , I you . ’ ‘ You do n't ! Be 68349970: him . A fruitless , pointless . He could n't see people . H 68351076: d the significant sticks . ‘ , concealment and — this on 68352138: Because of your faith , your of Paradouze . Did n't you th 68364382: er can or ever will be able to . All I am sure of is that in 68373733: ith the Ballards ; Zelah would that . ’ ‘ You must be jo 68407685: m last night ; they send their … You can imagine … No , 68417652: ranked with the world 's great letters , but probably the mo 68425254: Lang had exemplified . In The of Jeanne Ney , Pabst used re 68427676: ography , but also of life and , the latter arising in no sm 68433000: ography , but also of life and , the latter arising in no sm 68468105: you like it ? ’ ‘ Yes , I it . It 's very exciting . 68474432: the message . It says : ‘ We our brothers . We hope the Pr 68478930: med after the Roman goddess of . However , the adjective ‘ 68478959: Cytherea , a Greek goddess of . 4.1 The exploration of Venu 68529335: d . In life , the right man to hardly ever comes at the righ 68529354: es not often answer a call for , until the caller is tired o 68529615: e left the room . ‘ He 's in with her , you can see that , 68531345: t ! ’ ‘ Tessy , do n't you me just a little now ? ’ 68532117: want to . You did n't come for of me , anyway . ’ ‘ That 68532498: ss . I 'm afraid you 'll never me . ’ ‘ It 's true . I h 68533265: pted him , because she did not him . This made her hate hers 68533283: ne . She would certainly never him in the future . She did n 68536870: d chance . She started singing songs , but found they were n 68540178: ybe someone in the house is in , ’ suggested his wife . 68540218: es , but that was n't being in , ’ replied Mr Crick . ‘ 68540417: ‘ It 's no use you being in with him any more than me , R 68541642: g attraction would deepen into . Everything in nature was re 68541650: ything in nature was ready for . Clare became gradually more 68541658: gradually more passionately in with the soft and silent Tess 68541879: ‘ I ought to have asked . I you , Tess , really ! ’ Tes 68541963: overcome his reason . ‘ I do you dearly and truly . But I 68542038: , the dairyman might laugh at , but love has a habit of cha 68542041: yman might laugh at love , but has a habit of changing peopl 68543646: she skimmed . The heat of his made her feel like a plant un 68543795: still closer . ‘ Surely you me ? ’ ‘ Oh yes , yes ! A 68544492: ntually she would accept him . and nature both advised her t 68544870: He treated her as if he would and defend her under any circ 68545057: ’ ‘ It would only mean you me , and you did admit that l 68545155: han I could . And perhaps they you as much as I do — almos 68545658: ntly . ‘ Well , why should I you less because of that ? 68546016: ? I wish you could prove your in some way . ’ ‘ Will th 68546290: est wishes to your young man . from your mother Tess could n 68546539: : ‘ Why did n't you stay and me when I was sixteen … whe 68546601: ve had four more years of your than I can ever have now . 68548302: wicked of her to take all the without paying for it . She w 68548911: e him . ‘ In the name of our , forgive me ! ’ she whispe 68549109: me , my very self ! If you do me , how can you treat me lik 68549127: frightens me ! Having begun to you , I will love you for eve 68549132: ing begun to love you , I will you for ever , in all changes 68549559: hat he was struggling with his for her . She did not observe 68549781: e ? Nothing interferes with my for you . You do n't think I 68549922: verything . ’ ‘ And do you me ? ’ He did not answer th 68549979: e woman has n't loved him as I you ! ’ ‘ Do n't , Tess , 68550088: nding the details . He did not her as he had done , and noth 68550398: ned back again , pulled by his for her . But his eye was cau 68551323: ould kill me . I think I would you more , if that were possi 68553807: I imagine you were her first ? ’ ‘ Exactly . ’ His f 68554364: asons . I may never be able to you , but will you come with 68554407: he world , do n't you ? Do you me very much ? More than Tess 68554427: ’ ‘ I do , yes , oh , I do you , but not more than Tess 68556523: or her . ‘ You know I do n't you , ’ answered Tess . ‘ 68556535: nswered Tess . ‘ In fact , I somebody else . ’ ‘ Perha 68556843: are , telling him of her great for him . Reading between the 68557580: stic ! So now , here I am , my , just as in the old times ! 68558187: er felt one little bit of your for me at the dairy ? I am th 68558202: am the same woman you fell in with then , the very same . A 68558240: to trust that you would always me ! I ought to have known I 68558910: d been to realize he might not her any more . Meanwhile Tess 68560452: Watch out for your wife if you her as much as she loves you 68561350: er felt one little bit of your for me at the dairy ? I am th 68561365: am the same woman you fell in with then , the very same . A 68562591: ‘ But is it that you do n't me , my dear wife , because I 68563553: sh for in life , and nobody to . He was in no hurry , but ju 68563914: , I had to kill him . Say you me now , say you do ! ’ ‘ 68563928: say you do ! ’ ‘ Oh , I do you , Tess , I do . It has al 68564103: last , Clare felt nothing but for this passionate , loving 68564144: as well as I can , my dearest , whatever you may or may not 68564775: d . Inside was forgiveness and : outside was eventual punish 68565271: are you , dearest ? ’ ‘ I it here , ’ she said . ‘ 68565568: t even you and I , Angel , who each other so much ? ’ He c 68623926: age of seven he had fallen in with a schoolteacher like her 68625796: it does n't matter . ’ ‘ I you , Chris . ’ She faced h 68625833: rated from him . ‘ Not now , ; I must get back . But , Dav 68629809: g over the shop Alfred fell in with the sort of girl men hav 68645021: se . I know there was n't much lost between them but , as th 68669812: then at Hassan . ‘ Because I him . ’ Anna felt old and t 68670324: Hassan gave it to me ’ ? You this young man , but you do n 68670654: ! Why is he here ? He does n't me now , and I do n't love hi 68670662: n't love me now , and I do n't him ! ’ Anna listened caref 68671134: thought . ‘ Perhaps he does Sarah ! ’ ‘ I see , ’ M 68671559: d said loudly : ‘ You do n't Sarah Harland , and she does 68671567: rah Harland , and she does n't you . You went with her becau 68672510: e , but … ’ ‘ Mother , I him ! I said that in court . 68672761: there , but now we ca n't . I him , and he wants to be my h 68672923: … I 'm not angry , and I do you , Sarah , of course . But 68673370: g with girls , but he does n't her ! ’ ‘ And do you love 68673378: love her ! ’ ‘ And do you her , Stephen ? ’ Stephen d 68673427: es , Mrs Harland . Of course I her . ’ ‘ But he 's not l 68673717: took his arm . ‘ You do n't Sarah , do you , Stephen ? Yo 68678001: with no surprise that he could this world and its people , d 68678814: dust in a sea-girt grave , his buried with her . He met Jinn 68696558: ke somewhere the Myrcans would . ’ Riven stared up at the 68697014: e died . ’ ‘ But you still her . ’ ‘ Yes . ’ She s 68713956: y ? Because there is a woman I who may yet be out there with 68727007: an art student falling out of with a young man on her cours 68727049: was convinced he had been the of her life . The emotional f 68727105: , was discovered to be her new . He , unsurprisingly , was l 68742239: r have his scruples so I would to steal that evidence . Unfo 68742503: d Eliot : ‘ You 're going to this one , I reckon we 've go 68745056: ope you 're a good traveller , , ’ he said and the van rat 68749276: ear where he really was , I 'd to know . ’ As they rang of 68775268: walls . Catherine and I would to have a room like that ! Bu 68775799: . Everybody who sees her must her , must n't they , Ellen ? 68777182: , and poor Edgar had fallen in with her . Heathcliff was six 68777786: on the face . ‘ Catherine , ! Catherine ! ’ cried Edgar 68778912: think ? ’ ‘ First , do you him ? ’ I asked . ‘ Of co 68778933: she replied . ‘ Why do you him , Miss Catherine ? ’ 68779088: ar 's parents will , too . You Edgar , and Edgar loves you . 68779189: rker . He 'll never know how I him . ’ I suddenly heard a 68779385: portant to me than myself . My for Edgar is like the leaves 68779406: e time will change it . But my for Heathcliff is like the ro 68779789: re . Edgar Linton was still in with her , and thought himsel 68780092: they shared a deep and growing for each other . Unfortunatel 68780518: n't stand there in the cold , ! Bring the person in , if it 68781244: ve such confidence in Edgar 's that I think I could kill him 68781452: denly declared that she was in with Heathcliff . Mr Edgar , 68781561: f himself that Isabella was in with him . She thought she kn 68781580: ould be . ‘ How could I ever that stupid girl ? ’ he ask 68781831: hcliff told you he could never Miss Isabella ! And now he 's 68783017: muttered . ‘ Edgar does n't me at all ! What is he doing 68784139: write to . Tell Edgar I still him and Catherine , and want 68785070: 's illness . ‘ If you really her , ’ I told him , ‘ yo 68785236: ousand times of me ! He ca n't her as I can ! And Catherine 68785412: with me . I never pretended to her . Now I think she 's begi 68786202: said to me . ‘ I 'll always my Heathcliff , and take him 68790579: ant the two cousins to fall in and marry . You know Cathy wo 68790850: to me . ‘ Who would fall in with a selfish baby like that 68791209: rified to find a whole pile of letters from Linton . The two 68791366: Cathy , what 's the matter , ? ’ I asked . ‘ Oh , Elle 68791488: I only want him to recover . I him more than anyone else in 68791592: him ! You wrote him all those letters , and then I suppose 68791625: art . I swear , he 's dying of for you , and he 'll be in th 68791898: But my father says you would me best if you were my wife , 68791918: be better . ’ ‘ I 'd never anybody more than Father , 68792128: athy , that he is n't dying of for you ! It 's not your faul 68792637: no one could see Cathy and not her . Anyway , I 'll continue 68854733: s and subjects : Fred Basset , Is , Shooting Times , The Fie 68859493: goes off to Spain and falls in with a married Spanish man . 68860995: fied of the Daleks and fell in with Valerie Singleton ’ ) 68870292: n of a debut novel , Essays in , by a 22 year old , Swiss-bo 68881011: ilms including ‘ To Sir with ’ and ‘ The Last Valley 68883915: ) I do n't expect it to match Story , but I think he still 68884036: ype of the year , a ‘ tug of ’ story about an ex-drug ad 68885518: mick ( ed ) The Virago Book of and Loss ( £6.99 , 5th ) The 68885645: rt , the power of painting and are explored through the hall 68885836: e jacket of The Virago Book of and Loss Horror leads Dean Ko 68888501: r fans , who are legion , will it . ’ The , possibly , sto 68889195: perverse that you could get to it . Appalling acts are recor 68898876: reak between Hymen 's solo ‘ ne'er had yet– and the shor 68901029: Plays ; and particularly , on for Money , or , The Boarding 68959562: truth , live together in your and reveal your glory in the 68959994: ve Christ in one another , and as he loves us . Lord in your 68960442: alk in the way of holiness and ; through the same Jesus Chri 68960564: Father , infinite in wisdom , and power : have compassion o 68960733: , may they learn more of your ; through Jesus Christ our Lo 68960849: pen our hearts to receive Your , open our minds to discern Y 68961405: hurch in our land may know the of God the Father , the stren 68961916: inesses . Help us to show your by our words and actions , ea 68961966: ve Him in one another , and to as he loves us . Lord in your 68963288: y of transport . And where the of man has failed , we pray t 68964570: y plans but work to share your and grace . Amen At the start 68965594: to say , and fill us with your that we may be able to act as 68967024: e are to be practical in their , because we realise that we 68967049: intended us to live . With His in our hearts , we can help o 68972648: ommitment and accepted Jesus ' for themselves . We do n't he 68973256: ristians in Philippi for their which has been shown in pract 68975711: Asia Minor and Greece , with a gift for the relief of the ha 68978156: greatness of his grace in the he showed us in Christ Jesus 68979802: he two great commandments , to the Lord our God with all our 69083636: or were here tonight , I would to issue a challenge to him : 69156728: ing the Earth Summit ? I would to include a reflective artic 69228282: ich offers a blueprint . ‘ I the Welsh countryside ’ , s 69309125: tearful eyes . I carried their and blessings all along … I 69314277: y am I telling you ? Because I your complaints . You see , i 69348470: In my own heart , the fires of and conviction about Africa , 69354204: k as his text , ‘ Thou shalt thy neighbour as thyself ’ 69355133: e there is hatred , let me sow … ’ There are men and wom 69356553: people , whom I am learning to , I 'll give all I have for i 69358547: onviction is to stay here , to this country ( which I have f 69358567: y and its sunshine — hard to ) , and to give all I have to 69359242: uite heavenly beauty , hard to . Every day is a fight ; to m 69359649: d . Meanwhile , this brings my to you all . Notes for Nephew 69362067: y , purity , unselfishness and . It is wrong of me to have h 69362877: o call forth all the loyalty , , passion , sacrifice and pat 69362966: there is hatred , may we bring Where there is malice , pardo 69367842: y , purity , unselfishness and which they present , taken si 69368358: rejudice , and turns hate into . ’ And he turned to some o 69370009: y with best wishes and lots of for your birthday from Auntie 69370425: o seeing you in July . Lots of from Godmother Anne To David 69370481: th all good wishes and lots of for your silver wedding from 69370737: thought the locusts had been . Alan — Do hope Sid is feeli 69370906: it and refolding it . Lots of 19/4/93 Dear Robert Hope this 69370977: eaf-mentioned people . Lots of , M , D , J. Medau — summer 69371356: the present overload of work . To Margaret and Peter with lo 69371362: ove To Margaret and Peter with and congratulations on Georgi 69371385: too . To Fiona and Steven with and congratulations on the bi 69371630: le , good luck with the work . 13/4/93 Dear Robert A very qu 69371843: uch again about that . Lots of 10/4/93 Dear Margaret , [gap: 69372026: from you . All the best , and from Anne Dear Karin If the M 69372177: class on 11 March . Yes , I 'd to come again — the class m 69372714: ery soon ; meanwhile , lots of from Godmother Anne 28/2/93 D 69373214: l be chez [gap:name] . lots of Mummy 10/4/93 Dear [gap:name] 69373500: be good fun , though . Lots of , and keep well too , Anne 10 69373559: eing you this coming weekend , to you both , Anne 10/4/93 De 69374193: see her next weekend . Lots of to Birgitta and yourself , an 69374577: at 8am on Saturday ( yawn ! ) . Melanie 26 April '93 Dear H 69374938: h other a little better . Much , Melanie 19th April 1993 Dea 69375864: a Portmeirion tea set which I , and Dad had found two dinin 69376126: ! Hope you 're well + happy , Melanie 19 April 93 My deares 69377264: nce to talk . Lots and lots of Melanie Dear Jean I 've just 69377405: keys , etc . See you soon ? , Anne I called in on Ruth at 69377476: say it was pretty good news . , Anne 25/3/93 Judith Thought 69377760: ook forward to seeing you then Linda 3/93 Anne Following our 69378573: ooking forward to seeing you . Angela 22/3/93 Mon 22nd March 69378704: work , and take care ! lots of , Angela 4-5-93 Ray , Elaine 69379371: ll . Right ! See you ! Lots of Angie 13/5/93 13 May 1993 Dea 69379636: ll phone sometime soon Lots of Hazel 22/4/93 [gap:address] 2 69379789: no-one will be any the wiser . Ange It certainly was a good 69380630: orts in the meantime . Lots of J. 15/3/93 Flight details Bru 69381014: Britain . Take care , lots of , Judy 16/4/93 16 April ‘ 9 69381467: an get in the office . Give my to your Mum & Dad & Gran if y 69381486: ee her . Bye for now . lots of Judy 17/3/93 memo to Me from 69381942: e to see you again soon . With 30 March 93 Dear Anne Hope th 69381997: r you or Paul . Please give my to Christopher — will speak 69382397: Please excuse scrawl . Lots of to big bruv , and to you Mel 69383508: hday , birthday bear . Lots of Mel Feb/Mar 93 Dear Laura , I 69383661: y line , I hate Carmel ! Bye ! Corinne Dear Jennifer , I hop 69383740: Have you brothers or sister ? Dear Dannii + Candi , How are 69383850: ok ! Better go it 's half 11 ! from Corinne ! Dear Sian + An 69384028: ma group called Open stage . I it ! We 're doing Bugsy Malon 69384061: e ! I won a cookery book ! ? ! Corinne 1981 Cockerel Sometim 69384194: performing Bugsy Malone soon ! Corinne . Mar/April 93 Butche 69408332: you get rid of them ? Yes I 'd to get rid of a lot of them b 69439151: ide us with , and my designers this I mean they g go over th 69520469: e welfare one was my er secret as it were it was . Because e 69550992: r tried to bake in my life . I eating by the way but I just 69562847: talians are renowned for their of family gatherings and good 69569271: re than a little sediment . in with food Raymond Blanc has a 69570288: ents entertaining at home . We matching people from differen 69571663: I 'm not cynical . I really what I do and every day is di 69571772: hes that the whole family will , says Sara Lewis Vegetarian 69595817: be a houseperson . Even so , I cooking , but not every day . 69596343: You need time , affection and to experiment . The second th 69596488: ning very much , even though I having people around . For a 69596987: for the first time and fell in with her funny , quirky perso 69600714: boosts to their ego , lots of and confidence building . The 69606031: oad each other . They may well the new baby , but that does 69607350: pivot of her world and if your is n't stable what in her wor 69608231: g insecure , offer her lots of and reassurance when she crie 69608241: hen she cries so she knows you her and wo n't leave her . Do 69624462: ly with a biro . Toddlers will carrying these warm , floppy 69624755: l your baby needs . It must be — he ca n't take his eyes o 69624887: o blues and rock . Most babies rhythm and movement . A mobil 69625297: Once they can sit up , babies to bash saucepans , plastic b 69625391: no , not this one ! ) . He 'll the feel of it . Play rolling 69625858: . Buy 18 months most toddlers sorting things out . From a h 69625890: hoes , then the other . He 'll helping to sort the washing , 69626180: ling pools Babies and toddlers getting messy , and playing w 69627008: s and homemaking . ‘ I would to write to or to meet anyone 69627117: bored in all my life . I would to hear from mums around my a 69627267: e two in September and I would to get to know some other you 69627359: ht-year relationship . I would to hear from anyone in the sa 69628681: causes mayhem . Children will the crazy pictures and the fu 69628795: qually shocked . Children will the manic energy of the drawi 69635122: kind of toys . Any child will taking Matchbox 's Tubby Toot 69636132: and , and felt an overwhelming for both . My partner suggest 69653788: his halcyon days , showing his for Halling . Lambarde contin 69678589: d memories . He had an abiding of the English countryside , 69679076: her . She shared my father 's of horses and enjoyed to the 69684733: . As a race they had an inborn of litigation and suffered fr 69694536: Shropshire . She had fallen in with the house as soon as she 69709168: man at heart , with an abiding of the Scottish lowlands . T. 69766329: fter a while I was to know and the open moors . More attract 69772333: oorstep . The sea was my first , but now the hills have an e 69775449: more , and the start of a long affair with Venturous . Ventu 69785792: , my number one really fell in with Scotland , so much so th 69805848: f our volunteer system and our of the job I think we always 69817832: . I had n't deserted my first , the Salcombe yawl Lisa , bu 69877169: oung women find it possible to two men simultaneously . They 69878471: sily bored with it . Academics complication for the sake of 69901133: s , because she did n't really him . " She did n't really lo 69901141: ove him . " She did n't really him , " Sarah shouted aloud i 69901208: . I ask her : " Do you really him , Enid ? Does your heart 69901849: s . I do n't want that kind of , no , not that kind at all . 69902523: as are long since over , and I them so much . Even the roses 69902764: outh in case all the dammed-up words that I am feeling flood 69903346: hem with my selfishness and my . Tears cloud my eyes . I stu 69903742: dy , every part of me , all my , everything is drawn into th 69903791: ury my head n his jacket . " I you . I 've always loved you 69903820: face in his fingers . " And I you , Sarah . Lovely Sarah , 69903829: you , Sarah . Lovely Sarah , I you . I do n't know how I nev 69904069: . " You said you would n't . I you too much . You 'll come b 69904082: You 'll come back , and we 'll one another forever , and liv 69904189: wave back . " Remember that I you , " Philip whispers when 69904332: l . But how can I live with my pushed down inside me forever 69906029: happiness , past youth , past . " Yes , " she said , " Love 69906466: ming to Kew ever again . " 2 . Letters I " Dearest Peter " o 69906579: the one with the sound of real echoing round the saying of i 69907253: llowed to put ordinary news in letters , or only love , all 69907258: news in love letters , or only , all on its own ? She wrote 69907415: miss you every minute . All my and kisses , Sue Marion put t 69907624: put the paper aside . " Yes , ? " " Dad , can I ask you som 69907659: reckon anyone 'll ever fall in with me ? " " I reckon they w 69907684: like your mum , and I fell in with her , did n't I ? You 'l 69907726: they ? " " You 're young yet , . Only seventeen . Plenty of 69908455: ee , then , shall I ? " " Ta , , I need one . " Sue blew her 69908504: together for ages . We 're in . " She paused as though she 69909017: her share the little bubble of that sealed her and Pete up t 69909089: " But … " " You 've been in , have n't you ? You know wha 69909117: wer . No , I 've never been in , I do n't know anything abou 69909186: t tell her I 've never been in . " Yes , " she said finally 69909267: id Sue really mean to hand her over like an old parcel ? Not 69909871: rm front room of our house . I your letters . I love you . I 69909876: ouse . I love your letters . I you . I have a special calend 69910527: they do in stories , because I them so much . Every time I g 69910826: in her place , feeling all the she feels , remembering thing 69910931: know what you look like and I you . There it is . I 've sai 69910948: aid it . It 's like falling in with a ghost . Sue showed me 69911053: vely dream that I had . All my , Marion . Marion put the pad 69912066: something died , when all the that she had bottled up insid 69912139: e 's problem . But how can she him ? She could have anyone s 69912198: lood dress ? And yet , I could someone . I bet there are loa 69912339: el anything . It 's all gone : , jealousy , longing . It 's 69913147: n Tom helped me out . But I do her . The letters do n't make 69913447: of your eyes when you fall in , that makes everybody beauti 69913515: letters , poured out all that . Marion smiled . Tom would p 69913693: till smiling . 3 . Do n't Sing Songs … Paris , Thursday , 69918521: ppened before . She must be in . " Then she giggled . I woul 69918790: summer evenings and falling in for a while , not very seriou 69919212: ean is , without Jim . Am I in ? I think I might be . I get 69919288: cabbage . I think I must be in . I do n't think Jim is , tho 69921072: happen and Miles would fall in with her . She , of course , 69921093: -first straight into desperate for Miles as soon as she had 69921159: life was devoted to his art ? with such a person , Miranda 69922665: ur hearts as one , Then I will you when the dance was done . 69923964: ow easy it would be to fall in with her , but how he must n' 69924015: either way . A declaration of , or the cold shoulder . Perh 69924067: much . Does that mean I do n't him ? She considered this . M 69924078: nsidered this . Maybe I do n't him enough ? But how could I 69924087: ugh ? But how could I possibly anyone more ? Last night , Mi 69925558: bloody cornered the market in , do n't you ? All you young 69925685: at would never do , would it ? 's O.K. when it 's you in the 69926040: does n't it ? " " Like hell , . Like all hell . But the sho 69926879: s mother giggled . " Spot on , . Cream cheese on toast . Wit 69927129: s . " " O.K. We 're off then , . Have a good day . " The hou 69928469: yes and pretended to swoon . " 's young dream , " she cooed 69928592: me . Maybe I do n't know what is . After all , last week I 69928621: ay night … maybe that 's not either and I 'll see someone 69928651: tell , anyway ? What was real and what was just fancying ? 69928664: ng ? Was there such a thing as ? He looked around at all the 69928680: . They would n't know . Maybe was just fancying someone and 69929174: drian , " that I 've fallen in . With someone else , I mean 69930712: . I 'll look after you . I 'll you . I wo n't leave you , no 69932344: seen for months . " " That 's , " Mike said . " A bright st 69932389: Robert Graves . He also calls " the universal migraine . " 69932468: ow all about your old friend , . " " Really ? Are you in lov 69932477: Love . " " Really ? Are you in ? Tell me . " " Yes , of cour 69933373: ly . Am I ? " Had a good day , ? " asked her mother . " Awfu 69933859: ng , more and more like proper letters . I used to get tease 69934970: assumed at the time , perfect . That same evening , my pare 69938554: been to you ! Quite suddenly , for her , for gentle , golden 69940372: ice , but it was bound up with , with loving a man . Alice w 69940395: was a danger . Irena regarded as a disease , and moreover a 69942668: es , Mother , I 'm happy " " I this garden , " Louise said . 69944022: er thinks that I might fall in . " Ben looked into her eyes 69945378: n I begin for you . You are in . " " How did you know ? " A 69945412: y dear Alice , the symptoms of are as clear as those of meas 69945591: you ? Oh , Madame Rochard , I you . Thank you . " Alice jum 69945781: en to see me ? " Alice hid her like someone hiding a preciou 69946241: you , ca n't you see that ? I you . And I want to know them 69947564: " said my mother , " that you one another so much . After a 69949443: murmured against my leg : " I you . " I did n't know what t 69967468: tes , rats and other creatures chewing paper . A friend of m 70009663: Artemis , but even more on the of native princesses — whic 70023526: . One of Meleager 's rivals in was a Jew , and Meleager comm 70023538: commented with resignation : " burns hot even on cold Sabbat 70034572: OR DR SEX . ITS ONLY … PUPPY . I BACK IRA — RED KEITH . 70034583: IRA — RED KEITH . MY SECRET BY TV 'S MIDGE : SEE CENTRE P 70035183: the all-smiles stewardess . I airline food and further susp 70041112: re were to be several explicit scenes . " " With you ? " She 70041140: e , Caduta . There are n't any scenes in the outline . " " L 70041158: oodney promised him three long scenes , with full nudity . " 70042668: do n't know why I say that . I Cash . Cash and I go way , he 70043644: . Am I wrong ? That is what I in you … Now the way I figu 70046532: little gentrification . But I the dense variety . Yes , it 70051627: w turned into a gentle parodic story , the girl civilizing S 70061100: ? Here 's looking at you , my . " He flexed his nose indulg 70061899: tion turns to … While making , we often talk about money . 70067130: d . Selina fulls in and out of with these two , as she does 70071880: erry Linex today . He sent his . Good news about my golden h 70072113: wo n't be able to save it for or money . That tooth will ju 70078786: oung people started falling in . I kept banging my way to an 70079283: me on , darling , you know you it . " " You asshole . " Dori 70080600: . " He laughed . " Do n't you this ? " he said . " Say , th 70086783: ent alike . Hegel 's life-long of Sophocles and his profound 70094449: openhauer … " ( 1869 ) ; " I the Greeks more and more … 70096517: specialization , and his great for Greece . Nietzsche 's sch 70097340: t simple . It was not just the for the Greeks that he acknow 70097537: those personal feelings ( " I the Greeks more and more " ) 70115219: ontrived to regard his hymn to and love 's fulfilment in dea 70115221: to regard his hymn to love and 's fulfilment in death as an 70128518: was overwhelmed by a " senile of life " , unproductive and 70128618: formative elements : Socratic of knowledge ; [ the Apolline 70178423: first study , and she fell in as only a violinist can . She 70179649: in but actually unsafe . " " I him , I want him . While he w 70180127: ridden , with much atonement , and reconciliation conveyed i 70183609: ou , my dear , you 're half in with your husband , then ther 70197381: ut volition , in the warmth of and politeness . " Goodbye Lo 70200433: urely they 'd do better making on board Grace than on a few 70205556: explain very easily . I do n't him any more . " Is that true 70209475: Between the sisters there was of a singularly pure kind , p 70210811: ther they 're happy or not . I Ma , but she must expect to b 70211676: ng you 've never seen before , . " " You 've no right on tha 70211950: Your kitty 's split open , my . " " No , she 's not . She ' 70244090: as detailed , for example , in 's treatise ( Love 1944 ) dev 70244094: xample , in Love 's treatise ( 1944 ) developed from Hooke ' 70245249: ture and zero displacement " ( ) . ( This state is not the m 70247998: s are given , for example , in ( 1944 ) . whether in solutio 70249194: und in Sokolnikoff ( 1956 ) or ( 1944 ) . Hearmon 's ( 1961 70251834: rived in books on elasticity ( 1944 ) , for axial extension 70269624: the more theoretical , put by as " the discovery of numeric 70272974: n is discussed in the books by ( 1944 ) , Lekhnitskii ( 1963 70310147: ems to do with one 's family , life , accommodation or money 70312020: e part of speech . Thus hope , , sleep may be nouns as well 70360313: . True-kin do not necessarily one another , but it is alway 70382268: ‘ I come whenever I can : I Bristol . I just wish it was 70388178: om his National Service with a of German wine , a liking for 70409480: rvour and flair . The absolute of books which this shop enge 70409641: e where one goes for the sheer of books , for the smell and 70425394: section of Nin 's A Journal of that was censored when Nin be 70425416: details Nin 's simultaneous affairs with her husband Hugo 70425495: ut this diary makes Madonna 's life sound tame . Neil Belton 70425638: O'Riordan : Involved , about a affair between a Southern Iri 70427909: gy amalgam ’ . For those who Churchill partly because of h 70505512: hey seemed to instil in us the of , of poetry and the , the 70505521: e of , of poetry and the , the of literature and that sort o 70505547: did you know create th th this of poetry . I 've never lost 70619907: que c'est ? Yes , yes I would to , I would love to erm ooh 70619912: yes I would love to , I would to erm ooh look at that ! Tha 70726704: or Beano had gone . You got to a bird like a human . You got 70730434: . She had n't known she was in with Dr Greenslade , who had 70733460: n . He could feel no Christian for him . " Hullo , Timothy . 70738692: one couple uncomfortably made , their mock-leather garments 70748671: ten to her . They were full of and promises , and references 70748709: ther letters that were full of . They , too referred to the 70749759: t , as Edith Thompson had , in with Freddie Bywaters , as Mr 70759620: hed by Stephen 's father . " I Stephen , " she said , and th 70765777: 's inadequate children and the that had ruined Miss Lavant ' 70770083: mspect , they 'd brought their affair to an end because the 70821854: and be happy . She had a great for her children and we all l 70822248: Not with a wishy-washy kind of , but with the strong love th 70822254: of love , but with the strong that has no favourites , does 70822539: message . There was no lack of , but there were limits , and 70822592: llects , " and the respect and we had for our parents and fo 70824045: ople next and self last . Or " expressed in service " . " We 70825564: ut but it was soon over . With and forgiveness key words in 70827389: er her books . In spite of her of reading Eva denies being a 70829370: ess The wonder of His glorious And my own sinfulness . To he 70834737: God would fill her heart with for the people to whom she wa 70838525: Africa that Eva really got to classical music . There were 70842416: God would fill her heart with for the people to whom she wa 70846112: etal casket as a sign of their for their mother . It was lar 70847152: ed her the girls knew that her was genuine , and the discipl 70847165: ne was a necessary part of the . They would miss her greatly 70847483: not easy watching someone you die , and Robert Burrows went 70852283: re alcoholics . A lot of their would be rebuffed or thrown b 70852440: t be an extension of Christ 's : " Jesus Christ did n't say 70852545: inue a restless search for the they had never known . " You 70852590: u could do was show warmth and and affection , and continue 70852938: eir T-shirts was printed , " I Eva " . Eva joined in the hil 70859415: re 's a spark of goodness that can light up . We believe the 70863239: ea . " " If it 's The Sands of . I 've already heard it " " 70869406: n was . He knew the would just to arrange a little " acciden 70885555: t are the chances she 'll ever me ? Christ , to be like this 70886066: eart-thudding happy-ever-after they told you was the ideal . 70886086: rces , Infatuation , yes , but at first sight , smell , touc 70901064: tered . He loved her , but his , the love he wanted to be th 70901067: loved her , but his love , the he wanted to be their love se 70901073: the love he wanted to be their seemed stalled , stuck at som 70903590: h other , really ; she did n't him , but she could n't give 70903667: aham ; you 're good for me , I talking to you . That means a 70903837: what I meant , " he said . " I seeing you . I 'd miss you te 70904972: else he 'd said . It was first — there had been no time fo 70905116: o trouble ) since life began . had found its proper expressi 70905328: in the hall , a baby knight . encapsuled every minute they 70905379: as the assurance of a world of . To earn her displeasure was 70905396: ough the days Nicandra devised tokens , as much to stimulate 70907593: r mind . Could be worse . Be a and take the cover off Gigi . 70907678: lder to neck . There they made together . " How 's my darlin 70907721: swered by a smothered croak of . " You do think she loves me 70910640: st . She would bribe them with : " Just a handful , a small 70910948: of kindness , Little deeds of , Make the world around us Li 70910999: tle act of kindness or deed of . She thought of the dark cor 70912777: th the rejection of her act of . At the age of eight , throu 70912950: tam flock . Carefully and with the nest full of eggs and the 70913567: given with heartfelt care and . Tears running down her face 70914044: new she would never be able to or trust again — she would 70915437: f direction in her assaults on and popularity . Now she was 70916868: rossed her more fully than her had ever done . When the dark 70917463: request of her own . Moved by , Nicandra tried . The spinac 70919127: he moment . What next ? Who to ? She decided it had to be Au 70920178: n top of the po cupboard , " I them … scones . " " Shall I 70923114: it was Nannie who was offering and comfort to her . It was t 70923391: lued to its plate , a terrible token , hers to give or to wi 70923465: to be like Dada . She did not him , but he knew his place . 70923572: im she was free of any binding or duty . He was not entirely 70927311: hen , great kindness and great were only to be expected and 70929489: at masterpiece in satin . Poor , just wrong , always , she t 70932664: bert asked . I want to fall in , she thought , looking away 70932720: , race meetings , shopping , I . And I adore reading . " " W 70933185: n exciting substitute for lost , and a pacifier in that time 70934032: protest . " Oh , no , miss . I to see the style . The style 70935314: . Till then he would keep his safe on a desert shore . " My 70936745: the qualities necessary for a affair , but none of those he 70937736: e had been born , born for his only . The tremor that had sp 70938017: For always , she promised her , stretching up her arms to g 70938057: , for now and always she had a of her own . Her dress lay on 70939504: r the timing of a souffle even could be denied , the perfect 70939931: s next then ? " he invited . " to , and Andrew and Lal ? " S 70941845: oss of her wicked sister , his and Life ; would at any rate 70942611: g , dogs , bantams , geese and Eternal . Andrew had not been 70942794: thing ? " " Aunt Tossie would it all . She 'd help . " " Oh 70943240: urse , this was not a time for . She acquiesced with a full 70943685: en wonderful outdoor fun . Her for Maman , with its consumin 70943713: ed , so gallantly followed her . She no longer linked the fl 70943847: in unhappy contrast with both and its cold aftermath . And 70944102: somebody . There was nobody to . Today she was hungry only f 70944736: low any eventuality to mar her Affair . Her exalted moment o 70945861: ned in disbelief . An agony of overcame her . This was why t 70946128: an awful name ! — Gigi will it . " " This lawyer fellow s 70947122: ed herself up . The reassuring she had expected from the hou 70947627: well as the grocery , and I 'd to know how it 's selling . " 70948337: tough unconcern over her other affairs put an edge on his in 70949547: pting it as a certainty of his and care . She had to keep hi 70950120: age — a look that joined her and her friend as clearly as 70950989: ality between cooking and such and service . She remembered 70951747: to play . ‘ Oh , God , I do you . Have anything you want 70951914: . And now , this testimony of , her dinner in bed , she acc 70952010: bottle of wine ? … Oh , poor … her anxiety overcame her 70952340: steal his mission of mercy and ? ‘ You 're not sick , are 70952468: overcame any reason other than , to account for Andrew 's ab 70952941: e . She was glad to see such a story come true before her ey 70953037: d get a glimpse of the sun , I the moon , ’ he misquoted , 70953423: ing pretence , an assurance of . I The Persistence of Facies 70993671: fusing to be still . " For the of God — what do you want , 70994612: at . He loved her . And it was , just as much as that damned 70994665: rute of a dog aside , and made to her , gloried in her , pos 70994704: . And his desire had too much in it , too much natural chiv 70995118: , all too probably , she would him still . She did not see h 70995409: several times done so — for . By Friday morning the brown 70999407: fell . " All right , are you , ? " A man , smelling strongly 71002207: O'Mara , who might even be in with her , past the ginger-ha 71004683: final chance of giving it for . And now , before she had to 71005879: re Amabel herself would dearly to build . Thereby making Mr 71006274: for his children , a woman 's containing , after all , so s 71007437: sigh of deep satisfaction and . And then , walking behind h 71007901: ling , I know you will grow to him . " Gemma did not think s 71009906: surprise . He sent his fondest . Would she not send him hers 71011118: a queen in England , Odette my . She heard her father 's voi 71015722: been scandalized . " Gemma my — oh dear — how can I say 71017149: emma . They went , wreathed in and kisses for their dear Gem 71021695: closely at herself — he made to her with a straightforward 71028748: rom forcing her , by an act of , to follow him through the w 71113548: mud Pasa that he shows greater to Abdulkerim than to him . M 71212079: ting people . Sir Hugo fell in with the daughter of a farmer 71221242: Sir Henry had fallen deeply in with the beautiful Miss Stapl 71221281: their friendship to grow into . He did everything he could 71226967: ton allow Sir Henry to fall in with her ? ’ ‘ Sir Henry 71226983: except himself when he fell in with her . Stapleton took car 71226996: re that Sir Henry did not make to her . I repeat that the la 71232803: many things . But he does n't me . He has used me . ’ ‘ 71233718: wife made Sir Charles fall in with her . But , although he 71234476: told her about Mrs Lyons . Any she had for her husband disap 71234520: Baskerville lands , she would him again . He certainly thou 71234559: . She could not forgive him or him again , nor , I think , a 71253173: r though the thought of making with either Giles or Clive ma 71253302: despite all his assurances of and respect for her , he had 71254992: autiful young women are not in with their elderly escorts , 71261517: Oh , you 're one of the ‘ them and leave them ’ types 71264074: be remarkably interested in my life . ’ ‘ Love is not th 71264079: sted in my love life . ’ ‘ is not the word I 'd use to d 71272532: obviously you 've never known . I think that 's very sad . 71272575: at makes you such an expert on ? ’ he demanded , cutting a 71273435: e tabloids liked to call a ‘ nest ’ . Yet he had made no 71273880: p ? What would he look like in ? Closing her eyes , she swal 71280056: d . She had thought she was in with Giles , but he had never 71281735: et eyes full of tenderness and , eyes the colour of slate . 71283118: n body 's urging . But without , passion was just a bubble . 71283141: t . Yet how could she think of in connection with this ruthl 71283242: self . And she was falling in with him . He would complete 71284241: er own response . But the word had not been mentioned . Desp 71285105: e might be able simply to take where he found it , enjoy the 71286522: ered . Was it really better to and lose than to try and avoi 71287896: accountants . ’ ‘ For the of God , Polly , ’ Nathan c 71288348: llen deeply and irrevocably in with talk about his colleague 71291498: ence and respect . He had made to her . But now ? Now he was 71291591: the sweet , musky afterglow of . Swallowing her fear , Polly 71293172: as greater ? Her fear ? Or her for him ? Adrenalin surged th 71293403: t her heart swell , so full of for him that it ached , and , 71294633: . ‘ Once I 'd begun to make to you , could you really hav 71295141: me , was that I might fall in with you . ’ Polly suddenly 71295448: me . I even imagined myself in once . ’ Polly felt a sharp 71295540: came a poor second to the real of her life — money . While 71295550: oney . While declaring undying for me she 'd been busy makin 71295581: bitter . ‘ I decided to give a miss after that . ’ Polly 71296002: admitted . ‘ But I loved — — you . That was n't condit 71396214: ts and also out of his natural and affection for the defenda 71436804: ou think it is all a matter of and loving , of care and cari 71436831: came here I too believed that and duty were the compatible 71440971: aw . But already I was half in with the old library . I had 71443755: her , the four of us , for the of the game . Gradually the o 71444021: ht was trust in the redemptive of Christ . For the alchemist 71449795: t their daughter was deeply in with a young Jew . Neither La 71449843: aid that her very capacity for had been defiled . Her feelin 71450895: leus Vision : ‘ With so much did Beya embrace Gabricus tha 71452218: dered whether … ’ ‘ I 'd to , ’ I said . It was anot 71454458: d air . ’ ‘ That 's what I about it ’ , Laura said , 71464005: her so himself ? Out of their for each other , in God 's go 71465236: w much greater was the patient of Christ . So , yes , with a 71495392: A male teacher in To Sir With actually instructs his female 71498161: the hope that they 'll fall in . From the point of view of t 71503527: quires an ability to give , to , to be tender . In conclusio 71528109: ly Turner , in terms of oozing for the material and not bein 71532903: be contained in images , whose extended to all people , and 71539099: uct . The girl grew up without . ’ ‘ That is much . ’ 71544143: ther . For two hours they made , never leaving each other , 71546115: nd ugly , you can forget about , eh ? ’ ‘ What do you wa 71560561: t 's mother . That was all the he had to give . To others , 71560575: he would give something called ; but it was only a reward fo 71566321: th , did the little goddess of and war retain a true followi 71566768: . But Surere could never make to a woman . He could never p 71574732: ’ ‘ There was nothing but in the teaching of the Aten , 71576654: No . ’ ‘ He was much in with his wife . She ran rings 71582592: , she should have said : Look , this is old Brocklebank spe 71588880: xhausting thing about being in . Age did n't seem to make an 71593276: hurry . ’ ‘ No , not much lost there . She would have p 71594594: e did understand . ‘ Give my to your sister . ’ ‘ I wi 71595198: s . Seems best . She sends her . ’ There was a bit more ta 71604983: alk to the man who had been in with Irene Pitt . ‘ I know 71605087: ind any , unless bad luck with and marriage was one . Come t 71608270: ? ’ ‘ Doubt it . Not much lost there . ’ ‘ What abo 71610254: himself dreading a new face to . He swung round and began to 71613952: reflected that it was almost a passage . It was not , of cou 71617392: nd whom no one had appeared to , and who might , just possib 71619796: You know she was . You were in with her , were n't you ? Sur 71627333: st now arriving , there was no lost . Coffin stayed on , spo 71628196: : I am going to the law . With from Letty . It was incompreh 71636755: at you were up to ? ’ Oh , I that notice . Agnes smiled at 71644602: ebody home . ’ ‘ Then I 'd to . I 'll go and ring George 71647550: get rich or famous , but they thinking they 'll one day be 71664165: t all his time indoors , young wove its spell and … ‘ ow 71727111: heet of paper . A new ghazal ( lyric ) by one of the great D 71735152: , but I let this pass . ‘ I the movies , ’ continued Ch 71736599: s very beautiful and I fell in with her . When I was on my o 71739031: ical Persian ? ’ ‘ I would to , ’ I answered . ‘ But 71755518: Rumi : ‘ Follow the camel of . ’ ’ ‘ But follow it w 71758270: fferent . Inheriting the Greek of order and logic , Islamic 71762335: ed : ‘ For all its faults we this city . ’ Then , after 71763079: ead or extinguish the fires of ; tree bark to ward off a wom 71769376: sper . ‘ But Lodhi Garden is Garden . ’ I had learned by 71773032: ‘ Then the blue it is , my , ’ said her father fondly 71779592: Never again had he thought the of woman could touch his hear 71785337: was unity ? Where was the true of cuisine that united such d 71788278: ‘ … spare my life for the of Heaven as I spared yours , 71790805: uce — I beg your pardon , my — do you manage to do it , 71802971: at Lord Wittisham realises her . She would make him a good w 71805997: his colleagues , had seen the of his life . He hurtled forw 71814579: s going to say until I fell in with you , ’ he answered mi 71815580: n for thirty years ; he was in , overwhelmed with the charms 71819903: termined to prove his newfound and to take the opportunity t 71824797: d countries and song to ‘ My is Like a Red , Red Rose ’ 71825686: him curiously . Perhaps it was of Araminta or perhaps , glan 71841536: for Ian 's disliking him . ‘ one , if it 's not too much t 71843337: ether . ’ ‘ Well , give my to cousin George and say we ' 71843610: him . ‘ Right as rain , Dick . ’ ‘ Taken your medders 71843650: she said warmly . ‘ Give my to Bishop Thomas . And notice 71846174: e . ‘ Georgina sends you her , George , ’ he remarked in 71851159: deed who I did , do , no , did . ’ Dhani looked at her qui 71861983: d hardly desert him . ‘ I 'd to help box your horses , Maj 72007563: that she had been too much in at the time to see it . Air a 72010617: in my business life . They 'd to have the chance to pry int 72014100: f only for a very short time . , a surprising amount of laug 72014245: ad somehow always thought that should be made with the mind 72018975: she still as loyal ? Still in with you ? ’ ‘ Stop it , 72022554: nted a home , someone he could , someone he could relax with 72026745: y as she remembered him making to her for the first time , t 72032205: at you 're very good at making , but no good at being in lov 72032213: love , but no good at being in . You keep all your feelings 72039455: r press likes to describe as a nest . ’ Jessamy stared at 72045359: hey 're most likely to fall in , once and for ever . It was 72045717: ‘ Except when we were making — that was the only time yo 72045939: ong hours in bed when you made to me over and over , but nev 72049327: rolled . ’ ‘ Eleanor 's in with you , ’ Jessamy remind 72050691: said drily . ‘ It 's called . ’ ‘ But you keep tellin 72050704: keep telling me she 's been in with me for years . Why has n 72050990: She 'll probably still fall in with you , ’ Jessamy said d 72053403: ier for me . Tell me you still me . ’ Jessamy almost stopp 72054034: Now will you tell me you still me ? ’ he said in a hoarse 72054081: a very long time . ‘ I still you , ’ she whispered . And 72054688: all we did last night was make ? That nothing more important 72056148: as stupid . ’ ‘ She was in , ’ Jessamy said quietly . 72056637: e able to cure her of being in with you ? ’ ‘ I do n't s 72058241: you 're clever enough — and him enough — you should be 72058303: it works out for you . Give my to Julius , and ring me some 72058396: en wanting to say the word ‘ ’ . ‘ I like your mother 72059854: ant . I like you . In fact , I you . And nothing else is ver 72061346: arnt from the example of their . I learnt that to love and t 72061352: their love . I learnt that to and to be patient are the mos 72061472: wanted . As I grew older , my for Elizabeth became stronger 72061835: , I am very happy because you each other , and because one 72063936: we all need you . With all our , Your Father Henry helped me 72064623: ther in a place of peace . Her and gentleness added to my gr 72064742: e ill again , and Elizabeth 's could not help me . I needed 72064910: have killed two people that I . ’ The monster 's yellow e 72064983: . You made me , and you should me and be kind to me , like a 72065003: stine died because you did not me . Why did you create me if 72065017: te me if you were not ready to me ? ’ ‘ We are enemies , 72065161: m life but I had not given him . I decided to go with him an 72066319: good family . I learnt of the between mother and father and 72066514: ch for Felix . I had learnt to these good people and I could 72066689: the hearts of men are full of . If these friends are good p 72066815: ith my friends and enjoy their . ’ At that moment I heard 72067823: someone as ugly as I am could me . You must make another cr 72067932: o me now , and I will learn to and be kind . ’ I thought l 72068192: to marry Elizabeth , or do you another woman ? Is this why y 72069921: l want to marry me , or do you another woman ? You must tell 72069931: r woman ? You must tell me . I you , Victor , and I dream of 72070018: to make me happy . With all my , Elizabeth I replied immedia 72070160: h . But her gentleness and her made her as beautiful as ever 72070170: r as beautiful as ever . ‘ I you , Victor , and I dream of 72071908: people ? My heart was made for , like a man 's heart . After 72072001: who has done wrong ? I wanted and friendship . Think about 72072020: ated me after I had given them . Think about the man who sho 72077880: ion about whether you actually this boyfriend of yours . ’ 72079590: them . He had lavished all his on her , more so since her mo 72080204: , I 'm late for a meeting . I you , and take care . ’ Aly 72092932: onsciously invited him to make to her . Just as well that sh 72093465: er voice flat . ‘ You do n't this boyfriend of yours , do 72093535: answer it myself . You do n't him , you probably never did 72093567: 't stopped you would have made with me , and that is n't the 72093582: tion of a woman desperately in with another man , is it ? 72093748: with him ! ’ ‘ You do n't him , ’ he ground out . ‘ 72094046: y father 's plan that you make to me to convince me that mar 72094247: your theory that I was n't in with my fiancé . You only wa 72094907: r dignity ? The desire to make to him had been irresistible 72095186: never even remotely known what was because it was what she f 72095353: oolly . ‘ We might have made , but that 's as far as it go 72095479: 't work . I 've had my bite at and I do n't intend to taste 72095582: eech to all the women you make with ? ’ ‘ For God 's sak 72095970: 't give much thought to making with you . If I 'd known that 72098177: e had n't spoken . ‘ We made , but life will carry on , an 72099574: d ease . Now she had fallen in with a man who infuriated her 72099605: it have been wonderful if her had been returned . And then 72102138: thcoming remark about avoiding because he had once tasted it 72102264: she would scream . He had made to her because he desired her 72102282: ily let him because she was in with him . The two feelings w 72102506: he wrong approach . She was in with Piers , and , now that s 72102523: the agony of knowing that her was n't returned , maybe she 72104254: ed with a child . Piers was in with a married woman . That w 72104353: ery long time . Had he been in with her before she had marri 72106394: ? ’ he grated . ‘ We made ! ’ ‘ And that gives you 72108387: otherwise . ’ ‘ Except in , ’ Alyssia said lightly . 72108882: make the mistake of falling in with this man who probably wo 72108913: t averse to the idea of making to me while we 're under the 72110631: of problems . ’ And being in with a married woman certainl 72113821: ld to see that his wife was in with someone else ? Or perhap 72115808: and I was a fool to ever make to you . ’ Her eyes glitter 72115854: ‘ Are you regretting making to me , ’ he grated , ‘ o 72115871: only regretting that you made to me instead of saving yours 72116274: concern you . Because we made , because I 'm physically att 72116365: that she was so desperately in with him . Dignity right now 72117501: end the rest of the day making to you , ’ he murmured , bi 72118263: prolonged foreplay . They made as though tomorrow was fast a 72118379: d she had always imagined that would be an enjoyable game as 72118741: irt . Ever since they had made the night before she had want 72119512: find a secluded spot and make with you right now , if such 72119771: een bitter to start with , but was blind . He still could n' 72122395: er head , inviting him to make to her . What was it he had s 72124414: rable . She had been deeply in with Piers , and still was . 72124619: for her fell very far short of , in which case he would prob 72128890: ngly used by a man who did n't me . She forced her body to s 72129270: to her about need , and about as well , but in a voice that 72129296: the flattery , never expecting from any of them because she 72129706: ful as if they had been making . ‘ Why did you agree to me 72129908: her liking . If he was not in with the other woman , as he 72130148: ut you 're wrong . I am not in with Nicole and I never have 72130249: it was her sister I fell in with all those years ago . 72130470: id you think that I would make to you for a few days and the 72130692: yself to the sort of pain that can bring . ’ He looked at 72130872: pty house . ’ But what about ? she wanted to cry out . Wha 72131085: could , and even after we made I told myself that I wanted y 72131718: where she had started . ‘ I you , Alyssia . I tried damne 72131755: mile of pure happiness . ‘ I you too , ’ she said . He t 72131925: could ever have told her that could be this good ? The sun 72133802: lar with whom she had shared a of books . He had died before 72133895: anything that could lessen the between her and Dana , and sh 72134905: that she would find someone to and to provide the anchor she 72134933: she had found a man she could , but he was someone else 's 72136655: ent paths . Claudia , with her of beauty and skill at drawin 72137441: osen this perfect gift . ‘ I roses , ’ she said , hoping 72140196: you miss him , or is all your kept for yourself ? ’ He pu 72148907: moment she was envious of the he lavished on another woman 72149579: e place a woman would keep her letters , and Garry is the ty 72151133: t man I would — ’ ‘ Make with ? I think you 're protes 72159594: her mouth . ‘ I would dearly to know your thoughts . Wo n' 72159870: to deal with it : we 'll make until we 're sated with each 72159920: re the last man I 'd ever make with . ’ He smiled , and Cl 72161654: hink you know who Garry 's new is . Continue to play tricks 72162903: attracted to him . She did n't him — that would be ridicul 72167494: ined you , but when we do make we 'll have all the time in t 72168394: t the kind of thing Dana would . It had gone now , its place 72169606: when he was supposed to be in with you ? ’ Claudia wonder 72169782: d been before ambition and the of money had taken over her l 72173356: f her ; she would n't have his but she would have his arms r 72174151: so he could spend time making to you , sister , dear , ’ 72174207: irming it . ‘ Roman did make to you while I was spending h 72174723: r woman near enough to win his and trust . ‘ You could be 72175510: man and the time they had made swam before her closed eyes . 72175746: remembered that Roman did n't her . She lay down again and 72178193: ntinue . ‘ You 've fallen in with Roman Wyatt , have n't y 72178291: answered my question . You do him , do n't you ? ’ Claudi 72178309: to put into words her intense and longing for Roman . ‘ I 72179585: gh . He had never pretended to her and it was her misfortune 72181145: was nothing so dead as an old , and what they had shared ha 72182373: an 's strength . Her twin must Roman very much to have let C 72183337: a lifetime since they had made but the mere sound of his dee 72183452: veness , apart from falling in with Dana ? Love was n't some 72183456: om falling in love with Dana ? was n't something you could g 72185149: eason why they should n't make . Roman slid the zip of her b 72185385: of me ? That I intend to make to both of you ? ’ His ange 72185932: ad vowed to fight for Roman 's , but how could she when he o 72186418: lavour since she had fallen in with a man who did n't love h 72186425: in love with a man who did n't her . She had just finished d 72187054: within an ace of making either or war . ‘ It 's time we le 72188530: t her with such tenderness and that she thought she would fa 72188728: opened up for me when we made and I knew I was the first ma 72188853: he first time you 've said you me . ’ ‘ It ca n't be ; I 72188883: head , her eyes sparkling with . ‘ No , sir ; you 've said 72188901: d you want me , but no word of has ever passed your lips . 72188990: opped him . ‘ We ca n't make here ; my dress could be ruin 72189128: for a moment . ‘ Later , my , ’ Roman said briskly and 72189433: anted him . ‘ I want to make to you more than anything in 72189843: asily swayed and still half in with Dana — I dare not risk 72190201: t , but she is my sister and I her . ’ ‘ We can visit th 72190320: , the better . I want to make to you for days and days , no 72190391: Claudia looked at him , her shining in her eyes . ‘ I l 72250008: ke your living out of what you doing . ’ ‘ So do 1 . One 72250032: ly ? Do n't tell me you do n't your archaeology . But how do 72251471: to now he 's been too much in with himself , ’ said the c 72263289: lly kind of you , and I should to come for a couple of days 72271298: he rebound from a very unhappy affair — the kind of let-do 72282458: Oh , I suppose you 've been in , probably several times , so 72282510: ing about the way I live , but has n't made any mark before 72282535: of celibate — but sex is n't , is it ? Anyway , love it is 72282542: is n't love , is it ? Anyway , it is that seems to have smac 72282857: you are left with from making before breakfast . Rachel has 72288196: down onto cold pebbles making in the starlight , unless you 72291890: nd her , then we kiss and make maybe , and in the end we 're 72306096: would have a father . He would his mum and me to get togethe 72306211: o n't be . All this crap about and security . How much of th 72312561: e in her warmth . When we make for the second time this thro 72316080: ou mean — have you fallen in ? ’ ‘ I do n't know nothi 72316090: I do n't know nothing about , but I 'm fond of her . I 'm 72329573: led into sleep , wake and make one last time , then part so 72337169: oman in the world . He did not her , because he never loved 72339882: the photograph to anybody . I my husband and he loves me . 72353550: their limbs With the agony of and the agony of fear and the 72354855: e will ? Death . Stronger than ? Death . Stronger than life 72355032: o teach Crow how to talk . ‘ , ’ said God . ‘ Say , Lo 72355041: ove , ’ said God . ‘ Say , . ’ Crow gaped , and the wh 72355076: , no , ’ said God , ‘ Say . Now try it . LOVE . ’ Cro 72355082: , ‘ Say Love . Now try it . . ’ Crow gaped , and a blue 72355118: try , ’ said God . ‘ Now , . ’ Crow convulsed , gaped 72356735: halves Of a lopped melon , but is hard to stop In their entw 72375480: bout your lurid past . Give my to Papa . I do n't know how m 72376944: erved . As he had accepted her … For a moment the memories 72377337: been so certain then that ‘ ’ would mean ‘ forever 72385904: ke the back of my hand , and I every yard of it . We 've got 72387707: ou ? ’ ‘ Me ? Oh , nothing . It 's all gone on ‘ is ac 72394065: g does n't mean she was n't in with him — ’ ‘ Love ? 72394071: t in love with him — ’ ‘ ? ’ Luke made the word soun 72394114: istory . ‘ If she 'd been in with Henry she 'd have agreed 72394829: Cherith had been genuinely in with me , how long do you thi 72394974: 've vowed that I 'd just take as it comes — and as it goe 72395513: haste . ‘ Oh , yes — I 'd to , ’ she accepted impulsi 72397295: noyed . ‘ If and when I make to you , the last thing it wi 72401766: your own . Especially when you them . I do n't know why they 72401777: do n't know why they say that is blind — I was always ver 72401854: d to even think about being in with Luke Hunter , somehow th 72401931: sy to have time for falling in . If you had any idea how muc 72402238: me , he 's halfway to being in with you already . He sounds 72402604: it or not , she had fallen in with him . And she was well p 72406354: a chatty , ‘ Here you are , , ’ and moved swiftly on to 72407608: the man she had let herself . Her head felt swimmy ; almo 72408276: e , but I think she 's half in with him herself . ’ She st 72408481: uld think Luscious Luke is the 'em and leave 'em type , woul 72409968: d getting him to fall madly in with me , then dumping him ? 72422214: now I know it already has . I you , Folly — I think I 've 72422275: st . Luke Hunter had fallen in . But his voice pushed at her 72422622: t myself , but there it is . I you , Aphrosyne Taylor-Agatha 72424575: d tonight they would seal that together . Tonight … The co 72425112: to hide her blushes . ‘ Make to me , Luke , ’ she whispe 72427080: the truth ? ‘ I 've been in with you ever since we met . 72427261: Move in with me . You say you me , Folly , whatever you mea 72427479: risk . What chance could their have when he so clearly saw i 72427849: fered nothing in exchange . No , except for the clinging lov 72427855: love , except for the clinging he feared . No trust . Nothin 72427967: d been caring . There had been . But she had turned away fro 72430995: is it from ? ’ ‘ Flowers , . This is a flower shop , is 72433328: y to believe that I was making to two women at once , one of 72434739: nd you to get away from me . I you , Folly . Which makes mar 72434800: to regret . ‘ Oh , Luke , I you too , ’ she whispered . 72435212: , Luke , of course I will . I you so much . ’ Then , bask 72435419: and she knew that his need and were as urgent as hers . She 72435531: nce the beginning . Like their , it would last forever . And 72435556: Harry took his leave of Ernie the following morning and pre 72435710: s under the same roof as Ernie had , he suspected , sealed h 72436080: the town . Hereabouts , Beryl 's ashes must have been scatt 72460662: ed beside her . ‘ Are you in with her , Harry ? ’ ‘ Wh 72460704: hip finished a poor second and … . But as soon as he had r 72460760: re . ’ ‘ Did you ever make to her ? ’ ‘ No . ’ ‘ 72468062: killed — or that she did n't me as much as I loved her — 72475160: he Indian police , who fell in with a humble clerk in Jaffna 72475487: yfarer . ‘ He was falling in with her , Mr Barnett . Slowl 72539664: dea of a hidden and unrequited set against a backdrop of Cri 72539798: f the woman Pushkin claimed to so hopelessly has resulted in 72597198: men were still expected to ‘ , honour and obey ’ their h 72609967: ’ Alexandra said , ‘ I 'd to see it . ’ Aunt Emily pa 72613795: with enthusiasm , ‘ I should to come and see your children 72614311: pig or two . Give your aunt my and tell her I shall see her 72629568: ney , he lacks sadly the human that lucre can in no way repl 72631602: play chess . ’ I say , I 'd to . Then I might have a chan 72634106: rural idyll . The Academy will it . ’ He put his cup down 72635647: is n't that . Aunt Emily would me to go . I just ca n't — 72639667: rriedly . That is — I should to , but Aunt Emily , I ca n' 72641056: t in anything . Piers sent his and was all for going up to L 72656057: es about her loving him with a that made his life a burden . 72659934: , do n't you , that she 's in with that Tom Tedder ? ’ He 72660052: s gone beyond that now . It 's , that 's what it is . Love . 72660060: 's love , that 's what it is . . ’ Edward Crumwallis let o 72660082: avens , Enid , what nonsense . , infatuation : what would yo 72660880: used the boys . ‘ You should your neighbour , sir . Is n't 72660915: was well known . ) ‘ Do you your neighbour , sir ? Is Wil 72660936: one is your neighbour . Do you Willis , sir ? ’ ‘ Oh , s 72662706: now it was too late . ‘ I 'd to , ’ said Toby . When he 72666956: . ‘ Tommy does need a little , ’ said Mrs Channing . Hil 72674821: with her , she said : ‘ I 'd to . Salisbury Crescent , is 72677965: woman well into her fifties in with a man twelve years her j 72678195: r not fatten him up too much , , or he 'll be too heavy to b 72707592: ow , I am a wicked old man , I soft tits and a good cup of c 72707640: life . Why do we human beings to kill each other ? And why 72708823: ach other but that , given our of bloodshed , they do n't do 72709083: d do nothing for Johanna , the light of Benjamin 's life . I 72709235: hanna , screaming for her lost , would be taken away by the 72711461: little more composed after my tryst , I went back to Richmo 72711767: say : ‘ Those whom the Gods always die young ’ . In whi 72712213: maid I suspect she 'd fall in with one of the horses before 72717614: y steps and watched us . ‘ I this place , ’ she murmured 72741211: en huntsmen with an inordinate of the chase . I also wondere 72792008: ‘ patriots ’ , who through of country and a proper belie 72807688: me . ’ ‘ I will , I will , . I promise . Look , do n't w 72808128: break and — ’ ‘ Sorry , , ’ said Michael Banks gent 72808203: head charmingly . ‘ Sorry , . ’ ‘ Oh . Oh , well … 72808683: round — and say ‘ Sorry , , I do n't mind working on th 72809275: instead he said , ‘ Sorry , , but I ca n't be expected to 72815677: lept here , argued here , made here , even died here . And t 72817595: lept here , argued here , made here , even picked up a passe 72820978: darling . ’ ‘ Thank you , . Same to you . ’ Michael B 72822609: ed to query . ‘ Free seats , . Often happens for a first n 72822647: thing … ’ ‘ Believe me , , if you go to as many first 72824374: lept here , argued here , made here , even died here . And t 72826569: arkable with what unanimity of they spoke . But , as Charles 72826587: had been a person who inspired . For the first time since th 72830448: of him . ‘ She and Miles 'd to see you . ’ ‘ Oh , I ' 72830459: to see you . ’ ‘ Oh , I 'd to see them . ’ ‘ I 'm go 72831005: ks had been a man who inspired , but even so Charles could p 72836943: lief that they could bring new into their lives and ‘ make 72840040: e . Sex without any element of , or even affection , always 72841480: t ) , his Cornish , as used in 's Labour 's Lost ( ‘ Charl 72843733: tly anxious for him . ‘ No , . Stay in the car , if you do 72872511: a few liquid golden bars of a song while she listened in ra 72875470: eeling rather hyped up . ‘ I it here , ’ she said enthus 72875775: this was it . ‘ A father 's is very special , ’ she beg 72876012: his father 's embrace . ‘ I children , ’ she said softl 72880188: . ‘ Either in business or in . ’ ‘ Then get ready for 72880836: are . If you 're not the man I and if you do n't love me , t 72880842: e man I love and if you do n't me , then I am not available 72882472: the past . And their secrets . letters , perhaps . She frown 72885026: stairs to the salotto and make — ’ Suddenly she released 72887376: of every day . I yearn for the and affection I once had , 72888160: direct appeal to him , ‘ you your family , do n't you ? Yo 72890019: words sounded like a phrase of , the way he said them . Touc 72891002: oise , wisdom , dedication , a of people from all walks of l 72891296: rs , mine . The essence of our of grandeur , our flamboyance 72892031: h people in period costume . I Venice at Carnival time . Loo 72893544: ly happy if there are people I around me . Even without your 72895794: he had were nothing to do with , only a combination of … S 72898322: nly , warmly , his transparent of children tearing raggedly 72898560: child up in his arms . ‘ You children , do n't you ? ’ s 72899362: ently . Father reached out for and did n't want to let it go 72899445: hinking is invariably based on and affection . ’ Meredith 72899781: ished in an instant . ‘ I 'd to ! ’ She thought of the t 72902243: a right to it , but it was for of me and despair at our pove 72903198: No . And I certainly do n't her . And only a fool would t 72906742: . ‘ Meredith ! I could make to you in any room in the hou 72907176: more than just cleavage . I 'd to see you in it , ’ he sai 72907595: ‘ You 're appealing to my of fairy-tales , ’ she chid 72907609: he chided . ‘ But yes . I 'd that . ’ ‘ Let me know wh 72908990: ck like a brand . I 'm his . I him , I want him , she though 72910623: she mumbled . ‘ There 's no — ’ ‘ This will do very 72912104: cy . She had already fallen in with him , her whole heart ha 72912200: y that she thought the pain of would tear open her heart . T 72912234: , ’ she mumbled . ‘ Do you me ? ’ he murmured , his mo 72912285: ou say it . Ti amo . ’ ‘ I you , Lucenzo , ’ she whisp 72912296: zo , ’ she whispered . ‘ I you . Ti amo . ’ Gently he 72912897: softness of his face . ‘ You them very much . ’ ‘ I wo 72912968: whispered shakily . ‘ You do me , do n't you , amore ? ’ 72913965: enzo thoughtfully . ‘ People working for you . Your orders 72915280: . ‘ Do it for me because you me . ’ Slowly her head turn 72916600: ? ’ he laughed . ‘ We both to work with gold . It is as 72916876: e Pompadour , who professed to Wales and bombarded her with 72917186: ly had caused . He 'd made her him purely so that he could r 72919082: on to her sanity . He did n't her . He 'd pretended to , in 72919454: ey 're imagining we 're making — ’ ‘ Well , they could 72919582: l , twisting anguish . This is , she thought . This is what 72919900: Meredith bluntly . ‘ I have in my life — my sons . ’ 72920772: n't stand any more of this . I you . Utterly , desperately , 72920842: I told Mother I was falling in with you long before we went 72920965: ho I marry , only that I 'm in . And I am . ’ ‘ How can 72921038: our stupid , dense head that I you . ’ ‘ I do n't — 72921380: t do this to me . Meredith , I you ! Is this your revenge ? 72921413: you ! If you 've ever had any for me at all — ’ ‘ I h 72921527: ully . ‘ You 've proved your for me . We 'll be together , 72921603: he felt for her ; his undying . ‘ I love you , my darling 72921607: her ; his undying love . ‘ I you , my darling . Ti amo . N 72935598: ’ ‘ Of course I 'm not ! I a challenge ! ’ That was tr 72941923: my designers . Not out of any or loyalty for me , but becau 72952499: en of my eternal gratitude and . ’ Something twisted insid 72954266: k in your new venture . All my always . From your dearest Ni 72956972: anded them back to her . ‘ I the idea . I ca n't wait to g 72960998: elve years old , and I fell in with the place instantly . I 72966325: enthused to her . ‘ I would to be able to do something cr 72968625: rned out to be men I could n't … ’ ‘ And the men you ' 72968637: the men you 've felt you could , ’ he finished for her , 72968813: him at a distance . To fall in with Alexander would be a cat 72969167: . What she 'd feared might be was something rather differen 72969216: st was far less dangerous than . Fluidly , unhurriedly , she 72969614: man it would be disastrous to . Yet she could not deny that 72970131: there was kindness , there was , though obscured at times by 72971095: knees and begging him to make to her right there on the bea 72972814: d to seeing you soon . Lots of , Alexander . ’ Lisa stared 72974680: You see , I know how I am . In I do n't hold back . If I 'd 72974822: thing idiotic about falling in . ’ ‘ There is when the m 72974836: the man you choose to fall in with is as false and unscrupu 72974872: was tenderness , too . She did Alexander , deeply and passio 72974907: that she had dared to look her in the face . She had finally 72975028: y depths of her being . It was , so real that she could have 72975129: warm tea . What good was this that she should never have gi 72978598: rawing her against him . ‘ I you , ’ he told her . ‘ I 72978608: you , ’ he told her . ‘ I you and I want to marry you . 72978683: ien nature in her eyes . ‘ I you , Alexander ! Of course I 72978907: mple message . ‘ Darling , I you . ’ CHAPTER 3 Outside t 72984789: At least not in the lists of . ’ ‘ What do you mean ? 72993267: . He was engaged in the great of his life : writing a treat 72993289: ity of London . Cranston had a of the law and , ever since h 72993623: for even in bed his tourney of was failing . He watched his 73005032: looking for poison to make her life that little bit easier . 73005193: is an adulteress . She did not her husband but instead her h 73007967: e tastes and foibles . Did you him ? ’ ‘ That , sir , is 73008236: stan stared back . ‘ Did you your husband ? ’ ‘ No ! H 73008370: ‘ You , Sir Richard , do you the Lady Isabella ? ’ The c 73026162: em carefully . The first was a poem written in a rough hand 73111412: d I have dice , though I would to know the finer points of t 73114013: woke bleary-eyed . ‘ For the of God , Master ! ’ ‘ You 73122412: ‘ No , I did not . I did not her . For me the relationship 73122827: e was ill . She knew I did not her , I did not hide my feeli 73126852: ’ he screamed . ‘ For the of God , open ! ’ The drunk 73132933: n to Godstowe , though I would to know who did . Were they w 73144729: anulf teased Maltote about his life while Corbett ordered th 73162170: in his wife , who had sworn to , honour and echo , ‘ save 73168149: sion for him , we did n't make on the tiger-skin rug in that 73168401: personal ? ’ ‘ He sent his . Is that all right ? Not too 73168428: ackson 's ? Oh , and there was and kisses for Rose too . ’ 73171118: ave the game away yourself . I you like — ’ he was going 73171140: e suddenly changed his mind-'I you to distraction , Rosie , 73173542: Oh really ? By letter ? I 'd to see that example of his Co 73174255: ? And did he tell you we made the next night ? Ah — that 73174847: ‘ Oh yes , he probably did the children . People like Wa 73174933: m . Because there was n't much in the house otherwise , from 73177953: g , ’ she was crooning , ‘ . Do n't be frightened , my p 73180559: to see her . I 'm sure she 'll that . Wo n't you come in ? 73187303: ell . ‘ Gerald ? He 's out , , I 'm sorry . Can I give him 73187373: yes , that 'll be all right , . When will you come ? ’ 73195014: have a cup of tea ? ’ ‘ one , ’ said Greg , and wat 73200796: lines ) girls whom he had made to ( who had , for the most p 73201966: be with you on Sunday night , . Love and kisses for Rosie , 73201968: h you on Sunday night , love . and kisses for Rosie , and te 73201996: s one buy for a two year old ? , Walter . It was the nearest 73202050: the collection : there were no letters from Walter to Viola 73202933: account , too . They seemed to money , want it , need it . Y 73210571: go home ! My own home , and I it , and I just ca n't face i 73211669: sis for it ? And was the basis ( in one of its many varietie 73270348: istasteful . This was n't like at all , this was n't what sh 73270415: ere were no lovely feelings of . And he was quite different 73271634: the trials and tribulations of affairs , marriages , jobs , 73271800: for approval in the parade of . The early evening had been 73271867: ything But they could not make . The darker skin of his thin 73272370: rceptible Except to those that them . Persephone See , the e 73272712: of the world — ; Torrents of to make the grass grow , Pers 73272937: has not felt the strength that of the world Would give to on 73278773: ess he hugs her . ) Oh Ellie , you . His rather was English 73281229: No , of course not . She 'll it . She wo n't be able to ge 73290224: Summer , Someone says ‘ I And more than solstice moves 73299075: the lake , sand-bottomed . And is a climate , is a way of li 73299708: the sun , up for the grace of . Heavy with summer 's apogé 73311315: gers , spending time money and of a sort . He was n't intere 73313727: e it while you can get it , my , you take my advice . There 73316832: thinks he 's going to fall in with her ! ’ ‘ Oh , crike 73324222: , for the first time , of the he had for his older sister , 73324440: oncerned about your strength , , ’ Faye Hamilton said , bu 73325405: 're not looking very relaxed , , ’ he said . ‘ Oh … ye 73330714: suddenly as she saw how their for each other and their conc 73332409: l , and — ’ ‘ Not Faye , ! I 'm not asking about her . 73333643: … ’ ‘ No . ’ ‘ But I the pose . How about a short 73333793: ready to paint . ‘ Belinda , , can you remember exactly ho 73333924: puting over their seeds . I 'd to have a beautiful garden on 73334639: aye said again . ‘ Belinda , , why did n't you say somethi 73336151: him . ‘ I do n't mean that , . It would have been nice for 73336270: ‘ I 've got to go now too , . There 's paperwork I have t 73336520: ck of … ‘ He 's falling in with her , ’ Belinda whispe 73338604: a cup of — ’ ‘ Just go , , ’ he said , firmly . ‘ 73341257: make it sound like a disease , , ’ he interrupted gently . 73341608: s those tender lips of yours , . Have you thought about what 73341646: at this thought . ‘ Does n't just happen ? It 's not like 73341763: rson you think you 'll want to . ’ ‘ Hm … | ’ She lo 73343555: nothing ! Get me my tissues , . The box in the bathroom is 73345019: But what does it say to you , ? ’ Faye demanded cajolingl 73345256: uncertainly at Faye . ‘ Go , , ’ the painter said , and 73346931: in any case , she 's still in with Hayden — her husband 73348267: take any risks now , though , . I know you 're chafing at t 73349094: come and show me , there 's a . I 'm dying to see how this 73349474: of pleasure to see you in it , , and with the new haircut yo 73349767: 's work , she was starting to it … and even to love each 73349773: ing to love it … and even to each funny figure in each pai 73349868: ffy waves . ‘ Do n't worry , , ’ Faye had told her with 73350585: ally , ‘ And before you go , , would you get me a couple o 73351119: Belinda I 've come to know and . ’ He said the last word l 73351837: , Belinda — ’ ‘ Please , — ’ The two voices came i 73354067: happiness — that she was in with Tom Russell . ‘ I shou 73354197: tuation , was what had allowed to grow . She did n't even kn 73354213: int friendship had turned into , and if she had realised it 73354286: new that however hopeless this for him was , it was the most 73357124: Tom . The new awareness of her for him stabbed again at her 73357704: Close the door , will you , ? ’ Faye said at once . ‘ 73358804: lance . ‘ You know we were , , ’ Faye said gently , as s 73360628: l … ’ And that was how her for him felt at the moment 73361873: me to — ? ’ ‘ Actually , , as I more than hinted earli 73363314: she knew that it could n't be , and if it was n't love then 73363321: 't be love , and if it was n't then none of the other possib 73364114: n . ‘ It 's not your fault , , ’ he sighed , ‘ believe 73364335: me , but he knows he does n't me … If I were experienced 73364548: ll do it . ’ ‘ Would you , ? Thanks ! ’ Faye lay back 73364747: know why . Because you 're in with Tom ? ’ The sudden que 73364858: ded . ‘ Because he 's not in with you ? ’ The blunt word 73364893: You 're quite sure he does n't you ? ’ ‘ Quite . ’ Poi 73365370: Well , I 'll treasure this , , ’ the artist promised . 73365397: inspirational , just ‘ With from Belinda ’ and the date 73366863: she had brought . ‘ Hello , , ’ said her father , comin 73367487: to the hospital ? ’ ‘ No , . ’ The housekeeper paused 73367851: hem ! ’ ‘ Can we , Tom ? I mince pies ! ’ begged Belin 73368526: e other . ‘ I 'm all right , , ’ he said , his teeth gri 73369010: think you could ever hurt me , ! ’ Then he touched her che 73369930: da said firmly . ‘ Because I them ! I 'll go and pick some 73370351: ve done the room beautifully , , ’ Faye went on . ‘ Tom 73370570: t for some time , have n't I , ? ’ ‘ Some — er — tim 73372266: defeat , then she spoke . ‘ , I 'm sorry . My brother 's 73376695: ed weakly . ‘ For a moment , . ’ The voice was tender no 73377474: en I want to kiss you and make to you so badly I ca n't even 73377579: e once I realised … I was in with you , and when I was sur 73377591: nd when I was sure you did n't me back , there seemed no poi 73377612: what makes you think I do n't you back , Lindie ? ’ he wh 73377644: to her own . ‘ Because I do you , you know . I 've loved 73377981: t matter that she teased you , ? ’ Tom wanted to know . 73378034: said seriously . ‘ Now it 's , and that 's very different 73378432: pale … You 're still pale , . ’ ‘ I 'm fine now , ’ 73423094: manifestation of bureaucrats ' for due process . It reflects 73423921: t have much to do with it , my . You 're an important lady , 73432445: speculation . ‘ Do you make as passionately as you hate ? 73432454: ionately as you hate ? ’ ‘ ? ’ Maria scorned , and saw 73434881: d experience . She believed in , but she had been too impati 73434923: , she would not go looking for , or trying to manufacture it 73438878: to your arms ? Beg you to make to me ? ’ she taunted . ‘ 73441847: eloped and posted , Maria , my . ’ When they had gone , Ma 73442197: pancy that makes the listeners him ; three hours ’ broadca 73442591: bably all the so-called act of means to your lover upstairs 73442657: stayed down at her sides . ‘ 's little death , ’ she cor 73446379: presented by her job . ‘ You radio , do n't you ? ’ he r 73453126: fact that they simply did n't each other . Between the two 73453139: n the two of them , the act of would be a contradiction in t 73458075: judices that stopped me making to you last time we were toge 73458597: t too would be mutual . Making would be an exorcism for both 73461205: orcism he had sought by making to her and was now free to ei 73461597: ld she have allowed herself to Luke Scott ? CHAPTER SEVEN Lu 73462481: were the first woman I 'd made to in quite a long time , and 73464569: s life . Pride protested , but and desire were paramount . 73465534: d was merely the other side of , the element that darkened i 73465654: sh tore at her . Luke ought to her . So much passion ought t 73465761: ould him — but she alone had to justify the weakness . Luk 73465770: fy the weakness . Luke did n't her . It had hurt almost unbe 73466799: he time we 're together making , can we ? You give a good im 73466838: t we do when we 're not making or asleep ? Sit around in sil 73469215: e as intensely personal as her and an intrinsic part of it , 73469319: how could any survive when the in it came from one side only 73469991: way in which he had just made to her . He had been fiercely 73470370: oming kiss as a wave of simple for him washed through her . 73470555: . ‘ Only when I want to make to you , and that is n't what 73472009: ing away . She wished he could her ! But he did n't . She so 73472576: ce , and her heart clench with and longing . ‘ We 're all 73472891: giving the game away by making to you here and now . I have 73472938: d alive as a counterbalance to . It was as if the love had g 73472945: nce to love . It was as if the had grown too strong lately , 73472982: arted strength of a kind ; the weakened her . ‘ That would 73473127: n't succeed , because without , there could be no hurt . At 73474791: wanted to go to Hawaii . I 'll it , and the listeners there 73474799: , and the listeners there will me . I just knew I was inspir 73476039: have known if you were making to another woman during the w 73476759: lways accepted that you 're in with him , even if you conduc 73476819: death throes . ‘ I am not in with Florian and I never have 73479049: ng to emphasise the absence of , and perhaps like her he fel 73479089: ld have been merely a facet of instead of the whole . Anger 73479157: d n't forgotten . ’ ‘ Make to me , ’ she demanded , st 73479314: o infuriated by his failure to her to be thinking clearly . 73479357: ter . Forbidden to express her through tenderness , she comp 73479383: extravagant madness . He made to her with a driving despera 73480217: ‘ If you do n't want to make and you do n't want to talk , 73480506: uke 's fault that he could n't her , even if he had no right 73481623: does it go ? An item ! I just that phrase — an item . I ' 73482644: hat I felt any sort of lust or for him , although he also ha 73485825: ng so . The first time we made , I started out believing I h 73485880: d n't work . I could n't . The was too much … I have n't b 73486283: ver than I am , my darling . I you , Maria . I 've always lo 73486556: and tried to make you fall in with me , but the thought tha 73486698: ven just that you were free to me if I could persuade you to 73486796: your tenderness , it was your I was rejecting — ’ ‘ I 73486850: she caught her breath . ‘ We each other , ’ she realised 73487011: . ‘ You see , I want to make to you and be able to tell yo 73487021: you and be able to tell you I you and hear you say you love 73487028: love you and hear you say you me while it 's happening . 73487091: n enriched by the knowledge of , a bonus as they lay touchin 73487258: , or felt his heart lurch with at the sound of your voice , 73487395: ’ ‘ If you want one , I 'd it , but I was thinking of mo 73540875: r , those who had no reason to Osvaldo . That was one way of 73548911: uese , and then an interracial story which Mrs Goreng had in 73554983: verb he 'd learned was ‘ to ’ and the first noun ‘ a 73576641: my husband Michael said he 'd to hear more about that . I a 73671980: a 's long lip and my mother 's . The jungle obliterates a ci 73675664: umber , each time one fewer to , the number of fairy tales , 73675676: y tales , wishes , labours for . My sad descendants who had 73684489: aid , ‘ I suppose you are in with Mrs Gorman . That 's you 73684504: iness , but please do n't make to her in my house , during a 73703491: Oh , yes , ’ he said . ‘ I it . This is only my second s 73704089: this house . We 've fallen in with Fullcircle , you see . W 73712349: r the fact that he fell out of with you — ? ’ ‘ He nev 73712361: ? ’ ‘ He never fell out of with me because he was n't ev 73712370: me because he was n't ever in with me ! ’ she burst out v 73712536: l ready and waiting to fall in . Hysterical , huh ? ’ ‘ 73712587: d I have let that bastard make to me ? ’ she demanded viol 73715891: . Not only had Ryan ruined her and her trust , but he had al 73718668: t sort of thing . Do you still him ? ’ he asked , all in t 73718885: otal indifference . ‘ Did he you well ? ’ ‘ What ? ’ 73719603: e I saw you , I wanted to make to you . ’ ‘ What ? ’ s 73719736: ou , but that I wanted to make to you ; a subtle difference 73725297: you your money back for you , , but it was the best we coul 73729196: ed against his neck , ‘ Make to me … ’ ‘ Ah , do n't 73729308: that I want more than to make to you , but , if I do , late 73729441: to touch you , hold you , make to you . ’ ‘ You think I 73729499: throatily . ‘ I want to make to you till your body is drug 73732284: she who had begged him to make to her , she recalled , not t 73732785: future , lock your back door ! , Leo . ’ Love ? she mused 73732790: r back door ! Love , Leo . ’ ? she mused , and she did n't 73733090: the words on Leo 's note . ‘ , Leo , ’ meant nothing at 73733487: ïve enough to think he was in with her ; nor did she think 73733498: ; nor did she think she was in with him — or not very much 73738083: clear why he 'd wanted to make to her ; to make her believe 73742779: It would seem that I fell in with an illusion . I thought 73744128: te , why he would want to make to her . ‘ Then I suggest y 73744365: he had loved her , or begun to her , which she still found u 73745348: feelings squarely . She was in with him . Not like with Ryan 73745366: rantic grasping at straws , in with the idea of love , roman 73745371: aws , in love with the idea of , romance . This was differen 73746556: ossibly have thought myself in with someone so shallow , so 73747909: she not have known she was in with him ? she wondered — i 73747932: ed at him , touched him , made with him , and not known unti 73750004: What do you feel for me ? ’ , she wanted to shout , only 73750762: sh you — I also want to make to you , so undo the buttons 73754430: you to let him go ! How you do to jump to conclusions — 73756023: , he reassured gently , ‘ I you , Hilary . Believe it , p 73756100: Hilary with such pride , such , and , lying there in their 73756868: life , I fell fathoms deep in . ’ ‘ No … ’ ‘ Yes 73756899: ng the warmth and humour , the , she felt weak . Recalling s 73757025: aid once that I wanted to make to you , not go to bed with y 73757084: more warmly against him . ‘ does n't have any reason to i 73757150: nd I was hooked . When we made that day in your room , and I 73757376: asked quietly , ‘ Could you me ? ’ ‘ Could ? ’ she 73757402: e day , do you think you could me ? ’ Staring back at him 73757438: oes n't even enter into it . I you so much now , it hurts ! 73757509: e between bodily chemistry and . Love has to grow , be nurtu 73757511: en bodily chemistry and love . has to grow , be nurtured ; i 73757689: insisted softly , ‘ and I do you ; I have no doubt about t 73759897: like you ? Oh , Hilly , how I you ! ’ he exclaimed before 73759915: wer him . ‘ Dear God , how I you ! ’ Feeling heat burn b 73766822: n the saint , entitled ‘ The Song of St Sebastian ’ , th 73768103: moving piece entitled ‘ The Song of T. S. Eliot ’ secre 73768157: who could have composed such a Song , or at least who had th 73785642: e singled out the one , ‘ On ’ , as being a piece with w 73789967: enthusiasm amounted almost to . It was almost , I ventured 73801597: . It was obvious that he would to have had a family , and th 73802653: d himself to notice . Or maybe really is blind . During the 73802731: s I knew it was sight at first . Since then , whatever the f 73802949: and off more times than their affairs — and millions thri 73805147: ppy Birthday to Dominic , with from Eliza , Lynne with an 73806626: r sleeve . ‘ Not this corner . ’ She looked at me with p 73807687: LIP SAYER , TO KNOW HIM WAS TO HIM . AN OLD PENNY FOR YOUR T 73809453: , which taught you how to make with one foot on the shag-pil 73812053: here are several reasons why I the man . This had to be one 73815280: a . I was terribly excited . I to watch tennis . My playing 73816298: r is wont to say , ‘ Ooh , I a good film , ’ and althoug 73816319: Barbara Stanwyck losing life , and dignity in a plain brown 73817045: Fabulous Baker Boys and Sea of without so much as moving to 73817273: see a film called Enemies : A Story , a story of three Holo 73817306: , doubtfully , ‘ Enemas : A Story ? ’ ) The cinema was 73817940: Me On A Sunday and Aspects of , and one of the funniest men 73818191: the young couple well and sent and congratulations from her 73821729: s really different — you 'll it — it 's a ball to raise 73821761: nd , Ricci Burns . ‘ You 'll it , ’ he reiterated . ‘ 73821776: eat people , darling , you 'll it . ’ ‘ RICK , when is i 73821858: in a chauffeured car . You 'll it . You got ta do it . ’ 73821886: u can . You got ta — you 'll it . Say yes . We 'll drive y 73821947: ge at the Olympics — you 'll it . ’ ‘ Ricci . What did 73825452: dispensable . ’ ‘ I know , , ’ he murmured wryly , ‘ 73825603: ’ I breathed . ‘ Come on , . Let's get the hell out . Th 73827252: to the words ‘ Aw , come on , it 's all right , baby , ju 73828181: — and all available ducts . IN THE TIME OF COLIC Virginia 73828353: ch made my spine stiffen . ‘ , ’ he pronounced , with th 73828381: t three psychedelic ties , ‘ is farting in bed with someon 73828447: ou 've obviously NEVER been in or you d never think of it so 73828459: think of it so vulgarly ! Some you 're talking about . I 'm 73828562: wrong . I guess people fall in with other people for all sor 73828625: that the process of falling in is as different from the proc 73828756: al state induced by falling in ? To put it another way : whe 73829073: Whatever the rapture of first and the obsessiveness of cour 73829701: iring a vicar and promising to , honour and mumble at least 73831258: united by one single feeling . . Joyce Grenfell wrote : If I 73831918: ’ I asked him . ‘ No-oo , , not really , ’ he murmure 73832583: bed in casualty . ‘ Hello , , ’ he said . He looked ter 73832640: u can take anything you like , , ’ said Dad jauntily . The 73832670: t me . ‘ Where 's your mam , ? ’ I told him . We went wi 73832894: re at Maureen 's . I 'm back . Zelma . ’ Confused ? You wo 73832981: are you ? ’ ‘ All right , , how 's Jack ? ’ ‘ Oh , 73834841: ot . In Australia I learned to the dynamism of his presence 73837850: now . I 've settled down . ‘ 's more comf'table the second 73839076: e from a meeting . ‘ Hello , . There 's a big red thing ly 73840203: who influenced his daughter 's of music and the arts and her 73841236: ego , of the men who chose to us . There , I 've said it on 73841516: We were anxious that Joyce 's of God and of Good , as one , 73841714: I do so adore Good . Good and and God are all the same thin 73845943: ‘ Well it was maaarvellous , — ; super … but , I mean 73849706: e all share is an overwhelming of the show . ‘ Thursday : 73850568: nd exotic-eyed , who shares my of flamenco and loves to be i 73854117: ‘ Jack rang . It 's bad news . You 'd better sit down . 73855057: e goes on . I 'll miss him . I you . ’ Somehow , once it w 73855576: phoned Alan and he gave me his and support . I booked a car 73874166: Antonescu 's Clinic with him . , Roy . ’ I flung my arms r 73887605: said . ‘ I want you to make to me tonight . ’ ‘ It 's 73890739: , born for the eternal burn of . There had been many nights 73890933: lullabies , jocularly jurassic songs , meaningless aphrodisi 73898343: s had murdered his brother for of a gorgeous American woman 73903670: Lesser Sack . ’ ‘ Did you him ? ’ ‘ I hated him . I 73905406: quarrels . ‘ Mankind 's real is not of life , but of self- 73907079: f camp fires NO LEE LE MUN The of a wife that becomes especi 73907809: a lizard to turn into a bird ; UBI A girl who lifts her skir 73907847: woman one loves UES WE TEL DA between a male and female pol 73907858: male politician UGI SLO GU The that needs a little coaxing U 73907906: n is first revealed UNIMGAG BU of oneself that passes unders 73907942: gonized actions undertaken for would look rather funny to on 73907962: gonized actions undertaken for are on the whole rather funny 73908004: r USANA NUTO A novel all about , written by a computer USAN 73908015: computer USAN I NUT Dying for USAN I ZUN BI Living for love 73908022: love USAN I ZUN BI Living for ; a tropical hurricane arrivi 73914752: n ‘ Violence Masquerading as ’ , the campaign to legaliz 73918115: of acid graphics and peace and exhortation , was to prove an 73918131: to many in the 1967 Summer of . Back in London the poets ha 73918573: with John Hopkins , he set up Books , specifically to publi 73919721: l X , his London Free School . Books was continuing , Indica 73921072: l Henshaw , changing hats from Books , was made a director . 73924094: still is . Although peace and is one aspect of me , I thoug 73925137: nded Mairowitz . ‘ I have no for the very common attitude 73925862: e can meet her and not fall in with her' — as from radical 73931479: orate American power , fell in with the movements that had e 73933423: ummer with ‘ All You Need Is ’ , to be followed by Scott 73933462: , and where all one needed was . ‘ The adventure of povert 73933474: verty by young white people in ghettos across the country , 73935284: in It its discreet ‘ God Is ’ , ‘ Karl Marx ’ , and 73937582: ay : ‘ Wow man , you know we Lyndon Johnson ’ , and peop 73940060: ‘ was blowing away all that and peace shit which I though 73947105: Eaves . But we do n't need or you as an organ gone sour tha 73947380: birthday issue column . ‘ I you so much . ’ But not so 73947621: essence of the time 's peace , , mysticism , and delusion . 73947712: ical published for people with ’ . By issue four a fifth i 73948297: was the city of the summer of , the San Francisco Mime Trou 73949070: . All the right bands came — Sculpture , the Nice , Family 73949705: 1968 . ‘ Not to hold or make to or talk to , but just to b 73953511: g around me . This was n't the and peace of 1967 , this was 73958311: 69 ended . Hippies believed in and peace , they had said bac 73961664: ease though I know Laura would to see you if you felt able . 73963608: tch . ‘ Well , I 'll have to you and leave you now , dear 73978245: ootball , marriage sometimes , rarely . If George 's schooli 73981579: but she had spoken of it with . She had mentioned how she t 73998011: which can separate us from the of God . Ghosts could ne'er a 74013346: s . Withel regarded it without . Ymor 's ravens were notorio 74063396: h to suffer disappointments in as commonly as colds or heada 74064293: atoes put there to ripen . ‘ apples , ’ she had said to 74064307: id to Mark , and the words ‘ apple ’ had somehow given a 74064607: ife 's supper . ‘ How you do pussy , ’ Sister Dew went o 74065429: eve you 've come across any in Apple Road this afternoon . 74065629: a good country living . ‘ I fish ant chips , ’ said Sop 74066104: d not mention the unsuccessful affair . Mark could not reall 74067398: tood back , watching them with . Then she moved over to the 74078124: and made her a declaration of . 5 Lady Selvedge and Mrs Gra 74085042: hom one felt no affection . To one 's neighbour , she though 74088427: was it Dr Johnson said — ‘ is only one of many passions 74089821: none to praise And very few to … … Where had that fragme 74093532: do everything for the people I and he is the sort of person 74101265: u could try . I 'm sure she 'd to come if she could . ’ So 74101846: e been ennobled by some tragic affair . There was a preceden 74105661: get away from his mother he 'd to go to Italy . ’ ‘ Yes 74106032: of that pity which is akin to . ‘ Yes , let's have that , 74106470: id Ianthe . ‘ You must be in or something , ’ said John 74107461: ny supper . ‘ You must be in or something , ’ she heard 74108655: y relative , ’ said Sophia . will find out the way , she t 74110534: ted before — that she was in with John . The emotions of D 74110807: at she loved him , had let her sweep over her like a kind of 74112392: en giving to somebody else the and devotion she 's never giv 74112460: id for it . I suppose I do n't you any more here than when w 74112581: If only Penelope could find here . What did you think of 74112672: Oh , Mark , she does need to and be loved . ’ ‘ It is 74112729: . What is there for women but ? ’ ‘ Now , darling , you 74116234: tle wonder Suzie had fallen in with this modern city which p 74130473: time she stopped believing in since she had no evidence to 74133620: son in the world who felt that was too precious a commodity 74134690: sort of place that Suzie would : two rows of picturesque hou 74137584: tourists — ‘ Tivoli — I it ! ’ . ’ ‘ As most pe 74141780: tally untouched by the hand of . Bruised a little by poor im 74141894: she was n't in the market for — or the poor reproduction 74149127: k I wanted to … ’ ‘ Make with me ? ’ He finished her 74149172: uddenly remembered you were in with another man , because yo 74152222: men whose capacity for making was triggered more by the phy 74152515: with that elusive emotion — . One-sided , such a feeling 74157141: nsider again . They could make . Once more they could reveal 74159788: more I find myself falling in with it . ’ ‘ Is that so 74161246: hat she could only identify as for him , plus the fact that 74162754: t you know . ’ ‘ You still her , ’ she whispered , voi 74163920: nipulate me — that I did n't her and never had in the true 74165987: 's apartment . ‘ But I would to see the ballet performance 74168223: uld spend the whole day making to you . ’ Her heart flippe 74169823: to come over . I 'm sure he 'd to see you again after all th 74170067: anged . He would n't even make to me , not properly , that i 74170149: o preach . ‘ He just did n't me enough , ’ Suzie wailed 74174350: y up and down her back . ‘ I you , Gina . I want to be so 74174406: expected he would want to make with her again , had felt her 74174433: herself the extent of her own for him . But to be his wife 74174524: ther — the last time we made — just before Svend rang th 74175478: r both of them the rhapsody of was only just beginning . ‘ 74194650: Her first employer . Her first . ‘ I … Yes , I have n't 74195615: od . ‘ I take it there 's no lost between you two . ’ 74195907: n . She had thought herself in , but it had been only an inf 74210674: elf up to the heady delight of and passion ? This man , out 74211263: there that this man could ever her or be faithful to one wom 74211531: d , this tragedy of falling in with a man who could never be 74215191: office . Thinking yourself in is no excuse . You 're out of 74215224: the sort . What do you know of , who are you to decide what 74216361: breaking from you when I make to you … why should I stop 74216541: owards the desk . ‘ Words of , you mean ? Empty phrases to 74217412: it — that he had no time for ? All he had wanted was to sl 74221383: fancy . He did not believe in . Had n't he said that to exp 74221399: it would be just empty words ? was too complicated an emotio 74223317: him had brought . For she did him . Though her temper had r 74227063: d Rourke , and that he did not her in return . Nothing would 74227508: with him into the whirlpool of , and now that she was submer 74229587: hat he would not see . Why did have to settle in all the wro 74229618: honeyed delight that Rourke 's would have brought , just a f 74229769: apart to know how much he must the pale , blank-eyed girl . 74231814: as far as you 're concerned , is one thing , sex is another 74232095: wling . ‘ Of course I do n't her , you stupid woman . I 'd 74232107: pid woman . I 'd never been in in my life till you came alon 74233323: ed-of zenith . ‘ Tell me you me , ’ he muttered . ‘ Le 74233341: me hear you say it . ’ ‘ I you , I love you , ’ she sa 74233345: ay it . ’ ‘ I love you , I you , ’ she said hoarsely . 74233411: ll be married , or please make to me ? ’ ‘ Both , ’ sh 74233432: y . ‘ Ca n't I have both ? I you , I need you , I want you 74233756: could gaze down at her . ‘ I you , Lissa , ’ he said hus 74235349: hobby of car-rallying . ‘ I it , ’ she had said in her 74235996: she said demurely . ‘ I 'd some . ’ He was watching he 74249525: all , was the man who had made to Elise , made an impact str 74250188: licate the issue by falling in with him . He 's your boss , 74254977: . If you enjoy walking you 'll the Forest . Once away from t 74257521: rstand why Elise had fallen in with him . And if he had mete 74268193: e … Let me show you . Let me you — ’ The shrill of the 74268396: p . In a few more moments this scene would have reached the 74269813: ‘ You 'd hoped that after a scene with you I 'd have no f 74277505: ard said idly , ‘ Are you in with Luke , by any chance ? 74279567: rill said vaguely . ‘ Oh , I the work . ’ She was findin 74279656: 't you noticed ? As I said , I the work , but working with y 74283667: st , that complete security in . ‘ This is one of the best 74291660: like a heart with no one to . Oh , really , she told hers 74294207: f us . ’ ‘ You were — in with her ? ’ Merrill said g 74294217: ’ Merrill said gently . ‘ ? ’ Rob scowled again . ‘ 74295043: he 'd been really and truly in and could n't go on . Going t 74296815: face and said , ‘ Yes , I 'd to see it … ’ But it was 74300099: mber light of his eyes . ‘ I you . You came into my life b 74300166: , and go on and on … To make to you simply because — I h 74300176: ly because — I had fallen in with you . ’ The words and 74300330: t him , her eyes returning the she saw in his face . ‘ I w 74300414: his understanding — and his . She wanted to weep again , 74303268: oice . ’ And oh , how she 'd to use that choice and tell h 74308333: h his touch . Kelly would just that admission , she thought 74308698: ourself , you 're also full of . You just have n't found a g 74319251: 'd imagined herself deeply in with a man who 'd spun her im 74322943: ily listing the insults she 'd to heap on his golden head , 74327501: yes anywhere . ’ ‘ For the of Pete ! ’ Her dark-haired 74330671: ow close she 'd come to making with him . History had tried 74330829: indled within her had been for — his love . Suddenly she k 74330832: her had been for love — his . Suddenly she knew she could 74330898: wanted him ? She had n't made with him , but for him the ba 74331126: ike a brand . ‘ Goodbye , my , ’ she whispered into the 74331693: form of mourning for a foolish she 'd allowed to spring to l 74334602: we 'd … ’ ‘ Begun making ? ’ he supplied , a mocking 74334645: s . ’ ‘ We were n't making , ’ she shot back at him . 74339395: A woman who was n't afraid to . CHAPTER SIX Rehearsals bega 74340788: chemistry between them . Their scenes on stage were too real 74341526: nne night after night , making to her , holding her in my ar 74341963: perienced man — you 've made to many , many women . How co 74346871: sically forced her into making . Marianne 's scathing words 74349133: ess nights ! But I wo n't make to you while your mind 's sti 74350295: oolish young woman who fell in with a handsome , no-good man 74350489: ight have the shame of illicit affairs and babies born out o 74354078: ght now and spend hours making to you . ’ He stroked a str 74354473: 'd stake her life — and her for him — on that . She lay 74354503: skin . Tonight she would make for the first time — and it 74359609: n't changed . She was still in with the man , and the knowle 74360821: y by putting it into words . I you , Shannon Lea . I 'd neve 74360929: e , it can only be because you me too , for that 's the only 74361171: ‘ I do trust you , and I do you , though perhaps I 'd nev 74361923: you 're insulting the woman I . I 'm the only one who 's al 74362385: ved , the only one I ever will . You 're in my soul forever 74363024: uals at which others may offer and remembrances . This film 74373545: and the funeral of someone we . This is a vulnerable moment 74381938: 7110 Total Disks : 3 Children to draw and colour , but find 74384853: an EGA monitor together with a of gardening , then you shoul 74460487: sire to seek out his long lost … The opening sequence ( 6M 74465946: er Breakout anyone ? I used to breakout in the arcades , but 74506505: r Spectrum Basic then you will Qbasic 's advanced easy-to-us 74590100: achine is outstanding . It was at first sight with this one 74597612: otic private representation of among the schoolboys by Simeo 74610561: never was . In an act of self ( in the best sense ) she ins 74610651: mural painter , was her great , she had an affair with Leon 74612536: lla . As a kid , Rush 's first was Everton — yet when he p 74613090: United boss , he cemented his of Bramall Lane and his adopt 74616750: st burning ambition . ‘ I 'd to win the amateurs ’ race 74649567: wealth , came in his undoubted for the club . Vice-chairman 74651008: own Under . Garry would dearly the club captaincy back but h 74651080: matter . ‘ But I would also to be captain here again and 74654433: ream team . He says : ‘ I 'd to own it — lock , stock an 74667198: little ice skater who fell in with her tall , fair-haired p 74667306: ring about Torvill and Dean 's life now because they 're bot 74667476: . To see them is to believe in , real old-fashioned romantic 74667481: , real old-fashioned romantic . BUT it does n't just happen 74669209: xt year 's Oscars . ’ Secret of jailbird Peter BIRDS OF A 74669250: Peter confesses : ‘ I was in the instant we met . ’ The 74669383: ned a close relationship and I that lady . We often have lun 74676380: who visits Bombay and falls in with a movie star . ‘ It wa 74679254: ’ He added : ‘ I 'd really to get into the Guinness Book 74679292: ord of English . ‘ I used to listening to Elvis records , 74679756: new single called No Ordinary . The Smooth Operator had all 74679801: NEW SINGLE : Spotlight on Sade secret of Eldorado starlet Bu 74679925: l jet off to India to finish a story about a Rajastani princ 74679976: id : ‘ They are very much in , but take their acting caree 74680048: . ’ BIG ROMANCE : Buki is in with Ayub VICE SECRETS OF GIR 74682918: ITH A BULLET : Clint 's latest , British-born Frances Fisher 74686528: REE family fun ! The kids will it here MUMS and dads , have 74686652: ilt for choice ! The kids will the fabulous SEGA fun-buses , 74687948: ot wishing anyone dead , but I Claire and I feel helpless . 74689322: 'll be all right , they 're in really and the press is just 74690257: that 's hard . Let those who you help you fight towards re 74691236: o be about her dating some new or other . Among others she ' 74691299: art success this year includes Thy Will Be Done disappeared 74693840: imrod 700 miles off Cornwall A CURE FOR KEIFER HOLLYWOOD hun 74697678: great solace to me , plus the of my fans . ’ CONFUSED JOE 74701091: ar with the Chinese . ‘ They it and there are more of them 74706976: Kama Sutra — The Truth About , was released showing couple 74707976: ntasies and vowing her undying . In one of the explicit love 74707983: love . In one of the explicit notes Fiona wrote : I 'm gazi 74708047: k you have when you 're making to me that shares my anticipa 74708112: We eventually fell madly in and went away for a string of 74708232: continued to bombard Paul with letters . She wrote : ‘ You 74708256: ever underestimate how much I you . ’ Smitten Paul , who 74708834: ,000 crowd . Girl 's flight to foiled A RUNAWAY schoolgirl w 74709234: including rape , murder , gay and suicide bids . One source 74710403: s I can think of , I 'm not in with that person any more . 74801972: ‘ In the beginning ’ ‘ I you , Hamlet ’ . The words 74802024: as reflecting its own light of . Hamlet [ his father could n 74802056: e underside of the rig . ‘ I you too , Eloise , ’ his vo 74802090: please Hamlet , ’ there was in the plea , but fear also , 74802170: g to waste it ! ’ Was ever a story born like this ? Months 74802246: ely chronicle the most searing story since ‘ Welder on a h 74802748: and to find in it a message of and forgiveness and of reconc 74877077: ce and a close relationship of and affection between plainti 74994503: 10 How many birds did my true send to me on the twelfth day 75008105: tablished market noted for its of Queen 's Ware , I examined 75011019: nteen . Bridal contest winners was in the air when two lucky 75013030: ttery factories — you either or hate them — but for the 75019818: ries . Gail said : ‘ I would to do it again — I had a go 75046044: on a cliff called the Rock of , twenty feet above the beach 75222335: ter . Yours sincerely Dear Mrs Thank you for your letter con 75316693: e were the first to really ‘ ’ children while other rest 75317210: aurants in Europe . The people us for the genuine American f 75317669: at make people succeed . ‘ I the excitement of the restaur 75397744: ral years of research into our of meat has left me in little 75398074: r-granted is our extraordinary of animals , cooked . My own 75398632: ion of animal flesh is that we meat not so much in spite of 75598870: paperwork down ! ! ) . Lots of , and I hope you have had a r 75601354: . Hope this helps a little — to you both . We have a conte 75604934: are . All for now , save much and a big hug , Thank you so 75607364: is letter to [gap:name] . Much to you both — and renewed t 75607746: t to pick up clean up … Much Rental of [gap:name] 's cotta 75611518: r and saw [gap:name] Much Much as always . Every time I wond 75613660: nd encouraged as always by the you offer your friends and by 75615912: girls later on … ) Much much , and have a happy holiday wh 75615924: y holiday when it comes . Much to [gap:name] too of course . 75616569: er did … and have an abiding and respect for both Meg and 75617672: now her . All for now — much and look after yourself . Int 75623426: me . How I wish that you could me What a comfort that would 75623447: the confidence To show me the I can not see . A WEEK IN RUG 75626697: u so I changed the channel . I daytime television so when I 75630729: erything . Beauty , strength , — she had them all , and ye 75630757: , I knew that he would fall in with her , just like all the 75630816: as mine , I could teach him to me and to forget that Rachel 75630847: achel and only wanted Jacob to me more than her to win somet 75630964: er far more than he would ever me . Then I began to loathe h 75631002: believed that my husband must me for giving him a son . Sti 75631060: ven him , and still he did not me as I was so desperate to b 75631332: to keep Jacob from growing to me . I would not want his tai 75631341: . I would not want his tainted ! Am I growing cynical in my 75633177: ew months ! ’ ‘ Mother , I him . ’ ‘ He 'll leave yo 75634377: Sarah and I had shared — the that bonded us , and the way 75634683: mother . All the hurt , wasted and tears of the years , must 75672396: et the poet concludes that her is stronger because she ‘ p 75672547: undying , and that is her ‘ ’ for him . The vocabulary 75672928: ous and light ‘ l ’ in ‘ ’ , ‘ love ’ , ‘ leav 75672932: l ’ in ‘ love ’ , ‘ ’ , ‘ leave ’ and ‘ l 75672990: is still here for although the is strong in the face of illn 75673006: r old age , the bearer of that must inevitably leave the poe 75675333: he passionate Shepheard to his ’ , perhaps one of the most 75675380: Come live with me and be my ’ . In this short and uncom 75675423: expect to find in more courtly scenes . But although this is 75676713: labours and heartache of human . Quite differently from the 75676818: vell is so much taken with the he has of nature he even prop 75676880: y would turn into trees . Even itself ‘ makes his best ret 75677266: on of itself . Now any kind of is rejected except the love o 75677271: of love is rejected except the of the poet . The bird symbol 75677639: The Passionate Shepherd to his ’ and ‘ The Garden ’ an 75678778: ly arrogant ring . He shows no in his dictatorial and threat 75680906: e a place of union , harmony , and protection , they are in 75681014: . As Gloucester sums it up ‘ cools , friendship falls off 75681210: udgement and knowledge of true in the division of his land . 75681226: ree daughters to express their for him and in turn , he will 75681312: ave my heart into my mouth ; I your Majesty According to my 75681423: . The King has disclaimed his for his offspring and therefo 75681523: o her answer when asked of her . She let him carry on with h 75681657: ith that of a King and assumes and power are interchangeable 75681688: rather than in a true sense of is amplified into the conclus 75681961: re shown such a bad example of from their father in his deal 75682015: He expresses favouritism , not , from one daughter to the ne 75682066: he can muster no sense of true . Do Goneril and Regan take t 75682225: ey believe to be , once more , but it is merely desire for E 75702778: ] works with us because of her for horses . The stables have 75743573: u 'd like to , would n't you , ? ’ She looked at Dan 's fa 75743839: ver done this before have we , , ’ Dan said , remembering 75745176: u should have stayed with us , . ’ ‘ When I looked round 75751020: n't expected to work for their , it was n't seen as a return 75754386: t you . What do you want , the that should have come with it 75754402: be it was n't easy for them to you Robbie , knowing that you 75755658: on to your service , that your may grow among us , and your 75755816: the special symbols of God 's and care . And on the day of 75760102: husiasm , you 're on fire with , you know and er you know th 75761305: she is helping and saying , no is never wasted . You know it 75762363: . To see you more clearly , to you more dearly , to follow y 75781002: at Fort William and because I Scotland , so did he and erm 75788016: and er well I suppose fell in with the job right away . It 75815731: eteen nineties the Tories just leadership elections putting 75819652: express my sincere thanks and to those important people aro 75819841: iendship , but most of all the and respect that I , as I hav 75836858: that I 've come to er know and over the past few months , ne 75844906: son why the union is my second , obviously my first love is 75844911: cond love , obviously my first is me family , is what it 's 75922808: ps the reason is the loss of a object , and then of course i 75922827: here was a in fact a loss of a , love object , then you migh 75922829: s a in fact a loss of a love , object , then you might to se 75927995: g . He would tell us about his affairs and things what he di 75928065: now , how You know how he make , he would tell us . The Moun 75942034: ay the same . I think for me I erm er er er I love a challen 75942040: k for me I love erm er er er I a challenge , and er I suspec 75945817: . As I said at the beginning I a challenge and I would put p 75983390: uilty , I mean I would I would to see everybody that was on 75983450: od friends on it , and I would to see them back alive but , 75988561: e , you know ? That 's grand , [unclear] I could n't put you 76001415: cause the horses were my first . Well when I was about five 76011912: ecause er I 'm a a mixer and I to get involved . And Anne is 76019021: o anything for me at all . I I the tonal range in black and 76031962: which they know and which they . And it may be entirely appr 76090262: ter than it did [unclear] ah I it . Oakes what are you going 76090698: ont of him and he was last . I it . Lovely story . Anyway th 76092888: Er yeah by all means er we 'd that situation but er I 'm af 76102824: ndike of Wales . I mean I I 'd to see the the whole history 76117032: u ? Yeah . I used to I used to being by the counter . Not th 76121647: r to an uncertain future , his for some glamorous Frenchwoma 76121654: ous Frenchwoman overriding his and duty to his own child . S 76173200: ograph ? ’ ‘ The roots are , ’ he said sharply . ‘ T 76173219: you will listen . ’ ‘ What ? There never was any ! ’ S 76179073: erself to stay with Alain , to him , she would not have a wh 76184554: she seemed to be surrounded by . Sleep was disturbed by a vi 76187199: and soon Jenna was too lost in to remember where she was . A 76187319: he was left in no doubt of his . His eyes worshipped her and 76187347: night and never go further . I you , chérie . I sometimes t 76187687: t exploded around them . ‘ I you . ’ Alain breathed the 76193414: men , neither kindness … nor … nor anything . CHAPTER TW 76199274: his bitter lesson — never to or trust a woman again ? To c 76203522: were disappointed in life and . ’ And his voice had a not 76216876: tly into a deep and worshipful for her , a fact written on h 76226075: hom she had thought herself in with . This feeling was quite 76226178: stupid enough to be falling in , be bowled over by a man 's 76228534: man badly damaged by life and ought to avoid — only , he 76233689: d of Cupid , the little god of , and of his wicked darts pie 76233704: rt at the moment of understood , and she had laughed a littl 76233744: isastrously thought herself in it had not been love at all 76233749: erself in love it had not been at all … This , then , was 76233758: e at all … This , then , was . So sweet and strong that me 76233991: ne Tunstall had found her true at last . CHAPTER NINE Of cou 76234092: Admired ! What a word ! It was he was beginning to experienc 76234112: s . How could he be falling in with the beautiful cuckoo in 76236434: anger and disgust with his old had been fuelled more by her 76237334: pushed at his chest , fear and fighting for mastery in her . 76241573: ds to push . ’ Was this what led to , McAllister thought m 76243746: d not allow himself to fall in with a girl so obviously a pa 76244013: ttered to him : he had come to her passionately , wanted to 76244021: nately , wanted to fulfil that , and he did not know what to 76246985: her whenever he began to make to her at even the lightest l 76247207: ister knew that she must truly him , for that could be the o 76247625: g , making relatively innocent to her , and while her respon 76247851: alone a man attempting to make to them , and a score of odd 76247942: hat you can trust me — I … you , McAllister , truly love 76247948: love you , McAllister , truly you and want to help you . 76247995: placated . ‘ No , you ca n't me . ’ Her voice , muffled 76248028: oke his heart . ‘ You ca n't me . I want to love you back 76248034: You ca n't love me . I want to you back … and I ca n't , I 76248294: gly , that she could allow the which she had begun to feel f 76248321: over when in beginning to make to her he had unwittingly rem 76248383: is voice hardly recognisable , mixed with anger at the wretc 76248700: atever happened to you I still you ; you have not changed fo 76248887: that what he felt for her was and a pity so enormous that i 76249351: e she could not consummate her for a poor doctor who had ren 76249398: ht to be , devoid of pride and of self , and inspected what 76249476: he was silly enough to fall in with a poor man who was only 76250515: er away from him . But , ‘ I you , Sally-Anne , ’ he had 76250740: leave with you . So long as I you , I would n't mind being 76251215: And that had been that . True had never existed , except in 76251330: ld , she hoped , find her true there . There must be many in 76251463: King and Queen down seemed to her . When she appeared at a 76251639: e could not believe her luck ! , the oldest title in England 76251666: her . She lived in a dream of from the moment that he had b 76253160: gh . ‘ Oh , no . He does not you , believe me . He loves y 76253251: n truth . But no , he does not you . ’ ‘ I do n't believ 76253567: e enough to think that I could such a raw provincial chit as 76254423: dollars in return . He did not her , but she would make a re 76254486: so soon to be married . ‘ My , ’ he said , ‘ what was 76254640: ld not be fitting . You do not me , and I , I fear , was in 76254651: e me , and I , I fear , was in with love and not with you . 76254653: I , I fear , was in love with and not with you . Far better 76254735: ay afternoon we parted in such and friendship — and now 76254854: only too well that you do not me , that you are marrying me 76254891: ot my money . ’ ‘ But I do you , ’ he said , impetuous 76254986: ell that it is not me whom you , but Mrs Greville , and the 76256525: overed that she did not really Havvie at all , had merely be 76256788: s cruelty had wrecked her true for her , for she was unable 76258026: ot want to be kind , could not the tarnished and ruined thin 76258047: ed at him all the same . ‘ I you , McAllister , ’ he sai 76258603: p of her head , ‘ when it is that lies between a man and a 76258690: etime 's retreat from life and he had to move her along the 76258919: nder the healing power of true . Dr Neil — she could not t 76259035: so she will think . But oh , I her , and if truth be told I 76259048: h be told I want to prove that in action . He dared not pull 76259135: eginning to happen to her ; as began to drive out fear , the 76259164: r Neil had first begun to make to her , earlier that afterno 76259212: ionately , and a great wave of and affection for him , and f 76259254: t again , saying , ‘ Oh , my , my poor love ; you were hur 76259258: g , ‘ Oh , my love , my poor ; you were hurt even more bad 76259584: ience , and they began to make in earnest , neither of them 76259784: destroy the fragile palace of which they were building toge 76259871: the healing power of accepted her hands undid him , as he u 76259955: happen to her if she ever made again . Dr Neil had not meant 76259966: ad not meant to consummate his for McAllister , but having b 76260033: ally they offered their shared as a sacrament , he crying ou 76260077: ‘ Oh , forgive me , my dear , ’ he said at last . ‘ I 76260222: n finding each other had found and peace together . McAllist 76260388: to offer you — apart from my , that is . ’ Now was the t 76260498: ster the poor servant whom you , and that is sweeter to me t 76260677: There will be other times , my . ’ CHAPTER FIFTEEN ‘ Not 76261780: on him were always so full of , and he was easy and happy w 76261854: ty and Matey they had not made again as they had done that g 76261875: But their eyes and looks made for them , and spread happine 76262657: hough he could not make direct to her he was able to let her 76264544: Neil had given her , with his , drained away from Sally-Ann 76265448: h Dr Neil and McAllister , his , had disappeared . He caught 76265864: go she had been in a heaven of with the enraged man before h 76266007: y . ‘ Do you — did you — me so little , Neil , that yo 76266338: l nor McAllister . You fell in with an illegitimate girl who 76266534: and I shall make sure I never another man . And all the lie 76266563: my life . ‘ And what did you ? Tell me that . For sure , n 76269448: ughter conceived in the purest , out of wedlock , to bring h 76270216: s going to admire , as well as . ‘ You are a good girl , S 76270520: n I discovered that he did not me at all … merely wanted P 76271971: d up and faced them . Pain and were mixed in equal proportio 76272217: , ‘ I knew how much we both you . And now that you have c 76272282: again , and if she had had to — and lose — Dr Neil in o 76273184: ife , and said , ‘ Mary , my , you will excuse me if I ask 76273833: had shared their afternoon of , and now , on the evening of 76274124: — because he loved her , and , if it were true , not only 76274141: all , but accepted all — ‘ is not love , Which alters wh 76274144: cepted all — ‘ Love is not , Which alters when it altera 76274999: ot only have you given me your , freely , but you have made 76275033: next see them , enabled me to again , with all my heart . T 76275084: the page on which his dearest , whom he had sent away from 76275102: and mockery , had told of her for him , and the hope and jo 76275130: e had not trusted her , or the she had given him . He never 76275243: y who had always given him her and support , whom he had tak 76275257: en for granted , as though her and loyalty were simply his d 76275482: was the way she showed him her and concern , and the least w 76275975: turn . His daughter 's latest — and why she had so precip 76276256: as the American ambassador ! I her dearly and , God forgive 76277199: Yes , Papa . Quite sure that I him . Not sure what to do abo 76277498: nscience , to say to your true with whom you wished to be re 76277948: Neil who was so distracted by that all his sense appeared t 76278221: ‘ Dr Neil , we can not make here ; it would not be proper 76278297: and do you think , my dearest , that , as Matey would say , 76278675: ul daughter had found her true at last . And no , there were 76279155: nd embrace all children in the and light of Zephandra Butolp 76279231: worked on spontaneous gifts of and the sale of silk flowers 76283077: t , I had never met . ‘ No , , you should have said he was 76283133: place up last year — you 'd it . I do n't mind . It expla 76283880: ly ? Did n't I tell you she 'd it ? And did n't she ? And wa 76290228: ars ! Five years with him , my , my dove , my one and truly 76290418: much as an alien can entertain for a being on a green planet 76293887: as singing I do n't know why I you , but I do , and a holida 76296269: cigarettes in an ashtray , I I you , curling with tarry blue 76297065: n na eatcha and you 're gon na it , big boy . C'est Mae West 76298949: were not to be bought off for nor money . Prolonged absence 76299079: a poem called I am not good at , written by Noel Coward . Of 76299135: dary Mr Coward was not good at . Perhaps , thought Alex , it 76299897: lent , excellent . And the old life … ? ’ ‘ Rack and r 76299942: e wanted to talk about was his life or lack of it . Some day 76300263: teaspoon of froth . It ? Oh , , life and all that jazz . 76300313: o defend yourself . ’ ‘ If was crime , ’ said Alex , 76300928: ce and touch , and I call that . And I know she knows , but 76301198: wed any interest . The courtly bit suited his fears : if you 76301260: added quickly : ‘ To do with . ’ ‘ Is this a drop of y 76301370: . ‘ Why could n't we fall in , Alex ? At least we can talk 76301404: old thing , we believe in True . And just suppose someone th 76301619: did n't feel right … ’ ‘ is a living thing , ’ said 76301636: . ‘ You took one look at her and thought , oh no , this li 76301649: no , this little bud ca n't be . Love has spikes and leaves 76301651: is little bud ca n't be love . has spikes and leaves that st 76303001: hese outside of Christmas , my , ’ the grocer told me , du 76303837: Bernard more or less told me . is cruel , but I think maybe 76305112: ‘ And all because the ladies Laurent Perrier Rose ! ’ sh 76305711: ymond , I was desperate to see everywhere . Even champagne , 76307350: njoyed the evening . She would to return the hospitality , b 76310403: nowledged . I expect they made with the lights out . It 's t 76311343: ck home for a visit . I was in with Ramon , with life , with 76315086: can and laughed at him . ‘ I her , ’ he told passers-by 76315894: ething very close . Oh , How I You Oak trees held in perfect 76315955: cast sheep 's eyes Oh , how I you Oil spills rainbows acros 76317262: g all her day 's work , making with him as if they 'd never 76322730: cond . She could only look and — she did n't have names fo 76324039: shock , that 's all . You 'll it . But we 'll have to make 76329659: e of a demand . But for God 's , he thought , half-intrigued 76330611: nished , that men and women do . For she had seen little eno 76333094: . ’ She did not say : ‘ I you . ’ ‘ Good ! You have 76349625: Percy , Knight , Greeting and ! ‘ For your lordship 's le 76353488: id the man who had married for in his late twenties , ‘ th 76354111: te , and could be stunned into by the unexpected mercy . Now 76367354: gate . Where is Iago , for the of God , when we need him mos 76375843: ys , and always so sure of the other men bore him . The frui 76376161: humbly thereafter . And I will him the better , his heart sa 76378399: . And he could not choose but him . My title is intended to 76389899: , and Valerie , out of simple , stopped writing and listene 76390828: plenty , comfort in abandon , overflowing : what have these 76391111: husbands or wives we no longer : lack of money makes us age 76391309: ngs to worship and admire : we a bit of gold leaf to ooh and 76391948: age the attention of those who to indulge in the act of recy 76392433: nge places with me ? Me , I 'd to do nothing . ’ And he th 76393391: If you ask me , the girl 's in with love , not Dev , and she 76393393: me , the girl 's in love with , not Dev , and she 'll come 76393873: nders one tearful , I find . A song on the crackly Holiday I 76393982: ith the desire to say , You do me , do n't you ! This love w 76393990: do love me , do n't you ! This will last for ever . This lov 76393997: love will last for ever . This , lasting forever , makes me 76394007: ver , makes me immortal . This replaces death . I do n't say 76394045: ped and uneasy if the word ‘ ’ is mentioned , especially 76394189: tape ! ’ Lou has never seen as a sufficient motive for an 76398965: n the media world you know and , ’ he said . ‘ It 's all 76403158: e 's father replied , ‘ True . ’ They thought this was v 76403838: ingularly ungiddy ? You have a bite on your neck , yet you g 76404062: efrain from asking that you 'd to know . For example , how d 76404308: e my husband Bernard , full of and trust , look up to heaven 76406908: n earth for me to breathe : my is consuming all the oxygen i 76411168: h : her and Bernard 's nightly play would go on for hours , 76411767: round her neck to hide Hugo 's bites . She could not see the 76412905: ant to ask . Is it possible to two men at once ? A : Why do 76413535: nder whether it 's possible to two women at once ? They usua 76413547: ? They usually say to the old about the new , ‘ I love yo 76413554: old love about the new , ‘ I you but am in love with her , 76413559: new , ‘ I love you but am in with her , ’ meaning that t 76413581: us souls reach out for the old : their sexuality towards the 76413714: never in all your life been in with a man as you are with me 76413863: emed unable to accept that one can finish just like that — 76415068: e monstrous lie that I did n't him any more ? Of course I lo 76415109: nsumed me . That was all . The of man and the love of childr 76415114: all . The love of man and the of children are different thi 76415219: , to inspire sudden , romantic . And yet I had ! When the tw 76415569: relation to me . My falling in with Julian was nothing to do 76415599: that his wife would become the object of a man more attracti 76415746: a curse object . Sex objects , objects — but curse objects 76416131: from around her neck , during , with such force she was lef 76418478: m while Bernard and Ellen made . Ken said — he came for Su 76419394: e , can you trust the nurse to you , or does she hate you ? 76424090: r from requited and unrequited as much there as anywhere els 76424312: y 's Utopia , however , though will flourish , and pleasure 76426527: d Mrs Khalid . ‘ She fell in with her brother 's friend an 76426727: hether , if Mrs Khalid were in with her son 's friend Sharif 76430699: ’ said Nerina , ‘ we take seriously . And if you had in 76431051: n round here declaring eternal . I looked out the kitchen wi 76431409: ays when his eyes light up for of me , they are somehow clea 76431928: s of being worthy of a baby 's ? If the verdict is that they 76431998: t that their parents failed to them — most adults look rou 76432028: s failed to be worthy of their . Babies are born with a sens 76432229: constancy , so to do . Not to , which is easy , but to be i 76432268: ds are all right . They know I them , ’ but it is n't true 76432287: ds are not all right . You may the kids , but you are not wo 76432298: ut you are not worthy of their . You look after yourself , n 76433278: eaters of curry must learn to fish and chips , that husband 76433382: ages are arranged than left to . Let us all sing the Darcian 76434102: t each other with fondness and out of eyes which slant every 76434854: — well , so it may , but her for it has been most destruct 76435039: for a baby I can feed better , better , provide running wate 76436185: s time he did not want to make to me when he dropped the tap 76436313: at was it Eleanor Darcy said ? is the evidence you need whic 76436328: enign nature of the universe . lets you know you are alive . 76436508: ual passion , in the throes of ; I am alive : I who have bee 76436681: lights out by eleven fifteen . from eleven twenty to forty o 76454006: right in one way — she would to get the better of him very 76465216: ell . You need someone to make to you . I am not offering . 76470088: ow ? ’ ‘ It 's all right , , ’ Mitch said soothingly , 76472183: my opinion Mitch is falling in with her . ’ ‘ And kissin 76487662: ferent lives . ’ ‘ Perhaps conquers everything , ’ Mag 76498334: ect yourself . You let me make to you fiercely , you have gi 76500964: ad headache . She sent you her . ’ ‘ Stay with me , ’ 76503958: against him . ‘ Tell me you me , ’ he demanded . ‘ Te 76503972: nded . ‘ Tell me ! ’ ‘ I you , Felipe ! ’ She could 76504129: ! ’ he said thickly . ‘ I you . Marry me . ’ ‘ Marr 76504804: in . ’ ‘ Do n't fret , my , ’ Felipe urged , smiling 76505374: s arms . ‘ It is something I to work at . ’ He suddenly 76505400: d against his shoulder . ‘ I you , Maggie de Santis , ’ 76505478: ‘ It 's a different kind of — love we 'll both be givin 76505480: s a different kind of love — we 'll both be giving . ’ H 76505502: rmined face . ‘ This kind of we 'll keep for ourselves . 76506292: eel better . The guys from ‘ that Wall ’ decorators arri 76507116: of L.A. I swim every day and I the blue sparkle of the pool 76514357: We embark on a second burn . I the shiny brown line , I love 76514364: love the shiny brown line , I the crinkle of the silver foi 76514386: on a Billie Holiday record . I her . I love her more than an 76514390: oliday record . I love her . I her more than anything . He k 76514531: the smoke into the air . ‘ I you , ’ he says . We make l 76514540: ve you , ’ he says . We make . I am not permitted to have 76514626: ns outside . I float and how I to fuck . There are tears on 76514655: me like the devil himself . I the sound his bracelet makes 76514729: Crilly does the same . We make for hours and hours , long in 76519522: hnny sang about a thing called And it 's how 're ya kid and 76519551: know the song well . In fact I it . I have loved it for year 76523771: jaw and angry brow , and make to him . Hide . Fight . Get t 76523833: l not go . I know this . But I the feel of the magic march , 76524335: ld her heroin and they fell in . They flew to Bombay the fol 76526260: ense , ’ he says , ‘ and I it like this , when we both f 76527126: Isabelle says . ‘ I am in with the needle . But today , 76527409: ’ I say to Crilly . ‘ God her . She does n't like me , 76531797: your life ! ’ We laugh . We the Rons . ‘ Christ , ’ s 76533947: stened to Van and I learned to Van . You are so beautiful . 76534972: h upon a large canvas and made to me upon the tip of the Hea 76535054: then disappeared , so we made for a while beneath that sky 76544253: s been nicked . Do n't cry . I you . Do n't cry . ’ ‘ No 76544738: , like a father . ‘ You see , ’ he says , ‘ LSD is a 76545288: ks into my eyes . ‘ Listen , , we 're not really intereste 76545880: rns to me . ' … I know you , . You 're the worse kind of s 76546260: cimens . ‘ Get rid of this , , ’ he says . ‘ We 're le 76546669: as to go now , he says . ‘ I you Claudia , I hanker for yo 76546702: cell . Christ and how I really you . ’ The words seem unre 76549393: p-toothed , underfed Scot . In with Crilly , or so I hear . 76550783: k for him . I 'd say she 's in with him also . She spun a fe 76552247: ever look at another . FOR THE OF ME AND OF US MY GOD DO N'T 76552316: to get away . I 'm clean , my , I 'm gon na make a go of it 76552329: 'm gon na make a go of it . I you more than me own self . O 76552969: ith tears . ‘ I want to make to you , Claudia , ’ he say 76553246: ight is dim and pink . We make until our flesh melts about o 76571348: I know perfectly well that you every minute of your life ! 76571661: the motivation lasts . You all every minute of the attention 76587840: s having second thoughts . ‘ me , Ace … ’ she whispere 76589932: l silence . ‘ I did n't make to you last night , not becau 76590317: ‘ I want more than physical ! ’ she told him baldly . 76591109: re sensitive places . Ace made to her in a silence made all 76592756: ‘ Good ! Well , much as I 'd to stay on here , I 'm afraid 76594248: first sign of trouble ? But I him ! Unacknowledged before , 76594354: but he 's never once mentioned … He does n't trust you , a 76594944: heart contracted a little with . He looked so much older now 76596346: believe that anyone could ever her in return . Quite without 76600277: th certificate . Ace might not her , and he was furious at h 76601542: ing , you 'll see . I know you him … ’ One last kiss , t 76601743: he long aisle . ‘ I know you him , Katharine . You always 76602716: wing my feelings , but yes , I you . You and your mother are 76603448: all he had left , that he did me . Mind you , that could ha 76604794: it had to be alone . She might her husband , but in exchange 76605545: he intended to continue making to her . Deeply suspicious of 76608054: tion as a challenge , and made to her until she welcomed him 76608634: r out her infinite capacity to knowing that for certain this 76610081: ous in the aftermath of making , great limpid pools full of 76610090: impid pools full of warmth and . ‘ And if I were n't the b 76610690: , then … Oh , my Kate ! I do you ! ’ Now was the moment 76611215: ionships ? ‘ Darling Ace . I you . I always have , ever si 76611313: n't make any difference to my for you . You 'll always come 76611347: 's now full of warmth and such that Ace picked up each of he 76611783: Hmmm ! Of course you have to your work to do it well . ’ 76617035: ucted our-wildly different — lives according to the premis 76619684: s his wife . Have A Nice Day . , Kokos . ’ ‘ Well , I 'm 76621652: g through her brain : ‘ I 'd to … But would n't they min 76622795: the appropriate responses . I it . ‘ Do n't you dare blow 76628649: articular dybbuk has fallen in — not with Lil , the magnif 76632590: ten ? ’ Rainbow would dearly to shut the window between he 76632853: ? ’ ‘ Fine . He sends his . ’ ‘ Is that the whole m 76635890: hose arguments . Rainbow would to listen in , but there is a 76636618: at have we here ? ’ ‘ I 'd to know , God knows , ’ say 76639640: You 'll be part of mine , my , ’ I whisper to her , belo 76648655: kes you think- ’ ‘ Hate to takes just one vowel-change a 76649596: ’ She shrugs . ‘ So what ? knows no borders . You never 76650041: hink Rainbow would entertain a affair with the likes of you 76653666: … ’ ‘ Would n't you just that , Ms Rosenbloom ? ’ sc 76655837: und sound woman , yesterday 's . Plenty of publicity shots o 76660347: Gittel ? But she was your lost . ’ ‘ I think you 're my 76665343: watching you sleep . ’ ‘ I being spied on by the enemy , 76665429: ’ muses Lil . ‘ I see that bite from Diabolexpo has n't 76770923: ring in 1816 and I was full of for it — and of hate for wh 76774094: least tell the woman whom you . There must be trust between 76782921: l pulses . What 's more , I 'd you to lecture to my confound 76788211: spirit , my other self , make to me again , if you can ! Le 76789810: ch a lover ! There never was a like ours before ! Dearest Ma 76790402: n are still fair and men still them , but there are fashions 76790410: em , but there are fashions in , as in other things . We hop 76791300: ng Mary Shelley , enjoying her and her perfumes , had produc 76795530: shable than a willow leaf , My , JOE BODENLAND 13 Some of th 76805141: r and discovered the nature of . He read Plutarch 's Lives , 76809593: er ! I am Fallen ! Without his , his aid , I am Fallen . ‘ 76811416: n not find it in your heart to me — we will go our separat 76816211: espite the cheery lyrics about and good times . She missed a 76844394: ‘ It would be like hell . I food too much . ’ She saw h 76844742: burning at you with desire and , instead of derision and moc 76845544: ing else like it . ’ ‘ You your work . ’ She looked at 76846317: g satisfaction . He really did this land . ‘ It must have 76846445: e and because she had felt his of the land and in doing so h 76862334: pleaded aloud with him to make to me , she thought , I wante 76865932: led . ‘ You regret us making ? ’ It was half-statement , 76866165: o remind her . ‘ When I make , believe me , it 's no mista 76866187: ou and you wanted me . We made and it was good . Very spec 76869900: last time you saw him he made to you ? Guests spilled noisi 76872423: droom , ever since he had made to her ? ‘ Ready ? ’ he a 76874628: ke Denner that she had come to to hate that she wondered if 76875317: does n't matter , not when you someone . ’ ‘ Ah , well , 76875326: someone . ’ ‘ Ah , well , — now that 's an elusive em 76875349: e Robyn Drew actually believes conquers all ! ’ Yes , Roby 76876272: anything , I want Luke to make to me again . CHAPTER NINE Ro 76876710: ake me in his arms , hold me , me … She unfolded the page 76877733: by allowing herself to fall in with someone as ruthless and 76877803: st took him for ! But I do n't him ! she told herself desper 76879669: ost of us are in it because we what we do , because we want 76886216: ad stayed they would have made again — there had been no q 76888056: o a half-whisper . ‘ We made . ’ She saw Anne 's express 76888268: he added bitterly . ‘ Do you him ? ’ Anne asked gently . 76891306: ly . There was silence . ‘ I you . ’ Luke 's voice was d 76891396: with wonder and shock . ‘ I you , ’ he repeated , ‘ m 76893133: wallowed . ‘ And … and you me ? ’ Her words were barel 76893383: one else beneath the surface . at first sight . Not a condit 76893617: ow I know that when I had made to you that afternoon I was r 76893920: e made no move towards her . I you ! she yelled silently , s 76894270: aused outside the door . ‘ I you , Robyn , ’ he murmured 76894760: s he moved against her . ‘ I you , I love you ! Make me yo 76894764: ainst her . ‘ I love you , I you ! Make me yours ! ’ ‘ 76894869: and soul forever — with his . Chapter 1 ( 1 ) In any othe 76896733: I thought you were going to China , ’ Claire says . ‘ 76898882: t comes up a lot . They 're in . They met on Hampstead Heath 76900367: eeth and says to Keith , ‘ I him . ’ ‘ We all love him 76900374: I love him . ’ ‘ We all him , ’ Mark says . Not lik 76902259: right in the middle of making , ‘ Golly , this is fun . 76902402: l John 's birthday . ’ ‘ I secrets , ’ Babur says . Ma 76902478: olate , ’ Babur says . ‘ I them too , ’ Paul says . It 76902589: What are you going to get , ? ’ Mark might as well say 76902919: . That night , after they make , Mark falls asleep and Babur 76903078: his mother will know he is in . He believes it will go righ 76904189: his wife was that all animals sweet things . It 's not good 76904202: s not good for them , but they it . She explained that anima 76904258: just one honey comb . Then the of sugar made sense . It stil 76904758: do n't live that close , but I it . ’ There is another sil 76905725: r his shoulder . ‘ Come on , , ’ he says . Mark 's heart 76910573: m sick with anger . He fell in with a boy named Sam . The pr 76913701: as long as you 're powered by and keep on like Stuart , you 76914506: tside the strong arms of their . Babur understands this . He 76916419: t . Well organized , done with , he 's remembered all John ' 76916911: Miami . ’ John can feel the in Paul 's voice . John knows 76916969: k up at Paul . ‘ Thank you , , ’ he says . ‘ It 's lov 76917414: They 're your friends and they you , ’ Andy says . ‘ Fuc 76918027: I 'm an alligator . Us gators to bask , ’ John says . He 76918069: ng him like this . ‘ You 'll Miami , ’ he says . He catc 76921322: anything , which will mean : I him and you do n't . Keith wa 76921567: ars ago . He was n't the great of my life . I have n't had t 76921594: ed him . You could say I still him . ’ Nobody moves . ‘ 76922881: ce by saying , ‘ I 'd really a cup of tea right now . ’ 76929678: nd . John winks at him . ‘ I you , ’ Paul says . Bill vo 76932063: ha says . ‘ The man you made with , ’ Mark says . ‘ Th 76932075: Mark says . ‘ The man I made with , ’ Martha says , with 76932618: a woman , Laura , when we make she puts her ’ — he holds 76932981: rney will be over . ‘ Do you Dad ? ’ Andy asks . John do 76933001: uestion . ‘ I do n't think I anybody any more , ’ John s 76933045: cle above the ice . ‘ Do you me ? ’ Andy asks , looking 76933061: ng up at him . ‘ Of course I you , ’ John says . ‘ Fat 76933316: d shrugs his shoulders . ‘ I you anyway , ’ Babur says . 76934404: . Now Sam Junior will have to him . Chapter 5 While the dea 76934828: t it . ‘ Denial 's a sort of . ’ John nods , then shrugs 76935230: ‘ I could n't ask anybody to me , ’ John says . ‘ No , 76935438: ed you , ’ Paul says . ‘ I you , ’ John says . ‘ No 76959396: leasant thing to be crossed in . ’ He looked interested an 76959787: r had hardly been the words of . The old lady was in rapture 76963512: at did she ever do but fall in with the wrong man ? ’ The 76976629: of woman , that hair . And of — of the most enduring kind 76976669: who had once been Benedict 's . Then the feeling was gone a 76985569: s , of course , that he was in with someone else and chose t 76987734: missed : like a man crossed in ? No ! Absurd . Yet if it was 76998344: her hair with such warmth and in his face , such concentrat 76998421: t , after all , some long-gone , but … ? ‘ Rose , are yo 76998641: had he not lost that woman 's in death ? Oh , Benedict ! Ha 77000008: cial flowers . But she fell in with a gown set low over the 77000875: low tone . ‘ Presently , my , ’ was the only response . 77010297: s , whispering honeyed words . and romance to gull the wench 77012247: indeed you ? Lord help me , I you so very much ! ’ His ho 77013987: she managed on a gasp . ‘ I you , Benedict , I love you . 77013993: ‘ I love you , Benedict , I you . Take me now ! ’ He cr 77014156: ing sensation of all-consuming . She knew , in that instant 77014257: r , and his gaze met the misty in the deep grey of her eyes 77014658: . But I know also now that you me . Deny it , if you dare ! 77014684: da said desperately . ‘ I do you . I loved you long ago . 77015172: u , but at least I took you in . I will not violate the sanc 77015216: Is that how I am to express my ? Enough that I would be publ 77020689: your senses ? You professed to me , oh , yes . ’ Her voice 77025451: ? ’ Theda whispered . ‘ I you that much ! ’ he correc 77025471: nd doubt in her eyes . ‘ You me ? Not … not my hair ? Oh 77025738: en me — but only because you me and I you ? ’ He drew ba 77026099: here , though I have grown to it . ’ She sighed . ‘ I w 77026166: ine ? All I have ever known of has been here in this house . 77098572: tall for a minute , will you , ? ’ Without waiting for an 77108169: th us , drink with us — make with us . ’ The laughter st 77108201: d , turned and went out . Make ? Oh , heavens , just the tho 77111296: 't ? Although she would dearly to know if it was the norm fo 77111455: re . She 'd never even been in , she thought wistfully , was 77118171: y good girl , I might yet make to you . ’ ‘ Oh , wow ! T 77118211: that I might not want to make to you ? ’ ‘ No , ’ he 77118461: e told him that if he did make to her he would be the first 77121263: people felt when they fell in ? She had no idea , no experi 77129762: s pregnant , and had fallen in with her ? And because he cou 77129792: ney ? ‘ Perhaps they were in , ’ she offered lamely . 77129800: , ’ she offered lamely . ‘ ? Oh , come on ! That 's the 77130276: d wearily . ‘ I would dearly to know why you keep sticking 77131991: an who would instantly fall in with me and so relieve him of 77132043: . ‘ Boy , would n't I dearly to know why you have such a s 77133430: t . Even Mother , and though I her dearly she does n't seem 77137596: but it was a different sort of . Not any the less for being 77138112: leaving . But what I 'd dearly to know is what on earth made 77138686: ce he said softly , ‘ You do to push your luck , do n't yo 77153274: t married ? she wondered . See and happiness shining in her 77159071: me home to . Someone who would me , whom I could love . Some 77159077: o would love me , whom I could . Someone who would smile whe 77159523: o make . Have you ever been in , Ellie ? ’ he asked , brin 77159585: easures , did n't want to make to someone just for the sake 77159989: beautiful — and I want your , your babies — your life . 77160042: ’ she managed shakily . ‘ of my heart . ’ With a flut 77167698: Decisions , decisions . ‘ OK , can I leave this with you ? 77172619: flight . Just at this moment I Laverne . He has my sympathy 77174097: ot wash , Lucker wants to make . He gets into the shower wit 77174845: songs about being tortured by for the wrong person . We lis 77175965: e sleep . ‘ I do n't shink I you . Thassh all . ’ I do n 77176234: and jaded me . With or without ? Or just a case of survival 77177224: better than average . I really animals , someone 's got to , 77179011: hink I 'm saying ‘ Hello , I you ’ . To tell you the tru 77181761: ind each other again . We make unhurriedly . Lucker plays la 77185270: heard later that they fell in . Arkwright myers and his lif 77185337: take up opportunities to make as we should . Lucker is beau 77185421: nking about it , he only makes when he wants to , and that i 77188525: thout apparent logic . We make again . This time it lasts lo 77200480: becoming all misty-eyed and in with life . I chatter with en 77201447: the point of my visit . ‘ We it here . I was wondering if 77202629: why do n't you stay here ? You the place , I can tell . We h 77213185: rm arms and whispered words of in the dark of night . By the 77214476: her father 's castle , fall in with her , win her heart by s 77218702: l . ‘ Who have you fallen in with this week , Adele ? ’ 77221010: ignore , is he ? Matilda would to have him on her side , and 77239996: theart . Just relax and let me you . Do n't run away this ti 77256584: will be — ’ ‘ Hush , my , ’ admonished her supposed 77265140: started to … ’ ‘ Make to you , ’ fitzAlan supplie 77265168: s of humour had vanished . ‘ had nothing to do with it ! 77266664: ush aside her doubts by making to her . The urge to do just 77291070: m . He might never know of her , might never want it , but s 77294240: one in the solar . ‘ Guy , I you , ’ she whispered after 77298398: dully in the shadows . ‘ You him . ’ De Raimes nodded as 77305965: ak , she thought . Weak with a that I ca n't speak of until 77305992: not believe in the truth or my . When she did n't respond , 77307962: went wholly intense ‘ — in with you . ’ Isabel felt as 77308440: you . I could n't hate you . I you ! ’ She was starting to 77308558: uld I be frightened of you ? I you . I 've always loved you 77308599: hat almost crushed her . ‘ I you , ’ he vowed fiercely , 77308617: might still doubt him . ‘ I you ! You 're my life , my he 77309121: still flushed but glowing with . ‘ Only that you would hat 77309215: her , his eyes brilliant with and desire , his strong arms 77309292: lothes , his murmured words of and praise still warmed and r 77309321: isses , eyes heavy-lidded with and longing . He came back to 77309870: ve ever felt before either . I you , Isabel . ’ ‘ Even t 77309936: s the woman you are now that I — sweet and true and courag 77310484: mph , utter possessiveness and . Before Isabel had taken ano 77358147: e late 1980s and early 1990s . and peace revisited The 1990s 77373436: to play . It was the Summer of and the Beatles had a plan fo 77373867: cast , singing All You Need Is live to an estimated audience 77374355: indeed ? It was the Summer of and the young were setting th 77374375: sun . Money could n't buy you but maybe the Beatles ' botto 77374393: e world a new order . Or maybe was all you needed after all 77378372: , ’ he concluded . ‘ Yes , , how do you know ? ’ his d 77400004: arents do , of course , shower and attention on their childr 77403649: f such scenes … ) The people the army . Truth is Lies . Th 77405418: ng is worth keeping because no went into its making and stai 77408397: lookout for adventure fall in with a black man , and who pr 77408886: y , child abuse and homosexual , then she would not have tou 77409007: and ultimately her triumphant for her husband 's beautiful 77409072: ough anger , self-confidence , and eventual forgiveness a di 77419364: ir men , trying to balance the and the hate in their hearts 77422673: here was . If you want to make more than once , said the not 77422960: chester is no place to start a affair . And where , oh where 77430564: ue from Isabelle Allende 's Of and Shadows which gives a viv 77430611: ng such a list was a labour of — too pleasurable an activi 77446930: ss makes it a symbol of God 's for human beings . Apple of d 77461797: looks pretty rosy . The people the army and the army loves t 77464252: tally alien . Our motto is ‘ for all , hatred for none ’ 77466835: stranger some time to fall in with its harsh outlines and s 77468415: ntment : ‘ Oh , but you will it , ’ she said . Then she 77486029: collector , that she does n't him anymore . There is anothe 77486186: y noble to renounce , even for , a comfortable , clandestine 77487572: hum Bertie . Look in freezer . Beth . ’ Fred opens a can o 77490703: have chosen the language they as a rallying point . There i 77509661: selves to have the people they locked away . They pay a terr 77513322: rated it to Venus , Goddess of . They also grew pears as a s 77520318: thing . Where is the Christian that Jesus talked about ? Peo 77527376: the other parts of the country to speak it . And it enjoys a 77532053: uld be solved if men would but their wives ’ . AUSTRALIAN 77537884: t , downy cheek . ‘ And I 'd one . But not yet . Maybe in 77539023: sfaction , the most passionate affair of many women 's lives 77544219: es of orthodox Hinduism … Of and shadows Isabel Allende Is 77544254: de force of magic realism . Of and shadows is more of a poli 77559723: ple exist . The Vegetarians of by Bob Geldof(Phonogram) In w 77560445: h of Bleek , his learning that is more important than music 77564499: to tear it all down . His ‘ songs ’ , for example , are 77573938: l lead them next . ‘ We need to break the chain of evil , 77573990: s his tune . ‘ I believed in , ’ he tells his disciples 77588719: th work and provide status and for their parents . 3 . FEAR 77625078: ine talk in the sessions about and understanding , give and 77633467: ut work , liberation , faith , , drought and about struggle 77642384: n truth , and fain in verse my to show , That she ( dear she 77642558: n truth , and fain in verse my to show ’ signals a confusi 77642587: th or that it is true he is in ? He is disposed to show his 77642595: e ? He is disposed to show his , or his love of truth , in v 77642599: osed to show his love , or his of truth , in verse , but ‘ 77642642: ating a false portrayal of his . The line can be read : It i 77642657: read : It is true that I am in and wish to reveal this love 77642663: n love and wish to reveal this in poetry . Or it could mean 77642675: y . Or it could mean , I am in and will present this love in 77642680: in love and will present this in such a way as to win advan 77642731: but also wish to represent my in verse . ’ This last inte 77642754: ement that a representation of in verse is artificial , that 77642867: Astrophil with Sidney and his with Penelope Rich ( the sequ 77642941: representation of Astrophil 's — and what or who is not cl 77642969: different presentation of his . The relation between verse 77642993: The poetry substitutes for the and for the lovers — Astrop 77643430: e conventional poetic image of 's wounding arrow . The sonne 77643447: loying all his wit to make his appear differently from what 77658647: . The result is to cause us to the theatre : ‘ the play re 77681859: s n't the last time he fell in . Oh , no ! But that 's anoth 77683746: my ‘ amours ’ , my little trysts . The colour of his fa 77683834: flesh ! A glance , a smile , a cup shared , silver exchanged 77692409: e , as well as my own pathetic letters to Mistress Agnes . H 77693696: casions in my life , deeply in . I open my eyes and think of 77694975: ble or themes from Petrarch 's poetry . We were ushered into 77696755: er was a bachelor but a man in with life . He enjoyed his wo 77703375: , ’ he hissed , ‘ for the of God ! If you play against 77704679: . I wore a beautiful ring , a token made of sheer gold . It 77705400: panions : they shared a common of alchemy and an all-absorbi 77708287: 's surprising how many of them to see a pretty wench strippe 77709828: , dear , I thought , not much lost here ! ‘ You 've seen 77720131: odulate well . ’ ‘ I would to , ’ I replied . ‘ Perh 77725738: nd Mary went home to marry the of her life , Charles Brandon 77823163: kind of person who could only one person in his life . He l 77824497: for that reason I shall always his memory . ’ She got to h 77825568: ad she felt about him ? Was it or simply gratitude because h 77825827: hough Isabelle had kindled her for foreign languages by teac 77831412: nd gentleness and capacity for , and a slow anger began to b 77836103: n to recall it . Would he make , perhaps , as fiercely as he 77841309: abelle as someone who received without giving in return . Th 77848637: him extra attention — extra — to try and make up for th 77849836: However much she 'd fallen in with Rohan , to him she was n 77849883: . Well , she would fall out of with him . It could n't be lo 77849891: ove with him . It could n't be , anyway , it had all happene 77851198: y Gaston de Rochefort with his of history could see that ? S 77853733: derful person . ’ She was in with him , Sabine realised , 77853953: future in allowing herself to a man who was committed to an 77855483: n Europe , but she fell out of with her husband on a crusade 77855679: She established the Courts of in Aquitaine , where women we 77857410: r family reasons , and not for . There 's been too much bitt 77860349: o to achieve them . She was in with a man who was still a vi 77861132: st course to the table . ‘ I to cook , but my work leaves 77861815: that she could have fallen in so swiftly and completely , e 77862137: d he consider it well lost for once the first passion had co 77863965: he first time with the woman I . ’ He touched her mouth so 77864285: neron 's day begins early , my . As it is , I 've stayed lon 77867834: him . ’ ‘ We 've fallen in with each other , ’ Sabine 77867966: to marry someone who does n't her in return . ’ ‘ She w 77869779: e was naïve enough to fall in with him — so much the bett 77870902: both knew — that she was in with me , and always had been 77871221: I told her I knew she was in with me . She did not deny it 77871365: f she were my own . She had to me best in return — only th 77871633: ing her , and for nothing . My — my name thrown back in my 77874033: think that Rohan could fall in with her . ‘ It was just a 77875208: knowledged . I 'd want all the he had to give . Since her re 77876489: oses back into your face . And , of course , ’ she added a 77877069: tort everything . What kind of — what kind of trust was th 77878337: enough — secure enough in my to be able to face the real t 77878457: ed that I was going to fall in with the girl . I could n't c 77878964: — except that I 'd fallen in with you . ’ ‘ I thought 77879818: ed if I took you away and made to you for the rest of our li 77881726: suddenly , ‘ Alice , I 'm in with Mr Sargent . ’ She did 77883021: to anything . ’ ‘ Did you him very much ? ’ ‘ I did 77884843: and Oliver looked at him with . Mr Hellyer said , to Nick , 77887908: Marjorie 's here . Do n't you Marjorie ? ’ she said , hol 77890218: eful . He believed she did not him because he was like his f 77891262: ys feels bad when someone they dies . There 's always someth 77892328: a child treats a parent , with but without consideration . S 77892659: ut it even shorter , I fell in . She lived with me while we 77892833: . It was n't that she did n't them — or want to — she j 77897391: leg , but it 's all right . I scrubbing floors . ’ Marjor 77898297: t n't bother me too much , old , must n't disturb the goose 77901178: aid , ‘ You know , dear , we to have you in and out of the 77905909: specially about the people you . ’ He took of his glasses 77906472: r loves his tortoises , Like I Mo , only they 're more real 77906705: e , would you ? I mean — you Oliver much more than you lov 77906711: love Oliver much more than you Mo . ’ ‘ Yes . But I love 77906720: love Mo . ’ ‘ Yes . But I Mo too . And William . ’ Sh 77907135: it did n't seem possible . Her for him now seemed shameful a 77907313: oud . It helped to destroy the which was becoming so hateful 77911191: t . ‘ Oh Mo , darling Mo . I you , I love you . ’ ‘ It 77911195: , darling Mo . I love you , I you . ’ ‘ It 's no good g 77911715: lly think ? That you must only someone if it 's worth it ? D 77911846: All adults , anyway . We only ourselves . Or what we see of 77911870: ung to be really altruistic in . ’ She stared at him stoni 77912024: hing new . I 'm not allowed to Oliver — it makes me feel t 77912053: be made to realize that I only him for what I can get out of 77912151: o n't you know that you ca n't someone without being hurt ? 77917135: d me , more than he could ever a child … When he fetched m 77917254: — it 's one of the things I best ’ , and I knew he had 77917550: vely . She said simply , ‘ I him so much . So much that so 77918090: . Only emptiness and unwanted and Nick 's cold charity . Th 77920581: felt a wave of almost painful for her . He said , ‘ You ' 77920755: on top of her . ‘ Oh , I do you , ’ she said , ‘ I do 77920765: you , ’ she said , ‘ I do you . ’ Her hair was still 77920856: e . He said helplessly , ‘ I you too . Now be a good girl 77922066: You do n't have to pretend to me , Nick . It 's an insult . 77922682: that … it does n't help . I you , my baby . I do n't love 77922691: love you , my baby . I do n't any girl . ’ She looked at 77922869: old and useless … you do n't her , do you , Nick ? ’ ‘ 77922889: o , ’ he said . ‘ I do n't her . ’ ‘ And then — th 77923501: If he loved Emmie , then , his was only a projection of his 77923535: ss enough . As harmless as her for him . All the same , he h 77924383: truggle , of all life , of all . She gulped back tears and c 77925104: Emmie whispered , sick with and shame . ‘ You ca n't le 77937019: ase ! Do n't do this to me . I you ! ’ But as the shaking 77940542: s as in his eating ? At making ? The thought took her comple 77951120: ng your own name ? I know I 'd to see my real name on the sp 77952431: onder if she 'd really been in with Hugh — properly in lov 77952437: love with Hugh — properly in . He had been her first and o 77952498: tupid ideas . You 've heard of on the rebound , and falling 77954700: oy botany at school , and I 'd to see your ghost orchids . 77961960: m — but true that she was in with him . And separation was 77962358: hat Fen might have been making to his girlfriend only feet a 77962485: If you mean have we ever made , ’ Robbie felt compelled t 77962842: , so that the man you fell in with felt the same way ? ‘ 77963065: t for Fen . But if Fen were in with her — if he were to ma 77963074: ith her — if he were to make to her again , the way he had 77964335: ke to see more of the town . I this golden stone . ’ Fen n 77965227: ou get on with her ? ’ ‘ I her very much . ’ ‘ And y 77966037: es . Do n't get me wrong — I narrow boat life . But my ide 77966193: gravely . ‘ Yes . Mum would that . ’ ‘ If you decide 77966394: mother would agree with me — is more important than money 77969792: y hot . ‘ How the boys would all this . ’ She gestured t 77971123: er jaw . ‘ Soft eyes look 'd to eyes which spake again . 77971570: ‘ Be patient . I ca n't make to you the way I want to — 77973887: etula 's the only one of whose and fidelity I have no doubts 77973956: to the end of the street . But was blind , so they said , an 77974001: his resolutions — he 'd made to her . Another thought occu 77974425: , unless you happened to be in with the person sharing your 77974740: med to be at an end . ‘ I 'd to play cards , ’ she said 77978064: brute . He did n't deserve her — he was utterly hateful . 77978472: ly a hair 's breadth away from . ‘ Does … does this Hugh 77978657: her life ? She had n't been in with Hugh . It had been a pal 77983355: way Fen had kissed her , made to her . She could recall eve 77983673: e felt for Petula must be real , that transcended the sexual 77984260: Anyone would think you were in , ’ one of her colleagues t 77984889: Oh , it 's not the work . I that , and I like the people 77984903: e people . And I 've fallen in with this part of the country 77986247: ing into her palms . She would to see inside Ivy Cottage , b 77987218: complacently . ‘ She fell in with Chimneys and Ivy Cottage 77989737: onder her mother had fallen in with Chimneys . She was a bor 77990545: me . My experience of women in is that they 're constantly l 77991430: cular body . ‘ Deny that you me , ’ he said . And before 77991505: you win . I do want you , I do you . But I 've no right to l 77991514: ve you . But I 've no right to you , and you 've no right to 77991597: She nodded miserably . ‘ You me ? ’ he pressed , ‘ rea 77991606: ? ’ he pressed , ‘ really me ? Enough to marry me and 77991777: the house while he was making to her . And now he was calli 77991924: . Then , when I knew I was in with you … and I thought yo 77992023: ct moment when I knew I was in with you … the things I lov 77992030: love with you … the things I about you . And then … ’ 77992070: And then I 'm going to make to you … now … and throug 77996676: I do n't think he was madly in with her . I think she 'd bec 77997936: to see native birds ? How I 'd to see a kiwi — or even a w 78005030: urn to him . ‘ I believe you it . ’ ‘ I believe I do , 78009015: fairy story that tells of the between a young prince named 78013153: might find yourself falling in with her all over again . ’ 78013466: be . Of course , she sent her to Jean . There were no furth 78014136: Only because the people they are back in the city , ’ sh 78019477: he has decided she really does Silas ? ’ She turned to Sil 78022420: she 'd be a fool to fall in with him . It would mean retu 78029868: ms plain to me that you do n't Silas . You 're wrapped up in 78031848: coldly . ‘ Because I do n't his surroundings . I want him 78032369: ire . Can this mean you 're in with him ? No , of course not 78037178: ch betrayed his hunger to make . His hand on her buttocks , 78038455: ly she could n't be falling in with him ? Could one fall in 78038463: e with him ? Could one fall in in so short a time ? The ques 78040798: ught what ? ’ ‘ You 're in with the boss . ’ She went 78041971: He shook his head . ‘ True and companionship can never b 78042037: that if Silas finds himself in with a woman who loves him in 78042923: in your arms and tell her you her . ’ The last words came 78043424: r with full force . She was in with him . It was as Ling had 78043711: certain , was a man who would only one woman , so it was na 78045528: d guessed her secret . Was her for Silas written all over he 78045710: about the hopelessness of her for Silas she 'd begin to wee 78051718: s , she knew he longed to make . His arousal had made no sec 78051885: of her , and did not actually her ? Would this be just anot 78052062: e opening , but suggestions of and marriage — or anything 78052087: , she realised that he did not her . She made a move to butt 78052491: ng to — no , longing to make with Silas , she amended with 78054595: ilas realised she 'd fallen in with him ? Were there times w 78054693: f course Silas knew she was in with him , she decided , feel 78055939: y . ‘ You were ready to make this morning , ’ he said qu 78056402: hat there would be no words of coming from this man , who no 78057663: ? ’ ‘ Of course not — I the place … ’ She bit off 78062196: Is it that you doubt that I you ? ’ he murmured . ‘ Y 78062271: ar this , my dearest one — I you . I love you so much I ca 78062275: dearest one — I love you . I you so much I ca n't live wit 78062482: re of my wife — if the one I will marry me . ’ ‘ Of co 78062506: — did I happen to tell you I you ? ’ she queried shyly . 78063018: nervousness fled . Filled with , she longed to run towards h 78065537: only be possible if I did n't you , but I do . ’ Nahum wa 78065807: him . Yet he had friends , the of his mother and he lived a 78069986: drunk every time I want you to me . ’ She hesitated before 78073947: ery long time . ’ ‘ Do you him ? ’ ‘ He 's very kind 78073968: t answer my question . Does he you ? ’ ‘ He 'll take car 78073991: I 'd take care of you and I 'd you . I do love you . ’ ‘ 78073996: f you and I 'd love you . I do you . ’ ‘ Do n't say that 78074669: spite this , he felt she would Anna as a daughter when she k 78081347: yone else . I suspect that you her too . ’ Seb felt as tho 78081369: is feet . ‘ You mean … you her ? After what your father 78081419: e you are the only one able to her , Seb ? As for my father 78081901: had nothing to live for . His was not sufficient . It was a 78090846: possibly have . ’ ‘ You do Seb a little , do n't you , A 78090860: do n't you , Anna ? ’ ‘ I him a lot , Carrie . I always 78090891: r too different . Mind you , I Nahum too , but in safer , mo 78090917: Do you think it 's possible to two men , in two different wa 78104768: in front of the fire and made as Carrie had always hoped it 78105344: d have conveyed to him all the she was feeling . But Seb was 78106778: Sorry for what , that you made to a cripple ? Or sorry becau 78109215: ‘ Carrie , I shall always that crippled leg of yours . 78150063: e to four persons ) . We would to have some more members joi 78193537: he usual answer is ‘ I would to go by train , but it costs 78453091: Discs ’ saying that he would to get away from Question Tim 78670577: r all , all those who know and this House of Commons well un 78692706: I like to think that I share a of the World Service and an i 78743964: gly into the whole scheme by a of collective responsibility 78805806: nd to please , no more than to and be wise , is not given to 78897338: of these letters which I would to read out , so that they wo 78989295: figures ? Mr. Livsey I do not econometric models that much 78990951: uards ’ for employees . They the idea of saying , ’ We m 79067493: s have already ended . I would to have short negotiations be 79091849: industrial might . I find our affair with the banking profe 79234784: ss . They have a great deal of and affection for the small s 79250399: Day after day , Labour Members to quote the case of the sing 79358703: and if I had the time I should to expand on the economic ben 79747845: nd vice versa . Injunctions to the slugs in your garden may 79766596: g of the role of ideologies of , sharing , domesticity , fam 79766682: he early stage of being ‘ in ’ to a more ‘ companionat 79988061: ears that King George V was in with her . She was convinced 79988082: ssaries , sent to proclaim his for her . She frequently wait 79988127: he believed it was a signal of from the King . An unhappily 79988181: ablets after claiming to be in with a priest — despite the 79989373: I know his mother Mary would to see him again . She is an 79989421: rt have set up home with their child . Father John Butler ( 79990279: ing naive . But I would dearly to be a fly on the wall durin 79993363: . ‘ It is very rewarding , I the place and I love the peop 79993368: rding , I love the place and I the people I 'm working with 79993437: on 071–248 5423 . LABOUR OF LIBBY Henry and Simonica Ruzs 79993795: nica having to stay there . We her so much and want to give 80003636: rdot before he met and fell in with Olympic skier Francine B 80003935: can I ask for ? ‘ They both sport and have no time for sh 80004798: harged version of the House of , whipping up a storm then sl 80018317: there as champions but I would to see them win the Irish Cup 80019501: ontact sport . But such is his for the game he has adorned f 80031514: rough the lean years , I would to bring it to Cliftonville . 80033760: World Cup squad . ‘ I would to be included , ’ she said 80034671: And so am I. ‘ I would just it though if Northern Ireland 80036433: tional . He said : ‘ I would to have raced at Mondello Par 80045873: : The True Story of my Secret for the Bishop of Galway . By 80045901: SINCE news broke of his secret affair with Annie Murphy , ta 80046266: sin was to fall hopelessly in with him . Whatever you may h 80046629: or his bishop 's ring , making on an expensive Afghan rug . 80046680: hen Casey — having just made again to Annie — invites he 80049545: tting South , playing pairs at all , you hold AQ7 K965 932 1 80056020: mme in 1916 . She then fell in with an RAF pilot but he was 80064854: led a tangled web of obsessive , insatiable desire , cruel d 80064915: of her mind when she attacked rival Penny with a razor-shar 80076291: his thoughts turning to young . Asked to name the most roma 80076539: e time waits for no man , true waits forever . ‘ This is a 80076549: er . ‘ This is a story about and the courage to express it 80083938: an Gallagher 's first novel of , treachery and political int 80094259: box , hoping she will fall in with him . After a three-week 80099188: u 've shared with the ones you . CANCER ( June 22/July 23 ) 80099496: get in shape to either win the of your life or just enjoy fe 80101605: nd Gallagher wrote ‘ What 's Got To Do With It ? ’ for T 80103304: r other half just how much you and adore them . SAGITTARIUS 80114646: 'm happy at the club and would to stay next season if I 'm w 80115115: the soft drinks which children are stored in aluminium cans 80117552: ndon — said : ‘ The people this place . There has never 80118103: tting South , playing pairs at all , you hold AQ7 K965 932 1 80118908: viously appeal to children who to see their favourite charac 80130441: n . ’ Charlton 's seven-year affair with the Irish shows n 80135346: ETHER you are a punter or just horses you ca n't ignore poin 80149589: the ring . ‘ The fight I 'd would be against McMillan and 80150556: e told me , ‘ He appeared to the Newbury race and we were 80155246: Elliott ) . She had passion , and warmth of character , whi 80160507: forge ahead with plans . Your life could blossom under such 80173124: ster . Jim Aiken said he would to co-ordinate the contest , 80173245: this week , said : ‘ I would to be co-ordinator . It would 80179379: s them . Everybody is going to this film — I enjoyed makin 80179424: written for her . ‘ It 's a story , a big sweeping epic a 80186934: averages while paceman Gareth headed the bowling analysis . 80188297: Drums , It Hurts So Much and I You Because . ‘ The noise w 80191774: ures . The bride , who fell in with the former lecturer , as 80193745: , and set up home for her new . She and Henry ( Stephan Kre 80193798: se is having fun ; looking for while guarding a lunatic pris 80193903: under foot . As Henry sees his slip away , and Rosa feels he 80198702: nes , gourmet foods and making to the cerebral delights of a 80212168: encies . Hard act … but they the lifestyle JULIEANNE McCon 80212369: d business to be in . ‘ I 'd to do catwalk , ’ she said 80228626: Guinness in Ireland and making to all the women in Ireland . 80244630: . We are just musicians , who playing — what you see is w 80252967: She added : ‘ I would still the chance to be a model . 80255706: nd hot as Basic Instinct . Her scenes in this voyeuristic th 80255913: ry weird and very sick sort of . It had to be passionate — 80259126: three-bedroomed house . ‘ I being able to open my front d 80263583: r the fourth time . ‘ I just the 20–30 weeks period of p 80267069: et to keep his strength up for . His wife , 54-year-old sing 80267316: of the time adds zest to their life . Bill reveals : ‘ Whe 80269223: ly . And I am certain he would to have been given the chance 80269368: on the ‘ plane : ‘ I would to come back for another seas 80278548: ey showed no sign of brotherly as they battled it out for th 80294503: in with a chance for she will the ground . Fun ‘ N ’ Ga 80321512: d to a ‘ simple thing called ’ . ‘ The scheme is Chris 80334628: a woman alleged to have had a affair with Constable Allen M 80334990: ‘ I 'm sorry . The people I them know I love them without 80334994: The people I love them know I them without saying any more 80335001: them without saying any more . you lots , Mum and Dad , Alle 80335032: ed the phrase ‘ the people I ’ because he did not wish t 80361977: r , is called Magic Words ( We to Sing ) and will be availab 80373197: to marry whom , who wrote the poems and why and how it 's a 80665083: you 'll understand . ‘ Yes , , ’ I say , ‘ That would 80665678: n the garden . Give us a hug , . ’ I remember those words 80669246: g to kill my father . ‘ I 'd a nice cup of tea , ’ Mum s 80676228: my nose : tuna — oh boy . I tuna . Marcus had n't given m 80679618: rom his knuckles . ‘ Sorry , , ’ murmured Pete and turne 80686093: you 're released , I promise . always , Cleo was Caroline 's 80686291: ague . Do n't get me wrong , I my Beryl and all that but , y 80686691: I 'll wait for you , darling . always , Cleo . Bloody bitch 80691006: myself down at the mirror . I the smell of cosmetics , it ' 80693177: right . I 'm sure Marcus will it . Maybe I could do somethi 80735950: heir meaning . ‘ Brett … I you , sweetheart … please c 80735968: please do n't leave me … I you so much … I do n't want 80747788: s or the Trent for bream but I to get after them on streams 80793277: n honest 18 " , and declares a for the game tempered by a fi 80800722: fight to make the grade . His of golf persisted from childh 80817700: . Almost certainly , he was in with her . And on the basis o 80817831: kept it secret . They had made , and it had been so utterly 80817863: it was to do with passion and . And it turned out to be sim 80817920: , but also at the basis of his for her . What had attracted 80821698: ‘ Why are you so angry , my ? Do you really want us to go 80823250: Carolyn and Alan did not make again until they were married 80823395: I do think you 're sensible , , doing it like this , ’ sa 80823640: n't need in the shop window , . They 'll all get used , do 80824044: lying on the bed after making , every trace of lust scoured 80827296: gain with your Mum and Dad who you to look after you , than 80827325: your mother 's heart . All our , Mum & dad Carolyn put the l 80831783: down , kissing her . ‘ Hush , it 's all right , it 's jus 80831800: our waters — you 're ready , . ’ She sat her on a towel 80835493: e nodded quickly ‘ All right — look , you do n't have to 80843402: child . ‘ Chrissy , Chrissy , bumble-face , listen — ju 80843425: taste — open wide , come on , open wide … Good boy , go 80843464: . Sweetest bird , my sweetest , oh , oh , it 'll soon be be 80846862: , Alan said quietly , ‘ You him more than me , do n't you 80847946: ome in , come in . How are you ? We 've missed you these las 80848857: t about this course of yours , . Jean was asking me the othe 80850471: if it was how she would define . When she was most irritated 80850595: , by something they say . You them because they 're differe 80850643: f — it renews and twists the , because it reminds you you 80850689: we are after union ; join me , me , fuck me . Let us be one 80855217: hem . ‘ Um — just a minute — a hundred and ninety-four 80855391: n't stay for tea ? ’ ‘ No , we 'd rather get back befor 80855467: food . ’ ‘ I know there is , I know there is . ’ Annie 80857839: wn . ‘ No Annie , stay there , stay with Chrissy . Mummy ' 80858699: looking put upon . ‘ Please , be a good boy , just wipe A 80860151: hat puts me off breeding — I children , but I ca n't stand 80860597: I 've got other things to do , , everything does n't stop , 80865181: You 'll change the world , my . ’ ‘ Yes , ’ said Caro 80865840: vement ; falling hopelessly in ; visiting my mother ; failin 80897576: icently re-creates this superb story , bringing it to life w 80897642: hides … One of the greatest stories of all time and among 80899162: oyfriend and the girl 's first and the young man who just wa 80899764: re . She is also hopelessly in — a considerable profession 80907036: and in autumn . Children will the adventure playground and 81077215: o " teach every Lao citizen to nature and to develop a sense 81146154: pulated that students should " the socialist motherland " , 81482822: d a bomb at his home . Charles , 16 , was killed on Jan. 28 81814861: et Hocke , who had " spied for " , and two East German agent 81854305: that the Japanese people 's " and respect for your majesty 83042235: hat " Alain Vivien has a great for those who invaded Djibout 83260213: as saying that there was " no lost " between Than Shwe and 83346060: n emerging in the media of his affair with an American woman 83346133: he and Casey had embarked on a affair in Ireland in 1973 and 83795071: ts and later tell them whom to and whom to hate and what to 83800244: ody lose it . I ca n't for the of me understand the leadersh 83820116: do be utilized by Ford I would to go to Ford and say do n't 83824315: re is tremendous affection and for all of you in the hearts 83848203: ace is super . And I certainly the way that both eyes are ca 83856323: , or are you not , and er I 'd to hear some horror stories o 83859429: ce to know your friends are in , but erm , Yes . it 's a lit 83860519: r the last five minutes . I 'd to hear your horror stories p 83861006: end it taught me tolerance and , because I really learned to 83861013: , because I really learned to her . I loved her , even thou 83861069: have to put up with them , and them . That 's right , you ca 83867197: life . I 've got a job that I doing , and er , I also take 83895401: s and I Believe When I Fall in it 'll be Forever . It 's Rad 83895437: appy birthday have fun lots of to you from Christine and fro 83895463: son from Booton happy birthday from Susan and Andrew and Ama 83900797: games Christmas Easter church holidays chores outings clean 83901296: Beverley Craven this is and er Scenes we 'll get er chunk th 83901319: Beverley Craven that is and er Scenes it 's Radio Nottingham 83905490: erything but the girl . And er is strange . Dennis is next w 83907306: ennis . Okay . Erm Dennis What ? Er my sister won erm whatev 83907408: ith you shortly . Right . Okay ? Good of ya . Okay . Thanks 83908468: es with our residents and they sing- alongs but unfortunatel 83908698: and two . Makes no difference . You know so he h Never , ne 83908958: . I do n't mean [unclear] orgy , are you sure you want a pia 83909184: ve you a ring . Yeah . Alright ? Okay then . [unclear] . Tha 83909410: Have you ? Yeah . Enjoy it ? I it . What did you do before ? 83909479: dy else . And you enjoy it ? I it yes . [unclear] So who 's 83911377: s thank you very much . Thanks bye . Bye bye . [gap:telephon 83914379: ing you Angela Thank you . Bye . Bye . Kitty [gap:name] . Wh 83918653: next on . Yes I will . Alright . Right . Bye . Bye . Hey Vic 83924648: ou , yeah , yeah yeah . With a like that you know it ca n't 83924893: nvolved in business , and they a challenge . I 'm a manufact 83928186: ame] is a lawyer other lawyers to hate , but his is only one 83980865: soning conviction of a girl in . ‘ Ms Craig , please ! ’ 83980958: to , ’ she agreed . Fifteen to writer 's curiosity . ‘ 83984184: he 'd realise he was still in with her ? ’ suggested Meli 83989818: nned . ‘ Maybe . There 's no lost there . But it 's possib 83990504: al this evening ? ’ ‘ I 'd to . ’ ‘ Where would you 84003431: r self-control . ‘ I fell in with her the minute I saw her 84004289: ‘ I was sure she 'd come to me in the end , if I could ju 84004912: We 've got as much right to as anyone . ’ ‘ Of course 84004982: eally killed her . You were in with her … wo n't you help 84011751: ue might … someone who 's in … who 's been having an … 84013218: she whispered aloud . ‘ And me again … please . ’ The 84025407: o . Do you like it ? ’ ‘ I all his music . ’ ‘ So do 84025578: he had no intention of making to her again but had merely i 84027378: Brady is a woman . She was in with Angy … very sincerely 84035618: laughter . ‘ They 're all in with themselves . ’ Produce 84046865: tling ‘ I 'm in the Mood for ’ , and rejecting the buzz 84047018: me of all , whenever they made , be it after breakfast , lun 84048035: the Tory Party was secretly in ( Edwina hoped the other half 84048044: na hoped the other half was in with her ) , was holding a sm 84053856: children , they had fallen in once more . For three-and-a-h 84054325: ress 's tea party , falling in with their secretaries . ’ 84060919: ick Grunte out . And then , my , ’ he added meaningfully , 84066478: t five-thirty they made gentle ; then Felicity ran a bath . 84069025: ite writers are Hardy , Thomas Peacock and Iris Murdoch . Th 84071232: est bores . ‘ They only make on the twenty-ninth of Februa 84164984: sure just how close this is to by watching its object move a 84165214: him for society . The women I met up today for tea and Ital 84165229: chaste conversation . Profane reclothed for a Visitation 84165437: of Regine . Only in memory is immune from longing to be wit 84166154: m the heart . I 'll bowdlerize — one boredom less — and 84166511: ? Is it consoling to know his had a pattern mine may follow 84167782: the best of your intensity and its taste . Your vision of th 84173412: s friend had crabs from making to the teacher 's maid . ‘ 84175028: l of men shouting ‘ I do n't you . I loved you once but I 84182638: n years on , still waiting for to walk in before closing tim 84186145: dream of discontent ! We will you here for yourselves alone 84187828: les two soft watery notes . In with books , he clambers peri 84188580: double columns and passages of — in a closed world of fine 84189321: to make a tremulous bridge for . This yawning book , its fox 84189456: unt us : words that might with 's ingenuity have flown right 84189963: by another , to the things of , is to begin from the beauti 84192144: something foolish like fall in with a painting and revive an 84193474: ak in burrows , one life , one which is where the complicati 84193914: achment from the local pain of … To climb for wisdom is to 84194694: in so long , the absolute safe that held me as a child , whe 84195190: Air ( for Myriam ) I know , my , I 've preached at you with 84196815: t grew tearful singing Russian songs . I meant to be avuncul 84198028: it for your children ; those I above all ! ( He is broken li 84292034: wine unravels like limbs after ; a ladder of twisted sheets 84293374: and drives you mad to fall in at thirty . SIGNS That May th 84297169: ething inside us that does n't the works our hands have made 84303186: aught in what Chambers says , . ’ It was as if Chambers b 84309257: bout her waist . ‘ Oh Nora , ! What have I done to you ! 84309441: Never mind what you 've done , . You 're not getting me in j 84317653: l ! ’ ‘ Mr. Stevenson will it . I promise , ’ she answ 84319340: ‘ What more ? ’ ‘ Do you him ? You goose ! ’ ‘ I l 84319889: not look up . ‘ I will never any other man . ’ Now all t 84319918: not such a fool as to look for again . ’ ‘ What then ? L 84321693: ‘ That 's no substitute for . In your letter you made it 84321707: it quite clear it would be no match . ’ ‘ Love ! ’ sh 84321712: uld be no love match . ’ ‘ ! ’ she said , almost with 84323619: self pure . And then I fell in with Tom years before he even 84324150: r there . I will never fall in again . So what am I to do wi 84325503: ngue into her navel . ‘ Oh , ! ’ Her voice shivered down 84325864: they had made such magnificent . He often stole down to the 84326126: ally when he saw her . ‘ Eay , did I waken thee ? I tried 84327124: atters other than their mutual ? Worst of all , would their 84327219: r face . ‘ What 'll you do , ? ’ he prompted . ‘ If Da 84328461: es , ’ he said . ‘ Oh no , . As long as we are sitting o 84336945: forth his hand . ‘ Come on , . At least see the child . 84342225: f it , Nora 's ‘ Hello , Sam , ’ and his ‘ Nora luv ! 84351554: y Sam burst into tears . ‘ I the pair of ye , ’ he sobbe 84353834: Let's be clear about this : I toads . So when I found our o 84360743: t deranged you ? 4 Not easy to Mrs Fraser . Captain Fraser m 84360823: hat once . Her children had to her from a distance — — f 84360901: in Greene ? Did he contrive to her ? He never saw her as her 84361707: hing ; do n't worry about it , . My Auntie May lost a whole 84461084: out by landscape contractors I it when I can get out and add 84493653: atmosphere , I decided I would to have a shot , much to the 84498227: nt most of his time falling in with the ladies . We arrived 84512141: u ? ) . Life with Holmes Puppy You can imagine the eager ant 84515343: ng my living doing something I so much . ’ Organising big 84561211: neer Gordon Lund is taking the of his life for a weekend in 84645127: reciate her desperation as her for Macbeth becomes hopeless 84645642: Though at last , not least in , yours , good Trebonius . 84645662: ends , I am with you all , and you all . ’ Antony 's only 84650233: llegal about a girl falling in with an immigrant . ’ Obvio 84655456: lations , amazing characters , , humour and even violence . 84655475: of themes from class divide to , deceiving appearances to ju 84655658: one I 'd like to deal with is . The first example of this w 84655877: e grounds that he was still in with Estella . The other impo 84655928: takes . Another example of the theme is the humorous courtin 84656151: othing away from the readers ' of him and may even increase 84656290: sham 's and meets and falls in with Estella . This causes hi 84656484: me a gentleman and find mutual with Estella takes him throug 84656718: great care of him and grows to him which is shown by their h 84659184: Eddie . He knew that Eddie 's for Catherine was immense , a 84659381: ad man and feels an irrational for him , despite his destruc 84902327: did n't resist . They had made before of course , a gentle , 84965722: ey region , won over " more by than by fear " ( in sharp con 84966061: would understand him : For the of God and for the Christian 84968149: y , injunctions to " brotherly " constantly at odds with man 85119428: lly dangerous emotions such as , rage and jealousy on the on 85240173: t such a habit of idleness and of pleasure , that they are u 85367843: e able to separate us from the of God … ’ ‘ Romans 8 , 85394796: eally the key . You 've got to that idea really love it : th 85394800: e got to love that idea really it : they do n't know . Relis 85395498: me one thing : do n't say you me . ’ From then on everyth 85400901: pless manhood out of him … I her . He had no idea whether 85401559: harmonies and disharmonies of ; No lewd fish , no fruit , n 85402057: cove Without comfort , without . It whistles off the stars A 85402308: rasols , Blue skies and mythic . Here only the stricken soul 85403182: ve Quietly , without fear ; To my enemies . I can do none of 85403654: For who , unbreakfasted , will the lark ? Prepare your prote 85404570: when you have gone . And yet I you , even in your ignorance 85406505: Of course , light Being , like and the cold , Something that 85406911: rom the gas-works Who died for . Gazing wist , folden Gavrie 85408944: s inland from town to town . I to see that sun go down . It 85410905: ite teeth . ‘ He 's madly in with me . Do you think that ' 85411055: . ‘ There are lots of men in with me . I do n't think a gi 85419120: t invenio . That means , ‘ I as I find . ’ He said that 85419850: und , ’ Signe sobbed . ‘ I Harvey , ’ and little noise 85419923: ‘ Blow , ’ I said . ‘ I him . He 's a fool but I woul 85432472: had told him that we had made . That was the sort of thing 85435903: ume , Sleepy birds dreaming of . Pike was talking to a waitr 85436633: shop ’ said , ‘ I 'd just chicken-burger and French fri 85440279: r a tomb in a history book . I . It 's as easy as that . I l 85440289: ve . It 's as easy as that . I , I love my country . Get me 85440292: s as easy as that . I love , I my country . Get me ? ’ The 85440406: do n't understand the kind of I have for this great country 85440417: his great country we live in . 's not built that way — my 85440432: way — any more . These days is marriage and its compensat 85440443: sation is alimony or success . these days is bravery under f 85440458: pensation is medals and fame . is public duty or a political 85440477: pension or maybe an embassy . is some dame you left back in 85440511: tapped his waistcoat . ‘ My is nothing like that . My lov 85440518: love is nothing like that . My is this great company of brav 85440537: make their country strong . I my country and my token is to 85440549: y token is to make the thing I strong . Get me , boy ? Get m 85440789: ad lost the intensity that his had generated and was in a po 85443878: That 's the spirit . You 'll the Village . fascinating . I 85443894: Would n't live anywhere else . the Village . fascinating peo 85444910: e inst time I saw you . All my darling , JEAN A blue flimsy 85445755: ? Did they have champagne ? I champagne . Will you buy cham 85445986: want you to tell me about your affairs . ’ ‘ Would n't y 85446009: ust going to tell you about my affairs . ’ ‘ Were you tr 85447341: her hands and laughed . ‘ I shoes , ’ she said . ‘ I 85447350: e shoes , ’ she said . ‘ I shoes . ’ She picked up the 85448176: What then ? ’ ‘ We had a affair . Frantic . for those 85448236: to bed and talk . Talk , make a little . Talk , talk as tho 85448269: ught . I ca n't tell you how I when I love . I 'd just look 85448272: n't tell you how I love when I . I 'd just look into Harvey 85448332: . ‘ lt does when you are in with a moody crackpot like Ha 85448489: I said and ordered it . ‘ I champagne . ’ ‘ So you ke 85448621: d always having a man madly in with me — because that give 85455850: s just like a big chid . But I him . ’ I opened the wine c 85473660: ctually on , the bench . ‘ I you , ’ went on Robert , 85473832: ts to girls he was supposed to . ‘ That 's right , ’ he 85487135: pray two rak'ahs before making , or perform wudu after inter 85506003: uld look when they were making , how he would smile , beatif 85508903: insubstantial . That 's why I you . ’ As opposed to the I 85512818: mselves in , yelling about the of Jesus . Water was cheap an 85515884: verexciting , positions ? I 'd to be forced to do it in stra 85524649: when shopping . My dad used to chocolate cake , and , whenev 85541479: u stand up for me ? Do n't you me , mum ? ’ My mum dabbed 85541525: hy do you let him ? You do n't me , do you ? You do n't even 85542748: e said . ‘ We need your deep ! We need your purity ! ’ I 85556862: Simey , and to the Church I . ’ He pushed his face clos 85557728: n't want to hear . ‘ I 'm in with somebody else . ’ I di 85557756: e . Has been for six years . I her , you see ? I just ca n't 85557935: ’ He stopped . ‘ I do n't mum any more , you see ? ’ 85557951: e ? ’ he said . ‘ I do n't her . ’ I looked up at him 85561787: ‘ Case in the back ’ ‘ I you . ’ He leaned inside an 85561801: de and kissed her . ‘ Do you me ? ’ ‘ No . ’ ‘ Tha 85562189: everyone else . ’ They made , clumsily because of the pla 85562442: ayed at home she might fall in with some disabled veteran an 85563322: and yet inescapably she was in with him . Woolley 's tent wa 85611173: oked back . ‘ But do n't you me ? ’ ‘ Yes , I do . Doe 85639329: Franklin returned to his first as commander of the Erebus on 85639777: heir dear little faces . How I to recall their looks to my m 85663866: oward Dunsinane . So shall I , . TWO When , in the way women 85665917: forbidding exterior ; and the . She awoke to a door banging 85684122: smiled at him , accepting the and the irony both , and allo 85687987: aiders who would brawl for the of it , on shipboard anywhere 85690596: rs ? ’ ‘ Most of those who us best , ’ Thorfinn said . 85806295: n as Ingram , and there was no lost between him and his step 85808859: arch for work , but it was his of cycling — he sometimes r 85809429: ible this adult fairy story of and innocence , and made the 85809622: h and the perfection of simple . ’ The Birmingham Post 's 85810173: solo , sung to his schoolgirl from his prison cell , that i 85811204: he teacher , who has fallen in with his son — and whom he 85819959: orrified by the idea of making in the same room as a strange 85820458: d vestal virgins , involved in and death scenes , procession 85820835: that included Crawford tying a note to a pigeon and watching 85821463: ery important to me and if the affair is n't working I ca n' 85821615: another , unwanted admirer and blossomed . He set off for Sp 85826906: ich rather depressed him . His affair was with laughter , an 85828309: Kelly smiled . ‘ I used to your pictures with Ginger Rog 85829763: ond husband . But there was no lost between the stars . Temp 85830397: s Cornelius Hackl declares his for Irene Molloy , played by 85830930: erformed as a send-up of movie balladry , with townspeople a 85838176: clear that he had not lost his for Gabrielle . After the bit 85844332: d embarrassment . Those who do Frank ( and they are legion ) 85844340: Frank ( and they are legion ) him just because he is humili 85844351: iliated and embarrassed : they him because he is vulnerable 85844437: Marcel Marceau … You either or hate the custard-pie routi 85848683: he said . ‘ It 's instant from eight o'clock onwards . 85852972: ful revolution . ‘ Truth and must triumph over lies and ha 85962274: ke Keir Hardie . The shield of and the spear of justice will 86019359: birds and the bruised names of … He is a suitcase with exo 86019407: nk of tattooed gravestones — letters lost in all the long 86022684: confetti , and trying to make we only make adultery . Here 86023155: Dreams . Caresses . I can not . I can not sleep . I feel th 86023514: e concept of forever , eternal , infinity and paradise , wha 86031311: hapter 7 . Sumner saw hunger , , vanity and fear as key forc 86031339: n these needs . Out of sex and , for example , grows the ins 86043945: s fully committed in an act of ; but in the process they als 86063287: ; those of family , children , and affection . As a home-own 86063356: bricks and mortar , it 's the that 's in it . Similarly , a 86113428: eing ’ art in my own way . I Sally 's pictures because of 86115900: rs , actual utility users that the work , whereas the photog 86123723: Elsa Lancaster as Prue in ‘ for Love ’ , ‘ Vanessa 86123725: caster as Prue in ‘ Love for ’ , ‘ Vanessa ’ ( Bell 86124718: ions , such as ‘ The Zone of ’ ( c.1930 ) and ‘ The Zo 86124812: 's dream of a land of youth , and springtime ’ . In contr 86125047: same theme as ‘ The Zone of ’ and reiterate its gender 86125198: oodness . Like ‘ the Zone of ’ this is in fact a vision 86125305: mind ’ . 15 ‘ The Zone of ’ , for example , translate 86125361: d to pursue the wrong types of — love of the material worl 86125363: ue the wrong types of love — of the material world and lov 86125369: love of the material world and of the self instead of love o 86125375: nd love of the self instead of of the neighbour and love of 86125380: d of love of the neighbour and of performing what he termed 86125425: fectional and seeks someone to . men are ‘ only a recipien 86125434: en are ‘ only a recipient of . ’ 18 This is not to say t 86125537: symbolically the embodiment of . Their loving goodness and t 86125615: arriving into ‘ The Zone of ’ or the kneeling angel to 86126239: e process itself , inspired by for a beautiful feminine face 86126308: an sense , vessels of symbolic and so they are mystified and 86127190: y evocation of ‘ The Zone of ’ . Nevertheless the settin 86131969: ( witness her 1989 prints ‘ and Cataracts ’ ) . Her mos 86149285: haracter and life . You either or hate it ! There is far mor 86150668: placenames of their own , I 'd to hear of them . The future 86152679: I THINK MY BOSS IS FALLING IN WITH ME . ’ Auntie Jo says 86172806: aste in food has changed and I the feeling of lightness I ha 86173059: ame] , but her owner , , would to come in her place . Howeve 86176848: s won many trophies . His main now , probably to preserve hi 86179288: th actions ! Prompted by a ‘ Louth more ’ campaign , Lou 86190859: lighted when you mentioned his of Quoits ( LINK September 86195296: both couples the very best of , luck and most importantly , 86206584: re at Ipswich . ( He sends his mum ! ) [gap:name] , assistan 86208190: . [gap:name] has developed her of bowls since being introduc 86209601: rest of my family inherited a for the river and its estuary 86225765: ever I get the chance I would to take up sky diving and roa 86226989: ravel , pigs ( ! ) and I truly talking to people ( anyone wi 86227317: ers degree in oceanography . I climbing mountains and sailin 86227879: am used to meeting people . I camping and am an active scub 86261854: er , bids farewell to Margaret who retired in October , afte 86310259: listening to God screaming his for us in the ordinary events 86310503: ry e.g. — When I am hungry I to eat a piece of bread . Do 86310540: rization When we are hungry we to eat bread . when we eat br 86313032: among us . We can not EXPLAIN . This is something the disab 86313451: m God . We hope in the Lord 's and grace . As Paul 's letter 86313470: ‘ But when the kindness and of God our Saviour appeared h 86313713: you life I AM FILLING you with NOT I will give you life 3 It 86334056: ion of the public . Stan has a of children and his fossils m 86338284: ristmas dinner with a friend . to Jane and the children . Ha 86498207: state control . Hungary would to join other trade clubs . I 86524526: on . The opening of Aspects of , on April 12 at the Prince o 86524588: or months to come . Aspects of is based on David Garnett 's 86524988: ces in the order of Aspects of 's . The receipts from his sh 86525320: e admits he is " terminally in " . There is his obsession wi 86526358: that he and Brightman were in , and that his 12-year-old ma 86526461: e time . People have fallen in for stranger reasons , but mu 86526492: aracter that he talks of their almost exclusively in terms o 86528087: is life will be all Aspects of — setting it on the rails a 86529765: t and considers the continuing affair between the Venetians 86531571: , as a tangible expression of . Jewels worn in remembrance 86531656: ery design to signify romantic , to represent those sentimen 86531883: ubjects and for the imagery of . In an atmosphere so heady w 86532244: obsessed with the symbolism of , and hearts are a recurring 86539005: l bird he or she would one day to see . And then , after the 86548114: guys saying , ’ Hey man , I that film where you bit that 86556629: gin gave Sandra 's Everlasting a UK release , but as soon as 86559414: my first record , Triangle Of . I suppose I started making 86561161: ky-tape are the words : ’ We you Michael ’ . Later Saund 86562864: Yorks character in Falling In Again . Her first major film 86566176: morous and intelligent chaps I U2 , INXS , gothic and heavy 86566202: art of the world or universe ! from SLEEPING RIVER PHOENIX C 86566272: ite to a lonely girl of 16 . I The Cure , Pink Floyd , This 86566412: liberate me from my prison of . Come on girls , put on your 86566493: ohn . Hates : nobody . Loves : and happiness Send favourite 86566614: on 5 , Jacksons Tell me how ya 'em . All letters answered . 86566753: y girl working in London would to hear from you — All lett 86566835: u ? Do n't forget your photo . Kate . FIFTY WORDS WOULD NOT 86567182: ANYONE ELSE YEARN FOR PEACE , , etc and want somebody to he 86567333: to hear from others , 19+ — The Cure , Jethro Tull and St 86568182: -looking male ( 19-21 ) . Must going out and getting well sl 86569634: s . Will pay almost anything ! you all lots ! Write now ! 12 86571005: 4 , male , like a fun time and music , I 'd like to hear fro 86571174: PS . I 'm a closet hippy and I sunsets and The Breakfast Clu 86571617: ly if you are male , 17-19 and the Pet Shop Boys and/or Stin 86571692: ouse parties , would seriously to hear from people all over 86571736: , get scribbling ! Are you in with Elvis , Eddie Cochrane , 86571869: nyone could ever have . Thanks Susan . FOUR FUN-LOVING PHYSI 86571984: sex . I 'm completely mad , I music ( Prince , George Micha 86572330: ack-clothed persons accepted . travelling ( going to Austria 86572394: tive , extrovert girls . Would to write to , meet , any youn 86572446: s . 18+ males preferred . Must going out to pubs and clubs a 86572647: s and ’ the norm ’ , needs or just friendship from like- 86572669: y in Somerset- Also to share a for festivals , folklore and 86572750: e pens out now . Photo please- , Lisa-X . ARE YOU FEMALE , s 86572920: acid , Balearic , deep , etc- ’ n ’ stuff , Bri . I 'M 86573082: ever really live ? Will I ever again ? Did I truly love befo 86573088: ever love again ? Did I truly before ? Fatalistic female ne 86573106: ) to explain the mysteries of , the female mind , and hat-b 86573214: rs answered- Photo appreciated to hear from any Europeans . 86573333: aps you can help . I 'd really to hear from students of anth 86573391: ve brown hair and blue eyes- I 60s , house and underground m 86574579: mething of a plantswoman . " I foliage and I think you have 86574658: n't like bedding plants but I to use things like Alchemilla 86574749: n garden , " says Tricia . " I it because it 's always that 86575407: s that friends give me . " " I the idea of that sort of gift 86583167: poppy ) , Nigella damascena ( in a mist ) , Digitalis Purpu 86593960: eople how they are . Peace and and that sort of Christian th 86604242: ition between human ( family ) and vampirish female hunger , 86607342: band of rebels . She falls in , but soon realises that her 86607606: a Treut as a study of romantic , and Johanna d'Arc of Mongol 86665374: heer perfectionist . His other was embalming , becoming a me 86665606: by Sylvia who lavished all the and care that ones who knew h 86668516: fashion magazine for those who rubber , leather and vinyl 86845841: ed : ‘ To all young men that to woo , To kiss and dance , 86852193: y longing arms , I filled with , and she all over charms ; B 86852246: her face . The nimble tongue ( 's lesser lightning ) played 86863009: his pocket and declaimed : ‘ a woman ? You 're an ass ! 86863105: rth , and wine , And , if busy entrenches , There 's a sweet 86870378: afe if you 're an outsider . I it . I just miss you . D' you 86890850: aps , will have been wildly in with the Admiral 's paramour 86898825: he notion of a Gooseneck-Sunil affair : the potential for pa 86899129: ed . Sunil , however , fell in with me and I with him throug 86937936: ’ said Dorcas . ‘ They 'd to . And we 'd be zipping all 86952637: a prayer ‘ for those whom we but see no longer ’ . Watch 86953955: eet over the mirror and played games till they fell asleep i 86953977: At five they woke up and made again , a different way . The 86963306: ’ ‘ Sure that you really me … ? ’ ‘ No , you 've 86963321: No , you 've got it wrong ! I you more than I 've ever love 86963334: r loved anyone and I 'll never anyone so much again . But th 86987288: : ‘ Patrick , hear this , I you ! ’ He was halfway down 87054520: and sat down , balancing my I HACKNEY mug on one knee . ‘ 87062616: ng the Universal Song . I just the old romantic ones . So I 87062934: . I got interested as well . I to watch people work when the 87068449: They Know It 's Christmas ? I the traditional carols , do n 87084624: We just … we just did n't him , Roy , ’ she breathed 87091956: lling , perhaps because of his for Tallis . There was a spec 87092629: mythago of a girl and fell in . His eldest son came home fr 87092758: father and son contested the of the girl — ’ ‘ How p 87098099: s eyes , but imagined that the was gone , the intensity of t 87098412: to do with you I do because of . ’ Tallis said , ‘ I had 87115843: s , now , and battle-fervour , and pride had long since been 87120590: from the pyre . She seemed to him . Perhaps he was n't dead 87121809: of decoration there was both a ritual and a death ritual . S 87131283: he kiss of grief . The kiss of . There was no such thing as 87131325: lled acceptance . It signalled that goes beyond the love of 87131330: lled love that goes beyond the of a kiss . Yes . She knew it 87158990: right . Had he stolen Lucie 's away from Izzie ? Just by bei 87162392: Give me some transport for the of God ! ’ He heard the tel 87166837: e ! ’ ‘ My child , for the of God . Not me but my boy he 87175495: replied the monk , ‘ for the this boy bears you . Is this 87183070: rn female hostage who falls in with her captor may not merel 87186794: one which remained , namely , for , and obedience to the fa 87186926: ide of the ambivalence — the and high esteem felt for the 87187310: the sons , dominated by their for and estimation of the pri 87192314: age of unremitting , forgiving , ’ and he adds that ‘ It 87194470: dvances of Ishtar , goddess of , but whose feelings for his 87195284: women 's work as proof of his for the Lydian queen Omphale 87195340: , aggressive mother by ties of , but who has to be a hero in 87197100: t only a denial of the passive of the father ( I do not love 87197108: love of the father ( I do not him , I love myself ) , but a 87197112: father ( I do not love him , I myself ) , but also an uncons 87197898: xual factor by saying I do not him , he hates me . The assoc 87204565: ot endowed with an instinctive of animals or care for them , 87212706: itution of the superego , both and need for , as well as hat 87213262: nt wish for the protection and of the parent . In the Neolit 87213824: mands their protection , their , their provision of all that 87213959: r demand in its turn ; it must , cherish and value , but acc 87216265: ion is loss of the capacity to . This results from the preoc 87216535: , this loss of the capacity to does not originate in a proce 87216790: o act for himself and comes to the yoke that is laid upon hi 87225113: ybrook , had met and fallen in with Puddephat while attendin 87225125: ctures on Lawrence at Oxford . had blossomed , the journalis 87227323: . And they kept calling me ‘ ’ . Even when they left , t 87256797: to take notice . ‘ Mornin' , . Two pints of your best , an 87256844: Wonder if you can help us , . We 're looking for a Mrs Pu 87266552: ther you did n't try to run my life . ’ What on earth had 87275298: ting , thinking of my one true , as far as he 's concerned I 87275327: en , it 's not my fault that I it , surely ? Oh I wish they 87276530: him ! I mean … well , do you him ? ’ ‘ Do you love Ton 87276537: you love him ? ’ ‘ Do you Tony ? There , then . Do my z 87276701: jot . She said once she might him , she said once she might 87276957: hilosophy while you 're making . He 's very good at it , Kar 87284462: tie . ‘ You look knackered , , ’ she said . ‘ I bet yo 87285622: ry him for ? If you are n't in ? ’ ‘ Who says I 'm not ? 87290238: r stupid face ! You 're not in with him , are you ? I mean T 87290842: ed marriages , OK ? I probably him , in my own sweet way . I 87292845: 's not the end of the world , . They may have been delayed 87292916: suppose he 's fallen wildly in with you ? Perhaps he just ca 87295113: you . Four o'clock , right ? I you , Jessica . ’ He hung u 87297454: that it might be serious , be or something weird like that 87298225: 's where I learned to sail . I it , all this area . We 'll g 87298251: ful pub there , you 'd fall in with me as soon as step insid 87301992: im , and back again . ‘ They you , ’ said Jessica , with 87302476: bloody rubbish , all of it ! I this country , all of it , an 87302759: ream , but they wanted to make . The trouble was , the cloud 87304041: you thinking of ? ’ If I did him , she thought more soberl 87304245: rews like the angel of light . 's got nothing at all to do w 87304256: nothing at all to do with it , 's a stupid joke , God , how 87305652: n his little hidey-hole , make . He wondered if she could dr 87307413: e said . ‘ I miss you , Tony . It 's pretty boring here an 87307688: le . ‘ I 'll have to hurry , , ’ she said . ‘ This thi 87307774: out ! I 'll ring you again ! I you ! ’ ‘ I love you t 87307780: again ! I love you ! ’ ‘ I you t — ’ Outside the pho 87308277: s , but try not to be . We all you , here . ’ Jessica , ex 87313477: her teeth . ‘ Oh Christ , I you , cunt , ’ she said . 87318227: omeone will hear us . Please , . ’ Rory considered . He 'd 87319024: . She heard a car start up . I you too , she told the scente 87319257: ht of Jessica , thought of the they had just made , and felt 87319434: pot , had accepted that . When had come to him , it had been 87323109: t himself . But if she did not him , if she was contemptuous 87323238: motions , to even want to make . Rory did , but Rory was imm 87323863: joy at her reaction . ‘ You it , too , ’ he said . She 87324059: hy are we so bad ? Oh Rory . I the fucking place ! ’ Rory 87324452: 's a big wee bastard , you 'll my Zetor , it 's cheap , reli 87334185: , ’ Zen explained . ‘ Like letters . ’ ‘ Ah , I see 87347046: needed you , and blinded by my and need I never looked at yo 87362668: lim glamorous starlet madly in with him , the clerk 's wily 87362934: mpty . On every side images of and violence erupted from gla 87373626: the night before after making , but Ellen was bubbling with 87380556: ut for the alleyway behind the Me Tender massage parlor . An 87394302: Suitor ’ , that was ‘ Hot ’ . ’ ‘ Oh , I 'm so so 87398872: records . ’ ‘ Tell Laura I her , ’ said Jonathan , pai 87400728: life out of it . ‘ Oh yes . to , would n't you ? It 's fu 87410066: of codlings . Kids , yeah , I ‘ em . They plum choke me u 87411463: 15 53 . And so great was the of the people for Elvis that 87412643: I do n't know . Making jungle to a lady wrestler across you 87414208: u do . ’ ‘ My mum does n't me , ’ wailed Chico . ‘ G 87414242: met you a half hour ago and I you like one of my own . ’ 87414298: face that only a mother could . But obviously not his . ‘ 87415255: ’ said he . ‘ In fact , I it . As long as your revoluti 87415418: at you think of it . ’ ‘ I it to death . ’ Johnny Dee 87416330: d in certain forbidden acts of . These included such classic 87427823: n . 18 Rock 'n' Roll is making to the Justice of the Peace ' 87430972: u think it 's about time for a scene ? Something steamy , yo 87431009: eg . No-one ever does a steamy scene with Danny De Vito . 87431790: butts clubbed him down . ‘ I it when they do that , ’ sa 87496540: eneral ? ’ ‘ In a way , my . ’ He drank some of the co 87507338: d , a music hall artist . I 'd to have seen that bastard Him 87509030: ou out , of course , but we 'd him to try . ’ He turned to 87519863: fe pilot and shared Lavinia 's of flying . She kept a Tiger 87544615: e stairs . Zeinab had no great of Copts but she was n't havi 87563888: ‘ No , ’ she said . ‘ I the music , of course , the a 87577705: exible concept . However , ‘ ’ was , for Owen , a strong 87578184: he had to come to it : did he Jane Postlethwaite ? Enough t 87578206: marry her , that was not it . her , full stop . Well , ‘ 87578215: e her , full stop . Well , ‘ ’ was a strong word , etc. 87584419: usiness ? ’ or ‘ Want some ? ’ at the men and groups w 87613802: ing to break down the power of . ‘ Evil can not exist wher 87613812: l can not exist where there is , ’ said the Book . ‘ And 87613927: He could hear his wife . ‘ I you , ’ she said . He could 87614067: , ’ he shouted back . ' … you … ' said the voice . 87614189: d held her face to his . ‘ I you , ’ he said . DAY SIX 0 87645287: he dark , he might recite some poetry … a sonnet he has co 87645734: in . He 's wrong . Lust , like , blinds the eyes , otherwise 87645898: vening when I returned from my tryst . I dressed quickly and 87646125: ts of the previous night . Her sighs were suddenly interrupt 87649575: died . The Queen has no great for her second husband but sh 87652866: hey were decorated with golden knots . At the south end of t 87658526: James is supposed to have made to Lady Heron . During his lo 87667482: ly . ‘ Never forget , nobles to ape the fashions and style 87672971: me ] , I saw more of Christ 's amongst the Maillotins than a 88295618: share the celebrations . With from Peggy Society Chairmen 1 88299394: e longing , joy and sadness of expressed in the song 's word 88304121: of all we must preserve their of movement ’ . Mother and 88310115: God . Having experienced this of God , we confess it and ex 88310137: led to respond to this call to others as ourselves . Some Pe 88310309: se you . Show us your constant , O Lord , and give us your s 88310374: ence will remain in our land . and faithfulness will meet ; 88310879: for we are not worthy but your makes us your children . Have 88311363: oppression may be cast out by , prejudice be replaced by tr 88311448: . Leader : Come to us , God of , that we may see you in the 88311504: ce . All : Come to us , God of . ( ACR ) A MASAI PRAYER Crea 88312522: vation and always fill us with for all peoples . May Almight 88322428: world alight . He said : ‘ A of God which no longer centre 88322451: rapidly becomes merely a human . We must allow Jesus in the 88325358: only little things with great . But you can do what I ca n' 88326329: change for a while . ’ ‘ I you . But every time I think 88326581: ose the door of my car , ‘ I you darling . ’ The word da 88326595: ng makes my stomach melt . ‘ you too . ’ She 's off , he 88326734: She chooses to be with me . I her . But I do n't own her . 88326747: do n't own her . She wants to me and it makes her happy . I 88327383: front of him , ‘ Same again ? ’ she asked . ‘ Yeh , s 88327594: he money , please . ‘ Thanks . ’ Then behind him he hear 88330270: mid-sentence . ‘ What is it ? ’ ‘ Thank you . ’ Agg 88344499: ly grouped around his need for , To be beloved is all I need 88344511: loved is all I need And whom I , I love indeed . Coleridge r 88344514: all I need And whom I love , I indeed . Coleridge required l 88344519: ve indeed . Coleridge required , as the final lines of the a 88344578: d into Nature , always desired and recognition , in a way th 88344718: er to someone so desperate for ) he overcomes them and think 88345303: , with his simple need for and of people , which always incl 88346811: efined , of Good and Evil , of and hatred ( ‘ woman wailin 88348866: desperately needs security not and this is what Mitch offers 88349353: he 's deception . She does not Mitch and is using him . He i 88355786: iano go against their oaths of towards Nerissa and Portia ? 88356330: ouch with human gentleness and , Forgive a moiety of the pri 88357648: Zenocrate , lovelier than the of Jove ’ and ‘ Fair is t 88357706: out he stunning beauty and his for her : ‘ Zenocrate , the 88359255: but one who you shall rightly . In this way , we can see th 88360325: ease Bassanio and thus gaining from him — which profits no 88360588: wn husband who she is meant to and trust , tells us how cunn 88361194: ? By the Elizabethan age , the story of Troilus and Cressida 88361223: power of fortune to undermine . Chaucer 's Criseyde is a di 88361289: nd the story of their fleeting represented the epitome of in 88361309: play . However the betrayal of is not the only example of in 88361551: immediately forgetting his ‘ ’ and weakness , leaves to 88361614: im guidance . The basis of his is imaginative desire : he ne 88362975: hey intend . Helen says : This will undo us all . but her st 88362990: could be applied simply to the she feels for Paris , which w 88363026: cene : Sweet , above thought I thee . He means this as a com 88363178: t has infected Troy . Even the of Troilus and Cressida is de 88363230: s as if Rosaline had agreed to Romeo , and he only ever expe 88363305: he wat'ry palates taste indeed 's thrice-repured nectar ? An 88363333: ence of Pandarus . His view of has already been revealed in 88363400: ration of the reality of their is the way they treat and tal 88363621: . Troilus and Cressida 's ‘ ’ , appears to exist only a 88363730: consanguinity — No kin , no , no blood , no soul so near 88363813: is ‘ grief ’ : Cressid , I thee in so strained a purity 88364160: y on the man she has chosen to , as a way of making sense of 88364516: risy of war and lechery of ‘ ’ . Therefore the genre of 88425140: , co-existence of feelings of and hate . And as we saw when 88446851: ultures , the Japanese seem to eating raw fish , I mean how 88453474: it be narcissism ? The idea of directed towards one 's own s 88453569: efore so clearly , such as erm of the self and , and this he 88482223: this , and he 's about to make and the , the er there 's mis 88508752: d you like one of those ? I 'd one of those . Right , we can 88561769: ise [unclear] God of power and , be with us during our meeti 88561854: rs . Guide us oh God with your as we await the coming of you 88574719: uch . He now says that he does his girlfriend , he does want 88594661: o n't respect you and I do n't you and all that sort of thin 88633841: rth Brookes We Shall Be Free I it I love it I love it . O K 88633844: s We Shall Be Free I love it I it I love it . O K O nine six 88633847: Be Free I love it I love it I it . O K O nine six four one 88635080: t 's simple . We we well we 'd to be able to get get on with 88636117: where are you Rit all right my all right where 's Rita I 've 88637321: t is . God I 've I 've been in with you ever since I met you 88638662: want some listeners I 'm sorry . What about Hound dog ? Houn 88643385: an and if not people would n't you as they do . Absolute did 88645720: oh keep taking the tablets . I that do you know he 's a mean 88647575: e North Allerton well I mean I North Allerton no no I want t 88647831: the Bare Naked Ladies you will this . Oh hang on no that 's 88663786: saying it saying that way , we animals as circus people . Yo 88664788: You 're a clown , you 're the figure in the circus , kids l 88664795: ve figure in the circus , kids you , people come to you , yo 88665854: They do the tricks out of pure and devotion to their owner . 88695200: hat er that the British public the Army , but from what we ' 88832652: e peace , harmony and sisterly just so far — and threaded 88835679: . Some secretary , eh ? ! ! ! , Fenella . I screwed the not 88845306: n her four-inch heels . Ah , I a professional . I had to dro 88845628: ould you mind calling round at Lane police station . You do 88845824: d be a traffic violation . ’ Lane ( what a place for a cop 88846031: nd had rented out an office in Lane nick under false pretenc 88854674: twang . ‘ Er … no thanks , . I 'm just looking for some 88913618: en he happened upon him making to Macmillan 's wife against 88917599: he said . ‘ You 're making to me . ’ ‘ Of course . T 88919706: by side . Joyfully , they made again , this time at his pace 88921682: — this being , he supposed , at first sight — but he ack 88924192: d . ’ Afterwards , they made , but Hannele had very little 88926714: o inclination ? — for making with him . She moved round th 88934008: ton , a colonial , possibly in , detached , watched all this 88943188: ified . Edward was hollow with and fear , shaking at how fie 88943903: you , however . Also , to make . ’ He moved his lips . ‘ 88947191: orgiving . Sometimes they made brilliantly , and for the res 88975316: hey illustrate the Pompeian 's of rich colour and their know 89030407: . What could be simpler ? I do the outdoor life . ’ ‘ Yo 89048640: What 's the use ? He does n't me . You love me , though , d 89048644: se ? He does n't love me . You me , though , do n't you , h 89048728: relaxed as possible . ‘ You me , do n't you , my sweet ? 89048800: . ‘ You 're burning up with for me , are n't you , me lit 89050814: of weeks that heady summer of and peace , etcetera . My fat 89051878: mmer of groovy and psychedelic , peace and general niceness 89054633: Factory again , just because I looking at it and tinkering w 89062520: partner was undoubtedly mutual . Family historians need to b 89107755: doing that ? ’ ‘ There is and love , girl , and his fee 89107757: at ? ’ ‘ There is love and , girl , and his feelings go 89108961: Oh . Is that it ? She would to hear herself called a sill 89110442: You 'll like that . You 'll that . ’ That 's what he sa 89111185: so that she had found out what was , but had experienced the 89111640: ause I knew she did n't really me . And , too , I always fel 89111677: I never was . ’ ‘ Gran , I you . I do , I do . ’ And s 89112257: the other . There was so much and companionship and underst 89112358: make it up to you for all the that I 've withheld , and for 89112368: 've withheld , and for all the you 've missed in your life . 89113965: ‘ Listen to me , Peggy . I my music , but I can tell you 89114247: er ; in fact , you could say I her . She seems to have alway 89121548: le . ’ 4 ‘ Yes , Daddy , I you . You know I love you . 89121554: addy , I love you . You know I you . ’ ‘ But do you love 89121562: love you . ’ ‘ But do you me more than you love your mo 89121567: t do you love me more than you your mother ? ’ ‘ I love 89121574: u love your mother ? ’ ‘ I Mammy , Daddy . Of course I l 89121582: ve Mammy , Daddy . Of course I Mammy . ’ ‘ But do you lo 89121590: ove Mammy . ’ ‘ But do you me more ? Say you love me mor 89121596: do you love me more ? Say you me more . Go on , say it . 89121812: th hers . ‘ Say after me , I you , Daddy , better than any 89121831: world . ’ ‘ But … but I Mammy , too . Oh do n't , Dad 89121967: mma said quietly , ‘ You can two people at the same time , 89121994: ring , ‘ Yes ; yes , you can two people at the same time . 89122014: s certainly true : did n't she this child and did n't she lo 89122021: ove this child and did n't she Charlie ? So yes , her daught 89122030: ? So yes , her daughter could two people at the same time . 89122142: r on your birthday . ’ ‘ I you , Mammy . ’ ‘ Yes , I 89122204: e you . Just remember this : I you too , very , very much . 89122645: that about upstairs ? ’ ‘ . ’ ‘ What d' you mean , 89122654: e . ’ ‘ What d' you mean , ? ’ ‘ He was at her , try 89125245: bite since this morning . Oh , . ’ He held her close again 89126823: ver understood but had come to . And so , bending over her a 89126845: her feelings by saying , ‘ I you , Gran . ’ ‘ And I yo 89127451: , well ! You do n't need me to you any more ? So you do n't 89127460: e you any more ? So you do n't me ? ’ ‘ You know I love 89127468: t love me ? ’ ‘ You know I you , Daddy , and I … I wan 89127480: addy , and I … I want you to me , but … but I 've got to 89132920: im . Consequently all his real had been directed towards his 89135336: k a man like Doctor Rice would flowers , now would you ? Not 89135471: r side of him . If a man could flowers and arrange a garden 89138523: ful with the years . ’ ‘ I you . I love you , Richard . 89138527: years . ’ ‘ I love you . I you , Richard . Do you know t 89140170: ncing with me silly ? Eh ? You dancing with me . ’ ‘ I n 89140700: ight . It 'll be all right . I you . You 're mine . Try to u 89519838: ed everything . ‘ Sorry , my , ’ said the PC in a soft K 89530031: et had ‘ Those Whom the Gods ’ picked out in brass studs 89539485: letting people go . ’ ‘ I that , ’ I said , ‘ Letti 89540866: o you know all this , Sorrel , ? ’ ‘ Simon used to work 89541025: my kisses … ’ ‘ Oooh , I it when you talk dirty ! ’ 89541886: ink , had been added : ‘ And , Fenella ’ , with a capita 89542702: dow was noticed . ’ Oh how I a bureaucrat . ‘ So someone 89573892: ow it ? ’ Morse nodded . ‘ o' Women ’ . ’ ‘ Yeah ! 89576631: state of Matrimony ? Wilt thou her , comfort her , honour , 89578550: of your wife , sir ? ’ ‘ I my wife more than anything el 89586794: ‘ Heaven has no rage , like to hatred turned Nor Hell a f 89586849: ‘ And if he could n't make to his wife because she was p 89588727: rried woman and fell deeply in with her . Her husband had be 89588966: part to renew any old ties of and friendship and if I am go 89590510: gh the nostalgic chords of ‘ 's Old Sweet Song ’ . The t 89590757: 'm sure of it , though . It 's 's Old Sweet Song — that mu 89591339: Brown had fallen miserably in ( so he said ) with a girl na 89591382: y had vowed a mutual , eternal . Then , when the war ended i 89594477: ught . ‘ It 's this wretched business — and I still thin 89594643: ‘ You think he was making to a lady ? ’ ‘ Well , a 89597860: g tightly to him . ‘ Did she him ? ’ asked Morse gently 89597878: ssed him ! ’ ‘ But did she him ? ’ Sheila Williams str 89604515: icult to tell . Forty-six I do to note and to observe ( Jons 89626735: other port of call . He had no for fish . ‘ The loon Yarro 89628445: thing away , Tuppe . I have no for fish , furred , feathered 89651882: head . ‘ Scotch will it be , ? ’ ‘ Two , ’ said Corn 89652636: have to duck your head here , . ’ Clunk went the head of 89662134: s also this couple , deeply in , well , she is , he 's going 89667840: ow , Cornelius . I had to make to both of them in the lift . 89696697: le-eyed , unprepossessing , in only with himself and his not 89702883: Because he was so deeply in with his wife ? ’ Burger si 90110548: ce . This applies to both free and apparently stable marriag 90128070: ULU on December 13 . THE HINDU GODS , the collaboration betw 90129300: ing a consenting couple making on a deserted beach while in 90131045: ts with their reworking of ‘ Do n't Live Here Anymore ’ 90131170: coming single , ‘ Justify My ’ and ‘ Rescue Me ’ . T 90131270: Vogue ’ and ‘ Justify My ’ ( co-written by and featu 90134167: look nice , do n't they ? I 'd to GET MY MOUTH ROUND that GR 90134817: it CND logos and all manner of and flowers imagery to cream 90137463: ons of The Doors ' ‘ Hello I You ’ . The slow version ha 90138464: Syd Barrett as it is from ‘ Ca n't Turn Around ’ . It ' 90141226: ed by two opposing factors : a of Donovan ( ‘ He thinks it 90141335: eaded bricklayers . ’ No Man to provoke . To them , the mo 90141484: to play with ? Tim : ‘ We 'd to share a triple bill with D 90141718: y Dogs and The Trees whose ‘ child ’ EP is currently ava 90146690: ailroad shuffle ‘ Who Do You ’ are fundamental lessons f 90147237: do n't think Brian had enough or understanding ’ , and th 90147528: a few worthwhile bits . Mother Bone manage to talk quite mov 90148327: to the lilting balladry of ‘ In A Hollow Tree ’ which is 90148968: t could be a great song . I 'd to hear it straight . ’ ‘ 90151082: n in overdrive , ‘ I fuckin' being in The Charlatans . I f 90151090: in The Charlatans . I fuckin' being me — even when I was 90151118: hat 's healthy , if you ca n't yourself no one else will ! 90154052: n't call a song ‘ Kissomatic Bubble ’ and hold your head 90154698: on the title track and ‘ New ’ is especially poignant wi 90154959: ween . Produced by ex-House Of guitarist Terry Bickers — s 90156483: et drunk/dance a lot/make free … this is the lot I 'm inte 90156731: x and frustration . During ‘ Injection ’ , we could have 90158836: s caustic Lennonesque aside at , ‘ If Yesterday Calls ’ 90159991: 's old disco smash ‘ I Feel ’ , incongruous amidst the 90164737: metal ’ . As hellfire-spiced muffins go this beauty rates 90164913: net Jackson 's AIDS generation song ‘ Let's Wait Awhile 90166050: old band to his all-consuming of jazz . But this is a far m 90166107: iven the wonderfully funky ‘ The Life ’ and excellent 90166844: not content with having Mother Bone , the whole Sub Pop thin 90167193: ve . ALTERNATIVE TV ‘ Dragon ’ ( Chapter 22 ) OL' MARK P 90167253: n't had their glory days . ‘ Lies Limp ’ was a hoot in i 90167350: g an honest trade . ‘ Dragon ’ is n't actually a bad LP 90167688: urveyors of furious funk , ‘ Cats ’ , ‘ The Walk ’ a 90169029: steria . But it 's ‘ The Way Used To Be ’ that stands ou 90169268: sound of Gira 's female half . , warmth , the earth as mothe 90170751: H A X KING 'S X ‘ Faith Hope By King 's X ’ ( Atlantic ) 90170771: hippies . This is real groovy power . King 's X 's first tw 90170870: th . The banner ‘ Faith Hope ’ has none of the cynicism 90170988: ndemonium ’ , ‘ Faith Hope ’ is a broad work . There ' 90171125: most often dumped . ‘ It 's ’ , for example , glides on 90171163: and at present , but ‘ It 's ’ and ‘ I 'll Never Get T 90171183: al smash hits . ‘ Faith Hope ’ is their third LP and the 90171199: piece . Classic rock born of a supreme . DAMN FINE SOUNDTRAC 90171981: e if e'er there was . ‘ Then Begins ’ only lives to be h 90172669: ( Community 3 ) DON'TCHA JUST those dreamy guitar loops whe 90177895: RS 1 . Stone Roses — ‘ One ’ . 2 . Motorhead — ‘ I 90344256: in view of Molly 's life-long of flowers a fund which would 90448327: he proletariat could marry for . They could and often did , 90448361: John Clare 's poems has it : " without money brings winter f 90648833: preposition : to see her is to her . If what Jespersen sugge 90665797: er women — they only made me you more . ( O'Neill 1947 : 1 90686514: might be paraphrased " I would to be in England … " . The 90688493: " ) . ( 10 ) To see her is to her . This is why this accoun 90715789: nterested in the opposition of and hate in Shakespeare 's pl 90715903: u are interested in the word " " , with the book version of 90715918: n of the OED you can look up " " and you will be given defin 90715947: , you can look for the word " " not just in the entry for " 90715956: " not just in the entry for " " but in every entry in the w 90715972: onary ; the search will find " " in any quotation anywhere i 90716005: t those quotations including " " which the original editors 90716019: ed to put into the entry for " " . It is likely that compute 90718093: ventional topic , such as lost , to an apparently unresolvab 90729116: an of Mode " ) recognises that , sex and inheritance are sti 90816124: ors : ( Sir , thank you by the of God , I have indeed been i 90816854: not do this , a young woman 's will disappear when he has he 90825864: ying of his " " maladie " " of . Van den Boogard suggested t 90827137: t he wants , he declares his " " for her . The wife , Marger 90828132: ed in fine array . He began to a married woman ; there he wa 90828156: he could never relax — this was so strong . Anxiously he 90828620: matic is the clerk 's offer to Margery : ( Both secretly and 90828637: ly ) ( 86 ) and with " " derne " " ( " secret love " : 130 ) 90828643: " " derne love " " ( " secret " : 130 ) . Wilekin appeals t 90829580: [ my husband ] loves me and I him well ; our love is as tru 90829585: s me and I love him well ; our is as true as steel " ) ( 94 90829784: ther . For if I should wish to you and no other except for m 90830158: ristian sympathy : ( " For the of God I pity your misery for 90830490: eet Wilekin , I promise you my , to do all your will . " ) ( 90830516: lar — " I promise you all my " — may be interpreted in v 90830540: possibilities . Is Margery 's truly so fickle ? And does th 90830572: ale , where Wilekin " began to a married woman " that " love 90830579: love a married woman " that " " in this text may mean nothi 90834111: ame . I lead my life in God 's ; I support myself by my spin 90834717: By Christ and Leonard I shall no failing clerk nor do I car 90834884: y " " Alas , woe is me " " : I you more than my life , you h 90834934: [ know ] not one maiden that I more than thee … " ) ( I. 1 90834967: s a vocative ( i.e. " girl , I no one more than thee " ) or 90834998: trictive relative clause ( " I no maiden more than you … " 90835010: e than you … " [ but I might some just as much or only a b 90835092: in Marian terms : ( " For the of the mother of heaven , cha 90839051: monk has been actively talking and making a bargain with the 90841852: o the wife , whom he claims to , on his breviary ( 131 ) , a 90850012: n experienced : — " " deerne " " is as double in meaning h 90850204: ale . The carpenter 's sincere for his wife is , however , r 90850738: ociable with their actions — , lust , malice , and so on ; 90853350: , faithfully and helplessly in with his wife , is overwhelme 90853688: nd Absolon , and in Absolon 's song ( 3698 – 707 ) . There 91015309: what was called for by natural and affection for someone to 91015340: idence that there was no great and affection between her hus 91066011: n attacking army and rule with and justice , and on the advi 91092879: r gildsmen assembled " for the of God and for our souls ' ne 91208478: by the reference to brotherly ( germanitatis caritas ) in t 91309602: h the ineffable reality of the mediated at the Incarnation . 91309663: timately redemptive reality of in the suffering and alienati 91310084: nterplay of power , wisdom and . The creative power of the F 91310110: Holy Spirit , as the creative which binds them . Thomas Aqu 91310159: the Incarnation as the game of in time , and the life of fai 91310299: y which the triumph of joy and seen in Christ is constantly 91311142: as mysteriously bridged by the of God incarnate in Jesus Chr 91311171: , enables human knowledge and which are the way back . It i 91311274: the working of God 's gift of in man — in theological ter 91311462: nowledge of the reality of the of God revealed at the Incarn 91311536: cause of the Incarnation , the poured out from the being of 91311780: s existentially encountered in . He finds an icon for his te 91311887: s by which man may realise the and truth manifested in the I 91311907: endent source from whence that and truth emanated in time , 91312025: eality of the energy of divine at the heart of his being . T 91312091: on in the living energy of the of a transcendent God who , b 91312339: way in which the transcendent of God is known . Writers fro 91312560: natural inward knowledge of a for God that is greater than 91312600: nowledge of himself and of the of God . TRAINING TO PLAY : I 91312671: sidetrack the seeker after the of God and impede his progres 91312901: e the self is receptive to the of God is that of a balancing 91313099: teadied by the strength of the of God which itself leapt dow 91313165: disciplined aspiration to the of God as part of the work of 91313175: od as part of the work of that in them ; they share in the p 91313267: ealised in an inner freedom to . The process of the recognit 91313379: nabled the socially redemptive celebrated at the Mass , it w 91313421: he interior realisation of the of God . Those who wished to 91313891: sin , hope for forgiveness and of God ( Leah 's first four c 91314231: contemplative knowledge of the that is the ground for these 91314349: ence in time , translating the of God into actions that will 91314520: may be reached out to through . This ideal of an essential 91314973: lative consciousness of God 's with a life of exemplary acti 91315077: e understanding of the work of . The opposition inherent in 91315198: rporate wholeness in which the of God could be manifest and 91315257: creation through the energy of . The breaking of the Host , 91315351: es the reality of the power of , known through suffering and 91315496: own level the eternal being of celebrated in the Mass . Inde 91315819: , the layman reflects on that which is the reflection of Go 91315833: ty and constitutes the peace ; of God , proper love of self 91315838: e peace ; love of God , proper of self demonstrated in the h 91315856: al energies to serve God , and of society — " alle manere 91316080: channel for the release of the of God , not just within the 91316328: of the body , and with burning embrace your Beloved who has 91316677: a corresponding outpouring of and compassion in tears as sh 91317260: sees it as the opportunity for parallels the written witness 91318045: d Testament with the grace and which are the means of recycl 91318459: ension of Christ who lives the of God triumphant in and beyo 91318492: e way in which this pattern of can be imitated in time . At 91318521: the ways in which man inhibits both in himself and his socie 91318538: d in the gospel commandment of that we The seven sacraments 91318557: st because it is his suffering which gives them efficacy , a 91319360: d and the ultimate strength of proved . At each Hour a verse 91319477: to the working of the creative of God in man , provides the 91319561: its stress on the freedoms of and poverty and the importanc 91320150: think of the uniqueness of the it manifests , a sense of the 91320195: e of suffering the strength of is made known . Another lyric 91320427: ng of the disturbingly dynamic of God . Lyrics like these en 91320493: was by the Carthusian Nicholas and licensed for reading by t 91320693: e full translation by Nicholas , the whole story of the Inca 91320802: ation in the work of mercy and . Friday is devoted to the Pa 91321418: nderstanding through faith and that they believed was knowle 91321447: ist in the life of poverty and of their founder . The Domini 91321938: ry for joy ; to have a burning , pure thoughts and an ordere 91323571: ial concern which embodied the of God . All this would have 91324992: y express a response to God 's as revealed in the Incarnatio 91325045: ate dying to sin but rising in , one in heart and mind with 91326105: ty by which the desideratum of is liberated and all pain fin 91326124: Incendium Amoris ( The Fire of ) Rolle talks of it as kindli 91326432: genial to him . In The Fire of he writes : Nowadays too many 91326449: for knowledge rather than for , so that they scarcely know 91326457: o that they scarcely know what is or what is its delight . Y 91326485: hey might be consumed with the of God as well . Shame on the 91326504: oman can be more expert in the of God — and less worldly t 91326779: ard again later in his Fire of : As adolescence dawned in my 91326924: se , my soul was absorbed with for my Maker . I longed for t 91326945: y , and I gave my soul over to Christ with every ounce of my 91327827: ace elsewhere . In The Fire of he lashes out at those who ha 91329308: ntinually upheld by him whom I " ( 31.142 ) . CONTEMPLATIVE 91329320: TIVE EXPERIENCE In The Fire of Rolle gives a vivid account o 91329391: ce of the Beloved but a way of by which he can be reached ( 91329891: an effect which would know and him , this he would assuredly 91330235: ly lived , issues in a greater of God , and demands more gra 91330340: seeking to be one with God 's , must be preferred , because 91330400: mplative life . In The Fire of he pinpoints the experience w 91330543: is granted to those who truly him , and who have sought Chr 91330573: s life as given in The Fire of and the Office illustrate his 91331263: s of suffering that redemptive is proved and inherits the ki 91331681: e practitioner to a freedom to . Rolle stresses at the begin 91331891: Jhesu Criste " combines man 's for God with God 's for man i 91331922: thing that is dark " ( Fire of , prologue , p.47 ) ; at this 91331967: 1 – 6 : lighting the fire of The kindling that ignites the 91332522: iate a visionary experience of and enlarge understanding . T 91332701: 28 ) . Chapter 7 : the song of In chapter seven of The Form 91333152: s progress as three degrees of " insuperable " " inseparable 91333171: apter 8 : the three degrees of For Rolle the first stage , " 91333183: e , " insuperable " involves a of God which nothing can shak 91333240: hen no other desire can divert from God and " all labyr is l 91333408: er becomes part of the fire of . In The Form the prose style 91333429: is sense of " the expanding of beyond desire " : The first s 91333611: n of the nature of the fire of ; they are brought to a trium 91333639: h the third degree of singular fulfils and transcends the lo 91333709: ourth stage , insatiabilis the that can never be satisfied b 91333758: e ( c.11 ) describing singular : which shows that he conceiv 91333796: lso refers to three degrees of in two earlier treatises know 91333882: ous life . The first degree of in Ego Dormio shown by an uns 91334130: Form the first two degrees of seem to correspond to the sta 91334174: ) is like the " insuperabel " , while the second degree , " 91334211: f those who are stable in this until death ( 95.38f . ) . Th 91334396: se of the dynamic power of the of God to the speaker 's trap 91334448: st six lines he asks when that which is incarnated in Jesus 91334505: The quickening presence of the he longs for seems conspicuou 91334655: hat the power to realise it is which on man 's part essentia 91334676: patience , " the faith and the and the hope are all in the w 91335056: understanding of the energy of which continually works to th 91335164: pitulate the whole progress in he has so far described — i 91335229: hey first describe the work of as a double edged activity wi 91335259: anger and sloth , wounding in and fulfilling with charity , 91335374: h discipline to the freedom to and is manifested in the rela 91335409: to the splendid definitions of in chapter ten as Rolle antic 91335434: " You talk a great deal about but what is it ? Where is it 91335464: systematic answers reveal that is essentially in the inner h 91335483: s , which are merely a sign of , though it is true that " lu 91335641: Noah 's ark of security in the of God that nothing can destr 91335680: of the experience of singular , man can not live by certain 91335741: thly things but such a burning of God that it is the only th 91335800: as to the state in which this can best be practised , Rolle 91335888: e chapter is the definition of which precedes these question 91335925: late a delighted perception of as the Word which informs all 91336207: e process of the experience of , " insuperable " " inseparab 91336442: express , the first degree of , while contemplative life gr 91336460: rience of all three degrees of . Here Rolle recognises the t 91336893: oincide with the experience of he calls " inseparabel " when 91336913: d to prayer as a focus for the : The second stage he labels 91337001: y that the dynamic of singular is operative when everyday re 91337109: d consciousness in The Fire of when he says that prior to hi 91337276: he transforming dynamic of the of God is accessed in the inn 91337549: s life with the fire of God 's and of tribulation ( the last 91337616: f activating the inner work of and freeing the self . In Ego 91337636: ister that as she grows in her of Christ , she will find not 91337649: othing matters to her but this and the sin of man which disf 91337967: proper to the second degree of that he includes in Ego Dormi 91338447: close it through penitence and . It is true that knowledge o 91339198: dom is bound to himself by the which is the Holy Ghost . And 91339242: h enables him to know , and to what he knows . The passage c 91339388: kens sorrow , and knowledge of which awakens joy . This is t 91339536: which the only remedy is that manifested in the death of Ch 91340685: d by one for grace to feel the of God , addressed to Hereaft 91340762: ng of devotional longing for a which will somehow heal this 91341348: rstood realities of redemptive and a feeling of separation f 91341451: blocks the free expression of in himself : All the internal 91341822: a sign that he in fact has the of God even if he does not fe 91341933: he unfailing creativity of the of God — life-blood . Both 91342263: e of a dynamic power of divine working to process the effect 91342325: to stimulate that penance and which can bridge the gap betw 91342425: in ) contrasted to the life in to be embraced in Christ wher 91342662: the historical resurrection of is experienced as an inner re 91342847: serts his capacity to sing for . Athough the text is sometim 91342908: Rolle talks of in The Fire of . It thus points to the way i 91343254: ch the voluntary ring-dance of is patterned . The leader has 91343343: no feeling of the presence of without sometimes consciousne 91343379: n from God through the fire of . The tenth rhyming unit on t 91343411: ough the image of the wound of which will impel the soul to 91343489: e can hear the melody to which dances , and he ends with a s 91343604: ion for the dance and music of and Rolle advises his discipl 91343774: ds personal realisation of the of God , brought the circumst 91344931: fe . MIXED LIFE : KINDLING FOR It is not clear whether the d 91345231: into fuel to feed the fire of — itself lit in his desire 91345259: feels his worldly duty and his for God to be pulling against 91345290: n which self-knowledge and the of God are the means of integ 91345332: y Hilton 's understanding that can only be properly expresse 91345901: that they can be expressed as . The development is one of r 91346499: particular opportunity to show arises . The point of his adv 91346543: this is for him precisely how is to be ordained . To emphas 91346783: mands of the active service of will positively stimulate des 91346802: cognition of the ground of all . The key to healing the divi 91346824: tive and contemplative life is , only realised in playing th 91346873: alises in himself the creative of God — the fire of love t 91346880: ve love of God — the fire of that Rolle talked of as consu 91347033: f the dynamic nature of God 's working in man : The goal of 91347056: ich is a felt understanding of , and Hilton accounts for the 91347083: the being of God — unformed in which all men participate 91347107: t the heart of their being — formed . Finally the contempl 91347121: recognise that in his life of for God the being of God is e 91347252: to perceive the nature of the which joins God and man 's so 91347884: ence where man 's awareness in of the life within him as Chr 91348586: is the way , it is the way of — the love of Christ , but 91348589: it is the way of love — the of Christ , but Christ is liv 91348609: on of that personality and the works through the individual 91349273: y answered in an experience of . The experienced reality of 91350173: ccompanied by an experience of which answers to the intellec 91350188: c.4 ) . The second concerns a for God which is a gift and h 91350262: The third refers to a state of in which man realises the lov 91350268: love in which man realises the of God in his being and is on 91350340: ill combine both knowledge and " cognicioun and affeccioun " 91350377: an 's intellect or capacity to , that the soul engages with 91350457: e conscious effort to know and God into an activity of delig 91350671: n effortless creative power of and understanding which is so 91350850: s experienced and the creative of God expressed through the 91351018: inspired in them knowledge and of God so the meditator may g 91351694: Christ . " Will " is driven by and desire and so is like the 91351724: reason was clear and bright , directed only towards the goo 91352020: esire , Hilton says , is the " of Iesu " which is the ground 91352038: ot man experiences the joy and in the kind of illuminated un 91352318: n of what impedes the sight of , whereas Scale 2 is occupied 91352336: the nature of God 's being — — in man . In Scale 1 Hilto 91352807: will meet with the response of which enables it to happen . 91352892: contaminate the knowledge and of God , the image of Jesus , 91353160: assion of Christ through which is known both by divine revel 91353814: consciousness of transcendent and knowledge . There is a po 91353869: pass beyond it . People should God and " bisily seken and tr 91354386: ner experience of God , a felt of Christ and finally an expe 91355325: ating giving and responding in at the heart of the self : At 91356531: Christ : It is this ghostly that the soul glimpses in the 91356614: emplative is moving beyond the understood and expressed by m 91356645: how the contemplative grows in for Christ as God , in the im 91356673: : Hilton enlarges : It is this , knowledge and worship which 91373559: them probably derived from his of hunting rather than from t 91498313: pose to make the Nation out of with the late Peace , and Pea 91544464: cate who they are ) . Children acting out " disasters " . Fr 91562361: of authentic selflessness and for all others which is the a 91576956: fe who had ever shown any real and care for him . I am not a 91579834: sacrifice in the interests of . It is of crucial importance 91580668: , especially an awareness of a of nature . The poem reflects 91581046: ; 4. altruism ; 5. the fact of . Such signals of transcenden 91587194: en see the point : Penny : " I giraffes — I love stroking 91587198: enny : " I love giraffes — I stroking them on my lap — I 91587207: roking them on my lap — I 'd to have one for a pet . " Dap 91588214: " ; " I go to church because I the music " . Scores of examp 91589358: effect on people who happen to football and give a lot of ti 91593674: eligions into a requirement to even enemies . The degree of 91595899: thing I could do to express my for Him has been taken away f 91595973: me , as the expression of his , but since , being pure spir 91597538: at God is like , and makes the of God available to me " " wi 91598671: can meet with respect and even . This will help us to get be 91608091: to their manger because horses to lick mud . Love to lick it 91608096: ause horses love to lick mud . to lick it . See , if you go 91608119: nd you do n't that animal will to lick that mud off its , of 91649225: I think it 's been a labour of doing the one , he 's not kee 91662892: be gone over Hello , okay , my , yeah , I will do [unclear] 91671044: r lighting . Personally , I 'd to see us support it to the h 91671245: hat . I think , I think , I 'd to see us give this full amou 91681865: rough there . Nice evening . I it . I happen to tell you , t 91757274: ple . Activists also like they the opportunity in training t 91758136: t as well the role play . They things which involve producin 91758634: tretch their minds . Theorists sort of debating concepts and 91764961: lly want to use all 's fair in and war also [unclear] actual 91791729: problem with empowerment or I the word empowerment , becaus 91792635: ch is n't to say that I do n't them both , but I think that 91795554: sness insensitivity and cant I that word cant Yeah , but you 91820545: and polished with the hand of , in perfect working order af 91824298: him , he is loving , and they him , He is consistent and th 91825655: feminist and advocate of free , Victoria Woodhull , a lady 91826393: turned the phrase ‘ to make ’ ( in the English language 91845049: ted surplice . THE GARDENERS I these gardens , all their sho 91845758: ave to have been to college to an English landscape , or pic 91846224: editation akin to ridicule . I to be here , private , subver 91846800: d perfectly simple . We are in . The giants are having fun . 91846935: e quay like a harbour tart . I these gulls ' uncalled-for he 91847959: W LIFE These crusty pensioners to fool like tiny tots , arou 92032142: er to Annette , he wrote about and its problems . He recalle 92032345: nows this and understands that is a solitary thing , the val 92032357: , the value and quality of any is determined solely by the l 92032898: on 's chastisement seem like a paean . The second show of th 92039045: e was called upon to perform a scene . He worried about that 92042002: view . That was the night the turned into all hate . ‘ In 92045470: hen he loved you , he gave his completely . But he could n't 92045756: ‘ But he was touched by the people showed him . I used to 92049602: iness would have made physical very difficult for him . ’ 92050918: est he had to a first and real and she still went to all the 92055780: ds . But he could n't invent a that had never been there and 92058712: sed in not coming to offer her and devotion , especially in 92062036: redly had a lot to do with his of the series . It was a typi 92064318: re no one knew how strong that would be . To Gerald Thomas , 92064334: confessed the strength of the . Ken , the loner and the cam 92064698: for instance , when they had a scene in Carry On Up The Khyb 92064796: nneth how on earth can we make if you keep farting ? ’ Ken 92065184: ‘ I think he was actually in with Joan . In fact , I am ce 92065558: s something very real in their of each other . ’ To the po 92067775: ability to be able to pull off scenes and other out-of-chara 92067804: terism because we had him make or going after it , but we kn 92069485: publicized bouts of homosexual and hate in recorded British 92071459: get no cock , you know . It 's I want , ’ to be replaced b 92072427: n Joe told his story of making in a cold doorway with his ba 92073380: r as Joe was concerned a great . ’ Once , Ken told John La 92074124: aspirations . ‘ We did both exposing the bogus and preten 92078410: is sister . ‘ You should n't possessions . You should love 92078415: love possessions . You should people . ’ As Pat said : 92082746: ast Disembodied expressions of disguised As chatter and sent 92082755: tter and sent to a disembodied . II So here I am in my usual 92083009: ow messy if We get crushy with and play the silly ass ! Behi 92083328: partings . I had to know Swans with inseparable love , and s 92083331: ow Swans love with inseparable , and so our birdselves go Tr 92084057: ed silk and cunt — smell and of skin That dies with love o 92084063: nd love of skin That dies with of death . The nectarine And 92084128: e , our nosy cause and guide : would distend him : he knows 92084730: A husband comes inside through , not worth — Face witnessi 92085115: ng the Ripper to dekink casual With hammer , axe and sharpen 92087676: d to credibility , like God 's at a canine remove , transfer 92088064: d , hope of sanity Or end , no , no faith , no charity , Tha 92088240: Or breast are gaspings of our of Her Or Him or Both , all T 92089030: ris sholde be On how men moten joiesle . Swanne at his necke 92089243: I imagined nuns Spilling their in prayer for the sick and wo 92090064: . I sighed For an intellectual , all nous Without the feelin 92090364: streets of light . Can anyone the glaucous eyes of weakness 92090758: felix culpa , Trading lust for , With loss of Eden , all our 92090835: odigal grudge . Unfair — The that makes The lost and last 92093020: ng cares , they 've made their — the bright meniscus sways 92129885: ? ’ asked Gamal . ‘ Is not a thing to be proud of ? ’ 92129901: f ? ’ ‘ It is , when it is . But I am not sure it was lo 92129910: ove . But I am not sure it was , not on my side at least . 92129972: en … ’ ‘ You fell out of ? ’ ‘ Well , no . It was 92130022: o , it is the fact of being in she finds special . I am not 92130039: f very well . ’ ‘ Being in is special for women , ’ sa 92130170: I meant — ’ ‘ She needed and protection , ’ said Zei 92130427: said Zeinab . ‘ A woman 's is not like a man 's . Once y 92133255: was the same with me . Now you me , now you do n't . ’ ‘ 92133268: ou do n't . ’ ‘ You know I you . ’ ‘ But that , ’ 92133318: you . But tomorrow ? Will you me then ? ’ The large dark 92133623: touch me . It is not the man I who touches me , it is the Br 92136584: said Zeinab . ‘ You do n't me ; so why should we make lo 92136592: ove me ; so why should we make ? ’ ‘ I do love you . ’ 92136598: ld we make love ? ’ ‘ I do you . ’ ‘ You do n't list 92136617: said Zeinab , ‘ let alone me . ’ ‘ I am doing what 92137016: g when the woman you claim you pleads to you for justice ? 92137136: w-it-is n't things . Like your ! ’ ‘ No , ’ said Owen 92137150: said Owen . ‘ Not like my at all . ’ ‘ Ah , but I t 92137176: Zeinab , ‘ since you do not me , properly , not truly , n 92137188: ly , not truly , not the way I you , it would not be right f 92137200: ld not be right for us to make . ’ ‘ All right , then , 92148220: I can not think . It is called 's Labour 's Lost . ’ ‘ L 92148228: ve 's Labour 's Lost . ’ ‘ 's Labour 's Lost ? But that 92149472: hen it 's a question of making . ’ ‘ It 's not making lo 92149480: ove . ’ ‘ It 's not making , ’ said Gamal . ‘ It 's 92149490: said Gamal . ‘ It 's talking . ’ ‘ There 's something 92161986: for the purely fairytale will the magic fairy castle in the 92164351: f little details that children — the green aliens can be a 92175984: a sense of the macabre , or a for the old Hammer Horror fil 92274809: ss . ’ ‘ Because it 's the Drug . I 've still got some u 92308798: nuity of caretaking , adequate and attention and opportunity 92327180: andon me — my husband wo n't me any more . ’ Various typ 92449543: into what it is to like and to , what it is to be content , 92457232: Yes ! Even better ! We 're in ! Yes ? I sit here gazing int 92457298: ng people say when they 're in ? ‘ Are you happy ? ’ I a 92519568: . She was miraculous . I would to see her play Saffi again . 92520037: untess Maritza . The audiences the connection . Half the Eng 92532017: . ‘ This is supposed to be a song . Could you manage to ap 92532079: ach other as though you are in . Karl , please do it exactly 92534166: on your side . We really are , . ’ Therese swallowed hard 92536424: . I expect you know he has no for you … your reneging on 92539055: ything there was to know about , sex , and romantic liaisons 92541221: do spend a lot of time making to her in the Baron and a man 92543722: ally understand about being in , even though he was Georg 's 92543743: derstand that you had to be in on the one night of his party 92545794: mellias for Ingrid ( she would the tenuous connection with L 92552914: r , and then she had fallen in and it had all gone wrong . A 92558762: make it any easier playing the scene , but she could cope . 92562292: one of Lehar 's most wonderful songs like that , and Ingrid 92579868: tempts to perform a languorous song . Shortly after he final 92591576: can be punished if she will him in return . As Melanie th 92591734: th whom she is unrequitedly in , under her spell . It serves 92592394: and in the context of unhappy . Beginning with ‘ La Turqu 92592945: e of your life to pleasure and ’ . The narrator responds e 92593115: of the opening movements : ‘ like a beautiful dream fades 92593603: eck , do to your heart what my could not ’ ( movements 4 92593635: nor , Campra 's key of unhappy , serves for the quasi-dialog 92594204: eard in Alcine 's Labyrinth of ( Act 3 , scene 1 ) . As show 92595093: laiming against the tyranny of in Les caprices de l'Amour ( 92595969: at although unhappy , he is in ? It certainly puts him in a 92613325: ith a dandyish dress sense , a of cricket , a public school 92618641: ought to direct the music they towards the musical tradition 92619016: te man who wanted to share his of aviation and his appreciat 92652391: s psyched out of the game . No was lost between himself , Fa 92665804: of watching it on the box . Id to hear Alan greens commentry 92667050: st a team like us who they all . Leave half wit alone he had 92678108: ish poet Has anyone else got a letter from our Swedish arseh 92687405: ented , I hate the scum but my for Leeds is greater that and 92698163: the same the year before . id to have a copy of that one 92701271: e had a great game . Seemed to going forward and was quick e 92702034: ion the new kit . Personally I getting the new kit … As I 92703705: ssing milwall play ! ! : - ) I Guinness . Especially freshly 92721141: ng us on the break . Id dearly Norwich to come and try and w 92722304: ngley , home of my other great LEEDS RL ) would be quite sat 92751826: pestians against the scum : We you Honved — we do We love 92751833: e love you Honved — we do We you Honved — we do We love 92751840: e love you Honved — we do We you Honved — we do Oh Honve 92751849: Honved — we do Oh Honved we you . or Hungary Hungary Your 92752940: ers have got him sussed . I 'd to hear the cavalier wit of t 92762096: at Wilko thought . Maybe he 'd it , obviously he is trying t 92803052: Paris ‘ because he is not in with Paris anymore ’ and th 92825692: chance , and it seems the fans Rocky . I hope he produces th 92825875: ocky cut it ? I guess the fans him because 1 ) he 's a blood 92830133: Silver 's reply Mark . I would to have a meeting with him an 92842983: meone ’ was me . I obviously to see Leeds win , and just b 92843443: and strong . A player I would to see play for Buraspor . 92847812: :36 +0000 Subject : Newsome We You Damn right ! For once I t 92851917: I have plenty of windows in my schedule right now , so at th 92852346: may yet do to help improve my life . To the guy who wanders 92857360: ook like the big-nosed frog we to hate , and I 'll probably 92862785: he New Year . He said he would to make the Man Utd game . Ta 92863501: to tell Gazza Speed how much i him . Jammy barsteward this o 92879778: s always injured . 2 . Sort my life with Rocky out , we 've 92879886: oh Eric we do n't know why we you but we do . 4 . Fix it fo 92879901: ix it for someone who does n't the Scum to present and comme 92899923: seen noble and divine through … Here speaks what women ha 92910972: sell ? I 've got to absolutely the work then I can try to ma 92918388: h a mother who smothered me in ? ’ The final cost of the g 92957549: anity ? Should n't we learn to ourselves the way we are ? Ma 92968434: s Controller of Drama , Robert praised her for her bravery a 92969677: fore graduating into an on/off affair with Jan Francis . And 93066793: ality is the dual principle of of God and love of neighbour 93066797: l principle of love of God and of neighbour . Accordingly , 93070901: tholic Moral Principles : e.g. of God and neighbour ( Matt 2 93072086: of one 's self-esteem e.g. ‘ your neighbour as yourself 93109664: al moving merry-go-round but I every minute of it . ’ Pene 93114240: Humphrys wrote : ‘ I fell in — with Oxford itself and wi 93116451: atish in life , her very first of all-painting : London exhi 93117340: prose , and indulges her great of cooking , at which she exc 93117537: She shared with her husband a of travel , and learned from 93122520: Primary School teacher as I do helping on a regular basis at 93122649: and active in her Union . Her of choral singing , fostered 93122813: to being workaholics and both what we do … Our two teenag 93123501: rbara Craig are mentioned with and respect , as well as Hila 93149866: er attractive , but it was the that dares not speak its name 93153300: me to come too ? ’ ‘ No , — she gets a bit flustered 93153845: ! Sometimes I think I 'd just to be alone with a nice book 93157546: ife was an empty shell without . I t had been a lightning lo 93157554: ove . I t had been a lightning I had felt on that bench , I 93157574: o amazing — but nevertheless I waited for him in our littl 93205023: tury man-trap ( 8 ) Mary is in with that fellow over there ( 93205073: y man-trap , Mary is indeed in with the fellow in the locati 93388492: ibune 21 May Pollution : Water Canal dumping " may have invo 93388514: rom nuclear bomb programmes in Canal , many years before it 93388588: er Chemical and Plastics . The Canal issue raised a scandal 93753917: ebody 's standing on it I just new technology , it 's great 93831220: lly enjoy things like that , I discos and get up and have a 93856695: shelter delt because the birds the berries and it really enc 93875839: . Chairman , I , I , I , I 'd to , but I had agreed er with 93932897: ful stories to be told , and I storytelling . But there is r 93968056: ic type jobs that human beings doing . The Lucas workers als 93985660: ed of neglect and war , sought and beauty only to be choked 93986087: ich brotherly ( and sisterly ) triumphed over capitalist ava 94001152: to give you in person . All my , Jenny . PS . He 's marvello 94004039: rm project . I did n't fall in . It does n't come to me as e 94005369: courtship , a deep passionate of a few weeks , then marriag 94006054: e could not understand Sara 's of the old house . It would h 94012909: house , she thought , why do I it so much ? Is it because al 94013774: nt , disdainful man to fall in with . JENNY was waiting for 94019536: ood one . There was a distinct light in his eyes when he loo 94020084: ause she had her great-aunt 's of horses and she enjoyed the 94022999: sensible about Matthew . " " I him , " Jenny said passionate 94023061: sked . " You 've never been in . I know Matthew does n't wan 94023124: hat when men and women fall in they call the trap a haven 94023234: . " Is Matthew worth all this , Jenny ? Perhaps he likes al 94035803: ked girls . Jenny , who was in with him and whom he had aske 94035896: . She was not going to fall in with him , but even as she sa 94035934: ng . She had already fallen in with Matthew Preston . She wa 94037094: ble . " Perhaps Matthew was in with Jenny , as much as he co 94037105: ny , as much as he could be in with anyone . " But what does 94038433: n to work for , and anyway , I the job . " Her voice was dre 94038683: ca n't leave — not when you the job so much , " Sara said 94046297: refore devised no conventional interest . Essex loves the Qu 94046452: not attempt any Verdian tug of and duty , as will be found i 94046543: 's supreme call to duty . Her was always for her people , a 94046628: er the one theme of individual is sacrificed . The text of G 94047064: the opera , it is tinged with and sadness : Peter Grimes is 94049668: s of the Vicar 's one and only affair ! He had been attracte 94049983: nto his soul , and he does not the human race , though he do 94090114: ast of his problems . It was a affair between thinking minds 94445696: demonstrate particular ties of and affection with the injure 94469136: ildren for loss of a mother 's , guidance and influence . Mr 94585922: else is doing ? Lawyers often to tell you about how good th 94709716: its use in free speech , free , free dinner and free trade 94756929: e or suggestive title . In R v the Court of Appeal quashed t 95056586: aphors ( an example would be I the sun , taken to be an utte 95087005: mes , in the very depth of his , he ( sic ) may have to resi 95089814: s connotational range includes , sympathy , empathy . It has 95094117: Murmur , a little sadly , how fled " the first weak beat co 95095056: urmur , /a little sadly , /how fled " , which is perfectly p 95138982: doubt generally that children jokes and riddles that are pr 95139819: er " ; " With all her vaults I her still " ; " The aitch of 95170535: dvisor to go in with ? Fifteen ! Oh dear ! So we 've I know 95191416: did n't get , get there and I going to Leah Manning as I sa 95238667: , but God demonstrates his own toward us , in that , while w 95292120: ome my Roy Ramsay . We fell in with the cottage at first sig 95292709: down in the lane . She did n't us . Outside , the cottage wa 95302680: u wait until somebody falls in with me and comes to live her 95348783: ess a wife who showed him such and devotion , in sickness an 95348832: uncil join me in conveying our , affection and good wishes t 95365606: Authority that we all know and so dearly . We rightly have t 95370769: ank you . Si sit down a minute Yes , well , it 's alright . 95390388: assisted accommodation . I 'd to see a service where somebo 95525540: at a what prestige . who would to be involved in their own c 95530721: ard to the fourteenth they 'll that . Erm right so what you 95589716: ney 's all right they probably the money you can bring in bu 95592550: sten . If they listen they 'll you if you listen I 'll tell 95634453: 's why I mention it . I always the idea of information disa 95710565: ker and erm , I 'd say , oh we to do fish and chip shops , w 95710574: to do fish and chip shops , we insuring fish and chip shops 95760468: quote , I am a spendthrift , I to spend the rate payers ' mo 95761334: at institution we all know and . They have wasted , because 95766168: which I think we 'd all dearly , maybe that [unclear] very c 95799382: work hard , you gain people 's and respect . Rise to the top 95800548: ey 've got to earn respect and . Their parents are the ones 95859113: e ? Danny , come here a minute . He does n't want to go home 95868153: ose kind of things that people to know . Has anybody got int 95874260: superimposed on their natural and affection for the plainti 95885125: they did it out of their fond for her but nevertheless havi 95968916: ied . Perhaps he had fallen in with someone , who knows who 95977015: d so much , how [unclear] . My for Rosalind was nothing comp 95977106: teenage queen or was it puppy ? Could n't you see that I lo 95977946: ? [unclear] that Romeo was in with Juliet so [unclear] . Ri 96010835: surance companies , although I your [unclear] where I choose 96011387: the species , and we [unclear] them , your life expectancy i 96117307: n't stress enough how we would to get a hundred percent resp 96127044: I think is called the greatest of all which I 'm told we 'll 96499083: Les Misérables , and he 's in with a woman called Lindsey [ 96514434: 's all the addresses , thanks , bye . Right , [unclear] And 96522743: hat an America would [unclear] that but it may not [unclear] 96523019: ear] twelfth night ? [unclear] . [unclear] light . Love , li 96523024: lear] love . [unclear] light . , light , full of light . Dre 96532373: clear] . You know [unclear] in with him . Yes and at the end 96545843: e sort of lovely stuff that we , good solid empirical data , 96605950: ave said , my deep and abiding of Shakespeare , my knowledge 96610255: nic , The Different Nights , A Match , Miss [unclear] Love L 96610260: A Love Match , Miss [unclear] Letters , The Man [unclear] . 96610274: ness we 've got Miss [unclear] Letters , Annie , No Survivor 96610301: er Picnic , Different Nights , Match , and New People . For 96618860: is n't it ? Oh it 's great , I it [unclear] I like keeping f 96710215: say that they really like they the house and they feel it 's 96986428: 're a big-city girl . What you are all those glitzy London s 96986566: in the rag trade . But I also it here . ’ She swivelled h 96991451: ‘ Oh , but you 're wrong ! I my sister . And I 'll fight f 96991620: ide for Kirsty is security and . Financially , I have the wh 96991808: etter off with me . You know I her . You know I 'd look afte 96994028: her with a fierce , protective capable of showing no mercy t 96995577: d by a warm , maternal well of . Then , carefully stifling h 96996944: en better . ’ ‘ Thanks . I it . ’ Shiona had smiled ba 97001767: . More than anything she would to be Kirsty 's guardian and 97001995: vious to anyone . He seemed to her as fiercely as he had onc 97002779: ke other people , just fall in ? Of course she had been in l 97002787: ve ? Of course she had been in , for years and years , and p 97002825: her of the ability to give her to someone more deserving . F 97002847: e had wished she could fall in with , good men who would und 97005018: k and beamed at Shiona . ‘ I your dress ! That blue really 97006218: re that Janice does n't really you ? Are you aware she 's on 97008810: arrying for anything less than . ’ ‘ Of course you would 97019394: essed the secretary . ‘ I 'd some coffee . Black , please 97020126: d from a man who was deeply in . And he was in love , surely 97020132: deeply in love . And he was in , surely ? she asked herself 97023750: er else he was , he was not in with Janice — unless that m 97023829: r heart racing . He was n't in with Janice ! He was , after 97023886: uld she care whether he was in or not ? She also felt shock 97024048: , since he was not blinded by after all , he might be prepa 97024887: y much to my taste . ’ ‘ I all the little knick-knacks . 97026640: e loves you . But she does n't you . She does n't even care 97026753: do n't care that she 's not in with you because you 're not 97026764: e you 're not the least bit in with her , either ! ’ ‘ I 97028328: Janice in spite of the lack of between them . And it was suc 97030269: so my friend and I happened to him ! My duty was to honour t 97032445: special person indeed . ’ I you . The thought went explod 97032468: the strength from her body . I you . I love you . The words 97032472: from her body . I love you . I you . The words kept repeatin 97032923: ure and excitement and joy . I you ! I love you ! Her arms c 97032927: ement and joy . I love you ! I you ! Her arms circled his ne 97033412: usting hard between his legs . me ! Please love me ! She lon 97033416: en his legs . Love me ! Please me ! She longed to say it . T 97033444: g him to make wild , abandoned to her . She longed to feel h 97033488: was crying out , Oh , Jake , I you ! It was as though he had 97034068: . All she could think was , I you ! I love you ! Over the n 97034072: uld think was , I love you ! I you ! Over the next few days 97034277: used by now to disguising her for him ? She smiled to herse 97034299: . Years of pretending that her had turned to hate . But it h 97034362: ad ever truly felt for him was . So what would happen next ? 97035179: ing my flight . Give Kirsty my . ’ Then he hung up . Shion 97036265: e glass . ‘ Fancy falling in with the same man twice — w 97036336: g with Jake and that explosive scene in the drawing-room , o 97036520: . ‘ One day you 'll fall in again . ’ Shiona nodded . 97036534: . ‘ Of course I 'll fall in again . ’ Though she did n' 97038336: n you put it like that , but I that little girl . I wanted t 97038361: f marrying a woman you did n't ? ’ ‘ That was what I tho 97038487: have no heart at all ? Had her of all these years been throw 97038866: er the moon . She 's really in with this guy . As you yourse 97039627: w I 've always loved you ? ’ ? For a moment the universe t 97039723: sound of his heartbeat . ‘ I you , ’ she whispered . It 97039740: onderful to say it . ‘ And I you . ’ He had said it a hu 97039965: he virile , masculine scent of . And her stomach twisted as 97040073: ked , side by side . Then with they had explored one another 97040109: ss an unspoken protestation of . Shiona had never known such 97040136: d in such a way , with so much , by a man she adored . And i 97040197: d looked into his eyes . ‘ I you , ’ he 'd whispered and 97040240: ssible , she was thinking , to anyone as intensely as I love 97040246: love anyone as intensely as I this man . Jake was kissing h 97040342: All these years I denied my . All these years I tried to 97041035: For even then I was falling in with you , though you were li 97041093: -four . I felt that falling in with you at that stage would 97041185: erful little fool . How much I you . And how painful it 's b 97041197: painful it 's been at times to you . I tried to stop , but I 97041253: glad I could n't . I 'm glad I you . ’ ‘ Thank heavens f 97041316: you always knew that I was in with you ? ’ ‘ I swear I 97041681: attress . ‘ I refuse to make to you again until you 've ag 97041738: on the lips . ‘ Besides , I you . I want to be your wife 97041964: mise was true . The battle for had been fought and won , and 97045113: Jeff had so unwisely fallen in ! She watched as the woman mu 97046618: d to spend all my time passing notes back and forward ? ’ 97047677: ‘ How little you know about . ’ Guido paused and smiled 97047719: e my word for it , the kind of your brother feels for my cou 97052762: a gorgeous room . I absolutely it . ’ Ronni stood and star 97055754: . ’ ‘ Even for the sake of ? ’ Guido sat back a little 97055775: w . ‘ I thought you believed should be allowed to flourish 97055899: , I mean her studies , not her life . ’ He held her eyes a 97058625: future of someone you claim to . ’ She shook her head . 97061699: I was forgetting about your life , ’ he continued , eye 97065026: o say hello and to give him my . Thanks , ’ she added , an 97065834: about anything — especially ? ’ she found herself deman 97065865: ve no idea how a young girl in must feel . How dare you upse 97068796: ing distaste . ‘ This little note required the strength of 97076041: eciality and I 'm sure you 'll it . ’ ‘ If you say so . 97081923: professor . ‘ We absolutely it . ’ The waiter was comin 97083669: h is to become of me ? I 'm in with this man . CHAPTER EIGHT 97083794: been so foolish as to fall in with Guido Falcone ? He was a 97084058: her heart seemed to burst with inside her and simultaneously 97086099: e very close to whispering , I you . That sobered her somewh 97086149: here , though sublime , is n't , it 's purely physical . To 97087239: s happening between them . Not . If there was love , it was 97087244: them . Not love . If there was , it was entirely on her side 97087601: even considered ? Was Guido in with someone else ? It was af 97087884: ted realisation that he was in with someone else . For Ronni 97088000: feelings for Guido . I do n't him , she told herself . How 97088011: herself . How could I possibly him ? I 've known the wretche 97089296: n her deduction that he was in with someone . And that someo 97089352: and Silvia . Because he was in with his beautiful cousin him 97090286: , too ! ‘ You crazy man , I that boat as much as you do . 97090736: , she thought . He really does her . Agnese was right , his 97091169: inking , to see the person you so obviously in love with som 97091173: erson you love so obviously in with someone else . And for a 97091473: oment that passed her hopeless for him grew deeper ? She fel 97092632: had changed . He was still in with his cousin and still aga 97092832: you like your cousin being in ? ’ ‘ Not when it 's with 97093062: too — beating with hopeless for Silvia . All at once , sh 97093653: traight , but he still did n't her . She glanced at her watc 97095019: d , making her heart slam with and helpless grief against he 97095922: , now that she knew what real was , she knew that she had n 97095960: s he aroused in her . That was . Something to die for . She 97096750: lt happy that he 'd found true at last . She raised her coff 97096924: by others who were happily in . ‘ All mankind love a love 97096929: pily in love . ‘ All mankind a lover ’ . All the world b 97097912: sibly wonderful . She felt the in her heart thrust sharply a 97098411: ssible when he was secretly in with Silvia ? Ronni fiddled w 97099400: pretty certain you were n't in with Arnie . ’ He smiled a 97099455: Come back and stay forever . I you , Ronni . I ca n't live w 97099501: ivering , she told him , ‘ I you , too . ’ There was a m 97099587: er heart full to bursting with and happiness , Ronni fell ag 97099631: e looked into his eyes . ‘ I you with all my heart . You a 97099787: lt her heart turn over . ‘ I you , ’ she told him . He s 97099816: gh . ’ Ronni obliged . ‘ I you . I love you , ’ she re 97099820: i obliged . ‘ I love you . I you , ’ she repeated . ‘ 97099830: , ’ she repeated . ‘ And I you . I love everything about 97099834: eated . ‘ And I love you . I everything about you . ’ He 97099846: u . ’ He smiled . ‘ I even your parents . ’ Ronni laug 97099947: er heart swell inside her with and longing . I never knew it 97099964: ble to be happy like this . To someone this much and to want 97106637: He thinks we 're going to make ! ’ Peter did n't look too 97107170: ople everybody adores . We all you , you know that . ’ By 97107205: to have wherever he went . ‘ ? ’ He put an arm round her 97107229: Marc said of women , there 's and love . ’ ‘ I 'm sorry 97107231: d of women , there 's love and . ’ ‘ I 'm sorry , ’ sh 97107345: n't have . But you 're not the of my life — and I 'm not t 97107355: f my life — and I 'm not the of yours . That 's why it was 97107599: the cheek . ‘ Do n't worry , . I do n't give in easily to 97112375: ore calling , ‘ Peter , be a and pass me my sponge-bag , w 97113352: he had mistaken compassion for . The illusion had lasted lon 97113808: Not to me . ’ ‘ Do n't you me even a little bit ? ’ 97119186: an interval ‘ … ready for … ’ His eyes were unnatur 97124831: the rain . It was Peter . ‘ , ’ he said , ‘ how are t 97125196: . ‘ As soon as ever I can , . ’ ‘ I see . ’ ‘ Do 97125324: ld you . Will you forgive me , ? ’ Sarella frowned . Her m 97125662: s her . ‘ The course of true never did run smooth . Delect 97131154: n her head . Why not say yes ? him ? You know you want to . 97132805: ‘ Peter — ’ ‘ Sorry , . Have to go before it gets r 97135426: phelia ? ’ ‘ No , Hamlet , . They 're casting him as a w 97138489: 've always known I was n't in with him . ’ As soon as she 97138599: normally accepted one of true . ’ ‘ The issue for you w 97141814: . Oh , she is a card ! You 'd her , she 's completely mad 97142586: agement ? You admit you do n't him . You simply signed the c 97143088: ink — when men are losers in they tend to react differentl 97144348: hich she was made powerless by to turn from . His swiftly na 97144573: slackening in the aftermath of . He enveloped her mouth in o 97145110: rc was her toy . Her god . Her . ‘ You 're so lovely , ’ 97145268: e … She lay as if drugged by , problems such as these far 97145343: — still was — his slave in . All the problems that had b 97145881: nd she fantasised about making there in the blaze of the log 97147630: r face . ‘ It 's all right , , I know what he 's like . I 97147873: , ’ he replied vaguely . ‘ ‘ em , leave ‘ em . Marc 97148038: knew from the start we did n't each other . You deceived me 97148489: ? He turned to her . ‘ I do you , Sarella — in a sort o 97148845: ’ He paused . ‘ Well , not , that 's for sure , ’ cut 97149805: 'll stand by me , wo n't you , ? ’ She lifted stricken eye 97150635: tears had soaked them . ‘ I him , Peter , ’ she whisper 97150660: glass of water . ‘ How can I him ? How can I ? ’ ‘ I ' 97151052: esitated . ‘ We 're fools in , the pair of us — ’ She 97151271: o tears . ‘ The trouble is I her in a different way . I ca 97151527: eep up the charade of being in he 'd taken his things along 97152012: e did n't mention the word ‘ ’ , because , after what he 97152040: she doubted whether she could a man like him . It could n't 97152050: man like him . It could n't be . He was n't lovable . He was 97152080: nothing to do with her or her for him or anything else in t 97152342: that it was the right sort of . We were friends . It seemed 97152691: istake again . ’ ‘ Oh , my , ’ she breathed , unable t 97153497: . All right , laugh — but I her . ’ ‘ Infatuation , y 97153740: hings out myself . Goodnight , . ’ He kissed Sarella on th 97155189: use nobody else cares a damn . , altruism — just pretty wo 97155296: y who can fool themselves that is real . I do n't believe in 97155433: ve no illusions left . ’ ‘ is n't an illusion ! ’ she 97155456: to bring it to her lips . ‘ is real . ’ He gave a twist 97155965: tell him I was leaving . Poor , ’ she smiled faintly , 97156538: She said , ‘ This is what is for — I 'm coming over , 97157138: o stop herself from falling in , and even now , underneath a 97157157: iumph of her public life , her was as rock-solid — and as 97159079: just because she 'd fallen in with a man with a heart of ic 97159587: it well lost if only he could her . She jerked her glance a 97160190: dge only added to her store of for him , for she saw how he 97160320: always drove like a man making . Shuddering with fear and an 97162067: them . ‘ I 'm going to make to you . It 's what you 're a 97162470: he morning after they had made . She remembered the contempt 97163398: o keep him away . ‘ Please , me , Marc . Love me . Please 97163403: ‘ Please , love me , Marc . me . Please ! ’ she begged 97164355: ’ He went on , ‘ Not only you , as I mistakenly believe 97164883: kid brother teaching me about ! What next ? But he was righ 97165079: off to find somebody who could you back , left me in turmoil 97165121: one . You 'd only let me make to you that night because you 97166099: it reminded me of how you made . ’ Marc 's voice was husky 97166342: remembered that night we made . How could you have ever dou 97167262: , now alight with the glow of in them , Marc came swiftly t 97170969: Maybe you should let it drop , . It might be more trouble th 97172798: u — ? ’ ‘ Now , now , my , do n't be cross . I know I 97182985: . ‘ We know , do n't we , my ? In fact , we 've come strai 97201408: an she was starting to fall in with . The thought slid into 97201864: t going to let herself fall in with Luke Calder . She was n' 97202107: inking that she was falling in with Luke Calder , was merely 97207650: iew performances , Fran ? I 'd to know what mine was . ’ 97209681: she did n't she would fall in with him ? She had no idea , 97217215: ed him back inside . They made slowly at first , taking thei 97217674: We did nothing wrong . We made , that 's all . ’ All … i 97218140: that was important now , this she felt for him and one day 97218547: e her the right to confess her when it might just be a burde 97220057: matter how many times you made to me ! ’ ‘ No ? ’ He h 97221310: now that you 're missed , eh , ? ’ ‘ It is . ’ Her smi 97224780: t feeling brought about by the she felt for him ? ‘ I … 97225873: me . ’ ‘ Nothing drastic , . There 's just been a change 97226928: ife who could lay claim to his and who would have the right 97226936: nd who would have the right to him back . ‘ Come on , Fran 97227447: re he whispered softly , ‘ I you , Fran . So say yes and p 97227868: him , letting him see all the she had kept hidden from him 97227885: ore . ‘ I 'm sure , Luke . I you , and I ca n't imagine a 97227958: er cheek with his hand . ‘ I you so much , Fran . I never 97228019: tayed at the house and we made . It was like nothing I 'd ev 97228178: nce , because I was falling in with you . Hearing you on the 97228576: g back to the house and making to you until you start beggin 97231646: s , if you like ? ’ ‘ I 'd it . ’ Lindsey was already 97257375: e passengers certainly seem to it . ’ ‘ Can you blame th 97262134: ide and left stranded . Half a surely had to be better than 97267220: fingers clenched . ‘ Did you him ? ’ he asked , relinqui 97267488: cal attraction was one thing , was quite another . It needed 97267532: already too late . She was in with Niall Grant . ‘ I want 97267542: all Grant . ‘ I want to make to you . ’ The touch of his 97283083: fresh lemonade ? ’ ‘ I 'd it , ’ Lindsey smiled grate 97285079: r of desire racked her . ‘ I you . ’ She felt Niall tens 97285178: er . Not once had he mentioned . His voice was very controll 97285389: . ‘ It wo n't work . Making to me may help you to forget 97289306: ver to have known that kind of , an inner voice seemed to sa 97289656: carry you off to bed and make to you . ’ ‘ So what stop 97289828: t he would n't let her . ‘ I you . I always have and alway 97290081: attraction , but it was never . ’ Lindsey looked at him , 97290380: is taut maleness . ‘ Say you me . ’ ‘ I love you . I w 97290386: Say you love me . ’ ‘ I you . I want you so much , 97290604: I think I really must be in . ’ ‘ That 's a dangerous 97291810: but she knew that she did n't him . Although , since she 'd 97303063: must be totally and blindly in ! Why had she chosen Owen and 97303987: ‘ Yes , ’ he agreed . ‘ at first sight ’ is a very 97304206: obvious conclusion — that I you , and that we must be mar 97305390: was suddenly and magically in , for the first time in her l 97305610: hat writers and poets meant by ? This wild , hectic , almost 97306606: instantaneously and utterly in with you — and quite determ 97306892: ence … ’ ‘ But … but I you ! ’ she cried , suddenl 97307010: his neck . ‘ Oh , Ross — I you with all my heart ! ’ 97307046: the base of her throat . ‘ I you … and I want you to mar 97307230: ately . ‘ If you do n't make to me — here and now — I 97307298: down on his large bed . ‘ I you , my darling Laura , ’ 97307950: use , she had been so madly in with her husband that she had 97310402: nically . ‘ In fact , making to you is just about the very 97312813: n't really … ? ’ ‘ Make ? ’ He grinned , clearly en 97312887: on earth — I would n't make to you , ’ she added bitter 97316348: eak from the city ? We 'd sure to put you up for a few days 97320008: in the main house . They just it there — Ben has fixed up 97324061: er all this time , still be in with her husband . Giving her 97325680: oodness knows why — still in with her husband was somethin 97326403: . It 's plain to see that you those little girls . ’ Laur 97326967: and obviously so very much in . Of course , she had n't bee 97331293: ld n't help but touch and make again ; as if nothing could s 97331358: ith a mounting fierceness made to her again , his eyes gleam 97333409: ng filled with an overwhelming and compassion for her husban 97333458: he have made mad , passionate to her one moment — and bee 97339627: out the fact that they 'd made to each other . So how could 97341435: d enthused . ‘ The kids will it there . And I hope they ha 97342035: e , and obviously very much in with her friend . Julie herse 97342481: could her obviously unrequited have brought her to such a lo 97342534: hat , following their night of and passion she was now proba 97343706: aura , is to tell him that you him , ’ she 'd added , putt 97344330: I 've been so stupid , and I you so much , ’ she whisper 97344391: when I fell fathoms deep in with you — all those years 97344440: n ever change or alter my deep for you . ’ ‘ Oh , Ross 97344608: , every day , how very much I you , ’ he said thickly , g 97344850: 've only once managed to make to her . So if you do n't wan 97345128: on the bed beside her . ‘ My … ’ he breathed thickly , 97345801: spent most of the night making — time and again . ‘ Are 97351452: ked , ‘ Rachel , were you in with him ? Is that it ? ’ 97351463: him ? Is that it ? ’ ‘ In … ! ’ She looked up , sho 97351553: ’ ‘ But you were n't in with him ? ’ ‘ No , Nina 97351567: ‘ No , Nina , I was n't in with David Markham , ’ said 97359866: ling back . ‘ Very often . I swimming . ’ He smoothed hi 97362686: upset ; you know how they all to gossip … ’ ‘ But how 97362946: e long enough to know how they anything like this , especial 97365837: fastened the doors . ‘ They making a new friend . Trouble 97366241: He shrugged . ‘ Why not ? I working with handicapped peop 97381207: d . ‘ You , who professed to her once . Honestly , David , 97394962: before saying , ‘ Are you in with David ? ’ Rachel drew 97395065: admitted at last . ‘ I am in with him . ’ Then , glancin 97395622: David Markham because I was in with someone else . ’ Rache 97396210: ing Paul was that I was n't in with David . It would have be 97396498: said it was because he was in with you . ’ Rachel stared 97398864: t David had told her he was in with her and in that moment s 97401580: engagement because she was in with him . ’ He shrugged . 97401867: Yes , I would . By then our was dead . It died for me the 97402007: d I 've told my mother I 'm in with you . ’ ‘ Good heave 97402619: simple , really , David — I you , and where you are is wh 97403167: type , he 's just a playboy . 'em and leave 'em type . ’ 97403719: school , Juliet had fallen in with the hospital , and had v 97424703: t much calmer . She did it for , and how can I be angry with 97425318: gain . Perhaps he 'd fallen in with the girl . Perhaps it ha 97425379: me he thinks he might fall in with me too . Perhaps he 's r 97425417: ped . I suppose he 's still in with the other girl . Her viv 97427685: say about patients falling in with the nurses . They all do 97427743: Who says Nigel has fallen in with me ? ’ said Juliet lig 97428346: e either . So perhaps I do n't him . If I did , surely I wou 97428454: w . I thought I was falling in with him ! she told herself a 97428487: n I tell ? I 've never been in before . David Kent 's good-n 97428539: ould know if I were falling in , she thought . I 'm sure Dav 97428558: ow . I expect he has fallen in . She thought of the red rose 97429640: o . It 's not because I do n't you and Dad , you know that . 97430247: u . ’ Juliet felt a surge of and warmth inside her . She d 97434608: room and watched Nigel making to another girl . Those momen 97435838: d Nigel — I thought I was in with him — but then I reali 97437236: imagined I might be falling in with him ! she thought , as s 97438638: to suspect you 're a little in with Dr Kent yourself . ’ 97443115: hought of Donna being a bit in with him , and she wondered h 97452821: unspeakably rude to someone I dearly , and there was no exc 97455636: glas 's expression was full of and pride . My daughter , it 97456392: I think I might be falling in , the words kept running thro 97458343: nd to something else . Is this ? she asked herself . Behavin 97465663: pose . ’ ‘ She 's a bit in with you , ’ murmured Julie 97466504: er friends had fallen madly in with a houseman , a rather co 97466678: I dare n't let myself fall in with him . Pity , because she 97466703: And Donna , too , was a bit in with him . Poor Donna . No on 97468730: ssion — that was certain — ? She swallowed hard . He was 97468801: lish again . Yes , of course I you , Moira . We all do . Yes 97468953: s at the end . ‘ Of course I you , Moira … I 'll get to 97469165: ld n't have let myself fall in with him ! she thought angril 97470468: ed . I felt concerned . Do you her , David ? ’ The words s 97470492: did n't hesitate . ‘ Yes , I her , she 's a sweet girl and 97470610: ed , very slowly . ‘ But you Moira . Her need is greater t 97470649: his finger . ‘ When I said I Moira , I did n't mean it in 97470662: ean it in a romantic fashion . and pity are closely aligned 97470678: n't you know ? She 's still in wtih Martin , and he with her 97471288: r me ? Oh , Juliet , you are a ! You will come and see me wh 97472085: themselves go . Yet if I say I him , she thought , watching 97476184: ; in that moment she knew what was , knew she wanted to spen 97476200: he rest of her life with him . and joy seemed to explode ins 97476688: I 'd like nothing better . I you , David . ’ ‘ There m 97476747: to call to everybody : I 'm in ! I 'm in love ! David reache 97476752: ybody : I 'm in love ! I 'm in ! David reached out to start 97476836: eyes . ‘ Oh , I forgot — I you . Will that do ? ’ She 97476996: me . ’ ‘ Who could fail to you ? ’ Her heart swelled . 97477039: l grass beneath them , and the they 'd shared . Sighing , sh 97477099: — Donna . I 'm sure you 'll her , Mum . ’ ‘ A twin si 97477271: emembering Nigel . ‘ I 'm in with David . ’ ‘ That 's 97478475: see you 're both very much in , ’ said Shirley Vinall sen 97479602: sister I had already begun to dearly , called Donna . ’ T 97482427: , it appeared , had fallen in with Rosemary at first sight 97482455: d . The giant problem in their for each other , though , was 97482488: t not be right that she should one man while being married t 97482538: o Leith that she was indeed in with Travis . In fact , so bo 97483005: have n't noticed , they 're in . ’ ‘ So what 's the matt 97483108: ravis falling more and more in with her the whole time , the 97483695: ad ever been , he spoke of his for Rosemary , his wish to ma 97483746: anted the world to know of his , would she allow him to intr 97487849: assed , just saddened that his for her friend had brought hi 97487882: , he had kept quiet about his when he 'd wanted to shout it 97490842: rticular hell of her own , her for Travis warring with the c 97490874: future of his and Rosemary 's for each other , though , Lei 97495062: ere were two people clearly in with each other , hating to b 97495483: d , then said how he 'd dearly to ring Rosemary at her paren 97495544: m never having a life with his , he began to sound quite des 97495572: 't allowed to even talk to his , and then , as though rememb 97496608: by guilt that she 's fallen in with you while she 's married 97496731: I always thought that being in would be a wonderful time ! W 97498238: is was making himself over his , and the seed of an idea of 97505038: ain . ’ ‘ But you do still him ? ’ Leith questioned te 97505393: acity . ‘ Only to tell her I her — though she knows that 97508910: n a grim edge , ‘ are you in with him ? ’ ‘ I … ’ 97508934: ut to declare that she did not Travis , she suddenly remembe 97509048: ruthfully . ‘ You 're not in with him and you have no inte 97509495: sure that he knows you do n't him . ’ ‘ You think I 'm 97510052: earning that the person you do is a member of his family , w 97510320: d about the woman he truly did , she could not do a thing ab 97511639: same , and she 'd known that , him though she did , when the 97513791: I was back . ’ Oh , the dear , thought Leith , having just 97517900: 're not fussing are you , old ? ’ teased Travis . Cicely 97519406: ed that she was desperately in with him ! CHAPTER SIX It was 97519449: ad ! She was up to her ears in with Naylor Massingham , and 97519468: thing she could do about it . , she very swiftly recognised 97519493: went to Travis , who was so in and who was having such an aw 97519509: ful time of it . Only now , in herself and with an inner kno 97519522: hat nothing could come of that , could she fully appreciate 97519549: to him , but , in the pain of herself , could she have been 97520034: he was so anxious to keep his for Rosemary a secret that he 97520675: ess of how shattering being in was , she knew something of h 97520844: r or Will or Hugo — about my for her . I tell you , Leith 97521051: ontinue to speak openly of his or his problems . Though , si 97521399: she flared , and as anxiety , and all manner of emotions fl 97521542: zy , that she was very much in with him . Leith spent the re 97522711: hy about it , are n't you , my ? ’ Naylor butted in , and 97523659: t , but realised then that her for Naylor , her basic need t 97524559: . ‘ Do n't fret , there 's a . I promise to return to slee 97526679: r , she could not let him make to her — not in his aunt 's 97526767: ad gone off any idea of making to her . When he bent to the 97526940: wn they were n't going to make the moment the sound of that 97527307: uld so soon be over . Being in , she was realising , made a 97531630: had told him that she did not Travis , she realised that he 97531651: sue of who it was that she did . ‘ I 've — finished with 97533900: great deal more pleasant . Her of life and colour making all 97536677: coffee perhaps ? ’ ‘ I 'd a coffee . ’ Though the tim 97538602: s boyfriend . At eighteen , in with love , she 'd accepted h 97538604: d . At eighteen , in love with , she 'd accepted his ring an 97538753: But he wo n't understand your of colour and excitement , yo 97538778: eness … Besides , you do n't him . ’ ‘ I 'm very fond 97538821: h , who knows your mind , your of freedom , who thinks of yo 97541160: e a surprise . ’ Despite her of the dramatic , Luce had ne 97553911: y believed in grand passion or at first sight . She had alwa 97553929: rst then gradually deepen into . Now , unsure about liking h 97555669: in touch , wo n't you ? Bye , . ’ Just before the line we 97556061: a delicate skin — ’ ‘ I the sun , ’ Luce interrupte 97557140: t you to be free before I make to you , not morally tied to 97558597: erhaps she 'd been a little in with him , or at least his im 97561305: u see , I 'm pandering to your of drama . ’ ‘ Oh , is th 97561611: ’ ‘ He 's been crossed in and is n't susceptible to wom 97563245: I just do n't want you to make to me . ’ ‘ Liar . You do 97563259: Liar . You do want me to make to you . ’ ‘ I do n't wan 97565285: ad said that first you fell in with your eyes , then your mi 97566275: to have you begging me to make to you … ’ A sixth sense 97569177: swine to even think of making to you while you 're still so 97570151: was abundantly kept . He made to her slowly and with exquis 97570543: you 're incandescent . Making to you was like making love t 97570549: ng love to you was like making to a flame . I felt as if I w 97570794: ke and as impatient to see her as any Juliet . But , far fro 97571669: too frozen for tears . All the , warmth and passion she woul 97575381: romantic ; I thought I was in … It did n't take me long t 97575395: long to realise I 'd fallen in with love rather than with Da 97575397: alise I 'd fallen in love with rather than with Dave . ’ 97577535: ia Lucchesi and fell deeply in with her . She was on the poi 97578937: at differently . I want you to and desire me with the same d 97578997: t deny the desire , but as for … ’ She invested the last 97579534: e . ‘ Do you want me to make to you , Luce ? ’ There was 97579654: s that she must n't reveal her . And to the best of her know 97580119: cerned about not admitting her . Yet though she knew she 'd 97580661: hat desire had been fuelled by rather than lust . She recall 97580676: his saying , ‘ I want you to and desire me with the same d 97580705: rent reason . Not because that and desire was mutual , but b 97581943: asked very low , ‘ Then you her ? ’ There was a long pa 97581966: ‘ When I was young I fell in . Francesca was as pretty as 97582215: into her brain . He might not Didi , but he intended to mar 97582592: red . Hope all is going well . , Aunt Maureen . Luce read it 97584934: calmly , ‘ I wanted to make to you , and I did n't fancy 97585091: vocatively , ‘ I ca n't make to a housekeeper or beat her 97587840: l him she did n't want to make , to tell him she was totally 97589002: ter than to stay here and make to you all day , but I think 97589284: was just seventeen she fell in with someone quite a bit olde 97591478: I 'm a nobody , Lorenzo and I each other deeply . We are tr 97591669: I ca n't write any more … I him . I love him so . Oh , de 97591673: te any more … I love him . I him so . Oh , dear God , how 97593209: ngs were intense , and he made to her with an ardour she met 97595765: ly . ‘ I ca n't wait to make to you while you 're wearing 97595819: r woman 's ring while you make to me you 've got another thi 97595898: in common . ’ Except that we the same man , she added sile 97595910: added silently . But did Didi him , or was it his wealth , 97596108: iterated that . ‘ I mean , I you to distraction and want t 97596122: t to marry you . I need you to me and make me whole , to liv 97599616: hed . ‘ Seriously , Virgie , , do think about it . You owe 97601732: ss painstakingly built up with and commitment , it would n't 97619179: n ! Dad and Charles send their . They went down to the Crown 97619223: ! ’ ‘ Well , give them my when you see them . Night , L 97622811: a shrug . ‘ Tara is madly in with you , not that it 's any 97629286: little girls . I want to make with you . I do n't want to b 97630513: the one after … maybe he 'll me ? ’ ‘ Yes . Maybe he w 97632346: s empty guest rooms , Virgie , ! ’ Lucy remonstrated , whe 97638283: dy ballet ? Virginia , for the of God , will you just talk t 97640922: hey 'd come so close to making , engulfed her with such forc 97641581: ind a book … ’ ‘ For the of God , Virginia , find one 97642569: onlight . ‘ I want you … I you … ’ she heard herself 97642612: th . ‘ God help me , Guy , I you … ’ ‘ Aaah … Virg 97645731: ently stupid to have fallen in with him … ? Guy was greedy 97648769: e sordid part . Vowing undying one moment , hurling accustio 97651367: said to me when we were making , Virginia . Because if you d 97651485: ugh to have two women madly in with you already ? Do you hav 97652647: s very direct . ‘ You 're in with him , and I 'll lay odds 97654193: I did n't trust you , and I do you , Guy … ’ He muttered 97654438: You think hearing you say you me embarrasses me ? ’ ‘ I 97654545: you apologise for the things I most about you is more than I 97654579: battered emotions . ‘ Do you me ? ’ He stood very still 97655675: tted with you , I 'll probably , honour and obey with depres 97655993: 've spent so much time making is to stop me talking about b 97656167: definition of strumpet , and I it when you talk dirty , ’ 97659447: needed her , that he wanted to her . ‘ Are you happy , que 97659605: . He said very quietly , ‘ I you . ’ His eyes burned wit 97659742: different world of now . ‘ I you too , ’ she said warmly 97659910: ration of her body swelled her till she felt that if she die 97660134: nce again . ‘ I want to make to you forever , ’ he grate 97660303: of her time was spent with her . Their visits to the Expo be 97660743: ugh but they would , because a so consuming could n't just e 97660886: red brow with tender kisses of . ‘ Stay with me , querida 97661006: quickly , too quickly . ‘ I you , Fernando , ’ she told 97661221: ed her heart with new hope and and yet … and yet she burne 97661652: ous engagement and how wary of it had left her . And it had 97661892: hts were with Steve now . Poor , he was so fair-skinned he c 97662823: yet the painful burden of her she ached to share at times , 97664908: ed and made pretty spectacular at every opportunity . ’ Sh 97665044: own . She wanted to know about , a man 's side of the story 97665101: — does that mean you do n't her now ? ’ Ruth gazed past 97665504: le point of view to this silly thing we all get netted into 97665751: ? ’ ‘ No flowers . ’ ‘ letters ? ’ ‘ No love let 97665757: ‘ Love letters ? ’ ‘ No letters . ’ ‘ Well , in m 97666339: ing it was possible to fall in so swiftly . I think what I r 97666580: er her up . ‘ We were n't in at all . We were just bowled 97666714: ille was so exciting I suppose in that environment was inevi 97666731: have a theory too . We fell in with a couple of Spaniards th 97666994: ? ’ ‘ Only that we fell in with foreigners . Spaniards , 97667194: So what has that to do with ? ’ A ragged sigh escaped f 97667338: , sweetheart . We both talk of but those two were smarter th 97667361: for what it was and it was n't . It was just one of those fl 97667386: ruth of that blunt statement . . Fernando had said and she h 97667416: n the universal language — I you ! Steve leaned across the 97667446: ere is n't a thin line between and infatuation . There 's a 97667555: r worst enemy if she had one . or nothing . She had made her 97667596: iously , ‘ that I was n't in and it was in fact infatuatio 97668804: offering . ’ ‘ Do you make with him ? ’ The question , 97669269: of the table . ‘ Do you make with your business partner an 97672123: was . With the Majorcan it was or nothing so nothing it woul 97672401: had allowed herself to fall in so easily . ‘ Where are you 97673679: conceal the truth — that her was still there in spite of h 97677047: Oh , God , but he must really her to be able to lower himse 97677087: u can string him up for making to her before you did ? Their 97677442: as more concerned with the new of his life and some sort of 97677947: is blinkers and he 'd seen her and revelled in it . ‘ For 97679312: n her tone . ‘ Do … do you her very much ? ’ She wante 97679420: ow let me ask you one . Do you Steve very much ? ’ Ruth co 97679453: for Steve — ’ ‘ And you him . ’ ‘ No , I do n't l 97679463: ve him . ’ ‘ No , I do n't him , not the way you mean . 97679482: t you live with him , you make with him — ’ ‘ I do not 97679927: ‘ Certainly not your undying and affection , ’ Ruth stat 97681106: l , a fiery punishment for the she had allowed . ‘ Do n't 97681398: rehension that I intend making to you . ’ He shook his dar 97681509: actually believed you were in with me , and all you were ou 97681760: end to rise to . I wo n't make to you ever again and that is 97681807: u on your knees begging for my before our time is up , and t 97681922: om ? She wanted a career and a and both were possible so why 97683305: a woman — one he happens to very much . ’ She expected 97684267: evenge . You do intend to make to me while Maria Luisa is aw 97685107: hen I was . I thought I was in . I thought you were in love 97685114: n love . I thought you were in . I thought we loved each oth 97686276: n spite of his cruelty and his for Maria Luisa , the desire 97686668: ou have no intention of making to me . We were lovers once , 97688105: rrace . ‘ Followed by making with fire and passion and goi 97688220: n comfort . ’ ‘ And making on a blanket in a pine forest 97688239: t ? ’ ‘ I mentioned making as a reminder , not an intent 97688844: nowing they had both let their for each other slip so easily 97688871: 'd left really cut into her . on the rebound ? She supposed 97689510: rted gabbling on about you and and him and Maria Luisa . I j 97690300: iery , passionate and glorious to her on that blanket , beca 97690341: had suffered before this — a so very agonising , a love wi 97690347: a love so very agonising , a without hope because someone 97693585: t the suggestion . ‘ We made right up until the end , ’ 97693951: e truth that we are falling in yet again ? ’ he suggested 97693999: r — she 'd never been out of with him and if he was fallin 97694125: decided you would like to make to me after all and what bett 97694225: l this soft talk of falling in again you think a refusal wou 97694470: o see . You talk of falling in again . Well , that 's the di 97694487: between us . I ca n't fall in with you again because I 've 97694498: ecause I 've never been out of with you ! ’ She bit her li 97694747: y right . They were falling in , but not again , just in a d 97694841: , awaiting the warmth and the he had deprived her of so lon 97694929: e 'll say it , querida , as we . ’ He swept her up into hi 97695126: ts since the last time we made . I want to be inside you , p 97695331: trusted me in Seville . Let me you as I did before . We are 97695370: en your heart was so ready for . She simply spread her finge 97695728: and Fernando , loving , making as if for the very first time 97695770: anted it to last too , to make slowly and languorously , for 97695940: was searching for — the deep she had once known before . I 97696006: et her own heart speak . ‘ I you , Fernando , ’ she brea 97696795: rd down into her power and her . The final plunge rocked the 97696848: er in the secret lair of their . When Ruth eventually stirre 97697352: rhaps Maria Luisa was still in with Fernando … but why was 97697587: es . She had made her own , to him again , and it was all sh 97699169: life , and she was lost in her for him and his for her and s 97699999: ea . ‘ I can understand your for this part of the island , 97702834: Things ? ’ ‘ Falling in , then . We did it , fell in 97702844: e , then . We did it , fell in in a love-inducing environmen 97703876: coastal resorts . Ruth was in with the island , all of it , 97704056: nt you here with me anyway . I having you around . ’ ‘ Y 97707246: p to his . ‘ It 's because I you , Fernando , that I 'm so 97707614: e swum dizzily in the swarm of that buzzed through her . Onc 97707832: f . ‘ I 'm not going to make to your ankle , ’ he breath 97708531: ng with him . In one way their had got stronger yet absurdly 97710572: gland . She 'd said nothing of . It was n't an issue any mor 97714371: ded in themselves there was no or support left for her . She 97714531: nando again . When you were in you only thought of yourself 97714539: y thought of yourself and your ; Ruth knew that well enough 97714994: he steps , so eager to see his once again that he did n't no 97715633: He was anticipating losing his and his child to Steve and it 97715680: brim with her despair and lost . He held his hand out in a g 97716025: and the glory and the undying . But there could be none of 97716547: have I done anything less than you with a passion that you c 97716893: r be . ’ ‘ Because of your for Steve ? ’ he rasped ang 97716931: use of Steve … not because I him as you think but because 97717391: . ‘ Shush now , querida , my , my life . ’ ‘ You basta 97717427: ate , ’ he soothed . ‘ You , you love me and no other an 97717430: e soothed . ‘ You love , you me and no other and I love yo 97717437: you love me and no other and I you and no other . I never ha 97717477: ely catch her breath . ‘ You no one . I do n't even think 97717487: one . I do n't even think you Maria Luisa or your child . Y 97717499: r child . You do n't know what is ! You 're nothing but a ch 97717991: . I would n't have allowed our to rekindle otherwise but … 97719126: ss and … and Steve before my for you . ’ He kissed her m 97719221: fear — that you just did n't me enough to want to stay wit 97719237: ay with me . ’ ‘ Oh , I do you , Fernando , ’ Ruth cri 97719374: t have doubted the depth of my for you but I understand why 97719437: , thinking that once home your would fade — ’ ‘ It nev 97720152: ere was Steve so happy , so in … ’ Suddenly her eyes fil 97720747: ight he was so happy about his and wanting to marry Maria Lu 97721215: u needed to be reassured of my for you . My last chance was 97721283: my sight again . I 'm going to you and make love to you till 97721287: 'm going to love you and make to you till the sunset ceases 97721421: it , no other but him . ‘ I you , ’ she moaned deeply a 97721437: hands caressed her . ‘ And I you , my beautiful Ruthie , a 97721451: and you 'll never run from my again because we are going to 97721528: arry me , wo n't you , my only ? ’ ‘ Oh , Fernando , yes 97721633: e responded with the rhythm of she craved so strongly . ‘ 97721688: dusty cliff-top . ‘ When we like this the passion and the 97721718: hot Mediterranean sun , their was sealed for eternity in th 97721750: he beginning of their life and together . CHAPTER ONE ‘ He 97723802: r removed from the bittersweet song she 'd opened the set wi 97730014: eks ago . You swore he was the of your life . ’ ‘ So he 97735390: rin . ‘ I 'm sure Chef would that ! ’ She took a deep br 97738145: diated innocence . ‘ For the of Mike ! Tell me what you 'v 97744927: ar to talk about him ! For the of Mike , Candy , will you pl 97746484: u 'll succeed . And then I 'll you even more than I do alrea 97750021: s into the fists she 'd dearly to use on him . She 'd never 97757047: was why she had n't played the game with the same reckless a 97757110: ut — she could never fall in with him ! The man she 'd dre 97761083: ve managed to avoid falling in , given all the glorious hunk 97761110: near you . But if this is what does to you , it 's perhaps j 97761269: he words , ‘ but I 'm not in with him . ’ ‘ Could have 97761589: and the agonies of falling in . Your body does n't know wha 97764327: . ‘ Dancing with the woman I , ’ he returned calmly . 97764393: nough human emotion to fall in then I can only pity the vict 97764487: onically . ‘ But I 'm not in with you . ’ ‘ Thank heav 97765098: ny doubt that you and I are in , that touching little displa 97765210: ch feared , irrevocably — in with Adam Burns . CHAPTER EIG 97765592: d enough that she 'd fallen in with the cold , glacial man s 97765921: llen hook , line and sinker in . She slid him a sideways gla 97768424: e , terrible mess . She was in with a man who considered her 97769200: 't have the look of a woman in . At least , ’ she correcte 97769219: not of a woman who 's happy in . You look … ’ she paused 97769257: pt at a light laugh . ‘ This stuff ai n't easy . ’ ‘ S 97769269: t easy . ’ ‘ So you are in with him ? ’ Candy pounced 97769665: her best friend . ‘ Perhaps changes people 's characters 97770133: entirely ? Granted , being in may have addled your brain , 97770706: head off the way she 'd simply to do . But damn him — it w 97770868: o be the man you 're deeply in with , remember ? ’ ‘ Rem 97771396: would she believe you were in with me ? ’ Despite herself 97771474: nyone weak , let alone fall in with them . ’ ‘ That does 97773331: face and she smiled . ‘ Make to me , ’ she whispered , a 97773731: id crazy fool , too blinded by to see that she was being use 97774049: ted ? Protestations of undying ? ‘ Are n't you afraid I 'l 97779639: , made them laugh , made them you . She wanted the same thi 97780986: e on , Rory — the kids would to hear you sing . Do n't let 97781325: umber in gold . The kids would it . She was just in the midd 97783404: e to know so well . ‘ That I you very deeply , Rory . Can 97783436: e question . ‘ Cope with the of a scorpion ? ’ she said 97783697: say it takes a brave woman to a Scorpio , ’ he said . Ror 97786297: ’ Mandy said . ‘ Mandy , I you dearly . You are my favou 97793459: least she 's harmless . We all her pretty dearly . ‘ I cou 97794061: ouple , obviously very much in , got up and left , leaving a 97795995: That 's what we 're here for , , to help one another . ’ S 97799490: ly should have seen his face , , it was quite priceless . 97799611: the pillow . ‘ You ca n't , . I need you . We need pairs 97807650: es and maybe silk sheets . And . Definitely love . ‘ Do n' 97807653: sheets . And love . Definitely . ‘ Do n't shut me out , 97808659: een it . And she had just made to a stranger . And the worst 97808755: next time he saw her , making would be the last thing on hi 97809526: t was true , too . ‘ He made to you , did n't he ? ’ ‘ 97810467: disbelief . ‘ I was madly in with a guy in med school . Hi 97811186: all . The fact that he 'd made to her and then tried to brus 97812946: I appreciate that most of you this place . I appreciate you 97813610: keep it that way . I really do this old place . ’ ‘ Were 97814213: damning silence . I really do this old place , Mandy had sa 97821053: a buy-out . Instead he fell in with my mother . After their 97821088: high-powered , but he fell in with this place . We could ha 97821265: It 's hard to see someone you so much fading . I just did n 97821402: s unthreatened . The ghosts of were all around her , holding 97828402: had fallen head over heels in with Billie , and had unoffic 97830318: know anything about falling in , let alone falling in love o 97830324: in love , let alone falling in on a budget , as Nelson put i 97830623: gh without adding the word ‘ ’ to this already hopelessl 97832201: h your permission . May I make to you , Charity ? ’ ‘ Ye 97832916: than that . She needed him to her . She needed him to be re 97832941: hen had this happened to her ? . She had avoided that word a 97833035: judgement , she had fallen in . And if that word , if that 97833464: hollow of her body . They made slowly and with deep apprecia 97834237: ne in the world , you probably me better than anyone in the 97834795: given an invitation to fall in . You 're scared to death . O 97834837: owing yourself on the altar of . ’ Something changed in Ma 97835376: ind out if I suffer unrequited . I have to go . ’ ‘ Do n 97836663: full breadth and depth of her for this man . She tore open 97837690: ow what you mean . ’ ‘ You him . It was written all over 97837850: tthew to understand how much I him . ’ ‘ Really ? ’ Ch 97838662: ? Just tell him . Matthew , I you and what are you going to 97839853: s . She whined that he did n't her . She pushed for a weddin 97841062: completely underserving of her . In that moment , he had kno 97841090: t were . She would not use his of her to hurt him . And he h 97841386: d given his family the gift of , generation after generation 97841472: the mystery and the marvel of . He walked , his pace swift 97841778: nly her face relaxed . ‘ You her , do n't you , Matthew ? 97843133: just go to Matthew and say , I you . What are you going to d 97843581: red , ‘ if I told you I will you for all time , that my he 97843802: ith . Woman , I do believe you me . But absolutely no more m 97843867: andy ? ’ ‘ No . The god of and the god of fertility . Th 97843930: I would ever again be able to someone the way I love you . 97843935: able to love someone the way I you . ’ ‘ When you choose 97843943: you . ’ ‘ When you choose , Charity , you can have ever 97843961: nt . A career , and a family . does n't take anything away . 97850715: shly . ‘ What 's your name , ? ’ one asked . ‘ I 'm so 97869603: s . That 's right . She was in with — ‘ Endymion . She c 97869616: ame down from Olympus and made to him while he slept . And s 97872717: breath caught . He 'd been in with Arianna , you could hear 97872734: oice . And Arianna had been in with him , or at least , she 97879269: ith Anna , whom she 'd come to , or with the serenity and be 97882185: o sail . So many women to make to . Caroline 's breath caugh 97888854: mple of Venus . The goddess of . ’ Nicolo smiled . ‘ And 97891553: Because she 'd never fallen in , the head-over-heels , with- 97891561: , with-all-your-heart kind of that made a woman 's world ce 97898419: d to do , if I 'd let you make to me … She made a little s 97903008: kitten-love — ’ ‘ Puppy , ’ Caroline said furiously 97903423: ou thought I had tried to make to you despite this supposed 97903904: arms . ‘ I should have made to you long before this . ’ 97904898: ee into your soul while I make to you , mia Carolina . I wan 97905003: she held him tight . ‘ Make to me now , Nico , ’ she be 97905243: nd no conquered when there was . And she loved him . Oh , Go 97906076: . What woman would n't fall in with him ? What woman would n 97906170: ered to her while they 'd made . She had understood some of 97906207: e possessed — but it was the she felt for him that had sen 97906403: back against the door . Making with Nicolo , giving in to th 97906454: . She 'd fallen desperately in with a man who was n't in lov 97906462: love with a man who was n't in with her , a man who 'd wante 97906582: ught earthly pleasure from his only until he tired of her . 97906729: th . Nicolo , she thought , my … Eventually , she slept . 97907473: of how badly I wanted to make to you again , with the sunsh 97908216: she whispered , ‘ I would to . ’ The Piazza Navona wa 97908756: Nicolo tell me he 's fallen in with me . I do n't want to re 97909137: g . ‘ I think that is what I most about my city . It 's a 97909198: be that way , when you were in . If only this day could last 97910977: step towards him . But did you her ? She wanted to ask , but 97913819: he 'd ever believed herself in with him , that she 'd delude 97916735: aggy cotton T-shirt with ‘ I NEW YORK ’ printed on it . 97917935: he was part of him . She would him forever , despite everyth 97918960: he said quietly . ‘ Do you me ? ’ Caroline jerked her 97919170: his eyes on hers . ‘ Do you me , Caroline ? ’ She stare 97919236: you if I tell you first that I you , ’ he whispered , ‘ 97919349: sort of man do think I am ? I you , Caroline . That means I 97919409: he said sternly . ‘ Do you me ? ’ ‘ Yes , ’ she sa 97919427: said , ‘ of course I do . I you with all my heart . ’ N 97919513: ere I was , head over heels in with you , and you were askin 97919971: l very lovely — but I do n't her . I love you . ’ Caroli 97919975: — but I do n't love her . I you . ’ Caroline cocked her 97920057: his eyes on hers . ‘ I will you for all eternity . I swea 97921878: us and you harm the others . I my grandfather , and I wo n't 97931503: o seriously . She had a lot of to give to the right man . Th 97937491: ably would , too ! ‘ For the of Pete ! ’ The angry male 97950206: t to breathe . They could make here and nobody would ever kn 97952641: . ‘ Oh , yes , I … grew to … them . ’ Her words tail 97953625: er , because she had fallen in with him . Despite everything 97954568: n : you could n't make someone you if they did n't , and you 97954582: you could n't make them accept from you if they did n't want 97959127: , because she loved him , and could move mountains . But th 97961067: r a moonlit swim before making under the stars . She would b 97963296: r forever . ‘ I want to make to you . To know you so compl 97963491: es and holding them . ‘ Make to me , Travis , please . ’ 97963572: ’ ‘ I 'm not afraid . Just me , ’ she answered him sim 97964633: e . She had lain down with her — the enemy — and now she 97966005: dfather . Everyone sends their , and Mum says you 've got to 97967427: ight want her , but he did n't her . He certainly did n't tr 97968204: hat . You want me ; you do n't me or trust me . ’ The admi 97971263: per , knowing her cousin would her to lose it . ‘ Really ? 97971799: what was mine . ’ ‘ Their ? You 're so wrong . Love exp 97971806: heir love ? You 're so wrong . expands to take in more thing 97971836: . You 've always had all their as their daughter . ’ ‘ D 97973937: wards . ’ ‘ Great , I just dancing . Bye for now , then 97974830: Travis too . You 've fallen in with him , have n't you ? ’ 97974949: scinating ! Here 's Paige , in at last , but does he love yo 97974956: in love at last , but does he you ? You 've slept with him 97976187: from his face ! ‘ Because I you ! ’ she cried , and had 97976203: isfaction . Travis paled . ‘ me ? ’ ‘ Why should that 97976219: be so hard to believe ? I can you if I want to , ’ she sh 97976247: lear it . ‘ OK , you say you me . If you do then tell me t 97976548: ou see , I 've just realised I you , too . So the choice is 97978957: ve great faith in the power of to move mountains . Things wi 97981516: sed by the waves of warmth and emanating from him . ‘ Than 97982732: rry . My only excuse is that I Paige very much , and I alway 97982743: , and I always protect those I . I very much hope that both 97983791: s to frame her face . ‘ I do you , ’ he avowed , with su 97983871: ruly were unnecessary . He was . When they drew apart at las 97984612: ow to make it better , too . I you , Travis McKenna , for my 97995596: . ‘ You mean we should make , not war ? ’ he enquired , 97996111: d , but now — ‘ Hello , my , ’ Ashley said , and ran f 97999645: not been kissed , had not made . For a long time she had bee 98008495: , for had n't she let him make to her after just a handful o 98009608: rethought and declare undying ? Her lips formed a bleak smi 98015592: s her and make wild passionate . Wrong , Ashley thought . Sh 98016000: ’ ‘ Celeste was never in with me , it was the idea of 98019687: en pregnant when they had made ! Now she understood his fail 98020365: , although he lavished all his and many gifts on his adored 98021251: o ! No ! ’ ‘ I realise you this car and I know you 're t 98023386: and tell him that when we made in Sintra he sired a son . A 98023412: is cheek . ‘ Sleep well , my . ’ It was as Ashley steppe 98025030: ed her lips ‘ — we 'd made . He was guessing , but my fa 98025207: ity he was claiming he 'd made to me first , before you , an 98026040: But it was brutally clear that was not a feature in his thin 98026349: dulged in apparently frivolous with her son . About the idea 98026899: ‘ I 'm the man who once made to your mother and made you . 98027271: imon said it because he was in with you and he hoped that by 98027490: f that , but Simon was also in you , ’ Vitor persisted . 98027771: an see that Simon probably did me — in his way . ’ ‘ I 98029310: p about the prospect of making now , when before you were 98029860: ingless alliances , but for me is a serious matter . ’ Ash 98030381: mpression that we 're madly in . ’ Ashley turned to gaze a 98030394: to gaze at him . ‘ Madly in ? ’ she protested . ‘ Kee 98030525: ected to act as though I 'm in with you ? ’ she enquired , 98031700: is impatient to marry his true and that it wo n't be long . 98031721: zine from the table . ‘ True ? ’ she said , turning a pa 98031867: ing at you told me it had been at first sight . ’ She gave 98031899: met , fell head over heels in in a shockingly short time , 98031910: short time , and were still in thirty years later when he di 98032052: ringly . For her , it had been at first sight . She had love 98032070: moment of meeting , she was in with him now and — Ashley t 98032129: e , instinctive emotion called . She had known Vitor D'Arcos 98032139: own Vitor D'Arcos was her true and so , with her body , she 98032759: six grandchildren and I 'd so for her to see Thomas . ’ A 98033692: I 'm not so — ’ ‘ Making did mean something , ’ he i 98033883: . ‘ I cared about us making , ’ he said , raking both h 98035480: ought about you before we made , afterwards I thought about 98036174: e went out of the window . Any you had had for me vanished , 98036316: . ‘ Sorry ? ’ ‘ We both each other . I know this man- 98036555: e n't been pretending to be in with you this weekend . I 've 98036864: I think we should also make as soon as possible , ’ he 98037570: body moving with body . Their had no edges , no boundaries 98037663: n his bed . They had just made again ; this time more slowly 98043495: n Rosie , ‘ because really I being here on the complex . T 98044466: ke him better ? ’ ‘ Oh , I him ! So dashing and debonair 98047011: e it with a lot less taste and for the countryside . ’ She 98048533: lful . Why else did the locals him as much as the visitors ? 98049390: you have a rose — a sign of . It 's beautiful . Who gave 98049859: Sometimes a person can fall in without realising it . ’ Th 98049970: e . I know I could n't fall in without knowing it . My feet 98050105: lly want to believe herself in with a man like that ? And sh 98050275: ke all the rest , I 'm just in with a figment of my own imag 98052912: s empire , getting to know and the villagers as he did so , 98057370: ero — the man it was safe to because he was so completely 98057893: in the beauty of the music of , and Dr Rafaelo might well n 98057978: orita me quieres ? ’ Do you me ? There was a loud scream 98058146: . ‘ Me quieres ? ’ Do you me ? Surely he did n't need t 98058340: ‘ Me quieres ? ’ Do you me ? Shelley held on tight to 98058658: ‘ Me quieres ? ’ Do you me ? And Shelley shook her he 98060047: ? Did you reply , ‘ Yes , I you , Miguelito ’ ? ’ ‘ 98063534: Shelley admitted it . ‘ I being here . ’ She leaned o 98066032: as though she was falling in … Then he said innocently , 98067642: this is where I first fell in . ’ ‘ But Monte Samana di 98067740: ame to Santa Barbara I fell in with the lovely cove , with t 98068270: the terrible waste of all that I had . Where did it go , She 98068332: I do see . ’ ‘ Are you in , Shelley ? ’ She started , 98068406: some and vital and have such a of living . ’ The old woman 98068433: Your Miguelito has to fall in himself one day . It might be 98068473: th me . You see , I 'm only in with a fantasy figure . I do 98070885: eighbour , after all , and you the place . What can be wrong 98070916: The wasted life and the wasted that comes to me in the night 98072949: ost believe you . Did you make to these other women ? ’ 98076098: e does not immediately fall in with you . ’ ‘ Do n't tal 98078855: in you to awaken a very great . Be careful , señorita , to 98078865: ul , señorita , to catch that when it comes , because it ma 98079208: , and she was a little bit in . But someone needed her , an 98080499: , I do . I 'm only human — I to swim and play tennis , and 98082619: me , he only has to ask . I 'd to stay on here . And he does 98082955: on leaving . ‘ Give Lina my , ’ she said . There was no 98083549: y , she said simply , ‘ I 'd to . It 's exactly what I wan 98088757: m not an amateur in matters of . I recognised at once that y 98089033: le friend in their Casa Madrid nest . But Shelley put a brav 98089469: could I ? I 've never been in ! ’ Her words cut Shelley o 98089493: his beautiful Victoria did n't him . He mattered to Shelley 98091472: new digs . No problem — I 'd to live in Santa Barbara . 98091620: dmitted that she had fallen in with his music , which made i 98091820: all to do with — falling in , that sort of thing . I 'm i 98091932: rd to after Lina and Pablo . I weddings . ’ Shelley left t 98092716: ore can you want out of life ? maybe ? A beautiful woman sho 98093450: nd a lot more like a couple in murmuring sweet nothings . 98095071: ted as a joke , to indulge his of singing and of local folk 98095875: ’ He paused . ‘ It made me you more , Shelley . ’ His 98096768: to the people she had come to kept Shelley from despair . S 98097410: I know very well how much you them all — especially the o 98100972: y played was ‘ Ca n't Buy Me ’ . And then Abuelo came ou 98103740: the young one and talked about as the sun sank behind the hi 98104775: ess and a great , overwhelming . Gently she shook him by the 98105183: how deeply and hopelessly I do you . I do n't know how I had 98105940: fast asleep , poor darling . I him so much , Rosie , that I 98106656: out you . He needed to fall in again . I hope you are n't an 98107308: iar pang of heartache and lost as their eyes met . He did n' 98107911: rida , when you 're as much in as I am , you do n't always b 98108371: am here . ’ ‘ Miguel — I you . ’ He carried her upst 98108834: ight air , a sweet overture to . Miguel smiled . ‘ You cer 98115051: , and he licked his lips . ‘ a drink . ’ ‘ I 'll get y 98130311: an with whom she had fallen in . So she watched , and listen 98132077: icating it . ‘ Lie down , my , and open wide . That 's lov 98133233: m far beyond his years . ‘ I that photo , ’ Jack said so 98136466: and he winked wickedly . ‘ I it when you 're rough with me 98138664: in the helmet . ‘ Much as I being crushed between your th 98140989: touching and revealing . That would come she had no doubt . 98143249: are you , darling ? ’ ‘ In , ’ Kath told her glumly . 98143853: , I do n't expect you to make to me in the corridor , but e 98144240: s the bedroom ? ’ ‘ Oh , I it when you 're masterful , 98151250: ck her cup . ‘ Finish this , , and we 'll wander down to t 98151537: was wry . ‘ Much as I would to claim all the credit , I m 98152103: And if she 's lucky , you 'll her , too . ’ She turned aw 98152141: , Kathleen , how could he not you ? Just give him time . 98155483: 'd be married now , because I her , but not like that — n 98155495: like that — not the way you her . ’ Jack 's head snappe 98155509: head snapped up . ‘ I do n't her . ’ Mick 's smile was s 98155905: 't . I need her , but I ca n't her — ’ ‘ You do love h 98155912: 't love her — ’ ‘ You do her . ’ ‘ No ! ’ He sho 98157070: startled eyes . ‘ I think I you , Irish , ’ he said sof 98157342: ‘ Do n't talk . Just let me you . ’ She dragged the zip 98157636: ng back as if in agony . ‘ I you ! ’ he gritted , over a 98157669: around her . ‘ Oh , Jack , I you , too , ’ she whispered 98157876: With those great big eyes with written in them in letters te 98157898: y , hurt . ‘ You ca n't make to me like that and then expe 98157930: ated women , Jack . You know I you . I ca n't hide it and I 98158166: ld Jack she could n't hide her . Over the next few days she 98158674: d . ‘ Oh , I do n't know . I kids . Well , obviously , or 98158899: super with the kids . They all him . It 's a shame he 's not 98159029: ept she could now admit to her . The only difference was tha 98159059: o fall more and more deeply in with him . And she did , of c 98167253: k ? ’ ‘ Mmm ? ’ ‘ Make to me , please ? ’ His hand 98167296: he was paying homage to their , his every caress a thanksgi 98167670: face drawn with sorrow and the that would sacrifice itself f 98167849: and although he 's gone , that , that joy will stay with me 98167865: . And because I 've known that , I ca n't deny you the oppor 98168005: ’ ‘ Please , Jack . Your is all I could ever need . 98202081: When I was young rugby was the of my life , but these days I 98205461: a qualm . If letting him make to her was the price for keep 98205502: t why she was letting him make to her in her surprise at the 98206009: cess with the women I 've made to in the past , but I 've ne 98206982: self to one man for good . The of Leonora 's life was sailin 98207513: pened next ? ’ ‘ I fell in . ’ ‘ With Guy ? ’ ‘ 98207780: y that Guy had , indeed , made to her to a certain extent . 98209333: ten to me . I want you to make to me . I need you to ! ’ C 98209444: e in place of it . If you make to me I 'll have something to 98209613: that morning . Just by making to me . Is it so much to ask 98211837: ked — begged — you to make to me . You supplied a deep-s 98211861: . You showed me how beautiful between a man and woman can b 98213555: r was a stranger . ‘ Hello , , ’ said Leonora , hugging 98216946: nce pleaded with Penry to make to her . Next time , she vowe 98218718: So you 're not sorry you made to me that night ? ’ ‘ Ho 98219348: But you 're not going to make to me . ’ He let out an uns 98219381: t know how much I want to make to you , Leonora , but not he 98219411: ed moments . Next time we make I want it perfect , with all 98222541: elanie did n't want me to make to her . She needed a favour 98222674: chest convinced her I was the of your life , I suppose ! 98222975: she had been asking me to make to her — which she was n't 98223207: think of better places to make , cariad . ’ ‘ So can I , 98223411: cation in his words . ‘ I 'd to . ’ ‘ Bring Elise , to 98223640: go alone , with my blessing , , since it seems pretty obvio 98225496: face him . ‘ I did not make to her , Leonora , ’ he sai 98225993: reached the door . ‘ Give my to Sister Concepta . ’ Penr 98230874: r flushed face . ‘ Just make to me , Penry , please . If y 98230944: m almost at once in a storm of and need as fierce as the one 98231062: mber that I begged you to make to me the first time , Penry 98231181: ly . He laughed softly . ‘ I you so much , you know , my l 98231949: that I want very much to make to you again . Are you going 98231980: No . Not now . Not ever ! I you too much — ’ ‘ At l 98232007: ? ’ ‘ You 've told me you me . ’ She frowned . ‘ Of 98232018: She frowned . ‘ Of course I you . I have right from the f 98232113: ‘ Oh . I merely meant that I you too much to refuse you an 98233228: thearts , played at falling in , but of course it had all en 98233370: finally escape the suffocating of her father and uncle in Ho 98233414: he had also been completely in with Jamie , but of course he 98233434: re was no room in his life for — not while he was consumed 98235199: for heirs ; he had married for . He never remarried , never 98236214: chel . ‘ Give your father my . And … Jamie too . ’ ‘ 98236228: ‘ I 'll especially give your to Jamie , ’ Rachel said wi 98236280: l remember what you said about . ’ Rachel tensed , did a d 98236310: ou 'd read it somewhere . That was … ’ ‘ An erotic exp 98236443: So … why were you discussing with my flatmate ? ’ ‘ Ju 98236513: d you get on to the subject of ? ’ The blue eyes flicked a 98237851: d distaste on his face . ‘ I my father and my uncle — eq 98240573: born in , and feeling waves of for its brash life force , it 98244066: morning with him , discussing ; and how that galled her , h 98244209: ! ’ ‘ He 's my uncle and I him , ’ Rachel said with a 98249831: — the boys are all madly in with you as usual ! ’ ‘ F 98251298: seeing her . Are you madly in ? ’ His eyes glinted . ‘ 98254618: it as a betrayal . You know I you and — ’ ‘ Of course 98260219: … he was practically making to her on the dance-floor . A 98261499: hey began to make fierce , hot on the dusty grass of the for 98262004: let him into her room to make to her ! Well , is n't that t 98262517: on me ! Tony and I are n't in ! ’ ‘ Well , I 'm not in 98262527: e ! ’ ‘ Well , I 'm not in with Domino ! ’ he said coo 98264338: g you to the altar and call it . ’ His eyes narrowed . ‘ 98264350: s narrowed . ‘ But it 's not , it 's just a long series of 98265341: t , to whisper thickly , ‘ I the way you move . Do you fin 98265574: e to your room so you can make to me ! ’ ‘ I ca n't be b 98267488: ! ’ ‘ I 've wanted to make to you since I first set eyes 98268818: he really did want him to make to her combined with his ruth 98270109: her to sleep in his bed , make to him ? Her heart thudded li 98270335: . ‘ Jealousy is a symptom of , ’ Damian went on , shatte 98270371: simple reason that I 'm not in with you . ’ Stung , she re 98270389: ‘ Good ! Because I 'm not in with you , either ! ’ A mus 98270810: ly , ‘ or I 'll start making to you and I wo n't stop unti 98271367: ! ’ ‘ What we have is n't , but at least it is n't a co 98271398: ! ’ she flung . ‘ I wanted ! ’ ‘ I ca n't give it to 98271586: n't I tell you you 'd fall in with her at first sight ? ’ 98273381: d fear that the minute he made to her fully the feelings she 98273462: so afraid , that the name was … but it must n't be , she 98274720: g Tony ! He 's my friend and I him ! ’ ‘ Too bad ! ’ h 98274845: ino tomorrow . Would they make all day at some hot , steamy 98275057: simple reason that I 'm not in with you . ’ She stood stoc 98275083: ink straight , but I 'm not in with him , I 'm not ; I ca n' 98275245: once told her that falling in was a frightening experience 98275276: t every emotion in the book of but she must not be in love w 98275283: of love but she must not be in with Damian Flint ; she must 98278172: … remember you talked about with Damian that night he cam 98278249: told him frankly that I was in with Jamie , and he looked at 98278284: g , so I started talking about , how it means different thin 98278314: hrase word for word . ‘ That was an erotic expression of t 98278425: and beyond all else , to make to her . Could it be that he 98278503: ough the body . Damian did n't her and never would . He was 98278896: inst her breast . It ca n't be . It must n't be . He 'd dest 98278910: . He 'd destroy her if it was , tear the heart from her and 98279363: spent running from possessive , and now here she was , feel 98279383: , pushing aside her conscious of freedom to reveal the pass 98279660: ckly . ‘ Ca n't wait to make to you … I wish we could go 98280912: ft to run . I 'm completely in with him , she thought , and 98280937: t his feet . She had fallen in with him the minute she saw h 98280967: , resisted , resisted … but could n't be resisted forever 98281003: y she had tried to trample her down , it had finally reached 98281037: more powerful the unconscious . And how she had hated him ! 98281075: tred swing round to reveal the , deep and very passionate in 98281097: y , it came for her , waves of sweeping through her . The vu 98281219: fall at his feet and admit her . He caught her wrist . ‘ W 98281492: ust to the fact that I 'd make to you tonight and — ’ 98281500: to you tonight and — ’ ‘ ! Do n't call it that ! ’ H 98281545: told you I could n't give you ! ’ She flinched as though 98281568: , ‘ Tony would have given me ! ’ ‘ You bitch … ! ’ 98281712: Radcliffe would have given you , would he ? ’ His voice wa 98281735: e assumed was rage . ‘ Yes ! — not violence and rape ! 98281771: mouth was shaking . ‘ I want , Damian … love ! ’ ‘ W 98281775: . ‘ I want love , Damian … ! ’ ‘ Well , let's just s 98281806: Let's just see how necessary is ! ’ ‘ I wo n't let you 98282434: mouth kissing him with all the and desire she had suppressed 98282483: ough she was really saying , I you , I love you . ‘ Damian 98282487: really saying , I love you , I you . ‘ Damian … ! ’ Hi 98282553: Give me everything … make with me … make love ! ’ a 98282558: … make love with me … make ! ’ and he kissed her deepl 98282833: es allowed her to express that … She was naked , completel 98283131: d for her and pretended it was , because it was the deepest 98283534: blood pulsing round his body . was pouring through her and s 98283602: e felt so moved , so deeply in , that a hoarse sob escaped h 98283806: er father 's company , not for . Her eyes stung with fresh t 98283823: . I can never tell him I 'm in with him , she thought , and 98284117: his teeth . ‘ I want to make to you again ! ’ ‘ Again 98284258: e , and that was how they made , their bodies moving as slow 98284306: xciting lovemaking . They made a third time before falling i 98284342: late the next day Damian made to her again until her eyes c 98284405: ey swam then , and Damian made to her in the hot sea , strip 98284469: rm water . ‘ No more talk of ? ’ Damian asked during a l 98284596: … ’ ‘ Headier even than ? ’ she whispered , kissing 98284709: m so completely . When he made to her , she was able to beli 98284784: from her , and they would make again until they sprawled tog 98284905: ased by his lovemaking . ‘ I it when you do that … ’ s 98284922: ed to him one day as they made , and he laughed softly , loo 98285058: e with … with something like just then — ’ ‘ I love 98285065: e love just then — ’ ‘ I your body and making love wit 98285070: I love your body and making with you , ’ he said deeply 98285121: his head and continued making to her until she reached a bi 98285140: after that she never mentioned again . She could n't take th 98285175: was his husky voice as he made to her , his body against her 98285194: etend to herself that he might her as he expressed emotion t 98285381: eper into the waters of sexual . When the last day came , Ra 98285411: s usual , but when Damian made to her there was an edge to i 98286034: d power could not be swayed by or foolish dreams , and the m 98286376: tugging her upstairs . He made to her angrily . ‘ I 'll fo 98286416: his face as he took her , made like the enemy he was . They 98287630: she was wrong , if he did n't her . She would just confront 98290794: off the plane here and fell in with the place , so I stayed 98290810: . I guess I needed to fall in with something . Hell , I 'd 98290877: I realised I needed to be in with more than just a city . 98291033: ould be both . A woman I could as well as want to go to bed 98291118: hat when the two combine it 's . I mean — it has to be , d 98291195: ded jerkily . ‘ And when you a woman , ’ he said under h 98291282: had to be leading up to ‘ I you ’ … and she felt she 98291476: ng worked out . I hated making to women I did n't even like 98291615: ing shakingly , ‘ Damian , I you ! I love you … I love y 98291619: , ‘ Damian , I love you ! I you … I love you … ! ’ 98291623: I love you ! I love you … I you … ! ’ He buried his d 98291705: please , say it ! ’ ‘ I you ! ’ he said shakingly , 98291884: . ‘ Darling , I 've been in with you for so long , fighti 98291928: more you talked about him with , the more devastated I felt 98292403: am woman , and she 's madly in with some young blond boy who 98292506: outh hard . ‘ You 're not in with him and you do n't want 98292524: o to bed with him , but you do him . Do n't you ? ’ ‘ As 98292689: , if he knew I was insanely in with you and thought it was f 98292912: ing you guessing that I was in with you . I thought it was s 98293164: e eyes , filled with charm and , darkness and intelligence , 98294068: uiet and reserved and madly in with the man she lives with . 98294471: ether … imagining you making to her … ’ ‘ I had to s 98294495: laughing softly . ‘ I was in with you up to my neck from d 98294649: , thought I was going to make to you on the spot . But of c 98295114: o think of anything but making to you , and then I was pushi 98295274: shoulder and blurt it out : I you , I love you … ’ ‘ 98295278: blurt it out : I love you , I you … ’ ‘ Darling ! ’ 98295294: huskily , her eyes filled with . ‘ I knew it was real then 98295332: ce told me that you must be in with me — but I could n't b 98295447: marry you and make very tender to you . ’ ‘ There 's nev 98295509: mouth against her neck . ‘ I you … ’ ‘ There 's neve 98295769: tell you straight out because , my darling , left me withou 98295797: you when I thought you were in with Radcliffe . All I could 98295865: ening . ‘ I knew if you made to me I 'd be lost … drowni 98295986: deeply . ‘ Except one . The gasket . I was angry enough t 98296006: but I was also very deeply in , and I wanted more than anyt 98296017: ore than anything else to make to you . Real love . The kind 98296022: lse to make love to you . Real . The kind of lovemaking I 'd 98296096: d suddenly realise you were in with me , and tell me , and e 98296124: admit to myself that I was in with you that night , ’ she 98296299: but inside the words were , I you … I love you … ’ Ra 98296303: words were , I love you … I you … ’ Rachel buried her 98296623: onfession , but saying , ‘ I you , ’ to a woman who love 98296965: The necessary components of , my darling , are apparently 98296998: express them all when we make , release them in a fierce cr 98297188: nsely , his smile fading . ‘ is what will hold us together 98297221: usy , beyond desire . There 's , pure and simple . ’ Rache 98297241: magine not wanting you to make to me , but I understand what 98297324: ile we 're still hopelessly in with each other , but after t 98297445: sexy eyes . ‘ I want you to me through all of that . ’ 98297476: could I do anything other than you more as we grow older ? 98297501: though it should be , to be in . ’ She laughed softly . 98297531: cept hearing those words … I you . ’ He gave a deep sigh 98297690: ng over her , and as they made in a fierce celebration of th 98297713: at this ungoverned passion was . CHAPTER ONE The lecture end 98300836: d to animals . She says she 'd it . Even if you come in with 98303635: e I am , but I must admit I 'd to be protected . ’ Helen l 98313916: ant to buy anything , but I 'd to look around if I may . ’ 98315707: girl looked wistful . ‘ I 'd to keep him as a pet . ’ So 98316934: d — a bit of social life . I parties . ’ She turned to H 98323191: na said simply , ‘ We 're in with each other . I 'm up in 98323322: , and I 've gone and fallen in with Robert 's assistant and 98325534: k they are really seriously in ? ’ She was startled by the 98327179: uch about the ups and downs of and passion if you think that 98329635: ty on a lonely bachelor . I 'd to take you out . I know of a 98329755: pe with whom she could fall in . Somewhere at the back of he 98335933: ‘ Why not ? Surely if you each other — ’ ‘ You kn 98338354: rk ? ’ ‘ Goodness , no ! I it and there 's always plenty 98350974: n had told her . How could she a man she did n't trust ? Yet 98350983: a man she did n't trust ? Yet him she did although she had 98351068: ossible to follow . Her secret for Robert must stay hidden , 98351304: Sophie 's eyes . This was real , love that was tender , cari 98351306: 's eyes . This was real love , that was tender , caring and 98351422: I think characters change when takes over . Mind you , I 've 98351488: e that characters changed when took charge ? If so , then Ro 98351501: en Robert certainly was n't in with her . He still wanted hi 98353198: t . ’ Joanna grinned . ‘ I parties , and this leg wo n't 98354780: we 're both mad ? Too old for ? ’ Drawing a long breath , 98355913: hard to believe . There 's no lost between those two , acco 98357526: e you looking so sad . ’ Her and sympathy was too much for 98357650: o young people so obviously in with each other could be so u 98357751: re so sure that you and Robert each other … well , it 's i 98357954: man . ’ ‘ But he does n't me — he 's never mentioned 98357961: e me — he 's never mentioned , ’ Sophie said dully , and 98358723: — aglow . I think it must be . OK . OK . Do n't look so fi 98361371: e drew back . ‘ Sophie — I you . ’ His voice was strai 98361391: know that by now , but do you me ? ’ The words were what 98361438: e , do n't torture me . Do you me ? ’ She came to life , p 98361505: w in a flash that this kiss of was even more wonderful than 98361689: a wonderful wedding night , my . ’ He showered her with ki 98362634: is face . ‘ My darling — I you … adore you … respect 98362708: aw such tenderness , such deep in his eyes that her own fill 98362789: ght-headed , almost faint with . ‘ I know it will be all r 98363034: her for his own and spoke of a that would bind them together 98363356: a had fallen wholeheartedly in with him , and a year ago she 98363611: I know someone has to do it , , ’ he stated sensitively , 98363728: and giving an extra helping of and attention to the animals 98364823: mpany for me , and you 'd just it , I know you would . ’ 98365862: ently been crying . ‘ Cara ! ! What 's the matter ? ’ sh 98365988: f herself . ‘ Oh , no ! Oh , ! ’ Fabia crooned , and put 98366426: her . She could therefore only her sister more that , when i 98366461: n't hesitating to fly to where and instinct guided . But , a 98367288: Could n't you do that for me , ? ’ How could she refuse ? 98368945: at the deception which through and loyalty she had to perfor 98370438: arted to get to her , and , as and conscience did a double a 98372863: l , she had fallen a little in with Mariánské Láznë , an 98381820: ticular — were just going to , Fabia came down the stairs 98385348: hat she was telling him of her of music and how Janáček 's 98389261: nection was made . ‘ Fabia , , how nice to hear from you ! 98389405: uirmed . ‘ Well give her our . You 're enjoying yourselves 98389630: … ’ ‘ Of course we can , , you know that ! ’ Her mot 98391658: pride fought a battle with her for her sister . Love for her 98391663: with her love for her sister . for her sister won , as in he 98392280: hard . But life , conscience , of family — it was n't as e 98396228: omptly did a switch . ‘ I 'd to go to a koliba with you , 98399954: h he 's much better , the dear is n't out of the woods yet . 98402525: on , she realised . Ven would it if , though he 'd given he 98412650: nce of the solemn quietness of in nature , and the passion o 98412659: ure , and the passion of human . ’ Something began to well 98412709: those under the enchantment of , ’ he answered , and Fabia 98412864: im in high regard ; she was in with him ! Devastatingly so . 98412881: there was to be found in that , she failed to see . Because 98412900: ination would Ven ever come to her ! CHAPTER EIGHT The one , 98412920: since she had acknowledged her for Ven alternately dawdled a 98413287: , no matter how conscience and might insist that she make a 98413597: l struggling to adjust to this , this , the biggest happenin 98413858: , for the moment , defeated . , she was swiftly realising , 98413870: lising , was hell — being in was hell ! For , while her pr 98416834: — she loved him . He did n't her , of course , not that sh 98417002: Friday . She must have been in with Ven even then without kn 98419927: had fallen head over heels in with him , he would hear not 98420694: did n't . But … ’ ‘ But for your sister got the bette 98421882: nt to your sister whom — you … ’ an alert look suddenl 98421968: ht yet hit on the truth of her for him . Again she decided t 98422013: ened that is greater than your for your sister , for you to 98422686: ew that while , because of her for Ven , she could be on ver 98423749: rt pride linked arms with hurt , not a lot else mattered . B 98424436: hen she had started to fall in with him . ‘ It — er — 98425624: sincerity in his look , ‘ I you , ’ he translated quiet 98425705: ? ’ he asked tensely . ‘ I you too , ’ she replied sim 98425768: je milá , sweet miláčku , I you so very much , ’ he cri 98426458: she exclaimed lovingly . ‘ me ? ’ ‘ So much , ’ sh 98427769: trength of this emotion called before . This emotion which , 98428428: se . And fell more and more in with you , be it lunching wit 98428579: embered everything ? ’ ‘ I you , ’ she said simply , a 98428744: anted to be with you but , for of you , had to go . Nor did 98428890: mitted to myself that I was in with you . My conscience over 98428927: ng to me . ’ ‘ Oh , little , ’ he breathed , and while 98430159: ily take a plane from Prague ? , I 've discovered , ’ he s 98430838: England , that not only did I you with every breath of my b 98430877: laimed , startled . ‘ You do me , do n't you ? ’ Ven ask 98430955: eement to your sister whom you so much — that you might , 98431203: ‘ At last ! Thank you , dear ! ’ he declared fervently , 98451635: [unclear] . I think I think I the radio . I love radio play 98451640: k I think I love the radio . I radio plays and [unclear] . I 98451665: you know book at bedtime and I all those because it 's like 98452910: . Can you come on Monday I 'd to see you . What did I just 98452928: Can you come on Monday I would to see you . Yes . Thank you 98478959: oblem . Oh dear Ha parcels , I parcels . I tell you what , w 98483400: steam engines . He traces his of trains back to his great g 98536292: enough to make anyone fall in with them . 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And is … doing the washing up . 99685803: is fun . Male speaker He 's in with his wife and she can hav 99689090: this issue , they can do so in . One of the strongest things 99689120: ted very much in the spirit of . Voice over The General Syno 99690793: r wants to write something for and for pleasure It was n't t 99703038: aughters have no doubts . They it . Female speaker I love to 99703044: hey love it . Female speaker I to dance to it . She says : I 99703054: to dance to it . She says : I to sing along to it Voice ove 99703082: s any judge . Female speaker I the music from the sixties an 99708592: here 's beauty . Who could n't something as cuddly as this . 99710230: another look . Do n't you just it when they do that ! A goal 99716460: like most refugees they would to go home . But that may not 99719192: 's wife Louise is used to his of stunts , but her nerves we 99735846: con is adoptive father to five bird chicks , who need consta 99735914: ifference . His brood are five bird chicks He took them on w 99735935: . Living up to their name the bird pair could n't stop repr 99736170: they do say the course of true … even if it is of the feat 99738486: its place in the sun . And the chicks : the passion that lef 99743268: Many happy returns and fondest — Shiela and Dickie Attenbo 99746132: devoting his time to his first … music , and has been in t 99756526: m , Shadowlands . He says I 'd to come back to Oxford — it 99756564: they 've done it here and I 'd to come back here and work . 99756826: says it 's a testament to his affair with the area SIMON GA 99767072: ners … watchers … they all it Joan Gibbs an owner says i 99767340: Miller says you have to have a of greyhounds and understand 99803688: d 9 and 11 are playing rugby , it , and I have no hesitation 99819697: hess at her request . ‘ I 'd to hear Summertime . It seems 99819755: e I was at school and I really it . ’ The request came as 99822120: ave ever been in my life — I her very deeply and I miss he 99822276: oline takes over as Lovejoy 's interest from actress Phyllis 99823124: phy and art direction . Les 's testament A touching testamen 99823134: stament of comic Les Dawson 's for his second wife Tracey is 99824864: azz for so many years . WALTER Pipe band blows its own trump 99829937: wear last longer and the Welsh their cuppa . East Anglians a 99880444: t Richard Nixon . Royals board boat MOST of Europe 's unmarr 99883950: hallenge , and he would dearly to prove that San Francisco h 99889215: cope with him . ‘ You would to have him in your side , wo 99910184: t goes . ‘ Obviously I would to get back playing All Irela 99910249: f down . ‘ Obviously I would to get back to where I was be 99914498: times watch television , but I reading books , particularly 99917423: nd will never forget , lots of mum and dad ’ . ABOVE : Joa 99926388: and whispered : ‘ Daddy , I you ’ . The 90s were to fea 99933692: chosen this war time story of and loyalty to launch its 25t 99946000: added . Represent ‘ I 've no for the SDLP either but I sti 99958989: star 's hit song I Will Always You blasted out from Helen St 99968424: ng . Excitement surrounds your life if you are fancy free . 99980542: spapers , and is the author of Sex and Astrology . She is al 99981310: friend of mine said she was in and could I look up the man i 99985265: lity to how to achieve a happy life . In Talking About Sex , 99987604: ng . Excitement surrounds your life if you are fancy free . 99989190: the pair had fallen deeply in and his client was ‘ devast 99995215: attan , Security Correspondent rival ‘ showdown ’ Love r 99995220: nt Love rival ‘ showdown ’ rival had ear bitten off A WE 99995279: king his rival involved in the triangle with his wife . McAt 99995352: n The showdown between the two rivals happened in the early 100024190: singles . Their ‘ Labour Of ’ albums , which feature co 100024330: t , ‘ Ca n't Help Falling In ’ , was a Presley standard 100024464: cluding ‘ Rag Doll ’ , ‘ In An Elevator ’ , ‘ Jani 100024556: rising up the Euro league . I ya , tomorrow TWO young Belfa 100026727: ’ was scintillating and ‘ Is Blindness ’ hypnotic and 100026842: as potent as ever and ‘ When Comes To Town ’ was catchy 100026912: quence during ‘ Satellite of ’ in which Bono did a duet 100028357: ide surrounds himself with the of his life . Report by Peter 100053709: Antrim-based bitch Ballinderry who wears the red sheet and t 100053885: ) . Heat Three — Ballinderry , Ballygroman Bill , Greenane 100054949: e this month — if you 're in , happily married or about to 100059939: ief , Mombassa Taxi , Wings of . Reserve Lily 's Shop . Dire 100062317: ruck to break the deadlock and made it two a minute later . 100083784: Children respond much more to and affection than they do to 100084140: Children respond much more to and affection than they do to 100099147: ng . Excitement surrounds your life if you are fancy free . 100112976: vy ? In that case you 'll just Eurobeef . Eurobeef has spent 100124144: the money back , but we would the rings back , ’ she said 100129072: Radio Ulster presenter Walter have an identity problem ? At 100129124: good cause . The presenter of 40 was among several other ce 100129178: e identity for Walter . Walter : All in a good cause Top Iri 100129514: er 's life story , ‘ What 's Got To Do With It ’ , while 100135557: 's chart-topper I Will Always You , was enjoying her freedo 100136790: , where she instantly fell in with rough , red-haired littl 100136847: he kids have fallen totally in with Tip . ‘ They are encha 100137005: 850,000 political thriller ‘ Lies Bleeding ’ . Explosive 100137284: week at a Press preview of ‘ Lies Bleeding ’ in London h 100146835: raney , Fitzsimmons , Lennon , , Walker , Murray , Burgon , 100147755: a low shot from RUC top scorer was saved by the keeper White 100147893: rt , Donald , Wilson , Coyle , , Magill , Aiken , Young , Mi 100151936: , ’ smiles Don , ‘ I would , of course , to be the first 100170980: me , Swales said : ‘ I would to keep going , but I realise 100174815: row . In the second row Geoff is back to his best form and 100182224: Blackburn Rovers . ‘ I would to play for my country again 100186337: Blackburn Rovers . ‘ I would to play for my country again 100189635: ed an emotional ‘ I Honestly you ’ , won her place , and 100197392: cGaughey insists : ‘ I would to see Linfield win the Leagu 100205518: hallenge , and he would dearly to prove that San Francisco h 100218318: the parents and even if you do black walls painted with silv 100225188: appeal — and the housewives it . Guru His outrageous leot 100232356: Study scheme ADULTS who would to return to study can now le 100245954: l reassure him that his family him and are there to help him 100253211: cued in raids on the Family of cult in Argentina are expecte 100266764: OP all your moaning ! MURDER , affairs , violence , robberie 100269160: upted innocence and redemptive , Melvyn Bagg produces a port 100269268: ranch near the High Sierras . DOWN UNDER James Leasor £4.9 100269279: 4.99 ( Grafton ) BEFORE Jason , the West Country doctor wit 100269448: s it into a hotel and falls in with a local French lass . Th 100269819: red companion , who sees their as a fixture in a minefield o 100269882: ut it ca n't last , can it ? A story with more than its regu 100270385: b . I 'm not in boxing for the of it , just the money . I ho 100278565: of sausage skins . The British affair with bangers means tha 100285217: ere the couple met and fell in eight years ago . ‘ It was 100285300: summer holidays and parties . blossomed on a summer holiday 100285809: in martinis , the cocktail set it ‘ pink ’ and a ‘ G&T 100291285: baby does n't become a tug of in between two warring parent 100296330: 7 ( Mike Beeton 59 ) . ‘ I meeting people that 's why it 100296441: lamere Road , Ainsdale : ‘ I meeting people and that is wh 100296899: n you . Above all , I like the you get back . ’ Frances ha 100297088: t for them as it can be , with , affection and trust . ’ F 100299018: rouse . Worst affected is your life , so expect dates to be 100308101: close relationships falling in rates high on the happiness s 100320544: world and 100 tourists of his … A COMPUTER expert gave hi 100325279: feel very sorry for them . ‘ begins at home and the family 100358786: o declare once and for all her for Sam ( Ted Danson ) . The 100358819: Tom Berenger guests as the new in the life of Rebecca ( by K 100358995: Heathcliff role in a story of , passion and vengeance set i 100359070: and Juliette Binoche as Cathy 's labours lost in a mystery 100359171: d with the search for his lost . Not because he ca n't live 100360944: adaptation of D H Lawrence 's story . And we all know where 100361114: ble place in the grand final . 's labours lost in a mystery 100361215: d with the search for his lost . Not because he ca n't live 100363189: , the so-called high priest of , said the human soul needs b 100363352: ntent on sating his unrequited , enters a beauty contest in 100375638: the teenage pen-pal he fell in with while serving in Bosnia 100375812: the former Yugoslavia . It was at first sight and Gillian ac 100378909: pervising her sister 's stormy life , going on that yachting 100394264: g campaign . Rush would dearly to display his lethal finishi 100395431: irony ‘ I 'm in the mood for . ’ Last night showed that 100401448: ce to recover , broke serve to , hitting a perfect backhand 100406265: ut kids , ’ she says . ‘ I to have them around me all th 100407707: he should be forgiven . Mother has a tendency to forgive all 100407760: your feelings for him . Do you him ? If you do , then maybe 100408798: e world of this young lady and her deeply , I do n't feel th 100409004: o get talking to this girl you , or else you may very well l 100409128: athing and longing , because I my wife and children but I re 100409564: elf as having sex , not making . There is a difference . Cou 100409869: mp rotten . ‘ There was real there . ‘ We only hope Cham 100415015: the Vernon 's Girls singing We The Beatles . The tracks were 100415271: iously . ‘ It 's a labour of . ’ And they 've got good r 100415314: hing a bit different . We both things that are a bit off the 100415326: re a bit off the wall , and we pure pop . ’ None of the tr 100416783: pe FATHER 'S BOOK IS LABOUR OF FOR SUFFERING FAMILIES By Sue 100451607: f God sect which preaches free for all ages . IRA BLAME : IR 100454019: enough dedication and genuine for one 's chosen work . True 100454158: fit of the community . I would to hear the opinion of other 100464639: on . Paula says that she would to have children but has n't 100469384: of the Sabbath with those you . You 've an escapist need to 100475235: 12 people . Mike 's labour of for his local eisteddfod WELS 100475682: managed the first two but his of a big fried breakfast at h 100494671: se find me a new Mummy who can me a lot and look after me . 100504265: 's event include The Prodigy , Decade , KWS and Terrorize . 100506477: ck a lot of memories . I would to get in touch with Peter to 100507187: a mission to woo an unrequited who works in the same superma 100514752: . For Jenny it 's a labour of : Impression ‘ I do enjoy m 100528480: managed the first two but his of a big fried breakfast mean 100530444: 'm a bouncy castle . ‘ I do big breakfasts because we are 100530488: ry balanced diet . ‘ I still rugby so I will probably atte 100530961: EST : Ted and wife Judith just their Lancashire weekends The 100534401: is our inspiration . The fans it when we do JET . ’ Cash 100539179: 30m man MONEY may not buy you , but do n't tell Graeme Soun 100542431: nd red ribbons wailing of lost and wicked soldiers . Like th 100542605: haps that is because the Irish conversation while many Brito 100542630: wish that Merseyside , which I dearly , would follow the exa 100557761: ton . This is for the best . I him , very very much . ’ Cl 100559851: ntist ZOOLOGIST Kristy Bird 's affair with Africa resumes in 100559996: tain . She said : ‘ I really Africa it has a special place 100561891: had later pieced it together . notes written by the accused 100562927: ton . This is for the best . I him very very much . ’ Clot 100563351: e find me a new mummy who will me a lot and look after me . 100569176: e find me a new mummy who will me a lot and look after me . 100581169: r director Martin 's labour of LIVERPOOL-born director Marti 100581207: ries . The film is a labour of for Martin , who trained at S 100586376: ury Good Companions . Women in will feature songs , sketches 100586663: o declare once and for all her for Sam ( Ted Danson ) . The 100586696: Tom Berenger guests as the new in the life of Rebecca ( by K 100605052: 146 between Bill Athey and Jim at Chesterfield in 1979 . Mox 100609195: er portly shape . Her declared of cakes has become an establ 100612983: he hillsides for Englishmen in with the Welsh rhythms and la 100622142: in recognition of his lifelong for the Cader Idris area near 100622242: oney was in recognition of the her late husband felt for Cad 100622277: profession to follow his first of painting is the latest win 100635473: with Bobby interfering in his life . And Fin makes a desper 100635590: ched every episode of Eldorado the story line . It is very p 100637100: ore tangible and less clinical story than the dangerous liai 100637348: every episode of Eldorado and all the storylines . The view 100638194: et tennis fans in the mood for of a different kind . The Bil 100668997: t till they are sorted . ‘ I children which , I suppose , 100669515: . It 's a lovely token he 'll , whichever . Tie Rack has go 100689644: ut kids , ’ she says . ‘ I to have them around me all th 100690861: n the list of priorities . ‘ ’ And there 's no better wa 100690887: awn , of Blundellsands : ‘ I my dad because when my mum go 100691066: lets everyone know ! ’ ‘ I him because he lets me put ma 100692582: athing and longing , because I my wife and children but I re 100705077: Football Club disco and it was at first sight . Learning to 100716519: riendly and eventually fell in . The trial continues . Sandr 100716530: es . Sandra Davies ‘ fell in with Gilfoyle ’ Eddie Gilfo 100722224: that I 'll never do . ‘ I 'd to speak languages but you ha 100738445: ET TANSLEY spoke to them all . a duck A DUCK Race , organise 100740102: e excitement of first being in . ‘ If I had had a gun I wo 100742808: nap decisions . Your part in a affair or society needs revis 100746095: eat entertaining game . ‘ My of English football goes back 100750995: , ’ he laughs . Viewers will some of the crazy contraption 100773653: t till they are sorted . ‘ I children which , I suppose , 100776477: : ‘ Oh yes , both of my lads working with animals . Harry 100776491: to be a vet and Michael would to be a butcher . ’ Over th 100778305: n the list of priorities . ‘ ’ And there 's no better wa 100778331: awn , of Blundellsands : ‘ I my dad because when my mum go 100778510: lets everyone know ! ’ ‘ I him because he lets me put ma 100779656: he should be forgiven . Mother has a tendency to forgive all 100779709: your feelings for him . Do you him ? If you do , then maybe 100794268: skater Chris Dean was more in with his work than her . Thou 100794598: d that Jayne had never been in with him . All I can say havi 100800053: worked . She said they were in but their relationship was no 100817421: They said he needs a lot of and affection and we 've got 100820931: s from 10am to 2pm . Life-long of badgers culminates in nurs 100825989: production out soon . Women In will be seen ten times inside 100827632: d Magdelene , recorded So Much ( but nobody noticed ) . The 100829331: of Education , to combine his of painting with his desire t 100839153: the band , whose hits include Cats and The Walk , said it i 100843372: feel they just inherited their of music as it 's in our bloo 100847158: to each show . United by their of comedy they come from dive 100848309: apathy . I 'm a Royalist and I the Queen but I could n't car 100848619: has hit the road to pursue his of folk music . Guitarist Mr 100850738: over of Nancy Sinatra 's Kinky , for instance but the audien 100851866: cancer charity . THE Americans the country sound of Tom Russ 100862229: g outside , ’ he added , and of gardening is shared with h 100863216: blication of her second work , on a . Unlike Mr Spence she t 100866299: Music ( ’ Music was my first , etc' ) in 1976 . Unsuccessf 100866385: , though it was n't until When Breaks Down was released for 100866761: A Little Happiness and If You Somebody , but he has yet to 100869699: being voted best bum . I would to have an excellent shape an 100869740: e a very large frame and would to look so petite and sophist 100874339: ver of Free 's A Little Bit Of and the much shouted for Move 100876510: th Terry Bickers , ex-House of . And all of them had various 100882300: passable cover of T Rex 's Hot , Stay , the musicianship and 100883905: Silver Swan move . Youngsters it but the 220-year-old autom 100885866: ster on the old T. Rex hit Hot , and EMF on their rock anthe 100888242: , June 23 ( ) . Steve Pratt A of landscapes Virginia Bodman 100888800: arker shares with us his great of landscape . The main body 100891143: The Midlander was certainly in with Cleveland . For Watering 100891826: ave ensured the course of true did not run smooth . But yest 100935704: rncombe Tiger , which seems to the East Boldon circuit , whi 100965765: tivity . ‘ It 's a labour of , ’ said Richard Nice , of 100965940: e visited the site and fell in with it , ’ said Richard . 100967610: e , he never lost sight of his for football , winning two sh 100967635: rom his thoughts . ‘ I would to play for them . I would li 100970832: ‘ Just marry who you fall in with , as long as you 're hap 101010189: It was great fun and we would to have another go sometime i 101012105: like could n't help falling in with Lynn Willoughby and yest 101012121: not . To a background of Elvis songs , the couple made their 101012225: n , you ca n't help falling in with her . ’ Lynn , 38 , co 101012253: but admitted she 's growing to the King . ‘ I have varied 101012284: shing bloke , I 'm sure he 'll Me Tender . ’ SPEAKING afte 101039303: exploits in the World Cup will New Image Rugby . It 's a cha 101049677: it up for Mickey Mouse . They Redcar . The beaches are wide 101059687: . ‘ Not only do Bernie and I animals but we also love chil 101059692: and I love animals but we also children and have recently sp 101062445: ance has always been his first and in recent years he 's bee 101070172: uff stuff at Leicester . ‘ I these type of games , ’ sai 101078602: 7 G Norman ( Aus ) 12.00 , 8 D III 10.78 , 9 P Stewart ( US 101085039: Time is against me . I would to play at Molineux , but at 101089680: as a judge , once said : ‘ I wine — it oozes out of my e 101098036: e Book and Marivaux 's Game of and Chance at Darlington Civi 101109912: Himalayan monasteries and his of Brigflatts ( a rural Quake 101114632: Cup . Harrogate 's in-form Jim and his former Yorkshire team 101146348: owner , John Astbury , fell in with the island more than a d 101173853: n entirely random list . We 'd to find the cheapest competen 101175206: Fereday are living proof that is blind . They will spend Va 101181094: o comment on the allegations . has proved stronger than a ma 101181144: But , he said yesterday , the and understanding of a 26-yea 101181301: enjoyed being who I am . ‘ I Linda not for what she did fo 101181468: u do n't chose who you fall in with . It just happens . ‘ 101181477: with . It just happens . ‘ I him because he is daft , and 101184843: me Diane . And then he fell in — with a woman . And now th 101185120: id said : ‘ I did n't really my wife . I feel rotten about 101185362: . ’ If he had not fallen in with Linda his male genitals 101185650: ith , that I have now grown to . ’ The emerging feelings b 101185780: felt that I wanted to give the that I felt for her in the wa 101185791: t for her in the way she needs to be given . ’ They return 101207486: The poetry will concentrate on poetry and is to be taken by 101225092: called the ‘ hug ’ or ‘ ’ drug . In Britain it is a 101244270: . They have stressed that they all their children . Three da 101250435: It 's very sad because people to see me wearing the chains 101348896: to tell the world about their . Derek felt from an early ag 101349012: weeks the friendship turned to . Sue asked Derek to a girls 101349053: their friendship had turned to , but neither admitted their 101349140: rek and yelled : ‘ I think I you . ’ It was the last tim 101361289: yesterday as an Easter Sunday triangle turned to horror . A 101400795: by chance . The couple fell in before they had even set eyes 101404538: engineering ’ because of her for maths , fostered at the n 101411612: ky . I am paid for something I doing . ’ But does he pract 101411761: g in Hull the next day , but I the North and am glad to fit 101451698: s said when he grew up , he 'd to take care of children . 101469264: ed 54 and better known for his of horse racing . He is chair 101470487: eight men ’ for the Oak , a of the game that failed to pr 101480347: . Its plot is a ‘ circle of ’ , as a succession of coup 101480447: sexual partners , as passion , , lust and power are unevenly 101480839: ke with a strippogram , erotic scenes and a roller skating b 101480909: , and said it contained erotic scenes . ‘ Swan Lake has mo 101481507: believe . ’ Ms Izza said the scenes were ‘ quite sensuou 101481873: ritic said it contained erotic scenes , a roller skating com 101484280: . Harwood 's tale of brotherly too , by its nature , changes 101486577: pting D.H.Lawrence 's Women In , the playwright had to stop 101486658: for wanting to tackle Women In . The four main characters co 101487025: modern : the problem of sexual ; the problem of sexual relat 101488431: H . Lawrence 's novel Women in into a stage play . What Raws 101488493: right . He opted for Women in because of its mining backgro 101488692: As far as he knows Women in has not been adapted for the 101490745: nt : ‘ I am doing it for the of my art . Of course , I lov 101490754: love of my art . Of course , I the theatre or I would not go 101491927: £2.50 at the door . Women In : Darlington Arts Centre PASS 101491954: ovoking production of Women in . Steve Chambers has done a s 101492131: stage with some very powerful scenes . But the kissing and 101497807: rsino , with whom she falls in . But the path of true love n 101497814: in love . But the path of true never did run smooth and who 101498714: e latest production , Crime of , flashes back and forth betw 101499510: tion to China after he fell in with Mr Shi , whom he believe 101500287: eventually found his long lost when the real Donna Lucia did 101500343: ion to Donna Lucia and earnest of Babberley , for fate to ac 101505965: 's production featured erotic scenes , a roller skating com 101513663: se of the word rather than the of our country . ’ The bish 101514900: ing inflation . ROBERT Hall 's affair with Rolls-Royces has 101514977: . Now Mr Hall , who funds his of luxury cars with money rai 101518181: rning difficulties . FATHER 'S Lucy 's disability helped con 101534371: ion and all because the public its chocolates , sweets and s 101553117: other . It can not be wrong to our country , it 's way of li 101574461: oe loves telling and the group acting on stage . Other memor 101578446: tween learning the Language of on screen on the ABC or askin 101581425: engineer , said : ‘ I would to hear from Ray . We were su 101595306: the right cast . ‘ I fell in with the story as I think a l 101603134: find just how fervent is their of the game . When he present 101610791: his finishing . The fans will him . ’ Hartlepool match pr 101617795: retired friends who shared his of walking and it was after o 101621102: s of those who have felt first . The yearnings are as real f 101640406: dislike of stupidity , even a of the subject , which combin 101648410: cter simply because they had a affair , especially when it o 101648523: ociety can not comprehend what is any more . Eight elderly p 101648602: re than Mr Ashdown 's personal life . Bethany Megan Robinson 101656000: le be so blind ? The Americans their sport and are just as f 101667310: Stanhope at 7pm on March 23 . story : Durham Theatre Compan 101667321: pany 's production of Women in will be staged at the Ranch i 101672099: rniture removal is a labour of . Every week Mavis , a manage 101689933: 20th century , All You Need Is , took a trip to the music ha 101700174: al instrument or sing but I do music . So I contacted them a 101701723: ay , so you are either born to or loathe HM . Warfare play i 101702003: ed by the final track , Mother , with its chiming guitars an 101707527: Dales Talking Newspapers would to have them they use them to 101750580: y pensioner likes to share her of nature and once a year thr 101751180: a training in first aid with a of cricket . ’ Children as 101761827: t where they had begun to make but Nichol was unable . After 101783695: active church . People get to you and they rely on you so w 101783828: o his work earning nothing but and respect for it . To suppo 101792167: are being asked to spare some on Valentine 's Day for hungr 101794538: st touch in 1953 . ‘ I would to hear from Ray . We were su 101795567: er hearing it contained erotic scenes , a roller skating com 101797257: omplains that they do n't make often enough . Allan says it 101797353: that 13pc of couples only make once a week though the resear 101797911: turn him on . Still deeply in with her , he was paralysed b 101820356: lington and well known for her of animals , presented the fr 101828898: nition A THIRTY-year labour of combined with new grouse moor 101846769: gn them over . He said : ‘ I my wife and she consented to 101851813: rather he watches over us with and tenderness , always willi 101851887: we will always be met with his and forgiveness , no matter w 101883841: r minute but those who fall in with their bosses . None of e 101895953: soul-destroying ’ . ‘ I driving but I was doing this 101895974: make ends meet . I would just to get a job and then go on t 101913363: d unsuccessfully tried to make to her just hours before he a 101924657: everything , even the price of , in monetary terms . ‘ The 101924987: by Tryst , based on a Scottish poem . The interest was again 101935769: e regular clients but we would to welcome some new faces as 101977554: e but to steal from people who you is particularly low . ’ 101981538: I have got nowhere to go . We the area , that 's why we are 101999549: r Joan it has been a labour of and provides an amusing and d 102001567: ssential fantasy that children . The scary bits created tens 102009740: elaxation for the pair , whose of gardening shows in the bea 102010016: ith French literature his main . And , at the end of his bus 102017095: , ’ she says . ‘ The Whips it because it means they can 102081339: what the enemy says ’ . I 'd to be back in Bishop Auckland 102108962: cry of joy . It is a labour of by a cast which includes some 102112021: led in Morocco when he fell in with the pan pipe music of th 102117066: in their knickers and were in with Montgomery Clift ; when 102129043: But there 's a very seductive and lushness about the way Re 102129487: lations and soft music for the affair between Watson ( Micha 102135140: — and always , its music or : you ca n't imagine your lif 102138430: wn-fuelled afterthought called Shack , the song which would 102140603: , in it reunited with her true , Arthur ( Ben Miles ) , who 102144727: y which was to be the dominant of her life . Leaving school 102145442: songs , and as Freddie King 's Her With a Feeling spiralled 102147279: ? ’ he replied . ‘ If you opera , then you use that nam 102149894: only to the family , his chief was for the North of Scotland 102152697: 's work : ‘ He works for the of it ; seriously , modestly 102154206: sbian fan . After a barrage of letters and phone calls , Gle 102156354: ooked like a repro in 1850 . I the out-of-control beards of 102158396: title ‘ Requiem for those we ’ , dates from 1946 and was 102162355: tal factory at Ayr yesterday A at odds with its faith Joan M 102162517: least does not condemn — the that dare not speak its name 102162886: their nature and evil in their ’ . Lynch remembers : ‘ T 102162929: church supposedly based on the of humankind , issue such a h 102183190: the TUC . ‘ The Tories would it . It would weaken the move 102303353: and truly took control . ‘ I playing here , the atmosphere 102325203: ricket Union 's director , Jim , has been overwhelmed by app 102331945: the end of the BBC programme , for Sale , showed Amalie and 102365413: ital city as they had grown to the place and its people . Th 102368118: Luis Moreno . But she was Mrs . Scotland 's rugby coach is 102370724: s many-faceted talents was his of music and poetry , both of 102386473: hadowlands , about an autumnal affair , is a perfect vehicle 102386795: proaching 60 when he learns to a woman . His early observati 102406136: hampion , while American Davis qualified by winning the Tour 102410817: hampion , while American Davis qualified by winning the Tour 102451488: ds for . ‘ Christianity says God above all things and your 102451501: ur as yourself . Abortion says God if you like , love the ne 102451507: on says love God if you like , the neighbour you can see , b 102451521: there is absolutely no need to your unborn neighbours — yo 102457329: ed before our very eyes Screen : How was it for view ? Antho 102457364: nd camp followers once defined . It is : ‘ the cognitive-a 102457576: leased a veritable blizzard of and sex , 18 hours and 25 min 102457784: BBC2 responded to Channel 4 's Weekend by scheduling A Night 102457791: ekend by scheduling A Night of , totalling seven hours 20 mi 102457840: guine view that for so long as and sex exist , television mi 102457966: ms and television which showed being suspected , pursued , r 102458089: at ? Not a single one of these matches was going smoothly . 102477195: and a determination to put the boat out in style when his 20 102479043: let . One stand is missing the hearts and lace . It has an e 102480925: a boy , friends said he was in with the cadet corps . As a m 102482559: of Edgar on his knees , making to Clyde . If they exist , th 102491825: Augusto and Michaela Odone 's for their son Lorenzo . One o 102501478: iedykes , Edinburgh . ‘ I 'd to emigrate to Australia to g 102524585: r the Second World War for the of a Ukrainian woman returned 102524741: the captives , Maria , fell in over the barbed wire . They m 102603730: AUSTRALIA Couple crash out of A QUARRELLING couple drove ov 102611397: Nothing . But in the Edwardian story , Howards End , her co- 102611689: at Cambridge and discovered a of acting there alongside Hug 102611797: r . On set she met and fell in with her screen husband , Bra 102620581: ould see the city renewing its affair with trams years befor 102630589: ion Fish ) Michelle Pfeiffer ( Field ) Susan Sarandon ( Lore 102636459: ting there sometimes . I would to string them up . I thought 102722677: The firm of sheriff officers , & Co , said it had cancelled 102766548: was brought up with music , I films and I love showbusiness 102766552: ith music , I love films and I showbusiness — it 's great 102769982: e in Bonnyrigg . Officers from and Co. were due to pick up g 102770166: n no trouble . A spokesman for and Co. said : ‘ We are sim 102774675: , that we still are … We all you Paul . ’ The mourners l 102813573: , said Green had her he was in with her , and added : ‘ He 102813835: week he said he was falling in with me and kissed me just be 102813875: he had sent Miss Warburton two letters , in one of which he 102813909: red owl and told her he was in with her . Miss Warburton sai 102845181: into What is This Thing Called , neither is really her style 102845731: revolution . There he fell in . Tan heard Bach and Beethove 102845942: t sings a 16th century Chinese song , but also vocalises in 102846144: ie McGuire , who shares Tan 's of cross-cultural exploration 102850662: , that she was passionately in with the wife of her American 102851850: t ( 1933 ) and Vanessa — Her Story ’ ( 1935 ) . But her 102852945: ith her six-piece band . ‘ I to sing , and I love to perfo 102852951: d . ‘ I love to sing , and I to perform , but it 's a doub 102853399: ome other clubs in Hamburg . I all kinds of music . I listen 102853438: big fan of Elton John , but I all entertainers — I happen 102865104: go guitar concerto , I fell in with the sound of the instrum 102865965: ll Come and The Ocean Liner of , both suffered from over-ela 102873953: h drugs , Indian mysticism and . In the second half , Chapma 102874746: S CEAUSESCU 'S ORGANISATION OF THE TRON , GLASGOW TO the rat 102874831: . On that evidence alone , ‘ can save us all ’ , might b 102874853: s Ceausescu 's Organisation of . However , we learn from a r 102874884: act of survival and as act of . Similarly , a dictator may 102874901: because he believes he has the of the people . Then they tur 102879861: w XXII , 39 ] calls upon us to our neighbours as ourselves . 102910370: y , lunatic , eccentric and we him for it . He is first and 102910619: idea became reality ( ‘ I 'd to tell you how it works , 102974800: of gear in a driving career A of motor cars has transported 102975268: And anyway , I have a had a affair with the motor car all 103016969: I 'm proud of Scotland — I Glasgow , Billy Connolly , Sc 103032567: rbal abuse . There has been no lost between Scots and Englis 103033803: ted by money , and his days at Street were probably numbered 103033853: m . ‘ I lost a little bit of for St Mirren that day , ’ 103073055: n . Their supporters would now Celtic to end Rangers ' 44-ga 103076299: land head for SA with hope and JIM LOVE , the new director o 103076301: for SA with hope and Love JIM , the new director of cricket 103076384: new duties in the close season has not had too many opportun 103076417: rgh , the last two Fridays and has been impressed by the eff 103076466: ich necessitated 18 stitches . admits it will be very diffic 103076543: a learning experience for both and the players , and there w 103076581: eir eight matches on Tuesday . reveals that Yorkshire have a 103076634: Western Province Colts , which expects to be a very hard fix 103098775: their batting , along with Jim and George Reifer , who has j 103100003: seen , moved in front of Davis with a three-under-69 after m 103100079: rse in 210 — six under par . , the second round leader , c 103103850: al fences for the first time . adopts hands-on approach in S 103103879: the players on the field , Jim will today make his debut for 103103968: chardson , who has a cut leg . also revealed that it had bee 103104010: . A former Yorkshire player , is well-versed in the one-day 103104046: &H Cup final . It seemed to be 's day yesterday because he a 103114130: ice was , as their captain Jim admitted , their biggest hand 103114227: ately only the two debutants , ( 14 ) and Stuart Kennedy ( 1 103115763: t from his own club , ‘ I 'd Manchester United to do it . 103119832: Puritanical Lord Reith was in with another man throughout m 103122277: se Me for Living in 1964 . His in the Country was produced i 103124737: ionals and , in addition , Jim is , of course , director of 103124922: tour from £5 to £10 a day . also revealed yesterday that 103124952: inidad strike bowler impressed when playing for Harrogate la 103124988: r last year and , according to , Heriot 's and Scotland coul 103131410: up the run rate that coach Jim blamed for the defeat , thoug 103131733: e Salmond , Stuart Kennedy and , with Philip keeping wicket 103135691: gain . McManus said : ‘ I 'd to reach the final because th 103138643: continue to come out of sheer but many will not , especiall 103153774: k Generation and Ca n't Buy Me , and I 'm lapsing into rocks 103165785: sm or an overdose of brotherly , but the size of the market 103174966: chenille . Otherwise , they 'd to dress you in plum tones . 103175238: stages continued to show their of the Seventies in the darkl 103195425: nds. — PA Boy all at sea for says it was not worth it A LO 103215503: st ordinary Chinese had little for the veteran military man 103240420: assion . Couples not only make more often than at home , the 103253496: lin' ? Maybe you are a sex and addict . Susan Nickalls inves 103253618: nts Anonymous and even Sex and Addicts Anonymous . The Ameri 103253778: ‘ The literature for sex and addicts asks questions like , 103254069: cigarettes , chocolate , sex , or whatever are used to get a 103254273: her we see branches of Sex and Addicts Anonymous or Codepend 103298886: 't afford to . ’ ‘ I would [ the nursery ] to succeed , 103307477: because God has created us to and be loved . ’ Para-milit 103334876: e film director said he was in with the young woman , who wa 103407792: s winner , Michael Barrymore . Hurts , starring Zoe Wanamake 103411272: s winner , Michael Barrymore . Hurts , starring Adam Faith a 103453341: ussia . — AP , Reuter and PA is … a danger to morals of 103453411: o of the song Laska je Laska ( is Love ) not be shown before 103453413: song Laska je Laska ( Love is ) not be shown before 10pm . 103453479: ions hinge on the lyrics : ‘ is love when boys go out with 103453481: ge on the lyrics : ‘ Love is when boys go out with girls , 103462901: two men were led away . ‘ I you , ’ she was heard to sa 103590038: iselles Er , Charlotte fell in with the principal , but he d 103590483: ndependence , and they fall in . After much resistance , she 103591904: ch I am familiar . Some of the passages made me cry to the a 103592427: why he should be so deeply in with Jane Eyre . So that we h 103593717: , he said you 're not fit for ! But then he , he insisted t 103594054: ught that St John was madly in with the other girl . Yes he 103594623: an , she could have been er in with Rochester but it looks t 103597768: e of attempted bigamy from his for her . Which she does . Mm 103599612: Mm . who actually does fall in who would have him Oh ! and s 103601010: she then freely surrenders for . She 's spirited , restless 103611344: ed to true happiness . It 's a re really . Yes . It is a lov 103611353: love re really . Yes . It is a story . It 's also a spiritua 103643314: em on the wards , they used to that Mm . and erm then we kep 103646662: ays had that feeling that I 'd to hear the water lapping on 103647354: d me how to do that and I just copper Mm mm . and erm and th 103661699: offered here in England er we you all . We 're very happy t 103663125: leads all men to faith in the of God . We dedicate this mem 103667991: our Lord Jesus Christ and the of God and the fellowship of 103669191: Chapter Fifteen . Jesus said I you just as the Father loves 103669203: Father loves me , remain in my . If you obey my command you 103669216: ommand you will o remain in my in the same way that I have o 103669233: 's commands and remain in his . I have told you this so tha 103669261: omplete . This is my command , one another just as I love yo 103669267: d , love one another just as I you . The greatest love a man 103669272: t as I love you . The greatest a man can have for his friend 103669385: s then is what I command you , one another . I 'm Horace [ga 103669963: and minds in the knowledge and of God and in its Son , your 103691218: Erm no the fact is that er I I politics . It 's er and and I 103703389: nners and losers . Advertisers the new sections because they 103738318: sion so the Burghers of Calais this influx of free spending 103755476: er songs , not the fast . The songs and things like that ? 103856349: t page A four . I mean I would to see a newspaper but the cu 103858544: gap:name] has indicated she 'd to fill that role , and we al 103862355: pay it ? Cos we ca n't . I 'd to do it , really because I t 103910888: say well that 's a pity , I 'd to meet up with her . Never m 103948500: ou give them to do , they just it , but the thing about it i 103953071: omething . [unclear] , it 's a story [unclear] , or somethin 103956525: clear] , alright , alright . I you too . Erm , Come on Gary 103975784: a personal opinion and I I 'd the Committee to [unclear] I 104037338: er mother , he had appeared to her less . To win affection , 104038127: lity of his care expressed his for her more obviously — le 104039271: the bed when they were making and clawing him . All the lov 104039278: love and clawing him . All the scratches should be hers , he 104041025: him by way of greeting . ‘ I them . You 'll hate them . Wh 104042762: : she 'd thought Lowell was in with a Victorian photograph 104043631: sible to feel that way without ? Anyway who was she to judge 104043773: well before midnight and made . The September moon had sent 104046154: hed as if she 'd recently made . She had n't seen him , but 104047337: oud : ‘ They might be making . Go back to your own bed . A 104047524: , she felt like exploding with for him . Out of bed he was l 104047853: esirable property . He did n't her as Lowell loved her , but 104048786: ke her body come alive . ‘ I you , ’ she told him , as s 104054192: tangible evidence of Lowell 's affair . She had prepared sen 104056235: hybrid , perhaps difficult to . Gifted , possibly . Unstabl 104056723: now that the kitty was empty ? , if he deluded himself it wa 104056731: , if he deluded himself it was , could n't exist on air . No 104060562: eld the animal close . Needing . Giving it . The cat was n't 104084985: er 's sake , even if I did not him like my own . As God know 104086459: ustom , and indebtedness , and , and guilt . And still I den 104094176: er had any illusions about the the country people have for h 104094313: ive us Harry for him ? Not for ! He despises him , and alway 104102850: yet he could not but believe . reaching out to him took him 104102917: and desperate with protective . He wanted to hold him safe 104109789: nd anger was the measure of my for you . God witness , at th 104109903: s yours . If you could take my in your hands , you would not 104111479: dam , here is one I beg you to and cherish as your own child 104111568: cognising the bright aspect of and unaware of its dark face 104134619: nd ended up blind in one eye . at first sight , quipped Char 104147109: fiding in me that her one true was still serving on the West 104153564: that strike you ? ’ ‘ I 'd to . ’ ‘ I thought you mi 104204480: ea ? It 's been tried before , , and better . It 's the law 104205240: jealous . Charley did not make to her , and he ought . She f 104205738: eed . But then , in matters of and war , it is caveat emptor 104214489: n't count for much now , poor , he 's gone a little bit sil 104216795: Pinero ? ’ He had fallen in too at that time . He shook h 104221688: turned out a beautiful blue , . Not too bright at all , I p 104224602: them ? ’ A plaintive Beatles song poured all over them pro 104224614: laiming that you could n't buy . ‘ No one 's as kind as yo 104238536: etails , as now , had no great for psychological probes . 104248118: hance , that the girl I was in with and hoping to marry was 104435419: countrymen so much honour and , that would later be replace 104438833: as true . Certainly Pétain 's for the French soldier in 191 104474891: of fear that he might fall in with some hotel chambermaid a 104616709: n passionate courting of her . was strange , as Athelstan ke 104626244: is hands briskly . ‘ I would to . ’ He doused the lights 104630767: think she is about to fall in again . ’ He ran down the s 104653913: ined to the friar how he would to go to church but the smell 104679645: ble to express fear , anger or and who forever , unable to h 104679772: eel — to feel fear , anger , and sexual arousal . All we c 104712631: ey run it . ’ Pony a gift of for sick children By Peter Sa 104738446: ll for the evening . ‘ We 'd to go outdoors but land is so 104738498: stupid . ’ John explains his of nudity : ‘ The glib answ 104738755: not cranks or nutters . I just the feeling of being without 104750001: ards . ‘ A lot of people who their jobs get sick . ’ Pro 104768575: ome : ‘ Please Mam , say you me and bring me home ’ . A 104769013: uffer from colitis and I would to spend one or two days ever 104773790: nd to assume that our children us , respect us and think we 104796045: l at Elland Road . ‘ I would to see how Leeds would handle 104802042: 're looking forward to it . I Liverpool . ‘ A lot of peop 104802785: s been singing and writing his sings since the age of 13 and 104802816: ‘ My songs are written about , and it 's an everlasting su 104802854: rial sounds pass , dated . But has significance it never goe 104802888: what he does best sings about . Hits soulfully delivered in 104804538: ppy daddy By LINDA JACKSON MEN being fathers . They love bum 104804543: MEN love being fathers . They bumping their young offspring 104804556: d down on their knees and they showing off their ‘ achieve 104806441: 051 777 5559 . HAPPY HOUSE OF Firm on track for a record su 104810675: e likely you are to keep their and affection . Agree flexibl 104812111: e to ? Why not accept that you , not hate , her ? You sound 104812655: aniti win the Grand National ? ‘ n ’ lust … MY friends 104812686: ir based on lust , rather than . We thought we 'd ask your o 104812988: get forgotten . However , I do him and do n't want to lose h 104813487: is that he was desperately in with and fond of the victim a 104816995: worst film ever made but they it ! ’ Unlike their dad , t 104817177: But no . ‘ I ca n't ! I just staying up late . ’ Sunday 104824324: duties , the Diana we know and was back . Smiling , sparklin 104837117: res , hampered Darley 's mount Jazz . The latter , who went 104837173: horses concerned and promoted Returned to fourth place . Ma 104844275: , near Southport , then showed and support for his mother wh 104847188: until November 13 . Brotherly brings new hope for sick boy 104851767: 'm really furious , I 'd just to slap him on his fat chops 104864349: ms were Fred Couples and Davis III , but the top two moneywi 104892474: e late 1960s and established a of our country which he still 104892762: on this front . 14 . Americans retracing the footsteps of th 104894478: I 'm sitting here because I him and I respect him and I h 104909863: areers as pop singers . ‘ We it here , ’ said Gillian . 104915072: s the Bozo now ? ’ Americans to go over the top and now th 104933321: ar 66 , and with partner Davis shooting 68 , the favourites 104955977: . ‘ But after Liverpool I 'd to step on stage in London 's 104967667: upport . Unemployed , he would to resume a career in footbal 104979866: psychedlic vortex of music and with guests and talent of ext 104984700: and physically fit , we would to hear from them . They will 104986853: drama , a woman torn apart by for her daughter and her seco 105008039: an admirer , who professed his for her . The existence of th 105017177: erstars Fred Couples and Davis at golf 's World Cup in Madri 105017271: elling caught up with us . ’ managed his second successive 105018661: ng for the match , delivered a game to book a semi-final dat 105031796: World War 1 , and realised his of the water had helped him d 105037569: is the Frenchman many Britons to hate . He is an ideal boge 105049879: r Wendy is the guest of Adrian on Classic FM , and will be p 105050036: rrow and Sunday . A message of to liver op girl Kelly By Bar 105050204: atisfactory progress . All our … teacher Pat Nightingale a 105050364: . ’ He said the top players the UK Championships format b 105054046: ya take a bath and how is your life ’ were presumably part 105059580: their new single You Threw Our Away at the HMV shop on Tuesd 105066196: nes , but Scrabble is his main now . You may have caught him 105070453: hatred and grow the fruits of . Those fruits blossomed into 105080437: I 'm a keen gardener and would to see Sainsbury 's sell gard 105080861: r bright colours too and would to see emerald green , cobalt 105105111: l fabric to work with . People to touch it and feel it — I 105137833: ookout for a sponsor and would to put Tencel or Courtelle on 105239800: ary in Eleanor 's case , ‘ I Scotland and am enjoying the 105312977: bility . We try to establish a of reading in its broadest se 105330797: he could have held on to their for civilisation by telling t 105335381: use he has instantly fallen in with Estella and wants to imp 105335393: to impress her , and make her him . He does n't actually re 105335429: o make men fall at her feet in with her and then to treat th 105335527: erest in her as he is still in with Estella and not satisfie 105335979: still alive and that he is in with her . It is then Pip fal 105336611: n on hi life . He is deeply in with Estella but she just doe 105337089: ced by the fact that Pip is in with his daughter , Estella , 105337128: ady and very beautiful . And I her ! ’ Pip 's relationship 105337157: n why . Pip falls instantly in with her and remains this way 105348022: nches , in France . He sued to the sun and it seemed to give 105349054: intensely painful and burning for Estella who does not retu 105349062: stella who does not return his but merely plays with his fee 105350692: like a ‘ Mills and Boon ’ story with and in all the bro 105352057: t even this has not stopped my for canoeing as I have been o 105358194: The virtue referred to is the of honour in a man , and the 105366960: s , to him I say that Brutus ' to Caesar was no less than hi 105366989: anybody , and it was for this that he killed him , to preve 105367049: killed Caesar for his greater of Rome than for Caesar ie he 105367157: w him . There is tears for his ; joy for his future ; honour 105367360: is here so vile that will not his country ? If any , speak 105367624: o their country , home , their for freedom , and for the ‘ 105369076: se if it had n't been for this , they would n't have been ab 105369170: s power of ‘ deep-inside ’ which kept them together . Th 105369702: g to Lennie and giving him the he needed . As I said before 105369753: would have never received the and care from anyone else . G 105371525: r . In Primary Three I fell in with another boy because he l 105371543: l ’ and I thought this meant ! Another boy wrote me a post 105377823: nd contentment in money , then and in human relationships . 105381051: on the table . See you later , Dad . I found the letter and 105385719: allowed the idea of falling in with him dance across her min 105385924: red that she may be falling in with him but this time she wa 105386019: tramp like that one falling in with such a good woman as you 105386293: over and said that we were in . ’ ‘ And are we not in l 105386302: ve . ’ ‘ And are we not in ? ’ ‘ Eh I do n't know . 105386345: ‘ Let us not speak , for the we bear one another — let u 105386380: er , all that mattered was the they shared . Joe then jumped 105420609: ping out into the roadway ! We Malta , with its beautiful cl 105422499: figurine , accompanied by much and good wishes . Doreen Cowi 105426159: elsh Classes , and sharing our of movement with others of di 105432941: . Sport was indeed her first , and her ambition was to be 105433870: Thomas , husband of June . Our and sympathy to their familie 105450457: ngland she furthered her great of music , giving piano recit 105451018: died 18th May , 1985 Beryl 's of movement and dance started 105456134: e her droll waspishness — we to ‘ get her going ’ and 105463432: ose who attend her Medau class her style of teaching — it 105475260: new daughter-in-law . QTs send and sympathy to them both . N 105492260: of all QTs [gap:name] sent our and very best wishes to [gap: 105501961: are well & enjoyed half-term . from [gap:name] Letter 2 Peki 105506599: ese people 's gratitude to and for Mao or Chou , and also to 105508483: her about it soon . My dearest to all of you . Letter3 23 Ma 105508753: you see him how useful it is . to all , Letter 4 Peking 26/3 105508925: r from me for a little while . to all from [gap:name] Letter 105509689: But it is all good fun . Much to you all — Letter 6 Peopl 105510264: our squash and mini-computer . Daddy Letter 7 People 's Hote 105511583: is free beer with every meal ! to you all , and to W.C. [gap 105514924: Hope the Q.U. is going well . to you all [gap:name] : Lette 105516613: journey to Shanghai tomorrow . to all of you [gap:name] Lett 105517076: , which arrived in Shanghai . to you all [gap:name] Letter 105517448: t [gap:name] visited you all . from Daddy . P.S. They cook g 105518575: bout 60 miles away , I think . to you all , and to woozle . 105519283: ge but not a good substitute . [gap:name] The piano-move see 105520447: mping along in the usual way . dad . P.S. My substitute for 105532594: or any creative activity , was . I thought this wholly appos 105534234: hich engenders a great deal of and friendship . The main poi 105535397: icacies baked and brought with , from kitchens in Comely Ban 105541084: g stall came labelled ‘ with from Helen ’ . I reflected 105541711: r replied , ‘ Ye 've got tae the Lord God wi yer hale hert 105541731: n strength ; an ye 've got tae yer neighbour as weel as ye l 105541738: ve yer neighbour as weel as ye yersel . ’ A great many peo 105541754: an strength ’ in neighbourly this Christian Aid Week ; and 105545545: essings ! ) All three — Much , Mum . To Steff & Jeff Were 105549401: nd do n't overdo things . Much from us both . Dear Bobbie , 105549539: to have inherited the Foxcroft of walking and never wants to 105550045: it , so ‘ Bye for now . With from us both — Dear Jenny , 105550314: e more letter before then With — My dear Bill and Gwen As 105550835: overdo things , Gwen . Lots of from us both — Dear Margare 105552198: 't compete , so Goodbye . With Dear Margaret and Edwin , Tha 105552563: o I will sign off with lots of . Dear Susan , We gather that 105552780: to Susan and give them all our ? Also , if I get it written 105553110: is with you at present . With Dear Anne & Robert , Yesterda 105553499: ell with the Howes clan . With Peggy Dear Ruth Adler Your na 105553912: you . Have a good year . With Bob & Peggy My dear Bill & Gw 105554451: oo , I hope . Take care . Much from us both — Peg REMINDER 105554921: some good weather , too . With Peggy My dear Richard If this 105555080: ridge-freezer . Bizarre . Much from us both — Mum My dear 105555886: rdship said , ‘ Ooh … I do your high-kicks ’ But she s 105556702: olled her eyes , then promised divine . Mustapha Bint , was 105556866: fell fast asleep He dreamed of and passion , and new wives g 105557065: s arms A big snake 's head , I Mum , and a nudist showing he 105557424: sticks , high-heeled shoes and . I knew it all , could see m 105557740: e clothes-pegs and then , make . I MUST HAVE A BAND I 'm not 105567044: grin , ‘ it 's not poison , . ’ The graveyard , was Cla 105567446: h people of Chichester . ‘ I 'em ’ , he would chuckle . 105569416: nding someone to move so their did n't have to be separated 105570521: ing the journey I bundle up my and all its gladnesses , shou 105571590: thians 13 — Faith , Hope and We can sye trow aa wir lear , 105571681: ut o da tree , faith , hope an , da midder o dem aa is love 105571689: n love , da midder o dem aa is . Sho redds up reffled hopes 105571723: ses muckle in return . But foo cam tae be , Gud kens : der s 105572452: rn sae lang an still sustain . AND MARRIAGE Pride and Prejud 105572708: the two novels is that of ‘ and Marriage ’ . This theme 105572870: marriage with a foundation of and understanding for each ot 105572881: each other . The theme of ‘ and Marriage ’ does not jus 105573174: Their marriage was that of ‘ at first sight ’ . Bingley 105573195: re committed to each other and one another very deeply . Mr. 105573832: is built on neither wealth or . The third sister , Mrs. Pri 105574273: oes not often use the word ‘ ’ in both the novels but in 105574282: e novels but instead describes as ‘ doubtful , hackneyed , 105574303: cause she is unsure of lasting in a marriage . Instances of 105583099: r are saved by their friends ' for them . Frodo can see that 105583898: pect of Evil is that it has no for other things even those o 105585337: inal title of the book — ‘ and Reason ’ ) . Mary , her 105585400: it of one who is a stranger to but wedded to reason . In ‘ 105585671: as someone who has never known and is emotionally dried out 105585874: is not changed sufficiently to George , although she does fe 105586281: corn on him and on any idea of between them . Finally , he a 105586309: y 's wishes , because he is in . What makes Austen 's work i 105586604: al values . Austen believes in and marriage — the happy me 105589613: as a possible suitor , was in with him . Having also admire 105589707: possible for me in life , … … ’ he declared . But Ann 105589724: accept the use of the word ‘ ’ because it means too much 105589761: s n't believe he is capable of or knows what it is either . 105589888: lity of his wife 's falling in with anybody had occurred to 105590212: momentary wonderful escape and affair , but Dona made a choi 105590564: to sacrifice his whole life to her entirely . For a time , l 105590586: na were very happy together in ; but because of their circum 105590641: w . She experienced danger and but in one end accepted reali 105590753: nna went against the grain for , but Dona benefitted and got 105592192: ion and the play of wit but no , but still she inspires an e 105596033: CSE OPEN STUDY — OBSESSIONAL For my GCSE Open Study I have 105596049: ok at the theme of obsessional in ‘ The Collector ’ by J 105596513: t the lover than the object of , as this character is the mo 105596645: attract Daisy , whom he was in with as a young man , althoug 105596865: eep Miranda until she falls in with him . Although , like Ga 105597173: s and force to persuade her to him . He does not really expe 105597183: does not really expect her to him , and when she does it ha 105597217: it 's only for release and not . So he is not particularly a 105597282: y insecure and does n't expect , never having received it be 105597564: to save each other . Gatsby 's is so much stronger that Cleg 105597746: aisy , he will always and only her , whereas Clegg soon spot 105599622: me ; that with the support and of other women they overcame 105604564: ng family together without the , warmth and security that th 105604599: to fill it by installing great and understanding into their 105604795: s become closer and their real for each other shows through 105614764: y remember him his sacrificial for them and the wonderful gi 105616457: ething [unclear] pilgrimage of and the parish knows that too 105619776: . It has also meant a greater for one another as we can sha 105619972: ent and that living out of his is his body and finding commu 105640897: who loves us with a mother 's the everlasting one who holds 105641199: my [unclear] , Christ all our thee , [unclear] , Christ if 105642499: The blessing of the Christ of . The blessing of the spirits 105650082: d works for good for them that him . To them who are called 105655375: t how much that compassion and for fellow people goes beyond 105656171: uld 've borrowed a chair . yes , come on then ma , can you m 105657314: in a permanently heated house . No that 's right , it 's sm 105658918: p that appointment , okay then yeah , okay bye , bye love . 105658925: hen love yeah , okay bye , bye . No you attend that one ma . 105663995: I even today , you can not buy . No . And it 's proven my po 105664116: . When you were on about that , what pa was saying about , 105665239: nd madder , and me dad used to it . But looking back , you k 105666024: e hundred pounds for Do what , . I do n't think Allied Dunba 105683683: mixture ? Oh ! It 's over here . Oh ! We do n't have it [unc 105683719: Ooh ! Champion ! Champion ! Ta ! And er some cough mixture t 105683852: I think . Two pounds forty one . It er it comes on you all a 105683942: hough . See you later ! Tarrah ! Tarrah ! I thought you were 105683951: ah ! I thought you were asleep . I 'll leave you alone , let 105684571: if you You 'd be there an hour , it 's a long time to sit by 105685221: Have you got some money on you ? Yeah I 've I fetched it all 105689718: D' ya want it for your dinner ? [unclear] That Frenchy stuf 105693505: ard and wrote on back , all my Terry . Can you lend me a fiv 105694015: uld be me ! You picked them up ! I said to you , are these r 105701263: Yeah . Oh ! Make a cup of tea . [unclear] stew you know lik 105702020: dead pleasant ! See you ! Bye ! Who 'd waste a card on her 105703268: ? Come on ! Come and give him ! No ! Oh well ! Did you brin 105708568: h his ear started bleeding Ooh him the very next day anyway 105709901: ready Yeah , yeah were n't it ? Yeah Can be , how my hyacin 105710661: asty Is that that stuff ? What ? Is that that stuff I got ? 105712015: unclear] No it was the weekend I said oh next week then they 105715838: burning coke then What 's that ? Holes are yours , holes the 105717979: er thingummybob Alec ? Do what ? What you sound like What ? 105719930: en you 've done with it I will , yeah I like them paperbacks 105721332: eg your pardon That 's alright , that 's alright , it 's my 105722705: n't need them on er this time Oh do n't you need them No he 105723288: n going ever since Yeah it was It 's just marvellous is n't 105724401: pink you 've got the first one , give it to Mabel That 's he 105724982: r 'd have fish every meal Oh I fish and me daughter loves fi 105725103: n't like it Yeah I used to , I fish and chips , used to love 105725110: love fish and chips , used to fish and chips Yeah , when I 105725400: orty seven Could of carried on two and nine , twenty nine I 105725411: e , twenty nine I was doing it I told you it was alright sev 105726467: re when the wind blows do what ? I say when the wind blows i 105726547: stop that , turn that iron off He just wants to er , just wa 105726570: es do n't you ? We can do that You having a go at this when 105728741: I know we 've , we 've had it it 's not been funny at all i 105729405: it 's fifteen pence It 's what ? Can Joyce drive ? Fifty pen 105729579: ing did n't she ? What 's that ? She did n't have an Yeah al 105731492: ern whatever they say The kids it cos It 's bound to be newe 105731847: you 'll want to enjoy yourself Lily smokes love Iris smokes 105731850: njoy yourself love Lily smokes Iris smokes and you sit betwe 105732748: od It 's been alright in there Yeah What love ? It would of 105732751: lright in there love Yeah What ? It would of been alright on 105732873: milk in Have you made the tea ? Oh yes erm except sugar not 105732964: at now for postage They wo n't , let's , let's , let's get i 105733323: t Are they the right size then ? So what I 'll do I 'll send 105733466: hink I 've got it written down thirty two Oh do they oh ? I 105733702: there ? Mm Alec you have mine because I 've not made enough 105745331: ! Mm mm . It is . But But I do the bacon from there ! Th you 105747531: ou now Yeah . so See you again ! Tarrah ! [unclear] No . Ta- 105748082: on some toast Alec ? No thanks . No ? No . Do you want a [un 105753026: ou like soap . Well , no but I lovely soaps . I went to see 105778247: ght . Very good . Thank you my . [unclear] said what 's that 105781891: ah she said erm you have it my do n't you worry but I said n 105781924: all she said , you take it my . She said th that 's [unclea 105782238: ay for nothing . What ? He 'll that Ange ! He can go in ther 105782306: me know when you 're coming my she said cos erm I do n't lik 105783766: And she said no you have it my . I 've just bought a new one 105791929: . Oh here we go again ! Do n't you any more [unclear] heard 105809917: that size where I live . And I baked potatoes . We end up ha 105832263: put the right ones in there my you 've got a fortune . Eight 105834458: you Still well in the lead my . Oh now again , what do I do 105835289: n I was wonderful . You are my absolutely wonderful do n't l 105839849: ne more try I did n't see that three queens jack flush ace h 105841988: ange I ca n't touch orange . I them ! I love Luckily I 'm no 105841992: touch orange . I love them ! I Luckily I 'm not over I love 105841999: I love Luckily I 'm not over I keen . I love a piece of oran 105842003: I 'm not over I love keen . I a piece of orange , I I would 105844278: nd the main meal . But Cos I I the sweets see and then nor t 105844336: that they do , you know erm I the sweets [unclear] . the th 105846052: a bit so he 'd say excuse me , there 's ladies present here 105851977: mmy ! You ca n't afford them , , come on let's go to Poundst 105853363: rs like this Hands like this . Ricky . Do that . Do that . O 105857914: nute Ooh [unclear] . A Ann Ann . Hat . Yes . Looks like Lee 105865254: ll take you some time then , I it . Yeah I would n't mind it 105865266: ah I would n't mind it Ann . I it , I do . You been before ? 105868982: ody hell ! Honestly What 's up ? you hear of these things do 105878649: ll I 'm just thinking of you , . You sure I 've tried this ? 105885125: Oh dear ! Take me home ! I 'd to . I 'm having a sudden att 105892960: n I do n't I said I 'm alright just to do all that , I 've g 105894466: weed on me carpet as much as I it I might get a , er [unclea 105897739: h your camp bed do n't fold up I say , I 'd [unclear] , I 'm 105899055: e a , a shandy . A what shandy A bitter shandy [unclear] . P 105902252: k now you ca n't beat that . I that I do . Good for you . Yo 105902390: y you suffer with constipation , because you do n't eat no v 105903157: ormally put much in it he Oh I it , and I 've barred it from 105903267: ons and tons of it every day I it [unclear] . You would n't 105915793: ew fish that I do n't like . I fish . And the only trouble i 105922743: lers . A fortune teller . Oh I you . That 's for one . It 's 105923683: . Who 's got a hairy chest ? I your hairy chest . Oh . Matth 105923693: y chest . Oh . Matthew used to that one . No I do n't . He s 105923933: ? I 've got kiss me quick , I your hairy chest , I love you 105923939: , I love your hairy chest , I your bi but I love your big e 105923944: y chest , I love your bi but I your big ears , I love you Gi 105923950: i but I love your big ears , I you Give us a kissy , kissy ! 105924877: ber . Er Four . five . Two . I you . Oh ! Ooh ! That 's nice 105924892: ! That 's nice to know Amy . I Jim I hate you . Only twenty 105924911: go then Ann . Oh ! Rebecca ! I Jim . I got the opposite . Lo 105924919: ove Jim . I got the opposite . Jim and hate me . Right , I ' 105925244: did n't notice it . Ann . What ? What 's that thing ? I 'll 105934308: What you saying Bryony ? What ? I wish you 'd talk a bit lo 105936256: . Ah ! That muddy path . What ? It 's a wonderful contrapti 105939995: t's find some spoons . One You stottie cake . two Two three 105942369: one for me have n't you ? What ? Here you are . Thank you . 105947702: ps . Right . It 's ten o'clock . I know . I 'm gon na have t 105956932: know . The Yorkshire pudding I . I do n't know . They were i 105966512: mention the [gap:name] ! I 'd to slaughter that child ! Wer 105973439: Tweed 's a bit far for you my . I was thinking about There 105996595: e is n't on at the moment they Rosie and Jim , but that 's o 105999909: ront torn off it I [unclear] I their jumpers yes they 're ni 106000490: on I am , I am can you ? what ? you 're gon na put yours on 106002967: have my coat on [unclear] what ? are we going out the front 106004630: hat a joke ? , Richard come on I was pretending you 're pret 106006144: ve n't got your hands washed , . And the other hand . The ot 106009068: ough . Oh , hello . Hi . Ready ? Yeah . Has erm Ta ra Bryony 106016154: That 'll do . You being served ? No no . Can I have potatoes 106017579: h . Oh you can freeze anything . Can you ? Erm Iced finger b 106017604: eak pies please . Three steaks . Oh no problem love . Just t 106017609: ee steaks love . Oh no problem . Just take [unclear] Wait a 106017662: pound [unclear] . There you go . Sorry . Yes sorry . Oh . Lo 106017723: please . Packet of bread buns . Yes . What are these ? Five 106017736: ese ? Five packets for a pound . I 'll have er two orange tw 106017759: ortcake please . That 's sixty . Erm is that all I want ? Er 106017778: at 's it thank you . One sixty . Keep still till I get my mo 106017890: s in the bag . Thanks . Thanks . Do n't swing on the stall R 106018249: Yes . I 'm yes . We will make . See these . I do n't want t 106018542: Fourteen please . Fourteen my right oh . Oh no you 're not 106019036: e ducks are on the road . What ? No we need to get I think I 106023637: ou for tech tomorrow ? Do what ? From here a couple of pints 106027112: h I know Yeah . alright , okay I think , are you not open ? 106028287: . you ca n't . Done the dishes . Right I 'll make him some d 106030547: ssy cat wild thing , I think I you what is it ? It 's a puss 106030775: ker , you 're such a cutey , I you to bits Right now what yo 106031518: re just a bloody horror Ah you your mum granddad and Richard 106033001: t we always tell each other we each other . Yeah ! And I thi 106033041: and again , I 'll say Yeah . I you . You Yeah . know . I mea 106033333: you 're fifty ! No you ca n't can you ? But , you know do n 106033475: . No So it 's not . Never mind . Terrible that , eh ? Yeah . 106034045: . Weird ! [unclear] Never mind ! Right ! See you later ! See 106037069: chemical plant ? No I did n't . Oh ! No . You would n't wat 106040866: are you ? Not so bad . Are you ? How 's the hand ? It 's sti 106040937: her ? No , I have n't seen her . Well cos that morning I 'd 106049596: 's a bit off in n it ? Mm . Ta . We 've actually , it 's nea 106057656: blooming sells it ! Do n't you ? Yeah ! You get told it 's n 106061739: e ? Alright . Thanks very much . Okay . Bye ! He should know 106061810: ight Teresa , it 's ten to one . Yeah I know . Better take y 106061983: I know . See you later . Okay . Okay . Erm where you going 106066886: ons . Oh fuck yeah [unclear] I cartoons . Tom and Jerry I li 106068915: . No I have [unclear] You what ? Erm Newcastle what I say [u 106080450: ght like it . Twelve fifteen , Happy , Groucho Marks . No , 106099208: them ready Mm . Bill says you d er cleaning those do n't yo 106103431: 's thicker than the the pages , but it 's That looks a lot 106127792: n but Oh I thought you used to cheese . [unclear] I used to 106133347: mes , salter 's away seemed to throwing it out do n't they ? 106159251: the Wind that [unclear] boy 's for a sa er well stallion , y 106161543: er I keep getting that . Ooh I [unclear] ! Wo n't you just s 106168782: n't know . Well , give her my Yes . I will . anyhow . See y 106169166: dear ! Pick it Oh dear . up my . Good boy . Fell down . Than 106170268: you 're a good boy . Mm mm . I you ! A so you 've that You , 106170278: you ! A so you 've that You , you . on the wallpaper at the 106170438: wo n't Kevin do you want sugar ? stand out . Please . One . 106171487: u . Put it on there . You poor ! Put it there . So this afte 106172266: . I 'm reading this . Hello my . I 'm reading this . What ti 106173284: with you over Easter ? You 'd Yes . it . Oh thanks a lot . 106181573: d ? In the afternoon . Ooh ! I Did you ? ya ! Me and Ed . We 106183445: not . Got that cloth . Ah ! I it ! Have you ? I love it ! B 106183452: Ah ! I love it ! Have you ? I it ! But I think you might li 106183507: uld n't resist it . Oh she 'll that ! I could n't resist it 106183979: es . Similar thing . Oh she 'd a basket ! Right . So Oh ! It 106186662: Yeah . Oh ! Finally get the I Buster 's face on those two . 106186834: Yes . Oh that 's a good one I it ! int it ? Yeah , I love i 106186843: I love it ! int it ? Yeah , I it ! It is a good one . It 's 106189843: box thing but , [unclear] . I [unclear] . Ah ah ! And na [u 106189902: all he does is draw wheels . I the way he lies out the Draw 106190072: oo ! Woo ! Woo ! Are n't you a ? [unclear] a digger . A digg 106190590: ition your hair 's in . Pardon ? Draw a digger . [unclear] , 106191019: 've got all the veggies on now . Yes we are . Why are you hu 106193385: udrey , that 's hot . You what ? That one will do for me . E 106193421: re going in daddy 's car , yes . Oh . What 's the matter Ela 106193621: . Yeah . I 'll take your coat . Thanks . It was raining lik 106194778: 'll do . In the side cupboard . Yeah . Yeah . He does n't g 106195432: brew the tea just for a moment , I 've got the pudding to pu 106195862: ter mention something to Rosie about that er Oh oh yes Rosie 106200383: me at half past seven tonight . Oh yeah . Yes . And then we 106213665: say Alistaire that I know and . He was saying how he used t 106269002: we , we meet on a Friday night do n't we ? When there 's onl 106270079: their lips . And that I 'm in with him or something [unclea 106280451: loody awful . Awful . What ? I you forever he put on the Fre 106280898: h . Right I 'm going . Okay my . See you some time tomorrow 106281819: ? Du n no . Hello Maggie Hello Hello ! Hello my love we 've 106281824: ie Hello love Hello ! Hello my we 've just been talking abou 106281860: ook well . There 's a chair my . Oh good . Seventeen [unclea 106283966: early all right ? All right my . [unclear] Ta ta David . Che 106283992: films to Kingsworth . Okay my . Bye . Right I suppose I 'll 106288331: unclear] I have n't touched it it 's on full now . Yeah . It 106289929: r Nan Wendy was calling her my [gap:name] was calling her Gr 106296862: e always says hello . Hello my , how you doing ? Where you g 106296874: Where you going out tonight my ? Are you going out on the ra 106297022: aughing . He said [unclear] my all right . He 's always happ 106297736: ked in and she went oh morning . And I went do you want a cu 106303417: yeah ! [unclear] that serious . Yeah but they just comes up 106304796: ght yeah . Whatever you say my [unclear] Interesting ? All r 106304803: ar] Interesting ? All right my you read the bit your reading 106304834: e to [unclear] Here you are my . I 'll hit him in time . She 106304896: out . [unclear] What is it my ? Oh you ! Mother she 's call 106304986: w and I said oh do n't fret my . Give her the money like she 106307746: rassed young man . Sit down my do n't take any notice [uncle 106308390: lent him a fiver just in case . the something wife was it ? 106309366: f you want to borrow any money . Monday is the last day . Ne 106309384: ? So if you want to borrow any . [unclear] [unclear] next Tu 106309752: her when was it ? I 've got to you and leave you Bet so er I 106309795: and sort I out then . Okay my . So he knows what you want d 106309986: I 'll see you on Wednesday my [unclear] Cos I want to try a 106310103: er through at the top now . Ah her . Love her . I have n't e 106310106: at the top now . Ah love her . her . I have n't even done th 106310151: e you Wednesday then . Okay my . Alright ? Bye Ann . So I al 106310314: out of them . Very thick . Oh her . Oh love her [unclear] S 106310318: Very thick . Oh love her . Oh her [unclear] Still she said 106310482: [unclear] tube 's hanging out . [unclear] lens ' is pulling 106314605: ? [unclear] . The girls would it . I expect they 've been i 106319122: ice it was so ta , oh it w , I plaice . [unclear] [unclear] 106319205: re gon na have . I like it . I it [unclear] . There 's only 106325058: Maggie . Alright ? Alright my . Maggie with the fringe on t 106325401: back on the bus in n it ? Oh I buses [unclear] . Bloody nuis 106331252: . I have n't pinched your fags . He 's laughing . I wonder i 106332897: s . It 's too heavy for you my . No it 's alright . Are you 106335900: did n't say for you . You did . No I never . Do n't [unclea 106336334: io Mags . [unclear] Cheerio my . Have fun Mags . Bye my love 106336342: love . Have fun Mags . Bye my . Bye Cough it up wo n't you 106337086: ession of regret is L Oh it 's in n it ? Yeah Short of twent 106337563: ot me A for me day . Something a day , live a day . In n it 106337599: wenty four hours what a pity . , leave Love 'em leave 'em Lo 106337602: urs what a pity . Love , leave 'em leave 'em Love a day , no 106337606: ove , leave Love 'em leave 'em a day , no something a day . 106337800: oody ounce that man . Oh god . her . [unclear] and [unclear] 106350043: e an important decision , your life seems to flourish and pr 106351103: te him [unclear] . Write him a letter yeah . [unclear] Edna 106352066: [unclear] ? They got all sorts . My [unclear] but [unclear] 106355911: g kiss [unclear] . I trust and you always . Always [unclear] 106356999: Two pounds ? It 's all down my . I do n't know Edna , I do n 106359289: t the [unclear] on . I 'm back . You like [unclear] ? Goodby 106359789: ice somebody told me . Oh I 'd one , because they look so ni 106362589: t be doing it ? . . The kid 's it , Carla would love it woul 106362594: e kid 's love it , Carla would it would n't she ? Yeah , Lyn 106363573: Got no baby strap . Fallen in with that [unclear] stuff . Y 106368355: ough that . Oh it is , I shall it . It 's nice , yeah . In t 106369755: . Yeah , yo like you say y , I the kids dearly I said to Dav 106374662: Mary Ann and she sends you her and because , of course , you 106375627: ntly she does n't like to make with the lights on I said wel 106381820: ve and it shortens your life I it ! No it 's dreadful [uncle 106382661: new dressing gown , he was in that last time ? yes . What w 106387341: clip ? Oh the little clip ? Ta thank you . Yeah the little m 106391170: a ha [unclear] . [unclear] . I that , look at that ! Ah ! Ev 106392365: s all round my surround Oh ! I that God ! Brenda , I adore i 106401360: Is n't it lovely , I I fell in with it , Brenda , I really d 106404221: Linda Yes . up in Wisbech they that sort of thing . You know 106408980: ] . Can you just pass me a mat . Yeah cos you do n't wan na 106409127: ] . nine . See you later . Bye . See you in the morning love 106409134: love . See you in the morning . Quietly cos of Yeah . Right 106409437: them [unclear] . What 's that , you 're muttering ? I got t 106415003: 'll put in [unclear] Yes I 'd to think that I can struggle 106415632: ve got ta , I mean [unclear] I that tree . I fell in love wi 106415639: ] I love that tree . I fell in with that [unclear] I know yo 106416432: ns and things . I just want to and admire it . . It 's so Ch 106416750: r . [unclear] [unclear] gon na that . Now if anybody pinches 106427811: was just what I wanted . I 'd to go to Ikea . I 've got , o 106428411: ock flooring . How nice . Oh I it Brenda . Well I mean we 'v 106428675: . Re- , re-sand yeah . You 'll it . You 'll love it . Well i 106428680: ah . You 'll love it . You 'll it . Well it 's all in the ha 106428866: e took the colour down . but I it . That 's a normal skirtin 106429971: hen . Oh . Mm . Look , lots of from Alleycat and Digger . Th 106430561: good one to do ? What 's that ? Look . [unclear] which ball 106434049: ow she she said I was madly in with him . Ah . You know how 106435310: ery much Carla where were they ? Here . Oh God ! on the floo 106437862: t hear me saying oh golly I 'd to have her come with us ? No 106444395: there you are you see . Indeed will find a way . Anyway erm 106444505: r as he 's concerned it 's all and glamour . How come she to 106445856: her [unclear] favourite shop I in Woking is the birthday sho 106451053: see , these , they , they will and find a way , anyway , erm 106451166: far as he 's concerned its all and glamour . How come she to 106452535: my , my other favourite shop I in Woking is the Birthday Sho 106452714: st be [unclear] coming come on , shut the door I 'm a bit du 106462759: for two days , they 've got a , you know there fantastic co 106463919: sort of , I mean I say , they the kids and they love , you 106463924: , they love the kids and they , you know , doing anything w 106463952: why do n't you take , oh I 'd to do golf , and Dave says we 106463979: ? That 's right . Oh and we 'd to do swimming , erm , becaus 106464133: ecause , he 's mum , I mean we her dearly , but she has to g 106464583: . she said , John and I would to have a Christmas on our ow 106468996: suit on . Here comes [unclear] her . [unclear] to wear . Oh 106479804: im to fit When I 'm older I 'd to be a dancer . Pass a few e 106480002: like , no when I 'm older I 'd to be a dancer . I 'd pass a 106485808: lear] Right I 'm gon na go and you and leave you I 'm afraid 106490982: will be well enough . I , I 'd to see him play football . Bu 106499359: k you better go in the bath my ! Oh ! The water 's on , I mi 106514666: [unclear] kiss . That 's okay . GrandPat Yes ? thank you fo 106529321: like , you know , like cows . him . O K. You will speak to 106532133: well away . They , they would him I mean one of them it was 106541042: p that Come on . Just a minute . Put it on alright ? Yeah . 106541479: . Hold me a little bit . What ? Hold my hand nicely sweethe 106542337: hich said No they 're done yet . Okay . The tatties . long d 106543977: ut Okay sweetheart , come here , let's get your jacket on . 106544197: show Grandpa Charlotte . Go on Charlotte Charlotte come here 106544202: Charlotte Charlotte come here , please Grandpa 's coming wh 106544635: s . Oh , oh actually Charlotte Oh dear , she has n't [unclea 106545069: randpa 's coming . In you come good girl there you go , ther 106545177: be silent . Hey wait a minute , just a minute . Charlotte , 106545946: [unclear] and you give a kiss he we give a kiss good girl N 106549878: climbing on the chairs please . went to a craft afternoon a 106557661: a wee wee ? Oh Charlotte . Oh why did n't you tell Mummy ? 106557791: t n't just sit there and do it . [unclear] Mummy . What what 106561331: , in the middle . Thank you my . Hello . Who are you writing 106561834: clear] Wow [unclear] . Careful . Whey ! That 's from my bott 106562937: to sit on the pot . Come here , I think Mummy needs to sit 106563227: ght then . Grandpa . [unclear] . [unclear] bear . Speak Engl 106567229: it there . Mummy , mummy . Yes . What ? What is it ? Now . W 106568121: u put it out of reach please , . I 'll get it . Dad I 'm bor 106568173: otte will you come here please . Charlotte , please . Charlo 106568373: 't he clever no do n't do that . Charlotte leave him Charlot 106569735: s . I want Polos . In a minute [unclear] , what ? [unclear] 106570405: [unclear] , she could 've just a fluffy white [unclear] , so 106575380: red cup . What you looking for ? Another . Where 's another 106575428: [unclear] . Your drink 's here , it 's on the table right in 106579808: ht , we 're not turning it off , do n't worry . No do n't tu 106581252: yummy . Do n't want chicken . some , yes you do . Do . You 106581435: d . Alright . Go on off you go . Oh dear , oh dear . Crocodi 106583951: Charlotte can you come inside , come on darling . You given 106587460: come on do n't play with that please pick it up quickly off 106587480: k on it . It 's Amy 's blanket I do n't want it all over the 106590609: ie . Where is it ? It 's there . Well what 's it for then ? 106593858: lear] that 's washed . See you . Bye . It 's only turned on 106594515: on then , quick ! Get out now . What is it today ? You do n 106602262: now , so [unclear] . I used to doing this . I know dear ! I 106602544: a change to actually pick Oh I them ! tomatoes . Mm . I mean 106605146: t we 've got . You got a stamp ? Yes ! There we are . Put it 106612777: rave fellow I 'd say . Yes . I the humorous name though . Ye 106626420: to do that would you ? Mm I 'd too . Good , let's do that th 106630142: , really ratting it in . We 'd a cup of tea , yeah . Plus sh 106636977: y 're all quite [unclear] . Oh , oh super , oh . [unclear] w 106642839: t is n't it ? You [unclear] my . Oh I recommend the Philip [ 106648045: How would you like your coffee ? [unclear] thank you . On wh 106676346: say afterwards ? , I 'm sorry did I hurt you ? I take it yo 106677166: le hugs fourthly er two sloppy albums , approximately someth 106677187: n there ? yeah , teeny weeny I you cake teeny weeny I love y 106677193: I love you cake teeny weeny I you cake er red or dead main 106678185: does he sing usually ? ah oh I Madness some of them they 've 106678216: est are n't they ? you used to Madness I still do yes I 've 106680725: behind you . You what ? I just saying it again ! I know ! Oo 106683139: Trudy . Did you ? Oh bless you ! Yep ! I do n't think that w 106684931: own ! Come on , head down ! No , do n't make him do tricks ! 106685214: [unclear] I like [unclear] . I it too ! Yeah . But you ca n' 106685248: ngers do it like that . Mm . I dance music ! I just , mm cos 106688362: hat that was him . Do n't know . Yes please . Is that chocol 106691135: e 's saying ! Well Nothing . I going on a nice train journey 106691170: [unclear] Five hours ? Oh I 'd it ! I would love So would I 106691175: rs ? Oh I 'd love it ! I would So would I . it ! That 's alr 106692480: an interview . If they do n't me for what I am that 's just 106698580: walk to Chudleigh is n't it ? it ! I 'm never in ! Mm mm ! 106701702: be a granny are n't you ? I 'd to be a granny , I really wou 106701723: here for baby [unclear] ! I 'd it ! But she 's , they 're ab 106707049: ca n't get [unclear] Right my , we 'll start getting the di 106707247: ot you ! Oh ! Sa that 's it my ! You catch hold of his hand 106709306: that one to Mary . Yeah , okay . Yeah . So that 's Mary and 106709417: re ! There you are . Thank you . Okay . Looks nice do n't it 106709536: cut Mabel 's up if you like my ? Alright . I ca n't [unclear 106711614: out a higher account ? No . No . A higher interest account . 106712965: k . That was the er er ooh ! I Benny Hill ! I , I know ! I j 106725030: you tell it mum , you tell it Nobody else will No sad in n 106735559: ou putting on now Clare ? Oh I this , oh I took me coat off 106735639: o how we all today ? Alright I that sound what a sound Who ? 106735787: 's some more he keeps saying I you all the time now oh he 's 106735806: t hunk going Is he ? I think I Do n't worry about it I hate 106735922: h , Oh come on play a record I that sound , come on baby let 106736630: metimes in mine , when I 'm in , my no I do n't Melissa take 106736650: Oh , but honestly when I 'm in , my face just lights up , ju 106736986: l tomorrow ? Yeah , fine by me is a hunger , it 's burning m 106737055: friend Oh shut up , be quiet , is a hunger love is a hunger 106737059: , be quiet , love is a hunger is a hunger OK you try to say 106737799: ou putting on now Clare ? Oh I this , oh I took me coat off 106737879: o how we all today ? Alright I that sound what a sound Who ? 106738027: 's some more he keeps saying I you all the time now oh he 's 106738046: t hunk going Is he ? I think I Do n't worry about it I hate 106738162: h , Oh come on play a record I that sound , come on baby let 106738871: metimes in mine , when I 'm in , my no I do n't Melissa take 106738891: Oh , but honestly when I 'm in , my face just lights up , ju 106739227: l tomorrow ? Yeah , fine by me is a hunger , it 's burning m 106739296: friend Oh shut up , be quiet , is a hunger love is a hunger 106739300: , be quiet , love is a hunger is a hunger O K you try to sa 106739444: aving here at ten to eight ? I you so much , I just ca n't l 106740050: ng ? You better go in a minute Ya I 'll really miss you . Sa 106740062: ly miss you . Say yes here are Not to loud Yeah I know , can 106741125: Yeah That is Clare 's Of your for me What ? That Want a pie 106741884: s on tape Clare I know I would to hear that Kim shut your mo 106742293: you can I did n't like it I 'd some I did n't you 're banned 106744080: ninety two The time ? The date What were you doing during th 106744479: r hind woman Your hind head No , it 's on my back you cook h 106744731: that , it 's good Well I said , it 's a greater day , my na 106744796: you 've got to go in a minute What do I give a monkey 's , 106745027: my coat anywhere ? No , sorry I 'm not a lesbian Ah Did he 106745716: y , I said oh sorry about that , well I 'll go and I tore th 106774916: Right . Thank you very much my . If you fancy viewing any of 106775184: nk you very much for your time . Bubye . Bubye . Bubye . For 106775658: Well possibly , I do n't know . She might . Erm Erm Well sh 106775858: an awful lot of trouble for me . That 's alright . No proble 106776366: ite , yes , yes . Thank you my . Fine . Yes indeed . Thank y 106776472: step when I go . Thank you my . Goodbye . Bubye . Loads a m 106784644: e to see if I can get that out I no I ca n't , no not there 106784664: ave it then No , no you ca n't , because We 've done it at w 106787825: king is it ? What 's it called ? Neville 's [unclear] . Who 106789119: r two years mum . What is that ? It 's got B dot B dot E Oct 106791279: akes some old clothes with him Mm . And then see we , he 'd 106791395: ke him , take him so [unclear] . Yes . Okay then . Mm . Cos 106792666: ight , I 'll okey-dokey . Okay it 's Yeah what he no , wha w 106792736: . Alright poppet . Okay , okay . Yeah , see yo , see you soo 106793661: . Perhaps it 's the bulb is it ? No . It 's er something [un 106794441: you want to give me your plate . I 'll come and help you . I 106820551: was my eyesight . No . No . I the Rocky Horror Show ! Anywa 106825360: clear] ? Better be a reason my , [unclear] Yeah Bye dad ! By 106830160: ot upstairs , no I do n't know , come on no do n't upstairs 106833730: do n't know how you caught it . It was rather clever really 106834557: ? Well you do n't need the box cos the box 's got some food 106839279: more ? No [unclear] No what , ? No carrots and no [unclear] 106842650: n 's [unclear] There 's a what ? A piece of paper that they 106858993: he children are up ? Well they talking to them on the phone 106863007: [unclear] . I ca n't hear you , you 'll have to come and ta 106863736: , cos they 're all in the pile somewhere . Well , they were 106864412: u just well just sit down then . Shall I switch this [unclea 106865694: ear] ? Keep , your legs , what ? Your legs are hurting you ? 106867325: n't reach ! Ca n't reach what ? What ? Here . Yellow and bl 106868138: Very anti-social dear , and I it ! Now daddy 's got the sma 106868236: cos I saved you a green there . Green ha ! Whoops a daisy ! 106872815: ! Say something sensible . Yes I am going to say something s 106874367: y . I know . How are you doing , have you been to the toilet 106875810: nd put it over there . Come on . No ! What do you mean no ? 106877181: s it [unclear] lunch time ? No , it 's not lunch time . Are 106877566: u 'll have to give him lots of . [unclear] did n't he ? He n 106880271: lright ? Yeah . Come over here , cos we 're not in the queue 106880495: the same ones . Mind that dirt ! And tomorrow 's here ! Yes 106882396: the flo on the floor there , I those ! Erm [unclear] the win 106887199: o and one ? Will you need what ? Two two and one . Two two a 106888513: time We have n't got felt tips . Just use these ones . Yeah 106889890: g dishing out the , the dinner . What is it for [unclear] It 106890189: falling over . [unclear] Here , that 's yours . It nearly f 106890213: ave it . How was your day then ? Okay [unclear] Oh . Yes . [ 106892923: em at the moment . I sort of I pears . Do you ? And me . Oh 106897252: [unclear] You want beans . You beans . You 're gon na have b 106897365: hoice . Oh orange or I think I better than that blackcurrant 106901924: g Tim upstairs . To mummy with . Happy birthday from Tim and 106904556: work . But the rest of you . I cottage pie . But daddy 's ha 106904594: special at work . I 've had I cottage pie . Look at all tho 106905489: That purse . It 's not a purse it 's for erm soap and you kn 106905732: t it . Well you ca n't have it . What did he want ? He wants 106906834: 's Thankyou . Right . Jesus ' is Very Wonderful . Or Who 's 106906878: want ? And you 'd like Jesus ' is Very Wonderful ? Right we 106906898: start with that one . Jesus ' is very wonderful , Jesus ' l 106906905: ve is very wonderful , Jesus ' is very wonderful , Jesus ' l 106906912: ve is very wonderful , Jesus ' is very wonderful , oh wonder 106906919: very wonderful , oh wonderful . It 's so high you ca n't ge 106906952: 't get round it . Oh wonderful Who 's that ? Who 's the king 106915157: . Where 's that car ? What car ? Hello Timothy . How are you 106917364: [unclear] Oh look at that , I birthdays on a badge , to Aun 106917404: , right let me wear me badge I birthdays there we go [unclea 106917446: e man dad that 's your grandma , not your dad , to the [uncl 106918298: ust do the tea OK I like Ooh I squirrels , do n't you ? Huh 106920161: lear] If I do My children just that [unclear] over there and 106922161: hrough today in school Oh I 'd a picture in it that 's what 106922661: ave you [unclear] one saying I birthday Be bo 's Tim had one 106938125: ot [unclear] she said , little I did n't want a , a whole Ti 106939824: Well we have to walk to school in the car , In the car let's 106940395: , see you later , bye , bye , you , see you later here you 106940412: en , bye Annie see you later , you Oh sorry take care I play 106943848: s yoghurt I think . He used to yoghurt Yeah I know , he real 106944377: at them , then that will be it You , you like all of them No 106945998: ere . Only half Only half what ? apple No , I 'm not breakin 106950099: Is she busy , you busy are you ? Right we 'll have you then 106950495: ink it 's gon na sink or float ? You think float , what do y 106951424: e , only one mother for me , I her and she loves me , there 106951545: and to make me feel this bad I my mum I love my mum she 's t 106951549: feel this bad I love my mum I my mum she 's the best mum in 106951641: d to make me feel this bad , I my mum , she 's the best mum 106951810: d to make me feel this bad , I my mum , she 's the best mum 106952271: ng about in stripy pyjamas . I What about [unclear] I love h 106952276: I love What about [unclear] I here , I love these ones , I 106952280: bout [unclear] I love here , I these ones , I do love [uncle 106952286: ere , I love these ones , I do [unclear] I 'm being If you s 106954036: hen the circus comes to town I to see the clown , racing rou 106954216: hen the circus comes to town I to see the clown , racing rou 106961958: ve n't watched Rosie and Jim , Piglet I wanted to watch Stor 106967817: om bom Now your turn . Jesus ' is very wonderful . Where 's 106967898: he 's gon na be late . Jesus ' is very wonderful , Jesus ' l 106967905: ve is very wonderful , Jesus ' is very wonderful Jesus ' lov 106967911: love is very wonderful Jesus ' is very wonderful , very wond 106967918: ery wonderful , very wonderful very wonderful , Jesus ' love 106967924: love very wonderful , Jesus ' is very wonderful Jesus ' lov 106967930: love is very wonderful Jesus ' is very wonderful , oh wonder 106967937: very wonderful , oh wonderful Christopher . What ? Your clo 106970726: ting . Is it ? What 's hurting ? His throat 's hurting . My 106983541: typical , typical of us now . is of money , love is of plea 106983546: of us now . Love is of money , is of pleasure and love is of 106983551: oney , love is of pleasure and is of everything about God in 106989504: oung ones er do , and we would to do that and that goes alon 106992747: s organization and we can show for him by full support with 106992767: one look stay awake by showing to you and act loyal sometime 106992779: sometimes it 's easier to show to some in the congregation t 106996984: I like camping Yeah we used to camping , yeah Oh often in th 106997067: ith his dinner ready with no I camping , we 've been camping 107013056: . Did you use all the ones up ? She 's cut No . them all in 107015171: lue for money . Oh . Well I 'd to , if I get a choice I woul 107018695: d ? Yeah . Leave salad for now , yes . I got some gravy on . 107020932: ight . Oh yes ! Can you manage ? Yes , thank you dear . So t 107022164: one that mainly [unclear] . I mackerel ! Those that eat , d 107029038: unclear] and [unclear] . And I them in their jackets ! But n 107029066: ith No . with my [unclear] . I jacket potatoes , then I wo n 107029087: do n't like the jacket . Oh I the jacket ! Oh I love the ja 107029093: . Oh I love the jacket ! Oh I the jacket ! You see , I love 107029101: love the jacket ! You see , I the jacket but I ca n't cope 107029156: see . Mm . Do n't they , they it ! That 's right . Wish we 107040984: me , I 'm doing it with you my . Oh come off it . Erm I do n 107043689: 's gone completely . Erm sorry we need a fork for that . Per 107045591: most thought ooh you know I 'd to write and say oh do n't , 107049401: of your special coffee are you ? I am indeed . Ooh er How 's 107050360: you [unclear] tea ? Yes , I 'd one . Thank you . Right I 'll 107052386: darling ? Ya . And erm we just it here of course Mm . so we 107056699: es . You did . Yeah . But I 'd to see him again . Oh yes . I 107056710: see him again . Oh yes . I 'd to get a trip out there . It 107056731: would n't it ? Yes . He 'd so to see people and of course a 107058332: Yes . But I would , in a way , to go whilst he 's there but 107058371: I 've heard that before . What ? Other people it 's a noisy 107060249: e gardening too , Ben ? Ooh he it ! Oh is n't that great ! B 107062342: r holidays down there . Oh you it do you Belinda ? Yes , yes 107063685: h , well I used is n't he ? to him come in the pub , you kno 107063951: e then do they then ? You what ? They do n't smudge do they 107065519: o that was ? I know . We would to have erm we 'd love to hav 107065525: e would love to have erm we 'd to have a cat but Yes , well 107070237: us a bit more about that I 'd to hear it cos I 'm never tir 107100547: hat you see ! Yes , what is it ? Up through Wales it said ! 107112763: have to ask how old he is , ah ? ah ? Right , that 's old I 107122094: ears ah ? I 'm scoffing them I gammon I do , gammon and pine 107123354: here Let's have some more tea I 've put my tea up there Whe 107125635: sold yeah they do , I they all that there Right I give you i 107128147: st say no Why do birds fall in , why do birds sing so gay , 107128965: ter to ten already Well Well I summer , summer time you know 107152165: it ? Elephant ears . [unclear] that . Now these if you 've g 107152680: go . It 's really funny . I 'd to live there . Yeah . It sou 107153570: a goat yet . No . You , you 'd it . You 'd be in your elemen 107172923: ack . Hello [unclear] Hello my . In time for dinner [unclear 107177454: ould you like to help yourself ? Ooh thought you were talkin 107180002: was about a lawyer falling in with the accused . Erm or was 107180523: I w I wanted to see Aspects of with Michael Caine in , I mea 107180772: sing her song from Aspects of are n't you ? Well I do n't k 107184357: tt trying to get the tune for Changes Everything so this mo 107184386: nclear] embarrassing subject ? Changes Everything . We 've g 107199241: eed a person to go with , I 'd to go on the Orient Express . 107227892: mal fare . Make mad passionate to me Jan , eh ? No , bloody 107227937: manage to make mad passionate to anybody now . I doubt it [ 107229244: ciples and everybody else they him , they love him the whole 107229248: body else they love him , they him the whole bloody thing is 107229719: do n't know . Oh . [unclear] , , put it away for god 's sake 107232762: y lucky man , you know , I can them and leave them all excep 107233939: were glad of it Oh , I use to the old scrumpy . It was so d 107235312: worktop and the cupboard there ? Gail ! Hang on I ca n't hea 107235530: if she gets into it in n it ? 's sitting there , right into 107236479: What got ta cut it to thin it . Why ? So , you [unclear] cu 107236510: n your hair without cutting it . What like scissors , you ha 107237101: Yeah . I said , who were they ? One was Swindon were n't it 107237117: ewoods . Time do you [unclear] [unclear] . Saucepan [unclear 107245392: nclear] please . Hang on there . I thought there [unclear] . 107251633: a tail wo n't it ? Jack would to see them but I 'm not lett 107254383: Nat you got ta have a bath my it 's what twenty five to nin 107254606: st . Well it 's only Wednesday . No it 's not [unclear] Thur 107255025: [unclear] Yeah . Hurry up then I want you to do spellings . 107255208: with ? No . Yeah W I , no T H . Oh my god now [unclear] Oh 107255718: . O Oh . O U S A N D Well done . Through . T H erm O No . R 107256052: thousand . Where is it ? What ? Me pen ? Oh there it is . W 107256320: on then you got ta have a bath . [unclear] Well look at that 107256524: your stuff up then Natalie my . Yes . Then we 've got Mrs [ 107256555: t 's Arf 's . Do you want that ? Yeah ? Yeah . Did you write 107256676: She 's smoked over forty today . No she got [unclear] , she 107258835: ear] She always [unclear] Oh I it . Yeah . Well . She wanted 107265945: when you got in ? Ah my little ! [unclear] you do ? But I we 107266311: sneak up her , it 's one lane . One lane and that means one 107266486: l are you doing ? Fucking hell , you know , I could have par 107267391: ar] I want a dog . Spaniel . I them Terry [unclear] Either t 107268276: see what , see what else is on ! Look at that one Gavin . Oh 107268762: e table . Ah ah ah ! My little ! Ah ! It was all cold when y 107270245: ta wash my hair . Okay . Hello . Hello love . Sunshine on a 107270248: ir . Okay . Hello love . Hello . Sunshine on a rainy day Mm 107273886: es anybody want a cup of tea ? one please Nick . That 'd be 107276218: ? Thursday ? Mhm . Addicted to . I had an awful dream today 107278583: nyway ta-ta then ! Okay my old ! Catch you later ! Bye ! You 107284197: ody I know there , [unclear] I the way that pass both passpo 107284416: Nigeria . And a few others . I that passport . This passport 107284428: is just fucking excellent , I it . Well yeah , just because 107285615: eah , right . Yeah , right . I this song . I have n't listen 107289725: ou 're snogging as well . I do this tape , I really love it 107289731: I do love this tape , I really it . Janet gave it to Frank f 107293165: the eye and tell me you do n't it ! Ow ! That was fucking ho 107294981: she loves her [unclear] try to one another right now come on 107295003: ybody get to together , try to one another right now I 've g 107295075: this is just beauty and , and your neighbour . Oh no this i 107295107: dstock tape today [unclear] to each Andy [unclear] You know 107297607: unclear] Hello Hello . come in . You got what ? I like your 107299611: iful , yeah . E'er . Mm cheers . Mm . In the winter time Rig 107310668: ter Get down Yeah , alright my , just a minute . You 'll hav 107310754: the stairs , hello Charlotte , his nursery , hello Joseph He 107313846: does the cat understand you my ? [unclear] me and my mother 107314007: ear] you know I said that I 'd to just once take the kids aw 107314381: the stairs , hello Charlotte , his nursery , hello Joseph He 107316005: ike that [unclear] Mum What my ? No you do n't want that , o 107321148: y ? Try ? yeah Try for what my ? try Try [unclear] There 's 107322905: ek 's wages , I mean Jan could that and that 's given him ch 107323001: ich mushrooms shall we have my ? Two lots of these two lots 107323453: e Christmas Christmas , yes my Christmas Christmas again , w 107323502: hat 's that ? Oh what is it my ? Erm , yes they did , er yea 107328197: ow what to do about these then . About what ? These things . 107329881: ] . You could have another one . It would relax your muscles 107331083: nt in here . [unclear] . Sorry . Great . Thank you . Nine po 107331528: nd that 's a water set . Hello ! Hello . You have n't got an 107332871: , Jackie . So I would n't know . Oh yeah , I think , I think 107333153: expect it probably is . Hello . We 'll grab this casserole 107333274: have n't nicked it . Sorry my , you want ? Seven please . [ 107333412: No . No . Great . Thanks a lot . I have n't left my Now then 107333659: obbledegook. [unclear] bye bye . Have a good weekend . See y 107338923: d on the twenty seventh . I 'd to see that . [unclear] . It 107339025: [unclear] . It 's basically a story between him and a , see 107339056: Squaw obviously , they fall in and they all this sort of vot 107340014: tle sole and she 's so full of for everybody she 's so gener 107341111: it . Now , er hello Ed , hello , he 's doing a starling job 107341207: the same . That 's alright my you like grapes as well Dinda 107341858: ight . . There are . Thank you . No you 're not supposed to 107342096: en , twenty , forty fi , hello . Hello love . Have you got a 107342099: forty fi , hello love . Hello . Have you got any yo-yo 's i 107344726: all full of energy are n't you , she 's a beauty , what 's h 107344940: e big enough , if they even in , they can knock a child , we 107350799: 't . Ok . I ca n't , thank you . [unclear] housework . Yeah 107350975: hello Lucy . [unclear] . Hello , your , I [unclear] , you we 107351577: hter 's [unclear] , and er , I , when my mum comes up she 's 107352645: ar] father about [unclear] . I Go on . I love wallowing in a 107352650: t [unclear] . I love Go on . I wallowing in a hot bath . Erm 107354629: any warmth , any caring , any , and I would do anything for 107355304: ould you come and do so and so , my daughter 's now do Chris 107356374: ey no , you 're just beginning And erm , I 'm sure after thi 107356742: o is a different world . Hello . How are you ? Fine Are you 107357359: clear] shuttle Ah ? oh you 'll it , on the shuttle with the 107357793: if you see what I mean ? Hello , I mean if they , if they we 107359862: end up in Broadmoor , . We 'd to look after her you see . Y 107359876: ou see . Yeah . I use the word very , very loosely , like be 107359891: est I do n't think I [unclear] , you can feel the [unclear] 107359899: ou can feel the [unclear] that Yeah , is not one of the emot 107361074: ere 's he now ? he 's still in with me he says , in eh , wor 107364763: ttle fringe along his side . I it . Yes she she leaves his e 107364781: is feathers on . Yes , yes . I it . Mm he 's a lovely dog . 107365279: ou could put courgettes in . I courgette . Yeah ? Well I had 107366132: ome and say hello . There 's a . Ca n't be left out can she 107366167: full of life . But your an old . Look at her [unclear] . Yea 107366521: [unclear] what annoys me cos I gardening . I used to do , we 107369643: could n't take that . Well . I your accent . Where do you co 107382797: I thought Pete [unclear] will this . Oh yes . He 's actuall 107383091: . One that queen use , they 'd that . Yeah , yeah . She [unc 107387168: but erm I 'm sure that he will that , so would I . [unclear] 107388643: as not good because he did n't her any way , she loved him . 107389577: walk all the way round do you ? I do n't care [unclear] . [ 107391987: do that [unclear] . Yes please . [unclear] . Erm , yes somet 107392204: I 've got left over , oh they them [unclear] their [unclear 107394206: ake care . [unclear] take care , and if I do n't see you , w 107394517: uestion about it . I even Oh I you bits and pieces you good 107394787: the panto Ben and Harry would to come , Harry adores panto 107394971: e it ! But Ben and Harry would to join us , Harry adores pan 107395556: nyway [unclear] . Here it is . it ! [unclear] [unclear] clev 107398958: telly , well I am anyway and I them when they 're naughty , 107398968: when they 're naughty , I do I them . Oh he 's a bastard ! I 107398981: Oh he 's a bastard ! I do , I them , except my nephew he 's 107400333: actually see them naked . I 'd to have a look mind cos I bet 107400604: ey are prettier than me . They themselves . Oh yeah I know w 107401188: loaded . Well has she grown to him cos of his money ? Well s 107401440: n'all . I said to Russell I 'd to go in that helicopter he s 107403361: I hate it , anyway I , I Oh I it I do . I hate veg cos , si 107406643: ked in n it ? That 's all done . Oh lovely , thanks . Ta-ta 107406863: ey you 're awful quiet tonight . Oh I tell y I know I , I 'm 107407405: h Hayley not doing you no good . They 're not doing any good 107408318: your dinner , your lunch Now I eggs [unclear] but I thought 107409812: and you say well I do n't know , I 'm only the cleaner , the 107411551: peat on you do n't they ? Oh I them you know [unclear] Oh I 107411558: e them you know [unclear] Oh I the Chipsticks I do , the sal 107411571: alt and vinegar chipsticks , I them . Oh what 's those ones 107411621: alt and vinegar chipsticks . I them . I do that with those p 107411802: another drink an'all ? Has she ? Do you mind ? [unclear] aye 107413175: ht , I 'm on my own , I mean I it , I have a bath [unclear] 107416326: d then you finish in two weeks and then you can order covers 107419049: ate sponge . Yeah . Nan ? What ? I 'm glad you 're coming wi 107419476: you go and put it on the table , over there . There ? You wa 107419526: want him to do that down here ? Ah , he 's taking it all up 107421287: t apart Nan ! from that , what ? What 's that ? What is it ? 107422128: have too . I have too . Ooh I it ! Yes ! And The Boys from 107422523: it is . An and er , I mean , I snooker but when there 's a c 107425265: chemist shop at Kinson . What ? I 'll try that chemist at K 107427395: . Yep . Do you need some help ? You 'll have to excuse the 107427935: here ! Looks nice dun n it ? I It looks this colour ! I fell 107427944: looks this colour ! I fell in with it on the wall ! Yeah , 107430062: ice in your drink ? Yes please . Father . Yeah . So , I told 107431166: it . Well you used to . Mm ! I it ! [unclear] How 's it goin 107432524: arah 's , so she sends you her . Yes . I 'll send it back . 107434153: what it is really . Yeah I 'd to be able to Good Lord ! tak 107435045: bills . Where 's the [unclear] ? In the drawer behind you . 107441342: ight . any more ? No thank you . Ooh ! Ooh ! We 've decided 107442911: d then . Fix an appointment up . Well , well put me in for I 107442993: . Oh good ! [unclear] . Hello ! Hello . Look at you , yeah 107444303: clear] That 's right . Bye bye ! Yeah . See you then ! Bye ! 107445215: can you see them [unclear] Yes . They 've dug up [unclear] Y 107449675: a bit of polythene on the top er that 's it , to keep it cl 107449951: is it awkward to get in ? Yes , it is . Mm mm . Wh I I had 107465994: one of those for ages . No , I strawberry moose , that 's de 107468844: oy and were both girls . He 'd to go to football matches . [ 107471435: n said a sly voice , you do so playing tricks do n't you Ali 107472872: er could come said Jean , I 'd to show her Mallory Towers . 107496312: hope we can still be friends ? to be [unclear] ! Well whe , 107502026: ly because I 'd got a gigantic bite around my neck ! But lik 107502063: s to me , what do you think of bites ? And I goes , I think 107502101: o Scott , I really really hate bites and er and he goes , ye 107502171: he gave Scott , Noel and Ian a bite like for a joke ! He jus 107502339: lad given all them little lads bites ! And er Noel 's mum 's 107502807: he did n't even know about the bites ! Cos Scott goes to him 107502992: me , but Yeah . they was like bite marks . Mm . And I think 107503059: s a good he did n't give her a bite ! And Pete 's gone what 107506753: at , I would really , really , it if you woke up tomorrow an 107510420: ero finds it again ! Oh dear ! can I say ! What time you got 107516334: ing ! We was talking about the bite Pete gave me and everyth 107520894: ng a kilt . [unclear] I do n't you any more . Alright I love 107520901: love you any more . Alright I you then [unclear] [unclear] 107523554: as laughing all still dream of oh dear . I 'm so tired . Tha 107524434: ng and put and he 's alright . love me do you know I love yo 107524435: d put and he 's alright . Love me do you know I love you You 107524441: t . Love love me do you know I you You 'll start writing tha 107524567: clothes put away . Scott makes me do any comments tonight pl 107524585: getting it in the gones . You Scott really . I do n't . How 107525721: . It 's such a feeling that my I ca n't hide , I ca n't hide 107525738: t hide , I ca n't hide that my I ca n't hide , I ca n't hide 107525842: side [unclear] feeling that my I ca n't hide well blooming e 107526319: a ha ha , childish . and daddy If you could have just seen y 107526379: or money , money ca n't buy me ring my friend if it makes yo 107526423: for money , money ca n't be me ca n't be me love [unclear] s 107526428: ca n't be me love ca n't be me [unclear] say you love me too 107526432: t be me love [unclear] say you me too Anyway I may not have 107526470: or money , money ca n't buy me , buy me love but you need it 107526474: ey ca n't buy me love , buy me but you need it I do n't ever 107526571: dead . Basically . Basically . [unclear] do n't want that po 107526623: for money money ca n't buy me love love ca n't buy me love 107526624: money money ca n't buy me love love ca n't buy me love Oh de 107526625: money ca n't buy me love love ca n't buy me love Oh dear oh 107526630: e love love love ca n't buy me Oh dear oh dear oh me . It 's 107527869: ably gathered . oh I need your babe What 's this ? yes I kno 107527890: r] Where 's the tape ? hold me me hold me love me [unclear] 107527894: tape ? hold me love me hold me me [unclear] you What was thi 107527915: What 's just been on ? hold me me Eight Days What [unclear] 107527925: What [unclear] a Week this is me ai n't got nothing but lov 107527932: love me ai n't got nothing but babe It 's not on here , eigh 107527953: t is . eight days a week And I Her no I mean I Feel Fine , T 107528013: me I like Daytripper as well . me [unclear] Michelle Michell 107528558: so No . No , why not ? I 'm in with her and I feel fine [unc 107528642: you know , she said so I 'm in with her and I feel fine I fe 107529496: now , ha ha you 're on . Oh I Morrissey . I really really d 107529948: hut up . Hairdresser on fire I this , sing it [unclear] Neit 107530625: avation this week . Do not let or sentiment cloud your judge 107530770: el that life is worth living . is so highly charged you want 107533601: tears . Only joking darling , you really . Right you know , 107536748: t her . Not because he did n't her any more , it 's cos he ' 107537462: i [gap:name] and I 'm madly in with Andrew [gap:name] . So t 107539932: lear] that was hideous I would to do that . Well it 's a was 107540514: whole first of the s er Ah ! I this song . Yeah do n't beat 107541366: ear] . Who gives a shit ? I 'd to have mine shaved off from 107541379: f from about there back . I 'd to have my hair about What pe 107541475: e it done cos of work but I 'd to have it done . If I was n' 107545041: up Not a lot . Just ask about bites and you 'll know it all 107545206: his is shit yeah , take that . bites go all around the body 107545218: lear] Where exactly were these bites ? Oh there 's Helena 's 107545238: tel ; . Where exactly were the bites by the way ? For hot se 107554623: es we do , we give you all the and support you need . Ha . I 107560426: getting better now ? You what ? Getting better now ? Aye ge 107561852: ever , got loads to tell you , Mario . That 's all she gets 107564967: Okay yah . [unclear] come here . Then you just have to pay a 107565099: electric meter in every house . Erm not a ten pence one ? N 107566865: ood . What are you doing there ? Eh ? She 's being naughty a 107566945: ant another drink mum ? Papers ! Yeah . Mummy , where 's the 107567285: . Put the ruler down the wall , and then you wo n't have to 107567968: unclear] . Where 's my lighter ? You 've managed There . to 107568262: en . Well , when you 're ready , your nana 's ready ! Yeah , 107569187: s n't ! Alison , if you go now you 'll miss the traffic . Ok 107570731: d 's garage . Get your coat on , ay ? Yeah . Yeah , I 'm com 107570844: itting in the chair wo n't you ? Yep . Are you tired of walk 107571149: cigarettes ! Hello ! Oh , hiya ! We 're alright , Alison 's 107571216: journey . I 'm alright thanks . Should n't Gordon , clear o 107571251: clear] . Okay Gordon . Ta tara ! Tara ! I am going to get so 107571469: are we gon na go before Friday ? Mum just have a word with d 107572004: You 've got ta go round a few . Got a pantry in this one . 107572895: em so busy ? First time buyers , that 's why . Yeah that 's 107574344: well you were fifty ! You what ? I just want something with 107574727: ah . in . Alright , bye ! Tata ! And do n't be long ! Er , w 107580509: y [unclear] ! What did you say ? I said Prince Edward did ! 107581143: killed in a crash ! He was n't ! Honestly he was Iris ! Was 107583108: money under here anyway . Okay ? Alright chuck ! So Tim wo n 107584823: ard your mother 's voice Hello hello , how are you ? I How y 107584842: eeping ? Oh , I 'm not too bad , cos how are you Alright tha 107585462: th the fridge yes I know Ta ra , see you later , take care n 107588027: to be beautiful Awfully sorry , have to er dash off a bit I 107597435: laying with them , are n't you ? Until he breaks , them , he 107601747: . Josh do n't be a mardy I 'd to be a fly on the wall about 107605173: , he said , oh will you still me in a year 's time , so I l 107607813: texture of the marzipan Mm , I it , they do erm , German erm 107608046: e used to have when he used to erm [unclear] when we were en 107617161: I 've seen it down Chris and I it when you actually see it o 107620064: s you tell him you just do n't him Mm . be , be truthful wit 107620314: as well oh I do n't know oh I to maybe he 'll shout I mean 107622688: . Chris what do you want next ? Can I have some toast pleas 107624513: ed decay . No , [unclear] No , , no it 's not . They get thi 107626129: Repot some plants . Dad . Yes . You 've never taken us on a 107641579: be a pain in the neck ! I know . I mean there 's no intentio 107647396: onions like spring . Dad . Yes . Do you know what ? What ? Y 107651026: ry amusing . Well do you , you bubble bath . Oh yes . Can I 107652048: t [unclear] . Look . Dad ! Yes . Come here . No I 'm , just 107655177: t washed [unclear] . Dad . Yes ? What did the bath say to a 107656648: avid , get on with soaping now . David heard that Mr Major w 107663428: ever mind . er to ge to get Hi . if not , erm , just press t 107665727: ell her I rang and give her my . Okay David . Oh right . Oh 107665751: be out . Anyway , give her my . Thanks . Bye ! No she died 107666260: Chrissy have you got a potato ? Oh yes please . Here , have 107666793: hris , you can try the new one if you 've done that . Let's 107668170: , just a [unclear] . Dad . Yes ? Can I have some a drink of 107670547: ] it is n't , it is n't ah yes [unclear] and just pulled her 107687081: ear] Just finish that page off . dark and Okay ? Joshua , fo 107688183: a would you get a reading book and sit and read it ? Beg you 107688569: Yeah . Carl ? Yep . Carl ? Yes . Simmone . Martin . Are you 107689751: s ! Miss ! Miss ! Miss ! Sorry ? I 'll do some dominoes . Er 107701050: on , hang on . How much do you me ? That much ? Okay . You ' 107726474: fit on that . Yeah . I used to driving that around , it was 107726892: could afford a new car , I 'd a nice new car ! We wo n't be 107735921: that eats it ! Yeah . Ooh , I my meat now , I could n't giv 107737500: Do you want a sandwich ? Yes , Do you want erm , well there 107737537: heese , you can have cold lamb , I 'm not keen on cold lamb 107738781: hat right , ai n't it ? Do you me now ? Gon na give me a big 107739179: e of ashtrays when you come in ? For what ? A video . Ooh er 107746465: away . Right . Will you ? I 'd to go ice skating [unclear] I 107747580: talents have n't you ? Do you me Rach ? Do you love me Rach 107747586: ? Do you love me Rach ? Do you me Rachael ? Rach do you love 107747593: love me Rachael ? Rach do you me ? Do you love mummy ? Do y 107747598: ? Rach do you love me ? Do you mummy ? Do you love nanny ? N 107747603: e ? Do you love mummy ? Do you nanny ? No ! You 've upset he 107747625: er sweets [unclear] Do n't you me ? Do n't you love me ? Eh 107747631: o n't you love me ? Do n't you me ? Eh ? Do you love me ? Do 107747638: n't you love me ? Eh ? Do you me ? Do you love me ? Eh ? Do 107747643: ? Eh ? Do you love me ? Do you me ? Eh ? Do you love me ? Do 107747650: ? Do you love me ? Eh ? Do you me ? Do you want anything Ton 107747713: at phone in n it ? Mm . Do you me now ? When you give me my 107747763: my four quid that is . Do you me [unclear] ? Why ? [unclear 107747771: [unclear] ? Why ? [unclear] I you so much . [unclear] got t 107750015: it sore . It will be for a bit . How do you cut your fingers 107752193: all , urgh ! Please . Alright ? [unclear] . Okay ? Yeah , t 107752228: Mm mm mm mm . Sorry about that ! I did n't give you one on t 107755661: ar] I go fly fishing . You 'll fly fishing ! [unclear] You w 107758993: re 's been nothing done ! I 'd to do it to him ! Well I 've 107782218: ed mother of two last June . I her and her children very muc 107796699: uld there ! On his own , he 'd it ! He would like it better 107797510: e up there ! They 're up there ! Do you want a cup of tea ? 107797522: a cup of tea ? [unclear] Here , come [unclear] puff pastry 107797677: unclear] . Tins of baked beans ! One . Mm mm mm mm mm mm mm 107814018: omputerised , it 's lovely , I it yeah . There , there 'll t 107814188: my old favourites , I used to it Yeah I like him , mm you d 107814401: r me I 'd go day and night , I it getting left behind mate Y 107814806: Dave cos he had his fag Yeah , right under his nose , do n't 107816644: ? Mm . 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I mean once upon a 107830568: well if you want to pack it in Bless you . pack in . And I d 107831805: pillow ? No , you 're alright . There 's plenty of cushions 107832233: ated , but he 's took a lot of and a lot of attention Mm . t 107837235: that I sometimes think oh I 'd to have a change round but Bu 107837547: Keep her quiet . Mm . Used to it . Did you ? Love paper , w 107837553: . Used to love it . Did you ? paper , what you loved the ar 107837589: at end of it . Mm . I used to to sit back and see it done . 107839375: rag . I 'll tell you what , I my holiday when we went on ou 107845643: so hard to move , I mean I 'd , I 've said that Stick a bom 107849340: Mm everything 's closed up , I to walk in the nude well at n 107853118: ow old is he ? Oh right , I 'd to do that So would I , it 's 107853132: would I , it 's in April I 'd to sit in it said if you are 107857922: 'll see you later then Alright , alright See you later Yeah 107857989: r Okay , yeah Ta ta Yeah ta ta Oh my baby , shall we get som 107861977: d all , but I said to me dad I you , I 've always loved you 107869893: d you like a tea ? Oh I should one , ooh , so I thought , be 107872645: hing . I think you do , yeah I him Have you seen that advert 107872656: een that advert on the telly I it with George the boxer ? Ye 107872934: while we were out and er Oh I me bingo and we , we were eve 107884038: alright . Did you get them ? I them but then they 're very d 107886300: e ! Derek ! I like it ! Ah ! I it ! Where did I go ? Fifteen 107888992: you want ! Sweet and lucky in . Lucky in love . Did well ye 107888996: t and lucky in love . Lucky in . Did well yes . Well you see 107897422: right ? Was there me , message ? [unclear] alright ? Love to 107897427: age love ? [unclear] alright ? to you all ! Bye bye ! We all 107914023: Anything you need ? No thanks , not yet that 's with the co 107914098: ght Will you have one of these ? Just to No thank you John , 107938775: n't know what they 're called , I do n't know what they 're 107940626: Do you like hazelnut ? Yeah , it . Oh I do n't . Oh ! Oh ! 107941760: or me if you like . I know you the job . Let's have a look w 107961079: untie Alice this morning , she her cat so I heard her say to 107967680: scinating really . Yeah . I 'd one . Oh aah . No doubt you w 107969641: ar] I hate Ruth Rendell . Oh I Ruth Rendell . We ai n't , we 107980558: Yes it [unclear] How you doing , alright ? It went Fine than 107981187: oting them . Ah now there 's a . That one , everybody hates 107981633: bur , something 's burning my . I know I 've just I said I 107985045: well I understand [unclear] I these . cos otherwise [unclea 107987928: t his mummy and goes [unclear] his granny and come on your g 107991456: g okay I 'll be up in a minute . Almost like he 's dying ! C 107993241: layed outside . My mates would it . Well no Grandma 's gon n 107995419: do n't it ? Yeah all we Cor I my tea ! Could n't live witho 108016421: ear] Then erm [unclear] said I my granddad I said what about 108016457: does she ? Yeah I said do you Jack ? No , she said because 108016468: , she said because he does n't me ! Oh ! God she did n't kno 108016482: she did n't know ! She goes I my friend over there , that w 108024576: I do n't care where you put it , just do n't [unclear] and l 108024702: dred and twenty five . Come on , [unclear] . Sierra thirty A 108031617: [unclear] too thin , ooh I 'd to stop [unclear] Oh yeah I t 108035808: daddy said it 's Sunday . I 'd to go out for a meal . I said 108036119: Cos they do , me and Jonathan lasagne we do , and they Yeah 108039865: I know what 's on T V. By what ? They was Bet I know what 's 108041207: . on the way out [unclear] ! I them ! You could n't ride it 108048764: I I 'm going ! Oh ! Ah ! Ooh ! bite . Did anybody get [uncle 108062322: e yet . I 'll do it for you my ! Oh you bloody creep ! Oh [u 108064284: o harder . [unclear] gentle my . Ooh ! Ooh ooh ooh ! Baby ! 108068396: Ah ! next Saturday ? Ooh ! You them really do n't you ? So s 108068892: ear] What is it ? Get up ! You it really do n't you ? Oh , w 108075424: s ro , oh , roll of one dice ! [unclear] ! Good one ! Six . 108076200: lease ? Oh ! Gary ! Your go my ! Just cos [unclear] the Ferr 108077381: posed to be sticking up for me ! You know I 'm not a bad los 108084797: hem do n't I ? Mm ! Go on then ! No you 've been round now y 108089184: ou do n't care Ju do you ? You it ! five . No , I do n't giv 108089210: But look ! fives . No but you it ! Eighty five thousand . E 108091136: One , two , three . Lovely ! I it ! Throw the dice . Serves 108091486: lp me when you were Lovely ! I it ! Four hundred times is th 108095751: h ! Two . That 's a good start ! I 'll have that one ! Cos I 108101017: ndred . You got a deal ! Cos I you ! You bloody creep ! Gett 108106186: Need a yellow one on top how I you chicken pots One , two , 108111482: club for people who have made in a helicopter ? Oh I got a 108112838: , slapstick sex using flour , of the family or pride in bei 108113408: O Z E right ? Mm means to make in [unclear] mud , B , use bo 108113743: r one was a bit , what was the that dare not speak it 's nam 108113754: k it 's name ? Homosexuality , between nuns , or sex What wa 108115774: y them B , suckle and C , make to them C You 've got ta be i 108118623: I have n't got a fucking M my I gave you one of them last t 108118914: ne foot on floor , C , profess before kissing this one 's ea 108119149: ale in n it ? After he 's made to her That 's why there ai n 108122818: o penises , a Greek goddess of a Greek goddess of love A B H 108122823: ess of love a Greek goddess of A B Half man , half woman yea 108123352: have eaten garlic before doing scenes for , with her leading 108128306: ird bath . Very nice . Yes , I it . I absolutely love it . E 108128311: Yes , I love it . I absolutely it . Erm , I think it 's the 108135662: k you . I really do n't know I this . Yes so do I . It 's [u 108137588: ice . Is that it ? Oh yeah , I the , the mixed of border you 108137693: with that ? I like it , but I your Mhm , I like it , but I 108145936: s heaven . Mm , [unclear] I 'd to , but , mm [unclear] . So 108152049: re book . You know [unclear] I . You happen to have you have 108152095: ] no ? I can [unclear] Oh I 'd that you know ? I 'd love a m 108152102: I 'd love that you know ? I 'd a mountain . This is actually 108152508: ou know ? There can be so much huh Hmm hmm so much respect n 108152528: think so ? And dignity huh ? I them . Yeah . [unclear] that 108153193: ight there 's one piece that I Wait a minute eighty-seven . 108153267: ver been in that place ? Yes I Do you love yes it looks nice 108153270: that place ? Yes I love Do you yes it looks nice Most beauti 108153601: ady Yes getting very Would you to have it ? Classic . Why ar 108155078: to be very sober and you would to explode huh ? Yeah You cou 108155132: hat I could wear big hats . I hats Yeah ? I 'd like to wear 108155218: ry if it 's very plain . But I our country . I love our coun 108155223: n . But I love our country . I our country . Well I just I t 108155333: eople and he has a hat which I but it 's quite crazy . It 's 108155463: n't like it whatever it is . I this hat Why ? I do n't know 108160443: ne up for his [unclear] . I 'd to touch it . Oh I 'd love to 108160451: 'd love to touch it . Oh I 'd to go back to for a chat [unc 108165895: merican [unclear] I absolutely it . Incredible . Yes it is . 108171683: ffing a bloody Crunchie ! Oh I Crunchies ! They 're gorgeous 108178599: ease ? Yeah , find it yourself . Mary ! [unclear] what colou 108189285: ne bottle ! It 's gorgeous ! I Babycham ! She got pissed on 108206819: ere you are then ? Oh yeah ! I it . Good . Have you changed 108225993: . What do you want now ? Oh I them . On . On what ? What do 108229267: too bad , are you ? Not so bad . Have you got any stamps ? N 108229789: eered , they enjoy it . I do I it . [unclear] alright , mind 108233117: I could n't do that timer for nor money . Well they 'd neve 108233839: nd I could n't er shift it for nor money , it were there abo 108234626: id . Have you lost some weight ? No I fucking have n't . And 108235297: Yes you did did n't you Irene , yes . I know her thinking . 108235597: u . Yes . So take care . Right , tarrah . [unclear] see you 108241117: ] I have n't got any money yet . [unclear] [unclear] You 're 108253066: bother us . No . Ta-ta . Ta-ta . shorts and so I thought rig 108255281: ado-masochist you . You know I you , what more do you want ? 108256068: e does n't stop . Do n't worry it 's nice to hear you talk , 108261659: and you What ? cos you say you me do you or do n't you ? Yea 108269624: I opened door and he says coal I says you 're early are n't 108275733: n't find that cheque book for nor money . You found it in t 108290730: hello it 's the G P G engineer , yeah , er my pager 's just 108294261: eah I 've got have ya ? Really it , it is racist I 'm not ra 108294278: acist You , I tell you you 'll it Me ? Yeah I ca n't stand b 108304073: ast twelve . Is Dad ? Could do cos I 've got ta get er Karen 108308519: auly . I wo n't cheat ! You 'd to though . Why ? I gave my t 108329036: be playing Woking . Shut it . it . That means if they , the 108337603: ey might remember . you got ta my people now . [unclear] tak 108340035: l grow out of that one day . I anything , claret and bu blue 108343279: arm . Yeah it 's the colour of . Well my green oh and in Fre 108343804: hen Dad ! [unclear] stay there . Oh . Is he in middle again 108345043: worry green 's , [unclear] for . Paulie put that other tape 108350277: there long ! It 's lovely . We that album . Which ? This one 108350413: eah . Yeah . Did you [unclear] ? No she did n't . No I did n 108351819: Yeah erm I Thank you fans , I you all ! Michael . She sense 108352510: at , the shower gel ? Yeah . I that deodorant . Probably Yes 108365217: [unclear] that 's right , well what was the [unclear] Number 108367065: hocolate Who said I ca n't ? I Ferrero Roche I thought I 'd 108367391: rk in it ? Put them down there Denmark just for a joke . Swe 108371745: me off Oh well [unclear] would [unclear] I would [unclear] g 108373619: hat you 're saying . Thank you . Picture is so gross [unclea 108378373: en one . Impossible . Erm I 'd to see [unclear] Oh she wo n' 108404814: ody at work , what 's a matter you 've been like this since 108406603: t you did n't want to eat that No What his name erm no Alex 108407731: to sit up here in the car seat , Charlotte get in or you 'll 108417592: ear on ? No it 's Sunday today not on Sunday Not on nothing 108418106: made in it here it is mum Yes I did n't want a drink Oh wel 108421327: right and now erm a Mummy Yes me doing all green You doing 108422353: erm Cos he 's tired ai n't you ? some , the other colours , 108422684: ss of the day everyone fell in with her , in the world first 108423968: that goes away with the spoon hey diddle diddle the cat and 108425067: me do it Where ? There ? Okay , yeah down there around the 108425185: Dopey Sleepy ? Dopey Dopey my Dopey there , Dopey there Do 108425660: S Right Cross it Mum , mum Yes Me wash up ? No I 've done it 108426103: ma Prince Mind you do n't fall Mm , me what a get right , qu 108427429: we should Mum ma , mum ma Yes we want to stay up here Well 108427502: watch me mum I am watching my watch me now You can do it al 108427665: p here Mum look That 's pretty me and that yeah , come on th 108430807: irsty were n't you ? Come here , alright , sshh , sshh , it 108453537: o n't be long coming will they ? No . That fire 's it keeps 108456072: if she was erm she were n't in with a poor man , then yeah , 108461591: [unclear] than six . Er , you [unclear] . Mm . Oh ! I wonde 108464292: . Are you nearly finished now ? Yes you have . Enjoying mys 108471620: s ! He 's just [unclear] , you doing it ! On er Oh ! [unclea 108479827: it ? He 'd have a fit . You 'd 's motor . His granny Brillia 108486908: e you are , give us your plate . Erm beefburger , sausage Eg 108487574: y them . Yeah . [unclear] Mm . it . Oh you 've got cats now 108489539: e in . [unclear] . I said oh I the tin . I think that 's lov 108489663: ad she liked it . Alright then [unclear] Ta ta . That was Au 108493975: s a lot that mm , wan na watch Two tonight You wan na watch 108493982: e Two tonight You wan na watch Two , why ? Just want to . Oh 108494401: 've got all those videos there and not got a thing on them n 108494950: y tooty fruity , my heart , my she 's oh , oh right , she 's 108495158: o , that 'll do for now thanks yeah is that a brunch ? Have 108500538: t Smithy this week well he did his Christmas one She ai n't 108501281: e can start going out together you I love you too alright lo 108501284: going out together love you I you too alright love There he 108501288: ove you I love you too alright There he is , there 's dad mm 108503211: ridiculous in it ? It must be , love , love latest in the c 108503213: lous in it ? It must be love , , love latest in the charts i 108503215: it ? It must be love , love , latest in the charts is it ? 108506555: ? Sorry ? Want a drink ? Hello ! Ha ! The tape people are co 108507305: m gon na do something about it that Cos I ai n't having no d 108516829: say that you were very She 'll me ! disappointed with the wa 108519557: e a look , you know , cos like that [unclear] ! Lovely ! Rea 108522330: atie 's bedroom ? Oh yes he 'd that Look yes he , wag your t 108522517: 's Give him a smack bottom , I you [unclear] oh Katie [uncle 108523511: terrible . Daddy , daddy What ? When can we go and get a [u 108529920: ome in . Dining room is n't it ? Yes . Just round here . Sor 108532069: you say to him , he just goes it . Yeah . Are you , are you 108539059: farted once every morning , I when you wake up . Nothing li 108546832: . Ooh ooh ! How you doing then ? I 'm alright John , really 108550929: , eh ? Quieter probably . You it ! You know I think he mock 108552152: . [unclear] an hour . Hello my , how are you ? Yeah so we o 108562149: u 're alright are n't you ? We you ! They 're very nice cats 108570357: , just be here for me . We all quality so much . He 's come 108584988: a party going ? Yeah . Oh I 'd to ! Well there was , the gir 108594600: ! That 's different ! He must Tuesdays so it means he can h 108603025: make stew again this week , I stew , it was lovely was n't 108604061: about ten to eleven , i n't it , last bus usually ? so it ge 108606773: ou Martin thank you Martin say you Martin love you Martin cr 108606776: you Martin say love you Martin you Martin creeping gets you 108607216: she does n't like she used to Ray Reardon to pieces cos he 108615676: ? blackcurrant blackcurrant I these jars with the fruity li 108618795: d you know well , yeah oh no I these , cos men at work oh yo 108618914: come in got , do n't you just those , oh dear , right there 108619217: hat shop 's highly delighted I those wedding ones coming out 108619390: oh that looks like er Jesus we you festival does n't it ? I 108619445: 't er oh is n't that awful ? I you yes Dame Kiri 's turning 108619956: s , do n't lie do n't you just those creme eggs ? I do not y 108625522: get it and bring it in here I this so erm , there you are i 108641148: e ironing ? ah well this is it , there 's load up here yeah 108646825: rrible you know , you know you him really , my oh you 're so 108649737: I thought you find this wallet It 's okay , they 're still h 108654712: ery rare that happens though I you too Er mum can I have som 108657888: shal Okay bye ! See you later ! Bye ! Okay , I 'll see you 108661137: r] . [unclear] [unclear] . God her ! Do all those men have t 108661981: ear ! You seen my tape measure ? No . Any idea where it is a 108662239: nge . Ah . Your tea 's in here . Pardon ? Your tea is in her 108662535: nd what good is that gon na do ? What ? I do n't see what yo 108662653: do n't stand there and eat it ? Okay . Aha . Aha . Well tha 108664370: Laura ! Coming ! Come in here please ? I expect this [uncle 108664977: Shut up ! [unclear] I hope you my [unclear] [unclear] Ah ! [ 108667219: ay . Do you know what you want ? No . No , I 'm sure I do n' 108669590: ar] ? No . No , you have a leg . I 'll have a leg . Will you 108671255: t out of it ! Get out ! Ah , I it ! I love it ! [unclear] be 108671259: ! Get out ! Ah , I love it ! I it ! [unclear] been to see it 108673345: ng ? Right I 'll see you later ! Alright ? Where we going ? 108690309: them . Aye . you know like , I you You know they do n't sell 108699473: h his Song , which I Oh yeah . anyway ! But then it was this 108699548: h yeah . der der der Oh yeah I that [unclear] . der der der 108699803: a birthday , that erm , school he used to be er , oh I du n 108699826: ? Probably Leo Sayer . School school love , da da da da da 108699828: Leo Sayer . School love school , da da da da da da da da da 108699852: we should try and get that , I it I do ! And I tell you what 108705322: or after us . [unclear] I will . Okey-dokey Bye . Ta ra Nora 108709577: 'll sort it out , do n't worry . They 're all very nice [unc 108722665: just got just had a big dinner . Have you ? What have you ha 108722767: bears ' picnic this nan . What ? Teddy bears ' picnic . Ooh 108722790: for that . Nan . Just a minute . What did you say ? I , he c 108722992: em . I er you do . Nan you 'll why do n't you go back and wa 108725024: ] Me and Nicola always used to it . she said oh look what 's 108725078: ? Me and Nicola always used to it when we Yeah . came her . 108731698: hey 'd leave the house No , we going up there anyway , it 'l 108731722: be like a holiday for us , we going up there Yeah Great , g 108735936: thing Yeah , yeah oh I used to it you used to sleep the nigh 108739329: nything before we go ? No , no thank you very much You only 108739406: ut crackers Yeah anyway anyhow you lots Yeah you take care , 108741234: ng you all , he 's , and he 'd a bit of yeah , he was asking 108742546: I 'm close Mm Thanks for that Mm Quiet ai n't it ? Can I ha 108743019: do n't you ? I like it Yeah I it You could n't sell a Lan , 108753947: big fat things When is Easter ? Er , I think it 's the , th 108754616: hen you stay there ? I du n no bed and breakfast or somethin 108754779: though is n't it ? Twenty past Yeah , so er , he would n't o 108754907: u in the Pentam Oh right Ta ta Ooh that was the lovely , I ' 108755027: Alright ta ta sweetheart Bye I you darling Bye Trev It 's ch 108755373: , that 's [unclear] . You 'll that Caroline , I did n't giv 108762898: pool . it down there . Oh they it ! Are you going ? I never 108763818: Oh yes , I 've cracked it ! Oh it ! She 's got the hang of i 108770607: r] something [unclear] I would [unclear] challenge . Are you 108770726: am . Two more [unclear] . God him , [unclear] Where 's you 108773599: o Cheerio now . Hand it in now , right ? Right , I 'll see y 108779114: l we go there ? Ah ! All of my . You 're just sad cos you ne 108779753: are in the the world without a of my own . Without a tear in 108779782: r] in my [unclear] . Without a . [unclear] must be [unclear] 108779924: ach other to be a little sweet forever . Should n't need to 108781027: , fucking people going in . I to eat ! Aye , where were you 108783476: and sadness sadness take your and promises and make them la 108786211: on na fuck hit him ! Take your and promises . Mm ! Smell nic 108791743: aw in me hand I 'm well away , it . They 're not , they 're 108791982: unclear] . You know good fun , , love having a hand and chai 108791984: ] . You know good fun , love , having a hand and chain saw . 108794138: well . Yeah , oh he 's well in . Is he ? Mm , definite marri 108800001: y plonker or what ? Like we 'd to [unclear] [unclear] just a 108813343: olate ashtray . Do the walk of . Er has anyone got a pencil 108816933: ds in there , farts burps . We you Chelsea we do Especially 108825720: been ripped off then Rich . I the chocolate [unclear] [uncl 108825790: I 'm gon na finish the lot . I the chocolate . It 's beautif 108831397: the air that I breathe just to you . That 's not a show tune 108831636: swer was here all the time . I you and hope you love me . Do 108831641: time . I love you and hope you me . Do n't cry for me Argent 108831972: . Talk about a girl Rosemary I you . When I 'm calling you o 108832821: commonly said three words ? I you ? No , shut the fuck up . 108833062: on ! You just break it . I 'd to do it this is Mark [gap:na 108835593: you ai n't fucking learnt ! I it , it 's great ! [unclear] 108841203: it . You know your , he do n't [unclear] . Yeah , I 'll have 108849731: e for a ship that size I would to have be able to fly with t 108855791: ine times out of ten I fucking a [unclear] I like erm they ' 108856730: ure loving , too much , really little bee , give a mat to si 108857518: und he says I think I maybe in , you know , he fucking come 108857615: king cup of coffee [unclear] I [unclear] I think Wow look at 108862701: he going on Sunday ? Yeah I 'd that , I 'd love to pick up [ 108862706: y ? Yeah I 'd love that , I 'd to pick up [unclear] Well yea 108869741: t [unclear] [unclear] Right ok , we will do our best . Fucki 108870091: good . Tell you what , I would to , like to [unclear] for me 108873989: e start my own business . I 'd to start my own car re erm re 108874980: them porno mags fucking girls it . Yeah I know . If you eve 108875016: er . She used to , she used to swallowing it . Oh it was gre 108875367: 's tossing me off she did this bite . Oh it was like that . 108880032: mind Oh do me a favour ! Oh I the way everybody gets up and 108880523: nyone da da da da without much da da da da da da da da da da 108880571: da da . Why ca n't this crazy be mine I think I 'm recordin 108887973: think you 've pulled Emma ! I the way you do that Move it , 108894638: . That 's what I need too . I this hippo . This is really [ 108894648: . This is really [unclear] . I the shape of his legs . He 's 108906166: at down please ! Anyway look I and leave you [unclear] This 108915348: s . [unclear] No hate ! Oh you bubbles . No hate . He hates 108916236: surprise . It seemed her true had sent her a present from a 108916361: rs Brown singing that her true had sent four calling birds t 108916835: thing . Mrs Bird has fallen in with a very rich man who has 108917186: elfth day of Christmas my true sent to me twelve drummers dr 108937189: e diddle dee ! Where you going ? No ! Ah ! [unclear] Daddy . 108937221: ld glued together ! Yeah . Yes ? Ah . Ah . Ah . No , you 're 108937946: ? Yeah . Are you going to bed ? Yeah . Yeah . Daddy . What 108937955: e ? Yeah . Yeah . Daddy . What ? Yeah . Yeah . You going to 108938083: Ni-night ! Alright ! Ni-night ! Ah ah ! Ah ah ! Ah ! Ah ah 108938942: Could be sacrificial [unclear] me ! What ? What ? Hey , you 108940605: n , than , than just brotherly and that . I really do . He s 108941933: t expect [unclear] Yeah . I 'd to even to Well I ride a hors 108946947: ellers and two girls . Peace , and understanding . Oh well . 108946994: re too [unclear] ! Peace , and and understanding . You recko 108947005: You reckon ? Peace What ? and What do you reckon ? Yeah . G 108947102: . Aha . So funny how , peace , and understanding . No . But 108947118: on Peace ! [unclear] on this . ! Talking about love ! Love ! 108947122: on this . Love ! Talking about ! Love ! [unclear] . Ba ba , 108947124: . Love ! Talking about love ! ! [unclear] . Ba ba , ba ba a 108947134: ! [unclear] . Ba ba , ba ba ah ! So funny about , peace , lo 108947142: ove ! So funny about , peace , , and understanding . Carpet 108947151: derstanding . Carpet . Peace , , and understanding . Where a 108947169: What 's so funny about peace , and understan . It 's [unclea 108948153: aby this I know cos it 's true , you 're the one I 'm dreami 108948167: m dreaming of true blue baby I you . I heard all the lies , 108948206: should ever doubt wonder what is all about This is a nice o 108948234: ter 's friends . Pardon ? True you 're the one I 'm , dreami 108948265: m gon na be true blue , baby I you ! You 're the one I [uncl 108948298: we 're gon na true blue baby I you ! No oh more sadness [unc 108948339: n't you know , that it 's true , oh baby ! True love , oh ba 108948345: 's true love , oh baby ! True , oh baby ! True love , oh ba 108948351: y ! True love , oh baby ! True , oh baby ! True love ! It 's 108948357: y ! True love , oh baby ! True ! It 's , true love , oh baby 108948363: aby ! True love ! It 's , true , oh baby ! True love , oh ba 108948369: s , true love , oh baby ! True , oh baby ! True love ! Baby 108948375: y ! True love , oh baby ! True ! Baby ! So if you should eve 108948470: o n't you know that it 's true you 're the one I 'm dreaming 108948556: m gon na be true blue baby , I you . We 've lost the carpet 108948567: e lost the carpet place . true , oh baby ! True love , oh ba 108948573: e . true love , oh baby ! True , oh baby ! True love ! Oh ba 108948579: y ! True love , oh baby ! True ! Oh baby ! True love ! True 108948585: y ! True love ! Oh baby ! True ! True love , oh baby ! True 108948588: e ! Oh baby ! True love ! True , oh baby ! True love , oh ba 108948594: e ! True love , oh baby ! True , oh baby ! True love , oh ba 108948600: y ! True love , oh baby ! True , oh baby ! True love . Oh de 108948606: y ! True love , oh baby ! True . Oh dear . Ah ah ah ah . Wha 108948786: did n't say a In the power of I did n't say where I was goi 108948895: t the carpet ? In the power of In the pow Ah ah , ah Ah ah , 108948954: lear] anyway . In the power of About , how many ? [unclear] 108948965: ny ? [unclear] in the power of . I said to Jackie [gap:name] 108949461: 're not Alright in here . I I them ! But I mean , not like 108949492: ll point my mini out right . I the wee midget . Right . Well 108949623: ome of those are brilliant ! I [unclear] Cos there is an old 108951857: 'll come out all soft . Ha ! I [unclear] ! cauliflower . Add 108957699: out them all ! and You alright ? The cupboard 's Yeah . dest 108958769: ] . Phone our neighbour . What ? Let them know we 're alrigh 108962219: g your [unclear] . Mm . Well I planes do n't I ? Aye , even 108963824: t 's up ? Okay . Okay . Do you me ? Oh si say that shit ! Ok 108972608: t handle , that system you 'll that benefit Mm right , you l 108972615: ve that benefit Mm right , you that benefit , does n't matte 108976681: , well if you know if you are , do you want me to sort of s 108979132: that , that the , that , the , a joker or somebody who was M 108980900: u not doing anything can I ? I you Do you ? I love you , I l 108980906: can I ? I love you Do you ? I you , I love er I love you Do 108980910: ve you Do you ? I love you , I er I love you Do you ? aargh 108980913: you ? I love you , I love er I you Do you ? aargh How 's you 108988859: more for you . If you like it , that 's the most important 108989804: ] lovely , your really lucky . to see them [unclear] just to 108996990: likes it down there . Yes they it , [unclear] . [unclear] . 108997067: should think they were , they it . Totally different [uncle 109002799: ning Morning Chris how are you ? I 'm alright thanks , how a 109002913: borrowed anything yet . Hello . How are you love ? Alright 109002918: yet . Hello love . How are you ? Alright thanks . How are yo 109005620: r box on with the webbing here , I have n't got enough Sorry 109006113: is webbing now is that alright ? Yes . Now you 've , your ma 109013812: , [unclear] Bye bye [unclear] . Keep up with your lessons . 109014600: in Shotten What age are you my ? I 'm was born in Chester ! 109015174: with Laurence Olivier . Erm I that Er film ! What 's your f 109015405: ta say who you 're speaking to [unclear] . Erm Have you used 109018423: u have n't got your glasses on , you wo n't be able to see t 109021120: ose ? Yeah . Mm . Mummy ? What ? Can you get the [unclear] ? 109021749: so , so many about , I used to those ! Oh , I thought they w 109022839: at was Alvio The one she 's in with . Don Alvar A Alvario Ye 109024432: use ! Oh do n't bring a cat in ! She 's [unclear] Come on ! 109066520: hat then he went into the I 'd to dance yeah Oh Cagney oh th 109069104: ver you know and How are you , ? No , yes we have Do n't let 109069406: er us to them wo n't you ? Bye , bye How many K did he say ? 109069508: s lovely , thanks very much Ta I have n't got any smaller I 109069519: ny smaller I 'm afraid Alright Fixed up It 's that , nothing 109069552: e can do Yes , yes I know Five , fifteen for twenty Thanks v 109069670: venty two please Oh forgive me I did n't even look to see wh 109069898: roper one , hi Holly , alright , so I went , left it and the 109074109: 'd sit here for hours Ooh I 'd that kids and er when it 's t 109078015: , but but a nice gentle wind I I always say if you 're well 109079500: d we drop this OK Paul Alright see you later anyway , cheeri 109079512: , cheerio Paul How 's it going ? Alright We got out of a job 109082066: e chest like , you know , I 'd to have a , a small chest lik 109083050: princess who does n't fall in with the prince in the end , 109089807: eah Hello Louise , how are you ? That 's right , yo cos I ra 109090021: e . Alright Phyl , how are you ? [unclear] and Hi ! somethin 109090043: le girl ? It 's our mum ! Hiya ! Oh it 's not that long ! Is 109090570: stress I think . Stress ! I 'd her job and her God ! money ! 109095148: . See you again Margaret ! Bye ! Take care . See you love ! 109095155: Bye love ! Take care . See you ! Take care erm , Louise . No 109095299: want company . Yeah . Alright take care wo n't you ? It 's 109095314: 's clean Margaret ! Bye ! Bye ! Bye ! Mm . That was unexpec 109102173: ll , I , no , I mean I used to lamb ! Mm lamb 's tasty thoug 109108348: the lakes walking , which they anyway . Mind you , I think t 109109732: t , I mean Well they do , they it ! I mean they they 've got 109110750: nt up ? It was n't so warm . I Mm . a bit of cold ! And i it 109112299: r you mean ? Yeah . Good grief ! Oh well , it 's a shame the 109112820: I 've no patience me . Okay , bye ! [unclear] thank you . T 109113891: it 's gorgeous ! That 's why I the sprung hair and the horse 109113904: orse hair ideally , you know I it ! [unclear] I mean , do yo 109114939: d singing ? I said , oh I lo I it , I lo , I said I know it 109117128: aining . Look , I have n't now ! No , only for except , ex-d 109119586: absolutely , yeah ! I used to his films , I did ! But erm h 109131162: e coming towards us said oh we going down the country roads 109136248: and he says , is this for you , and I says yes and I said W 109138608: or them ! I know , I know that . I can hardly say [unclear] 109139637: ould do well . I hope she does . But she 's in she 's in for 109144254: n na be warm in my bed . Right . See you later . Oh Raymond 109145856: he baking soda . Oh God ! No , . No ! What do you want ? Jus 109148422: u know what you should do ? No . [unclear] see in [unclear] 109149978: rnight . There you go . Thanks . What 's oh ! Is Benny Hill 109150366: hower ? No . Right . I did n't . There 's an [unclear] writi 109152817: . Stop , [unclear] . Jean I 'd a vodka now ! I 'd a love a v 109152825: I 'd love a vodka now ! I 'd a a vodka and coke ! I 'd give 109154274: here . Right Kerry ! Take care ! Okay Kerry ? See you later 109154728: the Go on the trams . He 's in ! He 's in love ! Leave him a 109154733: ams . He 's in love ! He 's in ! Leave him alone ! I 'm not 109154743: Leave him alone ! I 'm not in . I 've never been in love . 109154750: in love . I 've never been in . Well , once . But , she 's 109154787: t that either . Jean . Been in once . I had , aye . From Ire 109156626: , it was alright . Well son I this ! [unclear] Do n't touch 109158717: Jean ! Will you give it a rest ! Please . All for a game . D 109159261: play . No , you ca n't do that . Sure , but with Neil 's you 109160659: ease her down . There you are . Mm mm mm . I think I 'm jus 109160856: y odd . Right , that 'll do it otherwise you 'll be there al 109161319: fuck ! Why is it sitting there ? Oh that tape 's going , so 109161858: a minute Jean . [unclear] What ? Oh Jesus . When that goes c 109162581: es down here ? What time is it ? Oh fuck should n't be here 109164883: nclear] What can I have to eat ? Look Jean , look at that on 109165123: ever . Do n't want a cigarette ? [unclear] Think you 're sup 109166161: ap:telephone_number] [unclear] . Where 's Stephen ? Turn it 109167145: e , turning it off , thank you . Thanks love . [unclear] I j 109167148: off , thank you love . Thanks . [unclear] I just done that 109167264: wrong , you hold it like that . A hundred I 've a hundred a 109170823: ct . Jean make us a cup of tea . [unclear] Yeah The woman ra 109172282: he said well my mummy does n't me [unclear] [unclear] you mu 109172288: e [unclear] [unclear] you must your mummy . [unclear] that [ 109175960: r] ? aha [unclear] ? No thanks . Raymond 'll fill the sink [ 109176580: role one night , she says no I to see what I bloody own well 109177518: son ? What is it ? I 'm sorry , I 'll do it [unclear] you k 109177594: kno everybody knows you do it . done the dishes and all and 109177820: uild and all for it . Go ahead . He 's lovely , [unclear] ab 109178150: . Jean away and get the basin . We 've done our bit . Oh fo 109180550: s lovely . That 's why I would him to really wake up and get 109185970: ye . Now you need er I used to Eastenders but now [unclear] 109186110: . [unclear] Hillsborough I 'd to see a whole stand c cave i 109186205: ght ref . Yes , I agree . I 'd to see a match where he sent 109186223: e fucking lot off . Who ? I 'd to watch a match where he sen 109187372: not doing them . I 'll do them sure you know that . Johnny d 109187392: off ? Looked so fed up tonight . Who ? Is something wrong in 109187683: t you after throwing up though ? And what ? And erm She take 109189199: t him down here Jean . Alright . Ye gods . Are you getting r 109189957: n't trust him How do you feel ? Awful Well I 'll go and get 109190184: that Wayne ? I do n't think so there 's the first of the mon 109202612: lear] Have a brown Step inside At least I left the light on 109238975: here John . No , whoops sorry . You 're alright . They 're 109259830: up around the back end of I 'd a cup of tea er in the centre 109261400: una then It 's lovely Tuna , I tuna fish Can you have a tuna 109261410: you have a tuna sandwich there , if you can get hold of one 109261919: you want to sit on there then ? Alright . And right just th 109262364: t 's eight fifteen . Okay then , you can go . Bye-bye then . 109263754: lear] . [unclear] . Twenty six . Erm , quarter of the lunch 109267286: nd Wednesday . I , I 've ooh I bargains ! Get them for a las 109268648: want me ! You do n't Coffee ? me any more ! Just cos I play 109272420: . about eightish as normal . I [unclear] ! No you do n't . G 109282645: oliday abroad you know , he 'd it ! He just do n't wan na go 109283568: on fries , cheese moments Oh I all that stuff ! Tortilla chi 109283713: e are Kyles . What ? I will er and leave yous folks then . O 109284008: l see you mum . Bye ! Bye -bye . Have another drink . Mum . 109287122: ham to pick you up . Much as I you , I do n't love you that 109287128: Much as I love you , I do n't you that much ! Drink your te 109293114: ny bag before . And er , ooh I it ! Every time I go out now 109293709: ite [unclear] are n't they ? I Marks 's sale ! Yeah . I am , 109295834: made it I ca n't resist it . I it when it 's warm ! Ah ! Oh 109297044: of [unclear] ? I would dearly one , but do n't keep temptin 109307562: ce dances . I know that , they dancing . A do we know how er 109309575: ll I 'll , have to do that . I an unsliced loaf . Ooh ! I kn 109309680: 's [unclear] She was really in . I know . Have you seen wher 109325504: ere ? Then as far as , no No ! . Just got as far as the door 109348447: tell him to watch To Sir With oh dear and then oh it , er , 109362689: of me ! I say you ca n't , you me really do n't you ? Say oh 109362701: do n't you ? Say oh yeah , we you , yeah ! But we got rid o 109362876: me ! I say , you ca n't , you me really do n't you ? Say , 109362889: o n't you ? Say , oh yeah ! We you , yeah ! But we got rid o 109364708: y is funny ! And then I took I ca , some comedy Yeah . like 109365105: have n't watched it , but I 'd to watch it if ever I Yeah , 109367059: do n't like tennis either . I tennis . Do , who was it was 109369434: 's got money , if she does n't him any more and she ca n't l 109370410: pes that 's it , just send our , oh no [unclear] no , put th 109370792: verybody 's got their opinions we 've got [unclear] . You 'v 109374003: out of thirty two pound . I 'd to see them manage on it for 109379676: see in that bloody fridge for nor money . For one thing the 109382008: had a [unclear] truncheon I 'd to bash one round the head . 109386214: tomorrow then mum anyway . O K . Alright . Yeah . Bye bye th 109391732: some shopping done . Good day . Hello Sidney , how are you 109393287: . [unclear] Who did ? No I 'd too , I 've always wanted too 109395135: lear] . [unclear] . Yes I know , yeah , do n't want to get i 109395160: Gwen . Hi Gwen . Ta la . Ta la . By the way is Bob still wit 109398046: 's manky ! It 's not that bad ! When did I last wash it ? Y 109402307: s ! Hello Sylvie ! How are you ? Yeah ! I 'm alright , are y 109425127: you like Danger Mouse ? Yes I Danger Mouse ! Mr [unclear] . 109428745: bom bom bom bom tell Wesley I him , tell Wesley I need him 109428840: bom bom bom bom tell Wesley I him bom bom bom bom tell Wesl 109428858: ell Wesley not to [unclear] my for him is never weak . Will 109428915: bom bom bom bom tell Wesley I him , tell Wesley I need him 109429011: bom bom bom bom tell Wesley I him bom bom bom bom tell Wesl 109429029: ell Wesley not to [unclear] my for him is never weak . To be 109429246: ver the edge of that big pit I Hans Solo though . Oh he 's g 109429289: at the Wookie Yeah . I used to that . Star Trek 's something 109429561: u . Mm . It 's a it 's all , I [unclear] [unclear] you know 109430624: ing for French ? Ooh darling I you . Hello sweetie-pie [uncl 109431864: ne like a wine gum ? No thanks . Stephen ? I was [unclear] . 109440433: ht , oh ! Up a wee bit Bernard . Some more at the back . Ah 109441394: nt to have a wee drink tonight , I 'll drive home . Aye , yo 109442839: 's thick ! Thick ! Och ! Oh I You go her really ! [unclear] 109446714: e road . On the right . Cheers ! I know where it is . Right 109448784: er me ? I am . [unclear] Erm I you ! Erm Make him say it ! E 109448846: woman ! I know , very you just me so much ! I could be arres 109449392: cking hell ! [unclear] I 'm in with her . I have to I have t 109451560: n no [unclear] but anyway I 'd to I hate I 'd love to know w 109451566: nyway I 'd love to I hate I 'd to know why they call them Su 109451614: ate them again I know but I 'd to know why they call them Su 109453127: d Bobby [gap:name] used to God him . dive off Petey [gap:nam 109454289: unclear] ? [unclear] I fucking that Do you ? the cu the musi 109454303: he music is totally shit but I [unclear] We were talking abo 109455515: nother three times a week I 'd to do th I 'm really unfit , 109474164: st made it ? Yeah . I like , I Told a lot of ghost stories , 109474175: lot of ghost stories , yes ! I listening in my [unclear] to 109482362: seful because erm , I 'd still to do another trip abroad you 109483155: are on your side this week for , needless to say oh best on 109491082: they ? They are , bye Give my to Margaret I will , bye Hell 109494000: hich [unclear] Well I 'm sorry ! I 've be Well that 's alrig 109496598: mean , you ca n't sort of just needs to be sort of spread ou 109498075: Yeah . Oh that 's alright then ! Alright ? Yep ! That 's oka 109506634: years ago . But this one erm I the magnolias but they do n't 109521690: right , yeah , mm , mm , okay thanks for phoning , bye , by 109530728: s very much ! Thank you . Okay ? Well , I 've got a [unclear 109532588: r [gap:name] . Five seconds my . That 'll do . Let's see wha 109533762: have Yeah they 're two each my . Er , then I 'll You can hav 109533824: Yeah , all those [unclear] my are one P . Erm I 'll have er 109533905: Here 's your crisps . Here are . There 's your [unclear] . A 109533919: lright ? Fifty two , thank you ! That 's my allowance . Mm ? 109534219: Fruit Pastilles ? Thank you my . Fruit gums [unclear] as wel 109534234: ere . Yes ! First or second my ? Oh [unclear] ! Erm first . 109534393: ht . Cheers ! Thirty change my ! Thank you Thanks . very muc 109534643: 'll see is n't it ? Thank you . oh I sha n't Somebody did n 109535457: it was tremendous ! Thank you . But i it 's a shame because 109535808: n't erm Thank you . Thank you . There 's some very bad gram 109541083: eighty pence today for you my That 's right , yeah Thank yo 109550187: ng that . There , alright then ? Lovely thank you very much 109550342: p [unclear] Do n't do it there in case it comes up . But he 109551595: t week . Did she ? Mm . Oh . I the way they just flow it 's 109556138: is Sunday I tell you what I 'd now we 're gon na be clearing 109561384: s well . What 's your nickname ? Nobby . Nobby . . What do y 109563697: have to get your feet down me I want to sit down . . Shall 109569456: thing . [unclear] . Yeah . . I that cat . Mm , wow . They mu 109577331: ar] that 's ok then . Yep . My , will you do me a favour the 109577950: , bye , bye Cheerio Cheerio my . See you , yeah Bye , bye Ch 109578266: . Yeah . For I 'm afraid my I there are , till it becomes a 109585638: th your job . What do you mean , we 've always been left alo 109592420: then Christine ? All right my ? Yep . Do you like it ? Yep 109596942: 's my other baby ? All right ? dog . You my other baby . All 109597136: en his you know Get it down my . It 'll hang naturally . Yea 109601599: do curl up into a ball . They cuddling . Oh yeah . [unclear 109601631: ould get a [unclear] I 'd just to get that . Could I ? Make 109620042: want some Coke for Dad ? No my , thank you . Ah right okay . 109622151: What 's wrong with your art my ? Is it complications or what 109625195: he way he sits look Ben yeah I this bit , look . Little bit 109629216: o something about Christmas my have n't we ? Yeah but we 've 109634498: lear] and try and sing . Oh my is my No you 'll never sing l 109635641: or you . Seeing I 'm here . My is like a [unclear] Do n't ta 109637893: But er what was that you said ? Mm ? What 's this ? [unclea 109640862: ions when you , when you do my is like a red rose . Then she 109640914: 's a poem she 's doing . Oh my is like a nice red [unclear] 109640925: ice red [unclear] rose . Oh my is like a red , re , I 'm not 109640991: nished your tea ? not on a our is like a red , red , rose . 109648549: have an apple [unclear] ? Yes . [unclear] [unclear] ! Why ' 109652254: ut she said to ask people I 'd to do her work tell them that 109653853: Fucking old man Fucking kill I it when a plan does n't work 109653925: off in a minute hooray , sorry , sorry I 'm a laugh today , 109654499: have I told you lately that I you , oh yeah hurry up cos I 109657207: hought reign was good Mm erm I those jackets she wears you k 109660362: very much , oh One ninety nine please thank you , oh , that 109667043: l be back ? I do n't know time , I 've no idea what time Mm 109674887: h and er , yeah and she said I the colours but it 's coming 109675850: ? Morning Morning Thirty four Hi you Wen Hi you , alright ? 109677923: to get a trip done , Aspect of What 's that one then ? Quart 109682033: ar] . She 's burying your wood . He does . I know . [unclear 109682621: but evening time I could do it . Yeah , [unclear] . Mm . Mm 109684377: speaking on telephone h hello ! It 's Wendy . Is mum there 109684475: it erm you turn to the regulo and it still stays the same l 109685734: ot ta [unclear] by himself . I salad sandwiches but I hate m 109688227: not a lover [unclear] . Well I it when they do the acrobatic 109696718: st make your mind up [unclear] . Real last . Yay or nay I me 109702497: like [unclear] , you go ahead . Mm . [unclear] radio [uncle 109702781: t it is . Yours is the red one ? Mine 's the red one . Do yo 109702987: . Oh , I got some more brandy and that was it . Yeah erm do 109703904: rt It 's on the front of yours . See , nearly forgot it ! I 109706830: nclear] . Can I share with you ? Yeah ! Yeah . Mm mm . No go 109706925: ably write back thank you ! We it ! We 've all got colds and 109720877: were n't many left I remember the other day . [unclear] ooh 109728032: , where are you ? Hello Hello , oh open the door would she 109730845: ust a little more time and our will surely show Heard about 109735359: d bloody shouting ! Terrific ! it ! Really make you worthwhi 109735373: le coming home do n't it ? You it really ! Ay ? I said you d 109735383: it really ! Ay ? I said you do it really ! Do I ? Well , who 109735793: 'm going [unclear] . Ni night . Oh ! Ho ho ! Not that cold 109755937: ough . Right , thank you . Bye . Bye . Derek [gap:name] of W 109756212: anks Barbara . Thank you . Bye . Cynthia [gap:name] of Great 109756384: r alright Kay . Okay bye . Bye . Well well there you are the 109760929: Well I do n't like office , I hotels and I think having mee 109761192: loved playing Frank Carver in Hurts erm and I did n't when 109761280: at the [gap:name] er out came Hurts . And I never r expecte 109761818: and revise them , or let's do themes from T V shows and [un 109762317: ces through the eighties until Hurts came . I turned down a 109762343: was right for them . And just Hurts just seemed to fit , ju 109762386: do n't we do something about a affair , it just seemed right 109762606: er character doing it . I lo I the commitment of it , the to 109762913: ught of of it really of making to the audience . That 's all 109762956: I was there and it was making , that 's all I saw it as . A 109763033: e 's upbringing and because of Hurts and everything people c 109763063: u realize that maybe they made first time to What Do You Wan 109764377: d writing it while I was doing Hurts in Israel and Zoe would 109764422: s album just before I finished Hurts . And I had a couple of 109764453: lyrics and saying things about and feelings that have meant 109765468: one of the things I 'd really to do is a [unclear] er comed 109765516: d be Rigsby in Rising Damp . I that character and I would ha 109765857: er form , in a T V series like Hurts or on stage like Alfie 109766063: you so pick Roxy Roxy which I . [unclear] quite a thrill ha 109766668: nks Mary . Thank you bye . Bye . Again another bargain from 109766830: ckie . Thank you bye bye . Bye . [gap:telephone_number] for 109767173: anks Barbara . Thank you . Bye . Bye . [gap:telephone_number 109767692: alright Jackie . Thanks a lot . Okay , bye . Jackie 's at A 109767965: e . Five pounds . Thanks a lot . Right thank you , bye . Bye 109791915: , because your mum will always you , Hello , mum . Hello [un 109794991: . Do you actually do this ? I it , that trainer 's comment 109833495: catch the fish . Right . I 'd to tell this last one [unclea 109833578: between this and [gap:name] 's of the dragons ? [unclear] ex 109883619: , know where I stand . People the feeling of being in contr 109902868: ee you Danny . Bye Jenny . Bye . [unclear] , back to your ca 109911029: ow kind of adult affection and . Um sometimes they attribute 109911498: ing abo on about how much they you , if somebody keeps on go 109946487: he Cossacks come from and they a good time , er those sort o 109953135: ched up ball , I like , I like Tufnell when he gives it a bi 109954721: 's a tremendous support , I 'd to be a bowler on England 's 109958881: so ? Oh I do yeah , I used to it and I 'm sure these two er 109965373: e baptized ! Jesus says if you me you will keep my commandme 109965595: a command , and he says if you me you will keep my commands 109966105: as our saviour and because we him . You notice this man , t 109969366: ll this ? If there is a God of why does n't he see my situat 109969381: tuation ? If there is a God of , a God who cares then why do 109969419: for me ? Where is this God of when I 'm going through this 109971282: Jesus Christ as my saviour . I the Lord ! I seek to serve hi 109976326: d you , friends , families who you and er , and er , who are 109977201: y , there was first of all the of position he was after all 109980789: d boxes of faith , or boxes of , or boxes and cartons of pea 109980850: us faith ? How does he give us ? How does he give us joy ? H 109980961: n you and remain . We have his . Let the love of God fill yo 109980965: n . We have his love . Let the of God fill you , garrison yo 109981335: is , God in his mercy and his , in his graciousness he has 110031044: lise it was in the er Cos they to touch these things . Mm . 110033641: rather Yeah . nice ! And kids to learn it ! Yeah . And love 110033649: love to learn it ! Yeah . And to play it ! And then Yeah . 110034576: ach other over the head ! They it , I mean it 's marvellous 110035071: uture Yes , I 'll I 'll lo , I car boot sales like that , gr 110073502: to retire cos whe I 'm gon na one member of staff to look a 110073562: ave to work for Deborah you 'd that . I know and to be quite 110090454: ff the fence sack Tylers Now I the Labour Party and a lot of 110123570: been done . Arthur Scargill , him or loathe him , has been 110135123: ourse of course of course . We him he 's thirteen years old 110136952: a and , I just called to say I you . You 're listening to af 110145121: of extra mozzarella on the top . Yes . Erm Kids ' County any 110145929: check the whole lot then . We her really . Good afternoon f 110148865: I think it 's superb . Do you it ? I do . So you do n't you 110152321: gic Roundabout but then yeah I it now . Aha . Do n't we ramb 110157169: dywaddy ? Oh Under the Moon of ? Brings you a prize . Thank 110157648: special concert for those who the big bands and the vocalis 110174148: rd join that Committee ? Would to have him . No , he 's got 110191205: ill you have [unclear] Yes , I it We 've got executive finan 110257014: nty is n't it ? Mm . Paul will any position where there 's a 110259474: ind of thing that anyone would to be nominated for . What yo 110295219: s but God demonstrates his own towards us , in that while we 110297927: s in his word , he says if you me you will keep my commandme 110298026: f sharing , it 's the place of , where it should be , so God 110299943: as no favourites , he does n't you more than he loves any bo 110299956: es any body else , he does n't me more than he loves you or 110299972: you more than me , he does n't you more than he loves ah any 110300012: son Jesus Christ , here in his , not that we love God says t 110300017: here in his love , not that we God says the apostle but that 110300043: loved us with an ever lasting , who , this was one of the h 110300079: them , but he in fact did n't them any more than he loved t 110300115: me , God is not partial in his because he is love , if there 110300119: tial in his love because he is , if there was any body that 110300130: was any body that God did not he would actually cease to be 110300139: tually cease to be God because is not something that , that 110300172: ou think you are , you are not , you choose to love somebody 110300177: u are not love , you choose to somebody and you love them , 110300181: hoose to love somebody and you them , there are times when t 110300189: em , there are times when that goes very thin sometimes , pe 110300212: ally come to an end where that dies , you withdraw your love 110300218: love dies , you withdraw your God ca n't do that , God love 110300235: as we 've said with an eternal , a love that will go on thro 110300238: said with an eternal love , a that will go on throughout th 110300261: nse make any difference to God , make a lot of difference to 110300284: make any difference to God 's whether we spend our eternity 110300299: eaven or in hell , he will not those in heaven any more than 110300325: ever in hell , because God 's is eternal , it did n't start 110300354: 't end when you and I die , as is eternal , so God has provi 110300961: ho has no thought of God or no for God and the Christian tha 110301819: compa compassion and there 's , and faber goes on with the 110301827: e , and faber goes on with the of God is broader than the me 110307501: he does that , but he does n't the mass as a mass , he loves 110307564: for her . You know , that word it 's become so devalued has 110307652: ossible , and we use that word , it 's not really love , so 110307658: t word love , it 's not really , so we 'll love somebody els 110307663: 's not really love , so we 'll somebody else for what they c 110307684: t 's an undervalue of the word , it 's a , it 's it 's it 's 110307711: lly ineffectual . God does not you for what he gets out of y 110307733: irst of all , he because he is ! It 's his nature . God can 110307843: st a feature of water . God is ! It 's his nature . He does 110307929: t stop loving us because he is ! The minute God , is a a hi 110307959: he stops being , because he is ! That 's what John tells us 110307970: 's what John tells us . God is ! And th Jesus , he se he see 110308057: . That 's the evidence of his . He does n't love in word on 110308062: ence of his love . He does n't in word only , he loves in de 110308242: , he 's saying , the husbands your wives , and he tells the 110308632: loved you with an everlasting ! That 's how God loves you . 110308643: t 's how God loves you . Not a that changes , not a love tha 110308649: ot a love that changes , not a that starts when you become n 110308659: s when you become nice , not a that , you know , that well i 110308700: loved you with an everlasting says God ! Therefore , I have 110308711: refore , I have drawn you with and kindness . And that 's th 110308721: ness . And that 's the sort of that he has for you , and for 110308822: in , I want to know what that produces . I want to know wha 110308858: loved her , but because in his he wanted to save her ! He wa 110309168: ure , just as God 's nature is , so our nature is , we are s 110309504: but he still deals with her in and compassion ! He does n't 110311227: t I have given to you . That I you ! That I want to save you 110311484: s to lo , he wants to show his to you . He wants to forgive 110311577: u and me , wherever we are , I you ! I love you ! He says . 110311581: erever we are , I love you ! I you ! He says . I want to sav 110312204: nd you demonstrated your great for us , and you reached out 110318293: ached out to us is through his . In that verse , the closing 110318362: d , great demonstration of his for us ! Oh I 'm sorry ! In y 110318390: r thirty one , sorry ! Here is vast as the ocean ! Loving ki 110318418: s his precious blood . Who his will not remember . Who can c 110324228: or that , if there 's a God of in heaven why does n't he do 110324290: God was reaching out to us in , drawing us to himself , yet 110324424: ways , always deals with us in . We do n't always like what 110335088: , and she said Oh do n't worry as long you 're you 're alrig 110342166: he instructions were basically , get your furniture out , hi 110345458: is sorted out ? I wish I could , but she says I ca n't help 110347199: se outside . I said I 'm sorry , we do n't move coal . . Oh 110363177: who 's But I I 'd around I 'd someone like you to come arou 110374366: well for you Jill . I used to knitting until I used to make 110375200: he shower . [unclear] . Yeah I that film it 's brilliant . H 110375455: oth gon na marry the same Oh I [unclear] . He 's still in Gr 110382344: now . So who 's sonny Jim ? Oh you . Yes sir . If you want t 110384706: ir Boom , boom , boom , boom I that song . Right , Max if yo 110384734: nclear] Cos I 've got a lot of . I 've got ta lot of love . 110384742: of love . I 've got ta lot of . Got ta lot of love . Oh sir 110384748: ta lot of love . Got ta lot of . Oh sir , look it 's all sha 110394070: Ha . Mm . Yeah , and that ABBA it really . Like Eric 's Yeah 110400897: fifty [unclear] Old Christian Rachael [gap:name] . All you 110406180: t you ? Boring . So who 's the of your life these days ? Why 110407198: wan na suck Howard 's willy I Lasagne There 's four hundred 110408052: ike to tell you that erm , You me and that I 'm wonderful an 110409020: es about Lynn ? Sorry Lynn , I you really . Not . I 'm not a 110410773: him loved him oh wow , I said , love love , I do n't know [ 110410775: ved him oh wow , I said love , love , I do n't know [unclear 110410776: im oh wow , I said love , love , I do n't know [unclear] lov 110410783: love , I do n't know [unclear] hey man yeah yeah it 's proba 110417785: what are they ? Pear drops . I them . That 's something you 110422472: you know Oh Are we using these ? Yes if you put the Yeah put 110425563: do you want anything else done ? No that 's it Is that f is 110438667: u call it the sprouts Ooh they those I 'm sorry , can I fish 110439125: od as this , Paula , Paula Yes do you want another wash done 110445145: ? the tops for these For what ? That 's enough oh no , you 110447273: dad Mm , mm It 's beautiful I chicken It 's good for you ai 110450395: la , Paula make them mixed Yes Tony wants Tea and coffee mix 110492979: ke ? Is [unclear] oh you would it ! Oh alright , in that cas 110493014: see you Fliss , I 'll see you ! Okay , right thanks bye ! B 110493484: . Can you put that away for me ? Let it cool down first . No 110498262: pies ? I 've not got them down Why is it that you have every 110498354: e , that is That 's not waffle that , that 's not no , erm P 110498373: hem in the frozen food section Yeah I know you can I 've see 110519056: an just a phase . [unclear] in again . I will be sure that [ 110519089: friends . You go , Someone to [unclear] . No let's sing let 110519348: oy 's [unclear] we 've got the of my life . He is so gorgeou 110524636: u know crumble yeah ? Yeah . I crumble . Get me a Caribbean 110526849: -hard-to-do . Do n't take your . You know I reckon you guys 110532461: daughter , plaiting a dark red knot , into her long black ha 110533232: daughter , had watched for her in the moonlight , and died i 110534650: breakdown . This is a woman in [unclear] Yeah . That made me 110539600: sorry . Winston . Tell me your story again Shut up . What ar 110539950: unclear] I 'm actually made in [unclear] . What are you what 110542201: la er and Nicola 's going oh I [unclear] and everything and 110545176: d she 's still really madly in with Dan or according to Paul 110554528: ing your knickers . I know , I the way she does like [unclea 110558790: en [unclear] It was that Monie was n't it ? Or someone . I d 110572276: Really really nasty though . I making stupid noises on this 110572939: go to rehab . Yeah . No he 'd that though cos he could come 110575600: s my fiance Honey [gap:name] I her very much . Ah ! What is 110577228: it over there . Okay . Hang on . Oh it 's no That 's fine ov 110585679: . She 'll be alright . She 'll it ! Really ? She 's got erm 110586450: was frightened so much . Oh I going to the cinema . I like 110586477: riously though , [unclear] . I it ! It 's a treat . Pop corn 110600714: A Lemon Delight . Okay . I do a lemon sorbet ! Okay , one B 110605397: no no no no , cos look I got I it [unclear] Do you wan na do 110607228: anyway . Mm . No way . I just the way that kid must 've bee 110607839: miles to go before I sleep . I that , it 's so Yeah . calmin 110613223: o him , I tell him , I say you yourself James . Oh yeah I wo 110633137: p of hot chocolate ? Yeah I 'd a half cup . Would you [uncle 110635532: n't good because erm I did n't him and right so , so if I ki 110637508: e it was true and I did really you and I still do but now it 110637566: know what that 's su oh it 's you I suppose for you it must 110663351: enormously ! Jean did . And I , I love that film and they , 110663354: ly ! Jean did . And I love , I that film and they , they sho 110663447: was really refreshing and su I live theatre , of course , I 110665008: thought you might be watching Hurts , you 're not following 110665074: . because I 'm going to watch Hurts . But it was also [uncl 110667802: ges . Yes . And erm Oh I would they 're as they 're asking Y 110667816: asking Yes I know , I would so that ! And I 'm I 'm when I w 110668561: hank you for ringing . Okay my . Erm Take care . Yes . I 'll 110668755: Bye-bye ! Sleep tight . All my . Bye-bye . Bye . Bye-bye . R 110674875: elief erm Oh I mean that 's it , yeah . it And again it 's y 110675403: r] ? Well no , that 's alright , I 'm not here to arrange Oh 110675631: re 's some super patients I 'd to take it to , and I do n't 110676612: With Damian ? Yes . Ha ! I 'll it if he 's here today . Toda 110676914: ike any burgers in there but I it ! Yeah , get MacDonalds . 110677567: do n't take no notice , notice . No , no , it 's quite short 110678228: . Yes you do ! Never drink it . By the [unclear] bucketful 110699400: tuff and [unclear] Yeah . I 'd to have a professional [uncle 110708138: oks Alex ? See just ca n't . I this game . Try and play [unc 110708383: ? Norwegian . It 's crap . You it . You love it . [unclear] 110708387: It 's crap . You love it . You it . [unclear] what 's it all 110713358: would be so wicked . Yeah I 'd to keep walkman . I think wal 110713836: e . Can they ? Bloody hell . I French beaches . Yeah telling 110723248: ummy a cuddle . No . Give us a . Oh do n't bash me . Do n't 110728464: l I , I know . What ? Well , I the word ! It 's , it 's quit 110730451: , [unclear] I give you all the I had in me da da da [unclear 110730535: u [unclear] I give you all the I had in me . Da da da da da 110730548: in me . Da da da da da that 's and I ca n't believe it 's tr 110730772: chools is off flip the skips . that . I love that . Sound li 110730776: flip the skips . Love that . I that . Sound like [unclear] c 110735656: . [unclear] computer int it ? computer . [unclear] speak [u 110737676: you can [unclear] to I wan na you , for my heart and [uncle 110738046: clear] mind you baby [unclear] . How does it work in there ? 110738401: again , a all my brothers they football so much watching Bye 110740199: ng that she [unclear] Ages ago . She can come back any time 110740974: what it is . That 's , oh , I some of the Naff Naff stuff i 110744606: o n't get that drink down here . So it were n't What 's that 110749900: emember , said And Ryan said I you . Yeah . Well I An an er 110755576: n what else he wrote he says I you lots [gap:name] I 'm miss 110756802: he Jungle Book ? Oh I , I just that ! Really ? Yeah . Do n't 110757275: ke Madonna . She 's wicked ! I her new song . Stop beating h 110757637: 't very nice was it ? Warren I you . Ah ? You can come over 110758190: e this fucking woman ! I would to kill her ! Ooh ! One minut 110758924: myself to tell him . Tell him . So please Tell him . help . 110762406: en my sister ? Say it . No . I you Josie . Ah ah ! He 's so 110763633: Brian . Brian ? She know Bri I Brian ! She knows Brian ! I k 110764312: Wah ! Woh oh woh oh , yay yay you more than words can say . 110764323: han words can say . yay ee yay you more than words can say . 110764331: you more than words can say . you more than tomorrow . I is 110769517: se Hu Hula Hoops . [unclear] I ya ? No . Yeah . I love , yea 110769525: ear] I love ya ? No . Yeah . I , yeah ! You 're no good over 110773496: ty . And this man goes , right , and he takes her in an alle 110777947: unclear] It 's really good . I the music . It goes do do do 110779139: The Bodyguard ? I will always you . Fetch ! Can I have my m 110780900: [unclear] . Del ! Come on ! I the way she does that , she g 110780922: ink I wanted you ? [unclear] I that ! I love grabbing hold o 110780926: ou ? [unclear] I love that ! I grabbing hold of your chubbin 110783082: ate your dog , man . I used to him but I hated the way he do 110785724: ut back on her chocolate . She her chocolate , in n it ? Yea 110785809: e never loved anyone the way I you ! Like that . Della ! Com 110786087: ris 's chihuahua . I 'd , I 'd to kick it . I 'd love to kic 110786094: , I 'd love to kick it . I 'd to kick her dog . He 's so ti 110787382: weekend , Saturday ? Yeah . I getting up , I like , I used 110789792: that dog wo n't bite me , dogs me . Dempsey run up bit his l 110793278: ll out there to know that I do Patsy . Mum ! He does n't lov 110793286: love Patsy . Mum ! He does n't you . He does n't even know y 110794292: thinks all these nice men 'll me and then like at the end o 110794522: that 's all , the Full Wax . I the beginning when she says , 110795063: the Rug Rats are on first . I watching that Oh Janet Jackso 110795330: if the kids do n't like him I [unclear] She goes though , h 110798573: nd , do we Sara ? I mind cos I it . Ooh . Ooh ! Ooh ! Miss , 110799147: sister but he thinks he 's in with Sally . Hang on , is tha 110799173: s so stupid ! [unclear] really Sally . And you know the thin 110801099: hat anyone says , but I really Robin Hood , Prince of Thieve 110801836: cute ! I think I 've fallen in with Rick Mayall now . Did yo 110801857: hey , she had to leave him ? I , I love Tony Slattery . You 110801860: had to leave him ? I love , I Tony Slattery . You know , yo 110802227: r] I know , he goes , I do n't you , you know . He goes I 'm 110802455: g , he 's going , snotface ! I the way cos he goes I got som 110802598: got [unclear] I 've fallen in yeah you know , you know the 110802908: ou know everything [unclear] I Beetlejuice . [unclear] I lov 110802913: love Beetlejuice . [unclear] I the way he says that ! I like 110804335: See I 've got this on tape . I Kate ! What 's your second na 110804347: s your second name again , ? I Kate [gap:name] and every tim 110805178: ew ! Not to her ! Just cos you her , say hello to my microph 110809559: talk up dear ! Tell us who you . Come on ! Come on ! Talk up 110809879: s ? Yeah , go on on the mike , . In the mike , in the mike ! 110810106: fine . That 's fine with me , ? Yeah . Good , good , good . 110811653: t think he knows what the word or anything means . I know he 110811968: rding ? Yeah . Do n't you just Claire [gap:name] she 's such 110813072: o and socialize ? Come on then . You 'll just have to make s 110813353: much ! I went yeah Phil we all you . Stupid . Dick . I want 110813390: looked it baby . Shut up . You it . I do n't love it . I jus 110813396: ut up . You love it . I do n't it . I just wan na snog the b 110817549: eet swing along [unclear] oh I their platform shoes , I mean 110818557: wo , three down [unclear] oh I 'em . [unclear] and then gin 110819669: ear] I want one of each . I 'd twins . Yeah I 've wanted a t 110819858: No . Yeah but they could still it like it was their kid . Ye 110822419: ut she is . My mum is cool , I my mum . Mm . It 's three D d 110822587: rough . Bollocks . I do ! Thin . I 'm not . I wish . I 'm we 110824828: essa loves us . She loves me , . Mm . She loves me . Annabel 110835636: ctious any more . Well I would to . I think Martin might get 110844029: w ? I have n't got it . Oh , I the river [unclear] , no , no 110846722: hty , she must be . Yes ! I 'd , I 've never seen her . Have 110849083: e supper either . Oh I used to sally loaves and you cut them 110853717: clear] so erm I said oh , I 'd Scottish country dancing ! [u 110854647: said to Jerry , oh yes , I 'd to ! I 'll be there Mm and I 110862445: en your mum and dad are making . Why are you doing it ? So t 110862658: ? Eh ? [unclear] . Somebody to . Somebody to love . It 's re 110862662: Somebody to love . Somebody to . It 's recording is n't it ? 110864338: uld you like to go ? Yeah I 'd to . We 'll have to ask him t 110864372: a friend . Oh I ca n't do that I 'm sorry . I just ca n't La 110866793: This guy , yeah , he falls in with this woman , takes her t 110878505: lustful then , just lust , no , no love lost there . Yeah . 110878508: hen , just lust , no love , no lost there . Yeah . She just 110881044: went to Kent . What ? Alright ! Alright ! Cor blimey ! Got 110881503: ! Ba la ! Erm I , I like erm I that erm [unclear] thing erm 110882782: m eating lots more fruit and I fish , I love fish as well . 110882786: more fruit and I love fish , I fish as well . Mm , well I ha 110890191: d that I 've never been out of . Oh ! Good for you . But you 110893929: hank you . Are you leaving ? I this wine . Mm mm . It is ver 110894319: Yep . pork Mm mm ! Molly would it . So , I can have Yes . An 110897052: to you . I mean , she knows I Gardenia Mm mm . and because 110897101: like that . Mm . She knows we the pink champagne . Mm mm . 110905335: , universe , it surely must be . In allowing yourself to be 110905655: u . But if you attend church I this ad . Tea ! Coffee ! What 110907400: o see this . Hello . I 'd just to go there ! One day Mm mm . 110910199: him lots of fuss . Mm well we him to death . No I do though 110910214: I do though , I adore him . I him . Erm He suffers from par 110913300: ean I 'm sure I 'd like it . I the way he calls his grandfat 110919435: always a few people who , who it . Who like playing with it 110935906: i and they have to go , oh , I the environment and erm , I s 110935924: , thank you very much , and I world , and that 's it . They 110935945: , and they er Yeah , yeah , I you all , right . They 're no 110940342: n there . I mean , I do , I 'd it , if we went , I mean , I 110940620: was that ? Why is n't , I just being in the mountains , I me 110940661: , with the college [unclear] I going I know , ah to the moun 110943096: I 'll leave it out , then . I cheese and biscuits . It 's s 110943197: omes out [unclear] [unclear] I the real sweaty [unclear] Run 110943300: Like milk , Yeah . [unclear] I a nice tall glass of milk . W 110958728: r] Oh , yeah . She wrote , The and Lives of the She Devil , 110959082: lear] Oh it 's not fair No , I th , erm the acting was excel 110961150: . Oh , I 'd eat it cold . I 'd eating [unclear] I had roast 110961682: nclear] is n't it , really . I it when they start talking , 110962114: he ? Yeah . She gon na fall in with him , is she ? With the 110964027: erry but I thought [unclear] I their skin . Yeah , but every 110964710: and Marmite . Ah , [unclear] I [unclear] and Marmite . Yes , 110965220: , I ca n't drink 'em . Oh , I fizzy drinks . I ca n't drink 110978885: n't actually go in , but I 'd to go back one day and have a 110995091: s way ! Why ? Who am I then my ? Who am I ? I 'll tell you , 111003587: , what interests is erm I , I the virtue of this period so 111003900: I 'm gon na do a collection of poetry with you a selection o 111004027: , is reli i religious poetry , poetry , and the satires , wh 111004141: ion , okay ? The Good Morrow . 's Alchemy . The Dream . I kn 111004173: n 's Constancy . These are all poems , okay ? Right . I have 111013977: o you to my , tonight so Say I you , I love you Cathy . Talk 111013981: tonight so Say I love you , I you Cathy . Talk sensible . T 111020279: go to this fella , hi , hi , I you [unclear] and for Wakey I 111023268: see you in a minute then okay , bye bye , bye bye , she 's 111023602: t ask him if he fancies me and him and ask him why he do n't 111026045: that one ? yeah do you like ? that yeah is it for you ? mm 111026133: w , you can carry it yeah oh I these me to you know , how mu 111034815: said , well the , the kids we it with George cos he 's got 111034842: a great kid and he 's madly in now Oh is he ? Oh lovely lass 111035571: r lass ai n't she ? Aye , I 'd to of had [unclear] a lass Ay 111039709: n 's in there now . You what , ? You with Julie 's husband . 111040115: going , I said [unclear] Hey , , there 's a bob down here ! 111042991: eesecakes ? Yeah . [unclear] I a curd cheesecake oh , they ' 111051686: h [unclear] keeps fine for you yeah [unclear] er I thought y 111051982: Eh , posh ai n't ya come here , let's , let's have a look a 111061114: oing ? [unclear] well wicked . you too much to ever stop lov 111061121: love you too much to ever stop , Rastafarian now Right . No 111061980: ? What ? That C D. [unclear] I that C D. My rastafarian [unc 111069712: e n't pissed . Did you see his bite ? Yeah . Oh well . Did N 111082464: s , for example , depression , on the dole , deferral of mar 111110923: ren ; most people have been in ; we 're all we all think abo 111111210: you very much indeed . I would to talk to you over a much lo 111113913: ature values . Learning how to — you see a lot of it depen 111119251: for them , show them that you them . Very often these thing 111139276: nse one gets in those plays of , for example , not as simply 111160098: ou should have the same care , attention and the same resour 111171347: nse one gets in those plays of , for example , not as erm si 111211949: accept it , but have grown to those values and arguably are 111220049: 's extremely negative view of . For example , in the relati 111220069: the chief of several memorable affairs in the novel , we fin 111220131: and in Proust 's conception of , therefore , failure is inev 111220146: ntionally unifying language of , what we seek at the most pr 111220182: we believe ourselves to be in , and I quote , ‘ the bonds 111221317: oeuvring and the deceptions of , through a portrait gallery 111228913: about academic life , it 's a story , I think as a love sto 111228920: 's a love story , I think as a story and as a novel of acade 111242569: they 're a lot of fun and kids them . As I commented a littl 111251022: ply it 's unknown . Jim , I 'd to keep going here and ask yo 111253763: e . Thank you very much . I 'd to talk to you more about thi 111262152: they 're a lot of fun and kids them , and as I commented a l 111264598: they 're a lot of fun and kids them . As I commented a littl 111271137: thing along the lines ‘ I 'd to try this experiment ’ , 111285827: are extremely interesting . I them . The whole concept of t 111288731: how that a poet naturally will the good life . It includes a 111293230: he studious cloisters pale and the high embowered rough with 111295438: emale sex the more to draw his and render me more equal and 111295514: me in bliss or woe , so dear I him that with him all deaths 111296073: t 's quite clear ‘ So dear I them that with him all deaths 111296407: forego thy sweet converse and so dearly joined , to live ag 111300777: inary physics that we know and and understand , but before t 111302652: base to talk from and I would to have it . What I have to r 111303753: that we usually associate with or hate , and at the same tim 111304112: ld her that he did not wish to . Generous tears filled Gabri 111304141: ew that such a feeling must be . The tears gathered more thi 111307200: of the kind we associate with or hate , while the persisten 111307261: eems to me to miss the point . and hate are violent . They g 111307811: the extremes that bound it — and hate , pity and fear — 111372869: feelings of hate and rage and in their extremes exist at al 111402427: people to be unwise with their and compassion . There are pe 111405990: ictment of an attitude and the and the care that the church 111449555: the woman might have is in the and affection level of operat 111451825: n't we 're frigid , and if we women it 's because we ca n't 111459160: 's commandments and to live in and peace with all men . The 111469873: w the Swindon fans and players to be beside the seaside . Ju 111485455: oke on that , how can you They us And what are the Monkees f 111485558: r mother in fact , is going to our show tonight . Is that th 111494418: s the King of Troy , but their is to be destroyed by a wicke 111494584: st three months . Anaeas is in with Dido but is told that he 111494670: around me . She 's a woman in , so she 's very melodramatic 111494732: n the whole play to spoil this match and she sends the spiri 111495610: rence Rattigan 's In Praise of has everything ; passion , in 111498744: one is talking about . I would to win the race . Obviously I 111510378: once said , there is too much between us ever to be separat 111511149: local picture palace . : Mji I film . I work in it and I car 111550605: ut this which makes the public them ? And appreciate them an 111565338: d it , people have now come to it quite so much . I mean I c 111578325: w until ten . You 're going to the music . er The overnight 111590754: do the research . Yes , people a sense of the macabre , do n 111599141: all the family . The kids will the free balloons , hats and 111602465: ard and send it to me , Adrian , Fox F M , Brush House , Pon 111604037: he Beatles have destroyed true . To be honest it 's been sev 111604054: months of hell . As much as I her I did n't realise what I 111604855: the statue of Eros the God of at Picadilly Circus ; they se 111611108: ourts simply for showing their for each other . Have there b 111622247: st week . After explaining his of art , he gave the police t 111645674: for my children . I 'd dearly to go back to my real home , 111665407: here I understand ? Oh yes , I it , I mean , as a boy I used 111683856: 's good on showjumping , I , I him on showjumping . He 's pr 111687775: s is , she said , ‘ a day of , something much needed in th 111694341: ion from the state of being in to something less emotionally 111694577: t say the sort of things ‘ I you but , I wish you did n't 111708245: ink you 'd better , Mickey . I them really . I think they 'r 111709202: I 've got so far down and er I the drawing that Freda Rudman 111722210: e not doing the only thing you and understand , and that mus 111728458: the way , and he knows that we him , and he 's worried about 111731442: ttle for the money , his great was for the music . Money mea 111744231: t of fun , that the movie 's a story basically and er it als 111759772: whose mimicry , whose abundant of life on so many , on so ma 111812773: y to from me is yes , we would a multiplicity of views to go 111838805: t like to text face . I mean I Nimrod It looks like there is 111839607: e always wanted to do that . I Scotch . I like Monticello do 111840518: t 's sex in high places . They it , it 's perfect , so then 111849305: f the possibility of universal and joy which is the apex of 111849623: possibility of this universal and joy in all that exists is 111851347: uation , and that is universal , and on that basis he saw , 111855139: to lead a life erm inspired by and guided by knowledge , and 111855651: he expansion of human power of and knowledge , he seeks to i 111857446: said yet , a thing that is not , or hate , or pity , or scor 111864198: theatre . Glyndebourne 's ‘ of Three Oranges ’ was one 111897768: es ? Obviously you know , I 'd to erm try and win that erm w 111913509: do it ? Well Peter , I 'd I 'd to say yes , as you know , bu 111928995: ter year — just because they the Festival and want to do t 111931848: ast the orchestra itself , who it . All in all , this is a m 111935645: ikulu ’ is much better ! You ‘ Joseph and the Amazing Te 111935657: colour Dreamcoat ’ ? You 'll ‘ Sikulu ’ in just the sa 111939087: a dark and passionate story of and hatred , as a young bride 111939495: e Company present ‘ Crime of ’ ‘ She was a screen idol 111939506: was a screen idol who fell in , a goddess who sinned , a mo 111939528: could n't escape the Crime of ’ . When Trestle came to th 111939650: their audiences . ‘ Crime of ’ is Trestle 's latest prod 111940221: y one is changed by falling in . Roy Hutchins ' thrilling ne 111940713: lude ‘ Frida and Diego — A Story ’ ( 1989 — Fringe F 111941530: rk ’ is a dark and dangerous story , where the most danger 111941579: and a woman try not to fall in . On film everything is possi 111941751: become a human being , for the of humanity . He , and all th 111946432: family . Singing was her first , though , and she returned t 111946777: ingers from the Festival . ‘ is Teasin' and Love is Pleasi 111946781: ival . ‘ Love is Teasin' and is Pleasin' ’ compiled and 111946875: e to follow the course of true ( along paths smooth and not 111948124: sweet shelter to nurture true . Joining David will be Arty 111948728: ound in the tug of war between and lust , innocence and expe 111949002: der ( including ‘ Falling in Again ’ ) . The star was th 111950431: vant Poprischin , who falls in with his boss 's beautiful da 111950587: extraordinary story of tragic , fierce ambition and barbaro 111950739: — the story of an obsessive that unfolds during a swelter 111950775: h other . Overwhelmed by their , they struggle to overcome t 111950971: sents inspiration and romantic . Directed by Ulster-born Syd 111951061: r London . It is a story about and loss and marks the direct 111968333: sehage ’ each — which they . 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